#i'm such a lacking selfish stubborn and impulsive person.... i hope i get better i hope i can show them my love as well 😔💗

[cheekblush]

my dad made me a fruit bowl 🥺💘🍈🍌

#i asked him to cut me some honeydew #i thought he would just call me downstairs once he's ready but he actually came up to my room with a bowl of honeydew and bananas 😭💘 #and i never even knew honeydew and bananas go so well together.. #they taste soooo good together 🥰 #it's little things like these that make me truly feel loved... he and my grandmother always show their love with food 🥺💗 #my dad sometimes says 'what will you do without me?' and truthfully what on earth will i do without him.... #the mere thought of living without him and my grandma makes me want to bawl my eyes out... #also this makes me think of that one post ah i don't remember exactly how it goes but it's smth like.. #.. a dad peels a clementine (i think) and his daughter mindlessly stretches out her hand and he gives her every other piece and then says.. #.. 'i hope you find someone who loves you very much' or smth along the lines of that #and like i for a fact know that i will never ever find a man who will love me and care for me the way my dad does... #i know praising/loving your dad is controversial on tumblr dot com but i wholeheartedly love my dad.. #unfortunately i don't show him that enough.. he really loves me unconditionally & so does my grandma but i'm nothing but a disappointment 😔 #i really need to get my shit together at least for them! i really would be nothing without them 😔 #i'm such a horrible daughter and granddaughter and yet they always show me so much love... #i just hope they know how much i appreciate and cherish them... #i'm such a lacking selfish stubborn and impulsive person.... i hope i get better i hope i can show them my love as well 😔💗 #the way this went from a cute post about a fruit bowl to full on depression hsjsjsnsksksmdns #today has been such a weird day in general.. #i woke up feeling super depressed and beat down (i fell asleep with my jeans sweater and bra on the night before 💀) #& then in the afternoon i suddenly had a burst of motivation & finally tried on clothes i ordered weeks ago & saved files on my harddrive #& then my dad and i visited my grandma and had dinner together 💗 #anyways as always... it's the little things that truly count 💖 #when sad #☁️

[notfrancisann]

#30daywritingchallenge

Day 17. Post about your zodiac sign and whether or not it fits you.

🌻 Hi! It's me again! This will be quite long because I'll be pasting here the facts I googled about my zodiac sign. I hope you finish reading this one. So, let's start.

Hi, I was born on April 2. So technically, I am a certified ARIES. ♈🐏

The Aries woman is typically confident, fiery, bold, spontaneous and independent. Very modern and self reliant she is often an inspiration to other women.

Often highly motivated and ambitious this isn't a woman who takes no for an answer, at least not for long! She will typically make a good living, though probably isn't the best at saving the money she makes, instead preferring to enjoy it as it arrives.

Aries is a mixture of fearless warrior and undisciplined child, and this is one of the easiest signs to understand. These are action people, extroverted and assertive. They want to be in charge, the boss, the hunter, the instigator. Uncomplicated, bold, aggressive and impulsive. Sometimes they are selfish, insensitive, domineering, blunt, outspoken and impatient. They're never afraid of taking a risk. Lacking in self control they more than compensate in resilience - this is one tough cookie, who will live life to the fullest.

Source: https://www.compatible-astrology.com/aries-woman.html

>>> So based on the claims above, I can really say that those attributes fits me. Everything that you've read above is really my personality. Well, the way I personally believe.

I can be stubborn at times and take no for an answer. I am fiery and I am really a warrior, myself. I can be an extrovert and introvert at the same time. :))

I also have the bossy aura. I like to do things my way. I want always to take part in every activity that concerns me. I always want to be the one in charge. You could say I have the leadership in me. (Well, that's really true. HAHAHAHA)

Sometimes, I can be selfish too. I am the type of person to save myself first during tough times when it comes to academics. Well, who would want a failing grade anyway? I won't take the fall for my groupmates. LOL. I am really competitive in life in terms of self betterment and development.

And it's true! I'm not the thrifty type of person. I love to spend my money on things I enjoy a lot. Especially books and journals and foods!

Maybe the only thing that I'm certain is that I am really outspoken and opinionated. People close to me can guarantee you that. I am blunt. I make harsh comments. I offend people sometimes with my bluntness and honest criticisms. And I am not the one who's afraid to take the risk.

Aries woman are best lovers too. We're the jowable type. But at the same time, attitude problems. HAHAHAHAHA it takes a lot of patience to deal with us.

I've read somewhere that Aries people are so much alike with people sorted into Gryffindor House in Hogwarts. And I personally agree with that. :))

So, that's it! I am an ARIES. Loud and proud. I hope you get to know me more after reading this.

Love,

Francis

P.S.: The picture attached was a visual representation of an Aries who's irritated and so done with life and everything. Typical attitude selfie of me.

---- Thank you for reading! For more of my writings, please visit my tumblr account. msfrancisann.tumblr.com

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