the amount of fans that will meet dream in these next few days is making my heart burst 馃槶馃槶馃槶
i hope after this weekend he realises just how genuinely and insanely loved he is. i hope he realises how many people he's helped find a path in life either via gaming or coding or drawing or making music. or just by giving people a community where they could find friends. i hope he realises how many people put on his videos to distract themselves from dark thoughts or reckless decisions. and most importantly - i hope he truly realises how many people he's inspired to be less afraid, be more open, be kinder, be more ambitious.
this will be his first time getting the chance to hear these things in person and god i just really really fucking hope people MAKE him believe how loved he is 鉂わ笍
i've not been keeping an extremely close eye on it bc it's been happening while i was going thru the worst week of my life but trevor's trip to nasa is so fucking cool i love him so much little space boy
On this day, twenty years ago I was suffering through the worst allergies I have ever had and taking finals. I was looking forward to the weekend because a) finals would be over b) I was going to get out of the valley (grass seed capital of the world) for a few days c) to met up with my very pregnant sister and attend a live taping of Prairie Home Companion. We only had five tickets to Prairie Home Companion, but it was an outdoor venue and everyone just cooed at the sixth member of our party. At 72 hours old Big A mostly slept through her first concert/event.
Today, I got to watch the livestream as my nephew (Big A's little brother; Part Time Mushroom Tycoon) graduated high school. So proud of that boy.
i'm unwell!!! because in stede's eyes, ned low was right!! ned says "he [ed] only likes you because of your bumbling amateur status" and calls stede blackbeard's "pet" just like izzy did in series 1
so stede steps up as a captain, kills the man who harmed his crew, and suddenly, for once in stede's life, he isn't a joke! the gentleman pirate is taken seriously and welcomed into the pirate community!
and what happens less than 24 hours later? ed calls their night together a mistake, AND LEAVES.
yes, obviously the situation is more nuanced, and these old men are once again struggling to communicate, but i 100% understand why stede went a bit of the rails at the end of episode 7. stede's been so focused on trying to help ed, that he's completely ignored his own ongoing identity crisis and trauma, and after the incident at the academy in series 1, this meltdown was long overdue.
IT IS . FINALLY . DREAM'S TUUUUUURN !!!! HIS TURN TO MEET HIS OTHER BESTIES !! HIS TURN TO MEET FANS AND TAKE PICS WITH EVERYONE !!! HIS TURN TO BE IN EVENTS !!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOO !!!!