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number1jeonginstan · 4 months
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heyyy i hope this request doesn’t make you uncomfortable or anything but i love your writing style and i was wondering if maybe you could do like a stoner smut type thing?
not really picky about the member (for some crazy reason is see chan and felix) again sorry if it’s uncomfortable.
p.s can i be 🍃anon 🥰
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pairing: (friends?)Felix x afab!reader
warnings: weed, swearing, kissing, smut, some fluff too!
word count: 1.7k (hehehehe)
18+ Minors DNI
A/N: This took so long to get out, like I really apologize and I hope I did your request justice 🍃 anon! Sorry again for taking so long, I've just been super duper busy with school, but because I'm on winter break, I'm trying to push out requests and my own fic that I'm working on!
smut warnings: protected sex (first time in a while), oral (m! and f! receiving), smoking weed (obvi) idk what else!
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It was an average night between you and Felix, he was finally back from promotions in Japan, meaning that he was free for a couple of days. The both of you decided to hang out, catching up on what happened while he was away. 
There was a comfortable silence between the two of you as you lay on his bed, playing Mario Kart on his switch as he was playing League on his “baby” aka, his PC that he had worked so long on. 
As you continued to play, Felix took out a bag from the top drawer of his desk, shaking in front of you “Want some?” 
“Want somewhat?” you asked, throwing a green turtle at Walugi in front of you, barely registering what Felix was saying as you were too immersed in the game. Felix jumped on top of you, throwing the console across his bed, onto the pillows. 
“Felix Yongbok Lee, what was that for?” you looked up to see his face close to yours holding a ziploc bag of weed. “Shit, I’m down” you giggled, seeing how eager he looked.
“Can you roll the joint? You know I suck at them, plus Jisung told me this shit is supposed to be really strong so I don’t wanna mess it up.”
“Yeah sure”, you shrugged, sitting up and grabbing some paper from near the two of you. You rolled the piece in between your thumbs, licking the end and sealing it. 
“Do you want to start, or should I?” you asked, trying to find a lighter from the drawer next to his bed. 
“I’ll start, it is my weed anyway” he giggled at you, taking the lighter that you had found from your hands to light the blunt. You just nodded, going back to the game you were playing before zoning out. 
“Open,” he told you, tapping your mouth and you followed suit. You allowed him to barely press his lips to your mouth, a mere centimeter of distance between your lips as he puffed the smoke into your mouth. You inhale, allowing it to fill your lungs and senses.  
Your eyelids fluttered open seeing Felix still right in front of you, barely moving an inch. You quickly turned back around, flipping positions onto your back, him following suit. He took another hit as you were starting to feel fuzzy from either the weed or his proximity. 
Before you could think about it for another second, he held the blunt to your lips, allowing you to take a puff directly from the joint. “Fuck, Jisung wasn’t joking, this shit is strong,” you said, taking another hit before letting Felix take it back and putting it back to his lips. 
A couple more hits were passed like this until the joint began to shrivel. Felix dropped the end of the blunt on the ashtray next to his bed. You both laid on his bed like that for a few minutes, allowing your high to settle in until he brushed your arm. You could feel goosebumps running up and down them, causing you to moan. 
He looked at you baffled, his eyelids droopy, same as yours. “Are you okay?” he asked, and you simply nodded. “It’s just a bit chilly in here” you whispered, feeling like everything would shatter if you spoke even a decibel higher. 
You turned your face to meet his, not noticing how you were staring at his lips. He looked you directly in the eye before grabbing your face and kissing you. 
“Fuck” he groaned around your lips as he slowly pulled away. You whimpered at the loss of contact with him, your face feeling bare from where his hands previously met your face. He just giggled, loving the way your lips were parted, the lip tint you were wearing slightly smudged. 
Before he could even think, you straddled him, his entire body flat underneath you as you began to kiss him. He groaned at the feeling of your body on top of his. 
You began to kiss him harder, your pussy rubbing against the crotch of his shorts pressing against his hardening cock. He began to remove his mouth from your lips, a string of saliva between your mouths before he began to kiss your neck.
It was like you could feel every beat of your heart pressing against your chest. Every nerve heightened as he began to pull your shirt off your body, moving down to your breasts, placing kisses on top of both of them as he pulled down the straps of your bra.
The cold air hit your chest, causing your nipples to harden. He pinched one while sucking the other, eliciting moans from you. “Feels good doesn’t it baby?”
Before you could reply, he went back to attacking your breast, flipping you both over so he was on top of you. You giggled at the feeling of the bed hitting your back, it was almost like laying on a cloud. 
“Need you” you whispered, barely audible and he simply nodded, removing his own shirt, allowing you to see his toned body. Each ab looked like it was carved on. You admired his body as he pulled your shorts down slightly, allowing him to see the wet patch on your underwear.
“Fuck baby, so wet for me, is the weed making you this needy?” 
“Yes, need you Lix, please” you whimpered as he began to kiss your thighs, pulling your shorts fully off your body and throwing them somewhere in the room. 
He got to your clothed cunt, licking a stripe up it causing you to squirm underneath him. “Please, no more teasing you pleased”
“Come on baby, you can take it” You just nodded as he placed kisses on your cunt before removing your cotton panties with his teeth. You moaned at the sensation, his teeth slowly grazing your thighs. You felt his tongue tease your cunt, licking and sucking at your clit. 
It was getting to be too much, your body fuzzy as he began to insert a finger into your tight cunt. You were squeezing around his fingers as he continued to tease your clit. 
“So good for me aren’t you, squeezing my finger like a good little whore. How are you going to take my cock if you can barely take my fingers?”
“I can do it, I can take your cock” you whimpered as he began to insert a second finger into your pussy. It was getting to be too much, your head already fuzzy from the weed, and the way he was eating you out as a man starved, it only took another curling of his fingers inside you to make you cum around his fingers. 
He continued to eat you out, eating the last bit of your cum as you writhed underneath him, feeling overstimulated by the feeling of his tongue caressing your cunt. “Please Lixie, need your cock instead” you whined, needing to feel full of him. 
He just chuckled, pulling away from you, his chin covered in your cum. He wiped it away with the back of his hands, licking the fingers that were in you mere seconds ago. 
“What a slut, just made you cum and now you are begging for my cock?” he moaned as he pulled down his shorts and boxers, throwing them near your own clothes as the tip of his dick slapped his stomach. The tip of his cock was red, leaking pre-cum and you looked at him astonished. 
You knew his cock was big from what it felt like when you grinded on him, but you didn’t expect it to be that long. It wasn’t as thick, but it was a pretty pink color with a long vein running up the underneath of it. You weren’t sure if it was going to fit in you. 
“Don’t worry baby, you can take it” he said stroking his cock. He reached into his nightstand drawer, trying to grab a condom. As he was trying to find one, you positioned yourself on your knees, taking his cock in your hands. 
“Fuck baby” he moaned as you began to kitten lick the tip of his cock, tasting his pre-cum. You began to take his cock deeper in your mouth, your tongue licking the underside of it, bobbing your head up and down as you tried to take more of it. He grabbed your hair, pulling you off of it, seeing your spit running down your chin, your eyes watery. 
“So good for me baby, but I want to be in you before I blow” 
You simply nodded, lying back on the bed propped on your elbows admiring the way he was rolling the condom onto his cock. He kissed you while slowly pushing the tip of his cock in you, eliciting a moan from the both of you. 
“It’s too much” you whimpered as he bottomed you out. He began to slowly pull his cock out of you and repositioned himself to try and hit that perfect spot in you. 
“I thought you said you could take it?” He asked, snapping his hips into yours harder than before. He began to continue that pace, drilling his cock into you harder and harder.
“Lix feels so good, oh fuck” you moaned, your walls clenching around his cock. “Fuck, if you keep squeezing like that, I’m gonna cum” he moaned, not stopping his pace.
You clenched around him again feeling too good, “Baby, ahh, fuck, I’m gonna cum” he groaned, biting your shoulder. You could feel him twitch inside of you as he brought his hand down to play with your clit. He wanted, no needed to cum at the same time as you. 
It was the push you needed, your cunt spasming on his cock as you came, causing him to follow behind in just a few thrusts, filling the condom with his hot cum. 
It felt weird as he pulled out of you, tying the condom and throwing it in the trash as he laid next to you, covering the both of you in his blanket. 
“I should thank Jisung” he chuckled as he wrapped his arms around you, placing a soft kiss on your temple, still feeling the effects of his high.
“Yeah you should” you giggled, resting your head on his chest. 
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yesimwriting · 6 months
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Hi! I know you're probably busy rn with collage and what not and I totally understand if you can't expand on this but either way, god I just need to rant about this thought.
So I just saw this tik tok where this girl was like "when I'm riding passenger princess and we're getting a little to close to the car in front of us" and the audio was like "the question is when are you gonna START stopping?"
And one of the comments said she wasn't a passenger princess she was a anxious passenger patroller and all that had me thinking of was Stu and reader, like I don't know about everyone else but i canon whole heartily Stu is a great driver who drives recklessly because 1)he knows what he's doing and 2) he thinks the shits funny
And I believe he'd do it especially to reader when he gets in those weird moods when he doesn't know how to feel about the reader/doesn't know how to handle it, and it kinda just serfaces in this weird aggression . Idk it could be like a fight-ish thing and she's telling him to slow down and he's being a dick about and in the end he weasels his way back into her good graces because she won't speak to him first if he's wrong and he doesn't like going to long with out talking to her
I don't know what up with my mind and how it wonders, anywho hope you have a good day/night :)
a/n for sure busy with school and actually having a social life for once and writing but always always always have time for billy and/or stu (especially since i'm kind of stuck on final girl rn😭)
YOU ARE SO RIGHT,, like i don't think he'd drive recklessly to scare reader with the intention of putting reader or himself in a dangerous situation,, but he'd for sure find it funny or see it as a way to "humble" reader a bit, like if Stu felt like the reader was acting too detached or into someone else he's suddenly speeding a little more just so that reader has to grip his arm and squeeze his hand
anyway i've been missing them and super happy to have a lower stakes way to talk about them,, also this turned out a little different and fluffier than i expected it to be lol
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Something about the commercial feels different in the fall. Cliche radio hits are easier during the summer, sometimes even fun. But during autumn, with leaves melting off trees in hues of red and orange and the looming end of the year nostalgia, the synthetic quality is harder to look past.
That's why your hand instinctually gravitates to the radio, switching the station without a second thought.
Stu sighs, a quick, over exaggerated puff of air. "I liked that one."
You glance in his direction, glaring, "You were barely listening."
Even though you're mainly defending yourself out of habit, you know it's true. Stu's pretty open about what he likes, even when he doesn't realize it. Usually, when he likes a song he'll tap his fingers against the steering wheel. If he really likes something, he'll even get into it in a way that definitely lessens his ability to control the car.
"I was, too," he hums, half pouting.
You roll your eyes before looking back out the window. The world is moving past you in a vague blur. So quick a seed of unease plants itself in your stomach. You wouldn't exactly call it worry, you've been hanging with Stu and getting him to drive you around too long for his casual take on driving to overly phase you. With the exception of him doing something particularly risky like throwing himself into another lane after barely checking or taking too sharp of a left turn because of yellow light.
Sometimes you comment on it, equal parts teasing and annoyed. But usually, it's easier to just accept it. Stu's so comfortable with the way he drives that comments only amuse him. The one time you glared at him and asked him to slow down, he had a made a game of switching lanes at the last possible second.
"You liked that Spice Girls song more."
Stu openly snaps his head away from the road to glare at you. "Did not, you're the one that likes that saturated pop stuff."
"I said I liked one song one time."
He sighs, finally turning back to face the windshield. "Sure..." He tugs on the last syllable, dragging it out to make his disbelief clear. "You wanna stop for ice cream?"
It's not exactly late, but later than you planned on staying out. Time seems to slip away too quickly when you and your usual group are together and this afternoon's movie that ended in a hangout at the mall had eaten even more time than expected. There was something extra entertaining about wandering between stores and only occasionally actually looking at clothes.
You do have homework and it is Sunday and you told your mom you'd be back around 6:00 probably and it's now almost 7:00. But ice cream does sound nice and there will only be so many evenings in your life that feel this warm and lighthearted.
"I have some homework," you mumble in one final attempt to convince yourself, "But, yeah, I could go for ice cream."
Stu nods, tapping his pointer finger against the wheel. "We'll be fast."
The yellow light doesn't affect his speed as he turns left. Your fingers press into the side of your seat. Fast. No kidding.
"You okay there, babe?" Okay, there's no way your expression was bad enough to warrant a question (especially when he should be looking at the road). He has to be baiting you. "You're looking a little green."
You force your hand to relax, "Mhm." And it is fine. At the very least, fine enough because Stu always drives like this. "Used to you driving like you're on the run."
"You're just sensitive."
The comment is more dismissive than teasing and for whatever reason, you like it less than when he makes fun of you. At least his bullying is coated in a distinct type of affection that only Stu can get away with.
You briefly consider starting one of your 'am not, are too' fights. You're definitely not above it, especially when you two are alone and no one's around to call you out for being overly childish. But if he's going to be moody over the smallest comment...
He switches lanes--without using his blinker--with a sharp turn of the wheel. "If it's that bad, you could get rides from someone else."
The comment is hard and too casual to be a threat, but still mean. It makes your stomach drop more than the way Stu maneuvers the car. You didn't say he was that bad of a driver and you definitely didn't say anything about not going out with him anymore.
There are a lot of good things about getting Stu to drive you around. You like being in his space and the music that's more often than not just a little too loud and the passenger seat that feels more like your seat. You also like the unplanned for car moments, the accidental gossip sessions in driveways and parking lots. It's part of the reason you're glad you don't have a license yet...it's an excuse to just be around him.
"I didn't--"
"Bet Randy would put up with your backseat driving." The car speeds up slightly. "He'd slow down if you gave him that look."
You frown, ruining any chance you have at arguing that that you don't have a face. You don't get what his issue is, especially with bringing up Randy. He's been making on and off comments since the movie you all watched ended.
You don't fully get it, but you guess you get Stu being a little annoyed. Randy and you had been a little obnoxious, laughing too hard at jump scares and flinching too dramatically at moments that weren't that bad. But it's not like you two were terrible. Definitely not bad enough to warrant this passive aggression.
"I don't want to drive around with Randy, I want to drive around with you." You're full on pouting and you don't even care.
Stu sighs, eyes avoiding yours in the rearview mirror. An uncomfortable warmth settles against his face. How do you always manage to do that? From anyone else, he'd hate it, but you're never trying to get anything out of it. Things like that are just offhanded comments to you. No ulterior motives. You don't even think twice about it.
"So now it's not enough enough to be driven around by anyone?"
You shrug, relaxing into your seat. "I'm spoiled."
His throat feels dry, a wave of uncomfortable fondness hitting him with no warning. He knows there's some joke he should make about how you're shameless about it, too. But he's too caught up on the amount of feeling tightening his chest.
He turns into parking lot of your usual drive-in ice cream spot.
"You're enabled."
You turn your head, smiling, "And you're the enabler."
Stu grins, moving a hand to squeeze your shoulder. "I'll enable you any time, babe."
You roll your eyes, but don't make any move to shake him off. "Enable me a--"
"Mint chocolate chip in a waffle--not sugar--cone." He recites your usual order without a second thought.
You nod once in approval. "This is why you're my favorite."
"I'm telling Billy you said that."
Scratching the back of your arm, you glare. Stu's always trying to start a fight with that. "Do not start."
He grins teasingly, "Start what?"
You glare, hoping that the look is threatening enough to make him promise to leave your comment behind. You've known Stu long enough to know that he'd happily take a you're my favorite and save it until he could use it as some sort of ammunition, exaggerating it to make sure it really hits. All that does is make him smile more. Before you can say anything else about it, Stu rolls down the window and orders.
When you get to the window, you try to pay for your own, but that ends as it usually does. He never lets you pay for anything, and when you threaten to leave cash in his car, he threatens to buy you even more things. Try it and on Monday I'm picking you up with coffee and a muffin and that new CD you were talking about. ...A lot of the times, the suggestion makes you want to stop for coffee and muffins before school anyway, so you end up getting it with him anyway.
You give in early this time, thanking him for the ice cream as he finds an empty spot to park in. You smile to yourself. Parked car time with Stu is something you enjoy a lot more than you'd ever admit. The two of you have a silent understanding that in these moments you can say things you wouldn't usually be able to say out loud. Nothing terribly cruel, just a little snarky. The kind of comments that'd get you in trouble in front of the wrong people.
Usually, you have to take the lead at first because Stu likes to act like he's too good for gossip, but once he gets started, he's worse than you.
You're still debating which of the two major topics--rumors you've heard about Susan Welch being pregnant and the weird way Madison Meyer has been acting--to bring up first when Stu breaks the silence. "You uh--" Stu cuts himself off. "You know I wouldn't--I wouldn't do anything that'd hurt you like that."
Weirdly deep comment to hear while you're holding an ice cream cone. "...Are you trying to convince me you didn't poison my ice cream?" That strange seriousness of his doesn't go away. You frown. "Yeah, come on, of course I know that."
He nods, "Yeah, just--" Stu won't look at you. "I wouldn't, and just--the car thing--"
"Stu." You've made those kinds of comments before, and it's never made him react like this. "I know that." You nudge his forearm gently. "I didn't mean it like."" He doesn't cheer up. "Seriously, if I thought you were trying to reverse-vehicular-manslaughter me, I wouldn't get in the car."
At that, he lets out a breath that's definitely trying not to be a laugh. "Would that be reverse-vehicular-manslaughter?"
"I don't know," you hum casually, pausing to eat some of your ice cream, "You're the one trying to do it." Stu glares; you grin. "Kidding." You bite off the top edge of your cone. "You know I love driving around with you--we listen to music, we talk, we gossip--"
"I don't gossip, you gossip and I let you."
You shake your head, not bringing up the fact that he always has more stuff worth saying than you do and he's snarkier than anyone would ever guess. "Then I guess I won't tell you what's up with Susan Welch."
To be fully honest, Stu couldn't care less about Susan Welch, but he likes the way you react to these sort of things. Your reactions to his side comments might be his favorite part of these moments. "She's...in our english class right?"
"Mhm," you hum, trying to downplay your excitement, "Remember how she had to leave class early the other day--like, practically ran out of the room to throw up?" You don't wait for him to respond, "That was on square pizza day--which is the day that's least likely to make someone throw up." You pause for the sake of your ice cream. "And Lucy Thompson swears Susan randomly stopped drinking, which if you've met her, makes no sense. So, Lucy thinks Susan might be..." You trail off before vaguely gesture to your stomach.
Stu's eyes narrow as he pretends to really think about what you've just said. "I don't know if that's enough to mean she's knocked up."
You shake your head once, "Lucy also said she's never in cheer practice anymore, and she started wearing baggy clothes." You sit up a little straighter, "And Missy Danes swears her older sister's friend saw Susan buying a pregnancy test in a grocery store two towns over. I know it's not proof, but it's definitely worth thinking about."
He widens his eyes, more for your sake than anything else, "Definitely." He pushes his spoon into his melting ice cream. "If she is pregnant, she's totally screwed because Ben Johnson was just bragging about hooking up with her."
Your mouth falls open in pretend shock, "No way." You lean against the center console. "You got oreo again, right?"
Stu knows exactly what that question means, "Want some?"
Your eyebrows draw together as you shake your head. "No, I'm--"
"We could trade for a little."
Another one of your traditions, each person's ice cream slowly becoming everyone's. "Another reason why you're my favorite."
"Oh, now you're begging me to tell Billy."
You dip the spoon into ice cream, digging for a particularly large oreo crumb. "I will blame it on the ice cream."
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joshstambourine · 3 years
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"Hi I have a request for either Josh or Jake 💛 can I get a story where they see a girl, either at school or they can already be famous in this, and is instantly enamored. I don't know if you've seen The Virgin Suicides, but if you have then something similar to when Trip sees Lux for the first time. I'm interested in how those two would go about getting a girl's attention when they have a crush.💕💕💕" - Anonymous
//Hi Doll! I can’t say I have seen that--- but I will try my best to write something that I feel matches the idea you had. 
I’m gonna be repeating this forever--- but again, I’m so sorry it took me so long to get this request out for you! I decided to go with Josh being in school for this one.//
Warnings: Cursing, awkward beans
Word Count: 1969
Synopsis: Josh had never really believed in love at first sight... but yet....
Josh Kiszka x Fem!Reader
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The first day of sophomore year. For most this was just the start of another school year; a sudden reminder that a new binder or fun pencil case is exciting for all of 10 minutes when it comes to actual classes and work. But for Josh… this year felt like it was filled with possibilities. It sounds like some sort of stupid thing you'd see on a motivational calendar, but it really truly did.
Josh hadn't imagined for a second that he actually would have a chance in making music his career; and yet, he had spent all summer with his band mates playing for different occasions and pubs. All the while they were working, working hard on writing songs that they could be proud to play for others.
All of that said, Josh was returning to high-school this year with a new found amount of confidence and excitement; it showed in every step Josh took. His one hand held loosely on to the arm of his backpack, walking in time with Jake.
"But what do you think? Would it look good on me?" Jake inquired, fingers lightly playing with the mid-length pieces of hair on his head.
"I mean… I don't know…" Josh lightly starts, glancing at his twin and begins to take a good long look at him.
Jake's eyes widened just a touch, his expression becoming one that said, 'Well…?'
"Uh… honestly I don't really know Jake. I've never seen you with anything else than this." Josh admits, then snickers a little, "Except for that one time when we decided it'd be fun to take those scissors and---"
"No, that's fine, I didn't need to think about that." Jake immediately stopped him, his hand going to take a full dive into his mess of dark brown hair. 
"Cmon, it was really funny though. Ma really lost her shit when she saw your head like that." Josh continued to muse, hands folding into his pockets with the utmost of ease. 
Jake shook his head in a mournful way, "I can say I will never go back to a buzz-cut again… not without a fight."
Josh's smile never faltered, it was his laughter that changed, softening into a bit of a sigh as they reached the double doors at the front of the school. With a swing of the doors they both were making their way down the hallway to their lockers.
"Meet by Mr.Shapiro's class before lunch?" Jake questioned, to which Josh nodded. No matter which school the twins went to the teachers seemed to know that the best course of action was to keep them separated. That said Josh and Jake always had separate homerooms at least, through most of their time in school.
"See ya in a bit." Josh waved, taking a few steps back before turning on his heels and heading to his own locker.
Josh's excitement to be back in class showed on his face more than he probably would have wanted. A few pencils in his hand along with a binder filled with blank paper and tucked away dividers.  
As soon as Josh stepped into the class room his eyes were met with many familiar faces. Some of these people he had been in school with since kindergarten; like Meg, a rather tall blunt faced girl with long kinky black hair. She simply threw a peace sign Josh's way as he stepped through the doors; he eagerly returned it, bringing a small smile to Meg's lips. 
With some brisk steps Josh moved to place himself at the back of the classroom, just behind Meg. He threw his things on his desk without much thought. Despite there being a good number of kids he knew... there seemed to be equally just as many new kids. 
Leaning on his desk Josh moved closer to Meg, "Where the hell did these guys come from?" 
Meg's brow lifted as she leaned back a little, "Know the high-school on the east side?" 
"The one where you can get crack for super cheap?" Josh inquired, 
Meg's head bobbed, "They closed it down, so now we get half the kids that went there." She explains with her head resting on her hand in a bored way. 
"Oh shit really? That's a lot of kids---" Josh was quick to respond, glancing around the room. 
"Oh yeah... way too many in my personal opinion --- not that anyone cares." Meg mutters, beginning to click her mechanical pencil. 
Josh's eyes were still taking in all the new faces as he started to respond, "Wow aren't we positive today." 
Meg sighed, "Eh.... I'm just not excited, Justin and I broke up over the summer and I'll have to see him in history." She began to explain, "Things are just really tense, yknow?" 
She waited a moment for him to give some comforting... but still idiotic response, however none came. It finally got Meg to turn and look at him, as she did she immediately noticed that Josh's eyes had widened just a touch, cheeks dusted a light pink. 
Meg followed the line of his eyes to a beautiful young woman. The expression he wore was more than enough to tell Meg that she should move. 
Josh was so busy just... taking the new girl in that he didn't even notice Meg slip to the free desk to the side of the one she was previously sat in. Josh just couldn't put his finger on it, there was something... something so breathtaking about her. Was it her eyes? Or maybe how her hair fell around her face? He couldn't be sure. What he was absolutely sure of was that he had never had a moment in his life where he could hear music just by looking at someone. 
"Hey... do you know if this desk is free?" A new voice shook Josh. It was her. She was standing at a desk to his left with a bit of an awkward air. 
He was just so shaken. What did she say again? Something about a desk? Josh's lips parted, "Uh--- I uh, what did you--?" 
"No that one isn't open, but the one just in front of my dude Josh is, right Josh?" Meg interrupted, pointing to the desk ahead of him. 
"Oh y-yeah, that one's open! Definitely 100% open! It couldn't be more open even if it tried!" Josh started spouting, he really wasn't even aware that his mouth had moved, and that was clear in the fact that it just kept moving when she had come to sit down. "Do you need any pencils at all?? I have like 20!" He continued, though his hand held one full sized pencil and one shorter than the average person's pinkie... both chewed on. "I mean not on me but--- who needs a pencil right?" 
The girl laughed a little awkwardly, her gaze moving from Josh to Meg and then to the desk. "No, no I'm okay thank you though." She slipped into the chair, keeping her gaze frontwards. 
Meg looks to Josh with a shocked look, 'What was that??' She mouthed, 
Josh responded with an absolutely mortified expression. He would never say he was the smoothest guy on the planet, but he had never been that awkward in his life. 
Meg shook her head before reaching out to tap the girl's shoulder, "I'm Meg!" She introduces, "And that goober is Josh." 
The girl lightly moved to glance over her shoulder at Josh in a shy way. "It's nice to meet you both. I'm (Y/N)." She hummed with a sweet smile. 
"That's a pretty name, isn't it Josh??" Meg quickly said, trying to get him to continue the conversation in a less awkward way.
Josh nodded very enthusiastically, "The prettiest name I've heard in a long time!" He said with a smile, 
(Y/N)'s cheeks began to hold a flush of their own. "Oh! Uh... th-thank you!" She sputtered out. 
'OH FUCK. She's so cute.' Josh thought to himself, Adam's apple bobbing in his throat with a shaky swallow. 
Little did Josh know that (Y/N) was thinking something very similar. She might not make it as obvious as he was, but being so much closer now... being able to see the warmth in his brown eyes, seeing how his wavy brown hair came to cup his cheeks --- she couldn't help but continue to stare back at him. 
The only thing that could pull them both out of the little trance they had fallen into was the bell. Both of them quickly looked toward it, followed by a man's voice at the front of the class. 
"Alright everyone, take your seats!" 
(Y/N) was reluctant but she turned herself to look toward the front of the class. A little bit nervous, but mustering an ounce of courage she tore a piece of paper from her notebook quietly and began to scribble something down. 
Josh hardly got anything out of that language arts class, he was way too busy trying to figure out what excuse he could make to talk with (Y/N) again. He was just rattling through every little conversation starter he had ever heard in his life... but none of them felt like they would work. 
Before long the bell had rung overhead once more and everyone was shuffling to grab their things and head to all of their next classes. 
Biting his lip, Josh was determined to catch (Y/N) before she could head off to her own next class. Luckily for him she had a similar idea. Both turning to each other as they stepped out of the classroom, it was painfully quiet at first. It seemed as if they were trying to get their thoughts together really. 
Finally they spoke, 
"Hey would you---" "I was wondering if you'd---" 
At once. 
A small awkward laugh left their lips, "Please, go ahead I was going to say something dumb---" Josh quickly said moving to rub the back of his neck. 
(Y/N)'s lips parted as she let out and unsure chuckle, eyes moving downwards for a moment. "I was just going to ask if you would mind if I joined you for lunch? I just am new and don't really have any---" 
"Yes!" Josh quickly said, "Yes absolutely. You didn't even have to ask, you could have just showed up if you wanted to!" He quickly says to her. 
The speed he seemed to talk at entertained (Y/N) a heck of a lot. A smile creeping across her face, "Okay! Thank you!" She responded. 
"Do you know where the cafeteria is? I can show ya if you want??" Josh quickly continued, "I mean I'm sure you could find it on you're own, you seem very smart and capable. Most women are to be honest; I remember reading an article about how men need to---" 
"That would be really great actually." (Y/N) smiled in a gentle way. 'He's even more nervous than I am.' She thought to herself. 
"Oh-oh! Okay cool! Uh, do you know where Mr.Shapiro's class is?" He asks, 
(Y/N) seemed to think for a minute, "113... right? I have him for chemistry this afternoon I think." She mutters. 
Josh swiftly nods his head, "That's the one!! Meet me there okay?" He says. 
(Y/N) nodded back, understanding the little plan they now had. "I'll see you in a little bit then?" She lightly asks. 
"Yeah absolutely." Josh began to grin, suddenly beyond excited. Even as she began to walk off to her class all he could think about was how sure he was now that this year was going to be fantastic. 
That was until a warning bell played overhead, "Oh shit--" Josh jumped in shock, immediately beginning to run to his next class.
//That's all for now lovely! I do actually have an idea on how to continue this one if anyone would like! Pretty please let me know in the comments if that's something you guys would like 💜//
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ichigoromi · 3 years
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𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐈𝐓 | 𝐌𝐒𝐁𝐘 𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 | 𝐇𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧
GUYS AND GIRLS AND MY NON-BINARY MATES! IT'S OKAY TO STOP WHENEVER YOU WANT. DO NOT FEEL OBLIGATED TO CONTINUE JUST BECAUSE YOUR PARTNER WANTS. CONSENT IS BOTH WAYS.
Okay, yeah, I just want to put that out because I've seen some of my acquaintances or heard stories going through some traumatic shit because they weren't ready but were forced to go through it.
Pairing (s): MSBY Four — Bokuto Koutarou, Hinata Shoyo, Miya Atsumu and Sakusa Kiyoomi x fem! reader, all characters are aged up!
Genre: romance, fluff
Warning (s): mentions of sex, pre-marital sex, suggestive themes, toxic friends, peer pressure, sexual assault not suitable for 18 and under. 18 and under DNI.
a/n - not going to lie; I always feel uncomfy while writing kissing or seggs scenes because I have no idea how it feels. Do people really suck their partner's tongue while making out? I have tons of questions, but my irl friends are like me, we have no knowledge abt kissing...
Enjoy~!
Bokuto Koutarou
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Bokuto is your first boyfriend, and he is your first for everything.
He is always patient and never rushes you.
You two always do things at your pace because he doesn't want you to feel uncomfortable.
But, you know that sooner or later, you two would have sex.
And the thought of it scares you.
You were brought up in a traditional and conservative family; sex was never really mentioned.
Most of your friends are experienced and often give you advice on how to do it.
Some of your 'friends' told you that he will leave you if you don't have sex with him soon.
You're an insecure individual, so hearing those, you can't help but feel obligated to have sex with him soon.
Bokuto has a high EQ, and he easily noticed that you were feeling upset.
Since you didn't want to worry him, you reassure him that you were okay.
After three years of dating, was he going to leave you because you two couldn't have sex because of you?
Bokuto pulls you onto his lap, and you gently loop your arms around his neck to bring him closer to you. You kissed him back with as much passion as he was, and he sneaks his hands underneath your shirt to massage your stomach gently.
You softly moaned when he slips his tongue into yours, and he playfully sucks on it.
He stops kissing your lips and slowly kisses his way down to your neck, and sucks on your collarbones, leaving light love bites on them. Your breath hitched when you felt him cupping your breast; you immediately pushed his hands away.
At first, Bokuto felt a bit taken back by your reaction, then he saw your glassy eyes.
"Hey, what's wrong? You can tell me." He tries to touch you, but you shook your head.
"I'm not ready...I don't want to do this, Kou. Are you going to leave me?" Bokuto was confused; why the hell would you come to a conclusion that ridiculous just because you didn't want to have sex with him?
He cups your face and makes you face him.
"Babe, it's okay if you're not ready. We don't have to do this if you don't want to. We can stop. I'll never leave you. Was it those friends of yours again? Dump them. If my baby doesn't want to have sex, then we shall not. We shall do it when you're ready, okay? Don't feel pressured by them; we do this at our pace. Now, do you want to watch a movie and cuddle?" You meekly nodded your head, and he kisses your forehead and on the lips.
Bokuto went back to the room and came back with a big fleece blanket.
"Virgin or not, I will always love you. Don't listen to the rubbish they are talking about. If you wanna have sex, we can do it. As long you are comfortable, that is all I want. Don't blame yourself, okay?" He flicked your forehead when he noticed your sad pout.
He set up the TV and dims the lights in the living room. You sat in his lap, and he wraps the blanket around the two of you as the movie starts playing.
"Kou, I love you. Thank you for being so understanding." You thanked him and kisses his cheek.
"I love you too." Bokuto pulls you closer and kisses the top of your head.
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Miya Atsumu
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Atsumu loves you a lot.
You were the first girlfriend he has brought home to his parents, and Osamu approves of you.
It seems like he has found his match. His fans were glad to see him in a relationship where he is genuinely happy.
Before Atsumu, you dated a couple of guys, and it was all bad experiences.
Your first boyfriend forced you to give your virginity to him, and he was older, so you thought that was what you're supposed to do in a relationship.
The second guy just took advantage of your vulnerability and exploit you in the worst possible ways.
You met Atsumu while working as a pilates instructor, and their's team trainer introduced you to him.
And you two have been dating for about two years after knowing for about a year.
Sex...you two did talk about it, but you were just not ready to do it after all the traumatic experiences.
And, he was okay with it.
You felt bad because sometimes you can hear him touching himself, yet you can't help him with his needs.
"Tsumu, let's do it." You climb into his lap and captures his lips into yours. He was surprised, but nonetheless, he loves kissing you. He wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you closer to him.
His hands crept up to your inner thighs, and he starts massaging your thighs.
You felt a bit squirmish and slight discomfort, but you ignored it and starts kissing down his neck, leaving love bites, and you helped him removed his shirt.
Atsumu knows you well, and he noticed your expression. Even though it was subtle, he noticed how you were slightly uncomfortable and when he touches you, you flinched by reflex.
All the small actions that you unconsciously do make him realised that you were forcing yourself to do.
"Hey, we don't have to do it if you're not ready. You don't have to force yourself." Hearing him say that, you broke down in tears.
He holds you securely and pats your back in a comforting manner as you cry.
Even though you wanted to do it, he sensed that you were uncomfortable and decided to stop you. He noticed that you were not ready and immediately stopped and comforted you; it made you realise that he is not like your exes.
"Babe, we can do it when you're ready to do it. No need to rush yourself; I can wait. I'm not going to leave just because we are not having sex." He comforted you and nodded your head.
You lifted up your head, and his heart ached at the sight of your tear-stained cheeks.
"I'm sorry for not being able to things like a normal couple. I just thought that you might leave me if we don't have sex..." He shook his head and cups your face in his hands.
"I can wait as long as you are ready to do it. I'm not going to leave you just because we can't have sex. If I have any urges, I'll just touch myself or something. I want you to feel that you are safe with me and under no pressure. If you don't want to have sex, we don't have to. Is that clear?" He stroke your cheeks gently.
"Thank you for being so patient. I just feel-" Atsumu shuts you up by kissing you on the lips.
"No more feeling bad in this house! Let's watch your favourite show and order takeout, okay?" He was desperately trying to comfort you.
"Okay, I'll stop feeling bad. I love you." You leaned in to kiss his lips.
"I love you too. Now, I'll go get you one of my hoodies and we can cuddle more after I go calm myself down. See you in a bit!" He pecks your lips and rushed off to the bathroom.
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Hinata Shōyō
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He may look innocent, but Hinata probably has more experience than you.
But this guy has tons of patience when it comes to you.
You knew him since young since he was a neighbour of yours.
After graduating high school, you two reconnected and started dating shortly.
So, you two have been dating for three years, and there has never been a dull moment with him.
However, your friends ask about your sex life, but the two of you literally did nothing. The most you guys did was make out.
It's not you guys are super pure or innocent; you two felt there wasn't a need to have sex.
But how long can he last without having sex?
So you decided to ask him directly about it.
The two of you were just chilling on the sofa after dinner. You snuggled against him, and he wraps his arms around you and pulls you closer to him. When you two entered into the relationship, you guys promised each other to always be open.
Communication was the key to a stable relationship, and it was bugging you.
"Babe, are you okay without having sex? We've been going out for three years, and we never had sex. I just want to know your opinion about it." It was direct, and he never expects to have this kind of talk with you.
He thinks for a moment and hugs you tighter.
"Well, I am fine without it since I've been so busy training. I just want to spend time with you, sex or no sex; I love being around you. And, it's your body too. When you are ready, you can just tell me. No need to rush." He kisses your cheeks, and you nodded your head.
"Okay, I just want to know. You know, because my friends are talking about how sex is the one factor keeping their man. What about you?" You poked his cheeks, and he pouts.
"I'm not that horny! Anyways, I love coming home to your cooking and how you decorate our apartment and our dates! Not all relationships are like that...Or perhaps, you are the horny one in this relationship?" He scooted over from you and gasped.
You rolled your eyes at his dramatic self.
"You are the horny one! I caught you doing it in the bathroom!"
"You did it too! You left your dildo by the bathroom counter!"
The two of you burst out laughing at each other.
"Alright, we can do it whenever you are ready. Wait, we are going to miss the show! Turn on the TV!"
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Sakusa Kiyoomi
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Both of you are pretty direct in your relationship since you guys prioritise communication.
The talk of sex never really come up in your conversation.
You two have not moved in together yet but are looking at potential places to move in together.
Your parents were happy to hear you two were finally getting your own place after dating for five years and are engaged now.
Both of you rarely have the time to meet since you both are busy, but Sundays are meant for dates.
Your friends are shocked to hear that you and Sakusa never have sex throughout your relationship, not even once.
Maybe you two could just keep in your pants 👀.
Obviously, you two almost did it, but both of you stopped each other before it went further.
Sakusa himself has a lot of restraint but sometimes, seeing you in his shirt and cooking in his kitchen really turns him on.
He stood up from the sofa and approached you from the back. You jumped slightly when he wrapped his arms around your waist and leaned his chin on your shoulder.
"Wait a bit; good food takes time to cook. You can have some strawberries if you're hungry. My uncle sent some from his farm." He was not looking for some strawberries.
Sakusa softly kisses the nape of your neck; you accidentally let out a moan when he sucks on your sensitive spot. His naughty hands slyly sneak under your shirt and touch your stomach, leaving feathery touches below your bra.
He never stops kissing your neck, and you knew this might end up in the bedroom if you don't stop him and no dinner for you two.
"Kiyoomi, stop. I'm not ready yet." You told him firmly, and he stops immediately.
You turn down the stove and turns around to face him. He looked away, feeling guilty that he lost his rationality when he saw you in his shirt.
"Hey, don't feel bad. I stopped you, didn't I? That's all that matter." He lets out a deep sigh and pulls you into his embrace.
"I'm sorry. Seeing you in my shirt, I lost my rationality. You look so damn hot in it." He confessed, and you burst out laughing.
Sakusa frowned and cups your face to make you look at him.
"Fine, I won't laugh but get those strawberries and get out of the kitchen." You loop your arms around his neck to bring him down to your height for a kiss.
He lets you go and got the strawberries to the living room but his eyes were admiring your back as you return back to cooking.
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YAASSSSSSS! I'M DONE!
I'm so happy that I have finished writing this! Hope you all enjoyed this! Thank you for reading!
Stay safe and healthy!
With love,
Rosalie🍓
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jordluna · 4 years
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You Meet Steve Rogers (Natasha x daughter!reader)
Summary: On a mission to rescue hostages, you end up meeting Captain America along the way. The daughter reader is 15. Since reader is in her teenage years she's pretty sassy and her and Nat have a kinda bitchy relationship but it's still sweet though.
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"I have a mission with Steve to go on. I should be back in the morning so stay home, and don't do anything reckless while I'm gone." Natasha says while loading up guns on her cat suit as you sit on the couch of your apartment and binge the 100 on the T.V.
"Yeah, yeah. I'll stay here." You say while shoving a load full of popcorn in your mouth. You want her to leave badly so you can go onto the next season before the next day.
"Stay here and don't stay up late." She says firmly as you turn your back to face her to say one last remark.
"No mom, I'll go to the popular girl's party, get drunk, and hook up with the hottest dude I see." She rolls her eyes as she leaves the apartment, while you snicker to herself.
Just as your about to get up to make some more popcorn your phone rings from your hoodie. You pull it out,hoping one of your friends wants to chat with you so you won't be bored all night. Instead you see Director Fury's name on the screen.
You groan, as you swipe to answer it, knowing never to not answer Fury's calls.
"Was-sup Fury." You say while shutting off the T.V.
"Agent Romanoff, it's great to here from you again. Since you haven't showed up to Shield the past two weeks." Fury says not even trying to hid the annoyance in his voice.
"Two weeks already? Well I've been very busy with school work and all." You lie, as for the real reason you haven't shown up is because you were to busy binging The 100."Romanoff I think you must have forgotten you're on Spring break." You wince as you have totally forgotten.
"Shit." You mutter under your breathe. "Shit, indeed." Fury says back after a little bit of silence.
"So why'd you call me exactly?" You ask. "I need you as back up on your mother's and Steve's mission." He then explains their mission to you.
"So what do I have to do?" You ask annoyed that your all nighter is ruined, due to saving lives. "You, my least favorite Romanoff, have to collect Shield's intel on the ship. You can also kick some ass if needed." You sigh while putting on your cat suit and loading your weapons.
"Will do pirate dude." You say while leaving the apartment. "Also I'm so flattered to be your least favorite Romanoff."
"A car should be in the front of your house to escort you to the quinjet. You can jump off shortly after Natasha and Steve are already inside the ship."
"Sounds easy enough."
"Don't disappoint me y/n." You just sigh and end the call. You let your red hair down from the messy bun it was already in. Well time to do the dirty work.
*****
As you hide in the back of the ship you do what Fury instructed and waited for everyone to get off before you leave. Once you jump off you immediately start making your way to the to the control room to grab the data and go, hoping maybe just maybe you can finish one last episode before your mom comes home. Men immediately start running at you but you take out your dagger and slide towards them on your knees, slicing their thighs.
As they knell to the floor you stab them in the chest and make a break for the room. You think about using your guns tonight off the men in front of you but you know that's more of Natasha's thing than yours. Plus the guns would be to loud and you don't want to bump into anyone you know on the mission.
So instead you just do the simple hand to hand combat and leave without a single bruising or scratch as usual while the guys are wailing in pain on the ground.
"Sorry about that, but to be fair you did ruin my movie night." You say with a sinister smile.
*****
Steve moves around the ship looking for the rest of the hostages when he sees pirates injured on the ground. He immediately thinks it's Natasha since there is no there person that can fight without some sort of weapon as good as her. Let alone lave five men unconscious on the ground. As he walks closer he sees two more injured guys on the ground with what appear to be stab wounds.
"Nat, I didn't know you had an interest in knives." Steve says into his ear piece. Natasha is confused by his statement wondering what he is talking about. It then hits her. You were here.
"I'm not." She simply says as Steve is now also more confused.
*****
As you enter the control room you immediately put the hard drive in and start collecting whatever you can. Just then something comes crashing through the door with some unconscious guy underneath him.
"Hey Rogers." You say with a small smirk on your face, recognizing the man as Captain America.
"Who are you and what are you doing?" He says sternly as he pushes you back into the wall, harshly, putting his shield up to your collar bone so you couldn't escape. However you showed no fear in your eyes as you weren't even scared, just irritated that you're still in this room.
"Damn, is this how people introduced themselves in the forties? I'm here on Director Fury's orders."
"To collect Shield intel?"
"Why are you asking if you obviously already know." You say.
"Who are you?" He says firmly looking for an answer.
"Name's y/n. I would ask for your name but I already know because of the whole being a popsicle in a freezer for 97 years."
"You knocked all those guards out there?" He says looking down at the bloody knife in your holster. You just nod quickly hoping to get out of here before your mother finds you and grounds you for life.
"Why would Fury send a 14 year old girl out here?" Ok, now your annoyed with the interrogation.
"I'm 15 Cap. Get your facts strait before spitting them out." He most likely annoyed to as he's pushing you a little more further against the wall. Just as your about to grab the knife and stab him the thigh a familiar voice fills the room.
"Let her go Steve." Natasha says as he releases the pressure on your collar bone. As he moves out of the way you see the one person you've been planning on avoiding this entire mission. Natasha gives you the deadliest glare you've ever seen her give you. You tense for a second but let your muscles relax knowing this isn't the time to be a wimp.
"Hey-" She immediately cuts you off."Я сказал тебе оставаться дома." She's yelling to you in Russian, that's not good. (I told you to stay home.)
"Я знаю, но Фьюри сказал, что тебе нужна помощь.There for here I am." You say trying to reason with her as Steve just watches you guys very confused. (I know, but Fury said you needed back up.) She takes the hard drive out and throws it to you. You catch it and immediately put it in your pocket."Фьюри твоя мать? Нет, я." (Is Fury your mother? No, I am.) You sigh in defeat.
"Can I say something?" Steve says loudly.
"Shut it star spangled capris." You say as he is clearly taken aback.  All of a sudden a grenade is thrown at you by the unconscious guy but Steve uses his shield to knock it away. He grabs the you and your mother and crash into a window. Smoke fills the air as you chuckle slightly at the look on Steve's face when you mocked him. However Steve and Natasha just look at you weirdly and your face goes back to its stern expression.
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You, Natasha, and Steve stand in front Fury's desk in Shield's headquarters. As he stares at you three without saying anything you try to avoid eye contact and just tap the floor with your boot.
"Why would you send a child out on our mission without telling me?" Steve says interrupting the silence.
"Cap did you see the results of putting her on the field? Her mission was to collect Shield intel, and she did it with even getting a few of our foes hurt." Fury responds with and you look at your mother and see a smirk on her face, which makes you feel even more accomplished.
"People could have gotten killed and hurt." Steve says.
"I believe Fury sent the best assassins and super soldier to make sure that didn't happen." Natasha says as you nod your head agreeing.
"The kid could have gotten hurt!"
"Agent y/n Romanoff, is one of the best junior agents, Shield has ever seen. She doesn't get hurt easily." You see the shocked look on Steve's face, mixed with confusion. You, Fury, and Natasha try your best not to laugh as Steve's mouth is practically wide open.
"You better close your mouth before a fly goes in." You say as Steve moves his head looking at you, then Natasha, then back at you. He slowly starts to notice how similar you two are.
"Oh, yeah. I have a daughter." Natasha says as if she just accidentally forgot to mention it before.
"Oh hell no. I'm dreaming." Steve says raising his arms up and starts to leave the room.
"I can assure you that I'm very much real." You say laughing.
I enjoyed making this one a lot. I also just love writing sassy y/n. Sorry if Russian is wrong I'm so sorry I just used google translate. Also I might move to tumblr idk. Next story will be You're okay!
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Secret Barista
Katsuki Bakugo x reader
Summary: Y/n is too embarrassed to tell anyone about her job, but her crush knows something's up.
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UA was not cheap. It needed to get extra funds from somewhere, so admissions fees were charged. It was a fancy school, which meant it came with a fancy price tag. Your parents didn't have the kind of money to just pay for it, so they told you that you had to earn your spot if you wanted to be there.
You didn't want to tell anybody about your job, especially not when some of your classmates come from important and rich families. The only one who would most likely understand was Uraraka, but her parents were lucky enough to get a loan. Yours weren't.
So there you were, uniform in your backpack, walking down the common areas. "Oi, loser," Bakugo said, leaning back on one of the couches. "Where the hell are you going?"
Then there was Bakugo. You had a huge crush and was absolutely smitten with him for some time now. Ever since that day he quietly gave you tips on how to improve your fighting stance before silently walking away, you knew he was a nice person deep down.
"Hey Baku," you childishly waved at him, even though you were three feet away from him. "What're you doing here alone?"
"Shitty hair should be coming soon."
"Mm. Study buddy?"
He gave you a tch. "Yeah." He mumbled.
"Well look at you." You teased. You leaned on the couch opposite from him. "Aren't you just the nicest person. Helping out your friends and all."
"Heh, yeah right. Shitty hair's been whining and shit about his grades, and I just want him to shut up for once."
"Hm, I see. Well, remember, nice deeds means you're a hero at heart, so I don't think it's so bad to be secretly sweet." He gave you a blank expression, which you took as a win since there was no longer a scowl there. You then checked your phone. "Oh, gotta go. Bye bye!"
"Hey, you never answered my questions stupid!"
"I'm just going out!" You called out, leaving him there to be annoyed. He could see right through your lie. Why were you lying to him? You were the one who insisted that the two of you were best friends, and yet you also had the nerve to keep something from him?
That night you got some bad news. There was new management, and they wanted people to work longer shifts. Those who didn't were going to gradually just stop getting shifts altogether, since they weren't dedicated enough. That meant you were going to have to go on less sleep from now on.
The next night Bakugo saw you leaving again, and this time decided he was going to question you about it. Except you came back way later than he thought. You were trudging yourself through the doors damn near one in the morning.
Bakugo stood up from the couch and crossed his arms. "Where the hell have you been?!"
"Bakugo? You usually sleep early. Why are you up so late?"
"That's what I'm asking you idiot! Do have any idea how late you are?! There's a curfew!"
"Please don't yell. And don't worry, I have a permission note signed by the principal." You sounded exhausted. You then took a step closer, putting your hands on his shoulders. "Please listen. I've had a really bad night and I just want it to end. When I'm ready to tell you about what's going on, I will. Promise."
He could tell how tired you were, and felt kind of bad about it. He slightly nodded, mumbling, "Okay."
You smiled. "Thanks Bakugo. I knew you were my best friend." You then let him go and began walking to your dorm. "Good night."
"...Night."
Throughout the next week Bakugo could tell that you were getting more and more tired. You didn't smile as much and you began to eat less. Bakugo hated it. It was worrying him. He didn't know how he was supposed to help you without making it obvious to everyone else that he was crushing on you.
That was until the Monday in Aizawa's class. You two were sitting on a bench outside waiting for your turns in the exercises, when he felt you lean on his arm. He looked down to see you sleeping against him. He only stared at you, not daring to move and possibly wake you up. That was until Kirishima and Kaminari began snickering at the sight.
"What the hell is so funny?!"
You then stirred awake, and Bakugo wanted to punch himself for blowing that moment. You brought your head up and gave him a sleepy smile, rubbing his arm. "Oh, I'm sorry Katsuki."
Sometimes you called him by his first name, usually when you weren't really thinking normally. Bakugo felt like it would make sense if he said something about it, but he liked the way it sounded coming from you.
"Whatever. Sleep at night loser."
You playfully hit his shoulder and let out a teasing gasp. "I've been doing it wrong this whole time. See, I told you you're a genius."
He gave you a small smile in return, which was cut short due to Kaminari walking up to you two. "Y/l/n, you look exhausted."
You chuckled. "Wow, are my eye bags that bad?"
He only nervously shook his head in response after seeing Bakugo's death glare. Kirishima, who wasn't afraid of Bakugo, spoke up for his friend. "It's not that bad. Tea is a good way to relieve stress that causes them."
You nodded. "Good to know, thanks."
The next day in class you walked over to your desk in the back to find a cup of tea there. On the cup, it had nice writing on it. Don't sleep on anymore people. Instead of a name being signed, there was just a drawing of a grenade.
You grinned and happily drank it during class. Once class was over you two walked to the cafeteria together. He was dead silent and kept looking straight ahead, which meant it was your duty to start the conversation.
"So, there's this really awesome hero. Total badass and secretly super nice to me. His name is Dynamite, so if you see him can you tell him that he's amazing for me?" He finally looked at you, and you smiled in response. "Hi."
"Hey." He mumbled.
"Thank you."
He had his blank expression on. "Sure." It was almost inaudible.
You went to your spot in the cafeteria and sat next to each other as usual. While you were waiting for Kirishima and Kaminari to come back with their lunch, Bakugo plopped a container full of food in front of you. "What's this?"
"Your lunch. Eat." He stared at his own meal as he said this, already eating it.
You giggled. "What's up with the amazing gifts today?" Instead of answering, he only shot you a glare and kept eating. "No reason I should know about?" You teased, though he looked away from you. You patted his back playfully. "That's okay, you're still the best."
The other two boys showed up and began talking with you about the day, with Bakugo only making a comment here and there. He was about to say something, but fell silent when he saw you put the lid back on the container with half the food still uneaten. He didn't notice as you waved to the two boys leaving for their next class.
"Oi, what the hell?!" You turned to him with a confused look on your face, which only ticked him off even more. "I didn't cook you food for you to just throw it away!"
"Oh, I'm not throwing it away." You nervously laughed. "I, um, actually have a smaller appetite now, but I was gonna save it for dinner. It was really good." You nudged him with your shoulder. "You're a really great cook."
He gave you a tiny smile, though that smile went right away as the bell rang. "Whatever. Move your ass."
You walked in silence and grinned stupidly. "I like your smile—"
"Shut up." You giggled in response.
Over the week Bakugo had brought you lunch everyday, as well as tea twice. Whenever you tried thanking him he would brush you off. He was just glad that you were smiling more. But you were also still exhausted. He scolded you when you asked for his notes, which you never do, but immediately stopped when you shut down and apologized quietly. He couldn't wait for you to tell him what was wrong anymore, he needed to find out himself.
You didn't notice the next night when he followed you, or when he saw you go into the back of a coffee shop. He inspected the place. It was usually busy due to tourists in the area. He went inside and took a seat, not long before you came out with a work uniform on.
You had a job. If you were hiding it from him, then that meant that there was an embarrassing reason for having the job. Was it money problems?
His thoughts were cut off by a guy with the manager name tag yelling at this girl. He was going on about how worthless her working there was and to not waste his time and money anymore. He then pushed his way to the back, bumping you on the way and almost causing you to spill your drink.
He decided not to yell at the manager, though he had a very strong urge to, in order to spare you your pride. He went back to the dorms building and waited for what felt like forever for you to come back. You came in slouching, absolutely drained from the day. That was when you saw Bakugo standing there, arms crossed with a scowl on his face.
"Katsuki, what are you doing up? Can you not sleep? I have some medicine if you're feeling too sick to—"
"You have a job."
That woke you up. You knew he wouldn't make such random statements without evidence. You looked down to your feet. "...You found out."
"That's why you've been always tired lately. Why do you have that job?"
"Can we please talk about this another—"
"No. Why do you have that shitty job?"
You bit your lip. "Can you turn around first?" He just stared at you. Your voice sounded like you were going to cry. "Please?"
He hesitantly turned around. "Okay. Now you have to answer."
You nodded. "Okay. I, um, I have to keep this job. My parents can't afford the admissions fee for UA. If I want to be here, I need to earn it."
He fought the urge not to look back and tell at you for such an absurd comment. "You earned being at this school by being accepted."
You shook your head and took a shaky breath. "That's not what I mean. I need to earn being here to my parents. They don't expect me to just pick a fancy school and not worry about the consequences for them. That's just disrespecting them. Ugh, this is really humiliating for me, especially in front of you! There are other people here with big families that show respect their parents by being here. And here I am feeling like I'm gonna cry because it feels like I'm driving myself crazy and I can't stop going 100% all the time without failing at everything I've been working towards."
He heard your whimper, and sucked up all of his pride when he said, "Close your eyes."
"Huh?"
"Just close them."
You covered your face with your hands. "Okay. They're closed." You suddenly felt hands come and move your arms to take off your backpack. Strong arms then wrapped around you, bringing you into a muscular chest. You felt a chin rest on the top of your head. He was hugging you. You wrapped your own arms around his waist, closing your eyes and whispering, "I'm just so tired Katsuki."
He rubbed your back soothingly, and you calmed your breathing. "I'll fix this." He said after a long silence.
"What?"
You tried to look up at him, but he squeezed you tighter, silently asking you not to. You chose to not press about it. He didn't like showing anyone his softer side, and you didn't want to embarrass him.
"Thank you. I really needed this." You then brought back your hands to cover your eyes. "Don't worry. I'll count to ten so you can leave. Is that okay?"
"Heh." You could only imagine if he was smiling. "Yeah." He paused before saying, "Good night."
"Good night!" You grinned. When you opened your eyes you didn't see him there. You happily picked up your backpack and went to your dorm.
The next day the weekend started. You asked Bakugo if he wanted to hang out, but he told you he had something to do with his family. But he hated hanging around his cousins. You were starting to get worried that you screwed up your friendship. So you were left with only your paranoia to keep you company all day.
On Sunday there was a sudden knock at your door, and when you answered Bakugo was looking at you expectantly. "Get ready. We're going to my house."
"Um, okay?" You hoped he would elaborate, but he just nodded and walked away. You got out of your pajamas and walked to the common area, where he was waiting for you. "So why are we going there?"
"Is there a problem with my house?"
"No, but—"
"Then just trust me idiot!" You only nodded. You both walked in silence, and he bursted through the door. "Oi, we're here!"
You had only been to Bakugo's house twice. The first time was to help him bake sweets for his family's Christmas meal. The second time was for his birthday, and you were with Kaminari and Kirishima. You loved it there, and you loved his parents.
"Your daughter's here!" You grinned as you poked your head into the kitchen.
"Hey! Long time no see!" Mitsuki smiled. You ran into her hug. She ruffled your hair and pinched your cheeks.
"Did you miss me?" You giggled out.
"I missed your cooking. My son's going to burn the house down without you here."
"Shut up you old hag!"
As the two started arguing, Masaru walked into the kitchen. "Hi Mr. Bakugo!"
"Welcome back y/n." He gently patted your head. "Cookies?"
"Cookies!" You made grab hands at the container he took out of a cupboard. He opened it for you as you took one out, taking a bite and nodding in satisfaction. "You're the best at making this stuff Mr. Bakugo."
"Thanks y/n. Could you please come to the living room for me?"
You happily followed him. "Anything for you my father." He chuckled.
Your smile went away as soon as you saw your parents sitting on the couch. You respectfully bowed.
"Did you get tired of working?" Your mother asked. You shook your head. "Then you shouldn't be going around complaining to everyone. It's like you're trying to get other families to pity you, which embarrasses us!"
"But I wasn't—"
"Speak," She silenced you. "When told to."
Mitsuki came from behind you and put a hand on your shoulder. "Take my son to his room for me kiddo."
You nodded and quickly left with Bakugo to his room. Once you closed the door, Bakugo let out a tch. "Your parents get on my nerves."
"Baku, what's going on?"
He plopped on his bed and laid down in a nonchalant-like way. "They're gonna give your annoying ass parents a loan. That way you'll quit your shitty ass job. No more taking crap from that manager."
"But what if they get mad and pull me out of school?!"
"Keh. When has my old hag of a mom ever learned to take no for an answer?"
You grinned and sighed in relief before patting his stomach. "Scoot over." He did so with his unreadable expression. You laid next to him and the two of you faced each other. "Thank you Bakugo. You're my hero."
He smirked. "I know that already dumbass."
"If there's any way I can repay you or if I can do anything for you, just say the word."
His smile faded. "If you really mean it..."
You grinned and nodded. He put his hand over your eyes. "Are we hugging again?"
"No."
Before you could question him he brought his lips to yours. He was hesitant about pressing further, but did so and kissed you a little roughly. It was sloppy and inexperienced, making it all the better. You moved your hand to the back of his neck to press on with the kiss, and his hand went from your eyes to getting tangled in your hair.
You both pulled back for air as you rested your foreheads on one another. "I've been craving Tai food." He suddenly said. "Tommorow, at 11."
You chuckled. "Hm, are you asking or commanding?"
He grinned. "Commanding."
You giggled. "That's not how that works."
"Then, can I ask you something?" He mumbled. You sat up and patted him to get up as well, him doing so. You nodded. "Will you be my girlfriend?" He looked away from you, muttering, "Please?"
You grinned, nodding and kissing him. "That was perfect." You said against his lips. "Thank you Bakugo." You then excitedly gasped and leaned back. "So can I call you Katsuki from now on then?!"
He yanked you into a hug. "You always could idiot."
You hugged back, only separating from him when you heard footsteps. It was your dad. "Quit your job, and don't worry about it."
You kept a straight face. "Thank you sir." He nodded and closed the door.
You looked back to Bakugo and threw yourself into a hug with him. He brought your head up and smirked. "Good, cause I'll be pissed if you fall asleep on our date tomorrow."
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Author's Note: This is my first MHA fic. I hope I wrote Bakugo good. ╮(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)╭
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kkita · 4 years
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Heroism doesn't need quirks ⟨ Kirishima, Bakugou and Mirio⟩
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—A quirkless reader that's still heroic
—Word count: 1.1k
—Genre: Fluff
—A/N: This is my first time writing for Mirio, sorry if he's ooc. But hope you enjoy!~
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—Kirishima is super proud of you, despite being quirkless, you still had the sense for justice.
—What he doesn't like though is when people underestimate you, because when you see someone needing help you're the first one there, then the pro hero just gets there but you already helped them. It's like you took their job 😂
—So there was this one time where you and Kirishima were walking down the marketplace, looking for street food when an elderly woman got mugged, there weren't any pro heroes around.
—You decided to handle it yourself, Kirishima holds you back, "Y/N, it might be too dangerous, what if he has a gun?" He said, worry laced in his words. "And? Kirishima! There's an elder that needs help, what if all her money's inside of her purse?" You said, trying to get Kirishima hand off
— "We can just wait for the pro heroes to get here, I don't want my license to get taken away right now" He said, scratching the back of his head, you didn't want do to that so while he was distracted with his talking you made a run for it
—What Kirishima didn't know was you've trained judo for a long time that you can literally beat up this big dude without help. So that's what you did, after he got k.o-ed by you. Kirishima comes running after you, "Y/N! Why did run.. off..?" He said, looking at the thief laying on the floor, unresponsive.
— "Don't worry Kiri, they're not dead. Here you go miss" You smiled sweetly as you gave the old lady her purse back. "Thank you so much dear, I wouldn't know what I'd do if I lost this.. My husband's memoirs were in here, so thank you" she smiled back, bowing.
— "You're welcome miss, just glad to help" you said, "Ahh such a sweet kid" she said, "You better take care of her, she's a keeper" She winked at Kirishima, "A-Ah..! Yes I plan to!" Kirishima said, growing red as his hair.
— "Thank you again, I'll be going" she said, walking away. "Woah Y/N I didn't know you could beat up grown men?! So manly~" He gushed out, "I've trained for so long Kiri, of course I'm gonna use that skill" you said,
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—You and Bakugou were walking down the street to get some food together when you noticed someone crying in the alley way. You were gonna walk straight to it but Bakugou's grip stopped you.
— "Ah you're so cool Y/N~" He complimented one last time, as the two of you walked hand in hand to enjoy the time remaining.
— "Where the fuck are you going?" He asked, his eyebrows furrowed as usual, "There's someone crying over there, what if they need help?" You said, "Y/N, you're quirkless, what if there's a villain waiting over there? What are you gonna do?" He asked, his eyes now widened.
_ "Then I'll do my best to help them!" You said, trying to free yourself from his hold, "I'll go with you, I've been looking for someone to blow up anyways" he said, letting you go and shoving his hand into his pockets
—There was this group of boys surrounding a single girl, they looked as if they were in middle school. You walk up to them, Bakugou following shortly after, "What are you doing?" You start off, seeing the girl crying.
—You move the boys out the way as you attempt to grab the girl out of there but a boy blocks your way, "What do you think you're doing? This isn't any of your business, leave!" He yells, "What'd you say you little shit?" Bakugou looks as if he was gonna blow that kid's face up.
—Bakugou let out a few explosions from his palm, his face contorted to this horrific face, making the boys scram, leaving the little girl sitting down, sniffling
—You crouch down to her level, patting her head, "Did they hurt you?" You gently ask, she shakes her head. "Good, those mean bullies better not come back, if they do tell them that Bakugou will get them, they'll surely leave you alone" You wink at Katsuki as he rolls his eyes.
— "T-Thank you" She says hugging you, "You're welcome, you know I was bullied back then as well.. I don't have a quirk, so I got targeted for bullying. So I know how you feel too, and I want you to know that I'll be here" you smile at her, she smiles at you back. You hug one last time as she runs off to go home.
— "I didn't know that about you.." Katsuki says, as the two of you walked, "Well, I didn't really want to tell anyone" You smile, "You should tell me what the bully looks like so I can hunt them down" He says, "Katsuki! It's all in the past now, besides I've got you to protect me now" You say clinging on his arm as he blushes.
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—Mirio is very happy at how much you love to be heroic even though you have your own struggles, like not having a quirk. But he ensures you that even without a quirk, you're still viewed as a hero.
—There's this one time when there was a young girl that was getting pestered by a bunch of boys, and you were not having any of it. "Can you keep it down? Or better yet, stop pestering her? She clearly wants nothing to do with you boys," You roll your eyes at their advances.
— "D-Don't do this right now baka!" He says trying to swat you away but to no avail. He gives up in the end.
— "Shut it woman, you jealous we aren't doing it to you or something?" The guy joked as his friends laughed and high fived him, "Haha very funny. But you know harassing someone is actually an act of—" you get cut off by one of the boys.
— "Ugh, she's no fun you guys, let's just go.. Stupid bitch.." He muttered underneath his breath, but you decided to leave it as it is, you were just glad they stopped bothering the poor girl.
— "Thank you for making them leave, they've been bothering me for the past week.. I didn't know how to tell them off," She explained, you walk up her, sitting beside her. "It's no problem, I just hate boys like that.. no girl deserves to be treated like that," you smile as she stands up.
— "Ah! I just forgot, I need to get back home to eat. Thank you once again miss!" She says as she runs back home, Mirio appearing behind you.
— "What's up Ms. Hero?" He jokes, "Those boys were annoying to deal with, just glad they won't bother her again," You sighed, "You did great Y/N, let's go enjoy the rest of our day" he said, offering a hand.
— "Sounds good," You said taking his hand in yours, as the two of you decide to get ice cream.
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mysteryofren · 4 years
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More Than Enough
Part 9 of So Happy Together
part 8
Note: theres a song that kind of inspired the name and closing lines. it always reminds me of friendship and how important it is. its called all that we get by first aid kit. give it a listen if you wanna get the vibe this chapters giving off!
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   The next morning was much the same. You woke up. Got ready, and headed for your first class. On your way to the first period of the day, you ran into Hux and Phasma. Phasma gave you a big smile and waved you over. You jogged across the lawn holding your skirt down so nobody got an unnecessary show. Once you reached them they both said hello and asked you to walk with them. 
“Y/N i was wondering if we could sit together first period. Last night reminded me of how much I love being around you!”
“Ummm, of course, I forgot how much we clicked too, i feel like I haven't been a very good friend.”
“I can assure you i've been just as bad. I never reached out to you much either.” she said gently, placing her hand on your shoulder as you all started walking.
“I can testify that Phas, is indeed, a bad friend.” Hux teased. It was weird seeing him so relaxed, you figured it was a perk of being his friend. Ever since that morning at the diner you always saw a less serious version of him. Once you had reached the building where your first classes were held, Hux announced that he would have to be on his way to reach his class. You all said goodbye as you continued walking with Phasma. Once you stepped through the building doors you saw Ben leaning against a wall. Someone was with him, but not just anyone. It was Rey, you should've known she would have dug her claws in quick. He turned over to you when his smile dropped. You gave him a small wave when he said something to Rey then walked away. She looked over at you and began charging towards you.  
  Phasma had noticed the change of your facial expression. You could tell she was about to ask you something when you felt something ram into you. You fell back and dropped your bag, all its contents spilling out. You looked up and saw Rey looking down at you.
“I see you're still a clumsy little shit, guess some things never change, huh?” you watched as smiled, turned and walked away.
Phasma bent down to help you gather your things, “she's still a bitch to you after all these years? Some things never change I guess.” 
You could tell she was making fun of what she had said, but you were too hurt by Ben to focus on your cousin. Once everything was in your bag phasma stood, and held out her hand to help you up. You took it and stood up. While you fixed your skirt the bell had gone off. Great now you were late on top of everything. You both ran to your class and the professor had been waiting outside. 
“Ladies, might I ask why you're late.” Miss Sloane was intense, she almost scared you. Before you had a chance to answer phasma spoke up. 
“I'm sorry professor Sloane. The hall was crowded and we bumped into someone and our things fell. It won't happen again. I promise.” who would've thought that she was charismatic. You saw Sloane turn towards you. 
“This is your first tardy in the 3 years youve been in my class. I won't count it this time.” she stepped out of the doorway allowing you both to enter. You rushed to the back table where there were two empty spots and sat. you went the whole class not speaking, trying to avoid further trouble. Near the end of class everyone had finished up early, and Sloane had decided to give everyone free time. That's when phasma asked the dreaded question. 
“So. What happened out there? That guy looked at you and your whole mood changed.”
You leaned closer to her so nobody could hear your conversation. “That was Ben solo.”
“I don't see how that's relevant to you looking like your soul had been crushed.”
  You took the time to give her a brief summary of the situation. She gave you a sad look when you told her about the kiss, and how he was your first kiss. 
“Oh honey. That sounds so beautiful, why do you think he's acting like this all of a sudden?” 
“I don't know, but it hurts. He seemed like he really liked me. What sucks is I have to see his brother a lot, and he knows about it. What do i do if he asks about me and him again?”
Her face twisted and she looked thoughtful for a second. “Is his brother Matt?” 
“Yes.” you replied. 
“Now that i think about it. I see it. Anyways, if he asks, tell him the truth, maybe he can tell you what is going on.”
  The bell rang dismissing you to your next class. You slowly got up, not wanting to go back out. In fact you wanted nothing more than to go back to your dorm. Hell, part of you wanted to run to your grandfathers. Your perfect attendance kept you from it though. As you walked out she invited you to sit with her and Hux at lunch. You told her about the project with Matt and she informed you that he sat with them anyways. You never noticed who hung out with who until now. You reluctantly agreed, and you two went your separate ways. You went to your next class, which was one you hated. You had somehow gotten into calculus. You have no clue how you sucked at math, but the worst part was you had it with Rey. 
  You walked in and noticed you had gotten there before her. You took a spot in the back, hoping to be ignored by her. Soon everyone had arrived, but her. You had a moment of relief, before the door opened. She walked in and after her came Ben. Perfect. Professor Windu asked about the man behind her and she had informed him that he had been moved into the class. The professor welcomed him and asked him to introduce himself. When he stood at the front of the room he looked around. You tried putting your head down, but you knew he had seen you. 
“Uhh, im Ben. Ben Solo. This is actually my last year in school, so it's kinda pointless for my parents to move me here, but here I am,” you looked up and you had looked him right in the eyes. “Guess it could be worse though.” you remembered those words. He said those exact words to you. It could be worse. It felt almost dirty hearing him say it again in front of a crowd. 
  He kept his eyes locked on yours as he took his seat next to Rey. you hated this. You hated it with everything in you. This was going to be excruciating. Not only did you have to be in a room with someone who made you absolutely miserable, but you had to watch as she threw herself all over the guy you liked. You tried your best to stay focused, but it was hard. 
Once more you heard the bell and you waited until Ben and Rey had walked out before moving towards the door. A couple more periods went by and eventually it was your lunch period. You made your way towards the cafeteria waiting for someone from your group to arrive so they could show you where they sit. After a while you decide to text Matt and ask about where they sit. Once you were told you made your way over. On your way there you came face to face with Rey, and what a surprise, Ben. she made a face at you before bumping into you again. You looked at Ben with sadness in your eyes. All he did was shake his head and follow after Rey. You watched as they sat with her friends. Poe, Finn, and Rose. you had known them well. You all were friends at one point, but in this school it was all about money. The more money you had the cooler you were. To put it in polite your parents were filthy rich. They could sell their business’ and there would be enough money to last until your kids were in their teens. There were a few things about it though. You didn't like that social system, and you didn't like flaunting your wealth. Rey on the other hand. Her mother, your father's sister, had married super rich. A Palpatine. They were old money, not new money like your family. Rey loved letting people know she was richer than them. It was like a personality trait to her. 
  You walked over to where Matt, Phasma, and Hux were sitting. You tried your best to forget about the whole day and focus on your project, and friends. You couldn't help but look over at Ben every now and then. He looked sad. Meanwhile everyone around him was talking, almost ignoring him. You decided to try and reach out. Just to gauge if there was still something there. You sent a text to him asking if he was alright. You hit sent and watched carefully. You watched as he took his phone out and read the message. He looked up at you with his phone still in his hands. Looking you dead in the eyes he put his phone back in his pocket, and jumped into the conversation that everyone at his table was having. Okay. that hurt. That hurt more than anything, more than seeing him with rey in the hall. More than him being rude that first day. This was a new hurt. This. This was a heartbreak. You felt the tears welling up before you were pulled out of your thoughts when Hux had put his hand on your shoulder. 
“You alright?” you looked up to see your friends watching you as tears fell down your face. Phasma looked at where you had been looking. She looked right at Ben with a look of anger on her face. 
You quickly gathered your things. “I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well, i've gotta go.”
  Your run out, having to pass by Ben's table made you cry harder, but you didn't care who saw. You ran straight for your dorm tears streaming down your face as you went. As soon as you got there you ran in throwing yourself on your bed. your body wracked with an onslaught of sobs. You cried hard, and you cried loud. If you could guess it wasn't just because of Ben, it was the pain of being ignored by someone else. You're always ignored by the people you want most, and you were growing weary of it. You had only ever wanted your parents attention. Ben was the only other person where you desperately wanted his attention. He had given it to you so easily, and just as quickly he had taken it back. You eventually cried yourself to sleep.
 You woke up to the sound of knocking at your door. You weren't sure how much time had passed, but you got up and opened the door. Matt stood there looking down at you. You never noticed how tall he was until now. He walked past you into your room, and sat on the bed. You looked at the clock in the hall. Your last period was supposed to be starting now, why was he here? 
“You left lunch pretty quick. You were so upset I was positive you weren't coming to class so I thought I'd come check up on you.” he said with a soft voice. 
“Why? You're gonna get in trouble for skipping.”
“I know we don't know each other too well, but I like you, you’re so cool, and I just wanted to make sure you were okay.” 
   You stayed silent. Trying to find an excuse so you wouldn't have to tell him about his brother. 
“Phas told me about Ben. he's an ass trust me Y/N nobody knows that better than me.” you walked over to sit next to him. As soon as you sat down you started sobbing again. He put his arm around you and let you cry. It was a while before he had said anything.
“Look, i can see how it would be weird to talk about it with me. I'm willing to listen though, if you want to sit in silence and cry, I'll let you do that too, but just know me, Phas, and Hux are all here for you.“ you hugged him and he awkwardly hugged you back. 
“Do you think it was something I did?” you asked him.
“No. for sure no. If anything something probably happened, and he got scared. For as tough as he acts he runs at the first sight of emotions.” you laughed. 
You sat up wiping the tears off your face. “I don't know why, I just feel so heartbroken over this. I've never felt this way about anyone.”
“Trust me I get the feeling. You never knew this, but I've had a crush on Elaine since like 3rd grade. I told her about it and she rejected me. She wanted to focus on school. I understood, but it hurt like hell still. She agreed to not bring it up to anyone because of how embarrassed i was.”
“How'd you deal with it?”
“I didn't have a lot of friends, but the few I did I kinda just hung out with them. It distracted me. I had them so everything was okay.” 
You nodded and took in his advice. You had him. You had Phasma, and Hux. most importantly you had Elaine. You haven't been friends with them long, but a part of you knew that Hux, Phasma, and Matt loved you. You knew without a doubt that Elaine loved and adored you. You knew they would be there. You knew they'd help. Most importantly you knew it would be alright and that one day the pain that Ben Solo had caused you would all be a distant memory. All because you had them. What if this was all that you get? Now that you think about it. That was enough. That was more than enough.
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aliasimagines · 5 years
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Meeting, falling for, dating and eventually having to leave Billy Hargrove would include :
request: Billy has a girlfriend before moving to Hawkins, being her the complete opposite of him (shy, a good person, honest, kind, dedicated, sensitive, right, who likes games, who fights for the power of women, etc…) the headcanon / imagine could be how they met, how they fell in love, how was dating (the day by day), what does Billy's family think of his gf, maybe moments / hobbies / things they both did together and perhaps what the two looked like when they both had to move to different cities. by @im-hqlover
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a/n: I'm soooorrryyyyy it took me this long. It's messy and all over the place but I think I included everything (?). Also this is long. Sorry 🙏
Metting & getting to know each other
You met on the first day of high school
Billy didn't have a mulet back then, he wasn't wearing the leather jacket and didn't have his ear pierced. So wasn't really having the "bad guy" look just yet
You didn't really interact since he soon became popular while you liked to stay in the shadows thanks to your shyness
He was arrogant and rude while you are kind and quiet most of the time
But of course you have noticed him. He is gorgeous. Whit his wavy blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes.
Billy first really acknowledged you when you got paired for a school project in sophomore year. (not cliché at all)
You were nervous. Why wouldn't you be? It's Billy Hargrove we are talking about. One of the cool guys.
But honestly you didn't really think he would care about it
Much to your surprise he found you in lunch break. Billy told you that he has to pick up his step sister after school, but if you give him your address he will meet you there at 5
You were a bit shocked. Does he actually care? About a stupid school project?
Turns out he really does because he is failing the class
It's 5 past 10 when he shows up. He's got a small cut on his cheek which weren't there at school.
"Are you okay, Billy?"
He shrugged his shoulder, annoyed
"Can you just let me inside so we can do that stupid project?"
Deciding it's better not to anger him you step aside and guide him to your room
You start to do some research when you hear him murmur quietly
"I don't get this"
he was pointing at the task.
"Which part do you not get?"
"All of it?"
So you begin to explain him calmly and slowly
After about 2 hours, Billy kind of gets it so you start working.
You eat dinner with books in your hands while discussing the project.
And it's like you have been friends for years. You forgot your shyness and Billy forgot about all his problems. You even joked around between two tasks.
It's pretty late when you finish but it's friday so it's okay.
When you said goodbyes and you're about to close the door he suddenly turns around.
"Thanks Y/N. For explaining that shit."
"Of course, Billy! I'm glad I could help you!"
On Monday you and Billy present your project and the teacher is blown away by it. And Billy is so happy he pulls you into a bone crushing hug. And your bl
The teacher says that if Billy can keep this up he won't fail the class. So the teacher asks you to tutor him.
Growing & confessing feelings for each other
Once a week Billy comes over after he walked Max home( cause he doesn't have his car jet) and you guys work on home work together and study. Overtime he a bit longer stays after you finished studying. He stays for dinner (your parents love him) or you just hang in your room talking and listening to music.
Billy feels so comfortable around you. It's the way you treat him. Always so calm, kind and caring. He just feels like he can trust you. And he eventually realizes that he fell for you.
And oh boy, that scares him.
First Billy doesn't want to do anything about because he thinks there is no way you like him back.
But after spending many sleepless nights with fantasizing about what your relationship would be like he can't keep his emotions bottled up.
He gets up at 3 am and just goes over to your house and starts throwing rocks at your window
"Billy! What are you doing here?"
"I want to speak with you. Can you.. come outside?"
2 minutes later you find yourself walking next to Billy in a short and an oversized shirt you quickly changed into.
Few minutes pass and he still hasn't said anything. So you nervously turn to him and open your mouth to say something but he beats you to it.
"Y/N thanks to you I've got good grades and I'm super grateful for that but that's not why... Ah shit.. I can't"
He notices you're slightly shaking.
"Are you alright?"
"I'm fine just a bit cold"
"Oh, here. Take my jacket" and he puts it on your shoulders
And you're jumping out of your skin.
Because over there months you spent together you grew feelings for this boy and now he was giving you his jacket. Billy freaking Hargrove was giving you his signature leather jacket!
Oh, you weren't blushing. Naaah, not at all.
"T-thanks Billy..."
"Sure thing."
"So You were trying to say something?"
"Oh shit! ...You... I was trying to say how fucking nervous you make me." *cute small laugh*
Billy took a deep breath and stoped. You looked at him, totally confused.
"Y/N... I... I like you. Like... Like like you. I have been for a while now. You are just the cutest and kindest person I have ever met. Whenever you and I are alone I feel so happy... You make me super happy."
He looks at you like a lost puppy. He is just so goddamn cute.
Even though you're shy you pull him down by the collar of his shirt and kiss him.
Just a few hours ago you wouldn't even dare to dream about Billy liking you, yet here you are kissing on the poorly lighted street at 3 am.
That's how it started
Dating Billy & what his family thinks of it/about you
So Billy likes to show you off. Take you to parties (but if you don't want to he won't force you to), hold your hand in school or even kiss you by the lockers.
You definitely earn some jealous looks after that, even some threatening ones. (don't worry, Billy will punch everyone who tries to hurt you)
You accompany him when he has to walk Max home
Max does not mind it. You're always nice to her. You quickly befriend with the cute little ginger and take her to the arcade or play video games with her.
Once Billy gets his car you go on nightly car rides
He loves surfing, so he takes you to surf whenever he can. You have little competitions like "who can stay longer on the board?"
Or if you can't surf he will teach you.
Once you come out of the water he likes to walk around the beach, fingers intertwined, maybe get some ice cream or something. You guys would stay till ot gets dark.
Or sometimes even after that. Billy wound find a nice hidden spot where you can gaze up at the beautiful night sky as he holds you in his strong arms. And he has that smile on his face. You know it's a smile he only uses when it's just the two of you.
Like I said he is a show of and likes to drag you to parties so in return you drag him to demonstrations for women rights.
Billy loves listening to music and he loves you so listening to music with you is one of his favorite things to do.
You met his father and Susan when you ran over to his house to return his jacket.
Susan opens the door, asks who you are and when you tell her that you are Billy's girlfriend she immediately invites you in
She tells Max to inform Billy that you're here
Susan was cooking when you knocked so you ask if you can help her in anything till Billy comes.
"Oh aren't you sweet! Thank you, I would appreciate it!"
You and Susan are in deep conversation while you are cutting some vegetables when Billy walks in.
"Babe? What are you doing here?"
"Oh, I just brought back your jacket."
That's when Niel enter the kitchen too. He doesn't even says hello, he is just like: "who the hell is that?"
"I'm, uhm.. I'm Billy's girlfriend, sir."
Neil snorts and turns to his son "Your girlfriend?" Billy just nods so Susan takes the opportunity to speak up
"She is such a sweetheart, I didn't even know you had a girlfriend Billy."
"I guess I just didn't had a chance to talk about her"
Now his dad is looking at you "Does he take good care of you?"
"Yes sir, Billy is a wonderful boyfriend!"
"Pff are you talking about my son?"
And you're looking at him like wtf.
Later Billy tells you about his dad and how he treats him.
First your just so angry, because how can someone do that to their children?
But than you comfort your boyfriend. Tell him how he deserves the word and how you will always be there for him.
Moving to different cities
Billy is heartbroken when he learns you have to move.
But than his father announces that they will move to Hawkins and now he is hating every one.
You are devastated too, obviously. You just want to cry and be held by Billy but he is too busy being angry at the world.
You find him at your hiding spot on the beach, smoking.
"Billy, please don't be like this, this is hard for me too!"
He is too afraid of living without you, you're the only good thing in his life. And he doesn't want to lose you too.
"Baby I don't want this..." his voices is barely louder that a whisper, and you know he is fighting with his tears too.
"Me neither, Billy but... But we could figure out something?"
"What? We will be so freaking far away from each other!"
"Yes I know, but after high school we could still come back to Cali and live in a cute house by the ocean like how we planned"
"I... Yeah. Yes, you're right. But still, i don't know what will I do without you."
You sit next to him "We will talk. Every day on the phone. And I will write you."
The they you have to say goodbye is the worst. You are both crying. He doesn't want to let you go. You ran your fingers through his hair, one last time. He kisses you.
"Promise you won't forget me, Y/N. "
"I couldn't never!"
"Just promise."
"I promise, that I won't ever forget you Billy Hargrove."
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Rocket Queen
0.1: The Beginning
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Henley's P.O.V
It's another day in this hell hole. I'll be completely honest, I deeply miss Los Angeles. I lived there for three years until my parents decided to uproot our lives entirely and move here to Seattle. I'm not happy with this at all. I miss my best friend, Athena Bass. I was incredibly close with her and her brother Thomas Bass. Or as the world knows him, Tommy Lee.
I met Tommy first. He was sitting on his porch, playing a guitar as loudly as he could. It's like he wanted to show off to everyone that he had a guitar. He wasn't that good, but he was practicing. He looked up as I slammed the car door. My parents had promised me and my little brother Nico that we wouldn't move anymore. Little did we know then, that was a lie. Anyways, Tommy walked over to me as I grabbed some boxes from the back of the minivan. I remember being shocked with how tall he was. I nearly had to look all the way up to see his eyes. He had this adorable smile that was contagious.
"Need any help?" He asked, a grin on his face.
I was in a very bad mood, so I ended up snapping at him. "I'm perfectly fine, now fuck off."
Luckily, my parents and Nico were inside, so I wouldn't get scolded for using that language. I was only thirteen then. The friendship grew after that. We hung out everyday, then when I went to school, I met Athena who's my age.
It would be lie if I said I didn't have a crush on Tommy. He was two years older than me, and a very affectionate best friend. Me being young and naïve, thought he was flirting with me. I never confessed my feelings and before I knew it, him and his band, Motley Crue, were off on tour. I gave up on the dream that Tommy would ever look at me the way I did at him. He calls every day, even when he's super busy. He keeps asking if I could come out and visit him, but I doubt my parents would allow me to do that. I asked, and they shot down the idea immediately. They never liked Tommy, but they loved Athena. I was thinking I could try to convince them to let me go visit her, then we could go see Tommy in his new apartment. The lucky bastard.
I've been in Seattle for only four months. In those four months, as Nico would say, I had lost my goddamn mind. I'm constantly sneaking out late at night when I know my parents are asleep. I've mastered the ways of sneaking out of my bedroom window and shimmying down the drainpipe. I usually get one of my new best friends, Madeline Love, and we go to one of the dingy bars that we can find.
She's probably the coolest person I know, other than Tommy and Athena. She's the only one that knows where I go every night. There's two other people in our small friend group; Jake Love, Madeline's brother, and Evangeline, or Eva for short. Jake is a real sweetheart. He's the first guy I talked to when I arrived in Seattle. Well, he approached me. He said I looked lonely, which I was.
Eva is sweet too, just very dramatic at times. This one time, I accidentally slapped her arm and she acted like I punched her in the nose. She was mad at me for two days straight. The whole situation gave me a huge headache. We all laugh about it now. The more she got comfortable with me, the more she calmed down with the dramatics.
"Henley!" Eva nearly yells, causing a few nosy teenagers to look in our direction.
I glare at them before turning to Eva. "Yeah?"
"You should come over tonight! Mads and I were talking about having a sleepover at her place, and you know it's not the same without you!"
I smile at her. That sounds fun, but Madeline and I already had plans. I look around the crowded lunchroom. Three and half more hours and I can finally go get ready for our big night on the town. I'm fucking excited. "Sorry, I can't tonight. What about tomorrow?"
"That works too! We could go shopping and all that." Eva takes a sip of whatever organic drink she bought overly priced. She's into that hipster shit where she only eats and drinks 'organic' things. I think it's just a waste of money, but whatever.
Madeline smiles, pushing her light brown hair behind her ear. "Actually tomorrow works better anyway."
Eva's smile doesn't falter. Madeline and I know that if she knew we were hanging out together without her, she'd have a hissy fit. Eva just isn't cut out for what we do. I love the girl, but if any of our parents were suspicious about what we were doing, she'd crack under pressure and tell them immediately. Then we'd all be fucked. My parents would never let me out of the house again.
"Okay so we'll all meet up at your place tomorrow at like five?"
"That works," Madeline responds, looking as Jake finally sat down.
His sandy hair is falling in his face, making him look like he just rolled out of bed.
"Why're you so late?" I ask.
His face turns red as he looks down at the food he won't eat. "I-uh-fell asleep in class and no one woke me up. I was almost locked in the classroom."
I laugh, shaking my head. "The classrooms lock from the inside. All you had to do was open the door."
Jake's eyes widen. "So you're telling me I didn't have to climb out the window?"
I shake my head. "I wish I could've seen it though."
Madeline busts out laughing. "You're an idiot, Jacob."
"Shut up, Madeline," Jake sighs, his face turning even more red.
"Aw, poor Jakey is embarrassed in front of Henley," Madeline teases.
I giggle, brushing off her remark. She always teases poor Jake for having a crush on me. I don't think he does, but she's hell bent on believing he does.
"Madeline, I will break all your records when we get home if you don't stop," Jake warns.
"Don't take it out on the music," I say, crossing my arms. "They're just beautiful masterpieces. Take your anger out on something else."
"Like what?"
"I dunno," I respond. "Anything but the music."
"You really love music, don't you?"
I nod. "It's just about the only thing that brings me peace since I left Los Angeles."
"I noticed you have a lot of Motley Crue albums," Eva says. "What's that all about."
I know that I can't tell them that I know Tommy personally. Either they won't believe me, or they'll bug me until I let them meet him and the band. I can't let that happen. I'm not going to let Tommy be bothered all the time all because I let it slip. They only just started touring with Ozzy Osbourne, but they've gained a shit ton of popularity in only the few weeks they've been on tour with him.
"They're just my favorite band. Always have been. I used to watch their shows at the Whiskey before they took off," I explain.
"They allowed you into the Whiskey?" Eva asks.
"I wouldn't say allowed. I'd sneak in through the back door. I was friends with the bar tender so she let me stay." I take a sip of my tea. "Besides, they didn't care as long as I didn't drink."
Eva opens her mouth to ask another question, but the bell rings. I silently thank whoever is above. I didn't feel like getting grilled with more questions.
Me sneaking into the Whiskey is true. But after a while, Tommy just started bringing me into their dressing room so that I wouldn't have to go through all that trouble. It was a lot of fun when I could convince Athena to come along. She tried to act like she wasn't having fun, but I knew better. I miss those days.
As I settle in my seat in the AP English classroom, I start to think about tonight. I just have the feeling it's going to be different than usual. That something is going to happen. Whether it's good or bad, I have no clue. Only time will tell.
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Yawn ~ Jungkook
Genre:  Angst and Fluff
Wordcount: short asf
A/N: Hello, everyone, it’s been a while. so I've been super fucking busy trying to balance an S/O, school, and other things in life. I couldn’t sleep last night and I wrote this weird sorta story?? It’s somewhere between a blurb and a short but I’m not sure what it is tbh. So, I’ll try to be more active because I still write a lot, I just don’t post it. Enjoy! -Admin Ballantyne
Yawn. “Y/N! Cover your mouth for Christ’s sake!”
“Sorry,” I said through another yawn. Eunji simply rolled her eyes. “I didn’t get much sleep last night.”
“Yah, you say that every day!” I sighed. It was true after all. For the past few weeks, I hadn’t been sleeping enough let alone at all sometimes. I sipped on my tea as Eunji scrolled through her social media. Suddenly, her phone began to ring. “Hello,” she asked picking up the call.
“Who is it,” I mouthed. Eunji was about to say something back but instead began talking to whoever was on the other side.
“Okay, I understand, I’m on my way now,” she said. Eunji chatted for a another minute or so before hanging up. “Y/N-ah, I’m-”
“Don’t you dare apologize,” I scolded with a slight smile. “Call me later and we can get coffee another time, okay?”
“You are the best! I’ll text you later!”
“Bye, Eunji,” I sighed as she left the café. I finished my tea and paid before heading out as well. I shivered once I stepped out onto the chilly street. I shoved my hands into my pockets and began making my way home. About ten minutes before I reached my apartment, my phone buzzed. I opened my bag and grabbed it to see a text from Taehyung.
‘Y/N, Jin wants to have a movie night and we wanted to borrow your Apple TV, is that ok?? You can stay too if you want :D’
I sighed, exhausted.
‘Idk Tae, I just got home…’
‘Please Y/N??’
‘OK fine. When should I bring it by?’
‘After dinner!!’
I sent him an “okay” as I entered the lobby of my complex. I rode the elevator, far too tired to take the stairs. Once I got inside my apartment, I walked straight into my room and passed out in bed.
“Terrible!”
“Ugly!”
“Obese!”
Gasping, I shot forward. I fell backward and calmed my frantic breathing as brushed hair off my sweaty forehead. I groaned at the time, noticing I had only slept for two, measly hours. Just as I was about to lay down again, I heard my phone ringing. I walked across the room and answered.
“Hello,” I half mumbled, rubbing my eyes.
“Y/N-ah? Are you okay,” a worried Jungkook asked.
“Um, yeah why?”
“Tae said you were supposed to bring by your Apple TV like an hour ago-”
“Shit! I’m on my way now,” I said cutting him off before hanging up. I threw on a fresh shirt and ran a brush through my hair before rushing out the door.
I arrived at the dorms about twenty minutes later, my Apple TV and Apple Remote stashed in my bag. Namjoon let me in and I was greeted by the rest of the members. I placed my tote bag on the edge of the couch and handed Jin the things, letting them know I wasn’t going to hook it up.
“Have fun you guys,” I said.
“You’re not going to leave are you,” Hoseok said as Yoongi shot me a look of disappointment.
“I’m not feeling too well today is all.”
“Oh come on! We’re watching your favourite,” Jin insisted. I protested but ended up sitting on the couch with the lights dimmed. The atmosphere wasn’t helping me stay awake in the slightest either. I was sandwiched between Jungkook and Jimin. Jimin had stolen a blanket all to himself, forcing me to share one with Jungkook, which I didn’t mind. I tucked my feet beneath me as The Prince’s Bride began to play. As we were introduced to Farm Boy, I felt my eyelids grow heavy.
It wasn’t long before I leaned my head against Jungkook’s shoulder and we cuddled up to each other. We always snuggled up together whenever we had a movie night. I closed my eyes as I listened to the story, slowing drifting off.
When I awoke, the credits were playing, I rubbed my eyes and stretched, looking around at the others. Namjoon, Jin, Hoseok, and Yoongi seemed to have disappeared somewhere, Jimin was passed out next to me, Tae was asleep on the floor, and Jungkook was reading something on his phone. He glanced over and smiled at me.
“Oh, you’re awake?” His voice was quiet, in an attempt to not wake the others. I nodded. “I didn’t expect you to fall asleep during Prince’s Bride, it’s not like you.”
“I’m just tired,” I whispered back. “I should probably head home,” I said trailing off.
“I’ll grab your apple TV-”
“It’s fine, I’ll get it later this week, I just need to crash, man.” Jungkook let out a small sigh and said an OK as I stood up. I grabbed my bag and put on my layers. As I was about to open the door, Jungkook did it for me.
“You’re crazy if you think I’m letting you get home alone at this time of night.” I nodded and led the way out of the dorms. We walked back in a semi-comfortable silence, both of us chilled to the bone by the cold weather. Once we got to my apartment, I invited Jungkook inside.
“You’re going to get a cold, Jin will kill me!”
“Fine,” he pouted. A small smile slipped onto my face and we went up to my floor. I unlocked the door but then stopped before opening it. I was suddenly petrified by the thought of him seeing what a wreck my apartment was.
“Is it stuck again?” My door was notorious for getting stuck. It was slightly tilted so it also got caught at the top.
“Um, no, I’m just a little out of it, sorry,” I pushed open the door and we walked into the mess. “Sorry for the mess,” I trailed off yet again.
“It’s okay-”
“But I should keep things-”
“Y/N-ah.” I turned and looked at him with large eyes. “It’s okay, I promise.” I nodded and frowned slightly. Jungkook and I removed our shoes and he went to the kitchen, grabbing the kettle and putting it on. I went over to the couch and began to straighten out the pillows and clean up the coffee table.
“Tea?” He nodded. “Is it caffeinated?” Jungkook spun around.
“Why would it be caffeinated?”
“I’m not sure, I’m sorry I’m really not all here.”
“Y/N-ah?” I looked up from the coffee table. “Are you doing alright? You seem a bit off lately.”
“Me? I’m chill,” I replied a little too fast. Jungkook only nodded, but I knew he didn’t buy my bullshit for a split second. I sat down on the now somewhat neat couch and curled up under a blanket. Jungkook moved over to the door and turned the heater up a bit. “Thanks.”
“Of course,” he said smiling. After the tea was done, he sat with me on the couch and filled me in on his week. I nodded along but I felt like I was going to fall over I was so tired. “Y/N?”
“Hm?”
“Are you listening?” I nodded. “I think maybe you should go to bed-”
“No, I’m good, keep going-”
“Y/N-ah, you’re falling asleep in front of me. I think you’ve worked yourself too hard again.” Jungkook set his tea down on the coaster and took mine from my hands as well.
“Kookie, I don’t need sleep. It’s not worth wasting time.”
“Y/N, that’s not a waste of time, it’s sleeping. You need energy. Have you not been sleeping well? Is that why you’ve been blowing us off this month?” I fell quiet. “Y/N, are you okay?” I felt my eyes start to water.
“Sleeping just isn’t too pleasant,” I choked out. I felt a pair of arms around me and nuzzled my head into Jungkook’s chest.
“Is it like school?” I nodded. “I’m sorry.” Jungkook knew about the night terrors when they first started happening in high school. I was under too much stress from my home life situation and school and everything else that teenagers have to deal with. One day, Jungkook wouldn’t take my bullshit any longer and I gave in, telling him about how I slept for a few hours every couple of days. After that, he started talking to me on the phone as I fell asleep. Then when that stopped working, Facetiming, which worked for about a month. Once that method wasn’t helping anymore, he would sneak into my room almost every night and help me sleep.
“Y/N-ah?” I snapped back into reality. “If I stay like old times, will you sleep?” I hesitated but nodded.
“My room is messy though-”
“Y/N-ah, I don’t mind. You know this.” I nodded again. “Let’s go to bed, okay?”
“Okay.” While I was still wrapped in the blanket, Jungkook picked me up and carried me to my room where he cleared off the tens of books on my bed. He threw me his sweatshirt from earlier and some pants before he left the room to clean up the tea. I changed and crawled under the covers, laying the blanket on top. Jungkook returned and dug through my closet for his spare set of clothes. He pulled out a pair of joggers and went around to his side of the bed. I flipped over and when I felt him lay down, I turned back to face him. He smiled at me and held out an arm. I scooted over, laying my head against his chest.
“Thank you.”
“Of course, anything for my Y/N-ah.” And so with that, I fell asleep listening to his heartbeat.
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Edie & Diego
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Edie: yassss Edie: shame our grandparents are young as shit and we love 'em enough not to do it to 'em Edie: i'll give 'em a free performance, they'd LOVE that Diego: ma has my baby stuff kept cos she loves me real deeply Diego: won't be enough but its a start Edie: 🙄 lowkey a hoarder Edie: imma make billie n her go round all the antique shops, keep an eye out for those real old school ear trumpets Edie: that'd be sick Diego: my teacher has one of those! ill ask if we can borrow it Diego: he loves showing it around Edie: 👏 i've got a vision so hard now Edie: u can ask if any of ur friends wanna be in it but we'll have to do that 'round here Edie: look like pied piper paedo taking too many of yous away on a jolly Edie: esp. with a 🎥 in tow Edie: lord help me Diego: I'll do seamless cuts Diego: there's a girl that NEEDS to be in it Edie: I see how it is Edie: ur REAL muse Edie: better not be too cute, stealing my shine Edie: i'm the ⭐ remember Diego: Understood Diego: She's a good singer if you do need backup Diego: [Sends her soundcloud] Edie: oooooookuuurrr lil mama Edie: i see u Edie: if she's down then we can make it happen sure Edie: get you your boo thang 😍 Diego: I'll ask Diego: don't out me Edie: gon' get all shy? Edie: use your director swag Edie: just don't get #metoo wid it, Tarantino, alright? Diego: She's shy Diego: and with that voice Edie: or playing it Edie: best be chill then lil one Diego: You think she's faking coy? Edie: meh, might be too young to know how Edie: but that's what girls do Diego: do you? Edie: i'm not telling u all my signature moves! Edie: depends Edie: lots of lads don't like it if a girl is funnier, more mouthy and opinionated than they are, if that's what you're after, then sure Edie: some boys want that at the start, so they can 'tame' you and have that on their ego, so you end up pretending later Edie: but you'll get it as you grow Diego: Everyone's thinking too hard Diego: I just like her, she's nice and funny and talented Edie: you sweet sweet child Edie: don't ever grow up k Edie: once u hit 10, 11, you'll be a right dickhead Edie: always happens, the girls usually a bit before 'cos we're always ahead of yous Diego: Are not! Diego: and I'll be sick when I'm older you mean Edie: are so! Edie: we'll see Edie: not in my experience but prove me wrong Diego: I'll be the first Diego: Be ready Edie: 😂 believe it when i see it Edie: guess Junie isn't so bad but that's 'cos he's gay Edie: its different Diego: He's not? Edie: oh yeah shh Edie: keep that under your hat Edie: deal with that one later Diego: more importantly Diego: half the school want to be in this Diego: they're telling me Edie: ✋ hahaha yes brotha Edie: can do so much more with a full cast Edie: i'll make sure its fun, even if they can't come for the illegal bits Edie: love these kids, so hype 😂 Diego: im loving the song Diego: Feeling it Edie: forreal? Edie: u can be brutal, my ego can take it 😉 Diego: don't need Diego: it's bomb Edie: knew u was my fave Edie: feel free to rub it in w the others Diego: They'll state me a liar Diego: but you're on to something with these beats and you need to be told Edie: i got ya back Edie: i'll start bein a real cunt to 'em sharpish, like Edie: no room for doubt lmao Edie: gotta when u gassin' me up so hard Diego: ulterior motives Diego: can I use some of the footage for school Diego: If it turns out it's one less essay Edie: 'course you can Edie: its probably not all gon' be sfw, don't need the 'rents saying i got u in shit as prev. mentioned, but the salvageable shots, go for your life Diego: I'll do extra editing don't want you in the same trouble Diego: I'm trying to film what we do much as the whole fam'll stand it Diego: personal project Edie: Fair 'nuff, fill your boots Edie: I ain't camera shy Edie: And Rio and Gracie can't pretend they are either Edie: always pouting looking like braindead fish 😂 Diego: Got a mountain of footage of them already Diego: Only been doing a few days sly Diego: I want Billie's vibe but I can't catch her Diego: Iggy same Edie: Shoulda known 😂 Edie: yeah good luck with the rest, either too busy for the fam or moody lil fuckers Edie: take ya pick Edie: self included usually obvs but you know, wanna do this music thing proper so Edie: got 🍀 kid Diego: arrgh Diego: facts Diego: I'll keep at it Diego: maybe I'll strike it with them Edie: get gus to round 'em up Edie: hard to say no to Diego: Now that's an idea Diego: Bound to work Edie: i'd pay for that energy Edie: i do 😂 Diego: hahahah Diego: put a price on it Edie: if i could bottle what he has i'd be laughing Edie: don't give a shit what nobody thinks man, what a cool kid Diego: his piss bottles itself some of the time Diego: you're there Edie: ya nastys Edie: secured a ride Edie: ur equip is welcome Edie: but i gotta go now, favour fo' favour Diego: I'm in too then Diego: don't do anything I wouldn't Edie: 👌 Edie: like i said, don't grow up Edie: need that childlike wonder for my vision Edie: catch you on the flipside mofo Diego: not in my plans Diego: enjoy yours
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