hi! there is no need to respond because the message about im about to send is about your very old regular show fic that i totally understand outgrowing n even ever since i saw ur announcement of no longer wanting to keep it up, i wished u nothing but support n encouragement. with that said, im sending this because i remembered asleep in a blizzard again as i was getting back into my regular show phase.ive been into RS since an early age, too early to make any socialmedia account myself (1/3)
I'm getting this framed.
That fic was my first story that was novel length. I took it down for a few reasons, but one of the reasons was I got hit with imposter syndrome very hard after I finished it. I couldn't write long form like that due to a lot of different factors going on in my life at the time on top of my own feelings of not being good enough of a writer to do something like it again.
Ten years passed, and I just finished my first long form fic for Encanto that was double the size of my RS fic.
It helped inspire me to write again, but I would be lying if I said I didn't have some fears that history would repeat itself, and now that I just finished another long novel-length story, I'll go back into a long term rut of imposter syndrome.
So this ask comes at a very critical point in my life where I'm working through those feelings to keep writing, and more importantly to keep writing original work for dreams of publication.
Knowing you still think of my work from ten years ago and how it inspired you to write yourself is one of the highest compliments I've ever received. Thank you very much for this message, and I'll be referring to it for my own inspiration as I work on my first original novel.
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-violently grips myself like a squeaky toy-
I need to.. calm down.. stop liking all the posts of that artist.. but oh my gosh.. ooohhh my gooosshhhh.. their art.. their character.. if I could I would be eating it like a delicacy.
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why does no one talk about how ready to commit to daphne rick was?!?
like... when summer tries to tell him daphne doesn’t really love him, he literally says, “ahh, the young. so naive...”
LIKE??? SO OPEN AND TRUSTING???
honestly, it’s kinda sweet how happy he is slow dancing with daphne. if only it was with someone who actually wanted to be with him, too ;-;
season 5 has multiple moments like this and, honestly, i think he’s getting to the point that he craves an actual romantic connection with someone. which is HUGE???
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woah woah woah yuri you're still alive????
haha what happened you may ask??? well, life just gave me hell and decided that today. TODAY, was gonna top it off with the biggest disaster so far!!!!!
i literally just wanted to have ONE day off after my bday, but the next morning my computer wouldn't work! which was fantastic because literally every single one of my wips/ finished not posted works/ digital art was on there so i stressed. the FUCK. out
it's fixed now ofc and THANKFULLY nothing was lost except the artworks that weren't autosaved that day! (which- yknow, sucks, but there was worse at stake before :'D) after me bEGGING my dad to help me with the problem
except it's NOT OVER yet!!!!
sai's settings and brushes reseted for some reason and my absolute fav custom brushes were gone! so with me trying to recreate them then loosing them all over because they just wouldn't be SAVED OMG and me going for a trip to my uncle's small town and watching the leftover day offs i had dwindle so goshdarn fast i was feeling so sO drained-
and wanna know the funniest thing??? when i come back home ready to post art and FINALLY rant about this what happens?? no wifi :DDDD
prioritizing the water and electricity bills first, i got to work and drew everyday to make it up for you guys and look at that! i have good and horrible news!
so SURPRISE! since you guys have been SO patient with me (thank you all :'D), i will say that i have a LOT of finished works to post! all ranging from 1 animated gif, 9 artworks, 1 illustration that's part of a little prompt idea i came up with (1 done and 4 left)
technically, i have 2 pieces finished and 3 wips for the remaining days of fnk week and 2 new ocs!!!! (and redraws of 4 older ocs, 2 of which are ready to post)
as for the worse news... man. i'm barely hanging here but woo i broke my tablet's pen and it's charging wire!! (i literally don't know how but it got separated from it's body while it was in it and i can't i can't even)
i am so so broken right now- i was so happy to update yesterday and reblog stuff since i finally got wifi again and- man it feels like i'm making this shit up but oh my god i wanna cry
i guess i could post everything i had the chance to draw before but gosh i'm so sorry but i can't promise more art after i announce which one was the last in stock- (at least until i get enough money to buy a replacement for them both)
i know i suck at communicating if i'm alive and just having a hard time but i swear this year was really rough on me and my health in general so i hope you guys can understand :'(
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It's always funny to me that I don't realize how I tend to talk to my oldest dog like he's an elementary schooler until someone points it out. For example, I just told went "Sweet Pea, you know you can't watch TV unless you have your good boy (his ball, but we had to stop saying that because it used to make him get super riled up when he heard ball, and we just never changed back lmao). Go find it, and then you can watch.", and my grandma heard me and goes "You're going to confuse him, he's not going to understand all of that!"
Then she was floored when he gave the grumpiest old man sigh, and went to search the house for his ball. Comes back to the room to show me he has it, and then goes back into the living room to sit on the couch when I go "Oh, good job! You can go watch TV now!" And my grandma was just standing there staring at him all shocked.
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