#id been doing so well abt it

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[milkbreadtoast]

random but rewatched this tangled song to take notes on how to draw golden hair (for prince jesse ofc🤧) and it p much confirms what I thought before... the look of shininess is created when there's lots of contrast...

u can see in these stills her hair is not just a medium yellow/blonde the entire time but has (fairly big!) areas of dark brown as well as super bright highlights when in direct light... im gonna make a note to be more liberal with the darker sections when drawing golden blonde hair🤔 bc we(or at least I) normally just think of blonde hair as being yellow so we might not consider there to also be dark brown in it...

#srry IM NOT A PRO GIVING ART ADVICE just rambling abt my observations... mumble mumble #actually normally id do this on my priv twit but lately i find myself using tumblr more #O ACTUALLY WAIT. the reason why im doing this in the first place tho #someone.. actually several ppl... complimented how shiny i make jesse's hair look #and im like!! thank u!! and wanted to explain how i did it (which is v simple i just added areas of high contrast KFJSJ) #but i wanted to look at how more pro artists did it bc thatd be a better demonstration #as well as learn how to draw it better myself... #🤔🤔... hmm... i think i can still lvl up how i draw it #but the way ive been drawing it is a v easy shortcut LFJDK #i have more to say but ran out of space for images so posting this first #o btw i was watching the jp dub of the song bc thats my fav rapunzel voice BWAHA

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Abu Dhabi Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso

#weird to be doing this for the last time this season #literally have been doing it since bahrain quali aahhhh.... #well gifing before that but this specfifc interview type gif wow this is the last one #dont want to get to emo in the tags bcs ive not really found words just yet for how i feel abt the season #but thanks so much everyone for supporting me all this way!!! its been so much fun #literally the thing keeping me going is making these after every race #i started this habit as a silly thing to keep my progress while watching thru older seasins #and i could never have imagined how much i would make!! so again thanks for all the support #id say 'see you next year' as if im not going to be loitering here all winter break #so uhhhhh stay posted for old content and art??? thanks love you!!! #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1 #2023 abu dhabi gp #i used to put: '(2023 races watched: 22/22) #and i wish i stuck w that but i didnt but just know...I WATCHED THEM ALL AND TWO IN PERSON YAYAYAYAY #I have trouble sticking w things w an extended time so its cool to have gotten to this point

[sufroyo]

day (really big number) of missing them :(

#froyoscribbles #borderlands #roland the soldier #lilith the siren #rolith #rolilith #id in alt text #2nd one has been in my wips for a really long time...dont think itll ever be finished but i really like the lighting :) #finally tired so i guess ill go lie down and think abt them more..but hope everyones doing well best wishes <3

[trainingdummyrabbit]

angela, wielder of what i like to call Schrodinger's Gender,

#piktalk #ALL IN GOOD JEST; but perhaps i should have put a name on that ayin paletteswap. But Also; #its REALLY FUNNY. #its been tagged angela several times which had the immediate result of 'well. not quite;' but then i thought abt it #and if i Did go and design a more masc angela. yeah. shed look exactly like that. and im so mad about it KSJNGKDJ <- JEST #id just put her colors back and thats just. thats Just. #which is hysterical for /several several reasons/ and so all i can do is put my head in my hands. shakes those two like squeakertoys. #so like. yknow what. sure. its funny. i am not going to be normal about this

[milkweedman]

Potato leek soup and some honey whole wheat bread from yesterday.

#they go very well together but not quite as good as if id made soda bread. the honey is a little too much for soup i think ? #was glad to try out the recipe tho. i wrote it up from memory for a friend and have been worried i was wrong #abt proportions and all but its fine. #tbh the way i cook is like. if the recipe require specific amounts of stuff and substitutes dont work #then im not gonna make it. im a #'throw stuff in a pot on autopilot' kinda guy. like with stuff like quiche especially #i dont HAVE a recipe i just do some stuff with what i have and then bam. delicious quiche every time #so... writing up recipes is a little difficult but im glad this one at least worked for me xD #cooking #baking #now all i need is some tea... too lazy tho

[donnyclaws]

I was gonan make a post apologizing for lack of regular art but I feel like jts already clear im sporadic and in and out of it bc chronic pain and circumstances. So for now I'm gonna hibernate, get my health steady again, deal with money issues, and art will happen when it happens.

#i do feel kind of worn down by it. i wish patreon and commissions didn't feel so taxing even with accommodations ive made for myself #maybe it'll feel better in the future when less is going on but rn it #places this barrier of management in front of art that makes it less relieving to do #cause there's always a part of my brain reminding me it needs to serve a purpose and needs to pay off in some way #which isn’t a new feeling for artists obviously. maybe doing it all since hs js also why it's tiring. and patreon changjng the way it does #working part time now too. idk if maybe id like to step back from it #it's abnormal that i worked taht hard and it did help me get out from my parents and stay out. but im also tired ect #idw let people down by not being able to keep up with a self imposed expectation or #be irresponsible and remove sources of income for myself. redbubble inprnt and patreon all suck in ways that bother me hugely #i only really enjoy itch.io at the minute #not to say anything bad abt patrons or commission clients you've all been excessively kind and patient and understanding always #i wish i could make them better i feel like there's no way how it is at the minute is of value compared to my output as an older teen #but yknow. self imposed worry. im just worn out and id like to just make things without the management and the fretting and the #i havent made a comic post for patreon in ages or this or this i havent made a speedpaint or a song or #yadda yadda lmao #sorry for the impromptu ramble #this isnt to say id never do commissions or a store or anything again or i want to not make money off art #god knows i will need to be grinding out comms once im well again but ex #i feel like im getting less and less able to manage it and then putting out less and less #and hoping ill somehow get very healthy and active again one day and make it worth the wait yknow. #it's not a feeling i want my art to carry in me. #part of me and the parent in my brain is saying it'd be selfish to give up income but the rest is like #that's cruel. i want to feel good and healthy

[apotelesmaa]

A while back I saw sm1 saying tsukasa expresses emotions like it’s his first time experiencing them & while it’s very funny and true I think it’s also worth noting that unlike tv/movie actors, stage actors have to really exaggerate their body language/expressions so that their emotions are readable for everyone in the theatre. On screen you can easily pick up the micro expressions on an actor’s face because you’re like 5 ft away at most and the camera often zooms in on their face. From the back of the theatre you can’t read subtle expressions so the actors need to over emphasize and use their whole body. All this to say: given that u cannot take the theatre kid out of tsukasa I feel like his acting just bled into how he expresses his emotions.

Emu also does the body language thing but it’s harder to tell as she’s normally expressing a smaller range of emotions than tsukasa (she’s naturally joyous and whimsical creature & tsukasa is usually given ample reasons to express annoyance). I think that’s more of a result of her exaggerating her happiness so that other people are also happy rather than an acting thing though. Gestures at her refusing to show negative emotions. Entertainer/clown (actual clowns, not the insult) vs stage actor. Really good examples of them doing this is the clip of rui imitating tsukasa & the clip of nene imitating emu.

#project sekai #don’t misinterpret this he’s not like. pretending to feel whatever he’s expressing. he’s acting the emotions he feels. #he’s capable of not doing that esp when he needs to be serious. his normal is just stage acting behavior. #knowledge I gained from 1) having a theatre kid sister who was rlly good at this 2) doing photography for her shows 4 newspaper #she got put on the no print list (list for ppl who are photographed all the time who need to not be photographed so others can be in photos) #bc she specifically was very very good at doing this and it resulted in really good & clearly readable photos #2 a lesser extent I do this as well bc of her influence I just emote less #don’t think it’s a stretch to say that it’s intentional given the implication that he’s so loud bc he’s used to projecting his voice while #he performs. #to clarify wrt emu I think if she was to express more negative emotions they would be more subdued. #unless it was for a role in which case she feels more comfortable not expressing joy 24/7. #i could go on a tangent abt ‘tsukasa doesn’t express his true emotions’ fanon when 1) he does. very obviously. 2) *emu* doesn’t but that #gets ignored. hello. nene having to tell emu it’s ok to cry and rely on wxs to comfort her. #even in the main story where she’s like devestated and blaming herself for wxs breaking up #she’s still smiling when she’s telling tsukasa that she made everybody sad and ruined everything (her view not mine) #mafuyu emu parallels… hm. #i don’t think emu’s ever been shown pissed off id be interested in seeing how she expresses that. #speaking of the it’s ok to cry thing if I don’t get that card when it runs on global I’m going to fuckin lose it. gay ass card. #this is getting long and I have stuff to do but as a side note nene & rui both hide their emotions #nene bc she’s shy & doesn’t show her true hater self unless she’s with friends #& rui because he’s used to being alone & struggles to identify his own emotions #at some point I’m sure I’ll ramble incoherently about how a lot of the issues ppl project onto tsukasa r issues he doesn’t experience #but *emu* does but nobody ever takes her character seriously so it gets ignored. #colopale do an event where nene encourages emu to b ok with showing minor negative emotions please please please

[britneyshakespeare]

Isn't he handsome

#that's my grandfather #tales from diana #the reason ive gotten back into drawing recently is bc after he died i wanted to draw him #in a sense every drawing ive done in the past 2 months was practice for this #bc i knew if i didn't do this one well if i had started right on it id be very upset abt it #it slipped my mind for a moment bc i did get excited abt drawing again which i hadn't been for a long time #ive said it before but im so happy to be drawing again #i hadn't been feeling very inspired creatively for awhile #im still not feeling super excited abt my poetry lately but that doesn't matter rly #i fan force myself to write no matter what headspace im in. i don't have the visual imagination to do that w drawing

[saintadeline]

Finally got to work on something I've been wanting to do for ages, the research hall patients' harness :)

(for context/ingame 👇)

#id love the metal cuffs/collar too but thats not something i can do myself haha #maybe someday ill find a way. who knows #art tag #i guess?? i dont have a crafts tag #ive been really into leatherwork lately. #i dont usually post abt it publically yet though since its just my own thing & also im still figuring things out #but im having a lot of fun. so far i mostly make collars lol i would like to make some real harnesses sometime soon... #bloodborne #now that im looking at it i think i was wearing it the wrong way... the arm straps should have the buckle on the inside. oh well whatever #just imagine i switched it up in your mind lmao

[puppyeared]

for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!! #just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!! #im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

[milkbreadtoast]

...hey guys completely random but i made a youtube channel 🚶🏻

#i never thought id be doing this but #after encouragement from some followers/oomfs on twitter... i finally did it... #i recently got a mic so... after i finish uploading my impromptu twitter voice covers #im gonna hopefully start recording and posting proper covers.....!!!!?!!?? #lmao #anyway no i dont think my voice is that great but #this is smth ive lowkey wanted to/fantasized abt for a while (uploading covers to youtube) #and ive already gotten bold enough to share them on twitter/here so #and ive been encouraged by a few nice ppl (bc else i would never do it skfbdnd) #so here goes nothing #🫡.....🏃🏻💨 #btw if u have any advice for how to set up my channel/what to put in the description kdhfdk #oh also i put a new username bc milkbreadtoast(fluffberries as well) was taken... #might change it tho... #my singing #<--my singing tag btw LMFAO #edit: o sidenote this is smth personal but #ive also wanted to record covers with my pre-T voice #so that if/when i ever go on T... I'll be able to look back on them #idk if i ever will go on T but if I do this is smth i def want to do before that #o btw... im not... ive never considered myself a 'singer' and ive never sang in front of ppl irl either or taken classes/joined clubs etc #but this has become a lowkey hobby the past couple yrs #and its rly fun to try to find ways to improve my singing... ive def improved bc #when i listen to covers i recorded a few yrs ago im like oh my fking god my ears... hell no... #like even just 2 yrs ago #i think i improved a lot in the past 2 yrs... or since graduating...? #/since covid/quarantine lmao

[themyscirah]

Philippus? Wym philippus this is a wholeass other woman?????? She's white?????? Guys come on now

ALSO cursed white Euboea in this same sequence.... homeboy she's Asian please stop

Joe Phillips I'm sorry but this is some shitty ass guest pencilling how can you not know anything abt what these people look like thats literally your job... you also just needed to read the issue before this to know?

Editors should have caught this one these are major Amazon characters

#also i did a quick wiki check for one thing and basically confirmed that i was right about this entire arc so i win i guess 💪💪💪💪 #like “the amazons are starting some crazy murder shit!” are they really now. which amazons may i ask? are you sure its not the bana- #oh yep its the baba mighdall. well then. TOTALLY didnt see this coming (said w love) #i mean its like maybe im being perceptive but they literally showed two of them in their armor and had one say phthia aka one of the #founders of the bana. like okay i had to do a wiki to check that and obvi id know slightly more than a pérez run reader abt them #(but not much honestly ive read the same stuff they wouldve just plus some fandom osmosis/knowing who artemis is) but i digress. do think he #maybe could have put showing them off but i understand the motive of not wanting readers to go months thinking the amazons were chopping #ppls heads off. but they could have teased the mind control red herring (probably? think it was a red herring although it could pop back up #the arc is still ongoing) a little bit more considering weve had dr psycho starting shit for the past 4 (at LEAST) issues but well whatever #anyways the pencilling on this one needed help like its not even a coloring issue at the core of it its legit this guest guy drawing #totally different people... very lame #anyways maybe im too quick to blame it all on the bana i am only halfway through the arc #like i do think it is the bana. i think thats the answer. but again dr psycho IS causing problems and theres been hints of the cheetah being #involved (“animal attack” killings + a shot of her in arkham) AND circe was namedropped (although now we know it was dr psycho) but im still #slightly suspicious bc there seems to be possesed animals... like they are v much laying different hints and pathways here #but i think its the bana. i think its psycho fucking around and also the bana and MAYBE a psycho controlled cheetah or the bana mimicing her #patterns. or are the bana even there if psychos involved??? he could just be fucking around then- okay you know what. maybe im less sure of #this than i thought and should just read more. wait but how would psycho even know about the bana to have ppl hallucinate hed just use the #themyscirans-- okay i need to read more im getting distracted. the bana are definitely involved though im calling it. its them and maybe #psycho. and maybe cheetah. and maybe circe but likely not bc we already established that was a false lead. unless that was also a trick. and #WHAT ABT ARES ALL THE STOLEN ARTIFACTS HAD TO DO WITH WAR-- #.... guys im losing it. fuck it im saying its all giganta and calling it a day i cant do this #no but i love how this mystery is set up its like they just dropped clues for every single ww villain onto it and said “here. good luck.” #this is before the big ww crossover too so it could actually be all of them im losing my mind here. WHO IS IT #ive twisted myself in a circle here i dont know anything now. only that i did call it if it was the bana. or if theres mind control or smth #sus about heracles cup. i also called that although its seeming less and less likely now that the bana and psycho are likely involved. and #maybe cheetah. and circe. and ares. guys im falling apart here #what was the point of this post then? oh shitty guest pencilling and editor flops. the editor flop part i can understand im sure they were #busy even if this is a big thing to miss imo. the penciller though is just silly come on now. someone should have caught that. anyways-- #swishy liveblogs

[feisaru]

Beloved Mephisto,

You know naught about love.

(But Mephisto did in fact know

About the suffering brought about by this thing we call "love"

You just believed him to be incapable of it

Too arrogant for it, perhaps

Dear Gretchen,

You failed to notice

In your ignorance

That the devil might feel too)

#we are returning to our typical saru schedule after this. no more of this bs #the story of this is #its something that id like to think does not happen to feisaru. ergo i just. dont wanna put them into this. #i dont want to infllict this on them. its not a them issue #not authentically anyway. if you put them into these exact circumstances it well might habe been. but i really do not want to think abt that #my regular degular 21st century hs au feisaru is the bane of my existence i want to not think abt it at all costs #still #i hate this #i never want to do this again #never #ever #this sucked off my.. idek anymore what. its just so bitter #listening to the song helps btw. hate yourself - tv girl. that is the whole late stage dilemma of the relationship #the song would be blond directing this at red. caption starts out w red and goes over into blonde #redemption never wouldve danced with the devil. i have like 10 diff things for that in my head #this one just so happened #the people in the pic are impersonating gretchen and mephisto from faust. for a theatre thing. and heres a lil sth: #gretchen hates everything about mephisto. she is very faithful and mephisto's demonic presence so utterly grosses her out #sometimes i wonder if maybe it was a sign the roles were assigned like this #funfact blond does never want to dance with redhead again. they would much much rather do this with with someone else #'the taste of your salvation lingering on my tongue. not distant enough for me to forget what it was like but just far enough away to be #utterly unreachable' #ugh my head spins. i could say a lot. its just a matter of if its worth it. ive been thinking a lot. for years now. still much too late #kain kritzelt #my drawings #im good btw #i had nothing to ref from for redhead ahah. didn't feel like searching anything. so off the top of my head it is #this is the legendary edgeworth style frilly cravat shirt btw #blond is an awful person but they tried. it just never was enough. becoming less themself for that person redefining themself was never enou

[opens-up-4-nobody]

hi so so sorry if this sounds genuinely deranged but I need to know did you write a fanfiction in like 2014 that was set during ww2 where zoro from one piece was sent to a japanese internment camp and sanji went to conversion therapy I remembered it recently because it blew my mind at age 13 and I had to reread it + need a kind of where are they now with the author so if that's you 1) what's your stance on the fic today 2) how much of the research was done during writing and how much did you just know beforehand and used as inspo 3) did you have any ideas for where the other characters ended up because I did always wonder if like idk chopper overcame the trauma of being in the war and also just what usopp's situation would be in general what with the political climate. once again. if you didn't actually write this fic so sorry this must look like the ravings of a crazy person. godspeed

Hi. Uh, yeah I did write that fic. I would have been like only 17 at the time. I did do A LOT of research, like the fic was basically an excuse for me to research Japanese internment and WWII history in general bc I thought it was super fucked up. I was absolutely hyperfixated on the topic and my parents probably thought i was nuts for my ability to talk at length on this particular area of history. I just finished skim reading back through the fic and woof. What a bleak fucking story. I was very cruel to everyone. It's frustrating bc I think it's an interesting and compelling idea for a story. But to me it feels like: here is all the research I did and also characters talking in what feels like a too modern way. Plus, I was 17 and didnt understand people very well. I wish I had the energy and motivation to rewrite it. Although, I forgot I used to do song lyrics at the start of each chapter and the tonal dissonance of Owl City lyrics at the top of a chapter of harrowing events around the time of WWII is unfathomablly unhinged.

#as for where r they now? i forgot the last chapter was like fuck u nothing matters life goes on sanji probably died of lung cancer #like jesus dude calm down. i think now id give them a bit of a softer ending #like i mean sanji still prob dying of lung cancer but he lives a long life with zoro and thry make the most of the time they have together #and i mean when u see horrific things in war i imagine its something u never really get over but i think the crew members that became #soldiers go on to live fuffilling lives and usopp finds a stable and relatively well paying job. gets married and lives happily ever after #god. its so frustrating to me that ill probably never rewrite this. it could habe been so good #but i just dont have thst kind of energy. i do think abt this fic more than almost all my other tho #im glad u liked it anon. its a fucking unhinged fic just from the perspective of: rural ohio teen wants to research a fucked up aspect of #ww 2 history and decides to write a fucking fanfic abt it. like bro what why. but idk weird weird times #there could have been themes and exploration of trauma and adversity. complex relationships. but no u get cringe written by a child #and now at the age of nearly 26 i am old and tired. christ thst was almost 10 years ago. i was a whole different human #weird the fanfics that stick with u. i have many i think abt from hs. wonder where the authors r now... #unrelated #i also forgot that in the authors nots i was like: if u r a n4zi fucking kill yourself. #which i standby but i was not expecting to see thst in the notes of a one piece fic i wrote as a kid good god

[yumeurl]

⚡️🐍⚡️ is so hard to like cuz ud wanna chill and think abt how to make them work but some of the ppl in it are so annoying that they sadly make u think of other pairs instead😭 like genuinely idc if u depict harry as the bottomest submissive omega ever or daddy dom top tom, if i have anything to say abt that ill talk abt it to my friends in private, cuz u do are allowed to rant without attacking ppl yakno. but i do have problems when they go in places they shouldnt be in (like those who like botTom or even switch ⚡️🐍⚡️ or even lit w a neighboring ship like ⚡️🍏) or annoyingly vague in twt

like bro 1. ure in hp how are u taking things so seriously for a book series w 84935 problems 2. 🐍⚡️ in particular has so many great artists and writers are u rly gonna spend ur time on things u Know u dislike and then shit on it when u discover that its still a thing u dislike

#like i dislike depictions of the couple being so devastatingly inlove w each other cuz theyre meant to be or whatever #i think even w non serious settings ill still depict them as two ppl who cant ever seem to agree on things #and fight alot #but im not gonna go and demand ppl to do that depiction instead #cuz at the end of the day the most important opinion that i value is mine LOL #and probab waifs #im ranting cuz this has been building up lately #not the anger but my tendency to yap #ive never met a group of ppl so pathetic and so insecure abt things they like #well thats a lie ive seen them in aph lmfaoo #u have such wide array of artists and writers and even fans willing to talk abt top tom and bot harry #id be lucky to get even a glimpse of switch tom much less botTom #looking for fics for this pair is lit a challenge cuz i just cant handle top tom #so wtf u complainin abt. cuz 10 ppl dont want top tom or bot harry? fmkdmgldmg #hp #rambles #if u read this godbless