#i'm supposed to be studying lmao

[andytheconstelation]

Drew this with eyeliner

#I'm supposed to be studying lmao #Skeleton hand #I wish I could get this tattooed

[watanabes-cum-dump]

My mental health day is listening to several queer comfort artists while spinning around in my stupid little spinny chair n thinking abt my OCs

#kouryuu's shit #if anyowne is wondering who I'm listening to: chase atlantic the neighborhood marina and the diamonds cavetown and arctic monkeys #i'm supposed to be studying lmao #pray for me ya'll

[buglaur]

does anyone have any spare nook mile tickets 🥺👉👈 i can make you a sim and you can take sasha from my island if you want. or i can give you a bunch of bells

#or all three lmao #i desperately want teddy #i tried putting sasha up on nookazon but it got no traction #and i have 0 tickets #non sims #delete later #i'm supposed to be studying #i have a maths paper and an irish paper tomorrow #but god i really just... dont want to #who wants to learn my irish essay for me and telepathically tell me it tomorrow at 9am :)))

[fluffypotatey]

*staring deeply at my dr. geyer & liam fic* ........what if i just said fuck canon?

#canon compliant who???? #this was just supposed to be a character study #a simple and nice outsider pov that touched on liam's relationship with his parents #and his emotional turmoil with keeping secrets from his loved ones #we saw it when he was struggling with keeping a distance with Mason #so my smart (dumb) ass thought: let's do the parents! bc why the fuck not! #it's be nice #like a 5 times david geyer noticed something and the 1 time he couldn't deny the truth kind of shit #NOPE #that's not where this fic is going anymore lmao #cutesy one-shot who???? short little fic series when????? #you may not see me but my laughter is the only thing keeping me from descending into insanity #anyway #fic mayhaps will diverge from canon after i'm done with the s5 portion of it (bc SOMEhow i can't stop writing about s5?????) #teen wolf #liam dunbar #dr geyer #fic #writing #woes of a foolish fic writer #when is a fic writer on their last thread of sanity? when they toe the line of staying faithful to canon or just diving into the deep end

[tilions]

Alright who would I be if not the lover of minor and obscure characters that have little to zero information on them besides their name and maybe if they're lucky an appearance here and there

#i wanted to make a poll too but that's the only thing i could think of lmao #I'm not very funny i suppose #tried to include someone from every age #tolkien #silmarillion #lotr #the hobbit #my post #I'm going back to studying for my exams mow goodbye

[anothermonikan]

Constantly thinking about a Happy Sugar Life video essay I watched years ago and the title was like. Oh. Happy Sugar Life is a study in empathy. and yeah it is! Happy Sugar Life is very good at making the audience conflicted about who’s doing right and wrong and what the best situation to put Shio in is and about who you feel bad for and how you feel about feeling bad for people who may have done some pretty horrible things. and then the person doing the video’s whole argument was. Oh, everyone views this as okay because it’s a teenage girl doing it, but imagine if it was an old man! Like. What a way to interpret the show. I don’t think anyone else who watched it viewed what Satou was doing as okay but alri

#Sorrryy problematic media takes hours #I haven't rewatched Happy Sugar Life ever all my interpretations of it are based off what I remember of it when I was like. 14 years old #I think it's an interesting study in empathy because the situation that the show centers around is kinda complex and multi-faceted- #-on both logical and personal levels #My real take about the situation is that the true enemy of Happy Sugar Life is capitalism but I'm pretty sure that wasn't supposed- #-to be an option lmao #happy sugar life #android.txt

[kyouka-supremacy]

Uhm

#I'm feeling like trash physically I really don't know what to do??? #I have been struggling so much with eating recently but I thought it was normal because of the upcoming exam y'know? #Well yesterday I took the exam and yet the problem??? Didn't magically disappear like I thought??? And now I feel so betrayed?????? #Yesterday I got takeaway at my favorite Chinese restaurant and that's a cup of noodles and eight dumplings #that's my usual order I always take‚ normally that's one meal #This time it took me?? Three meals to finish it??? Because after a while I just feel too nauseous to keep eating???????? #So like. something is wrong™ but I really have no clue what it is or how to fix it... #Plus the entire day I've felt like crying for. no reason lmao. I'm literally crying right now and I have no idea why is that #I can't reason anything that is making me upset currently? So I'm there mentally looking at myself like *awkward monkey meme* #And my head hurts. Like something is wrong but I really can't tell what it is nnnggghhhh this is. not optimal #The worst part is that I feel so nauseous I can't imagine bringing myself to cook because cooking is already a tool alone #and now I'm also supposed to cook when I don't want to eat???? Like how can I convince myself to do that #But obviously I can't stop eating. Alas I STRUGGLE. The food in the fridge is going bad 😭😭😭 #I made sure to change air in my room and I took a shower today so. I don't know what could be causing it really #Anyways if anyone can advice on eating when the thought of eating alone makes you feel nauseous I'll gratefully take it 😭😭 #Not even snacks work btw I was eating nutella and pandoro and who wouldn't love nutella and pandoro #and yet I felt like gagging the whole time... Ugh #The actual worst part is that like this I don't have the strength to study but I really need to study for this huge exam the 14th #random rambles #eating disoder trigger warning #Why is that the recommend tag?? It's missing an r bestie???? #eating disorder trigger warning #eating disorder tw #←← That makes it sound bigger than what it is please don't worry about me it's just a temporary issue!! #Using the tags just in case for blacklisting purposes

[olessan]

I love the fact that I can work as hard as I can manage with a broken tooth and a dying tooth (one on each side, I've been chewing on the cavity for a year) and I still cannot save even $10 towards getting dental treatment (2 impacted wisdom teeth, + tooth broken off under the gum, + bad cavity) because I barely make enough to cover my food and board and the insane energy bill

#I'm just ranting don't mind me it's fine I am continuing to exist as usual I may delete this later bc it's a bit of a bummer to read #I prefer to keep my blogging to fun or otherwise nonserious content because it's supposed to be for decompression no real world drama here #I got into a 3 hour body language study and earned $50 so I spent that as fun money on a couple games during the Steam sale just to #take a break from the constant cycle of getting paid and then immediately saying goodbye to all but about 15 cents #(well it was 1 game Slime Rancher 2 and then 2 expansion packs one for Planet Zoo and another for Cities Skylines long play hours mileage) #I've tried to budget to buy small things like a fan or a toothbrush maybe (mine is 8yrs old and doesn't charge sometimes) but NOPE #let alone stashing away over $2000 for the amount of treatment I need given tooth extractions are $200-$500 each #I use about $50 of groceries a week ($30 USD) sometimes up to $80 if I need to buy some extra toiletries or bonuses like ham/falafel/bread #our last quarterly power bill was $1900 FOR NO REASON even for a winter one #olessan oration #the work I have is HIT/mturk type work which pays amazingly well and I am so grateful because I can't work in a traditional environment due #my inability to sleep/wake on anyone else's schedule and need for engaging work but it also means each worker is basically a contract worke #picking their own hours which is VERY HARD to stick to for me since I may also have ADHD-i but that diagnosis also costs like $2000 in Aus #so I'm doing my best fucking lmao #I have a set minimum hours I want to keep up to and move to full time but I am so exhausted by the constant background noise of #the tooth problems that I burn out very quickly #like the tooth ache isn't that bad #the tooth is actively dying but the pain isn't unbearable it just shits me off at all times #it's bearable most of the time and doesn't affect my sleep unless the temp is cold or something #it's been bad this week tho so I've gone through almost all my ibuprofen managing it #the tooth that broke off broke off earlier in the year and the gum has mostly healed over and the dead root is concealed inside my gums now #that stopped being painful in mid 2021 but when it died it was pretty bad it did stop me sleeping for a couple weeks #Christmas 2021 involved me contemplating ripping the tooth out myself lmao #the nerve eventually died seemingly without an abscess #unless I DID have an abscess but that seems extremely unlikely because abscesses are SEVERE AND HORRIBLE AND LIFE THREATENING #sometimes I can feel the tooth ligament wiggling on its own or I like flex it by accident it's so weird bc the tooth is gone so #the ligament is still holding onto the root but with way less weight #anyway I am eating my mac n cheese n veg with the side that has the missing tooth because the cavity tooth has a big bruise along the gumli #gumline which may be from overzealous brushing (I fill the tooth will temporarily filling putty and it needs to be cleaned well when the #putty falls out)

[graveltrip]

someone needs to make an f1 nepo baby charts just for the laughs. it would piss off so many ppl. lmao

#kinda want to do it but 1) im supposed to be studying and trying to save my uni career 2) it would require some effort to properly research #3) i'm not sure i wanna deal with angry stans lmao #but also it would be an interesting project just to see what kind of background you need to reach f1 #putting it together into 1 place would be great #saját #also 4) i would have to figure out the editing

[khalesci]

saw someone say last night that "some people only like dany when she's suffering" and I have been thinking about it all day

#♛ ooc. ⊱ ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞ #I hate that it's true #I notice a lot of people that are super anti-dany say they started hating her after her agot arc and it just makes me go HM #I'm sorry was she supposed to stay victimized and powerless the entire series?? is that what they wanted??? LMAO #like it's okay to *not* like a character but to start vehemently hating her the moment she takes power and agency for herself #is a thing that needs to be psychologically studied #I call it the Pam Beesly effect #a woman in fiction doesn't just roll over and take all the shit thrown at her anymore??? oh she's just a bitch now obviously #this is the kind of shit that plays into the (false) 'mad queen dany' narrative and theories #bc some people really do just want any excuse to see her put down like a dog #I said what I said

[wickedhawtwexler]

i am Definitely Not A Doctor but if you have adhd and aren't able to access adequate medication, rhodiola rosea supplements have been saving my ass these last few months

#i'd say adderall was managing like 80-85% of my Dysfunction™ and this helps with like. 45-50%. which is better than 0% #but it helps a lot with brain fog which is my number one worst adhd symptom #if i can get rid of the brain fog i can cope with everything else but when my brain gets all fuzzy it's game over and i'm useless #it's not something ur supposed to take every day for a long period of time. i've been taking them on days when my meds don't help #like today 🙃 and yesterday 🙃 #i have an appt with my doctor tomorrow so hopefully whatever i get put on next helps more than my current meds 🤞 #anyway again i am not a doctor! this is just a friendly suggestion of something to look into #it's not something that's clinically proven but there are some preliminary scientific studies suggesting it could be helpful #i think there are a few conclusive papers about it helping focus & clarity for non-adhd ppl but nothing conclusive about adhd #anywayyyy i'm rambling! i've gotta get back to work lmao #m.txt

[deepwoundsandfadedscars]

*tries to write whump but gets distracted writing several hundred words of completely unnecessary world building or characterization fluff*

Me at my brain:

Just get to the whump and finish it!!

#I've done it again #i have a prompt that has been in my inbox for two years because of this exact bullshit lmao #and now I've caught myself doing it in another WiP #and of course both instances are in fanfic stories and it doesn't happen when I'm writing my own characters #cause of course my brain won't do it in pieces that it would actually make sense to have world building and characterizing moments 🤪 #kee speaks #this whole fic was only supposed to be a few hundred words cause I just wanted a little cradling a character and begging them to wake up!! #but apparently now we're investing in a study on grief!!!

[bisaster-energy]

please bro this kuwameshi fic was supposed to be a quick one shot but the pacing is looking like a 2 chapter thing 🤧

#in the editing stages now 🤢 #it was all supposed to be yusuke pov but now I think I'm gonna have to switch perspectives lmao #goddd if this comes out ooc I'm gonna blow my brains out but god i am trying #it's hard to get kurama's characterization cos like. he is a fox through and through as nice as he can be #I tried to implement that in a believable way like urameshi KNOWS kurama has a way of getting u to do stuff #without really letting on but I still want him to fall for it because he's hotheaded and impulsive #there's like. A bit of kurahi in it to which I didn't even intend for but that characters are gonna do what they want #the next chapter I think I'm gonna expand on keiko and kuwabara's relationship before i have yusuke come in with the steel chair #they study together!!! (Kurama comes sometimes) and eikichi is there bc i love her #maybe in a different fic I can expand on kuwabara and his cat (he's just like me fr) and the parallels between urameshi and cats cos #let's be real he acts like a fuckin alley cat #off topic another fic for another time but yeah . editing sucks :/

[misskamelie]

Too many... too many events to attend...

#How is one even supposed to be studying here?? 💀💀 #might also be because I got forced to make a f*cebook account and now I see all this stuff #anyway I'm trying out for every dance class I see lmao #and generally as many free events as I can get my hands on #which is all nice I guess because that's what I'm here for so #If I'm not experiencing all this now what am i supposed to talk about once I'm back? #my post

[scumlafeccia]

ngl I'm going literally insane from exams and maybe that's why I find things so funny but the amount of gay baiting that the green man is doing is baffling like he figured out how to instantly drive a good 60-70% of his fandom completely crazy, plus he and the other man look like they're actually having fun

#tw moid mention #ngl I do find them hilarious like theres quite some effort #and they do kinda look like their friendship is at least a bit genuine? which idk it's nice I suppose #I do study too much rn I'm going crazy lmao