#i'm still in my jamie feels

[thetarttfuldickhead]

Spent a very pleasureable hour imagining Roy's sister's face when Phoebe tells her that she wants to invite Jamie to Uncle's Day because unlike Phoebe the good doctor knows that their relationship is hella lot more complicated than just 'best friends' and she is already lowkey giddy with excitement over how Roy is going to react to this because any day that annoys Roy is holiday to her, but at the same time she does adore her brother and wants him to be happy and it's not like Phoebe is wrong, is it, and it's just good to have Roy make a friend and be invested in something/someone again... Grumpy old twat needs it.

Just something about her knowing that this whole thing will both genuinely annoy and genuinly be nice for Roy. It's like a little sister's jackpot, isn't it?

Fucking brilliant. I adore Dr. O'Sullivan and is very happy this happened to her.

#roy & jamie #roy kent #jamie tartt #dr. o'sullivan #i still have not settled on what name i'd prefer for her #i'm partial to sarah #but i'm not FULLY convinced yet #it's the sort of feeling when you have a word at the tip of your tongue? #it's like that with her name for me #it's like i'm convinced there IS a perfect name and i'm just waiting for it to occur to me #my stuff

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

ARCTIC MONKEYS 25/06/23

okay now that i've had some time to (slightly) emotionally and physically recover from yesterday, i need to flail about the highlights:

1) meeting one of my absolute favourite humans who i would never have got to know if it hadn't been for this little corner of tumblr - and then getting to share the excitement/nerves/elation/exhaustion rollercoaster of seeing am with them was just - there aren't even words for it. so special 💖

2) learning how to navigate rain ponchos

3) impulse buying too much merch (but also not regretting it. the glasgow tour poster is going to be the first thing going on my wall in my new flat)

4) the mirrorball starting to twirl just before they all came onstage and sending the colours of the afternoon sun everywhere

5) the sheer rush of the moment they all walked onstage together (also that was pretty much the only time i got to glimpse nick and matt at all 💔 from where i was standing i could mostly only see alex and jamie)

6) seeing alex a few metres away in real life after months of looking at his beautiful, dorky little expressions in photos/videos was surreal in the best possible way- there's just something so different about the way you get a sense of someone's energy when you're in the same space with them?? and as someone who's endlessly interested in people, i'm fascinated by how alex simultaneously gives off really reserved, self-contained vibes at the same time as being such a dynamic and captivating performer - like he’s so good at tapping into emotions without letting them be a door into how he’s actually feeling (if that makes any sense, my post-gig brain is not very articulate) i guess that all very much makes sense with all the stuff he's said about personas/performing, but it was still so interesting to get to really feel that sense of his presence in live time. he's definitely very much in control but in a very understated kind of way

7) a bunch of birds circling overhead on one side of the crowd, alex seeing them and dramatically declaring 'release the rest of the birds' 

8) me and the lovely human i went with turning to each other with expressions of sheer joy when the opening bars of crying lightning were played (and don't sit down. and four stars. and arabella. and - you get the picture. getting to share the sheer delight of your favourite songs being played is just the loveliest feeling 💗)

9) alex doing a quirky little 'ha ha' laugh in the middle of body paint 

10) mirrorball coinciding with the most beautiful pink dusk and half moon just above the stage, and getting to witness alex’s piano playing at the start of it

11) body paint. just. body paint. i think my soul left my body.

12) how much energy and enthusiasm alex seemed to have throughout the set - especially after the last week or so it was just the loveliest thing to see him messing about and having fun. and his voice sounded SO good. how anyone manages to sing like that (let alone sound like that less than a week after cancelling shows due to laryngitis) is an absolute mystery to me

13) alex's theatrical hand gestures for crying lightning (the one for gobstopper was a particular favourite)

14) hearing 505 when dusk has just fallen and you can see the smudged moon behind the deep indigo clouds is the only way anyone should ever hear 505 

15) alex and matt having a giggle about something mid set

16) obviously i was aware of how stupidly talented they all are - but there's something about seeing it unfold in front of you in real time that makes it really hit you. the sound wasn't great where i was for some of the time so i don't feel like i got the best audio sense of everything, but i was just so struck in particular by matt on the drums and also alex with his guitar playing. i feel like when i'm just listening to their records i'm so busy listening to alex's voice that i forget how incredible a guitar player he is and - wow. just. yeah. it honestly took my breath away.

17) getting the distinct impression that it provides alex with a sense of amusement to deliberately do that thing where he sings the lyrics at slightly different speeds to trip the crowd up

18) even though i ended up being in significant pain for the second half of the set and had to go find somewhere a little further back where i could lean against the railings (chronic pain conditions and standing for 6+ hours apparently isn't the best mix), nothing could dull how magical it was hearing all the tracks from the car that they played closer to the end. standing there in the dusk and feeling so much about everything is something i'll never forget. it truly brought home to me so poignantly everything about why am's music means so much to me and how much love i have for them 💜

19) being in the exact line of direction alex blew kisses to at the end

20) the hazy post-gig walking in the dark under lit up green trees with the lovely human i went with and our conversations about am and creativity and the courage of sharing music 💖

#i'm honestly still processing the fact that it really happened #it was amazing #though i'm trying not to be frustrated with myself for my chronic pain kicking in when they were on #i had a couple of songs where i was like 'why can't i just enjoy this like a normal person' #but then the music took over and brought me back to myself #so yes #i wish i'd been feeling amazing for all of it #but it was still amazing even if i wasn't feeling amazing for every second of it #and i'm so so happy i went and got to share it with such an amazing human #💜 #i’ve been swinging between riding a high and post gig blues all day so forgive me if any of this is incoherent #also #i know these photos are blurry as hell but i’d still appreciate it if people don’t repost them without my permission #arctic monkeys #alex turner #matt helders #jamie cook #nick o'malley #am glasgow 2023 #lulu posts

[thirteenemeraldcats]

I would to know more about the untitled-Jamie-blue-screen fic, if you wanted to share anything about it : )

Hello terrifyingly talented friend! I am happy to share!!

So this fic started rolling while I was writing 'i learned to walk while he was away', - that story explores some of the 'unseen' effects of Jamie's experiences, specifically what his relationship to expressions of violence (even when positively channelled) might be after growing up with an angry man. The 'untitled-Jamie-blue-screen-day' fic (which is technically 'redacted-title-Jamie-blue-screen-day' fic, I'm a fairly changeable person and the title's redacted purely because it's still subject to possible [who knows, not me] change) is another exploration of some of the 'unseen' or more accurately 'undeveloped' parts of Jamie's psyche that canon skips over.

Specifically, the symptoms of depression he displays in 3x11 Mom City.

I'm a card carrying member of the 'Jamie has multiple missing diagnoses' bandwagon and know first hand what a horrifyingly tricky combo neurodivergence and clinical depression can be.

I use a lot of metaphors to describe/understand the complexities of mental health- when I was studying it, when I'm teaching it and yea when I'm thinking about my own brain :)

Most of the metaphors are computer based- product of the times I guess.

The untitled-title 'blue screen day' is how I unaffectionately refer to the days when that horrifyingly tricky combo decides to be extra horrifying and extra tricky and causes total system overload. The days when you forget how to be a person. That 'blue screen' blink feeling of not functioning, but then it's not momentary, it's not a blink, it doesn't go away. You're seeing with your eyes sure, but you're not really seeing and they don't really feel like your eyes. You exist in your body yes, but do you really exist? Is it actually your body?

(To use plain language; it's a brief and intense episode of severe burn-out, typically bought on by cognitive and/or sensory overload, but sometimes seemingly spontaneous [clinical!].)

So that's what I gave Jamie, a blue-screen-day (sorry buddy).

But I also gave him Roy! And a smoothie! He'll be okay.

(Essentially the story is the idea that sometimes things don't have solutions or answers or a quick and easy fix. Sometimes all you can do is be. Sometimes all you can do to help is be there.)

The fic really is gentle hours, I swear.

#THANK YOU FOR THE ASK!!! #jamie lives in my brain #i loved him for yonks but after the boot room scene in 3x11 the guy has lived in my head #he sits sideways in a chair and kicks footballs at my amygdala while scream singing 'the chain' #i don't know what to do about that #other than fic i guess? #anyway if he's gonna live in my head i'm gonna poke him with a stick (depression [??]) and see what happens #OH HEY ALSO- I absolutely take (and crave) roses #I am dragon hoarding them because they make me feel happy to look at :) I WILL GET BETTER ABOUT ACTUALLY USING THEM WHOOPS #THANK YOU AGAIN FRIEND! #fic: untitled-jamie-blue-screen-day #ask box is always open #i still have no idea when this thing'll be done #it's nearly finished! #just needs a few more scenes then a couple edit swipes to make it more cohesive #readwing #jamiesfootball #ted lasso #jamie tartt #NEARLY FORGOT WARNINGS AGAIN YIKES #cw: depression #cw: mental health #writing tag

[multishipperbish]

and if i were to write a LOTF fanfic inspired by Peter Pan (the story by l.m. barrie) and also partially Lost Boy (by Christina Henry) what then. huh chat

#lotf #lord of the flies #writing #my writing #i love you fuckass fic but i'm growing bored with my own inability to convey any feelings ever through my words #i love you beta readers for fuckass fic but it would be great if you. read the fic ever #anyways peter and jack are so similar to me #some kid who doesn't want to go back to grown-ups because then he won't be leader of a group of rowdy boys anymore? #sign me up #Lost Boy is used for the ralph effect #where jamie is peter's best friend and first mate #but he still has to conform to the rules #and peter is a fickle being whose mind changes with the snap of his own fingers #so jamie is kind of scared of him #peak jack and ralph interaction are you kidding me #anyways i started reading peter pan and i love the writing style very much #it is very dear to me #and Lost Boy is done beautifully also #i recommend you read one if not both of them

[the-gentler-gamester]

^^ The faces of two people who have just confused the fuck out of each other but try to act normal for the camera 😅 (Sorry. I know I'm horrifyingly ugly!)

10 seconds prior to this:

Him: *takes and shakes my hand "Hi! What's your name?"

Me: *tells him

Instead of then letting go of my hand and posing for the shot, he continues to hold it and looks at me with squinty eyes.

Him: "Have we met before?"

Me: "No, I don't think so!"

He smiles and seems to accept my answer. So we both turn and face the camera. I'm trying to focus on the photo and smile but all I can think of is what he just said. And if we HAVE met before and I don't remember. Because this was most definitely the first time we have ever been in such close proximity to each other. (I did attend LFCC in 2013 when he was there for a special Mortal Instruments Q&A/signing. But I am absolutely certain I did not see him... I'd have remembered! I've known who he is since 2007!)

After the photo, he keeps his arm round me but looks back at me.

Him: "Are you SURE? You look vaguely familiar!"

WTF DUDE

He lets me go and we turn to face each other again.

Me: "I'm pretty sure... but I'll take it!"

I laugh then put my hand on his arm and gently squeezed his fucking bicep as we both said goodbye. I can still feel the warmth and texture of that jumper 😭

Ladies & Gentlemen. This is the story of how every last one of my braincells ceased to exist.

November 19th, 2022 - Date of Death.

I dunno. I've been thinking about this pretty much non stop since it happened. I'm sure there's a perfectly logical explanation for it. Also. The fact that I met him again the next day and he said "it's been a long time..." To me, that absolutely suggested he still believed we'd met before that weekend. Maybe I just have a doppelganger (poor girl!) That has to be the reason. Right?!

I wish you had a "search" function in real life! Like, to be able to search through every single mention and memory to find answers to stuff like this. Yes I know. I'm weird.

#personal #jamie campbell bower #convention #lcc winter 2022 #like... I'm still so confused after all these months #and i feel that something much deeper is at play here #i can't really explain it #we have a weird connection with each other #that others have also realised #it's all very bizarre #i also really want to know what was going through his head too #I'm not naive enough to think he might have thought about it longer than those few seconds #but i do wonder if perhaps he did #scruffy jamie is literally my kryptonite

[random-human-being2311]

just finished Planet Of Fire part 2 and although I'm not as hopelessly sad at being close running out of turlough and 5 episodes as I was with 2, jamie and zoe it's started to hit me how I actually adore these characters and don't want to say goodbye to them. I'm not ready.

I mean, I saw Resurrection Of The Daleks earlier this afternoon and now I'm just spending the whole time watching peri in this serial going "pathetic. hopeless. tegan would never. #notmycompanion" because tegan is absolutely iconic and she's been there since goddamn Logopolis in season 18 and it's just plain weird not having her around anymore. Sorry peri but you haven't immediately caught my attention like tegan did

agghhh classic who really hitting you with the anticipation of having to say goodbye because you know what's coming next. With nuwho you don't know what's coming which is good for some other reasons but omfg the anticipation of knowing exactly when and how a companion departs from fandom osmosis and just watching you edge closer and closer and love the character more and more omfg it's PAIN and I'd never have it any other way.

Like when I was watching season 19 and the amazing shit like adric spend the whole dance just getting food in Black Orchid. And I was just like "omg just like me fr iconic i love it". And then it hit me that he's going to be blown up in a few episodes. He's going to fucking die.

#at least this time I'm not the same hopeless mess I was near the end of season 6 #“NOOOO I DON'T WANT TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOU YET” bestie two and jamie had over 100 episodes #weirdly I didn't feel this with the third doctor #I think it's because all the many companions stayed #because like sure it's 4 now but we still have sarah and the brigadier and benton and everyone #whereas with The War Games we lose all the protags in one go #and with Resurrection+Planet Of Fire+Caves then it's one per serial for three serials in a row #which is basically all at once #or at least it's a hell of a lot more losing them in one go than the transition between 3 and 4 #but yeah turlough and five #although they haven't broken into my fave/joint fave spots like two and jamie have #I still really love their dynamic #and find both of them relatable and entertaining #doctor who #classic who #fifth doctor #vislor turlough #tegan jovanka #that one's ramblings

[the--highlanders]

i meant to say this in a comment on the fic but honestly i was such a mess after finishing it that i forgot. so i’m saying it here now.

i really want to thank you for writing the fic ‘unsorted’.

i have never felt so understood by a piece of work before. i’m not sure how to describe how deeply it resonated with me. i cried because i have felt and thought all of the same things jamie did in that fic. it was healing, in a way, to go through that discovery with him.

there’s a certain unique loneliness that comes with growing up the ‘wrong’ way. even the people you thought were the same as you turn out to be different after all. the things you think you’ll grow into never quite fit the same way as everyone else. you think ‘is there a part of me that’s missing?’

He’d never known how deep it ran through him, that gap in his chest. Not until now, when he reached in and found himself whole, all the emptiness filled in.

and for a moment, reading your fic, i felt whole. and i fit.

so truly, thank you.

oh my god this is. probably the best thing anyone's ever said about one of my fics, wow

I've said this a lot but unsorted was a super personal fic for me to write and something that it took me many years to actually work up the courage to do. (which I'm glad of, in the end, because I think it's better for it). I definitely processed a lot of being ace myself through headcanoning jamie as ace, but I never actually worked up the nerve to make that explicit in a fic. also ace discourse really did a number on me, including in terms of feeling comfortable talking about aceness in a fandom context, so even up to posting unsorted I was absolutely convinced I'd be hated for it, somehow.

so for someone to say that fic makes them feel understood is just. yeah. wow. hi. so much of unsorted comes from me and I'm so so so glad it resonated with you like that. it honestly means the world <3

#replies #anonymous #meant to reply to this a couple days ago but i just kinda wanted to keep it in my inbox to keep looking at for a while you know #anyway i should write more ace jamie fic actually. #i still have a kneejerk cringe about openly writing a character as ace and i still feel like it's something i should just keep to myself #but no people have been so kind about unsorted i should bite the bullet and do it #that being said. any time i'm writing twojamie. they're always going to be ace.

[todaywasafairytaletv]

Do you have a favorite underrated X-Men character? Underrated being like... probably hasn't made a significant appearance in the movies, and if you name-dropped them in a conversation there's an 80% chance the person you're talking to has never heard of them before

Jubliee <33333 I feel like she's not really (too) underrated within the X-Men fandom, like people know she is, but her appearances in the movies are always so small 😭

That being said I love Lana Condor as her in Apocalypse!! Really wish we'd gotten to see more of her tbh

#i have this thing where whatever media i'm currently loving my favorite character will always be the main-est character #and i low-key feel like my girl jubilee is kinda a cop-out answer because she's still relatively big in the comics but oh well #jamie answers #pax! #the mutuals #ask game

[em-ptynet]

the mood rn 🥲

#i'm listening to my trade season playlist and going through it folks! #honestly feeling a lot better than i was 5 hours ago but this still sucks #jamie drysdale #fob #music #Spotify

[tartt9]

thinking about jamie's bisexuality tonight.

#specifically his internalized biphobia #we know he's not externally biphobic bc he knows keeley's bi and he still loves her and isn't disparaging to her in any way #but in regards to himself #he knows he's bi but the thought of just referring to himself in that way makes him want to be physically sick #he can and will acknowledge that he's attracted to men both in public and in private #see: he ain't my type he's too scratchy & i'm flattered #and people know he's bi #see: i'm flattered (again) & it's so nice to finally meet you both & rk6 always remains #but i think his whole childhood his dad was just. awful to him irt rk6 and even his estate friends who he thought were too close with jamie #he probably called him every slur and slur adjacent word in the book #i don't think jamie was ever the sort to use those slurs bc he probably immediately went home and asked georgie 'what does xyz mean' #and good mum georgie bolton would've been like. we do not call people those words #and if she ever found out he did he would've been in sooooo much trouble #'no rk6 for a week' and that would've made him learn his lesson LMAO #anyways #i genuinely think he could say 'this is my boyfriend xyz' before he could say 'i'm bisexual' #and he really needs a lot of long long long term therapy to feel secure in himself #like. he's not ashamed of who he is. he said the scratchy thing on national television. he's not keeping it a secret #but he can't come out and say it and he'd be almost nauseous if a boyfriend ever wanted to go public #both bc of his aforementioned Everything and bc of the environment that the prem just. is #it's incredibly homophobic and it's known that it's incredibly homophobic #i think it would take jamie a lot of talking with colin to feel comfortable going public before him #just bc he's more willing to be a spokesperson than colin is #like we know jamie he can take heat (see go back down south pretty boy and like. all of mom city in general) #and we know he likes a pedestal (see everything about jamie ever) #but. it's gonna take time. a lot of time.

[26labrd]

What do you think of Jamie Bell's version of Tintin in the 2011 movie? I personally find Jamie's delievery of his lines and the facial expressions he makes to be satisfying and attractive so I love it. However, I do recognize some differences in the way movie Tintin acts compared to the comic version.

In the comics Tintin has an easygoing personality and is rarely annoyed. He's very patient yknow. While the movie Tintin looks very done with everyone lol. He's patient too, except that it's the bitch-im-this-close-to-snap kind of patience lol. I don't have a problem with it, I think it adds great comedy, plus it's a realistic & relatable reaction considering how the guy is surrounded by airheaded/distracted characters.

They got his curiosity/obsession and quick-thinking and some other tiny personality details right though. The movie Tintin doesn't feel far away from the original one, it just seems less "childish" and more relatable? Movie Tintin feels 25+ years old to me, meanwhile comic Tintin feels 15-20 years old because of how happy/energetic and "unbothered" he seems with many problems? (Although I think Tintin being 25+ makes more sense even though I know Herge thinks of him as 16-17, smth like that)

A scene I can think of where Jamie's Tintin acted so much like the comic version was when the captain asked him how much he knew about the unicorn and he replied with "Not a lot, that's why I'm asking you" he looked & sounded so cute and very comic Tintin-ish imo.

All in all I love Jamie's Tintin and ngl watching him makes me feel butterflies lol. But I can't help compare him to the comic Tintin and be reminded of their differences. I wonder if that's because of the script or just Jamie's way of portraying him?

Anyways, I wanted to know what you think. Maybe you can write a comparison post about Jamie Bell and Jean Pierre's portrayals of Tintin? Not like a "this one is better" comparison, just an analysis. Yeah just a suggestion.

Thanks for reading this far and I'm excited to read your thoughts on this topic!

sorry it took a little while for me to answer this! it was hard to organize my thoughts – which, it turns out, i have a lot of, so i’m putting this under a cut.

overall, i liked his performance, yeah! i think he’s a fine tintin. i think they did some things really well with him, like his curiosity and drive, as you mentioned, as well as his confidence and self-assuredness (the scene that comes to mind for these is the “we’ve got one bullet” scene). i know jamie bell is a dancer, too, which helped him nail the physical aspects of playing the character.

as for the differences, i think the main ones you listed – his impatience, annoyance, and less easygoing nature – just have to do with the stories they chose to adapt. in crab with the golden claws, tintin is indeed often shown losing his patience with the captain; in unicorn he gets cranky when barnaby and sakharine don’t stop pestering him, and when the woman hogs the phone booth in the rain. it wouldn’t be my personal go-to for a tintin portrayal to have these traits so forefront, but it provides more depth to his character/gives him more of a personality and makes him more well-rounded.

bc like. tintin in the comics is kind of bland LOL. which i'm pretty sure was mostly by design. we see him develop and gain more of a personality as the series progresses but for a lot of it he is kind of left blank. so the script writers had to fill in these gaps and round out the character in order to make the sort of protagonist that could carry a feature-length film. and i think they did a decent job! generally i think movie-tintin’s traits make sense and feel like a natural progression of the comics character. he is still recognizable as tintin, but just an older and more grown-up version of his comics counterpart, like you said.

that being said . there is just something about this version of tintin that is just a little bit off. and i cannot put my finger on it. this section will be more incoherent because i'm really struggling to put it into words lol. but he just doesn’t Feel like tintin to me... like. i think he’s a little too serious tbh . i wish they had let him get a little playful with it, but tonally i dont think it would have worked. and i think there’s just a lightness and a warmth that’s missing from this portrayal. not that i wanted him to be happy all the time or whatever, but he feels closed off in a way that tintin never has to me, so it feels just a little off to see him portrayed like this. like there’s a difference between closed off and reserved, and i think movie-tintin is closed off, whereas comics-tintin is just reserved. i don’t know if that makes any sense. at this point i'm just going off vibe rather than anything concrete that i can cite lol im sorry this is so nebulous

AND HONESTLY i think for me it also has to do with the fact that they made him do that posh english accent 😭😭😭 it just feels so wrong to me. like maybe i'm just too used to hearing him with a canadian accent (shoutout to the 90s cartoon) but. yeah. and i know that’s not jamie bell’s natural accent either, so it feels doubly weird

all this to say yes, i do like jamie bell as tintin and i think he did a wonderful job, and i think that this version of tintin makes sense, even though he doesn’t quite fully Feel like tintin to me

i don’t know that i'll write a comparison post, just because it seems kind of daunting and because i'm not super confident in my grasp of tintin as a character. which i know is ironic to say, given that i just wrote a bunch about tintin as a character, but this post is largely just opinion, and for something as “official” as a comparison analysis i’d definitely have to go back and reread/rewatch to be able to say anything with any confidence. it's certainly something i'd like to do at some point! i have a lot of thoughts about jean-pierre’s tintin as well and would love any excuse to talk about him. (spoiler alert: i think jean-pierre feels like tintin way more)

but anyway, thanks for your question!

#huge disclaimer it has been a while since i’ve watched the movie #changed my mind a lot while writing this and honestly i still don't know that i'm 100% sure about everything #i always second-guess myself when it comes to this movie lol #i don’t think i could pinpoint whether the differences are script vs performance tbh #idk how much input jamie had but surely they influenced and informed each other on Some level #ask #i could also just make a standalone post gushing about jpt's tintin. he's literally everything to me #i do think another thing that makes the movie and comic versions feel so different despite being very similar on paper #is just. the nature of their respective mediums? like the tone and the look of them #the comic version with its cartoon style and vibrant colors is automatically going to give off a different impression of tintin #when compared to the life-like realism of the movie #which is. kind of the point. it's an Adaptation it's bound to be different #that being said i think 60s tintin manages to nail the vibe of the comics despite being a live action medium #because that's what it was going for! and the 2011 movie wasn't trying to do that #ANYWAY. need to stop before i write another essay in the tags #long post #why am i scared to post this 😭 i just hate sharing my opinion #thoughts #liittleghostt

[solemntitty]

crreaming skrying throwing up

#yoy know what i meant to type something different but this works #jamie has made a statement #i'm feel like an idiot haha i hate work like i want to do better but my brain. she's so smooth #personal #me in work calls w the guy who i'm p sure knows i'm not as good as i claimed i was and promoted me anyways: hi. i'm going to vomit #the imposter syndrome combined w my recent inability to Actually Try at Anything makes me be like. oh i'm. haha. not supposed to be here #but everyone keeps on saying i'm doing a good job and i'm like. am i? i feel like i still don't deserve any of this shit and i don't know #what the hell i'm doing at all

[theold-ultraviolence]

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#it's like for every nice and fancy article of clothing I get myself #I feel like I have to buy horror and band t-shirts next to compensate #that's just my brain #somedays I want to look like a fancy artist working in a museum #the others I want to look like I'm gonna go to to a metal concert with Eddie Munson #let us not forget my third option #looking like a goth witch #you know who encompasses these three? JAMIE CAMPBELL BOWER #I wanna dive into his warddrobe #I'm gonna steal his looks #and his energy #he is absolute style goals #anyway #al of these random thoughts just because I'm about to spend money on band tees because I'm bored #and last night I was looking to buy this really beautiful blazer I've been eyeing for a while now #still got another nice blouse but I wanted the blazer and I'm like NO I can't keep spending money like this #and yet here I am

[fallingforfandoms]

Yes, I'm still on my GOT bullshit and I finally, FINALLY got to this scene "the right way" (aka without skipping entire seasons and episodes):

And CHRIST that felt like ... something.

Yes, I might have watched that bit, like, ten times already beforehand. But it still gets me everytime - in a way that only these guys can.

Ain't that a happy family portrait? 😂🙃

#yeah okay the part after that where they put the blame on tyrion doesn't make me feel quite as ~happy~ anymore BUT STILL #(and i'm sorry but i cannot help but see 'my' hans in jamie at this point) #(like ... yes cersei might be more evil than jamie (at least until that bloody scene in the sept) but it just ... sticks with me idk) #jo schaut

[oc-place]

You're my Achilles heel || A Steve Harrington and Jennifer Brooks (OC) Playlist [Listen: Spotify | Youtube]

i. crushcruscrush - Paramore ii. About the Boy - Little Mix iii. Alone - Heart iv. the boy - Chloe Ament v. Come Over - Zitah vi. Chic - Leadley vii. Are We a Thing - Leidi viii. Can’t Fight This Feeling - REO Speedwagon ix. Untouched - The Veronicas x. First Date - blink 182 xi. Admit Defeat - Bastille xii. Long Run - Deacon feat Nina Nesbitt xiii. Without Fear - Dermot Kennedy xiv. Dare To Love Me - Avril Lavigne xv. State of Grace (Taylor’s Version) - Taylor Swift xvi. Look After You - The Fray xvii. Crystal Clear - Hayley Williams xviii. You Got Me - Colbie Caillat xix. Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse xx. You Set Me Free - Michelle Branch xxi. Nothing Else Matters - Little Mix xxii. Army of Angels - The Script xxiii. Something I Need - OneRepublic xxiv. The Anchor - Bastille xxv. Daylight - Taylor Swift 

#do I still feel lowkey weird posting things? a little sdfgh but it's also fun so I'll get over it #still don't have the guts to use proper tags yet though lmao I'm a scaredy cat #oc x canon #that's the only one we're going with for now #and yes jenna these tags are mostly for you pfft #so let's pretend that last picture of jamie lee totally isn't a school uniform and is work instead lmao #my playlist #I feel like I need to make tags for reference sake but idk #jen and steve

[myrrhmaidwrites]

reading your tags on the last reblog about f/f werewolf jamie and 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

Ahaha okay maybe talking about this fic in public will force me to write more of it. Right now I have 2k of what would probably be a 15k fic. (Or if I drag out the angst over 2 seasons instead of 1 it could be like 30k. ANYWAY,,,)

The basic premise is that Jamie is a werewolf and she's grown up around wolves, gets along with them very well, but doesn't often have wolves as teammates (wolves aren't super common). But she and Trevor seem to really click, on and off the ice. So (naturally) Jamie comes to the conclusion that Trevor is also a wolf--why else would they get along so well?

So yeah, it's a little weird that Trevor is basically hairless and doesn't track the moon cycle but Trevor's a little weird in general.

Jamie figures they're going to build a pack together (platonically) and she does some wolf pack building activities with Trevor--snuggling, cooking for Trevor, grooming, doing recreational activities together, taping each other’s sticks, cuddling and falling asleep in the same bed, etc.

It all goes great. They get along so well. Except that (gasp) Trevor is wildly misinterpreting Jamie's behavior

#concentrated effort #and jamie and trevor are both wrong about what is actually happening #I'm still not sure how much I want to use dramatic irony and how much I want to be plot twists #So I'm not saying more in public for now haha #This fic has been marinating in my head for a few months and little snippets get written whenever I feel inspired #But I'm not yet in the phase of this fic #BUT I would love to keep talking about it and/or hear suggestions and comments from anyone interested in the premise! #asks #full the moon