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screaming--agony · 10 months ago

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Dear Diary,

Since I can’t go outside and scream because cops would be called on suspicion of murder. From the absolute bottom of my soul and every last breath in my lungs, “FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!”

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sleepy-night-child · 2 months ago

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Ship Tropes

Thanks so much for tagging me @vellichor-virgo and @solipsism-lemonade!!<3 I loved seeing your opinions😊

I shall tag... *looks in crystal ball with everyone’s names* @oh-no-another-idea, @drabbleitout, @enchanted-lightning-aes, @writerfae, and anyone who has some opinions they’d like to get off their chest🤭 (obviously no pressure on the tagged party) Blank is under the cut😇

#tag game #ship trope tag #and now on to some elaborations for some of the things i chose (or didn't choose) bc i know there is at least a certain person who always #likes to know😇🥰#(so feel free to skip lol!)#height difference is just everything okay?! like where the one is soft and protected in the other's embrace and they can hear their #heartbeat? das good shit😭👌💞 and mutual pining bc *duh*. but first kiss used to be *the confession moment* to me but now that I've moved #on to more platonic love it's just not so important to me anymore. and bc i actually have to write it now and how tf?!🤯🤣🤣 it's still #important to me but i could just do without now as well y'know?🤷🏻‍♀️ uhm if your couple wouldn't die for each other then what's the #point my good sir?!?🤨 holding hands is just the softest thing and actually the only pda I'm interested in🤷🏻‍♀️😌💞 and maybe i just love #drama but i love the secrecy of a secret relationship🤣👌 i feel like opposing worldviews just aren't compatible🤷🏻‍♀️ and opposing #personalities in ways of Ray of Sunshine + Dark Moody One and not OCD + Clutterhead bc that just doesn't go together imo. I'd go totally #crazy if i were together with someone so messy and chaotic!! and what is the point in life if not getting a pet with your so?🥺❤❤ fuck kids #tho🤣🤣🤣 (nah kids are cute but not a requirement lol) 'grow old together' -> Nova and Nene: am i a joke to you?🤨 ...😶 share a bed as in #'soft and comfy and cuddly' and not 'there was only one bed'(unless the latter trope is defied and made better) relationship doubts make me #want to crawl into the story and kick the characters! bathing together leaves me cold but i raise you this! one is in the bath while the #other sits at the side reading to them🥺🥰💞 cooking for each other is the biggest display of love imho😌❤❤ i need Helix and Amar to dance #together asap! laying in the grass and watching stars needs no elaboration😌🥰💞 watching the other sleep when one is sick/injured >>>#childhood friends is just so soft🥺🥺💞 i spit on love triangles. can't be together is top tier have all my love👌👌💞❤ I'm just gonna say #it but. forehead touched can be very goid in some yeah but I'd be able to survive without🤷🏻‍♀️forehead kisses on the other hand...👌💞❤🥰#neck kisses if they're soft and sweet tho pls and thx🥺💞 compliments bc you need to be your so's biggest fan!!😤❤ and yeah the rest speaks #for itself😌#*omg i just realised i wrote goid above here somewhere!🤦🏻‍♀️🙄 that's obviously supposed to say good

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the-home-of-innovation · 8 months ago

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Hеard you moved into the avenuеs But you still can’t learn to see things through

#HERE IT IS #I restarted this so many times cause the poses just looked off every time #and I'm sick of looking at it so here #vague lore #what could it mean? place your bets #ridgedog #technoblade #Yogscast #dsmp #survival games #jaydraws #digital art

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prismit · 6 months ago

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games that are 90% ocean need to stop having animals in the ocean or else i’m gonna have a heart attack

#/j #ghost town... 2!#raft #thalassophobia #so like. i'm terrified of whales lmao #''but why do you keep playing ocean games if you're terrified of the ocean'' how about you mind your business #(no one actually asked lmao but like i don't even know. they're fun ok. except when the waves are big i had to turn on motion sickness mode)#(i don't get motion sick i get fear sick please help me lmao)

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iscariotapologist · 3 months ago

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something i have never understood is why people dress up for church. my mother always made me wear a skirt or dress (no pants) and told me it was because you should give god your best. and i was like but god is everywhere? and she said well church is special. methinks it's special because you want to look good and have your indoctrinated child look like the model example because that doesn't make sense, and also i'm tired of pushing your car out of the snow in a skirt but sure jan

#she did work there so i understand wanting to look appropriate or whatever idk. no i don't actually thats a lie #but why on earth would god give a shit #anyway i'm still salty about never being allowed to wear pants literally not even once and when i was finally able to wear pants to church #it was the best thing ever and i still dont dress up for church #youre lucky if i wear jeans #sorry everyone i failed to beat the church people to the cafeteria #also for the record i was more or less the model child BUT when i won games in sabbath school with my sick scripture skills #she wouldnt let me have the prize <3 #literally growing up in a church was so bizarre and explains so much about me actually #me

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bkwrm523 · a month ago

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'Gamers need to stop demanding physics breaking, brand new, uber futuristic graphics with every fucking new game' and 'for the love of god it's 2022 stop using graphics from the 90s for nostalgia it's the fucking future use the new technology we have' are thoughts that can and should coexist

#rejected tumblr posts #i'm so sick of the two extremes #don't spend all Elon Musk's money just on the graphics it's OKAY if it's not perfect #but for the love of god if I wanted to play something with shitty old graphics I'm not gonna buy your stupid new game #i'll just play an old one in my library

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ablednt · 7 months ago

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Having undiagnosed chronic illnesses really is just every day feeling the crushing weight of your own mortality and worrying that you’re not doing enough to make your life have meaning bc you could die any moment for all you know

#death tw #like god imagine not being scared out of your mind that you won't have the time to do anything you really wanted to do #idk how much is wrong with me I don't know how sick I even am I could be dying and have no clue or I could be overreacting but I'm just #so scared I'll die here without having done anything in life I actually wanted to do #I envy abled people so fucking much sometimes like they just have to worry about staying safe and practicing basic self care and they know #they won't die unless they're extremely unlucky #they don't have to have scary symptoms every day or play games of 'do I need to go to the ER or is this normal' frequently #imagine being like that... just. not having to worry about so much so often I cannot even imagine that #I joke like haha my tummy hurts a little too much I am passing away <3 #but I genuinely fear for my life over various symptoms every day every time I get a new pain or a new symptom I have to worry about it like #is this it? is this the thing that does it? is it? and it's not it never is but I know that one day it will be #The oldest I can ever imagine being is 36 honestly. and that's like. Old.#if I make it to 30 I'll consider myself lucky I genuinely cannot fucking imagine having a life expectancy into the 60s there's just no #fucking way no matter how long I want to stay here #in this economy with this many problems I'm lucky if I live another 5 or 6 years probably like super fuckign lucky I'm worried any day will #be my last what the fuck is it like not to worry about that? not to have been worried about that since I was a small child??#I just don't understand it #vent tw

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 years ago

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#lov the obviously very quickly drawn in ms paint art style lol hbbjh #i just have so much i want to do!!!!!!#but also when I'm stressed out it's hard to focus on my long term goals #but then at the same time I also feel like I should especially do so #like 'work on your game now so you can get as much done when you can since you never know if something #will happen and you won't be able to work on it anymore' VS 'don't spend all your free time working on a long term project when the #long term isn't guaranteed and you should just rest and do small things here and there instead'#i know best is to probably do a little of both but that's such a balancing act and under times of stress it's like nothing #feels stable enough to carefully walk that line you just kind of swing to one or the other gghgjh #anyway...!#I'm just trying to do what I can I guess #I also have been kindof sick for a few days with very vague symptoms so my doctor of course doesn't want anyone to come in #unless they have a fever or literally can't breathe but I hate the uncertainty of that since there's no way to get an idea of what;s #wrong with me and thus no way to really know what to do about it if I don't know what it is either #I guess I just have to wait it out and hope the chest pain/pressure and etc. doesn't turn into anything eose #*worse #which I also don't like lol...#I know all humans to some degree crave consistency and stability but I think I'm SO far on that end of the spectrum where I #always want everything to be 100% clear and constant and stable and have absolute certainty of things (aka why I'm the #least spontaneous or risk taking type of person I've ever met lol) so I guess this stuff isjust really hard for my brain to handle #Like if I'm going somewhere minor like just to meet a friend for lunch I would plan it 4 days ahead of time and pick out my outfit 3 #days ahead of time etc. One time I was driving with someone and they said we'd go to store 1 first then store 2 on the way back but they #randomly switched it up and said we'd do store 2 first because it was actually closer and I cried just because abrupt changes of plans #/lack of certainty/etc. can stress me out so much ghghgjh.. Which I know is really silly and I personally don't like that but my brain #is just That Way for some reason. .. BUT anyway.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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mega-ringsandthings-world · 3 months ago

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Always nice to wake up to some clownery on my posts. Like lol, ppl legit think this, it’s so absurd I can’t even waste time trying to refute it. Also it’s the ohnononono the villains are white so obvs there cannot be ANY inherent prejudice going into anything that’s doing it for me.

#thg #the hunger games #thg trilogy #thg books #gale #gale hawthorne #peeta #peeta mellark #katniss #katniss everdeen #the everlark fandom #you ppl show your asses every time #I'm so done #I'm sick of being nice to ya'll #I don't like how y'all treat gale and parts of the books and def the films were racist #so is the author

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pandaspwnz · a year ago

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I've been really wanting to pick RDR2 back up and actually finish it because it's absolutely fantastic and beautiful and I loved my cowboy simulator and taking care of Arthur and all that, but since I already know how the game ends in detail I'm held back by a crucial point: I don't want to be sad

#literally like I know what happens to every character and I'm like 😐 if I don't finish it I can just pretend that I got an AU ending yknow?#like spoilers in tags here!! Don't read!! But!#Lenny is fine. Kieran is fine. Sean is fine!! Hosea is FINE. ARTHUR NO TB AU! HE'S FINE!! THEY'RE ALL FINE!!!#I spent hours in that damn game having Arthur eat a nice varied diet! He had coffee in the morning! He had nice banter with his family!#He got regular bath times and bonding time with his horse! We said no thank you Mary we're not doing your emotionally manipulative quests!#We're practicing self care baybee! Yes Arthur smokes like a chimney and chews cociane gum WHAT OF IT #HE'S FINE AND HE'S DEF NOT GONNA GET SICK OKAY #NO SAVING MICAH FROM STRAWBERRY AU #WE DON'T WANT TO SEE It #Listen I stopped right before the Saint Denis chapter ending because I knew what would happen to Lenny and Hosea and lemme tell you NO #but I just wanna play riding through the wilderness simulator!! With my boi Arthur!#MAKE FLOWER CROWNS WITH JACK AND GO HUNTING WITH CHARLES OKAY #AHSHAGAJALFGSGA #so anyway I started blasting #No but for real it's a fantastic game but.. I get so attached and I don't want to be sad :c #Eugh #RDR2 #rdr2 spoilers #Ish #My post

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dawning-games · 7 months ago

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You reblogged my games tagged "friends art" so we're friends now sorry I don't make the rules hello friend

HELLO FRIEND

#listen your games sound super cool and so do you #it's wonderful to meet you new friend! :>#tobias speaks #ask tag #also my main is midriffmoors if you feel like chatting there but here is always an option #it's generally pretty quiet on here because i'm very often sick and Spoons #but i try to answer asks quickly if i can

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screaming--agony · 11 months ago

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Dear Diary,

It’s really irritating when a manipulative person says “Your mood switches fast”.

I would love to say “Yes, it does. I’m trying to keep up with your games, thank you for noticing your toxic behavior.”

But I know that won’t end well so I just say “I’m sorry.”

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dilfslayer1080p · 8 months ago

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HaASHDJDJDKSKFUA FISH TANKS???????

#Skyrim #TODD HOWARD MAY I SUCK YOUR SICK SIR #HOLY SHIT #GAME OF ALL TIME #FISH TYCOON 3 #THERE'S SOMEONE ON SKETCHFAB WHO MAKES REALLY GOOD FISH SCANS I'M GONNA ADD SO FUCKING MANY IF MODDING IS STRAIGHTFORWARD

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denialricciardo · a year ago

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be still and know because you know i'm a nosy bitch

protestant christians do not interact. this fic is a nuclear spill. the note I jotted at the top says hey so richard siken doesn’t make me feel anything but mid 2000’s hillsong live albums do

I had to abandon this because not only is it so fucking niche (evangelical bible college. brocedes. deconversion triggered by a perceived failure of the holy spirit. no gay panic actually but otherwise 100% biblical literalism and every verse that rattles around my head to this day and made me want to d*e in college) but it hurt too much <3

Lewis shakes his arm free but doesn’t move away, only leans forward and looks Nico in the eye. Nico looks down. “Have you ever thought that maybe it’s not a good thing to have regular crises of faith? We all act like it’s healthy and normal to build our existence on erasing questions instead of looking for their answers. It’s killing me, it makes me feel so lost. It’s not supposed to feel like this.”

“‘It makes you feel,’” Nico repeats dully. “What happened to faith like a child?”

The question is so plaintive, Nico’s face so pleading, that Lewis’s gut twists with guilt. “We’re not children anymore,” he says. He doesn’t move. “I’ve run out of faith.” He knows his face is crumpling, and blinks back the tears which have been welling for minutes already. “And if God is really watching me, I don’t think he wants to watch me living on the edge of panic and despair.”

Nico doesn’t say anything, just reaches slowly for Lewis’s hand to hold it in his own.

Lewis looks down at their joined hands. “I don’t think you want to see me living there either.”

“Of course not,” Nico begs. “But I don’t want to lose you—like this.”

Lewis’s reply is quiet. “It’s God who’s losing me, Nico. Please don’t act like it’s the same thing.”

“If I was God, I’d be pretty different from the one we know.” He lets go of Lewis’s hand and leans in to fold him into his arms, and after a slow moment, Lewis rests his head on Nico’s shoulder.

“If you were God, I’d know him.”

#it makes me so sick to process it but i keep poking the scab and ripping it off because it was never going to heal anyway #I have so much bitterness about the ''it's god who's losing me'' bit because!!! fuck!!! to reject god shouldn't be rejecting your family #or being rejected by them but they perceive it as you leaving THEM and then blame you for it #and then you have no one and you're 21 and you've lost everything just because church didn't feel the way everyone else says it does #nico's bit of selfishness here about losing lewis is such a knife in the back. if he loses him it'll literally be only his own fault #and i get it that most people don't process their faith like this but that doesn't change the evangelical pressure cooker #its existence and intensity and the way it chews up everyone and spits out everyone who doesn't tie on a blindfold #it's a shitty place to think in and a shittier place to leave. every day i wish i hadn't thought so hard #anyway i just realised i'm shaking so let's shut this down #asks #ask game #kira #fic things #exvangelical

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whitherliliesbloom · a year ago

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Going on hiatus

#out of mana #it was bound to happen sooner of later #i've officially become extremely disillusioned with my place in this community #and honestly i think looking at tumblr is making it worse #i really hate having to do this more than i can even describe #but i think the best thing for me to do right now is to just..step away #im really sorry to all my mutuals cause i really wish i could keep supporting your content unconditionally #i just really can't right now #i feel sick to the stomach just thinking about ffxiv #and even sicker thinking about my own inferiority complex #what i need to do now is reevaluate my life #and if i'm lucky i won't feel depressed every time i try booting up the game again #THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO LEFT ME REPLIES AND MESSAGES THOUGH #honestly i love you guys so much i don't deserve any of you

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lovedtothemax · 8 months ago

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so since I've been sick i actually haven't played League fr since early August, and just took two bot games and it's the first time in those months I've had fun again 😂😂 i hate the gamer culture of "if you're not always playing on #HardMode you're fake and lame and should be ridiculed" because hoooo boy do i get messages constantly asking me wtf im doing playing vs ai 😭😭 I'm having fun? sorry u don't?💗

#some ppl on my friendlist even go as far to keep tabs on me and how often i play and what #and like??? creeps??? let me enjoy thw game its a shitty game so im gonna play it the best way possible in the moment #i block those ppl but ever so often they creep up 😌#like o havent felt fair to accept new ppl during these months since im not playing competitive now that im sick #and holy shit this game is so stressful on your body mind and soul 🙄#so i have too many requests just sitting waiting to be accepted but i don't want competative players to be accepted and I'm like hah #maybe next year :3 #also fun when ppl in said bot games go 'wtf is a plat player w/ 700K+ points doing here????' im like :3c no difference #platinum players and bots are the same #😴😴😴😴#i hate this game

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bittysthesis · a year ago

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filed under headcanons you can never take away from me is jack hating the hockey song bc his peewee hockey rink played it before every single home game for years when he was growing up, meaning he’s heard it a million times and can sing it in his sleep

#omgcp #jack zimmermann #omgcp hc #my post #also that song is so freaking catchy #if you hear it once it ends up in your head for hours #8 year old jack zimmermann on the bench in the middle of a game realizing he's humming it without noticing #he hums it while brushing his teeth #by the time he's nineteen he never wants to hear it again but then his coaching buddies find out and add it to THEIR game playlist #and after that jack just hopes it never comes up so he doesn't have to admit he is sick of that song #obviously it does come up somehow eventually and ppl find out #the falcs play it all the time around him just to chirp him bc he just looks so long suffering so quickly #jack singing along to it word for word but like with NO expression in either his face or his voice #just the driest most sarcastic jazz hands for 'the puck is in THE HOME TEAM WINS #jack externally: it's the good old hockey game #jack internally: i'm going to kill someone #anyways the irony of Mister Hockey hating the hockey song with a passion

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serotaejin · a year ago

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the loveliest @everythingoes tagged me to share my 9 favorite movies! thank you so much, Taylor! <3

i thot it was gonna be hard bc i rarely watch movies but it was actually really bc i rarely watch movies AHAH. i’ll talk a bit about the movies in the tags <3

tagging @jinnieinabottle, @theprofessorjin, @d2lp, @chupahojadee, @finelinedwalls, @alwaysboo (no pressure, tho!) <3

#aditi n dee i'm sorry this is on my bts blog i just wanna know your fav movies too <3 #okay moving onto the movies!#what will people say is Norwegian/Urdu movie about a 16 year old muslim girl living in norway with her immigrant parents from pakistan.#it's a heartbreaking story and i feel like every desi person can relate to it :(#fun fact: part of the movie was filmed in rajasthan! aditi & oshi i think you'd find that delightful!#om shanthi om ahhh a classic bollywood movie honestly an iconic movie one of the best soundtracks ever #AOC docu had to be on this list... i have nothing to add to that #parched is a movie about women in rural rajasthan and as someone who lives in a metropolitan city... the culture shock was real #it's incredible and devastating and apte's acting as always was stunning!#don't have much to say about the next two movies other than to say that they are my comfort movies <3 #also i can pretty much quote every single dialogue from mean girls #rangitaranga is the only kannada movie i've ever liked and it's a psychological thiller/horror and it's sick! cinematography is beautiful #the songs are heavenly!! and the plot !!!!!!! AAAAH SO GOOD #i know i put a ma*vel movie on here but idc black panther is too iconic and it's not a sad movie but i sobbed multiple times bc of the rep #ZNMD is loved by pretty much anyone who's watched it? 3 men vacation in spain and it's beautiful that's it that's the movie #ty zoya akhtar for this gorgeous movie!!!#this was so fun!! thank you taylor for tagging me!#tag games

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still-gathering-roses · a year ago

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thank you for tagging me @calamarikaminari !!! (made a new post just for rb length)

relationship status: no❤️

favorite color: yellow! also blue green gray and brown

favorite food: any kinda pasta

song stuck in my head: word of honor theme song (spotify pls add)

last song you listened to: ....technically also the word of honor theme song LOL just finished watching today’s new episode!

last thing you googled: “ignominious” for the definition lmao - apparently it means “deserving or causing public disgrace or shame” thank u google

time: 3:01 am (EST) ahahah

dream trip: right now i just really wanna visit my sister in chicago!

anything i really want: hm our dishwasher recently broke and slowly flooded beneath the flooring of half our kitchen so for now i shall say. intact floor and dishwasher pfghfgh

tagging: anyone who’d like to!

#tagging games #moots #also taylor i'm so sorry to hear your dad is sick!! :(#wishing him a quick recovery and i hope you're doing well too <3

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confunderewrites · a year ago

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heads up 7 up

tagged by @juls-writes thank you!!

Rules: Post the last seven sentences you wrote, and then tag seven people.

tagging: @adycat2 @hannahs-creations @letswritestories101 @pens-swords-stuff @decantae @boredwriter-16 @aeolus-x

“God fucking help me.” Alistar groaned, looping an arm around the bucket like an anchor.

“Sorry, God’s not available, I’m the best you got.”

“What a poor bastard I am then.” He snorted.

She bopped him on the head with the empty paper towel roll he forgot to clean up.

“Hey, hey, just a wee joke.”

Aurora shook her head at him with a smile. “Go sit on the couch. I’ll bring the tea over.”

“Banished to the living room.” He sighed jokingly and pushed off the counter, making sure to bring the bucket.

#wip: nobyl blood #tag game #guess who pushed himself way too hard and is now sick as a dog #hey thats pretty ballsy dude to be teasing the one who's trying to help you #also pretty ballsy to be letting aurora root through your pantry #as much as i'm talking about my new wip i'm still writing nobyl blood #i just want the first draft doooone #its been yeeeaaars #the stupid plot has changed so many times

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