okay, still can't access my interview tumblr so I'mma say it here, due to some things I've seen in the tag.
Lets go!
Now, one post I saw, talked about how fans (mainly Louis fans) wanted to pretend like the show runners and etc, didn't say they would revisit ep 5. And while that might be true, I'm not one of them. I'll be honest on my feelings about it.
If they change it, I think it's a bull-shit cop out and I've be heavily disappointed with interview if they went that route. Why? Because I'm tired of black people and poc being made liars and etc! Oh, it's not about race you say? YES IT IS. IT'S ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT RACE IN THE AMC. THEY MENTION IT, THEY MAKE A POINT TO MENTION.
I have consumed enough media about black people and black men being made lairs. I have consumed enough media of black women being maligned.
SICK OF IT.
That's one half of it. The only half, is the main reason why I stopped reading the book series. I wasn't a Lestat fan. In fact, the Lestat I cared about seeing grow and etc, was dropped in favor of making him this perfect godly man at the expense of dropping Louis.
And that brings me to Lestat fans. I want the drop to be real because I'm sick of Lestat discounting everything that Louis says, by calling him a liar. That is why I did not continue the book series. Because anything bad Lestat does, can be excused with, well, Louis is lying. It's lazy story telling to me. But mainly.
The drop was the only time I saw Lestat fans (and more so speaking of the show) have to accept and talk about what Lestat did. I'll be honest, I didn't need the drop to feel some type of way about Lestat. I felt that every single time, he dismissed what his partner, A BLACK MAN FELT. Lestat violence was clear to me and made me feel a way, when he was completely READY to make his BLACK husband, be his VALET, so he could see an opera.
Do you know how fucked up that is? Do you not understand that I'd would've left the relationship in a heartbeat? Like why would you put your partner through that? Like fucking hell. That's what was hurtful.
And while Lestat will do long discourse about how Claudia or Louis is the issue, there, weren't, long detailed post about how that was fucked of Lestat to do. The causal racism that Lestat is willing to benefit from and be apart of, no deep thoughts on that.
There should've been essay's on essay's on how telling your black partner that you want him to be your fucking valet to a racist opera house to make YOU happy. When Louis expressed his feelings for Lestat and Lestat laughs? Oh, he's so cute and funny. But this is a character people call emotional closed off (Louis), opening himself up and GETTING LAUGHED AT. But then Louis will get picked at by fans for never saying I love you.
He opened himself to asking his partner if he's good enough and he gets laughed at. Everyone will talk about the 'of course' Lestat says when he's lying to himself but not the minute before, when he laughed in his husbands face. And do ya'll know how hard is for a black man to open himself up like that? Only to be laughed at. Or the non-discriminating scene, no long post about how it's been years but Lestat still doesn't CARE to understand the racism and nastiness that Louis is going through. He just doesn't care. And that is violence to me.
So, I always knew that they would revisit ep 5 but I still think it's a bullshit cop out to change it.
I'm the biggest bo bo the fool bc I still ship it. But I don't need to make excuses to do so. I still love the fucking toxic mess but the fans...it's always the fans.
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'Dancing with the Devil'
Couple: Lucifer x Reader
Warnings: Drunk!Reader, Dirty talk, a little smut?
Request by: @the-mind-of-mercy
Song: Or Nah by SOMO
Masterlist ❤
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Its not very usual in hunter's live celebrate birthdays, or any other normal celebration, but this time Sam and Dean wanted to do something for you. After all, today is your 21th Birthday, and for a hunter every year means a lot.
At first you didn't want to get drunk to easy, but fuck it, you got yourself to drunk. But the hell with that, you know probably will hate yourself tomorrow having a horrible headache, but now the only thing you want is pass the night with your friends, dancing.
'Dude, look at her.' Sam said to Dean, who was drinking a new beer.
'What the hell is she doing?' They're seen you dance, moving yourself slowly with the music. 'Someone is drunk as hell' Dean and Sam start to laugh together. Castiel was next to them, watching how Dean take his phone and start to recording a video. ' Dean, what are you doing?'
'Shut up.' Dean said, making zoom on you. 'Why are you like this (y/n)?" He asked to himself, he'll love to see your face when he let you see how drunk you were.
Lucifer can't stop to watching you dance, he think you look sensual, you hair was mess, your skinny jeans and your favorite T-shirt were sweat, making you look hot. When your (e/c) eyes meet his eyes, he find himself dancing with you, well he find himself in shock with you dancing very close with him.
You grabbed him for his shirt, feeling his arms getting arround you waist. Your movements were slow, your body was agains his and the lyrics of the song wasn't helping him to get you away from him before couldn't control himself, he knows the fact he wants you more than anything but he never will able to tell you that because well, he's satan and you're a hunter.
Your tongue pass slowly between your lips, his eyes follow it any second 'Do you like the way I flick my tongue, or nah?' You pass tour hand on his hair, singing to him with lust on your eyes. Slowly your hands end on his neck, put him more close to your face, your lips end on his corner of his mouth before to make they way to his hears, whispering the lyrics of the song.
" You can ride my face until you drippin' cum?Can you lick the tip then throat the dick, or Nah? "
He ground a bit, moving one of his hands down your back. ' (Y/n) ' He whispered, feeling your lips agains the skin of his neck. ' You are drunk.'
' Not at all, Lucifer.' You whispered again his skin. 'I wanted for a lot of time to be like this with you Luci' You answered to him, you look at his eyes and bit your bottom lip. ' I know you want me too ~ Something down is getting harder ~ '
'She is totally drunk, but the hell with that.' He think before slowly get close to your lips, it was soft at first, but when he feel your tongue again his lips he couldn't control himself for more time, he takes you for your head he get the dominance in the kiss, making you sigh when his tongue enter in your mouth.
"Took her to the kitchen, Fucked her right there on the table
She reppin' SoMo to the death"
You broke the kiss, gasping for air, he put hus forehead agains yours. 'Lucifer...' He kissed you again, harder, making you moan his name. He broke the kiss this time, watching the saliva trickle between his lips and yours. 'Beautiful...' He whispered at you, making you smile at him. ' I-' He said, kissing you neck '-want-' he bites you, making soft marks on your skin '-you.'
'Me too.'
He whispered something in Enochian before making you both vanish to your room, he let you fall on your bed before puting himself on top of your body. He can still listen the music, that song makes him want to fuck you harder all night.
"- I'm a freaky-deeky lover wanna hit you from the back and other ways. That you have never experimented under the covers
Roll around the bed with me is something you don't just discover
If you wanna get with me you gotta keep it on one hundred
I'mma make you scream my name.- "
The next morning you wakeup alone, with an horrible headache ' Fu-fuck...' You said, trying to remember anything from the last night but that damn pain made it dificult and you couldn't remember a lot of things. You sigh tired, geting out of your bed. Noticing the fact you were dressed with a diferent outfit. 'When I changed my clothes? Well maybe I vomit myself and Sam or Dean take care about me.'
You left your room and make your way to the kitchen, Dean and Sam were there. Sam was doing the breakfast and Dean was watching something in his phone.
' Hey guys, do you had something for my headache? ' you asked to them, Dean start to laugh and Sam try his best to not do the same.
' What the hell is going on with you guys ?'
'Sorry sweetheart.' Dean said, stoping to laugh and showing his phone to you. ' You did it well yesterday, baby' He winked at you making Sam laugh harder. Confused you take his phone and start to watch a clip from last night.
'Oh shit... Did I? Did I dance with Lucifer?'
'Dance? Both of you disapear after that loooong kiss sesion.' Dean joke, you get blush and slowly start to remember all.
'Oh man... Don't tell Jack.'
'What, the fact you fucked with his father?'
' Dean shut up! ' You yelled at him, you took a glass of water and went to your room. When you closed the door two arms take you from your waist, you gasp with surprise and let the glass of water fall to the floor. 'Sorry princess, I didn't mind to scared you.' You hear Lucifer said behind you, his head was on your shoulder. ' I'm sorry, for yesterday... I need to know...'
' if I like you?'
'Yes' He whispered, nervous. It was weird to hear, the Devil nervous to tell his feelings to a girl. ' I love you (y/n), I know you probably dont feel the same way and I did wrong to do anything to you because you were so drunk.' He let you go and you looked at him with surprise on your eyes.
'I- I... I think I like you too...'
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Magic Shop - Day 1
The next morning, I woke up bright and early at 7:30. We had a lot to do before tonight. I got off the bed and brushed my teeth. I picked an outfit.
Then I combed my hair, put on my shoes, and went downstairs to meet the members for breakfast. Everyone was there, sitting at a table. "Hi, guys." I say, sitting down in a chair. "Navya, you look beautiful." RM says.
"Thank you. So, is everyone ready for day 1 today?"
"You bet, but we first have to go through some stuff. Besides that, I'm excited for tonight." Jin says.
"I want to know what you all are wearing! Can't you at least tell me?! Pretty please?!"
"You're just gonna have to wait and see." Suga says.
"I bet it's awesome! The staff always puts together the most amazing outfits for you all. Now, I'm starving. Let's eat."
Our food comes and we all eat. After that, we head into the van and head to the dome. It was huge. "Okay, let's practice the songs 1 last time so we can make it perfect for tonight." The staff says. We all nod and the members grab their mics. "Testing, testing. Is this thing on?" J-Hope says. "I think our mics are in good shape." Jimin says. V comes over to me.
"Here."
It was a mic.
"For me? Why?"
"So you can sing along with us."
I laugh.
"Thanks! Now, let's get started!"
The first song was Home.
I love this song. Everyone starts singing and I dance. The members all laugh. "Go, Navya!" Jungkook says. Then, the chorus part comes. Jimin sings.
Ama geugos-i mi casa
With you, I'mma feel rich (Yeah)
Then, Jin and I sing along together.
Balo geugos-i mi casa
Mili kyeodwo neoui switch (Switch, yeah)
"You know, I want that ho-o-o-o-o-ome! You know, you got that ho-o-o-o-o-ome! Your love, your love, your love (I miss that) Your love, your love, your love (I want that) Your touch, your touch, your touch (I need that) La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, I love it (Yeah, yeah, yeah)" I say. Everyone laughs.
"J-Hope! Suga! Go!"
J-Hope and Suga rap and I cheer. I go over to Jin and sing along with him. He has such an amazing voice.
"Gallimgil-eseo jakku saeng-gagna (Saeng-gagna) Bolpum-eobsdeon nal al-ajwossdeon neo (Neo) Ni saeng-gag-e us-eul su iss-eoss-eo Niga issneun gos!" We both sing. The members all cheer. The bridge comes and Jin and Jimin sing. I sing along, too.
"Geu eonjenga. Choinjong-i se beon ullimyeon. Mun-eul yeol-eojugessni. Micheo moshan insaleul jeonhal su issge. Geuttaen malhalge, yeah, yeah (Oh-oh-oh)"
The rest of the member sing and the song ends. I clap and cheer.
"Woo, that was amazing!" I say.
"It was better when Navya was singing along! It was so fun!" RM says.
"I'll sing along to the next songs!"
Whalien 52 plays.
The members all sing. "Such a pretty song." I say, closing my eyes. It really is a beautiful song. The song ends and I open my eyes. "Good job, everyone! Next song!" RM says. 134340 plays.
V, Jungkook, and RM sing their verses.
[Verse 1: V, Jungkook]
Geureol suman issdamyeon mureobogo sipeosseo
Geuttae wae geuraessneunji wae nal naejjochassneunji
Eotteon ireumdo eopsi yeojeonhi neol maemdone
Jakbyeori musaekhae geu byeonhameopsneun saekchae
[Verse 2: RM]
Naegen ireumi eobguna
Nado neoui byeorieossneunde
Neon bichiraseo johgessda
Nan geureon neol badeul ppuninde
Muneojin wangseonge
Nameun myeongi mwon uimiga isseo
Jugeul ttaekkaji badgessji
Ni mudeoun siseon
Ajik nan neol dolgo byeonhan geon eobsjiman
Sarange ireumi eopsdamyeon
Modeun ge byeonhan geoya
Neon jeongmallo Erisreul chajanaen geolkka
Malhae naega jeo dalboda mothan ge mwoya
Usneun uui boksuhyeongil ppun
Eojjeomyeon geogi cheoeumbuteo nan eopseossdeon geoya
Eonjenga neodo i mareul ihaehagessji
Naui gyejeoreun eonjena neoyeosseo
Nae chagaun simjangeun yeongha 248do
Niga nal jiun geu nal meomchwosseo
Damn
I sing along with Jin and Jimin.
Nan maemdolgoman isseo
(nan neol nohchyeosseo nan neol irheosseo)
Nan heotdolgoman isseo
(neon nal jiwosseo neon nal ijeosseo)
The members all laugh. "Navya is killing it!" Suga says. Jungkook and V sing and Suga raps. I join Jin and Jungkook and sing along.
Nan maemdolgoman isseo
(nan neol nohchyeosseo nan neol irheosseo)
Nan heotdolgoman isseo
(neon nal jiwosseo neon nal ijeosseo)
The songs ends and everyone cheers. "Next song, let's get it!" J-Hope says. Tomorrow starts.
I sing along with Jungkook and Jin.
[Pre-Chorus: Jungkook]
Ni kkumeul ttaraga like breaker
Buseojindaedo oh better
Ni kkumeul ttaraga like breaker
Muneojindaedo oh dwiro daranajima never
[Chorus: Jungkook, Jin]
Haega tteugi jeon saebyeogi gajang eoduunikka
Meon hunnare neon jigeumui neol jeoldaero itji ma
Jigeum niga eodi seo itdeun jamsi swieoganeun geosil ppun
Pogihaji ma aljana
Neomu meoreojijin ma tomorrow
"RM! V! Go!" I say, through my mic. RM raps and V sings. I sing along with Jimin and Jin again.
[Pre-Chorus: Jimin]
Ni kkumeul ttaraga like breaker
Buseojindaedo oh better
Ni kkumeul ttaraga like breaker
Muneojindaedo oh dwiro daranajima never
[Chorus: Jimin, Jin]
Haega tteugi jeon saebyeogi gajang eoduunikka
Meon hunnare neon jigeumui neol jeoldaero itji ma
Jigeum niga eodi seo itdeun jamsi swieoganeun geosil ppun
Pogihaji ma aljana meoreojijin ma tomorrow
The song ends after Jungkook's verses. "Never gets old." Jimin says. We are Bulletproof pt.2 is next. The song starts.
I sing along with V.
Everywhere I go, everything I do
Na boyeojulge kareul garawatdeon mankeum
Nal musihadeon manheun saramdeul ijen
(Oh oh oh wuh oh oh) Hey shout it out
Jimin, J-Hope, and RM sing their lines. "Navya, let's do it!" Jin says, coming over to me.
"Everywhere I go, everything I do. Na boyeojulge kareul garawatdeon mankeum. Nal musihadeon manheun saramdeul ijen (Oh oh oh wuh oh oh) We shout it out!" Jin and I sing, low.
The song ends. "God, I'm tired." V says. "We can do it. We still have 2 more songs, so let's get it!" Jungkook says. Jump plays.
"I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!!! V'S PART!!!" I say through the mic. Everyone laughs. "Jungkook, Jin, Jimin, Navya! Start us off!" RM says.
"(Let's jump!) Soneul jeo wiro deulgo oechyeo da gachi pump it up!
(Let's jump!) Soneul jeo wiro deulgo oechyeo modu da jumpin' up!
(Let's jump!) Ttwieobojago!
(Let's jump!) Jeongsin butjabeo!
(Let's jump!) Soneul haneullo deulgo oechyeo modu da jumpin' up!"
The 4 of us sing together. This is one of my favorite songs. "Suga!" Jin says. Suga raps. "Here comes my favorite part!" I say. "V!" We all say. "Nuga nareul magado. Naui gal gireul gandago. Insaeng han bangirago. Leggo! (Leggo) Leggo! (Leggo) Dan harureul sarado. Huhoeneun jeoldaero eopdago. Han beon ttwieobojago!" V sings. Then, Jungkook, Jimin, Jin, and I sing again.
"(Let's jump!) Soneul jeo wiro deulgo oechyeo da gachi pump it up!
(Let's jump!) Soneul jeo wiro deulgo oechyeo modu da jumpin' up!
(Let's jump!) Ttwieobojago!
(Let's jump!) Jeongsin butjabeo!
(Let's jump!) Soneul haneullo deulgo oechyeo modu da jumpin' up!"
"J-Hope! RM! Sing it!" Jimin says. J-Hope and RM rap. Jungkook, Jimin, Jin, and I sing our part one last time. The song ends with all of us singing and RM. "Last song before the concert! Let's do it!" V says. Airplane pt.2 plays.
"Oooh, one of my all time favorite songs!" I say. "Jimin! V! Let's get it!" Jungkook says.
[Verse 1: Jungkook]
Isanghan kkoma
Sumswideut noraehaenne
Eodideun joa
Eumagi hago sipeonne
Ojik norae
Simjangeul ttwige hadeonthing
Hanappunideon
Gireul georeotjiman
[Verse 2: Jimin, V]
Swipji ana
Silpaewa jeolmang
Jichin nal nugunga bulleo sewo geonnen mal
You're a singing star
You're a singing star
But I see no star
Myeot nyeoni heulleogabeorin dwi
"Navya! Jimin! Let's do it!" Jin says. We all sing the main part.
[Chorus: Jimin, Jungkook]
We goin' from NY to Cali
London to Paris
Uriga ganeun geu gosi eodideun party
El Mariachi
El Mariachi
El Mariachi
We goin' from Tokyo, Italy
Hong Kong to Brazil
I segye eodiseorado nan noraehari
El Mariachi
El Mariachi
El Mariachi
El Mariachi
"J-Hope, rap!" Jin says. J-Hope raps. "I don't know, Jimin! Let's gooooo! Suga! Kill it!" I say. Jimin and Suga laugh.
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
Geurae meomchuneun beopdo
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
Geurae jom swineun beopdo
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
Silpaehaneun beopdo
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
TV nawaseo gwiyeoun
Don jarangdeureun fed up
Yeogwoneun gwarosa jikjeon
Midieoui hyetaegeun doeryeo neonega badatji kkalkkalkkalkkal
Ya ya selleomnorineun neonega deo jalhae
Urin yeojeonhi geuttaewa ttokgateo
Woo!
"V! You ready?!" I ask, going over to him.
"Ready, Navya!" V says.
We goin from Mexico City! London to Paris! Uriga ganeun geu gosi eodideun party! El Mariachi! El Mariachi!" V and I sing.
"Jin! Let's finish it off! You ready?"
"I'm always ready for you, Navya!"
"We goin from Tokyo, Italy! Hong Kong to Brazil! I segye eodiseorado nan noraehari! El Mariachi! El Mariachi! El Mariachi! El Mariachi! (El Mari-ah whoo- whoo- whoo- whoooo-)" We both sing.
The song ends and we all cheer. "That was an amazing rehearsal!" I say. "Yeah, we're totally ready for tonight!" RM says. We also practice the tea time and the Magic Shop chat. "Great job, everyone! Let's head back to the suite and rest. We have a concert to put tonight." The staff says. We all give our microphones back and head back to the van. We go back to the suite and go to our rooms. I peek my head through the door.
"See you guys tonight! I'm so excited!"
"Us too! See you!" The members all say together. I close the door and collapse on my bed. I fall right asleep.
I open my eyes and rub them. I sit right up. Our concert is tonight! I get right off and change into a black and white dress.
I curl my hair and put some mascara and lip gloss on. I put on a necklace and earrings. I put on my shoes
and jacket on and head downstairs. "Navya's here! Let's go!" RM says. On the way, we were very chatty to each other. I could tell the members were even more excited than me. Once we get there, we head backstage, to the dressing room. The member get ready and I wait. I start to get hot so I remove my jacket. I hear a low whistle.
"Who did that?"
"I did."
I look up and see Yoongi, staring at me.
"Looking good, Navya. I see you're matching us."
I cocked my head to the side.
"Matching?"
"Yeah, we're also wearing black and white first."
"Oh, okay! Got confused there for a second."
Then, the other members appear and I gasp. I stand up and go over to them.
"Wow, you guys look great! So handsome!"
"Thanks, Navya! You look great, too!" RM says.
I grin and spin.
"Thank you. Now, get your makeup and hair done! We don't have much time left!"
The members all get ready for their concert. I smile at them while they get their hair and makeup done. Then, I realize something. Where's Jin? I hear footsteps behind me. I turn around and see Jin. I try not to gasp. Why? Because he looked so hot and handsome.
I felt myself heat up. "Sorry, guys. I had trouble putting on my belt." Jin says. "That's okay. Now, hurry up! We don't want to keep ARMY waiting!" Suga says. Jin nods and his eyes fall on me.
"Wow, Navya. You look beautiful."
I feel my cheeks heat up.
"T-thank you. Y-you look handsome, as always."
Jin smiles and chuckles.
"Thanks, now let me get ready."
Then, he winks at me.
I laugh and smile.
"Alright, get ready, Mr. Winky."
Jin laughs.
"Hey!"
Jin walks past me and he smells so good. Did he take a shower right now? Probably. Anyway, the members finish getting ready. They put their ear pieces on and grab their mics and head into the magic shop lift.
"This looks amazing! I wanna ride it..."
The members all laugh. The lift takes them up.
"Good luck, you guys! Fighting!"
I hear ARMY cheering! BTS performs Home first and they did so good! Whalien 52 was so mesmerizing and beautiful.
134340 was a beat!
Tomorrow was a jam!
I clapped and cheered after they finished. The members came back to change into their next outfit.
"Guys, that was amazing!!! All that practice sure payed off!"
"Thanks, and it sure did!" J-Hope says. "Guys, get ready for the next part! Go, go, go!" The staff says. The members all get dressed. I cover my mouth with my hand. They looked like actual naughty guys in these outfits!
"Holy cow, you all look like bad guys in this one!"
"I know, right? I can probably pull off the naughty guy look." Jimin says. I laugh. "You're on!" The staff says. The members rush back on stage and they do the little skit from their 1st muster. Imagine how many times they practiced this to get it right. It was so cool! They got caught and they put their hands up!
Then, there were gunshots, like they were actually getting shot! But, they got back up and "defeated" the "bad guys." What an amazing skit! Then they all performed We are Bulletproof pt. 2 and Jump. Wow, the performance is even better at the actual fan meeting!
Then, they had a little chat. It was about their problems and they ask Magic Shop for the answer.
When Jin came, I laughed so hard! He was being so cute and adorable!
"I love the ARMY too much! Hahaha! What should I doooo?!"
The members all crack up laughing. They asked Magic Shop and the answer was "You'll find it. Ok, later." Jin was being cute again.
"I love you, ARMY!"
OMG, he was such a cutie pie! My heart! The other members finish and they say goodbye to ARMY. "We'll see you all tomorrow!" V says. "Bye!" Jungkook says. They all come backstage. "How did we do, Navya?" RM asks.
"What kind of question is that?! You guys did awesome! Not to mention asking Magic Shop the answers to your questions!"
"Yeah, it gave us weird answers." Suga says.
"Speaking about Magic Shop, there's something I want to talk about."
"Yeah?" J-Hope says.
"I don't think Jin is the oldest hyung in BTS."
"What makes you say that?" Jimin says.
"Because he was being cute and adorable!!! To ARMY!!!"
The members all laugh.
"Wait, you saw?!" Jin asks.
"Yeah! I don't want to miss all the fun and excitement! Jin, you made laugh so hard!"
"It was for ARMY, Navya! Don't make fun of me!"
"I'm not! I'm just saying you were very cute that you also warmed my heart."
Jin looks at me.
"I-I did?"
"Of course. You always do."
We both lock eyes. I took in his features. He looked even more handsome in this look.
Jin's eyes move down to my lips and he leans in. "Jin, get undressed! We have another day tomorrow!" RM says. Jin blinks and looks up.
"Oh yeah! Navya, let's go!"
"We better get home quickly to get a good night's sleep."
We change back into our regular clothes and head to the van. It takes us back to the suite. Once we get there, we get out and go in the elevator. It takes up to the 4th floor. Everyone goes into their rooms.
"Good night, guys!"
"Good night, Navya!" All the members say.
I change into my pajamas, brush my teeth, and get into bed. I had such an amazing and fun today. Watching the members perform on stage makes me so happy. I can't wait to see them tomorrow. I close my eyes and fall asleep.
Part 2 coming! Stay tuned! Love you all! 💜💜💜💜
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