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uglyducklingofthe2000s · 2 months

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hi, i rly rly love your works, can i pls request non sexual dominance or casual dominance w lando cus i think it will fit him nicely, you can do whatever you want with it, have a good day! 🤍🤍

What's Mine is All Mine - LN

Forewarning I'm probs not going to be uploading anything after this till Friday and even then I will in fact be binge-watching DTS because I need to know what drama they've made up for season 6.

Also I hope I did this right? Not really 100% certain on what people think of when it comes to casual dominance but I hope this is sort of the right idea.

No part 2 requests please

In truth Lando knows exactly how he can be when it comes to y/n. It doesn't even have to be provoked, y/n brings out some more primitive need to protect her against even a gust of wind.

Y/n thinks nothing of it when she feels Lando's hand slide down her side to the hem of her dress giving it a gentle tug.

Her dress today has turned out to somehow get shorter and shorter as she moved around. It's not as if it was intentional that she was coming close to flashing the paddock. She'd thought the dress would be fine, it's a nice summer tea dress but it's proving to be more of an annoyance in the scale of things.

At some point, Lando must lose interest in continuing to tug at her dress with only short term success of his goal to keep her covered, so while in the garage as he standing leaning against the counter talking to some of the team. His large hand is pressed to her tummy holding her against himself and prevent enough movement that it will shift her dress.

She's focused on her phone having only the most basic of knowledge when it came to the technical and mechanical side to the sport. And by that she means she knows there is a technical and mechanical side that exists, unlike in other sports.

"Baby." Lando mumbles catching her attention from her screen, his free hand coming up to move her hair to one side allowing him access to gently kiss her neck before she turns to look at him. "You're quiet."

"I don't want to interrupt." Y/n mumbles earning a smile before she feels his hand tug her hem again, seemingly a new habit he has though there's a chance it had rid up again.

"You-could never interrupt." Lando states pausing his sentence to hook a finger under her chin then kissing her.

Though she doesn't notice the heavy set gaze he's shooting to the couple mechanics who he didn't fail to notice were admiring his girlfriend more than he likes to see. Thought the bar is low. He doesn't like anyone looking at y/n, if he could make a rule for no one to look at her than he would but that might be a bit too loud and obvious.

Lando rarely likes to walk without y/n's hand in his own, she's never really thought to question it. Walking through the paddock can be a hike at the speed that he moves at and often she's nudged and pushed out the way in order for people to get to him instead.

Sometimes he needs both hands in use and there's only so many alternatives that he approves of.

Today he did something new that he hadn't tried and she was initially confused. Her hand actually latched quite tightly to his, she didn't really want to let go. But as they walked up to some fans he shook his hand to loosen her grip before guiding it to his jean belt loop and hooking two of her fingers through it.

"Don't let go." Lando instructs quietly into her ear before kissing her temple while she feels blood practically sizzling in her veins with how hot she is feeling.

"Ok." She nods earning a smile as he tucks some of her hair behind her ear allowing some air to cooler down down her flushed face but really she's trying to hide a smile that is not fighting to get on her lips.

He turns beginning to sign things for all the awaiting fans, some of which don't hide that they noticed y/n standing with Lando, latched onto him. Some of them probably think she's needy, which in a lot of ways she is, but this is entirely Lando.

Throughout the 10 minutes he spends trying to sign as many things as he can, he still continues to reach down and brush his hand against her own to make sure she is holding on.

Then when he decides he's signed all he can sign. He slides his hand into her own again and begins to walk them into the paddock.

Lando always likes playing with y/n's hair, at the moment he's having a bit of a meeting with Quadrant since they're back in the UK and there's some big projects coming up and he just needed to talk to everyone about them.

Y/n is just sort of there on his demand.

He's sitting up on the sofa while she sits between his legs on the floor, his large handles gathering her hair and twisting it a bit before he starts braiding it. Something she had to teach him so he would so getting her hair knotted.

It's definitely not an anxiety thing like some people have assumed, he just likes her to be always aware that even if he's not necessarily watching her. He's aware of her there.

She is listening, just because she likes to know what's going on and what her boyfriend is doing with his company which started as a passion project and with the help of the others in Quadrant, has grown into much more than that.

At some point her drops her hair, his hand handing next to her head, fingertips gently brushing her jaw gently as he talks before someone else starts speaking up and she feels his hand move down to her neck, gently holding it and tipping her head back till he can kiss her.

"Come up and sit with me, please." He instructs, not really making a question of it but she nods taking his hand to help pull her up before sitting beside him and smiling a little as he pulls her legs over on of his over, his hand resting just above her thigh while she somewhat hugs his arm tightly, resting her head on his bicep.

Y/n and Lando going out with Max and Kelly in Monaco isn't as frequent as people might think but when it happens, they certainly don't broadcast it.

Another matter is that not many people know y/n like the way they know Max or Lando. She's not as easy to recognise but that doesn't mean she doesn't attract attention.

In the brief moments that Lando disappears, y/n gets up to get drinks. Never failing to get a barman's attention when she raises her hand for making her order.

"Hello, beautiful." A man greets moving up beside her once she has ordered the drinks.

"Umm-"

There really is moments that Lando's sixth sense seems to kick in or he's just so lucky and perfectly timed that he moves up behind her, his arms caging her in as he does so much as acknowledge the man who her gaze is locked on but she feels Lando's lips brushing the shell of her ear.

"Don't give him the time of day, baby." Lando instructs making her look back to find the drinks are almost finished being served up.

Max has an open tab that their drinks are all going so there's no need to pay.

She doesn't see Lando shoot a look at the man who heeds the warning of the F1 driver before he takes his drink and seems to disappear from the bar entirely while Lando asks for a tray to carry the drinks then managing to balance it as he manages to guide her while keep her in front and constantly within his eye sight as they get back to the main group.

He places the drinks down, picking up his and y/n's before they sit down and he hands her drink to her.

"Are you ok?" Lando asks since she hadn't uttered a word since he appeared.

"Yeah, I'm good." Y/n nods with a smile then kissing him which seems to soften the slightly annoyed exterior he'd had tensed up with. "Are you ok?"

"Always baby." Lando smiles since really he knows there's absolutely no threat of another man charming or seducing y/n. She's got eyes for him only and it's obvious to everyone who sees them together.

He's obsessed with her and she's enamoured with him.

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redr0sewrites · 21 days

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Hi! I'd like to make a request if you're still open for then. It's more like two, actually. I got my nails done the other day, and I've been excited to show everyone since it's the first time I've ever done this! I was wondering if I could get one for the hazbin Hotel men and how they would react to them. For the second one I was hoping for the same characters being with a chubby reader?

Specifically, I'm curious about husk, vox and angel dust but I also wouldn't mind the rest like Adam and alastor. Just no Valentino obvi

(Romantic pls! Preferably sfw for both requests)

Thank you so much!!!

YESSSSS OFC OFC!!!! i made the pt2 w chubby!reader hcs in a separate post and linked it ♥️

🥀Cw: none, mostly fluff

🥀Pairing(s): Husk, Vox, Angel Dust, Lucifer

Husk

husk is 100% a supportive boyfriend and he admires you whenever you get your nails done

while he may not be super up to date on modern technology, he will TOTALLY take super aesthetic nail pics for you and do his best to make sure you and your nails look fabulous

if its your first time getting your nails done and your a bit nervous, husk has no qualms about accompanying you. toxic masculinity be damned, he'll sit beside you the whole time and chat with you and your nail technician about whatever

he gives great advice when it comes to colors and styles, and if you ever came to him for advice on what nails you should wear, be prepared for an entire formal slideshow on what colors he thinks would look best on you

husk loves when your nails tap against hard surfaces, the soft clicking is very soothing to him. his ears always twitch towards the sound of your fingers drumming against the bartop counter when your sitting with him while he works

he loves how your nails feel combing through his fur, and will absolutely PURR when you scratch his ears with them but will deny it to no end if you tease him about it

Vox

vox is pretty perceptive, and notices almost immediately that you changed your nails. he'll ask to see them, and will definitely praise you because of how stylish they look. vox knows you have good taste, your dating him after all!!

vox would probably show off your nails to others, and would offer for velvette to post about them on her sinstagram. or, he'll just post about you on his own account. maybe he'll take a photo of you and him with your nails in view, "casually" mentioning how lovely they look and drawing viewers attention to your lovely nails. he loves it when you both receive attention, and he wants people to know he sees you as a masterpiece

vox knows getting your nails done can take some time, and while he can't always be there in person, he'll make sure to call you or text you to make the wait more bearable. expect a lot of questions about when you'll be home, or how much longer the appointment will take

vox would probably start buffering and short circuit if he saw that your nails matched his color scheme. he LOVES the idea of you both matching through your nails, and might subtly suggest that you get blue and pink nails next time

Angel Dust

angel dust is practically your hype man! the second you tell him you're going to get your nails done he offers to accompany you, and will get a set that matches with yours!!! he loves holding your hand and admiring the way your nails match, and will randomly ask to hold your hand for the entire time you have your new nails

i'd say that angel has definitely gotten his nails done before and is probably pretty used to it, so he'll definitely calm any nerves you have. he looovessss showing off your guys' matching nails and will take a bunch of cute aesthetic nail pics with you!!!!

considering he's a celebrity, he would LOVE it if you got nails inspired by him!!!!

you two would totally have spa dates where you would go out and have full selfcare days, and get your nails done together. imagine just chilling with angel in a nail salon, relaxing as your nail technician works on your hands while your lover rambles aimlessly beside you. its a very affectionate and soft date that the two of you enjoy, and you end up going out with angel to get your nails done quite frequently

Lucifer

lucifer would 100% offer to accompany you if you were getting your nails done!!! he would love just getting to sit with you and chat while he watched you get your nails done, and would probably ask a lot of questions

once your nails are officially done, he showers you in compliments!!! he adores everything from the colors to the design, simply because you chose it

if you got super long nails or acrylics, lucifer would absolutely offer to do simple tasks for you. fumbling with a necklace clasp because your nails are too long? here, let him do it for you! can't pick up a tiny item? he practically teleports to your side! struggling to type?? here, just tell him what to say and he'll type every word for you!!!!

lucifer loves kissing your hands, and he loves doing it even more once you start getting your nails done. he'll press a kiss to each nail, traveling up to kiss your knuckles and then all the way up your arm to kiss your face

IVE NEVER GOTTEN MY NAILS DONE SO I TRIED TO BE AS ACCURATE AS POSSIBLE!!!!! APOLOGIES FOR ANY MISTAKES 😭 this was also my first time writing for husk + angel dust, which is actually shockers considering they're literally two of my favs

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jigujellee · 9 months

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NEWJEANS AS JEALOUS GFS HEADCANNONS

a/n: just a fun lil attempt at hcs since i rarely do them,, to whoever requested this, i hope u enjoy my attempt 🥹 i'm sorry if they're not accurate jaldfadlfljdf

a/n 2: pics are not mine!! links to layouts used are listed below w respected @ <33

MINJI (pic/layout creds courtesy of @k1sseo)

so bro™️

i think when minji gets jealous she’s just quiet

and she could get a little snarky sometimes, but just a smidge

minji didn’t expect to come home to you and hyein laughing your asses off at some random tiktok you were showing her

for some reason she was very bothered by it even tho you guys were naturally close

you kinda took awhile to notice her standing there but you once you did, you were quick to wrap your arms around her

she’ll play it off and act normal but she’s def quiet and i think she’d look like she’s deep in thought about something

so when you ask her to do something with you, that’s when light bulbs go off

“hey wanna go grab lunch later” “idk why don’t you go with hyein instead”

then you drag her to lunch anyway and endlessly tease her for being jealous in the first place

you also tease her ab the fact that she got jealous over the YOUNGEST member 😭 like ma’am, you think we’re gonna catch a case????

“i didn’t press you for the jealous type bro” “just shut up and eat”

HANNI (pic/layout creds courtesy of @winuary)

every time i see/think of this girl she’s always smiling

so i think when she gets jealous she’ll still be smiling but like it’s def forced and looks fake

or if she’s not smiling then she 100% looks like this from that one live they did

either way that shit makes her stomach feel weird deep down

she’ll watch you and minji just monitoring your dance practice but you guys are just way too close together and minji’s shoulders brush against yours and-

“hanni, you okay? you’ve been zoning out for a while” and she just smiles again and plays it off

you knew something was up so when you’re back at the dorms that’s when you ask her and she shyly admits that seeing you that close w minji made her feel uneasy

you kiss her forehead softly and tell her she has nothing to worry about before pulling her into bed and cuddling w her for the entire night (even if ur arm goes incredibly numb cuz girlie does not move an inch away from u)

DANIELLE (pic/layout creds courtesy of @i04rei)

dani wears her heart on her sleeve she’s adorable

so yk she’s jealous right away

you and hanni just came back from the mall and you are literally so happy

dani loves it when ur happy!! but it also makes her kind of sad that she’s not the one making u laugh and smile like that :(

she’s pouting while on her phone and u immediately take notice

“are u watching sad edits of cats again?” “naURRRR”

“you just seem awfully happy when you’re w hanni” “well yes bc shes my friend” more pouting and ur just trying not to melt at how cute she is

“how about we go to our fav cafe tmrw after our sched and then we can go watch the barbie movie after?” “but you don’t like barbie” “i don’t like a lot of things but if you like them, then i’d be more than happy to do them with you”

she just melts and forgets all ab what happened earlier

ft. hanni minji and hyein in the background trying not to gag out loud

HAERIN (pic/layout creds courtesy of @venitly)

radio silence.

she’s already naturally quiet as is and she def does not speak her emotions compared to the others

so it takes you a little longer to figure out when she’s jealous vs the other members

after finishing a movie w danielle, she just blankly watches the two of you have deep conversations ab it

and honestly you confuse her jealous silence for her normal silence at first

but you start realizing the difference when she’s less affectionate with you (bc behind closed doors i think haerin is so affectionate like she deadass wont let go of you and is so touchy, needs to be holding you or be in close proximity w you)

“haerin, are you okay?” and she just nods. girl pls give us something to work with

she never really openly admits that she was jealous of you and dani but ur smart genius self put two and two together and connected the dots when u saw she was quiet around dani too but not the others

but bc she never outwardly said it, you don’t outwardly tell her not to worry or not to be jealous. instead you spend more time w her and getting her her fav snacks and whatnot and she appreciates it so much

haerin likes how you don’t need to be told when something bothers her, and when you figure it out, you always knew how to make her feel better without words

actions do speak louder than words and haerin knows how true that is with you

HYEIN (pic/layout creds courtesy of @v-ico)

i’m gonna go for a platonic type of jealousy for hyein

she wanted to show u a new app she downloaded but u told her u were busy learning the new choreo from haerin

and she just whines

not like an annoying child throwing a tantrum kinda whine but just in a “why do u alw have sumn better to do” typa way

when u finish w haerin ur quick to go back to the dorms to see hyein napping

and u lowk feel bad bc all she wanted to do was show u sumn

u decide to let her sleep but ur idiot self banged ur hand on her door while trying to close it and now u feel bad even more bc she woke up

“you’re back alr unnie?” “yeah i came here quickly so you could show me the app”

hyein is super excited even tho she jus woke up, and shes reaching for her phone and is tapping thru w such speed

you both spend hours on the app (i keep saying the app bc idk what kinda app it would be 💀 im thinking either a game or a photo filter app idk) before ur both scolded by minji for being on the phone all day

it’s literally giving when ur little sibling just wants to show u sumn cool but ur too busy and u feel bad

#newjeans #nwjns #newjeans imagines #newjeans scenarios #newjeans headcannons #newjeans hcs #newjeans minji #newjeans hanni #newjeans danielle #newjeans haerin #newjeans hyein #newjeans x reader #kpop headcanons #jigujellee

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lesbianloml · 1 year

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Praise and Punishments

Type of piece(s): imagine, oneshot, drabble, series

Type(s) of writing: smut, angst, fluff, dark

Pairing(s): 1980s!dom!stepmom!!wanda x 19 year old!sub!fem!reader

Warning(s): praise kink, praise kink, praise kink, oral (w receiving), wanda is a married woman, stepmom wanda, mommy kink, strap-on sex (r receiving), being on the phone while having sex, slight size kink, bulge kink, age gap (w is 33, r is 19), mentions of stalking

Summary: Reader has a huge praise kink. Her stepmom finds out and decides to use it to her advantage.

A/N: hope you like it. I got a little carried away. GIF of wanda below + me = 😩😵

"Hi, kitten! How was your day at school?" Your stepmother, Wanda, asks you with a smile. "Oh it was good! I got a 100% on my English test today." "Good girl!" As Wanda praised you, she looked at you and noticed you blushing. Hmm. She'll have to look into that. Your dad came thumping down the stairs, duffel bag and briefcase in hand. Your dad was going on a trip to Mexico for a month due to business issues.

He wanted to take you and Wanda but because you had school, you had to stay home. So Wanda said she'd stay with you while your dad was gone. And seeing as you were an only child, that meant it would be just you and Wanda in the house. For a month. Alone. Oh shit. "Hey, hun." Your dad said to Wanda, giving her a quick peck on the lips. "How was school, Y/N?" "Oh it was school, y'know?" "Yeah. But I gotta go or I'll miss my flight." He walked over to you and gave you a quick hug. "Bye, Y/N. Love you." "Love you too, dad." "Bye, sweetheart. I'll call you when I land." He gave Wanda another kiss on the lips and walked out the door.

"Hey, Wanda. I'm gonna go over to my friend Stephanie's house for a sleepover." "Well, don't you want to be here when your dad calls in a few hours?" "Oh, I'll just have him call me." As you walk up the stairs to grab your backpack, you hear Wanda say, "no." "No what?" "No you are not going to your friends house right now. You will wait for your father's phone call." "But Wanda! That's gonna be 3 hours!" "You will wait or I will punish you severely." You groaned and walked upstairs, locking yourself in your room.

2 1/2 hours later

Y'know what. She can't tell you what to do. She isn't your mother. Your mother's dead but she'd let you sleep over at Steph's house. So, you grabbed your backpack and climbed out your window. As you shimmied down the drain pipe, you saw Wanda. In her flower garden. Staring right at you. Shit. Oh shit. Run. You ran as fast as you could but red tendrils of magic surrounded you, bringing you to Wanda. "Wanda! Fancy seeing you here. I was just going to the store! For snacks." "Inside. Now." She commanded, her eyes flashing red. You wouldn't admit it, but you were terrified. Would she ground you? Worse, would she tell your dad?

Wanda guided (controlled) you to the living room. Wanda closed and locked the door and she leaned against it. "You tried to go to the sleepover after I told you not to." "No. I wasn't. I-" She cut you off with a look. "So now you will make it up to Mommy. Kneel." You stood in shock. "I- What?" "You have 5 seconds or your punishment will be worse. Sneaking out is what bad girls would do. Don't you want to show Mommy that you can be good again? Be Mommy's good girl again?"

Your entire body was on fire. The praise was killing you. So you walked over to Wanda and kneeled at her feet. "That's my good girl. Now, unbutton my pants." You did as she said. "Good job. Pull my pants and panties down, sweet girl." As you pulled them down, you saw she was practically dripping. "Did I do this to you?" You whispered, running your finger through her wet folds." She ignored you and said, "Stick out your tongue and let Mommy use you." "Yes Mommy." You said, letting your tongue loll out of your mouth.

You sat there, tongue out, kneeling at Wanda's feet like a good slut for you don't know how long. All you knew is that Wanda was running her pussy on your face and tongue so hard, you were sure she was peeling off skin, she had come three times, and you were dripping on the floor. As Wanda came for the fourth time with a scream of your name, she looked at you, kneeling at her feet. She knew you had to be sore and dripping but you hadn't said a word. "You've been such a good girl for Mommy. I think you deserve a reward." She looked at you as she turned, commanding, "stay." As she unlocked the door and walked upstairs.

She came back down with her biggest strap. This was still sort of a punishment after all. Shockingly, she read your mind and didn't hear any resistance. You were far into sub space. "Stand up, little one." You did as she said, standing up. I think you were both just now realizing how much shorter than her you are. You looked up at her as Wanda knelt down and tore your shirt off. She unclipped your bra, taking her precious time. She pulled your pants and panties down and helped you kick them off. Then she took off her shirt and bra. You were standing naked in front of her and all you could think was, "I understand why dad married her." But even as you thought that, you didn't care that she was dad's wife. You were too far gone with all the praise she was giving you and the way she used you.

"Go lay on the couch." Wanda commanded. You did so, no question. "So compliant. So far gone." Wanda said, looking in your mind and not seeing so much of a thought except for her, your Mommy. You were already soaked so Wanda knew she would just slip in. Wanda put the strap on and straddled your hips. She used her powers to lock your hands above your head. But right as she began to sink down, the phone rang. And Wanda had an idea. She let your hands go. "Answer it baby." She knew who it was. It was your father. You looked at her in panic. "Now, or you don't come." You picked the phone up from the receiver.

"Hi, dad! How was the flight?" You and your father talked for a minute until finally, Wanda got impatient. So she poked the head of her cock through your flared hole, still dripping wet. And she shoved into you entirely, to the hilt of her cock. Your mouth dropped open and you choked on a moan. "Y/N are you ok?" "Yeah dad. Can I call you back? I'm getting cramps and I need a heating pad." "Sure. Where's Wanda?" "She's getting all wet um, showering! Showering! I'll have her call you back! Love you, bye!" You put the phone back in the receiver as Wanda started to thrust in and out of your tight hole, groaning as you moaned.

She sped up and before long, she was going almost inhumanely fast. "Mommy! Slow down please!" She just went even faster as you clutched onto anything you could reach. Gripping her shoulders, scratching her back, holding onto the couch cushions for dear life as you breasts shook. She was thrusting into you so hard, with each thrust, your head was hitting the armrest. "Such a good girl for me. Letting me slut her out. Good job, milking my cock, baby." And she kept going until she came. Now, mind you Wanda had just came four times and it took awhile for her to come again. By the time Wanda was finally filling you up with her come, you had lost count of how many times you came. When Wanda pulled out, her cock was covered in your juices and there was a puddle underneath you of both of your orgasms mixed together, dripping out of you. "You're mine. You hear me, Y/N? I knew you were planning on fucking that Stephanie girl. But you're mine and only mine."

"But what about dad?" You asked as she went to the bathroom to run a bath for you. "Oh, don't worry about him. You wanna know the truth?" She questioned you, picking you up bridal style and setting you down in the bath. "I only married him for you. I had been watching you for so long. You were perfect. Beautiful, kind, and a perfect little submissive in need of a Mommy. But it would seem strange if a woman in her thirties walked up to a teenage girl and asked her out. So I took it into my own hands to get you the Mommy you needed. I never even fucked your dad, detka. I was too in love with you. And turns out, I was right. You are a perfect good little girl. And now you have a Mommy. So when your father gets back, you and Mommy will be gone and no one will ever find us."

"I love you, Mommy." "And I love you my sweet little girl. You're mine. Forever."

Please, request some ideas you have! I would love to do some! Reblogs are much appreciated because it helps me spread some of my work around. Likes and comments are appreciated too! Thanks for reading.

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profound-imagination · 2 years

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Dear Azriel - Part 2

A/N - So many of you asked for this and it makes me so happy! I hope you enjoy!!

T/W - talks of injury and blood.

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Dear Azriel,

Feyre and Rhys were right to send me away. I don't belong in that world, I don't belong in your world.

I wish it could be different, with all my heart. I wish I could show you the love you deserve and hold your beautiful hands as you let go of the past but I can't, I can't be that person for you, it would be selfish of me. You're over 500 years old and I won't even see 100. I'd get an entire lifetime with you, but you wouldn't get one with me.

Life can be so cruel sometimes but you know that more than anyone. Forgive your brother, forgive Feyre, they did what they did to protect us both.

You will have my heart until it beats it's last beat, please know that.

Y/N.

You flinched as Azriel read your words back to you, you hadn't written them with the intention of being cruel or hurting the Shadowsinger in front of you but his tone, the look in his mesmerising eyes had told you that you had done just that.

"What the hell is this?" He asked again "You don't belong in my world? Of course you do!" He stalked further into your living room and sat as best he could on the human sized sofa and put his head in his hands, elbows resting on his knees.

You knelt in front of him "You know they're right Az, deep down you know it, you need to talk to them again, Rhys is your brother" he said nothing "I never meant to hurt you, but Cassian said-" his head shot up "Cassian's an idiot" you couldn't hold back the small laugh that came out of you "Well, yes, but he was right, my lifespan would go by in the blink of an eye to you, I'd grow old on my own, how could I do that to you? I see you, Azriel, I see you watch your brother's with their mates and I can see how badly you want that, the bond that comes with it, I can't give that to you"

He was tense, more so than you had ever seen him. "You want to know how I know you belong in my world?" He finally spoke and you nodded dumbly "Because from the moment I met you, I started rebuilding it around you." All of the air in your lungs left at once as the weight of his confession washed over you "I was ready to cover the world in shadows when I couldn't find you after the war and when I did, the state you were in" he cut himself of, the pain of the memory flashing in his eyes.

"But Elain-" he cut you off "Elain realised what I felt before I did, Elain has been trying to help me gain the courage to tell you, Elain saw us on Starfall and I couldn't lie to her about it, she's a seer, Elain seems to be the only person who supports my feelings for you" he ran a hand through his hair and you wanted to reach out and feel the strands, you wanted to find out if they were as soft as they looked.

You wanted him so badly, the life you'd envisioned while almost dying on that battlefield but you knew the hurt it would cause him in the long run. Scrambling to find words that weren't coming, you just gazed at him and took his hands in your own. The two of you sat there for what felt like an age, just looking at each other. "Have you forgiven them? Feyre and Rhys" he asked "No" you breathed out "But I understand why they did it."

"I'm very glad you understand Y/N, it seems my brother is having trouble with that." Rhys. He must've winnowed in. Azriel stiffened, his hands tightening their grip on your own. "Azriel, I told you not to come here" he spoke to his brother who in turn said nothing "Come on Az, say something, get angry, fight me, anything but this childish silence" you knew what the High Lord was doing, knew he was trying to get any reaction out of Azriel that he could, it wasn't good for anyone when Azriel was this tense and angry and if meant letting the Spymaster beat the shit out of him then Rhysand would do that, as long as he stopped brooding. Rhys spoke again "Wow, I haven't seen you this ice cold since Cassian slept with Mor" you winced, that was a low blow but Azriel finally spoke voice like death "Not here, this is her home" Rhys nodded "Tell me a time and a place brother" and whatever was decided was done so between the two of them in their minds as they were gone before you could even ask.

You stayed up all night waiting for Azriel to come back, or for Rhys to show up and tell you that you'd never see him again, that he'd pulled rank and forbade it but neither happened. You spent the following days watching out the window having dragged your chair over so you had a clear vision for when he came back. He didn't.

You'd started to lose hope when Cassian had shown up for his monthly check in, he hadn't even made it to the door when you came flying out of it, towards him "What happened? Did they kill each other" Cassian let out a rich laugh "No little human, they didn't, Rhys continued to bait Az until he snapped, it was hours before they stopped fighting both bruised and bloody but fine" you cringed. Cassian's eyes softened as he looked down at you "He's fine Y/N, as fine as he can be" you nodded.

"Is he forbidden from coming back here?" Cassian shook his head "Not forbidden but it has been made clear to him that there will be repercussions if he does" tears welled in your eyes as you threw yourself at Cassian "I miss him" you sobbed into his shoulder "I wish I wasn't human, I wish I was like you, I wish I could give him everything, Cass" his large hand stroking the back of your hair "I know that and so does he, but Az, he loves so deeply that he would let it consume him until your life was done and then he'd let it destroy him, he wouldn't come back from it Y/N, it would end him as well" you knew that.

"Do you think I'll ever see him again?" You asked Cassian over tea, you couldn't help but laugh at the giant Illyrian perched as best he could on one of your kitchen chairs, tiny little human sized teacup in between his fingers. "Yes, I think he'll fight it for a while but I don't think he'll be able to stay away" he took a sip of his tea "Have you actually left the house since I bought you here?" You shook your head "No" he rolled his eyes "Maybe try? Stop moping around here" you nodded "I could go and visit Lucien, Vassa and Jurian?" You suggested, Cassian simply nodded at you in agreement.

If you could curse Cassian you would've, the manor that Lucien and his friends resided in was not as close as he'd lead you to believe and it was getting dark. The forest you were traipsing through did nothing to help the quickly fading sunlight and the creature that resided here had started to wake up and come to life, you tensed as you heard a howl in the distance and several howls in response. Just as you were debating on whether it would be quicker to carry on or turn around and go home you caught several pairs of eyes shining through the trees and bushes, you were in deep trouble and you knew it as the wolves that had been watching you for you weren't sure how long started prowling towards you.

Did you freeze or did you run? That is all that was running through your mind for the few seconds you'd given yourself to consider your options, you couldn't out run them. Help me. You thought desperately Azriel, help me, help me, help me. You knew he couldn't, knew that he would have no idea where you were or what you were doing. Panic started to settle in your veins as you turned and ran, not daring to look back, the sound of snapping jaws was enough to keep you moving.

You felt like you'd had an entire building dropped on you as you were ripped from your feet, trapped under a wolf, paws on your shoulders, teeth snapping in your face. Pain erupted through you as claws sunk into your shoulders and you couldn't hold in the scream that came out of your throat or the tears that tumbled out of your eyes. It's breath was rancid and you wanted to vomit. Praying to any gods that would listen to spare you, swearing you'd never leave your cottage again.

More pain swept through you as the wolf was thrown from you, it's claws dragging along your arm and chest as it was thrown to your left. Looking to your right you saw a flash of auburn hair. Lucien. As he moved swiftly, scaring off the rest of the pack who must've figured he was the bigger threat. As gently as he could he gathered you in his arms and ran towards your home. "Shit, that's a lot of blood" he mumbled to himself more than you, numb from the pain you said nothing.

By the time he had gotten you back to your home, you were barely holding onto consciousness as you heard Lucien converse with someone, quickly and quietly but you knew, from the moment the other person had touched you who was there. Azriel. You would've known the feel of his hands anywhere and the cool, calming sensations of the shadows that obeyed him. You were in his arms now, head between his shoulder and jaw as darkness wrapped around you both, he was winnowing, you realised just before you passed out.

You awoke in an unfamiliar room, the bed was huge and cosy and the you felt the pain, you winced as you had tried to sit up "Here, let me help you" a kind and gentle voice spoke from the doorway, one you didn't recognise. You took in the older woman as she came into your line of sight, she was beautiful and have you a warm smile as she gently helped you sit up, piling pillows behind you to keep you as comfortable as possible, you stared into her eyes, eyes you would've known anywhere as she spoke again "So, you're the human girl that my son refuses to let go of" her tone was teasing but it has a protective edge to it, she was his mother, Azriel's mother. He'd bought you here, to her estate that he'd bought her.

You'd spent the afternoon talking with her, you had been here for three days, Azriel would be back this evening having been summoned by Rhysand and that she had ordered him out the door as he was insistent on staying by your side. She was sweet and kind and you could see how much she adored her son, your heart cracked at the thought of them being separated how they were. By the time Azriel had returned she was sitting on your bed with you, sharing stories like old friends and drinking tea. You caught Azriel smiling gently at the two of you, leaning against the doorframe, you beamed at him, his mother in turn beamed at you and excused herself stating that she was going to make dinner for the three of you.

Azriel took her place beside you, careful not to knock you with his wing as he spoke "I think she likes you" you smiled back at him "I like her, although, shredded to bits and covered in three days worth of sleep is not how I'd planned to meet her" his eyes were shining as he said "You'd thought about that?" Heat crept up to your cheeks as you said "I think about a lot of things" he smiled again and you decided then that you would give all you had for him to always have that smile on his face "How's the pain?" He said, eyes glancing at the banges that were across your shoulder and chest. More heat crawled up your neck to your cheeks as you realised that the bandages were all that was covering your top half. "It's okay, I'd like a bath before dinner though" without a word he stood and walked across the room to the adjoining one where he disappeared from view, you heard the sound of running water and moments later he was back next to you, scooping you in his arms and heading towards the running bath.

He placed you standing on the cold floor by the sunken tub and told you to strip off the clothing you had on which was only a loose pair of sleep pants. Your eyes widened at his request but his stare told you not to question it as he turned to give you privacy to do so, you tried, you really did try to get them off by yourself but you couldn't do it with your bandages and you sighed "I can't do it by myself" you admitted sheepishly, you watched his wings twitch every so slightly along with the muscles in his back as he turned back to face you, a small smirk on his face. He walked over to you and took his place behind you so your back would've been pressed against his chest if you were brave enough to take one step backwards.

His hands swept over your hips once and then his fingers curled round the waistband of your sleep pants and the lacy underwear you had on underneath and you gasped ever so quietly as he pulled them down your legs in one swift motion, tapping your thigh to tell you to step out of them. Heat flooded you this time and you prayed he couldn't tell how much that had aroused you. His leathers joined your clothes on the floor as you tensed, knowing he was stood behind you in nothing. You didn't dare look at him.

"What are you doing?" Voice not as strong as you wanted it to be, he didn't answer, instead he stepped in the bath and sat down, you looked at him now, his chest, his tattoos, little scars covered him like a dot to dot and you swore to yourself you would count them all one day. "Are you going to join me or are you just going to stare" he teased as more heat flooded through you. Done for, you were absolutely done for. You knew he wouldn't have you there in the bath, not yet, not while you were hurt but the sight of him and the domesticity of it nearly killed you, stepping into the tub you were rather pleased with your new found bravery and you took a seat opposite him, he shook his head and took you by the wrist gently and pulled you so you were sat in between his legs. "We need to clean your wounds" he told you gently as you felt his fingers ghost up your back and the bandages around your chest and shoulders started to loosen.

#azriel x reader #azriel #a court of wings and ruin #a court of frost and starlight #a court of thorns and roses #a court of mist and fury #a court of silver flames #acowar #acosf #acomaf #acotar #acofas

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tio-trile · 9 months

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came back here on tumblr after literal years just for gomens 2 stuff and i got a notif from you. I feel happy seeing your blog again,, so its so surprising for me that you disliked s2, purely just bc youre someone i consider as monumental to the entire fandom bc of your loyalty pre-TV era. so it's intriguing to know your thoughts abt the tv version.

i read your points and DAMN you reminded me of the stuff i didnt like back in s1 that I FORGOT bc so many years have passed since i watched + read the series. I forgot how much I loved bastard, asshole Aziraphale. TV him is characterized as 100% good, better than heaven dude which isn't bad.. and hes very fluffy and adorable. But i always liked the difference between that and crowley being a demon and yet nice. i always missed him calling him "my dear" too. If theyre gonna make them lovey dovey in TV, make him call him my dear damn it!!

As a book fan too, i personally loved s2. But reading your points made me realize it wasnt completely perfect so I respect your side. I do hope s3 turns out to be better than our expectations so you can tune back to it again. I just want you to have more content that you can enjoy even if it's completely new stuff. I understand the feeling so bad of having new stuff but being unable to enjoy it (a diff show for me). Makes you wonder what kind of plot he and Terry originally planned for all this fanservicey stuff to happen. I agree about the book part too, Crowley would never throw those around! The part with them meeting as angels, honestly I think it wouldve been better if they just didn't remember it so they wouldn't ruin their first meeting in the book. It would've been fine as a throwaway like "they met but don't remember."

With the finale,, hmmm I think TV!Azira's characterization def plays a part in why he did it. TV!him screams as someone who is still insecure about being an angel and losing his privileges. So he took the only opportunity he could to change heaven so he and Crowley could live in peace, after seeing Gabriel who is alr so powerful, be cast away after that decision. I'm curious though, how would you think book!him would think in this decision?? With an Armageddon 2 coming up again I can't imagine of anything else the two of them could do to fight it again w/o an influence in higher power.

Oh geez, I sure hope that nobody has notification on for my blog right now 😂 (or ever)...it'll be so annoying for them 🤣🤣 and honestly, I'm just some guy on the internet running a blog with no profit to gain from being "loyal" to a fandom, so I'm gonna truthfully share my opinions. And yeah like you said, it's possible to enjoy the book and the show at the same time, just taking into consideration that they are different media and characters. It's hard to imagine book!Aziraphale in this situation because there has been too many differences that led to this situation......and I just don't see book!Aziraphale in this situation, because to begin with, I don't think Gabriel would even go to him in times of trouble, lol. So let's say that Metatron directly went to him after everything had happened and Gabriel had already ran off and offered him the position (with an offer he can't refuse) -- I think he would have to accept on the surface, and then he would immediately go to Crowley to try to work their way out of it/figure out a way to keep the position but still slacks off all the time like he's always done 😂😂

#ask #anonymous #long post #good omens critical #good omens season 2 #gos2 spoilers

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skibasyndrome · 18 days

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Darling Simon, here are some fic writing questions! Curious about 2, 7 and/or 8, and 4/37?

Wish you a fabulous Friday!

Hey there W, thank you so much for asking me all of these! :) And I'm sorry for waiting with answering until it's not even Friday anymore ahhh, but I hope you had a good one! 💜💜💜

2: Is there a trope you’ve yet to try your hand at, but really want to?

Oh sooooooo many!!!!! I really wanna write some classic enemies to lovers sometime and OH okay, this is probably highly specific, but I cooked up this AU idea with @sillylittleflower once and like one of the things that me wanna write it the most is the fact that I could include a good old tending to the wounds of someone and getting very close to them in process scene in it. Scenes like that are 100/10 and I will not rest until I've been able to write at least one!!!!

7: Share a snippet from one of your favorite pieces of prose you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

God... the way I always forget everything immediately after I post it. But hmmm, something I REALLY enjoyed writing is this in Never Letting You Go:

Him on his knees to worship Simon, to offer him everything he has. To spell his veneration out, rededicate this space, make it into a temple for them and their love. To fill the air around them with the sounds of his sweet and breathy prayer. Wilhelm nuzzles his nose along the patch of hair and smiles to himself. If anyone dares to intrude on this moment that feels so fucking holy, well, let them see.

Because listen... something about using religious imagery to write about gay stuff? Idk, that's just a personal favorite of mine. Oh and I love the entire scene that this is taken out of because it's something I hadn't planned, it just sort of came to me and I love that I was able to take this very compromising position, but then not do what's most likely expected and instead make it into this sweet little break in between the sex, idk? I love writing not-always-so-linear sex scenes in case you hadn't noticed, lol.

8: Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

I've recently been trying (and really enjoying!) to write more dialogue-heavy stuff, and I had soooo much fun with EVERYTHING in Lavender Haze, but especially some of the not-so-smoot flirting:

“I uh, I don’t,” he’s stumbling over the words, still not taking his eyes off Simon. “I can’t dance, really.” “Oh, don't they teach you stuff like that at… royal school?” Simon shoots back, a challenging glint in his eyes that honest to god makes Wilhelm's knee buckle. Wilhelm winces dramatically. “Don't fucking remind me… I can give you a really unsexy waltz if that's what you want.” The laughter bubbling from Simon's throat is worth all the embarrassment Wilhelm feels at the memory of tripping over his own feet at some function. “Okay, new question: is there such a thing as a sexy waltz?” Simon asks and Wilhelm snorts. “Clumsy waltz, then?” Wilhelm tries and can’t quite fight the fluttering inside his chest at the way Simon is shaking his head at him playfully.

4: How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Care to share one of them?

Oh god... too many for someone that should focus on getting one thing out at a time. But it's also kinda cool, because back in October I thought I'd never be able to come up with an original fic idea (as in, not taking something from canon) ever again.

Okay, I counted about 11 that I have traces of in my Google docs, some of them already have a bunch of actual writing to them, some just have outlines, but I love all of them and hope to get to them at one point of the other <3

37: Talk about your current wips.

Oh my goooood, I could talk for HOURS about them, this is too much ahhhh. Well, my most current WIP is a Sequel to my beloved Lavender Haze, which has Wille dealing with the aftermath of his hook-up (and maaaaaaybe, love at first sight situation, but who's to say) with Simon. I'm having a lot of fun with including other characters for once, like Felice, her gf, Maddie, Rosh and just trying my hand at something AU for once :)

And well... my vampire AU....... beloved...... beautiful......... when will I do her the honors of finally writing that first chapter instead of literally everything that comes after!?!?!?

And then I have a bunch of other ideas that I bother @sillylittleflower with 24/7 because they don't wanna leave my head, one of them, very, veeeeeery beloved is a photography student AU, hopefully strangers to friends to lovers and very, very soft and! which is new for me! Simon POV!

Please ask me some fun fic writer asks <3

#darktwistedgenderplural #answered

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krispdreemurr · 10 months

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theories that I've posted scattered around this blog but haven't really put into a master post or anything, collated bc I'm bored and want ppl to talk to me abt them or something. im very prepared for none of this to be canon but there's elements I expect to at least be themes or something

-deltarune is a reset timeline. we were not directly present in the original, but maybe were indirectly present.

-basically I think the angel/the player is at least seen as like... imposing narrative and drama and Plot onto a world. demanding to see and know and have their heartstrings tugged and everything else a reader wants from a story. just as the dark worlds exist to provide compact stories for the lightners, so the light world exists for the angels to watch, etc

-in the original timeline, Dess died.

-gaster and kris met in the aftermath of this, in the bunker. at the time, gaster was a normal-ish darkner who had gotten a glimpse of the light and heaven beyond. he argued to Kris that Dess died to sate the angel's needs, to make a fitting story for Noelle and so on, and convinced them to help him in bringing the roaring and taking down the angel

-so yeah they were the knight. they at least knew some of the secret bosses and worked in uneasy concert w them before they all got too fucked up. meanwhile they met Susie, rekindled friendship w Noelle, etc etc etc

-over time they started thinking more that like. hey everyone pursuing ending heaven is like wildly unhappy and meanwhile I'm making friends and moving on and if like there's some intangible entity demanding a story from me like... how do i even... tell that's happening...

-(it wasn't that they were 100% comfortable ever to be clear it's just more the balance of "live a life with my friends and loved ones" vs "end the world and probably hurt or even kill a lot of people" shifted)

-so when it came time to open the last fountain, within the dark world, they hesitated.

-gaster took their blade from them and tried to open it himself - but he was a darkner, and the world was so fragile, and the wound he cut lead to nothing, nothing after nothing pouring out, and he fell into his own creation

-kris was badly wounded in the chaos and made it back to their light world room before collapsing, leaving a stain that wouldn't fade and the echoes of Susie's pleas.

-the world ceased to exist.

-gaster, in the nothing, was able to poorly patch together the world, but not quite as it was. he was not present in it, and those he spoke to talked to shadows, to garbage noise on the phone, to empty rooms.

-he was not able to entirely spare Dess, her fate already written, but he was able to... hide her. she vanished, instead of dying. she is still being hidden while he waits until after the story has concluded

-he spent some time testing methods of influence, ways to guide and design and use a human soul (leading to strange hazy nights for Kris)...

-and with lures and bait and promises of a world to make their own, he connected the angel itself to the world, trapping a piece of them there. this was both to use to re-steer the narrative according to His designs and also kind of out of spite.

-his original plan was to leave Kris out of it, making them a minor character temporarily while the vessel took their role. Someone Strongly Disapproved lmao and so we ended up w the current situation

-this time, if gaster has his way, they won't have the choice to hesitate, and the angel's heaven will be banished.

#arrow dont look #child death mentions

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elegyofthemoon · 18 days

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yoohoo! i remember you had a robin pfp somewhat recently, so... could you do the character bingo with her?

YEAH I WAS VERY EXCITED TO MEET ROBIN WHEN PENACONY WAS FIRST RELEASING !! she, firefly, and misha were the ones i was most excited to meet :D so to celebrate I had Robin as the theme of my blog for a little while ^ w ^

blank character bingo

uhh to be safe! i shall put this under the cut but some hsr 2.0 spoilers :D (ik we're on 2.1 rn but still! to be safe!!)

i'd like to stress on the SQUEAK panel because the way that the ending of 2.0 had me go insane that i 100% all areas in penacony in hopes to find clues about WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MY GIRL NOOOOOOOOOO WHAT THE HELL

I refused to accept that she died and wanted to understand WHAT happened which inevitably turned into me searching and finishing all the missions in Penacony and 😭 I still have zero idea what happened. and I mean. technically 2.1 gave us the answer about what happened, but that doesn't explain how people die in this dream when usually if people die, they just wake up back in the Reverie

SO WHAT HAPPENED TO ROBIN??????

I think she's really interesting though, even if we only get to know her through word of mouth - which is. kinda fitting for an idol like her. You only know her image, not the person she is. You could even meet her former teacher who envies Robin stealing her spotlight, and how Singer mentions that Robin and The Family had some argument or conflict between each other. It made me wonder if that's the reason why she left to be a Galaxy known singer rather than staying in Penacony since she only came back because of that.

Hmm... Now that I'm here. There was this thing about Robin being an Emanator for Harmony because she was said to be blessed by Xipe themself for such a talented voice and how Penacony was just Obsessed with Robin to the point that uhhh I forgot her name but the NPC who follows Idrila was just sick of being under Robin's shadow as well.

If Robin had gotten into a fight with The Family, I wonder if her leaving and returning may have been the cause for her voice to be Weird (I don't understand), getting her powers revoked and all that.

All this next to her song "If I Can Stop One Heart from Breaking" really fits the "bird in a cage" imagery that her splash art has WHICH MAKES ME ADORE HER ALL THE MORE I LOVE BIRD IN A CAGE IMAGERY SM (SHAKES HER)

The other thing I did while coping was start questioning "why is it that Firefly and Robin had to die in this?" I mean, albeit, both deaths have different modus operandi, where Firefly's body dissipated (which is what I anticipate will happen too with Sunday's) and Robin's didn't. And I reflected a bit more on Firefly's monologue regarding why do people dream/sleep, in which the answer was "because they're afraid to wake up." That whole scene was played out with Robin's song in the background which ALSO is all about how with no other choice, the character of the song has no choice but to dream of freedom that they weren't given -- to not face that reality.

Put both of those together -- that Firefly and Robin both stood for the freedom dreams can give and that both characters wind up dying in 2.0 -- I sorta thought about the dream of Penacony crashing down entirely.

But maybe it's also that having both die is just the counter to this question that hangs over Penacony arc: Why do people sleep? since it repeats itself too in 2.1 :]

So I just. I like Robin through the things I've collected about her but also what she may have stood for in the realm of the Penacony arc in its entirety.

I really hope to pull for her when she does come out though :D I was supposed to save my guarantee after losing on Luocha for her but I pulled Acheron asdklfajh So we'll see if I can get her. Ik I'm excited to read more about her character story. And also know whether or not she's actually dead or is that a fake body that we saw.

#when i said infodump #i really mean. im reaaaaally infodumping my speculations and thoughts. weehee #avil plays hsr #jokingly. and with caution. never ask me about my fave characters. theres always an essay locked and loaded ready to fire AKDJFAHLKDSJFH #HEAVY BREATHES OK DONE (<- written after i exhausted all thoughts on robin aslkdjfhaksdl)#answered #thanks friend !!

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every month of 2023 🥳 / i was tagged by @euijin. thank you for always tagging me in these carly.. i do enjoy look back on sets 😀 tagging: @foxinys @hyunsung @yangjeongin (hi mary) @huiracha as always u dont have to but id like to see... sorry if you're getting tagged again btw 🤍

january / popular. i rmr this clip being unavoidable for like a month...... 🚶‍♀️ anyway surprise to no one. vs favorite. ok but this has to be one of my favorite sets 4 ever. the day seungmin showed up with bleached bangs was beautiful.... i do rly love how much fun they had with it....😔

februrary / popular. omg moment of silence for mahagrid these clips were really fun. also this guy continuing to haunt my most popular sets. vs favorite. omg im doing 2 for 1 (1,2) cause i can't pick and really had fun giffing con and i think they came out rly cool 😁👍

march / popular. i do not know why. omg actually i do. it's the hair isnt it. vs favorite. wooho 😿😿😿😿😿😿 omg. they rly were cute together. this really was my favorite but i'm including miroh cause i really liked how it came out 😺

april / popular. you will never guess who this is! okay but i wholeheartedly agree i love when he is like a mop 🤍. vs favorite. 2min(:

may / popular. i can't believe this was late may.. look where we are now. who would have thought. but hyuji is very cute. vs favorite. omg this one is an easy jisung fav. he looked great. no idea why i went w these dimensions for the gifs but jisung im a fan 👍

june / popular. yeAHHHHH fucking finally and also Deserved. i loved sclass cause finally it was a mv i had fun giffing again and also seungmin looked great. and i love this set. fun mv. vs favorite. omg this one cause i rmr having fun with it 😿 also liked how it turned out. just silly guys boxing and dancing. but shout out to koms seungmin because i had to include him naturally..... 🥲

july / popular vs favorite. nothing happened on this blog in july apparently. but still i agree. come back seungracha.....

august / popular. solid....he looked good. i rmr this being a bother to color tho. vs favorite. popular 🤝 japan cb 🤝 favorite. i rmr this also being a bitch to color but now i really like how it came out 😸

september / popular. been a second. but 100% real.... might actually be one of my favs of the year overall too (sets and things that happened). vs favorite. wait i might have peaked in sept cause this is one of the best sets i ever made in my life im p sure 😭😭😭🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️(to never be able to recreate ever again)

october / popular. heh(: 2min. vs favorite. omg bitch ass set to make.... was so close to being deleted for good but she deserved to escape the trash i think. at least i can say an attempt was made 😶‍🌫️

november / popular. right. im with the people on this one 👈 vs favorite. 😕🙁☹️😣 man. circumstances and insanity of deciding to do this aside. im happy with how it came out and i cant believe i stuck with making these sets his entire mc career 🧍‍♀️

december / popular. at least for now. i agree though. vs favorite. actually this one might as well be my favorite of the month too.

oh. i forgot. bonus round cause i decided but this is one of his best styling ever.

#yeaaaah. there we go.#every month

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liloinkoink · 1 year

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I know you're suffering, but personally I love bad dating sims and I'm having the time of my life. and I'd love to know more about the game and/or isekai's hypothetical plot

one, please know this is how this cut off in my notes.

two, yes of course. i would love nothing more

i’m putting this under a cut actually

the game plot i think i mostly got most of the information out in asides and can be pieced together in the fic—player starts at the engagement party, picks a love interest, and then does what they can to get rid of the villain and get a happy ending. most of what i came up for as far as routes and endings goes is in the fic itself, since Martyn took the entire party to just throw out ridiculous and annoying amounts of exposition, as is isekai standard. i honestly had a lot of fun coming up with those—i did bounce the game plot around in a gc, so they’re not 100% mine, but i thought what we came up with was pretty clever

stuff about the game i couldn’t fit because there was no reason to even come up with it, but would influence martyn’s actions if this wasn’t a oneshot, includes like. the way the game works, you only pick one person at the party, and the rest of them sort of drop off out of the plot. if the player picks, say, cleo, then impulse goes home to his kingdom, etho is standoffish and you don’t talk much to him, and Scar will mostly avoid genuine conversation on account of committing so much crime. there are opportunities to change your route later—impulse will write you a letter somewhere mid game, maybe, or you have a random encounter w etho or scar—but switching from your chosen love interest mid-game greatly increases the chance of getting one of their bad ends

Martyn doesn’t actually know the endings that well. he knows the parts of the game Ren is in pretty well, but the good ends? not so much. had i written more of this, that’d probably have caused him problems—there’s probably crucial information on character motivations and such in those—but eh.

(i sort of wanted to include some neutral ends, but that seemed like too much work)

as for the rest of the fic’s hypothetical plot, there were actually two!

we did actually come up w some ideas for if the fic proceeded as a normal isekai, mostly in that we all got wildly invested in isekai treebark. personal favorite message in that particular part of the conversation:

Ren is genuinely a compelling character in this fic to me (the hardest part of writing this was truly trying to pretend he wouldn’t be deeply beloved in fandom tbh), like. again, i alluded to a lot of this without directly saying it or said it in parts, but Ren’s pretty lonely/insecure here in this piece. he’s trying to do what he can for his kingdom, have a relatively pleasant marriage with someone who could at least be a friend.

and yet. who are bdubs’s romance options, to Ren? the captain of the guard who is supposed to be trusted to keep him safe? the financial advisor who is supposed to help keep his country afloat? two foreign powers who he’d want to keep the peace with, who could lead armies to his door? his fiancé colluding with any of these people is a horrifying prospect, especially if he doesn’t know it’s ‘for love’—it could just as easily be purely a bid for power. and really, it’s not paranoia if they’re really out to get you. he goes from sort of uncertain about the whole thing to his trusted people suddenly turning on him, accusing him of being a villain and keeping apart true love while he’s simply trying to follow the life set out for him to be a good king. when he loses that path he sort of just. loses his mind. listen ren has not done anything wrong i’m an AtPM Ren apologist listen—

speaking of ren apologists. Martyn was also a pretty lonely and an entirely purposeless person before meeting the micra, which. he wouldn’t directly address or acknowledge it, but this familiarity with what Ren is feelings is a large part of why he wants to see a happy ending for Ren so badly

so Martyn stretches out the hand he couldn’t admit he wanted someone to offer, and Ren falls in love instantly. this actually makes Martyn’s entire goal easier—Ren is no longer interested in playing the villain in Bdubs’s story. he wants to be the love interest in Martyn’s. had a few ideas abt that particular desire, ranging wildly from really cute (i cannot stop thinking abt smth Beans said abt Ren seeinf Martyn across a garden and the wag of his tail being audible under his cape) to crushing to my soul (he’s a lonely guy, Ren is. thinking about how isolated he feels and how much Martyn is a light in the dark for him kills me dead)

the ending of the actual isekai plot was going to involve Ren faking his fucking death so the two of them can run away together. personal favorite conversation that never was would be Ren telling Martyn he should be dead (as lead up for proposing to fake his death and elope) and Martyn, who has been trying to avoid that for weeks, being like Ren for fuck’s sake—

i don’t have so much for the timeloop because i literally refuse to flesh it out to avoid temptation. however, a dating sim is a game where one is encouraged to play over and over again until they get the desired ending (or even just to see what will happen). Martyn’s own canonical third life lore is that he’s been playing in death games a while. it matches up pretty damn well, i think, and if i were interested in running with it, i imagine something interesting could be done with it

also, Martyn would be meeting Ren for the first time again every single loop. which is a fun detail to me. i want to be tragic about it—Ren repeatedly forgetting about him should be angsty—but i genuinely cannot believe he wouldn’t fall in love over and over again tbh. it’s love at first sight every single time, simply because Martyn cares about him too much not to show it and Ren will be swept away by that every iteration

that said, if you’re interested in the idea of an isekai timeloop, i genuinely recommend Surviving Romance. it will feel like a bit too much at parts bc it does have maybe Too many premises. but keep going, it’s worth it

also, bonus trivia. i need you to know there was so much stupid shit we came up w abt Martyn before being isekai’d that i couldn’t fit because Martyn didn’t think it was noteworthy enough to mention. that man owns an ita bag. he has downloaded mods to romance Ren and deleted them due to bad Ren characterization (too much Cool Sexy Evil Villain, where is the sad and lonely cringefail dogboy who Martyn fell in love with??)

#oink asks #medusasresfridas #treesekai

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raedas · 10 months

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hey i was just wondering how you figured out you were aro?? no pressure if you’re uncomfortable sharing of course ! but i’m kind of questioning and i thought maybe hearing other people’s experiences might help. and also i was in a relationship for almost a year so that’s probably somewhat significant and additionally complicating ahaha <333

hey anon!! first and foremost good luck with figuring everything out <33 i know at least for me, questioning can be a long and hard and typically ongoing process, but we'll make it through :] i'm gonna stick the rest of my answer beneath the read more bc im getting the sense im gonna go on for a bit FGDHLKSFAJ

one of the biggest things for me that i think is necessary to preface everything is that i've never really had an "oh" moment like some people talk about. there's never been a moment where i saw a label or a flag and was 100% sure i fit into that box, its more like... years worth of questioning and then the internal meter in my head slowly ticking over. like, when i was figuring out i was queer, i maybe started questioning in like... fifth grade you could say? but it started as more of a "oh im definitely not but like What if" and then gradually began to tick more and more towards "oh i think i might not be cishet" to eventually when i hit the... idk, 80% or 90% certainty mark it was more of a "fuck it, im queer" feeling. there's always going to be that bit of doubt for me, i think, and coming to terms with being aro was very similar for me in that regards

another thing is i was ALSO in a relationship for almost a year, and that's during the time when i was coming to terms with being aro/arospec, which im sure you can imagine was an Experience. i do think being in a relationship was the best thing for me trying to figure out i was aro though, bc i definitely got that sense of Wrongness of trying to think of myself as existing in a romantic relationship. like, when i thought of myself as having a romantic partner, it always felt a bit like i was playing at a part and acting like i had romantic feelings more than i actually did. of course that came with.. a lot of me trying to ignore my own feelings and feeling guilty about it up until i broke up with my now ex (this is like the funniest inside joke ever to us now dw) so that's where i was coming from w/ my experiences

i also began to realize that like, whenever i try to imagine myself in a romantic relationship, its always in some ambiguous future like 10 or so years down the line, which completely distances myself from the idea. i have no idea what a romantic relationship with someone would look like for me, it was just this idea of "yeah, someday in an ambiguous future ill have a romantic relationship with someone and we'll cook together and hug each other and have fun" until i realized that i don't actually want a romantic relationship, and also that... none of those things that i actually envisioned are exclusive to a romantic relationship. in my life ive had a grand total of 2 crushes, both of which were/are queerplatonic but also like... if i imagine having an Actual relationship its just stressful to me and not even really appealing, despite the fact that i have a crush on them.

one of the most important things im coming to terms is that its okay if im wrong, its okay if however many years down the line i find out that im actually entirely allo and fall in love with someone. like i said i dont know if ill ever be 100% confident in my own labels especially with the whole issue of "how do you prove a negative". for now, though, calling myself aro is something that makes me happy and feels, most of the time, accurate. another really important thing i think is that aromanticism is entirely a spectrum. you could be aromantic or arospec in a billion different ways*, or you could be none of them, and thats okay too <333 good luck with everything anon i hope hearing about my experiences helped a bit :]

#*honestly none of the arospec labels are Personally helpful to me because again. ive never really had that Oh moment where everything clicke #and i think thats what microlabels are kind of for #essentially if i wanted to identify as any of them it would take hours of examination and proving and disproving etc etc. its easier for me #personally just to call myself aro as a catchall. does that mean im fully aro? does that mean im just arospec in some vague way? im not #entirely sure yet myself. and thats okay too <33 #wishing you the best once again anon feel free to update me or send me an ask whenever!!!!#asks #anon #aromantic #<- why not. for pride month #ok to rb

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grungelovingrat · 1 year

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Random Yuurivoice Powerpuff Boys HCS

Was in a silly goofy mood (i was bored as shit-) so I came up with some headcanons for Yuuri's powerpuff boys <3

Alphonse:

He constantly rants on and on about how terrible black licorice is but behind closed doors he is om-nomming that shit UP same

He's Bi gender (real)

With that being said he actually wears the top from the boy toy stuff and a skirt quite often (slay king)

He's always wanted some sort of pet (mostly a cat) but the poor boy already has a bit of problems so he's just waiting at this point.

He actually needs glasses, like, needs them.

He is horribly near sighted but he's really stubborn so it took him up to his dilf years to actually wear some damn glasses-

He's a good cook, he's trash at baking and some breakfast but he has mastered other foods

But he still only makes kraft mac-n-cheese-

He has a HUGE squishmellow collection

A lot of them are set near his bed but he puts all his favorites on the bed (but don't tell them that ofc-)

This man 100% has everything you'd ever need for an at-home spa day just on hand all the time.

Like- he has a closet just dedicated to it <3

He played volleyball in middle school thru high-school that's why his ass is so thicc

At first he only played it because his parents wanted him to do a sport for at least a year and volleyball looked the easiest to him

Then he played again

And again

All the way up until he graduated hs

He's really good at it too

His attacks in vb are probably enough to turn someone into a donut- Rengoku?

Seth:

Lemme just say he made fun of Al for playing volleyball just bc-

(He still went to every game)

He was a theater kid you cannot convince me otherwise

He got all the lead roles once he got good

Every single time-

Y'know those little rubber band bracelets you can make? Yeah well he made matching ones for both him and Al when they where kids and he still wears it (Al does too btw)

And if he where to get all the shit he needed he'd make one for you too <3

GOLDEN. RETRIEVER.

I swear he is the definition of a Golden Retriever Boyfriend-

He will do absolutely anything for you babes

Oh, you're feeling too sad and tired to do anything today? Suddenly he slipped and he cleaned the entire house, did all the shopping, AND made you your favorite meal 🤷

Also, c u d d l e s

As I've stated before Seth is little spoon..

But he's also really warm somehow

Like no matter how cold it is outside he's still like a fucking heating pad-

So there's really no need for a blanket w/ him

You can tell when his emotions are heightened bc his accent will begin to slip

(I'm pretty sure that's happened in a lot of the actual videos-)

He's an amazing singer i will not argue with anyone on this-

Finn:

FLUTE HE PLAYS THE FLUTE-

EITHER THE FLUTE OR A CLARINET I'M NOT ARGUING ABT IT-

He really likes playing his instrument, when he's not at his flower shop or in his garden he's playing it

HELP BC ALL I CAN IMAGINE IS THIS MAJESTIC MF JUST SLAYING AWAY ON THE FLUTE AND I DIDNJ JUST- AAA-

He actually doesn't have a favorite flower, if you where to ask him he'd say a new one every time because he likes them all!

Though he thinks Red Spider Lillies are really beautiful to look at

They're not his favorite favorite but still

He has a bunny named 'Marguerite' or 'Maggie'

(This is what she looks like):

He always gets so worried when he has late nights at the shop bc like- what if his baby ran out of food or smth?

He has his attic all cleaned out so he can go up there to read or sketch in the sun/moonlight

Anyways that's all I have!

If you have any story ideas make sure you

A: Check out my pinned post and my acc intro if you haven't already

and B: Leave it in my ask box!!

Love ya <33

#grunge #indie #fanfic writer #fanfiction writer #yuurivoice #seth #alphonse #headcanon #yuurivoice seth #yuurivoice alphonse #yuurivoice finn #finn #live laugh loving like a girlboss

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eurydicees · 1 month

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If you don't mind me asking, can I ask your top favorite fics that you've written (feel free how much that you want to list)? Why they're special to you? Is there a specific inspiration when you wrote them?

Thanks if you want to answer.....

yes you can absolutely ask!!! apologies for taking so long to answer!

i honestly am really proud of most of my fics, so it was unexpectedly hard to choose my top ones. but here r my top fics of mine, in order of oldest to newest:

a reflection on being empty, being whole, & being in love (tamakyo)

this was written at a time when i was in particular struggling w my own racial identity, and being able to sort through it via tamaki was super cathartic. i'm really proud of the writing overall, but i'm also just really proud of myself for beginning to put all of my emotions re: race and sexuality into words. it's also part 2 of the first ouran fics i wrote, and the response i got was so overwhelmingly kind that i just had to keep writing for them :)

the path to gold is paves with the bones of the monsters that came before us (sakuatsu, iwaoi)

aaa i love this one. i'm genuinely so proud of it. it was one of those fics that just kinda comes to you and that you have to get out immediately or you'll die. i spent a few days nonstop working on this instead of answering work emails (rip) but 100% worth it. i'm really proud of the character arcs in this story, and, with it being so much about passion and burnout and dreaming, it also just means a lot to me personally.

sutures (iwaoi)

i love the structure of this one, both writing-wise, character-wise, and plot-wise. it's hard to talk about this one, but i think about it sometimes. this was written when i realized i needed a fic like it, and i'm really proud of it.

fragments of moments in which you love him (tamakyo)

another tamakyo one, but a little more experimental. i'm really proud of the way i shaped this narrative, and the way i played with form and structure to do it. i totally forget what the inspiration to write it was, but i'm happy i did.

lifespan of the sparrow, caged versus free (iwaoi)

this one is among the least popular on the list, which like. that's fair. it's tagged with animal death and no one wants to read that. 100% understood. that being said, i'm really proud of this. it was one of the several fics that was entirely handwritten and then typed up later. this one in particular went through a LOT of editing, which isn't something i usually do, so that was an interesting process, but i'm really satisfied with the way it turned out. it's not as personal to me as some of the others on the list, but i do think it's some of the best writing and narratives i've done.

the man who moved oceans to find home and the one who swallowed his raw heart whole (iwaoi)

this one took me more than a year to write, and you can tell lol. it went through so much care and love from the moment i wrote the first scene to the moment it was published. this took everything in me to write, and it kinda got away from me in terms of length, but i'm so proud of what it became. i think it's some of the best character and relationship development/work i've done, and i just think everyone should read it. i'm just so genuinely happy with where this went.

a brief and unofficial history of the stars (tamakyo)

another one completely handwritten! hehe. anyways i really love this one. i'm proud of how beautiful the language became and all the metaphors and i'm really really satisfied with it. i'm also really excited by kyoya's character in this, because so much of it is about him as a person as opposed to him as someone in love with tamaki, which is often what he becomes in my fics. so i'm really proud of that.

to find something holy in the horror of your body (iwaoi)

this one is really personal to my life and experience and gender. everything i feel about gender is so deeply superimposed into this fic that sometimes i think about it and think i just wrote about my experience and called it iwaizumi's life. which is not 100% true, i do think i did well in staying with his character rather than it being a self-insert, but still a lot of this is about what i feel. so this one is incredibly personal. i'm also really excited by the structure of this one; this is a premise i've been playing with for a while, but this is the first way i've figured out how to write it down that works. it's one of two (2) fics that i've ever shown irl people, so that just further confirms how proud i am of it (the other one was the first tamakyo fic on this list lol).

ty for asking! this was such a fun list to make <3

#ask #now im so curious what other ppl's favorite fics of mine are #feel free to send an ask telling me 👀👀

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hiya this isn't really an ask or anything but I wanted to say that going through your blog and looking at the analysis of the books you provide has actually made me reconsider my entire perception of them. I was very young when I first read the series and I never actually went back to revisit ACOTAR after I read ACOMAF and I was very much pro-feysand before finding your blog and others like it. I'm almost considering ACOTAR as it's own book with the others as a different series. I feel like SJM has a huge problem w retcons, ACOTAR and ACOSF especially seem like they're about vastly different characters, but i never actually thoight about this bwfore reading your thoughts on it. rather than treating feyre as a character SJM reshapes her character to suit whatever suits the other characters stories - especially rhysands. I recently reread ACOTAR and feyre feels so vivid whereas in other books she loses her spark. I've shamelessly turned on your post notifs mainly because I feel like so many people are more inclined to stick to canon and accept SJMs changes to the books rather than thinking into them more deeply

Anon this is such a nice message! Thank you! And I'm glad you like my posts! Like you have no idea how legitimately happy this made me.

It's crazy how many retcons you can notice by simply rereading the books. Tamlin not enforcing rank? Lucien being pale and looking like Beron? Nesta not interacting with Tamlin at all when he came to take Feyre? Tamlin crawling for Feyre and being unable to do more because he was stabbed?

It jumps out to an insane degree, and at some point it gets very hard, for me at least, to view this series as one cohesive unit because big things start to be retconned. For instance, Feyre gets mad at Tamlin for not crawling for her and not protecting her UTM. But it's clearly stated he did crawl for Feyre, and he and Lucien and Alis all told her going in that Tamlin couldn't protect her UTM. This being retconned/ignored undermines her going UTM as an act of love in the first place--if she expected Tamlin to save her down there, then how is her going down there a great, sacrificial act of love? The answer is that it's not! Feyre expecting to be saved rather than her deciding to do the saving completely undermines her love for Tamlin and the entire point of the first book.

For another example: let's take Morrigan and Eris. I've mentioned my issues with ACOMAF before, and with the entire Inner Circle, including Mor, but... Sarah introduces her to us in ACOMAF as an empowered abuse survivor. As someone for Feyre to emulate. I may dislike Mor and the rest of Rhysand's circle, but that is her entire narrative function. She survived Eris' and her father's abuse, and is thriving now. She shows that Feyre can heal after surviving Tamlin's abuse. But fast forward to ACOSF, and suddenly, Morrigan is lying? Mor was never Eris' victim??? It makes no sense. Lucien calls Eris a snake. Tamlin clearly says that Lucien's two eldest brothers (which would include Eris) were involved in the death of Jesminda. Eris is a bad person(TM) (narratively speaking, though personally I don't have any strong feelings towards him. No hate to Eris stans). But this is all... retconned, as of ACOSF. Or at least, Eris claims he's not actually abusive, says that Morrigan is lying and that she "knows the truth" about what happened, and in ACOSF we're meant to sympathize with Eris and view him as a potential Night Court ally. If "the truth" is fully revealed in future books and Eris is retconned as never having been an abusive person, it undermines Morrigan's entire character as presented in ACOMAF. And considering ACOMAF is all about abuse and empowerment... that's a huge retcon for Sarah to make. Hell, having Eris say that Mor is lying about her abuse is... a choice.

So yes, you're 100% right. Sarah changes her characters and reshapes them as she sees fit (typically to make Rhysand seem awesome), often screwing over canon in the process. Who cares about consistency? Or accuracy? Or even doing justice to the themes being discussed? If I were to guess, the Eris retcon is probably intended by Sarah to make Rhysand seem less bad for making a deal with him in ACOWAR, since that drew a lot of ire from even the Pro Rhysand/ Pro Inner Circle side of the fandom. If Eris never abused Mor, then in ACOWAR Mor was just overreacting to Rhysand dealing with him, and Rhysand can't be in the wrong for working with Eris behind her back. It sucks to watch Mor's entire character be torn down so that Rhysand seems less horrible, but that's Sarah's MO at this point.

And as you mentioned, we sadly see this happen with Feyre. Feyre has (I would argue) a distinct POV and character when we begin ACOTAR. She has the mind of both a hunter and an artist, and this is reflected in how she narrates, in her interactions, and in her decisions. It's a good balance of both. But after ACOTAR, she loses that characterization, and (sadly) becomes pretty much a camera for us to observe Rhysand through. Her entire narration becomes about Rhysand. Her actions and choices always go back to what Rhysand wants. Even her hobby, painting, goes back to Rhysand--she was painting things he sent her through the bond. She suddenly ceases to be her own character, and merely becomes a puppet for the reader to interact with Rhysand through. That's it. That's why she's not allowed to be upset when Rhysand keeps information from her, when Rhysand tortures her, when he sexually assaults her. Because she's merely the puppet for the audience to interact with Rhysand through, not a character unto herself. And it enrages me on her behalf.

#ask #anon #acotar #feyre archeron #ACOTAR analysis #Anti acomaf #acosf

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raggedy-dxctor · 2 years

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Fluff Alphabet w/ Peter Ballard

pairing(s): peter ballard x gn reader

warnings: unbelievably sweet and tooth rotting fluff, a smitten and very lovesick peter

A - Attractive (What do they find most attractive in a person and about you?)

he finds your laugh and loyalty unbelievably endearing

B - Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why Not? How big?)

ummmm i can't see him like wanting one? i think he's be too worried about the possibilities of passing the powers on

C - Cuddle (Do they like to cuddle? How do they like to cuddle most?)

if he's in private with you and not cuddling up to you id be suprised. he really doesn't have a preference for cuddling with you, as long as the two of you are alone and im eachother's arms he's content

D - Date (Ideal date?)

honestly just like anywhere away from the lan, i can see him struggling to pick pit date ideas because he's just so spoilt for choice and wants to give you the absolute best

E - Energetic (How energetic are they?)

ummm isd say moderate, i think he's more often calm, but he gets excited quite easily

F - Fight (How are they in a fight?)

awful. he's so scared of loosing you but sometimes just lashes out, he's never ever hurt you physically or insult you though

J - Jealousy (Are they the jealous type? How do they deal with it?)

very jealous person. he'll never express or act on it though because he knows he can trust you

K - Kiss (Their favorite way to kiss you?)

either on the lips or nose, he loves really long, slow kisses because they're just so emotionally vulnerable and it makes him feel so safe. he'll lean his forehead against yours afterwarda and close his eyes as he pacefully sighs

L - Love Confession (How did they confess their love?)

he keeps it in for so long because he's scared of driving you away or putting you in harms way. he probably left it up to you to make the first move but at the first show of reciprocation it all came spilling out and he told you how long he'd been in love with you

M - Mean (What are they like when they’re mean? Is it common?)

peter is never mean to you, he'd rather live the life of his father, locked up in prison for a false crime with no eyes, than hurt you

N - Nicknames (Do they have nicknames for you? What are their favorites for them?)

"my love", "dear", the classic lovesick nicknames

O - Open (How long did it take for them to open up to you?)

id say a while, and you probably stull don't kmow everything now, but that's not because he doesn't trust you, he trusts you 100%, he just doesn't want you to share the burden of his past

P - Proposal (How would they propose? Would they propose at all?)

i'm not entirely sure, probably not at all- i think he'd more ne one for like intimate personal promises that you'll spend your lives together, rather than official and old fashioned ones infront of crowds

Q - Quiet (What are quiet moments like with them?)

utter peace. comfortable silences with are like walking on clouds or embracing an angel. they're so comforting

R- Rainy Day (What are they like in the rain?)

i think he really enjoys watching the rain, i dount he'll ever go out in it because he rarely has the time and probably isn't allowed to leave the facility

S - Sad (How do they handle their sadness? How do they react to yours?)

not great, but he'll always tell you. he doesn't really know how to handle his emotions so help from you is always appreciated immensely

T - Time (How long did it take for you to get together?)

after the confession? it took a few days to make it official. but before? years.

U - Unique (What’s an interesting thing about them that not a lot of people know about?)

it's actually super easy to make him blush, like compliment him or suprised him wih a kiss and he goes beet red

V - Value (What are some of the things they value most in life? value most about you?)

your patience and loyalty. it's so refreshing to be loved by someone like you and just feels like a massive weight has been lifted off his chest

W - Wildcard (random fluff headcanon)

nothing gives him butterflies as much as when you run your hands through his hair after a really long day. gently and slowly guiding your fingers throgh his soft hair as he lies his head in your lap makes him go so giddy he can hardly control what comes out of his mouth

X - XO (Are they affectionate with hugs and kisses? If not, are they in other ways?)

very very very affectionate. hugs, kisses, hand holding. he's the sweetest lover when it comes to physical and even emotional affection. // "i love you, peter" "and i you, mu love" he fondly smiles as he squeezes your hand and stares into your eyes, kissing your cheek before guiding your head to rest on his shoulder

Y - Yearn (How do they deal with yearning?)

if he's working and yearning for you it's overwhelming. he'll usually just rely on memories of the two of you together or quick smiles at you from across the room as the two of you trued to act professional.

Z - Zen (What makes them calm?)

just being in your presence. listening to the sound of rain. peaceful silences. being alone with you after a long day

#peter ballard #peter ballard x reader #stranger things 4 #stranger things #stranger things spoilers

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