#i'm physically obliged to mention it whenever at all possible that's just how it is

[onmyyan]

Hi I just wanted to make a request to ask if you could make a Drabble to ask if you could make a gabe x reader as you when you talked about caspians family you mentioned how gabe is compared to his brother caspian or possibly someone else I would like to know more about him in general and about what would he do with a clay maker s/o who secretly knows about the family business and is an insomniac and also likes to sleep a lot but tries to do the most that they can and won’t fall for the manipulation tactics he uses and just says “ you know if you wanted me to stay home you could’ve just said so?🤨

sorry if your burnt out also have as much fun as you can as a 22 year old !!! You don’t have an obligation to answer this but thank you.

A/N: Ello bby i am soooo happy you asked about Gabe omfg im kicking my feet rn!!! I tried to check all the boxes of the request i apologize if i missed any, Also I'm not burnt out thank you for your sweet words i wanna give u a forehead kith anyway!!!! Heres Gabe! NOT EDITED

T/W: YANDERE, MURDER, GABE IS FUCKIN CRAZY LMAO,CURSING

Gabrielllll Mi Amor omg where do I even begin?!

Standing at a proud 6'4 this mf is big. He's the strongest of his brothers physically, and has always used it to his advantage.

Early on in his life he was being compared to Caspian. They looked so alike it wasn't hard to see why people brought it up the way they did but it still bugged him.

Subconsciously he began to act anyway his brother wasn't. Be it avoiding the kitchen like the plague or gluing himself to the workshop downstairs.

Has a voice like warm butter and can sing stupidly well.

Sings/hums little tunes whenever he's working.

Love languages are acts of service and gift giving, he just wants to take care of you.

Terrified of spiders, he will call you crying to come get it.

Loves tinkering with things, surprisingly delicate hands for such a rough guy.

He laughs with his whole body, the kinda loud boisterous one that made other people start.

Snorts when he finds something especially funny.

He has a hard time reading social cues so he's constantly making dumb jokes, especially when he's not supposed to but he's so funny it's hard to stay mad at him.

Charm up the wazoo, the kinda guy where no matter where he goes, someone's coming up to say hello to him.

He's really good at pattern recognition and it makes him come off a bit psychic at times

Like how he'd clock someone's bad mood the second he seen them, notices details most people wouldn't.

Himbo.

The kinda guy where if you accidentally burn yourself he'll do it too just so you could be in equal amounts of pain, is it dumb as hell? Yeah. Is it also the sweetest thing ever? Absolutely.

Wants the kind of love Mortica and Gomez have, unfiltered raw passion.

Morbid sense of humor.

He's always warm no matter the temperature, comes in mad handy during the colder months and means he wears the smallest amount of clothing when it's hot out which is just a win for everyone.

Scorpio male I repeat Scorpio male. Do with that what you will.

Believes in love at first sight, he's such a big softie.

Had his tongue pierced in his friend's dingy kitchen when he was 18, a secret to this day his mom doesn't know about it.

His canines are a little longer than most and he absolutely had a vampire phase.

Likes to bite. A lot. It's a love language.

He confides in Caspian for everything, expect his envy of him. For that he talks to Ricky.

He can knock someone out with his right hook and has many times before.

He grew up working for his dad's approval and that meant getting his hands dirty.

At first his was a bit weary of using his strength to hurt people but that all changed when his Father put things in perspective for him.

"Everything we do- it's to keep food on our table, to keep us safe- your mother safe." And it all clicked.

Violence for the sake of violence wasn't okay. But violence for the sake of love? That shit was poetic.

He's essentially the family's guard dog. If anyone fucked with them? You told Gabe and suddenly the problem was gone.

He loves the color red, specifically the shade of red that came outta' the first guy his Father sent him after.

He was just supposed to rough him up a little but had too much fun caving in the dude's face.

Thinks killing in the name of love is the most caring thing you can do for someone.

Lil bit of a masochist streak. Likes when he gets to fight someone who can actually keep up with him cuz that little jolt he gets down his spine when he gets hit is addicting.

Animals love him, like you got a cat that hates everyone? Loves him.

Likes preening himself, takes about an hour in the shower everyday, since he dyes his hair so often he takes extra special care of it.

He has a beauty routine and he never skips it, definitely sets up self care spa days with the two of you once you're together.

Really good at videogames, like don't let him goad you into any sort of bet around gaming bec you will lose.

He's the second oldest but carries a lot of the weight of the older brother title since Cas wants nothing to do with the family business

Loves taking things apart to see how they work then putting them back together. He's done this to his PC a lot.

Really such a sweetheart but he has a dark side that feels a lot like a caged animal.

He's not afraid to show you this side because he's proud of it, it's kept him and his kin safe time and time again, why wouldn't he want you to know he'd do anything for you?

Does not like large public spaces, he needs to have a clear way in and out of any area.

Has mad anxiety, takes meds for it.

Works out every day, his favorite way to do so is jogging, he loves being able to just turn off his brain and go.

He meets you on one of those jogs!! Runs right past your art studio but stops when he sees you about to drop this heavy ass box you're attempting to move in a truck.

"Woah- I got you don't worry." He said in an attempt not to scare you as he was some random man running at you from across the street.

You'd peak your head out with the sweetest smile he's ever seen. The honest gratefulness in your eyes warmed him to his core.

"Oh thank you!- I appreciate it." Sure the words were simple but paired with that sheepish little laugh brought heat to his cheeks, he had the sudden to urge to fix his hair, make sure he looked presentable because holy shit were you gorgeous.

You're in a dust covered pair of overalls, your hair is windswept, and you still knocked the breath from his lungs.

"Whatcha' got in there?-god sorry if it's personal you don't need to, I'm sorry." He was very obviously flustered but he was so cute it only added to the charm.

"It's some clay my friend asked for- I had some extra from this project I'm working on- anyway thank you so much.." She trailed off waiting for his name. "Gabriel, you can call me Gabe." His voice was deep and warm like molasses on a hot cookie.

He asks for your number then and there and your fate is sealed.

He runs home faster than he's ever run before, like straight to his apartment, straight to the laptop, doesn't even close the front door kinda rushing.

You only gave him your first name but since he knew you most likely worked at the pottery studio he met you outside of he could find what he needed easily.

He wasn't the most technology savvy man out there but he managed to find a few of your socials and made a quick call to a friend, he has a lot of connections and it was nothing to get the info he needed.

He's a straight shooter and texts you asking for a coffee date that night.

You accept, and despite not usually entertaining men you'd only met that day, he had this captivating energy that had you accepting before you could talk yourself out of it.

The date would be dummy cute, he shows up with flowers and what was supposed to be a quick cup of coffee turns into an all day adventure where you just talked and talked about everything and nothing.

He has you laughing the entire date, blushing from the sheer intensity of his gaze. He was blunt in the way where he said whatever was on his mind.

"I'm sorry- Ima be real I didn't catch a word you just said- the sun hit your face and I had to take a second. Holy shit- you're stunning." His genuine disbelief along with the way he shyly inched his hand to interlock your fingers had your heart skipping a few beats.

He's so into love and the idea of being entirely wrapped up in it.

Before you know it it's getting dark and if he's not walking you to your door he's politely demanding you let him know when you're safe and sound.

The kinda person who makes sure your seatbelt is on or if you're walking on the sidewalk he'll always take the street side just in case.

Would jump out of his coat if you gave the slightest inclination you were cold.

He once balled up his hoodie and threw it at you from across the room like a basketball, like he jumped and dunked.

If you wear fake lashes first time you take em off he the type of dude to be terrified thinking you're just yanking out your real one's.

If he has stuff in his hands and you jump at him he will launch the items if it means catching you better.

Definitely the type to randomly come up to you and silently demand affection.

He wants you to go with him to the gym just to see him be hot. N like maybe give him a reward kiss every time he completes a set.

Surprisingly graceful for such a big dude.

He's an all or nothing type, makes that abundantly clear on the phone one night as he'd gotten in the habit of falling asleep to your voice.

"I want you. Entirely. And I've never been good at denying myself." He'd sound so sure, so certain in his words it made your brain go a bit fuzzy.

Possessive in a hot way not an icky controlling way.

Like if someone hits on you in front of him he has to physically distract himself so he doesn't commit a crime in broad daylight.

Instead whenever his jealously is triggered he becomes a koala, latches himself to your back like a demon, his massive form hovering behind you whenever you went.

"My girl can dress however she wants. I can fight."

Does not tolerate any disrespect towards you or your relationship.

Some girl tried to grind on him at the club and he threw his drink at her.

Petty as HELL when mad, he has a shit list and you do not want to be on it.

Protective as hell, if you indulge his little tendencies (putting sunblock on you if it's warm out, always bringing extra snacks incase you get hungry when you're working) he will start talking about marriage lmao

Speaking of he loves to linger around your studio whenever he can, be warned he will distract you by being adorable so working will be hard but it's totally worth it.

Nicknames for you are : Baby girl, Ma', WIFEY,(almost always followed by a kiss) Darlin', Mi Amor.

He's struggled with insomnia before so he knows a thing or two.

Once you start sleeping over more he notices your nocturnal habits and quickly adjusts.

If you ever get up because you just can't sleep and need to get some energy out he always wakes up.

He can't sleep without you so if you're gone longer than a minute sirens go off in his mind and he's wide awake.

If you wanna watch TV until you can finally rest you know he's right there with you, likes to have you resting in his lap so he can wrap himself around you entirely.

If you simply want to exist in silence he can do that to, so long as he's with you he knows peace.

It wouldn't take long for you to realize his family's secret.

Gabe can keep a secret from anyone.

Except you.

Sometimes his Father would call for him at odd hours of the night, and he'd have to shoot out of bed with little explanation.

You'd wake up to the lightest pressure on your forehead as he kissed you goodbye.

"Shit- go back to sleep Baby, somethin' going down at the shop, they need me." He'd say this cradling your still half asleep face, gently thumbing over your cheeks before stealing another kiss.

He'd come back hours later, the sky still dark and he always showered and put his clothes in the washer before he came to lay back down.

After a while these constant exits would have you a little worried, while yes he was the single most loyal man you'd met and the idea of him cheating seemed laughable, especially considering how seriously he took you, you knew he was hiding something.

Eventually our boy slips up and leaves some blood on his shirt, it was splattered on like paint and yeah at first you were a bit terrified at the concept of your boyfriend being violent then you really started to think about it.

The way he talked about people he didn't like, that look in his eye whenever you told him someone had upset you, how he seemed almost eager to fight at any time.

It made sense.

Then there's the way he talks about his family's shop.

"It's kinda' fun working down there- yeah it can get messy but that's my favorite part."

"I mean Jimmy knew what kinda' businessman pops is- no wonder he die- retired. No wonder he uh, retired. 👀"

It's embarrassing how slick he thinks he is.

It all comes to its boiling point when one day you two are out and bump into a smaller, who at the sight of your loving boyfriend, goes pale as a sheet, nearly dropping the bags in his arm.

"H-Hey Gabe! Boy it's been a minute huh? Listen tell your pops I ain't ducking him or nothing I swear!-" The man said practically vibrating in place, sweat pooling down his flustered face. He was petrified.

Gabe cut him off with a look, his eyes glancing between you and the vermin across him.

"It's Gabriel. Only my friends get to call me Gabe. Do you think we're friends Joey?" You'd never heard this tone from your boyfriend before, it was cold and dry, as if was an entirely different person speaking.

His hold on your waist would tighten when the trembling man looked to you.

"Aye don't look at her look at me, I'm the one talking to you right?." He sneered down, he didn't move and still had the stranger flinching. "Your mama never taught you manners or somethin'?"

"My apologies- really Gabriel, I didn't mean nothin' by it." And with that he'd practically run away, checking over his shoulder every few seconds as if he though Gabe would be following.

"Forgive me, Amor. Some people-" he sucked his teeth before shaking off his nasty look. His fingers began dancing against your side.

"He owe your dad some money?" You'd ask figuring the interaction far too intense to be about a late car job or something.

Gabe would respond honestly before thinking, "Yeah, little bastard has been dodging me all week now he wants to come up to us- nevermind that, let's go were gonna miss the movie!" His flustered response would break all tension, but you'd gotten all the confirmation you needed.

All in all this big bad bastard just needs someone to hold his leash and accept his particular brand of love.

#yandere #yananswers #yandere x reader #yandere x y/n #yandere oc gabe #yandere oc x reader #gabriel delmont #gabe delmont x reader #gabe x reader

[zen-the-dumb]

Iwaizumi Hajime Hurt/comfort Headcannons

Okay. So I know the polls aren’t done, but i saw that the most people wanted Iwaizumi headcannons first, so I am happily obliging

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So, I made a lapse and forgot to ask what type of Hurt/comfort was wanted- so I'm doing all of them :> (There will be tw’s marking whatever in each sections)

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Depression

He is an extremely caring partner. He’s also quite protective of you and just wants to see you happy and contented. When he found out that you had struggled with something like this, he was pained that it wasn’t possible to remove your pain from you. He would have taken all of your pain if he had the choice.

I think he would do his best to understand what you are going through to the absolute best of his ability. He wants to see you happy, therefore he will study up on everything about depression and try to help you be happy again. This includes helping you find a therapist, counselor, psychologist, whatever.

He will help you with whatever struggle you are going through. He is like your shoulder to lean on.

Iwaizumi wants to be there with you whenever you have panic attacks, breakdowns, etc. He feels like he’s responsible for making sure that you have someone to rely on in those hard moments.

Insomnia

For a partner with insomnia, Iwaizumi would be more concerned for your health than anything else. He’s worried about how it effects your mental health as well as physical health.

To help with your sleeping issues, I think he’d suggest different brands of sleeping pills after researching the best ones. If you can’t afford the medication, he will buy the medication for you. (He just wants you to get sleep and be healthy <3)

Severe anxiety

Hajima will not hesitate to drop whatever he is doing to come and comfort you during an anxiety attack. He can tell that it causes you pain and irrational amounts of fear, so he wants to make you feel safe.

Music. Will let you share his headphones and he’ll sit next to you with his arm around you while you both listen to his playlist or something.

It’s honestly one of his favorite things to do to calm you down by just wrapping himself around you whenever you both aren’t in public or anything.

If you are the type to wake up in the middle of the night with extreme anxiety attacks, he has told you to just call him whenever it happens. No matter what time, he will pick up.

SH

TW: MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM

He saw your self-harm on accident. He immediately demanded to know why you had done it.

He asked what you did it with, and if it was something that was not a part of your body (What i mean by this is like if its a blade or something) he took it from you and locked it in his locker or something.

He isn’t angry at you by any means. He is just sad that he couldn’t stop you before you had done it. He was mad at himself.

Everyday, while you’re healing, Iwaizumi will dress your wounds. He removes bandaids/bandages, gauze, and cleaned them to keep them from getting infected.

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*_Requests are open, check profile for details_*

If anyone has other hurt.comfort avenues they’d like me to explore, comment or DM me and ill make another post.

#gn!reader #gn!y/n #headcannons #reader insert #gender neutral reader #x reader #gn reader #character x reader #haikyuu x gn!reader #iwaizumi x gn!reader #hq iwaizumi #hq x reader #hq #haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu iwaizumi #iwaizumi hajime #iwaizumi x reader #haikyuu headcannons #iwaizumi headcanons #tw: sh #insomnia is a bitch #Insomnia #aoba johsai #seijoh #seijou

[presumenothing]

post canon crack scenario where wei wuxian's soul just..... y'know........ sometimes forgets to stay in mo xuanyu's body. it never lasts long and doesn't really happen that often but oh boy did lan wangji freak the hell out the first time it did

#wwx doesn't freak out on account of this not being the weirdest thing to have happened to him and also he knows he's not dead obvs #(he's something of a subject expert of the matter) #hey on the bright side he can answer inquiry for once #(this is not a bright side it's just a theoretically interesting thing to focus on so nobody (lwj) freaks out) #it's not like anyone's documented the long term effects and stability of the xianshe ritual!! how was he supposed to know!! says wwx #this is not reassuring in the least says lwj #mdzs #ramble tag #yes this is the THIRD time i have brought up the idea of accidental ghost mode in as many fandoms #i'm physically obliged to mention it whenever at all possible that's just how it is #(though this particular iteration branched off a much angstier thought about mxy's body potentially failing after enough time has passed) #(since the entire revenge mission purpose of xianshe doesn't seem like it'd necessarily call for anything long term?? sooooo)

[love-hatred-stuff]

No More } Choi San [ateez]

genre: angst

warning(s): slight obsession, mention of a break up, a bit suggestive

word count: 1.7k

notes: I don't have much time to write nowadays but I will upload a part 2 soon, I promise!!!^^

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He had tried everything. He tried confessing his feelings to you, he tried confessing his love. He tried being more masculine and demanding, he even tried submitting completely to you. But still, you were a desired girl here in this city, of course it wasn't that easy. Maybe it all had gone wrong because he mainly just imagined making a move on you.

The biggest step he had ever took in real life was when he found the courage to speak to you and became friends with you finally. But that was almost a year ago and he still couldn't figure out how to get you to like him too.

San would do absolutely any and everything to be your boyfriend. He wants you since he first saw your enlightening smile. It was a smile he would never get tired of admiring.

San wants to be yours, no matter how long it would take for him to confess. He would get you to love him back, wouldn't he?

And at the same time he was scared to death to scare you away. He was someone special and different from everyone around you. San was light-hearted, handsome, competitive and one day he would be shy, and the other day he would be confident. Just sad, that whenever he was with you he became really insecure sometimes.

He was in love with you and didn't know how to show you properly. It was like a curse for him, he just wanted you to use him to your happiness! Was that too much to ask?

However, he still had hope, it wouldn't die until you would break things off with him. But you weren't planning to. You found him cute and pretty. You maybe even had a little crush on him. Through all the time you two spend together you learnt what kind of a person he is, and you figured he was one of the kindest, smartest and loveliest people you ever met in your live.

So why would you not like him?

The thing was, you just weren't as obsessed with him as he was with you. Although he tried to be not clingy, he loved your affection and touch, so he always hugged you longer than needed or stood closer to you than everyone else.

Until one day, you got closer than you would have thought. Out of sharing sweet kisses got a close relationship and the dream of San was fulfilled. The other boys always were jealous how he was able to kiss you on the campus or hold your waist and hand whenever he desired. But he was smart and strong, able to fight them if he needed to.

Of course he knew how lucky he was to date someone as special as you and his obsession only grew. You weren't aware of what scenarios played in his mind all the time, what he wanted you to do to him.

He would like to be used.. by you. But he kept it to himself for a long time. But even if he had this strong feelings, he still was a little, delicate boy to you. Caused by his overprotectiveness and love to have you as close as possible, he got very clingy.

You almost always understood and accepted his affection but sometimes you needed space because you had other obligations than to cuddle your boyfriend and it got too much. It didn't scare you away, it just made you aware of the fact that he may feels more for you than you for him. Of course you loved him with you whole heart, though it just been about six months in this relationship and you wouldn't say that he was your reason to live yet. You would hate to live without him but you could do it anyways.

You always asked yourself if maybe you just had problems catching feelings. Because for a long time you just couldn't handle any boy near you. You weren't exactly cold-hearted but it felt like your heart had been frozen until you met San, it needed time to warm up now. You just couldn't give him all of you only in a few months.

When he was too much to handle and you got angry at him or began being the dominant one, he easily started sobbing. All he wanted was you, not anyone else could still his needs like you did, he never wanted to leave you or the other way around. So he was emotional when he was scared of you letting him alone.

Gladly you never did, you always where there to comfort him, even if you where the reason for him being so upset.

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It bothered him how you stopped replying to his texts and answering his calls. It bothered him so much, it needed everything of him to not break down right then and there. It's been a day without getting any sign of you and he started to think you forgot about him or just simply didn't want him anymore. He knew you were fine -or at least alive- because he could see that you had read his messages and experienced how you declined his calls.

(10 new massages)

|San|: [why aren't you answering?] >09:23pm< seen

|San|: [please, just tell me you’re fine and not mad at me] >09:24pm< seen

He sighed, laying his face inside his hands, acting out the desperation he felt, trying to be strong.

|you|: [no, I'm fine. I just don't have time for you right now San, sorry] >09:26<

You weren't in the mood to reply more right now. You needed time for yourself. And you weren't mad at him, you only needed a break of him at this moment. The both of you saw each other every single day, even if you were busy, he insisted on visiting you. Not that you didn't enjoy his company, the thing was, that you came to the conclusion that he may was a bit obsessed with you.

When you were busy, you were busy, and he has to accept that at one point but he didn't. So you chose to ignore him for awhile to get your stuff done without any intervention.

When he saw your text, he felt relieved but something was bothering him again. You had no time for him? It's either supposed mean what it says, or it means that you were mad and would hate to see his face right now.

|San|: [okay, just please call me when you are ready, alright?] >09:26< seen

|San|: [I miss u :(] >09:27< seen

|you|: [I will. Sleep well] >09:28<

The coldness that came with your words made his heart scrunch in pain. He knew that you didn't miss him right now, you were tired of seeing him every day. And he tried to understand but still felt the need to visit you and make whatever he did wrong up to you. But he resisted this urge and stayed where he was, thinking it would be the best to leave you alone for a bit.

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A bit. Yeah, a bit was good. He'd thought "a bit" would have lasted shorter. Though it expanded to two whole days. And you barely had ever answered his texts.

The more time flew by, the more he got desperate. He cried himself to sleep the last two nights. It was affecting him so much, more than he would have thought. He knew you were his everything, but that he wouldn't be able to stand three days without your presence surprised him.

And at this point he would give everything to get you back in his arms. So he thought how he could make you feel better about him again. San had thought about many ways to do that but almost all his plans seemed to not be pretty thought through. Not matter how many times he tried getting new ideas, -he even googled how to get his girlfriend back-, his mind always came back to one solution. Although he had a bad feeling about it. He had no other choice. What else could give him back his joy of life? He had to seduce you.

Wasn't good sex what all girls wanted at this age? He asked himself first, but he shook his head in disgust. You weren't a girl like every other. And especially not about the sexual act. You were humble and patient, he knew that. That's why you both never spoke up this topic. Of course you turned him on and stuff but as long as you were in his arms, open to have any other physical contact, he didn't need to sleep with you yet.

It wasn't exactly why you were bored, but maybe you thought it could be fun to try something new. It didn't had to be sex, but what else was left to try? Exactly. Not too much.

San made himself ready to meet up with you before sending you a message to ask if you were home. Fortunately you were, and sighed when you saw your phone blink from the twentieth text he had send you.

God, was this childish. You groaned and rolled your eyes. And you were actually disgusted of your own behaviour after doing all this to him. He'd done nothing, so what was making you disapproving him so much?

Because you felt bad about avoiding your boyfriend, you texted him back, informing him that you were home. Sooner or later, you had to bring it behind you.

You didn't notice how wet your eyes got from thinking about having to break up. Because you really didn't want to, it was just.. getting too much and not enough at the same time. Your close connection was no more. Was it?

San was overly happy suddenly when he read your message. And so he got on his way to your apartment right away.

••• to be continued •••

>>>part 2

#choi san #kpop imagines #ateez angst #ateez imagines

[inyourfantasyfanfics]

Stand Out (ch1) Diavolo (Doppio) x Reader (f)

hey there! I wanted to try my hand at a sort of slow burn fic and who better than to use a little bit of doppio and a lot of Diavolo one of the most antisocial villains out there I don't necessarily like the pov I took with it but I'm not re writing it, please let me know some feedback if you want! (cut for length)

Your family has always taught you to mind your business above all else due to the Italian mafia being around every corner and you in fact always listened,  whenever there were people running one way you never went the opposite direction, never turned down alleyways, and never went to known mafia hotspots. How hard could it be to avoid getting into mafia business you went to work and went home, a true 9-5 citizen honest kind but not a pushover. Painstakingly average is what you would use to describe the facade you worked hard to keep. The town you lived in was charming, and the people were rather lovely so it could be easy to overlook the amount of crime that went on behind the scene. The life you had was rather perfect for someone not wanting to live life on the edge. The life you had.

It wasn’t hard to hide secrets, back in your schooldays you had the unfortunate occurrence to overhear people’s secrets or see things you probably wouldn’t have chosen to witness. But alas you did but you were good at keeping your mouth shut. Those who spoke out too often were the ones most likely to be found bloody or excommunicated from social groups. What a cruel world but it was life and humans were made to adapt. It was even easier to keep your own secrets because you just don’t have to say anything about it especially if it sounded so weird as to have a humanoid figure you could control in a way. Whenever you were accidentally in the wrong place at the wrong time and saw something you shouldn’t have this figure would come out and when you said “Your secrets safe with me” you had a couple of options; they could forget that you were their until you spilled the secret though they will always feel like they are missing something try to avoid them at all costs in case they recognize you, for more imminent situations it would create a sort of force field around you so the person could not harm you till you could try and make them forget you this only lasts for so long maybe a couple of minutes if you are feeling truly confident. There was one thing that you could do differently if you were to tell someone something personal that you considered a secret they will feel almost obligated to do what you say to repay you. These all seemed to be most effective if you were confident and assertive two things you are not the best at. You had this ability since you were a kid so it was easy to accept it into your life. Though you never told anyone about it and even went as far as to not have it out in the open just in case someone could see it and you would stand out. Figuring it needed a name “The Chain” fit due to the nature of the stand. The stand wasn’t the most physically capable but you were never one for physical confrontation, in fact, you’d much rather use your brain to make your way out of the problems that would you would possibly face.

Again you always avoided trouble but for some reason, it seems to follow, perhaps it was karma. Today you were able to get off work early in the evening, you didn’t live far from work so you would usually walk in the mornings then take public transit home with a co-worker to avoid any trouble usually, your work friend had to say but the sun would be out for a good while and the streets would have people. You set off, remembering all the little cautions you put in place for yourself. No shortcuts, don’t look vulnerable, don’t run into anybody it could get you beat up. 

You worked on this street you knew most of the shop keeps since childhood. You knew it was supposed to be crowded… but the closer you got to home the less amount of people and the increase of closed signs. Every single bone in your body was not happy about the way you were heading. Yet you were almost home just a few more minutes and you would be at your doorstep. So why have you stopped walking at this crosswalk with no cars? Why did you look down the street to your right and see bodies scattered in the road? Keep walking… run… do something because you’re hearing footsteps approaching from an alleyway on that street. Don’t let your fear freeze you. ‘You look too long’ the voice in your head stated. Looking from the bodies up, purple pants, almost bare chest, intricate tattoos, long pink hair, and the scariest green eyes you’ve ever seen. ‘Alright put on your neutral face and try not to look fazed’ your inner voice chipped in again. The man wasn’t stopping his stride in fact he was speeding up, he was definitely coming to take you out. Who wouldn’t you were a witness to something that no one would normally live to see. You did what your inner voice said and put on a very unfazed expression. The tall male was now in speaking distance and with the most confidence, you would muster you said what you always did to get you out of these situations. Though none of them were to this degree of intensity. The Chain made its appearance as you said “Your secret is safe with me sir.” these words stopped this man in his tracks, eyes widening then settling into a confused expression, it looked like he was mentally fighting it. He looked away for only a moment and you took that chance and booked it outta there. This time ignoring your fore mentioned rules to walking alone and ducked in and out of alleyways all the way home. You locked everything as soon as you were inside. All of the confidence you had was gone. You wouldn’t be sleeping tonight.

#jjba #golden wind #jjba x reader #vento aureo #vento auero x reader #diavolo #jojo diavolo #diavolo jojo #diavolo x reader #jojo diavolo x reader #doppio x reader #doppio and diavolo #jjba part 5 #golden wind x reader #jjba doppio #doppio #jojos bizarre adventure

[idv-sunsxin3]

Hey ! I saw you were doing genshin matchups, Can i get one pls w a male character if this is not bothering you ? I am 18, 5’8, and go by she/her ! Idk if you’re familiar w it but my mbti is entp and enneagram 8w7. Words to describe me would be : independent, quite chaotic, honest, competitive, cool, creative and smart.

When ppl see me for the first time i tend to appear as intimidating cause of my resting mean face while in reality i am probably just daydreaming or lost in my thoughts who can be quite profound as superficial. From the world revolution to what should i chose for lunch. Ambiverted i like to have my alone time as much as i like to be in some company but i am quite picky w who i call friends since i don’t trust easily. However it does not mean i am completely closeted to new people and even appreciates the kind of relationship in wich no one hold obligations to another and we just have our fun.

As a lover my love languages are quality time and act of services ? I don’t count giving food/cooking as gifts but if you do then i guess i also express my love that way. I have an hard time w admiting my feelings or allowing myself to show that i am melting inside… my heart prob go brrr it’s ridiculous, I go really soft and it tends to scare me a lil as i don’t like to be seen as vulnerable or let my emotions take the complete control. The irony of all that is that i am the kind of person who tends to be easily flustered and that my acting skills are 50% of the time questionables or on point. I may flirt on accident and may try to look cuter unconsciously. Also i desire receiving physical affection but am too prideful again to initiate it but am the first when it comes to teasing.

My hobbies consist in a lot of things, i draw, read, write, listen to some music, play videos games or anything that is a game w no consideration of its nature, i also enjoy learning new things related to philosophy, psychology or history and like to try new cooking recipes even if i am not a chief but i try my best and do not take slander on it as i am quite prideful. My favorite flavor is spicy and ik its strange but i do think caramel somehow represents me. I also take interest in mysteries as enigmas, appreciate physical activities and enjoy art. I sometimes can find myself write poems. I value adaptability, curiosity and quick thinking process to be more efficient on my goals to maybe one day have my own truth on this world and apply what i think is justice w little to no consideration to social norms. Thank you for doing this i think that’s all i had to say.

Pins// Don't mention it! nwn

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{I'm matching you with...

Kazuha!}

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After I read this, it screamed for Kazuha- owo

When you both met, he finds your blank, daydreaming look quite amusing… But pretty.

He finds your creativity and sophistication in certain fields impressive.

Your unconscious cuteness is very endearing to him, Kazuha would often chuckle softly and boop your lovely nose whenever you do or say something he finds it cute-

Kazuha// Maple, you never cease to stop from being this adorable… ☺️❤️

He literally trails off haikus and poems nearly 24/7 (not completely, because he often gets interrupted in the process sometimes-)

Once he learns that you write poems, he would get curious about what kinds of poems you write.

He might know that possibly due to him studying every word you say in a conversation, and possibly from the way you talk or how you describe what you adore or dislike.

Of course, he doesn’t want to push you if you’re not comfortable to show them to him!

He won’t stop being fluffy and cute around you, so be aware-

Prepare to receive light embraces from behind- he loves to surprise you once in awhile,,, 😅

Kazuha would gladly help around with cooking as you try new recipes!

He would compliment your meals and try to help you improve by spilling some nice, interesting feedbacks in your way.

He may also teach you the recipes from his homeland to try out.

Since you seeing to love spicy and caramel food, he would recommend you to try spicy curry rice and candled fruit!

Kazuha attempts to comfort you whenever you feel scared, he’ll always remind you that is alright to feel that way.

Kazuha// The brave can also fear of things like other people, Y/N… I was scared of experiencing tender feelings as well, but I was never afraid to face you and love you as you are.

In modern AU, you may both hang out together while playing video games once in a while.

Kazuha is very flexible and not very picky with games, as long as they’re not too stressing for his limit-

Yet, he’ll be alright with anything you desire to play!

You both may possibly play mystery/puzzle/multiplayer games and help each other solve puzzles or enigmas-

#genshin impact headcanons #genshin impact scenarios #genshin impact hcs #genshin headcanons #genshin scenarios #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #genshin matchups #genshin kazuha #kazuha genshin x reader #kazuha genshin impact #kazuha gi #genshin impact kazuha #kazuha scenarios #genshin kazuha x reader

[mikeysbride]

An Anniversary of Sorts

Today is October 29th. This date last year looked a lot different than this date this year. It was a year ago today that I had the TIA (mini stroke) that landed me in the emergency room. So much has changed since then. I can hardly believe it's been a year.

If you follow this blog at all, you have kept up with how I've progressed in that time and the changes I've made concerning my health, so I won't go into all that again. I had to make those changes to still be here for the people who love me. I had to make those changes for myself. I had to make those changes to live. And they've paid off. My blood pressure is finally under control, and I am healthier overall than I've been in several years, not to mention thinner.

I feel like the dietary and physical (activity) changes I've made are just part of my life now. They don't feel so much like obligations or sacrifices as much as a lifestyle, which is the key to making them permanent, I suppose.

The one thing that has just recently become harder to maintain is the physical activity. My part-time job became full-time a couple of months ago, making personal time much harder to come by, which includes the time I need to do my walks. That has been frustrating for me. I will say, I have co-workers who take me out for walking breaks at work whenever possible. Those walks aren't as long or as aerobic as the ones I do myself on the trail near my home, but they are walks nonetheless, and I'm thankful for them when I can't get in my regular walks. I still make sure I get to the trail on my off-days and even sometimes on work days when I can rush home fast enough to get there before dark. That is becoming harder with it being fall, not to mention, there's still dinner to make for my family and other things that need to be done after work that don't leave a lot time for anything else. There's also the treadmill that I can use at home to fill in the gaps. Although I much prefer being outside on the trail, I am glad there is the treadmill option when I need it. With all these things combined, I've managed to keep up with and even surpass my weekly walking averages, but it definitely takes commitment to carve out the time now in a way that it didn't before I began working more hours.

Along those same lines, when I did my update at 6 months, I think I was averaging 3-3.5 miles per walk. I am now averaging 3.5-4 miles per walk, and the last time I went to the trail (a few days ago), I actually walked 4.5 miles. Sometimes I even break into a light sprint for part of it. Who am I anymore?! Eventually, I'd like to get to 5 miles consistently. I think that is a good number. I am not trying to overdo it, and I'm in competition with no one but myself. I just want to maintain the progress I've made. A year ago, even 2 miles seemed insurmountable. Now I'm doing that and more routinely, and it's a great feeling.

What a difference a year makes, huh? I spent this day and most of Halloween weekend in the hospital last year. That Halloween was scary for all the wrong reasons. This year, I'm gearing up for a busy weekend with my family that includes a wedding and lots of Halloween shenanigans - the fun kind. I went from not being sure I was even going to survive on this day a year ago to clawing my way back to a healthier existence and still being here to tell the tale this year. Cheers and Happy Anniversary to the new me. I think I'm gonna like her just fine.

#health #my life #tia #blood pressure #fitness #halloween #mini stroke

[mangadumpingground]

Now some background information on our two favorite girls:

Kurosawa Yurine

In the same class as Ayaka, she is a "genius" in a nutshell. Nobody can beat her and she usually spends her time sleeping. Yet one day, after Ayaka has helped her open herself a tiny bit, she falls in love and becomes obsessed with her, thinking she has found the one person who can best her.

The Ace: She is good at everything she does, be it in studies, sports, or even art. But since she succeeds at everything without even trying, she can't get invested in anything.

Animal Motifs: During her more excitable moments, she's drawn with dog ears.

Asleep in Class: Her default mode. If she's ever seen awake during class, it's because the teacher woke her up.

Caring Gardener: Her increasingly genuine interest in gardening parallels her growing sociability as the series progresses. She starts as an isolated girl who joined the gardening club more or less out of obligation, to a caring senpai who's willing to make friends and tries to make the gardening club prosper again. By the end of the series, she decides that she wants to become a florist.

Character Development: She has gained quite a few social skill points since the beginning of the series, and has become slightly less fixated on Ayaka alone (although she's still her main motivation). She even decides to join a club eventually. Chapter 22-23 is an important step, as for the first time, Yurine tries to interact with Ayaka not as a "rival" or a one-sided crush, but as someone she genuinely cares and worries for, giving her words of comfort that would have been unthinkable at the start of the series. Volume 7, being mostly from her point of view, emphasizes how much more fulfilling her life has become since she met Ayaka… and how much Ayaka, on the other hand, is still stuck in a state of mind not unlike that of the early Yurine.

Cool Big Sis: Sumire sees her as this, and well, she has reasons to.

Covert Pervert: She may not show it all the time, but in addition to their competition, she's also definitely curious of Ayaka's body.

Deuteragonist: She's as much of a protagonist as Ayaka, as a good chunk of the chapters about their relationship are from her own point of view. Her Character Development is also somewhat more noticeable than Ayaka's.

Ditzy Genius: Sure she can ace any test and learn at the speed of light, but that doesn't prevent her from occasionally being strangely clueless or taking odd actions − like trying to catch a paper stuck in a tree, even though it's obviously out of her reach and she's sitting on the second floor window.

Friendless Background: According to herself. In the first chapter, Chiharu notes that her excess of ability makes her hard to approach, and she is pretty distant herself. Though meeting Ayaka, Mizuki and Ai helped her open up it seems.

Green-Eyed Monster: Downplayed but clearly played straight. Yurine envies/admires Ayaka because she has a "role" in their school (see I Just Want to Have Friends below), and participates in life to a degree that Yurine can't.

Heavy Sleeper: Because she feels like she has nothing better to do than sleep, as she considers herself a bother for other people.

I Just Want to Be Normal: She's sick of people praising, relying on or being jealous of her because of her talent. All she wants is to find someone who will make her feel like an ordinary girl, and Ayaka is that person.

I Just Want to Have Friends: Played with. She wants to belong somewhere, but is too dismissive of (or possibly disillusioned from past experiences with) people to engage with them.

Innocently Insensitive: She's so apathetic about talking to anyone, for any reason, that she comes off as rude. By the end of volume 7, she has thankfully improved quite a bit in this department.

Insufferable Genius: Has shades of this when she rubs Ayaka's "no.2" ranking in her face just to piss her off.

Lonely at the Top: And one reason she falls in love with Ayaka is that, finally, someone seems to be able to (eventually) best her.

Luminescent Blush: In chapter 35, she sports this when Ayaka holds her hand (because Yurine forgot her gloves); and later, for the first time her teasing backfires as Ayaka's (supposedly reluctant) kiss completely makes her lose her composure.

Mood-Swinger: Usually aloof and bored, but whenever she is with Ayaka, she can go from euphoric to teasing to pouty to Cloud Cuckoolander, all in an instant. In any case, she is clearly in heaven just by being with her.

No Social Skills: Generally ignores people, doesn't censor her speech, often intrudes on Ayaka's personal space, etc. As of chapter 22, she's improved with regard to the latter.

Photographic Memory: Implied, as she can memorize an entire textbook page with one casual reading.

Too Much Information: She ogles Ayaka. We know this because she tells her.

The Gadfly: An expert at rubbing Ayaka the wrong way.

The Tease: She takes an intense delight in playing with Ayaka, often physically. It can go quite far, yet the latter shows surprisingly little resistance to it.

Single-Target Sexuality: She has eyes only for Ayaka and only seems to feel any kind of satisfaction when she is at her side. Though chapter 11 subverts this when Ayaka tells her that in the end, she would just love anyone who can beat her. Yurine's answer is that it might be true, to Ayaka's shock. Afterwards she herself starts to worry that her feelings for Ayaka may not go further than that.

"Shut Up" Kiss: Gives one to Ayaka in chapter 12, when the latter warns her that her club activities might detract her from the tests.

Supreme Chef: Par for the course. So supreme that she can cook while sleeping.

Took a Level in Kindness: Through her interactions with Ayaka, Ai, and the gardening club, she becomes considerably less of a jerk over time, although she still has her occasional bouts of teasing.

Shiramine Ayaka

A self-proclaimed "model student", she is obsessed with being the first at everything and thus sees her world turned upside-down when Yurine appears in high school.

Aggressive Submissive: Kind of. For all her defiance, Yurine can play her like a harp when she's in a flirtatious mood.

Armor-Piercing Question: She gives one to Yurine in chapter 11, but she's the one hit hard by Yurine's laconic answer.Ayaka: You say I'm special to you but… in the end, you would like anyone able to beat you, wouldn't you?" Yurine: *Beat*… You may be right.

Belligerent Sexual Tension: Not belligerent on Yurine's side, but on hers, definitely.

Bitch in Sheep's Clothing: Subverted. When she's alone with people close to her like Mizuki or (though she hates to admit it) Yurine, she's quite aggressive and stubborn. But that doesn't mean the kindness and helpfulness she shows towards her classmates isn't genuine. The few times she has a supporting role in another girl's arc (mostly in volume 8 with Hikari and 9 with Mikaze), she appears much friendlier than when she's the focus.

Character Development: Chapter 15 shows that she has largely gotten used to Yurine's presence and has become somewhat more conscious and accepting of her sweet side. In any case she doesn't reject her as strongly as early on. Continued in chapter 23 where she lets Yurine spend the night with her on the beach, whispering what seems to be a "thank you" and kissing her forehead. At that point, while she still wants to defeat her, she no longer shows any desperation or anger about it. By chapter 40, her motivation has shifted from wanting to defeat Yurine so that she can forget about her to wanting to defeat her so that she can admit her own feelings to her.

Class Representative: Unsurprisingly, she seems to be this (at least in role).

Determinator: She will not give up until she has gotten her first place back from Yurine, and won't allow Yurine to give up either. By chapter 35 it actually has become a double-edge sword in their relationship: she refuses to bond with Yurine further as long as she hasn't defeated her, but at the same time she won't acknowledge any bond with her beyond their competition (despite obviously showing that she cares for her). This is the opposite situation from chapter 11 mentioned above, in a way.

Expressive Hair: Mostly in the early chapters, where they tended to float around a lot. It became more straight and static as the art got somewhat cleaner around volume 5.

Go-Getter Girl: Ayaka sees it as absolutely imperative to be the best at absolutely everything.

Good Angel, Bad Angel: Subverted, as their roles are reversed. The good angel tells her to focus on being the best and reject Yurine at all costs; the bad angel tells her that Yurine isn't a bad person and that there's nothing wrong with being friends with her.

Hidden Buxom: She turns out to be far more busty than she seems in her uniform. She's apparently a D-cup according to Yurine.

Not So Different: It's not as immediately obvious as with Yurine, being the School Idol and helping various people around at school, but as we go on it's increasingly clear that she doesn't have any actual friends either. Mizuki even sarcastically points it out in chapter 18.In another sense, during Ayaka's Heroic BSoD she acts antisocial and listless, much like Yurine's default state. Again, this is pointed out by Yurine herself (who had some Character Development in the meantime) in chapter 35.

Out of Focus: Despite technically being a protagonist, there are actually very few chapters from her point of view (if you don't count the extras). Chapter 1 and 2, chapter 11, half of chapter 15, chapter 22-23, chapter 40 and that's pretty much it; in other chapters she only appears for a few pages, if at all, and volume 7 is primarily centered on Yurine with Ayaka in a supporting role. It doesn't help that, rather ironically, Ayaka almost only interacts with Yurine (and sometimes Mizuki) while Yurine herself intervenes in other characters' arcs. This only changes in the last two volumes, where she briefly gives advice to Mikaze in volume 9 and finally gets full focus in volume 10.

School Idol: And that's her pride, even if Yurine is no.1 in grades.

Second Place Is for Losers: She does not take losing to Yurine by three points lightly.Mizuki: Why does it bother you so much to be second? It's awesome. Ayaka: Yeah, for someone like you who is around the 150th place, being first or second probably doesn't make much of a difference!

Smart People Wear Glasses: She occasionally sports these when studying.

Tareme Eyes: Art Evolution made her distinctively drooping eyes more prominent, making her look somewhat less aggressive in later volumes. It might also serve to outline her bad eyesight.

Tsundere: While she usually shows an admirable façade at school, she shows a more aggressive side when alone with Mizuki, and completely loses her composure when it comes to Yurine. She can admit she is awesome and can't help but look at her constantly, but refuses to acknowledge that she's attracted to her. Made more amusing by the fact that even Yurine herself can see it. Interestingly though, that dynamic starts to be reversed in volume 7-8, where Yurine is now the one losing her composure while Ayaka calmly listens to her worries.

Well Done Daughter Girl: Implied in a flash-back, where her mother scolds her because she got "only" 95/100 at a test, while Mizuki's mother praises her for getting an 88. And confirmed in chapter 22 where Ayaka breaks down under the pressure and decides to say "screw that, I no longer care if I'm not the best".

Workaholic: She will study to death and work harder than any student, but she admits than she doesn't really have a precise goal beyond "being no. 1". This seems to come at least partly from her mother's overly high expectations.

#kiss and white lily for my dearest girl