#i'm mentally exhausted

[wimsiecal]

Happy 4/20 Dark Pinky Thursday 🍃

#I'm not really proud of how this looks #i'm mentally exhausted #i wanted to try and experiment with colors/style anyway though #and this happened #pinky and the brain #my art #dark pinky #weed tw #?? #worlds smallest weed lol

[staring-into-the-soul]

What childhood nostalgia? I only know childhood trauma.

#thoughts #words #spilled ink #dark academia #quotes #yearning #feeling alone #life #life goes on #sad thoughts #childhood #trauma #i'm mentally exhausted #mental health #mentally drained #mentally exhausted

[siriuslytruee]

i need 'HOW TO STOP PEOPLE PLEASING 101' classes desperately. that's the most james potter thing about me....

#i'm mentally exhausted #people pleaser #mental health #mentally fucked #stress #james potter #marauders

[dteamain]

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#going be real honest with you guys rn #i know i'm a shit started and i often voice my opinion so it's weird to hear it from me #but i'm definitely not in the mood for discourse #especially stupid discorse surrounding a fucking joke #to the anons that sent asks just know i'm straight up deleting it #sorry #i'm mentally exhausted #my mom has been in the hospital for a month and while she is getting better #her mental health is at an all time low #and a nurse told her she should kill herself two days ago #nothing is harder than seeing the person who is your fucking rock and person of reason be in such a hard place #and it's so hard to see her so sick but she is also missing us all so much so i brave through it to go see her as often as i can #i had such a busy weekend and saw her yesteday after running around all day #and i didn't get to drive home until midnight which is hard when i live over an hour away from the city #i spent the whole drive crying to the point that it's a miracle that i didn't drive myself off the road #my whole family is in pieces right now #so no i don't really care about george or if he likes men or not

[lostmf]

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #i'm sad #depressing life #tw depressing stuff #childhood trauma #poetic #childhood #mixed art #artists on tumblr #struggling mentally #mentally drained #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #childhood ptsd #childhood truama #truamacore #tw truama #kill my thoughts #kill my feelings #kill my life #deppressed #depressing quotes #poetry quotes #sad poetry #sad poem #writers and poets #this is a cry for help

[brujahinaskirt]

arthur is rude to that one sex worker because the guys are fucking around as they oughtn't be and he actively wants the source of their distraction to go away. that is how he operates through the entire game: deliberate, utilitarian intimidation and strategic unpleasantness to achieve a goal. it is an early game commentary on arthur meant to position him as a big dog that barks. it is not a commentary on his views about women which are clarified many times afterward. you guys realize that right

#arthur morgan #rdr2 #redmeta #this is one of the most wildly misinterpreted but also most obvious scenes where writers are teaching us how arthur moves through the world #i really don't mean to seem short here #i am just exhausted of reddit mentality low literacy “ARTHUR WOULD SHOOT U IN THE FACE FOR FUN HE HATES WOMEN AND SLUTS” takes #my mistake was imagining a world where your average man online could intellectualize about narrative art #unless it is spoonfed to them on a shotty slug that says I'M STRAIGHT BUT I'D LET [MASC CHARACTER] FUCK ME

[malika-carnelian]

// Sorry people for my very slow-timing into replying the thread or even starting some, but my work became a hell of a mess and tomorriw I'm about to speak with my superior about some new projects, so yeah... anxiety— (I didn't even draw Wheeljack for the inktober ajdjdkdn)

So please bear with me 🙏 same goes for the special anon I've got... I promise that I'll do/prepare everything when my mind will be at least settled for half!

#ooc #I'm mentally exhausted #this job is taking my life and soul ajdbkdd

[insignificantfailure]

im so fucking useless

#all I do is consume without contributing anything to society #i feel so guilty for eating breathing taking up space buying things producing trash wasting people's time and energy #literally my existence has no meaning #why am i alive #literally w.o.r.t.h.l.e.s.s. #tw depressive #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #im exhausted #i hate everything #i hate my self #more than anyone else #i dread having to exist #self h@te #i'm sad #mentally tired #vent #venting #personal

[juno-uu]

If I had been loved a little more as a child, maybe I wouldn't have turned out like this.

#sadcore #sad aesthetic #sad life #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #sad thoughts #tw depressing stuff #i'm sad

[harryandlouisarehappilystrong]

Training was so so so hard today and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna get fired, siiiigh...

#personal #I'm mentally exhausted

[serialunaliver]

radfems and conservatives currently fighting to see who can leave the dumbest possible argument on my post simply stating women shouldn't be shamed for having casual sex

#i'm not responding to this shit but oh my god. the mental gymnastics must be exhausting

[nookisms]

Oops. It's a second headcanon compilation!

Don't worry, the next one will be back to our normal schedule of regular text posts and not headcanons

Masterpost

#Dark Meta Knight #Shadow Kirby #Meta Knight #Kirby #King Dedede #Daroach #marx kirby #Magolor #Bandana Waddle Dee #Bandana Dee #Marx #Kirby series #kirby headcanons #text post meme #disability headcanon #okay I wanted a particularly exhausted Dedede so I snagged him from triple deluxe #i just think Dedede would have chronic pain from. you know. getting torn in half that one time #before you come after me for Magolor's panel: I do not think ocd and intrusive thoughts make you do bad things #I just think he already had it and the Master Crown made it worse (via lingering magic from the possession) #i dunno how mental illnesses work in aliens that use magitech #I had a lot more here but I decided I'm not going to continue rambling in the tags #I can expand on any of these headcanons at any moment if you want feel free to ask #also I saved that Kirby one for last because I thought it would hit with oomph #she speks #she speks originale #she edits #yes I'm working on the masquerade I am just obsessed with making text post memes

[lostmf]

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #i'm sad #depressing shit #childhood trauma #childhood #depressing life #struggling mentally #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #artists on tumblr #tumblr draw #sads crap #i need therapy #i want to be loved #love me plz #i’m crying #kinda depressing #sorry for being depressing #life shit #i’m useless #crying child #childhood truama #hold me #mental illness #mental problems

[mothcpu]

it looks like it's going to be a hot night

#touhou #touhou project #remilia scarlet #touhou project jumpscare. I beat 6 on normal difficulty and Ive been playing 8 on and off. I'm a fairly casual fan but I'm having fun #making myself take a break from drawing full illustrations for a bit due to exhaustion from [graduating/moving/job search/mental illness]- #-but fortunately this gives me a chance to dig through some unposted art drafts... I still really like this remilia :)

[sihtricfedaraaahvicius]

Take me.

Note: a tiny little story to help with the drought😮‍💨

Warnings: 18+! fluff/smut.

pairing: Sihtric x you (f)

summary: you and Sihtric were reunited after a battle. 

wordcount: 653

Masterlist

Sihtric's mismatched eyes were glazed over. His lips curled into a dazed smile while his rough, warm hands wandered your bare skin as you laid underneath him. His body weight pleasantly pressed onto you as he was positioned between your thighs. His hair was dishevelled, after your fingers had tugged his braids when you felt the warmth of his lips onto yours, kissing you intensely and deeply until he had you undressed and picked up in his arms, carrying you to the bed.

The warrior had missed you, his wife, immensely when he had been away to fight what would be unbeknownst to you both his last battle, for peace was within close range. As soon as he had returned home on horseback and his eyes had landed on you in the cheering crowd, he dismounted and allowed you to leap into his arms. You had buried your face in his neck and your fingers curled around his leather armour. Sihtric; your husband, your sanctuary and the keeper of your heart had returned to you without any grave injuries, and no more time was wasted. No words were spoken for your eyes told each other everything one needed to know, and your lips immediately locked into a fiery kiss, pouring out the happiness and relief of being reunited again.

And now Sihtric gazed down into your eyes as he was on top of you, unclothed and scarcely covered by the warm furs. His hot, ragged breath feelable on your face while his tattooed fingers tenderly brushed over your warm cheeks. He then leaned in and kissed softly underneath your ear, his tongue stroking your skin in between teasing kisses and kittenish nibbles, dragging his lips down to your pulse point. Your breath hitched when he sank his teeth delicately in your neck, marking you with his endless love while he teased your folds with his arousal, readying you to take him after being separated for far too long.

His growls sounded low and heavy in your ear, making you tremble with anticipation and desperate to feel him inside you and to be as close as you can possibly be, never wanting to let him leave you ever again. You wrapped your arms around him and buried your face in his neck, inhaling his earthly scent as he lifted your leg and hooked it around his waist.

'I missed you,' he breathed in your ear and bit the soft skin.

'And I missed you,' you murmured against his shoulder, 'I love you.'

'I love you more,' Sihtric whispered, to which you softly protested.

He chuckled in your ear, and you gasped when he abruptly sheathed inside you and kept still, wanting to feel your walls clench around him. You mewled, desperately, begging him to move. But Sihtric took pleasure in hearing you beg for him and he wanted to hear more before he would give you what you wanted.

'Please, Sihtric,' you rasped, 'give me more.'

'More?' he laughed quietly, his lips grazing your ear as he spoke while he moved with slow, deep strokes, 'you want more?' he murmured.

'Please,' you begged and clawed his muscular back.

'Please,' Sihtric mocked, lovingly, 'you're so sweet when you beg for me,' he whispered and pushed hard inside you.

He stilled inside you again and hummed softly, watching you with a satisfied grin as you almost cried out for him.

'So beautiful,' Sihtric whispered, smiling, and he pecked your lips, 'so desperate for me,' he kissed your lips again, then grabbed your chin and his eyes darkened, 'I will give you more, my love,' his voice soft and playfully threatening, 'but I don't want to hear you whine that it's too much. I know you can handle me,' he murmured against your lips and chuckled again, 'mhm, and you will take me all the way, like the good and devoted wife that you are for me.'

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#i had a shitty day and a weird mental week #i am going to rearrange my furniture now before i go insane #this may be the only fic i'll post until next week #i'm really struggling atm no matter how badly i want to write.. it's just not working out #surprised i managed to get this written tbh #anyway #sihtric kjartansson #the last kingdom #tlk #sihtric #sihtric x you #sihtric x reader #the last kingdom fic #sihtric fic #idk what the planets are doing rn but can they stop making me feel awful and hating everything i write #and can my adhd demon stop lurking bc i am exhausted. it's that time were even my meds are not working well enough at moments #maybe i need a break #maybe i need a good [censored] #who knows #just make it stop i beg 🥲 #and also those posts that are going around again about reblogs vs likes??? #yeah that's a real mood #part of my struggle atm is hugely influenced by the lack of interaction lately and i hate that it affects me #i just really feel like my writing is shit lately and am constantly comparing it to others #not to be a cry baby lmao i'm just *deep sigh* feel like i'm losing it?????

[juno-uu]

I wish I could just die,

that I don't have to get up,

go to work,

pay my bills,

and be in pain at the end of the day.

I wish I could just die,

that I no longer have to worry about tomorrow.

#sadcore #sad aesthetic #sad life #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #sad thoughts #tw depressing stuff #i'm sad