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#i'm really happy ikon brought me a friend like you
l000ey · 6 years
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studio party → r.d
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pairing; rae dara x jay park (ft. some aomg members, woo jiho and mentions of song minho, kwon jiyong, lee seunhyun, lee chaerin, epik high, ikon, winner and blackpink)
summary; red visit the aomg studio to record a song with jay but ends up in something else.
warnings; bad language, smoking, drinking and mentions of depression.
note; okay, I had planned to take this scenario in another direction but it came out that way and I think it's good for you to understand a little of Red’s problems. I’m shipping Jay and Red so hard right now.
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2018
The high music covered the entire studio along with the laughter and smoke of cigarettes and cigars. Red sighed dropping her purse in one of the nearest chairs and approached the boys.
"D!" Zico grinned, making the smoke of the cigar from which he had taken a puff come out of his mouth, quickly trickling down his teeth. He opened his arms to the girl, who smiled before sitting on his lap and hugging him back.
Quickly more people began to say her name, sounding over the music. Red smiled against Jiho's chest, it had been a while since she saw her friends.
"How are you, D?" Gray asked, she shrugged.
"I'm fine now" Simon D laughed at her reply and she rolled her eyes before snatching the pack of tobacco.
"I'm sure you're fine now."
"Don’t bother her, hyung"
"Aw, look how you defend your girl." He annoyed before receiving a blow to his head, Red had thrown the packet of tobacco at his head. He raised both hands in peace.
Red frowned, letting out the smoke "Where's Jay?"
Loco pointed to the door in the back "He's been there all afternoon, he has not even gone out to go to piss".
The girl raised an eyebrow and returned the cigar to her lips before getting up from Zico's legs and starting to walk towards the door.
"Ow, look, she've left Jiho alone" She heard Ugly Duck tease the young man, rolled her eyes still following her way down the hall.
"She have left him for Jay, how sad" Simon followed the game.
"Yah, leave me alone."
She rolled her eyes again at the nonsense of the elders and opened the door that connected the room with the studio and found a Jay very focused on the music that came out of his headphones. She smiled closing the door behind her, walked towards him and put her hands on his shoulders, giving him a massage.
"Wow, I didn’t know I had company" Jaebum smiled before taking off his headphones and turning to see her.
"Shut up old man, you make it sound like I was one of your whores." She picked up a chair and dragged it to his side.
"I wouldn’t mind if you and I..." He raised and lowered his eyebrows, Red pushed his head causing him to moan in pain "Okay, okay, I get it."
"Good" She moved in the chair looking for a comfortable position "Are we going to record the song or not?".
"Actually I have called you to have a good time. We haven’t seen you for a long time and Zico is going to go on tour and he was being a nuisance with the fact that he wanted to see you and I thought that if you came to the studio we could do a small farewell party to him" The man put a hand on her leg and with his thumb he began to trace imaginary symbols, gaving her a small smile.
"I'm not in the mood for a party, Jay." She returned the cigarette to her lips and turned her head to look at another point in the room other than the older face.
"Are you okay, Dara?" He asked worried about his friend. "Seriously, you almost never leave the house and you never call us anymore. Tian says he is very worried about you, that you are having a bad time. "
"Tian called you?" She looked at him in surprise. Did her manager really call the fucking Jay Park because he was worried? Although, she preferred that he had called Jay before any member of her family.
"Dara, he called all your friends." She rolled her eyes and lowered her legs from the chair to sigh again. Jay frowned at her. "Seriously, we're worried about you. I am worried about you. Can you tell me what's happening? Is it because of Jiyong? Or has something happened with Mino again? Your family? "
She shook her head feeling a sudden desire to cry and hide in her house. Jay bit his lower lip without knowing what to do, because of course this was not his main plan to help Dara with whatever is going through her head.
Several days ago, Tian had called the rapper's closest friends to see if anyone could tell him what was happening with her, since she had not left her house recently or even gone to the company. She didn’t sleep, she just spent her time writing songs in the darkness of her huge house in Gangnam. Seungri had tried to go and get her out but it was not successful, the guys from Ikon also tried it but she didn’t even let them pass, even Mr. Yang went to see her but it was not very successful either.
As for Dara, she, well, she didn’t know what was going on with herself either. She just felt like crying for the day and night of writing because the insomnia didn’t let her enjoy her big and expensive bed brought from Sweden. She had come to think that she was depressed but it was not like that, she had no reason to be depressed, her life was great, she was happy with it but for some reason she couldn’t stop crying and feeling sad.
"I don’t know what's wrong with me, Jay." She found her face more on his chest and her arms tightened around the older man's torso. "Lately I feel wanting nothing, I can’t  sleep. I haven’t been able to sleep for a month, it's horrible!"
"But you love to sleep".
"Exactly!".
"Could it be that you feel alone because Jiyong and the others went to military service? That Seungri is too busy and that CL is going to leave YG?" Shee rested her chin on his chest and looked up to see him, she didn’t understood what he said.
"What do you mean?" She asked confused.
"You could say that your subconscious has realized that you are the last of the old generation of YG, Epik High is still there but after them you are the last" She felt one of his hands on her back move while he spoke, giving emphasis to his explanation "You are the only thing left of the old generation. Winner, Ikon and Blackpink they are the new thing. Maybe that's why you feel bad, forgotten and abandoned. "He grimaced and looked at her again." I don’t know if I explain myself. "
When she didn’t respond, he sighed before moving away from her and getting up. He held out a hand and pulled her when she accepted his hand.
"Let's drink so you can forget your problems, princess."
Later, sitting on Jay's lap this time, with a glass of vodka in her right hand and her eyes seeing the boys of Aomg laughing, Red realized that Jay was right.
And that she had to do something to get out of that pit of despair.
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