#i'm not ignoring you and i got your ask

[sysig]

can you draw edgar and scriabin playing on a park like brothers for the vargastober? ty!

Day 7 - Play stupid games

#My art #Requestober #Vargas #Edgar #Scriabin #I cannot tell you how tempted I was to make a Les Enfants Terribles reference for this prompt lol #I knew it'd be too much to ask for a daily challenge tho lol so single tube-tunnel for these two! #How /did/ Scriabin get up there tho - did he fly up? Think himself up there? Actually crawl up there? #He generally keeps his abilities pretty realistic when he's a kid which is very cute haha ♥ #But even if he did cheat his way up there it's also a very charming thought to realize only in that moment that he's very small and scared #Got himself into a situation he didn't think through and was bad for him! That tracks lol #Edgar goes on a quiet rant about playing safely and Scriabin just ignores him haha #There's also something cute about them both agreeing to cheat for a moment and Edgar pulling him down into the tube with him hehe <3 #''Just close your eyes and fall through!'' ''Catch me!'' It's cute 💕 #Kidverse is always cute tho ♪ And sad - but mostly cute!! #Also you know this is Requestober over here right? X3 I'm not doing Vargastober this year! #Shoutout to disposal-blueeee's prompt list tho :) Very cool! #One of these years I'm gonna do a doodle for every chapter of Vargas ♫ There's enough to choose from! Lol

[tio-trile]

Hello! I've been a long time follower (a good omens fan before the show existed) and I really love your takes, but it's kind of upsetting that you didn't like the second season if only because I loved it myself and I was hoping one of my favorite artists enjoyed it as well. What I'm going for here is, I can see a lot of book omens fans hated Aziraphale's characterization but only by the very end of the series. And that's the thing, it's entirely out of Aziraphale's character to do this. There's this speculation or theory going around if you're wanting to understand why other fans liked the finale: https://twitter.com/nezumionice/status/1685620794679087104?t=FA1ef2gLNhix0TjbLya_wg&s=19

I swear it's a good read, and if it helps lift off any frustrations about the series, then..

Have a good day either way :)

Thanks for sticking around with me all these years! Sorry that we had different opinions on the show. First of all, I don't think book omens fans hated Aziraphale's characterization "only at the end" of S2. For me at least, it was a long-time build up starting from characterizations even from season 1, but in season 1 the good parts outweighed the parts I disliked, so I pushed down any negativity and didn't say anything about them. And it finally reached a point at the end of season 2 when I went "no. I'm done." As for the theory -- I read it, and there's really no way of knowing until season 3 airs, is there? That's the thing about writing -- and, again, this may be personal taste/preference -- if you can't keep your audience's interest in the middle act, the promise of grandeur can only last for so long before they start losing interest. And I feel like a piece of media should be able to speak for itself, and not be good or interesting just because promo of some sort is telling you that "there's going to be another season and it's going to be great".

#ask #anonymous #thank you for being so nice! #good omens critical #good omens season 2 #gos2 spoilers #Guys I got so many asks and I promise I'm gonna get to them all so if I don't get to yours immediately I'm not ignoring you!

[booasaur]

New Amsterdam - 4x21

#newamsterdamedit #new amsterdam #lauren bloom #leyla shinwari #janet montgomery #shiva kalaiselvan #new amsterdam spoilers #new amsterdam 4x21 #leyren #femslash related stuff #I was all prepared to be unhappy with how this ep went #and tbh I DO still have a lot of complaints in general #but lol anon what you said in your ask I just read is what I've been thinking too #this show just isn't gonna do better #and for once it's not even because they're the f/f ship but because these writers are just that bad in general #in the end I was just watching these two work together and this scene was so cute #(inappropriateness and unprofessionalism aside lol this is your ex who works for you) #as much as I'd enjoy this that much more knowing how we got here I'm just gonna stay in it and ignore the rest #clearly the writers want to as well lol

[goleb]

Dose Roy or Maxwell have any siblings?

Indeed they both do!

Roy has his twin sister, Rose. I elaborated on their relationship a little in this post before: they're best friends :Dc

Coincidentally, Maxwell also has a twin, Patrick. He inherited the confidence when they were splitting personality traits, and is the aspiring musician to Maxwell's aspiring writer. He is never seen without his hat on - one time Max got a hold of it to wash it, which normally wouldn't be a problem but the thing was a good decade old at that point and it got a little tattered. Neither of them were happy that day. Max even contemplated asking Roy to hide him from the shame at one point.

There's also Trevor, who's a couple years younger than the twins, and still in his edgy phase. He doesn't leave his room often (at least until he gets his first car). We love him nonetheless.

#DHMIS #DHMIS Roy #Roy Gribbleston #Rose Gribbleston #Don't Hug Me I'm Scared #Dont Hug Me Im Scared #DHMIS OC #OC #Puppetsona #Roy #Maxwell #Patrick #Trevor #The Arts Parable #Shut the heck your up mouth Roy #Anon I need you to know when I woke up to this ask I spent the rest of the day just opening the inbox and looking at it because :DDDDDDDDDD #(I'm working through answering all my asks I'm sorry I'm so slow at it I promise I'd never ignore one I love them) #While Roy and Rose have their own separate places the brothers all lived together until Max moved out to live at Roy's house #Pat eventually did the same (not at Roy's house. Obviously.) and Trev got their old apartment to himself #Rose inherited their dad's carpentry company when he retired while Roy moved on to do his own thing pretty early on

[sunnysssol]

I think you're totally in the right for setting a boundary, it really sucks that boundaries are seen as laughable or dumb on the internet nowadays. Also unrelated but I wanted to say that your art is really cool, especially the way you draw Suzie!

— @iron--and--blood

It's also just deeply ironic in the "era" of mental health awareness, which I would expect this person/these people to adhere to at least to some degree, given how chronically online they seem to be. And thank you so much, I appreciate it 🫶

#i got your other ask but i'm still figuring out how to respond to it hshjfkg so i promise i'm not ignoring you!

[koko-loco-urlocalbbgirl]

SDJ IS AN ADULT VN MINORS DNI. PUT YOUR AGE IN BIO OR YOU'LL BE BLOCKED

The tape "Incident 84" probably is a original copy of the show and contains the last episode of the original Sunny Day Jack, aka the one where Jack died/killed (was shot?) while filming. Everything directs that after said incident the producers tried to bury all clues related to it to protect themselves.

(In Jambeebot's drawings there was one with two formers actors of the show in what it seemed an interview or talking with someone who was asking them about the incident and the woman said they didn't let them hold a funeral for Joseph/Jacktor. AND in this drawing his grave seemed improvised God knows where by someone who knew him, no grave per se just a which further proves he didn't get a proper funeral and only the people who worked in the show knew he died at the age 25 under turbulent circumstances.)

So that tape was the only existing one that proved his death/murder, the person who kept it died and somebody donate their things or they get rid of it themselves and that's why Jack was trapped in there.

After all, it contained his death, but also the last moments of his life and who killed him or why he died. The first element his soul could cling to this realm, well, before you.

#incident 84' #somethings wrong with sunny day jack #sunny day jack #joseph cullman #theory #right before getting out of my house sdj came to my mind and I was like #huh oh yeah the tape wonder what it contains- #and then i remembered #that Jack died during the filming/practice of a episode #HOW I DIDN'T THINK THIS SOONER #sorry I'm slow #it also makes sense because at that time the episodes were already grabbed before releasing them #so if that's the original and maybe only copy nobody else get to know what made the show get canceled #except the kids in the stage that day. The workers. The executives who tried to hide everything. And whoever investigated the incident #if it was investigated. because it may be an unsolved case and the responsible of his death got away with it #maybe the witnesses were silenced or ignored #man imagine visiting your favorite clown and he dies in front of you. Then your mom asks you how much fun you had back home #go tell your parents and therapist that lmao. poor kids #*the episodes were recorded. Not grabbed. Sorry that verb is a false friend. In Spanish record is said grabar #hence the mistake

[killemwithkawaii]

So y'all turns out that being poly means you might be like... REALLY BUSY around Valentines day?? Who knew right 🤷🏻‍♂️💘💘💘

#explanation for me being afk ☝️ #and i got an anniversary within a few days of Valentines day too so lol thats what I'll be doing this weekend UwU 📅💖 #i have some chores i gotta do to get ready for tomorrow but i will do my best to squeeze in some blog time between them 💪⌨️✨️ #the point of this post: i see your dms/asks and im happy you sent them!! Im not ignoring you i promise!! 🥺🫰💕💕💕 #I'm just busy with irl romance atm 🥰 #but remember: yanbruary lasts all month 💌🔪🍖💋💘 #and i dont have any more irl dates after this weekend so after that I'll have plenty of time to get into some fictional fuckery...~ >:3ccc) #in the mean time i hope you guys all had a wonderful Valentines day!!! (Go give your f/o(s) an extra smooch just for giggles) 🤗🤗🤗💖💖💖

[redrockbutch]

The thing I hate the most about Christmas is that it has the simplest, most obvious holiday gimmick ever (give and get presents) but the Christmas Lovers™ just. Refuse to accept that this could possibly be a factor in why people who aren't children like Christmas over other holidays like sorry but you live across the street from your parents I dont believe that you literally only ever see your family But One Day A Year on Christmas, so the whole "I just love being with family uwu" schtick is so fucking transparent just say you like presents!!! Just say it!

"Oh the strange mystical unnameable magic of Christmas..."

Yeah that's presents and enforced Christianity and it's never been mystical or strange

#I have had two people in my life ask me about Christmas traditions with my family when not forced to do so by a questionnaire of some kind #every year everyone I know asks me what I got for Christmas #THE PRIORITIES ARE NOT OBFUSCATED IN ANY WAY #Cassidy.txt #I genuinely and truly would have so much less of a problem with people acting like I'm a serial killer for thinking Christmas is overrated #if they would admit that they like it mainly bc of presents #but instead I'm painted as a hater of humanity bc I think Santa Claus is fucking stupid and pointing out you could do literally every singl #'Christmas activity' whenever you want but you dont. you ignore your parents who live across the street until it's FB photo time. #so I guess there's also a kind of Christmas lover who just likes the social cache floating around this time of year #if it seems like I post about this a lot it's because everyone ignores it whenever I have brought it up interpersonally in any way :) #if you dont like Christmas you get social ostracization #FROM ADULTS? #You asked if I'm excited for Christmas and just said 'not really' and then we dont talk for three days #it's just a fucking day you could give people presents and do stuff together whenever you wanted! #put down the hallmark channel. it's just a fucking day like any other. you give everything your own meaning and I find none in it and #that takes nothing from anyone!!!! #I will say the funniest thing is hearing people describe why they like Christmas #and realizing they're just describing having time off of work #yes they're anti union they always are 🫶

[lovesickgoose]

Bear with me re: your asks. I'm feeling generally Very Bad at the moment

#pretty sure someone gave me covid and that's what the illness i got mid december is #I've got basically no energy or focus at the moment #as my rule regarding answering asks has always been: I'll get to them when I get to them. thanks for your patience #don't feel like you have to say get better soon or anything. im just saying this so people know I'm not ignoring them🫡🫡 #not scribbling

[mozart-the-meerkitten]

Rant

I love my job because I love working with kids. I love seeing them grow and watching the ways their little minds work and helping them when they need it.

I also hate my job because I'll get used and abused all day, having to do things that AREN'T MY RESPONSIBILITY because literally no one else is paying attention to the kids, I am the only one watching even though I'm NOT the teacher, I'm NOT the classroom aide, I am a one-on-one.

But I CARE. I care so FREAKING MUCH about these kids that I can't just not do anything. I have TRIED to not do anything. It never works. And it's maddening and I hate it I hate it I hate that I can be USED in this way.

But by God these kids do not deserve to suffer just because I'm the only adult in the room willing to DO MY GOSHDANGED JOB so I do more than I should because these are LITTLE PEOPLE who don't UNDERSTAND. I want to wear a shirt every day that says, "I'm doing this FOR THE KIDS."

I just wish somebody else would do it for them too.

#rant #parapro #paraprofessional #kids #teacher #rant brought to you by: my coworker who does her job was out today and the teacher wasn't doing squat #and neither was the other teacher/aide #Idk how to classify her she's there because the actual teacher STILL doesn't have her certification #so for legal reasons she has to exist #and I GET that she didn't sign up to do this for a whole school year she signed up to do it for like a month #but crap happens and you're here so DO YOUR JOB #I 👏 AM NOT 👏 THE CLASSROOM 👏 AIDE 👏 #STOP TREATING ME LIKE I AM #I'm also still sick and I am just TIRED #there was NO appreciation today #I had to YELL for them to realize one of the kids hurt me (slammed his head into my jaw not fun) #this happens at every parapro job I have I swear #one of the kids called me mean today and I almost lost it I swear #GIRL IT'S BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY ONE DOING ANYTHING #*AND* I'M SICK #not like I wasn't the one to figure out what one of our nonverbal kiddos needed #she had like ten puzzles out on a table and I had her clean them up because the other kids were gonna need the table soon #whole meltdown but we did it #meltdown continues #she's just walking around with a puzzle crying she doesn't want to DO the puzzle but she doesn't want to put it back either #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO JUST IGNORE THE CRYING CHILD (like everyone else)?!? #yeah did that for about a minute couldn't take it #asked if she needed a hug #got down and asked her what was wrong #she finally does uppy arms at me so I pick her up

[lashysdomain]

hello anon, ma'atae isn't available for asks yet, but when they are i'll answer that

#mun chitters #wanted to let you know i got your ask and that i'm not ignoring it #baby yellow just isn't ready for the blog yet <3

[dazais-guardian-angel]

went to my first con in 4 years on Friday to meet Kaiji Tang and got a Dazai autograph + video recording of him reading to me. He was the sweetest person (as I knew he would be) and interacting with him was lovely, but also at the same time oh boy it sure was an extremely stressful, ugly wake-up call of what it feels like to live in a world now where everyone around you has blissfully moved on from covid and can enjoy things normally and happily, while you'll forever be trapped in a hellscape of perpetual fear 🫠🫠🫠

#like. to be clear this was the first time i've been literally anywhere but doctor's appointments in 4 years #not just because of the pandemic but because of mental and physical exhaustion #so it was a Big Mistake to go from 0 to 100 and not ease myself into it at all #but at the same time........ it was a fucking hellscape of people. i don't think any kind of buildup could have prepared me for it at all. #it was so much less crowded in 2020 (ironically the very last place i ever went; literally on the BRINK of covid) #and now idk what it's become. a monster con. it was unbelievable. #but i was only there for less than an hour but i was so so so terrified that i very nearly left before even seeing him #i couldn't even fully enjoy meeting him as kind as he was because i was so anxious and distracted #and when i got back to the car i just fucking cried......... #the last five days i've just been sitting in fear waiting to feel Any sort of symptoms #i wore two masks and again was barely there for long but Still #and everyone around me was so chill as if everything was normal and No One was wearing a mask :))))) it's not fucking fair man :))))) #insert the 'they don't know' meme; they don't know how much covid can destroy your body even if you get a 'mild' case #i would never want to be that ignorant even if i wasn't disabled and didn't have reason to worry (but everyone has reason to worry!!!) #but also. ignorance is bliss and it just really fucking sucks man. #it really fucking sucks. why do they get to be happy and enjoying life and not /me?/ #why can't i do just ONE thing for myself without having it tainted by anxiety and fear that i'm going to die horribly??? #while they get to do fucking EVERYTHING??? #if they all just wore masks we could all enjoy ourselves much more comfortably than some of us are now #but no that's too much to ask from people 🙃🙃🙃 #shit sucks man. the world sucks. something that should be a happy memory for me was simultaneously the most awful experience #and i don't know how to feel about it now that it's over #he knew that i was afraid and at the end he told me that he hoped to see me again at another event someday #and that made me cry because it felt like dazai telling me to live. and i want to. but i don't know how to when the world is like this now. #i desperately want to be able to see him again someday but right now after how terrifying that was i never want to go to a con ever again.. #i wanted to ask him things about the manga and about dazai but i was being rushed and stressed so i couldn't ugh #(and doing that is hard enough anyway cause disability and i have to talk with my phone bahhhh) #at least i was able to give him my note *sigh*

[ciircex]

@r-adio questioned, "✿" || PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  [ really this would only be if she was working in the Hazbin Hotel a;ljdk ] /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence [ I think Alastor can make her worse && I encourage that ] /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other 

#⊹ ₊ 🕸 🕷 🕸 ₊ ⊹ LET THE SHOW BEGIN // Asks #⊹ ₊ 🕸 🕷 🕸 ₊ ⊹ YOU'RE NEVER FULLY DRESSED WITHOUT A SMILE // r-adio [ ALASTOR ] #[ THIS is what I can see so far but like this could change the longer we interact ] #[ LIKE I'M ALL FOR GOING OFF SCRIPT ] #[ the antagonist section was so hard because the only reason I could see them being enemies is due to her sort of affiliation with the Vees #[ even then she cannot be bothered to care about all that XD but hey who knows ] #[ these are my thoughts and opinions and if you got venison then get in my DMs #also... there's no bold here because I didn't read the prompt until it was too late so... yeah :) i'm dumb #ALSO I KNOW YOUR ALASTOR IS ASEXUAL BUT IF HE'S ALSO AROMANTIC JUST IGNORE THAT ROMANCE SECTION DFJDS;LKJFD S #sobbing with how dumb I am bc i was so so nervous X'D

[ieatsmallorphansnamedtom]

hello :) im taking a break (not abandoning the blog)

just wanted to like, let you all know I'm taking a break from tumblr rn. I was gonna say it earlier, but my internet has been whacked for a little bit. It's better now, and I figured I should just tell you so nobody's wondering what going on!

My energy to write for Stardew is just really low right now. This happens a lot, what with the whole interest in it coming and going whenever it pleases. I don't know when I'll come back, and I might not be back in full swing for a while, but I'm not yet abandoning this blog!

The asks are still open if you want to send something in, but please don't expect it to get answered right away. Thank you! :]

#ieatsmallorphansnamedtom #notice #yeah ive got 34 in my inbox rn which isnt great but on top of not being active rn im just kjsdbkdsfbjk #also if I haven't gotten to your ask for a while I'm not ignoring it! I'm just doing whatever comes to my mind first #I'll probably get those done first when im back #anyways yeah so happy new year if you celebrate that and happy [thing/holiday/idk] to any other holidays around this time!! #(sorry i dont know my holidays whoops lol) #ive also got a few personal projects im working on right now #im hoping to be back sometime january to february but im not sure #lets just hope for me to be back by that time #i may pop in every now and then but!! nothing conclusive just yet #thanks :)

[da-proti-toku-grem]

my aunt just posted something transphobic to her WhatsApp story should I answer in a very passive-aggressive way

tumblr notify me when someone sends me an ask challenge >:) sorry idk how long it's been since you sent it

Okay that sucks :(

I suppose you're not out to your family yet, but that aside, idk if you should answer tbh. I'm not sure if I'm the right person to ask this because I usually ignore this kind of stuff when it happens in whatsapp and such. If it happened in person I'd probably say something, but via phone... And also the fact that it's your aunt too yikes :/

#i also don't know if this is like a one time occasion or if it's something usual #but if it is something usual and it really gets in your nerves you can tell her smth ofc #may times i just ignore this kind of stuff bc usually the more you 'fight' w them the worst they get #and they start saying that you're wrong and blah blah blah and they make me want to punch someone so i try to ignore them better #that's kinda a me problem tho but yeah #so yeah if it *is* constant and it gets in your nerves (which of course it does. it gets on my nerves and i'm cis) i'd say something #(trying not to come out by accident if you feel like it's not safe for you of course) #oops i was going to add a little thing in the tags and it got too long but i'm to lazy to write it all again sorry 😅 #ask #fynn my lil bro <3

[aftermathing]

So much mental health advice is like "ask for help!! Don't be afraid to rely on your friends and family to get you through this!!" girl what if i do not have friends or family*

#Also nobody has ever 'bottled up' their emotions that's just not a thing #*Family abusive and hates me #Also every time I ask for help I get ignored or people get uncomfortable and leave me forever!!!!! #I don't ask for much!!! Just like!!! Be patient and don't abandon me for being sick!!! #Everyone who was suicidal and got better only got better because their friends and family cared about them and helped them :(( #Got them medicine or hrt or helped them clean their room or just gave them affection and a safe place :(( #And they're like 'just ask for help :))' :(( girl................. #You only got T because you tried to kill yourself do you know what I got for trying to kill myself. Nothing because no one fucking knows #One time at age like 9 I cut myself and my mom said 'that better be a cat scratch or I'm beating your worthless ass' #Sooooo <3<3<3 #I stopped because cutting is useless and I got yelled at but mostly it's stupid and if you actively do it fucking stop #There is no reason for that shit ever #'I treat you too nice for you to be suicidal' obviously not girl I was nine wanting to die!!!!!