#i'm trying to be a halfway decent conversationalist

[scorndotexe]

trying to have a normal conversation with people is like “aaaa i know i’m doing something wrong” “this doesn’t feel Right” “way too repetitive”

but you don’t know how to improve what you’re saying

#i'm trying to be a halfway decent conversationalist #it is not working very well #or maybe it is? #i have no idea #god i hate this #i know i don't owe anyone a neurotypical brain #but i want to be somewhat pleasant to talk to #however i think it's backfiring #alex does brain things #actuallyautistic