#i'm sorry i'm just

[hoeswater]

sorry is anybody else going out of their mind because it really seems like Jon, even in a different universe, even as a completely altered version of himself, used his very first direct communication to tell Sam, "go find Gerry, whoever and wherever he is in this reality, he'll be able to help" like FUCK

#tmagp spoilers #tmagp episode 8 #i'm sorry i'm just #sorry sam i'm stuck in the computer but here's gerry's address #is making me go crazy insane #gerry keay #jonathan sims #chester the magnus protocol #samama khalid

[mangotortoise]

I am screaming crying throwing up Emily and Jordan are perfect together what do you mean Jordan leaves this season why are there less than 50 fics on A03 for them the only Crime on Criminal Minds was that Emily wasn't a lesbian

#Criminal Minds #Jordan Todd #Emily Prentiss #no thots head empty #I'm sorry I'm just #!!! #These two #THEM #I thought I was straight till this year leave me alone #Emily Prentiss X Jordan Todd #Is the ship name Jemily? It can't be thats for JJ and Prentiss #Admittedly also a cute ship but my brain decided to ship these two #Emily Prentiss my Beloved #Emily Prentiss is Gay

[ashtrayfloors]

I’d never felt comfortable in my own skin, not because of the skin itself, but because of what the world said it signified. When I looked at myself, I saw one thing – I was a dragon, I had snakes for hair! – but when the world looked back, it insisted that it saw another, something that was supposed to be docile, pretty, manageable. You’re a girl, it said. A what? I said.

—Johanna Hedva, from “‘They’re Really Close to My Body’: A Hagiography of Nine Inch Nails and Their Resident Mystic Robin Finck” (The White Review, March 2020)

#quotations #johanna hedva #gender #identity #being perceived #literally fucking this. #a lot of my dysphoria comes not from how *i* look or feel #but from how i know i have been/will be perceived #i'm sorry i'm just #obsessed with this piece right now #hence all the quotes on both my blogs

[falasta]

I am pretty much at my last straw with this last Tumblr change. Not seeing the icons of my friends is actually making me depressed. Tumblr is going the same direction livejournal did in terms of falling apart in regards to fandom. Of course the problem now is -- there is nowhere else to go.

#tumblr hellsite #negativity #I'm sorry I'm just #HAD IT #Fandom is bigger than ever and yet there are less and less places for us left #The only one left is the one we created ourselves

[pswrld]

fuck sex nd all that shit bro i constantly think about kissing him :(( just want kisses nd cuddles :(( forehead kisses cheek kisses hand kisses neck kisses thigh kisses stomach kisses ect.

especially lips,,, wanna press my lips against his nd just kiss kiss kiss nd giggle a little nd more kisses nd kisses

#rambling✮ #i'm sorry i'm just #im in my feels today #nd my stomach hurts #nd im sad #nd im craving kisses if u couldn't tell already

[twpsyn-who]

??????

#is 3 am and here I am getting my world shattered right in front of my eyes wtf man #i watched that movie AGES ago I didn't even knew who the fuck Jake Gyllenhaal was let alone recognize his sorry ass wtf wtf wtf #i'm confused #and mindblow #WTF #jake gyllenhaal #brokeback mountain #I'm sorry I'm just #wow #I don't even know why I'm reacting so much I don't care about him afshsj I guess is the shock factor + the fact that is 3 am rn #jesus #now that we are here anyone wants to tell me of another actor that played in a movie I wouldn't expect??? #first dacre montgomery with power rangers and now jake gyllenhaal with brokeback mountain bruh

[clownstolemyjokesarchived]

And like I’m not saying that couldn’t be the case because again, we don’t know and for all we know that may be what it is. But to just immediately see him and think oh yeah he must be abusive or as some others pointed out, homophobic is like... Where are you drawing your conclusions from? Again, you’re just pulling shit out of your ass because you want to make this other character look good and ignore the shit that he does. 

#﹙ OOC ﹚ Oᴘᴏ sᴘᴇᴀᴋs #I'm sorry I'm just #I'm not trying to diss anyone for liking who they do #but liking them and ignoring other aspects is just.. dumb #This is my final note on this #I should work on stuff

[mallowstep]

this au is so wild and i'm having SUCH a good time

#mine #vamp au #i'm sorry i'm just #happy to have something kinda silly? #there's so much in my writing lately that's like #processing and dealing with emotional issues #see: both moon knight fics #etc #so #having something silly fun to work on is a treat that i think i needed #and also because jaybriar #and also because god DAMN did i learn some things #vamp lore is something that's underdeveloped in my head #but the one thing i KNEW i needed was to have the uh #when the bite thing makes you kinda fuzzy drunk

[captainjonnitkessler]

Sometimes I wish we would start calling out the performative radicalism on this site for the poser bullshit it is. "Remember, it's always morally correct to kill a cop!" "Don't forget to firebomb your local government office!" "Wow, it sure would be a shame if these instructions on how to make a molotov cocktail got spread around!"

Okay. But you're not killing cops or firebombing government offices. You are posting on a dying microblogging website to a carefully-curated echo chamber that has radicalized itself into thinking that taking the absolute most extreme position on any subject is praxis but that anyone discussing the most practical way to effect actual change is your sworn enemy. You do not have the street cred OR the activist cred to be talking about killing cops, babe.

#thinking about the person i saw saying that if you're at a protest #and other protesters try to stop you from becoming violent you should just kill them bc 'peace police are still police' #even taken as hyperbole that's simply dumb as shit on every conceivable level #it's also pretty blatantly hypocritical coming from people who are usually self-avowed prison/death penalty abolitionists #like i'm sorry but you don't get to be a death penalty abolitionist and also call for the death of your political enemies online #this isn't a major issue or anything i'm just bored and annoyed

[shayneysides]

hobie: kill yourself

pavitr: WHAT THE HELL BRO WHAT DID I DO

original format from @ha-youwish in this post!

#across the spiderverse #spiderman atsv #pavitr prabhakar #hobie brown #gwen stacy #miles morales #astv fanart #spiderman #sorry im overtagging so much i just spent way longer on this than i should've #also the post editor seems to have compressed the image to hell so i rly hope it doesn't post so fuzzy #anyways. pav is so so silly #astv #spiderverse #spiderverse fanart #again i'm sorry for overtagging this movie just has SO MANY TAGS #spiderband #spiderman across the spider verse #edited because it suddenly started getting a ton of notes and i hated that i mischaracterized pavitr in it

[shopcat]

the baby has one parent's little face marking thing and the other's coat because they're a little horse family the world is a beautiful place

#☆ #might become really obsessed with horses i'm not sure yet #maybe specifically mustangs and other feral horses... They intrigue me deeply #update i've been informed the thing is called a blaze but i just described it instead in the alt text bc i think clarity matters more than #erm. specificity?? #also sorry if i don't know what colour the horses are. someone tell me if u like i like this stuff #🐯 #domestic horse (equus ferus caballus) #equid #juvenile #top

[canisalbus]

Today's tumblr experience.

#own art #own characters #CanisAlbus #boop #the boopening #art #artists on tumblr #Machete #Vasco #I've been trying to return as many boops as I can but if I don't get to you I'm sorry it's a little overwhelming and it's getting late #I just thought it was funny how the cat paw colors almost match theirs (+ my umbreon sona's)

[wiisagi-maiingan]

You are allowed to exist alone in public btw. You're allowed to go to the movies alone and go out to eat alone and hang out in a park alone and go for a walk alone and whatever else. It isn't weird or creepy, it doesn't make you lonely or a loser or whatever. You are allowed to just exist as yourself.

#this was prompted by the trend of taking videos and photos of people who are alone in public #especially when they're in restaurants #like i'm sorry but maybe some of us just like our solitude #and we still deserve to exist in public without some asshole taking videos of us to post on tiktok

[platyroonism]

aren't you tired of being nice? don't you just wanna go apeshit?

#flowey #papyrus #undertale #i just had an idea HFDLHKALHFJKDAL #EDIT: TO BE CLEAR i think papyrus and flowey are besties but flowey tantrums like a baby and needs his shit rocked sometimes #hiii i didn't think so many people would rb this and now it's top post in papyrus' tag (sob) #sorry to the papyrus and flowey friendship truthers i'm one of u........ i promise... #plart

[eric-the-disposable-demon]

Uh-

just found out my cousin (who lives in England) is in the art department of a bunch of shows??? And she worked oN DOCTOR WHO? AND HAD LUNCH WITH DAVID TENNANT???? and she just told me so casually because she's interested in the art, not the show? I mean, excuse me? She worked on SHERLOCK???? FOR A WHOLE SEASON?? She worked on Peaky Blinders and Lord of the Rings and Game of Thrones??? And probably other things because she has a shitty memory and according to her everything is a blur?? AND AT ONE POINT SHE WAS LIKE: "oh and have you ever heard of Neil Gaiman?" And I was trying not to scream, because yes, of course I've heard of Neil, he's only my favorite author, I've only read like all of his books multiple times, and if you say you worked on Good Omens or the Sandman I'm going to lose it completely. So I said "yeah I've read a couple of his books," -you know, like a liar- "what about him?" and she goes "well I worked on one of his shows and he's brilliant i just can't remember which one" and i go "w-what do you mean he's brilliant? You're.. you're talking about his writing... his writing is brilliant, right?" And she cheerfully says "oh no I don't read books, I ment he was really nice and brilliant when I talked to him" and i go "WHAT DID YOU TALK ABOUT WHAT DID YOU TALK ABOUT" and she thinks for a moment and goes "oh! BRICKS" WHAT IN THE WORLD YES NO THAT MAKES SENSE YOU GET TO WORK AND TALK WITH NEIL FUCKING GAIMAN AND YOU TALK ABOUT BRICKS? NO THAT'S TOTALLY NORMAL I'M NOT MAD ".... it was what I was designing at the time, I needed to know what vibe the bricks should have. Anyway want to see the spinning fireplace I made for doctor who" WHAT THE FUCK.

@neil-gaiman do you remember any brick conversations by any chance

#Doctor who #Sherlock #David tennant #I'm losing it #neil gaiman #DAVID TENNANT JUST SAT DOWN NEXT TO HER AT LUCH AND SHE GOES OH YEAH HE WAS SUPER NICE. VERY TALL. ???? #anyway i- oh my god. #Let me just perish in peace #Just my cousin living my dream making art and vibing with Neil and David and her fucking bricks what the fuck #Good omens #Sorry this is a mess #I understand actors are still people I'm not saying they aren't but can you look me in the eye and tell me you wouldn't be psyched #If you could have lunch with David tennant?

[castielsprostate]

i hate you "influencers", i hate you tiktok, i hate you "content creators", i hate you "unalive" and "s€x" and "dr/ügs", i hate you instagram, i hate you consumerism, i hate you family friendly, i hate you puritans, i hate you facebook, i hate you family vloggers, i hate you violating other people's privacy, i hate you modern day social media

#sjonnie.text #i just saw someone make a 50 SECONDS reel about combining movie genres and movies and it was scream and romance and it was 50 SECONDS and #they said “i'm sorry i unalived all those people” go actually fuck yourself. #IF YOU CAN'T SAY THE WORD MURDER KILL DRUGS SEX ETC YOU ARE NOT READY TO HAVE A CONVERSATION ABOUT THOSE TOPICS #AND SHOULD NOT PRODUCE CONTENT OF IT #i hate this “family friendly” aesthetic jesus fucking christ #text post #anti instagram #anti tiktok #anti influencers #anti capitalism #20k