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bonetrousledbones · 6 months

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this guy's really really fun to draw as fucked up as possible actually

#trousled arts #body horror //#sludge #atbb #papyrus #technically #undertale #technically !#ahhh i'm obsessed w the lines on this actually. most expressive i've gotten it in a while #i like the face but tbh my favorite part is definitely the goop scarf. very spiky in a gelatinous way #focus on that do not look to close at his face its sick dont worry about it there's nothing much to see at all its fine its ok

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hamletshoeratio · 3 months

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What if Chris doesn't show up at Clarisse's house pre botl? What if he's guided (maybe by Hermes) to Connor and Travis' instead?

Chris, who is to me at least implied to be unclaimed as yet in the show, who is suffering severely mentally as a result of what he endured alone in the labyrinth, shows up on Connor and Travis' doorstep. They haven't seen him in years now, not since he ditched camp to follow Luke to Kronos. He's clearly unwell and barely recognises them. They worry it's a trick, and that's when Chris is claimed by Hermes. The Stolls decide to take the risk, well Connor mainly does; Connor has more faith in Hermes than Travis ever did. They bring Chris to camp, where they and Clarisse try to help him, to keep him going until Mr D returns. Mr D does save the day, Chris' mind is restored, but then there's the hard part. The initial distrust, the slow and painful path to reconciliation and redemption. If done right, it could be a banger of an arc.

It gives a reason a better reason for why Katie accuses Travis of being the spy in tlo; "you brought your brother - who wasn't claimed until recently and only you and Connor saw it - to camp after he showed up apparently randomly at your doorstep? After he joined Luke - your other brother - and Kronos? After he went on a mission to try and use the labyrinth to destroy camp?" Travis, of course, wasn't the spy, but at least there's a reason for suspicion on the others' parts outside of 'he's Luke's brother' (which is the general consensus and interpretation from the fandom, which never really made sense to me as Luke had left camp four years before tlo and there's a high chance Katie wasn't even at camp at that point).

They've already started by introducing Chris so early, but I hope they expand his story and the Stolls' roles, especially in botl and tlo. Let them have complicated feelings about Luke. Let them mourn him, and let them hate him. Let the angst hit.

#pjo series #hermes pjo #pjo tv show #pjo spoilers #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians spoilers #percy jackson #percy jackson and the olympians #chris rodriguez #travis stoll #connor stoll #rick; *includes one line in hoh about connor burning m&ms as an offering to his dad & annabeth remembering that #me: this of course means connor has more faith and belief in hermes than travis does #me cont: which makes sense as travis is older & carries more of the responsibility they share as head counsellors #also rick: *again includes one line about connor being less jokey in toa tlo and apollo puts it down to travis going to new rome for college #me: oh malcolm is missing clearly connor misses his brother & is worried sick about his bf too #me cont: he's also head counsellor for the first time alone so he's under a lot more pressure my poor baby is going through it #also rick: *mentions travis is in new rome for college& there's no mention of katie but her sister miranda is the current c4 head counsellor #me: clearly Katie is in New Rome with her boyfriend Travis #I'm nothing if not delusional enough to fulfil my own needs lmfao

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humanitys-strongest-bamf · 6 months

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canon this fanon that, i just want his cock is that too much to ask

#levi #levi ackerman #n.sfw #kat rambles #i'm sick of this debate tbh #also nothing happened i just find myself going like :/ is this in character enough #but then i'm like #i'm literally writing about a fictional man's cock why am i so worried #anyway moving on

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starpros-sunshine · 7 months

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I don't know if I ever talked about this on here before but it's been on my mind from time to time and that is the idea that Wataru one time catches a really bad cold so he just avoids Eichi for the time being (Because Hey. Maybe. If you're sick with a bacterial disease that spreads really easily. Maybe try not to pass it on to the guy with the autoimmune disorder. Just a thought.) But he doesn't tell anyone about it because he's The Hibiki Wataru he doesn't get sick.

So the only ones who know about this are his roommates because it's kind of hard to hide this from people you share a room with especially if you stay cooped up in your room a lot to try not to infect others with your cold and also a runny red nose and a sore throat aren't really a good look on someone that's not the biggest fan of open vulnerability. (If you ask yourself why he would stay in his dorm I have no idea either my guess is the guy just doesn't have anywhere else to go on short notice it's not like he has a flat outside of ES or something so as long as I don't have that figured out he'll have to stay in the dorms)

And yeah no back to point do the gist of the thing is Eichi notices that Wataru tries to stay away from him and he does not know why and it makes him sad and kind of angry and because he's Eichi of course he wonders if it was something he did or if it was just Wataru finally realising that Eichi just isn't what he deserves or whatever else self depreciating things could cross your mind in a situation like this.

So basically then he goes to the first person he would think of to know if he did anything wrong in regards to Wataru: Rei. Rei is mildly confused but reassures him Wataru didn't say anything in that regard.

And this entire scenario just boils down to Eichi wondering why Wataru is avoiding him and thinking it's his fault so he goes around asking everyone he could expect a proper answer from without thinking to ask Wataru himself because a) he's avoiding him. Why would he risk making things worse? And b) it's stupider and funnier this way and this entire scenario is just me laughing at their communication or lack thereof completely ignoring the underlying issues that would've caused it. And I know this is dumb and stupid because everyone else in ensquare would need to be an idiot for this to work so I'm ignoring that bit as well and just regarding it as something that would be funny in theory but would never happen. Or actually youcan set this entire scenario at Yumenosaki and then it could make perfect sense this seems exactly like the kind of stuff to happen to dramatic highschoolers

#the whole thing would get resolved with Yuzuru and Tori just convincing him to vall Wataru and ask #and then Wataru tries to talk himself out of it but eventually has to concede because it's hard not to sound sick with a clogged nose #or a sore throat. or both.#and then Eichi is just very relieved he gets to keep his Wataru for a bit longer and doesn't have to worry about endong up a lonely widdow #or something like that yeah as said its silly and dumb but I've been thinking about it and giggling #and Keito would get to call both of them idiots too to make the whole thing even better #as a treat because he deserves it <3 #and this could be set early after graduation at the start of the whole ensquare thing #coild also work in a yumenosaki setting actually it could work even better in a yumenosaki setting #huh. might employ that lense there #nothing would change it would just makw more sense #also character wise I mean #should've put this in the post hut I'm too lazy....#yeah okay that must do the trick #fair enough at least I hope #wataei

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pochapal · 2 months

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both my parents have covid (again)

#:)#i'm physically okay for the moment. nothing more than a little itchy throat #that said my parents have caught covid once a month every month since like september at this point which is like. that's Not Good right #like they are basically being repeatedly exposed and infected and not building a shred of immunity against it which kind of worries me!#i last had covid in october-ish and then skipped over getting sick the next couple times until now maybe #so my infection pattern is very much every 4-6 months depending on variant mutation #but my parents are on their third covid infection since christmas. like that's gotta be repeat infections of the same strain which uh.#i don't know too much about illnesses and diseases but i think something unfortunate is happening to their immune systems

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icedmetaltea · 9 months

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My mom: Oh yeah I'll come and pick you up once the summer semester's over! (Aug 1) it'll be alright :)

My mom: Actually at the end of next week :) (this week) I know you're struggling to take care of yourself but can you just wait a few more days?

My mom: Um actually could we hold off till Monday? On Sunday I have to do a talk at church. Maybe Tuesday actually since I have to make a stop midway :) :)

#irl stuff #vent #I've been holding on and holding on and holding on #for what?#she just keeps putting it off #now my cat's acting sick and I'm worried about him #which is doing nothing good for my anxiety #and my ex-friend tried to friend me on discord so I'm feeling a huge rush of emotions again #I hate this

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oveliagirlhaditright · 1 year

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This whole train derailment thing in East Palestine, Ohio is so horrific.

And those toxic chemicals got into the Ohio River!

And I heard people saying that there was danger that it could possibly get into another body of water?

Apparently, this is going to affect 10% of the country's water supply, as things are? (According to one comment I saw, anyway.)

The place really has become the next Chernobyl, and everything has been handled so badly! (I feel if this had happened in a bigger state, that wouldn't have happened. And I strongly feel they should have evacuated everyone on day one.)

And no one's talking about it! In fact, at first they were covering it up and tried to arrest at least one reporter on the job of reporting the truth (finally more people are starting to discuss all of this, but still not as many as you would think. Especially with the massive ramifications this could have for so many!)

And why hasn't the president or any of the big wigs talked about this or done anything about it? Why didn't people in hazmat suits knock on the people in East Palestine's doors to tell them to evacuate when they finally did give them that order, instead of acting so blasé? You know if it was a place that people actually cared about, people would do so much more. I'm disgusted with my country.

#and it sounds like the whole thing might have happened because the railroad workers had gone on strike because they wanted safer worker #conditions and sick days. something that the president denied them. which in turn led to this tragedy #and also because. like. the railroad lines/tech is really ancient stuff that hasn't been updated since the civil war?#basically. as always. greed won out over safety measures and now we have this to thank for it #i guess people are also worried that acid rain could come from this. from that massive black cloud that's still over east palestine ohio #you know what? i wasn't going to admit this for many reasons. and maybe i still shouldn't. i might come back and delete this tag #but i'm from ohio. not from this city. but guess who still has to worry about all of this now affecting her (like the water not being safe)#and is furious about it and how everything's been handled? this girl #at this point there's a good chance i may die from cancer somewhere down the line from the water i've already ingested (that was #contaminated) since the derailment happened. before they were upfront about just how bad all of this was #and now i'm even MORE mad. in some ways. upon rewatching this one video i had before and realizing i'd gotten some of the context of it #wrong before. like apparently they've let some people come BACK to live in the town if they have nowhere else to go. being like 'carry on.#there's nothing to see here!' when that is NOT okay. when the town is still SO VERY TOXIC and hazardous to their health. and. tbh. the #government should probably be flipping the bill for them to be staying elsewhere for their safety at the moment

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transmechanicus · 1 year

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It is sunday night. I remain exhausted.

#my stuff #i tried everything this weekend and nothing is healing my Existential Ambivalence #like i know i cooked and i saw friends and i did my hobbies and normally i'd be proud of myself for all that but i just...don't care #i wanna call out sick or something tomorrow. I'm worried about my finances and i genuinely think im gonna have to move somewhere cheaper #like i was expecting my tax return to offset the slow bleed of money from my savings each month and that Is Not Happening #And its not like i have any way to Make More Money #bc im a grad student and we're contractually prevented from doing so #So that means i'll need to move when my lease is up this summer and i really don't fucking want to #i like where i live i just wish it wasn't so goddamn expensive on rent #even like $200 cheaper would be world changing for me #but no instead i gotta look at my bills after power and car insurance and food and be like oops guess i lost $100 this month #and god forbid i get coffee or eat out in the cheapest way possible bc somehow that adds up to like $100 the second i look away #im sick of being anxious about this!! im not eating enough as it is!!#i also don't wanna get a fucking roommate bc i don't want someone in a space i've come to consider my own #like sorry but im transgender do not fucking look at me stranger #so the only real solution is to move and that's such a fucking hassle and it doesn't solve the problem now and i just want this to get bettr #i wish all students a very $2000 raise forever #and all landlords a very Scrooge Moment that makes you cut my rent in half #ave omnissiah

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shoehorseconstant · 2 months

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responses have been dwindling between me and guy and I think it's just cause he's busy atm but I can't help but worry -- what if this ends up being a natural stopping point and we just don't end up being able to talk again the same way after this??!!!! and the conversation just fades into dust naturally and there comes about the end.......that bums me out

#citrustalk #Ive held back on texting him a bit because I don't want to overwhelm him but I miss him and also my attachment issues are acting uppp #but I'm home sick right now and truly have nothing better to do than to worry about this #but I would be worried about this even if I was out tbh #but I feel like I don't need to worry that much because I feel like we're pretty good at like...generating conversation topics on the spot #and I think we do both want to talk to each other #but also because I can never be certain. I will continue to be afraid

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thedreadvampy · 4 months

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I approached Otis' viv and he started buzzing his tail and rearing up at me and that's SO UNLIKE HIM. I was worried he might have stuck eye scales or something inhibiting his vision cause he just shed, and that I'd maybe surprised him when he couldn't see, but while I was trying to get close enough to check his face he started striking at the glass so I backed off.

What's stressing my boy????? Is he ok????? Why would he be so on edge????? this is not like him, he's buzzed at me a few times in the past but usually when I've accidentally snuck up on him, this was pretty concerted Fuck Off energy and he was clearly deeply freaked out by my presence. I'm really trying to think if there's anything specific that might have got him anxious today but I'm drawing a blank, it's not been loud, as far as I can tell he's not injured, he hasn't just eaten, and it's been long enough since he shed that he isn't super vulnerable, so idk what's got him feeling so edgy.

#red said #i really hope it's nothing I've done #i also hope he's not picking up on the angry vibes in the house rn 🥲#i hope he's not hurt or ill #I'm panicking a lot about one interaction but i WORRY ABOUT HIM and if he's ill or hurt that could be a real issue #cause he's going to be on his own in the house 21st-27th #and a week is a short time for him generally but if he did get hurt or sick then that's a long time to go without being taken to a very

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beast-feast · 2 years

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What if I deactivated

#feeling sick because it feels like I did something wrong again and I don't know what it is so I'm grasping at straws #don't know if talking or leaving people alone is the better option here I wanna leave this house I don't feel safe #I don't feel safe saying anything here or anywhere else I don't feel safe in my HOUSE #have to worry about people looking through my windows and having shots fired into my room and someone breaking in because I have two doors #I want out i want to sleep I wish I could say something or disappear and reappear where nobody knows me #be pronounced dead but someone who looks like me shows up in Chattanooga. I want to be nobody I want to be a stranger PLEASE #I don't ever fucking know if leaving people be or not is the right choice BECAUSE I DON'T HELP I NEVER FUCKING.#I never help I am never useful or good enough for people don't you fucking understand why I want to do what I'm doing #trying to hurt myself and poison myself so FINALLY people don't have to deal with me because I'll be too sick to speak #being forced to do things and feeling like I HAVE to exist when all I feel is fear and have delusions and hallucinations #and fucking psychotic symptoms. I can't even go back to the ward because they didn't DO anything #I can never say JACK FUCKING SHIT. EVER.#if I say nothing then suddenly one day you hear about the time I relapsed or when I purposefully eat expired things to get myself sick #but if I DO say something then suddenly it feels like everyone feels obligated to say something and it makes me feel horrible and terrible #and like a bad person I can't I can't I can't I can't #...I guess at least. I have therapy tomorrow. I'm sorry if I'm hospitalized again. I'm so sorry.#not art #vent #tw selfharm #// selfharm #tw ???

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pawsitivevibe · 1 year

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how do you force yourself to take your meds when no amount of alarms and reminders seem to work. like yes this is my own fault I guess and perhaps I deserve to suffer like this but i gotta find something that works.

#the pharmacy gave me different pills and they taste bad and I literally get sick thinking about taking them soooo I dunno #and of course my doctor will not give a new prescription to see if I can get the old ones or something else #she like everyone else cannot even pretend to care about me for 5 minutes #going to the doctor is just a string of cancelled appointments or waiting literally hours after my appointment time for nothing helpful #lol she won't even send mefor blood tests for a condition ALL of my inmediate family members were recently diagnosed with and get treated 4 #and don't take this as self diagnosis or anything but i have symptoms of it and I'm really worried #Like literally BOTH of my parents and BOTH of my siblings have it #And like if you treat it sooner it's less likely to really affect you #So yeah whatever Cause of Death I guess #I used to hate seeing my grandfather give himself injections for it ... Well maybe that's me one day! yikes yikes yikes no thanks

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gremlinbehaviour · 1 year

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I’m alone in the apartment! you know what that means (crying without worrying if anyone can hear)

#i'm alone because my friends ditched me to go have spaghetti with someone i'm friends with too but i wasn't invited #and at first i was just upset but now i'm wondering why and i'm worried it's that i'm a bad friend #i'm really bad at keeping in touch online (like truly i never text anyone) and i know i have a tendency to be a little self absorbed #but i thought i had that under control #but maybe not #but if that's the case i really wish someone would just say that to my face #maybe they just don't think i want to come because i've cancelled on them more than once recently #but that's not because i don't want to spend time with them but because i was sick and I'm not able to do some of the activities anymore #i'm probably overthinking this entirely and it has nothing to do with me and me thinking it does is just a symptom of the self absorbtion #should i just talk to them about this? probably. but i feel like i'd come off very petty and entitled and that's exactly what i don't want #friendships are fucking hard #so is being a person #ugh #i'm probably just being dramatic i'll be fine in the morning i'm sure

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onlythebravest · 1 year

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