#i've done very little tonight except eat and scroll through shit

[aloyssobek]

hmmm

was talking about future plans with someone at work today and it got me thinking again abut like the whole public vs private school divide and like......i have a friend working in a private school and i would NEVER say this to her bc this is just me being jealous and petty but like...........................i swear even with the pressures of her school, it still sounds like a breeze compared to my work like........a snarky kid i can absolutely deal with but sometimes the sheer amount of behavioural bullshit i have to deal with wears me right down 

anywya......................................................i think dealing with parents breathing down your neck and pressure from school admin would be so much easier at a private school 💀

#[fart noise].txt #like i think if i got a job in a private school it'd be a fucking dream #i probably won't go private tho? unless workload stuff doesn't go down after the eba stuff #teaching tag #dnt rblg #personal #i'm feeling v tired and grumpy tonight #nothing in particular was bad about today #but idk we've got exam prep and i've got marking and a good portion of my y11 class need to resit their latest test #bc they couldn't get over 40% even with a cheat sheet #idk i'm pretty sure i did all the right things? #but man oh man am i feeling like an imposter rn #idk i'm gonna re-mark their tests and see if i can scrounge up some more marks #it's probably a combo between students who didn't study #students not having quite enough time in the test #students taking too long to write their answers #and me not being clear enough in teaching the content #i just........ugh #i'm gonna read some more hq and then sleep #i've done very little tonight except eat and scroll through shit #i haven't had the brain capacity to deal with anything else