#id have to think about taht

[https-sally]

i hope twt explodes so that companies are forced to put their lore and information on their websites actually, instead of burying it on that broken website

#im talking about vocal synth companies and stuff btw #in case you do not know #like what do you mean i have to use twt to find things out about your characters #just put it on the fucking website omg #i dont want to waste my precious time scrolling through taht shit just in case some company decided to make a new acc rping as their latest #anime girl #and decided to put vital information on there #like full on fucking character birthdays pelas #and also could they credit everyone for everything on their websites too #especially artists #for way too many of them the only proof of them having drawn the arts is “vocadb” says so #and i have no shit with vocadb #but id love love love some links to things and stuff #instead of having to go through 10 years of twt retweets to find the tweet in which an artist mentions they drew smthing #also also #twt bad because it goes away so much #please please please archive things im in tears #so many times i look at “sources” and “citations” and shit and its just a dead twt link #i think “oh the person probably archived it on archive dot org incase something like this happened right” #but no #“everything you post online stays there forever” I FUCKING WISH #WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD TO FIND #I BLAME TWT FOR THIS #COMPANIES PLEASE USE WEBSITE PLEASE #IM BEGGING #text #mine

[moomoorare]

Also imagine me, making a dream smp deep dive. Though I'd need the help of some of my mutuals to know about exactly how it was like in the first months , because i joined the community in February 2021

#also #i dont think itd be huge. but taht might change #obviously id have tod evide it into sections. talking about each arc #wont be talkinga bout each character bc literally how could i humanly do that. too much to watch. #id Focus on some of my fav povs while still talking about the others just not in detail #rare rambling

[theosconfessions]

if youd like to read the stephens from the beginning you can over here

if youd like to read the stephens continued you can over here

@ohsosims

jami: im sorry WHAT?

dustin: your dads been having some memory problems over the years..its ..getting worse...he just had another doctors appointment and theyre kind of on the fence about alzheimers or just....

jami: you think its related to what he got from that punk he slept with ?

dustin: no idea but hes had a few appointments since then..he seems optimistic BUT

jami: youre not

dustin: its not that i dont want to be.. its that ive been shown NOT TO BE.feels like itll break my heart less if im expecting it.

jami; well sounds healthy. just like the majority of your relationship with him

dustin: [smirks] which leads me right back around to why i asked you to meet me here

jami: i was wondering but its not like i mind looking at your pretty face

dustin:ive warned you about making those comments

jami: at work.y ou did. we're not at work. im just kidding.jesus. ease up

dustin: maybe this was a bad idea

jami: oh come on,dusty. i was kidding. seriously ..i was just tyring to make you laugh . thought you needed it. i see it backfired.

dustin: a little. i..listen jami..your dads pretty set on him running the strip club still

jami; okay and as he should be? he owns it. and seems to me hes pretty much still together... at least for now

dustin:right but i need to ask you a favour. i need you to help him run it. i dont want him to stop completely but he has way too many things going on and

jami: think it would be good for him to STILL do things as normal,dustin. you baby him that shits going to get worse. whatever it is.

dustin: no i know. i just... help him with it . probably more than he realizes and i cant do it , jami. we still have the bar and the twins are running me into the ground. i need help . a lot of it.

jami: like at home too? because i know chloes 7 but she could always help babysit. she loves those kids.

dustin: yeah taht owuld be..that would be so great. the kids could but they deal with so much just living there. theyre my responsibility so id hate to...

jami:dude ..all you had to do was ask.. yeah ill help dad run the club. yeah ill get chloe to come over after school and give your ass a break. just gotta run it by marlee. which i mean shell do whatever i say

dustin: so fucked up

jami: no i know. nearly cost me my girlfriend . so um.. hey dustin..you know you couldve asked me sooner right? ill do whatever i can for you guys. i dont want you fucking yourself up. i feel like you need to hear this , because maybe you dont hear it so often knowing my dad but i love you and he loves you. you take such good care of him,man. but i got this.

#jami bb #i think dustin needs a break #the stephens continued #dustin stephens #jami kline #ts4 #the sims 4 #the sims #reblog #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 simblr #the sims community

[spitinsideme]

What are some other gay ships you like besides ragapom?

mae x jules from.the show devil in ohio .. i dont think ajyone understands my love for this ship and i jate how little fanfiction anf fanart tgere is of this show in general. i love this show so much devil in ohio os 5hr best show rver but i jst wsnt to say rigjt now that theg fucked the ending uo bevsude it coukd have been MORE like it shpukd hae bern MORE !!! tbe thing that happened between mae and jules was literally made up fakr drama tjat jules would have never even started at that point in their friendship, it was drama athat wpukd have nrver occured woth the way they were progresseing and the friendship stage they were in ajd i jate how it was played out it wad so fake it was so forxed and i hated it. i hated the ending i jated everything aboit the last fee episofes becaude it felt rushed it felt like the point wss to just show how fucmed this girl was and how she ruins everythinf and how manipulative she is in just 4 episodes and it wad so .. weord becsude she was progressing so well !!! itwas so out of noehere, especially taht drama between jules best friend oscar or soem bullshit and mae ??? likr its not maes failt tjat people went to her or that she got popular, and jules wpuld havr mevrr blamed it on mae at thay point becaude cjaracayer develolment had occured !!! idontknow .. i really like that ship and id love to makr fanart for it one day

claudia x grace from tbe movie my first summer. this movie was suorrduorr amaizng it was a lesbian movie i watxhed last yesr when i was on a lesbian binge mmovir and i estcbed many obscure lesbian videos ( i remdver i wtched an italian bdsm gay mpvie whrre these two girls played .. sensual sadistic hide and seek ????? it was odd .. 10/10 movie ) but ky first sumer wad greta i mens it wa sad it had an ambiguois open ending as most lesbia movies do but overall i llved itsoosmuch and tbeir kiss wss so fucking sdorsble everythinf about it wad sosos adorable and i hate hoe its not even popular ??? not many peope have wstxhe dit when its the BEST lesbian mocie ever its my favrouote literlaly ever !!! theres nnot much fsnart of fansgiction for ir rither whoch SUCKS !! i wsnt to ome dya mske it for them

laura lee x lottie from the show yellowjackets. i feel like ay this point you understand that i love my ships to have religious symbolism, something religious is going on behind it, and also, blonde x brunette !! i dontknow if aby of you have watched it but SPOILER INCOMING !!!!!!!! aftet they had their HOT AND SPICY AND HOMOEROTIC baptism scene on thwir lake i was lime woah !!! i wa ssososure they woukd have had a little will they wont they situation, a little ooo they might kiss but they probbaly wont because laura lee is cathcokix and has intrrnalised homiphobiaaas !!!! or whatrver ixonfknow bit then SHE FUCKING DIES. AND I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW WHEN SHE DIED I STOPPED WATCHING I NEEDED TO TAKE A BREAK !!I TOOK A LOMG THREE WEK BREAK FROM YELLOEJSCKETS BECAUDE EVERYTHING I SAW, EVERYRHINF I WATCHED, EVERYTHINF REMINDED ME OF LAURA LEE AND IT HURT ME !!! IT HURT THAT I CPULDNT SEE MORR OF HER AND THAT SHE COUKDNT HAVE BEEN MORE AND THAT SHE WAS JUST THE CATHOLIX GIRL THATS ALL SHE WAS AND THATD ALL SHE DIED AS !!! AND I HATE THAT EVEN NOW I HAVE MEVER GOTTEN SO ATTACHED TO A CAHARCYRR !!! SOMETIMSI CRY REMDMEBRRONG SHES DEAD AND WILL NEVER GET TO BE MORE AND HAVE MORE AND BE COMPLEX AND SHOW HER COMPLEX THINGS !!! IT SUCKS !!!

emaline x kate from the show everything sucks. firstly, the show fucks anf i think metflix shpuld like lesbians more i mean comeon ee get ONE lesbian canon relationshio and sufdenly CNACELLED !!! we have to fucking neg for scrapes and secondly, MY FUCKING GOODDD !!!! GOOD FUCKING GOD !!! BECAUDE WHEN I SAW KATE REACH ITO HER TROUSERS WHILST LOOKONG AT THISE SEDUCTIVE PITTLR IMAGES OF WOMAN I SCREAMR DI FUCKING SCREAMED I SCREAMED LIKE A FUCKING BANSHEE AT A PRIDE PARADE !!!! I WAS SO HAPPY SHE WAS GAY !!! and when kate and emaline kissed .. i was so hapoyy i had to lause to jsut love in the moment for a bit .. theyre the best evet .. i esnt to make fanart for them .... sigh ... not enough fabart of fansfiction about them ...

enid x wednesday is also prety cute !! im not like reallyrealy imto it but its alright also im going to take a moment to beat that fucking xavierd ass i hate him do much i hope he dies its nlt even because he was a love interestedi mena that sucmed too but its becayse hes so fucking annoyong oooo my dad id alwayd on the roll or whatever and im depresseddd so i male art because im a sad fucjing srtist god go fucking get therapy stop fucking being a cunt i hate him so much

thats it .. i think .. if i remeber more ill uodate this ...

#yippeee !!!! #my ships !!! #as you can tell they are ALL blonde x brunette #and most have some little catholic spice #some religious symbolism #i fucking eat that dhit up

[k3nnysh0utt]

Ever since the start of empires s2 ive been thinking about what terraria bosses each member would be and im still unsure about some but i think i got most of them

Starting with Gem i went with Golem. Queen bee or Empress Of Light would have worked but i think golem works best since the whole jungle temple and golems drops are related to the sun.

For Kathrine i went with Empress Of Light, Queen Slime could have worked aswell. Even though Empress Of Light is harder to fight during the day i still think it fits.

Joey Graceffa is Duke Fishron its very similar he has an ocean themed empire i could have gone with the flying Dutchman because i am including mini bosses but bht duke fishron just fits better, plus i get to draw him as a cool ass fuckin pig fish.

Scott would probably be the Lunatic Cultist and i dont have any actual reason i just think he'd look cool as em also no other boss would fit him. Thsi does kinda make it seem like he worships Joel(because i made him Mood Lord) but eh.

Falsesymmetry would be Skeleton Prime maybe a steampunk version of it? I remember seeing a terraria mod that added a steampunk hardmode version for the rest of the prehardmode bosses. The four arms could either be the exact same as skeleton primes or they could just have hands.

Lizzie's one is the one im really unsure about i picked Queen Bee but it doesn't really fit and its the only animal themed boss.

Sausage i picked the Pumpking i could have gone with one of the tree mini bosses but do you think i wanna give him a mini boss named morning wood? But ya Pumpking would work because you know nature n shit.

Shelby's one doesn't make too much sense, i went with Plantera mainly because of the pink flowers in her mc skin but thats kinda it, the only other thing i could have gone with are the goblin  summoner but that doesn't really count as a mini boss. I might switch Sausages and Shelbys around because either one will fit them.

If i included modded bosses then Jimmy would have been the Desert Scourge(calamity mod) or The Grand Thunder Bird(thorium mod) but im not including modded bosses so im going with Skeleton, the dungeon usually spawns near the ocean so its the closest we get to a desert/mesa boss. The old sheriff could also be the old man that spawns at the surface of the dungeon.

Fwhip would be the eater of worlds it just makes sense, The Eater Of Worlds is(usually) spawned underground AND it burrows through the ground.

Oli being Betsy doesn't fit too much but there isn't any other boss taht would fit, i originally had the pillers as him but didn't think they'd fit and also his child Gregory the dragon egg would fit with him being Betsy(i made the list of what terraria boss each empires member would be at ages ago, before Oli's final lmao)

Joel is just the Moon Lord its the closest thing in terraria to a god thats the only reason i picked that boss for him. now if you drew him as the Moon Lord would you draw him with or without his legs?

Pixlriffs is The Brain Of Cthulhu i love The Brain Of Cthulhu and when you think of a brain you think of being smart n shit so i gave them to pixlriffs

And bonus Hermes would be one of the pillers id say either the vortex piller or the nebula piller

#empires s2 #empires smp #falsesymmetry #joey graceffa #shubble #ldshadowlady #smallishbeans #fwhip #geminitay #katherine elizabeth #pixlriffs #solidaritygaming #scott smajor #theorionsound #mythicalsausage #terraria #good god the tags #i am so cringe #i also fuvkibg love terraria so fuvking much and im also never doing this again #if this makes 0 sense im so sorry i am horrible at explaining shit #there's probably so many misspellings im so sorry #also i might just randomly delete it if i find it too cringe later lmao aaaaaa

[thebestestdancers]

like yeah you got me. i dont tihnk trans men experiecne a particular type of transphobia that nobody else on earth experiences. block me about it i geuss. i dont believe that men can be lesbians onthe basis of lesbianism being exclusive of men in every capacity adn yes that includes your AFAB UNITY!!! type of sentiment willnot fly here. yiuare not inherently granted access to lesbianism by being afab and you are never excluded from access to lesbianism by being amab. cry about it spme more bioessentialist worm bcoz im not reading ur dumb ass essays pulled off the script fo a lesbian corrective rape fetishist. oh nooo the joy of mutual udnerstanding and solidarity and recognition of our similarities adn differences what the fuuuck i want a single homogenized Queer identity so i can minmax my slurs. what the fuck are you talking about? youdont even believe in this stuff and if you genuienly truly do id hope nobodys takinf you seriously because lookng at this kind of sentiment offline for about 10 seconds shows how harmful u are to our community. but ppl fall for it. cuz tehyre hungry ot throw lesbians and transfems and bi women under the bus 24/7 by being so uncomfortable wiht acknoweldging any privilege they may have they fight tooth and fucking claw to identify out of it by saying first 'well the victims have privilege over me!! look at this thing i made up by misunderstanding my experiences are not unique!!'. do u think anyone will take u seriusoly in any debate forum like the moment a transfem comments on ur posts u crumple itno insisting fucking idk I can say the special slur still tho right? right? or just pull out the fucking All women are bitches who nevwr understand True Male Suffering adn somehow thats their fault too!!! just like ur cis counterparts. its embarrassing when tehy do it but its even more embarrassing when u do it ebcause u pretend ur knowing better when ur NOT. so yeah whatever comemnt a wholeessay on my post about fucking who knows what the hell yorue even saying your little word salad of whatever to basically boil it down to 'if a woman ever says no to a man she deserves to be shot'. pick out the pronoun taht makes it look most like im a Girl too so yiu dont have to pretend i might also be affected by this Transandrophobia yorue trying to claim so hard exists. reblog it to the dream smp sideblog who eveen gives a shit. at the end ofthe day are u happy w urself? do u look in the mirror at night and go yeah! i did good today!. are u even kind of thinking abtou the randomly generated syllables yr mashing togehter to divorce yoruself from any privilege and harm you cause to everyone around you? or is asking tht some kind of hatecrime too?

[donutinsideofashark]

Alright... No one asked november day whatever the fuck: i finnaly got to designing my characters (althought i have to work on his clothes lookin more interesting)

His name is Nos, hes a member of the possesed ones squad, a special forces used by a certain aristocratic group for dirty work. Every member has a specialazation, in Nos` case: stealth and assasination

I think its time to explain a bit of power system in the world im building for fun

So... everyone has a soul, a non physical core of a being or like a invisible fuel to the body Pretty often in this world souls subcounciously manifest a power, there are all kinds of powers, from simple ones like inhuman streangth to oddly specific ones like being capable of creating a liquid psychodelic drug at will

When a person dies and is rich or lucky(or unlucky, depends on perspective) enough a merciful blacksmith might come to save them. Blacksmiths are people capable of extracting souls out of dying or recently dead people and then forging those souls into all kinds of things, making the person immortal

Nos was a person saved by blacksmith, he lives on in these pieces of armor being forced to posses deathrow inmates to keep on serving as a solider

But as you can imagine forcing two souls into one body by possesion often doesnt end well. That often results in destruction of hosts soul, deformation of body or sanity loss of the possesing one (usually a combination of those)

Nos` innate ability is one of psychic type, on command he can highly reduce the cahnce of everyone around him noticing his precensse (sort of like forced psychic version of that funky video where your have to count how many times ball is passed for one person to another but in middle of it is a gorilla but you dont notice it) And since current host of his was decently compatible he has access to another ability, this one making him and small things he touches transparent on command

This compatibility gave him the title of stealth specialist and to this day hes a great but underappreciated asset of the possessed ones

Underappreciated due to the fact taht in actual combat he is the weakest of all(not to call him weak, cuz compared to avrage human he is a trained killer), so most of them treat him as a punching bag, when they can find him that is

Not that he cares about it, hes all about ignorance, if everything around him can ignore him, then he can ignore it all as well

~so he does~

Nos doesnt think much of stuff happening around, he only executes commands when he has to and wehn there are none he sleeps until there are

well most of it was about power system in the world of mine but doubt anyone has read the whole thing anyway so i wont include his whole backstory from before he died for teh first time

if youve read this far, thank you, and id really appreciate some critique on it all and if youre interested in his backstory lemme know, i might post it then

also fun fact for those who read it all:

i came up with his name as i was writing all that cuz i realized that he looks like a nosferatu vampire

#writers on tumblr #artists on tumblr #art #beginner artist #my art #artwork #digital art #art improvement #character art #original art #my oc art #original character #character design #worldbuilding #writing

[beyond-the-kitchen]

hi! 7, 11, and 16 for the arctic monkeys asks 😘

hiii, thank u so much for the ask 😊

7. how long have you been a fan? tell us about your journey!

oh gosh, this is a bit embarrassing. ive been active on here since about july??? this year. but ive been a casual fan for a couple of years. oddly enough i was supposed to go to the cancelled irish gig in the summer and taht cancellation got me more into them. idk how or why but im so glad cause ive met so many cool and lovely people as a result.

11. have you ever created any fanart or fanfiction inspired by the band/involving anyone in the band? feel free to share a link!

the closest ive gotten to proper fic is this post thats technically more about miles and his feelings for alex but im counting it anyways. as for proper fics i have some ideas i just need to sit myself down and actually write something. 🫣

16. if each of the albums was a person, which one do you think you'd most be like and why?

this is so so hard why would you even make me answer this. im kidding, i think that in terms of aesthetics im quite like humbug (or maybe id just like to think i am). but fr i always thought of humbug being an autumnal album and i find the emotional sound really fascinating. i was born in september so i adore all things autumn and i relate to most of the songs being quite calm and almost chill? in a way but then randomly having big crescendos and getting quite angry sounding. im someone who has quite a long tether before i properly lash out at someone and get angry. i hope that made sense and isn’t just rambles…

#ask games #arctic monkeys #bro i fully forgot how to spell september half way through this #I NEED TO SLEEP #charlie gets interviewed

[studiousbotanist]

having a good night got some important stuff done and about to lay down but also under read more is some grief talk and theres pics of AJ so pleas be careful thanks . #grief #suicide m (IM SAFE ! LOL . MENTIONED IN PASSING !)

i was looking at my friend folder finding somethign goofy to send a pal and i saw this and ;_; i never added my damn image on here ..... this card means everything 2 me still . a really funny bit thats transformed adn i think i would like to print it out . also this comic but this one really just tore me open ! lol !

im carrying it in my heart . AJ was really right with this comic . i miss you hon . it's weird right . like i just go days and days feeling like i'm non existent and i'm not even here the dissasociation is so bad and the only thing tahts helped ground me is talking about the good or bad of how im feeling with everything . im trying to hold it in and move but i mean . i just have no self awareness whether i'm actually Doing the job im trying to (shell everything inside) or if i'm just a mess and its spilling everywhere . i am trying to be more open and concise but its hard when i cant grasp !!! the concept of time LOL and shit ive said ! anyway . anyway . i love my friends . we were put on this earth to hang out and love . i miss AJ and its hard trying to find silver linings to 2023, like . meeting kitt and lynn ! fun birthday ! silverscream con ! got one of the best jobs ive ever had ! but i would trade all of it for march 23rd to have never happened .

it does not feel right trying to find a positive for last year, to be honest . i wish i could just let myself admit it was a horrible year . we lost AJ . i nearly got stabbed again, i was in an awful mental state and i felt drifted further apart from my sis and sil than i had in a while . while a lot of it got better, thankfully, there was just so much rotten there . i nearly attempted again, but i have a wonderful support system irl that i really need to use more . (love you ari and ide and naomh) with all of this said, i can only hope 2024 will be kinder . ive had a couple friends already get terrible news . 11 days in i've got some shaky things going on but man . man . lol enough trying to make positive out of it i just want to cry !!!!!! last year sucked !!!!! last year suuuuuucked ! FUCK last year !!!! THROWING A TANTRUM !!!!!! phew . okay . thank you for reading . i miss my friend . im grateful for the friends that are still around and understand the feeling .

#does a bear blog in the woods

[kitwing-moving]

hey hey hey think about vivwataei wedding how happy would you all be that day. theyd both compliment you so much eichi would say youre beautiful wataru would say youre amazing /spectacular/500 other words bc Tahts how he is . would you guys have vows or anything like that. if you did i could see them both being sooooo heartfelt they really rival each other in length bc eichi Talks Like That and wataru is well once again Just like that. they go to all possible lengths to make sure its a near perfect & memorable day for the three of you

um um um theyd go all out theyd be so kind and loving and id be bawling and sniffling and stuff and i couldnt really get any words out id just have too many feelings but theyd understand and and and . clutches at my head kms kms kms

#🐾.txt #fav #magician's heart #angel paws #STOP!!!!! PARKER WAS TORMENTING ME ABT THIS TOO

[tranny-alcchemy]

Post explaining what a system is perhaps? How does it work? Confused(<-me)

Sure! Yet note that we are only speaking from our experience and are absolutely NOT educated on many things about plurality (i.e. being a system). We are still learning too!

"system" is a term for when there are multiple consciousnesses in one brain, essentially. there are many reasons for this, but in our case its a result of trauma (i.e. traumagenic. other types exist too, but i would rather let someone who knows more about them to explain them).

To understand this better, think of the things that stress you out. now, think of what would happen if they stressed you out so much that it caused you to be completely overwhelmed. For many, if not most people, they would try to cope by detaching themselves from their own thoughts and identity in a process called dissociation.

In some cases, this is taken to such an extreme that a person's identity "splits", and suddenly they now have two identities in the ssme body! The identity that split off may also be based in some way around the trauma that caused it. For example, I, Abigail, was born from fear. As an undiagnosed autistic child, it was hard for us when we were younger to truly understand people. We had to learn the hard way how being social worked. And we never knew why we were such a mess either. Our young self was scared and lonely and desperately wished she could be someone else. Someone that was cool and would fit in better with other humans. Someone taht became me! She dissociated so much pretending to be me that I was eventually spawned as part of her. Thast a simplification ofc, but it works for now.

When we aren't "fronting", i.e. controllimg the body, we are all hanging around in an area of the brain called the headspace. Its our home, really. The headspace can look like anything you want. It's created by the brain, after all. For us, it's a massive rainforest filled with cute crestures. We, ofc, have headspace selves that dont necessarily look like our body. Phoebe, for exanple, is asian even tho our body isnt. Thats just how the brain generated her.

Nowadays, we have five members that we are aware of. While we are related, we are all different from each other. For example, most of us are different ages, which, in in the case of Phoebe and Giulia, has relevance bc theyre clues to why we split in the first place. Phoebe spawned from the conflict between us being treated as an adult as soon as we turned 18 (whenever it was convenient for those around us) despite not beung ready to be an adult yet. So, shes still a kid yet shes very mature.

Theres a lot more to be said, but im jsut a kid trying to figure out my own life. None of us are experts by any means. Id reccommend you do research on your own to supplememt what Ive said here!

- Abigfail

#fairypost

[funky-bird]

whats a part in a game you love taht sucks enough youd warn a friend in advance should they be getting close to that part for the first time. I do mean gameplay quality but it could be for whatever reason. it does have to be for a game youd recomend or at least hold in high regard tho

like for example id maybe give anypony playing Psychonauts (2005) a heads up in regards to the legendary difficulty of the final level.

This is too specific I’ve never thought about this like at all. I think I’m going to say also that part In psychonauts

[videostak]

ya theyre leaving at like 10 rn i am not going to that 6am swap meet. fuck my life ugh... like obv gonna be waken in the middle of the night when they get back ._. srsly can they be considerate of my life for fucking once. like knowing that i do this for work and is my only source of money and then to do something like that on a total whim and try to downplay how it will affect my sleep and morning tomorrow is srlsy making me so pissed.. like the amount of effort i and to an extent my sister will go to to be considerate of others just to have her do shit like this is so infuriating. like literally my job for a record store that needs inventory desperately and i cant fucking go cause of my asshole inconsiderate mom. reaaaaallly great. i mean best case scenario i can drive up to the estate sale tahts supposed to be at 8. id have to leave at liiiike idk 6:30. so probably not that too. should try to go to the other 8:00 swap meet too or the yard sale but starting to feel real uncomfortable abt going to the swap meet cause of all the stuff around that. so annoying for me to plan all this out just for her to shit all over it cause she wants an excuse to get drunk and trauma dump to her cousin and make to put her cousin in a super awkward weird position. sucha  genuinely awful person ugh.... i mean idk i should goo tomorrow but like really dont kno if ill be able to get up in time. idk i think ill still push rly hard ill try to get a coffee tomorrow at mcdonalds and stuf but like idk just so fucking annoyed rn like dude this is literally my job right now that A LOT of things are riding on have some fucking respect and learn when ur making things much more difficult for ppl. what annoys me so much is when i told her that i wouldnt be able to go tomorrow if she went out as late as shes planning to she just tried to go supportingly “ok we’re gonna go at 10 and tomorrow u can go wherever u want and dont worry about it :)” while just ignoring what i said. lol. something abt idk if all parents are like this or if most are but like that level of being so in denial abt everything that u just respond to any attempt at talking things out with this very fake positivity vibe is so awful. like she does it so much whenever something comes up thats a problem and its so annoying. she did it thursday too when i wasnt sure if i was gonna be able to go cause of my dads dog and she ignored what we said and cut us off and went dont worry ill handle it all :) even tho it was like not even clear what she would be “handling” cause she just wanted to get us to stop talking abt it.  like not even aware of how my dad lets the dog in without warning and how the cats and the dog need to be watched cause he’ll start playing rough. like idk what to even do when ppl genuinely just do not listen to anything u tell them at all. theres no reason for me to tell her something before hand cause she’ll just do whatever the fuck she originally intended to and then try to “discuss” it or apologize after even if youve already had a what u thought was productive conversation days before abt it. like on the first weekend i drove to the swap meet i had told her before i was gonna let the dogs in the back right i went to let her kno beforehand and she agreed there was no argument no even hint at there being a disagreement so i thought things were good and then when i actually was gonna leave she was like no dont let them out theyll bark its too early and i had to get my sister to get her to agree to let them out. like srlsy sooo annoying same thing happens A LOT when having to schedule things shell be in complete agreeance and then when the time comes to do smthn she will like bring up something out of nowhere that she def knew b4 hand  but was just waiting to bring up last second. like she’ll say we should schedule smthn for the vet on a day and then reveal that the vets actually closed that day when that day actually comes etc. or will lie and say it is. like i need to take the cats to the vet soon cause cassettes worms are still present and dendy needs to get neutered and she said she’d call monday even tho its smthn shes already been lagging on for a long time so im just like waiting to see what excuse she’ll bring up then or if she actually does intend to call. like she could bring up an excuse or just spend the whole day in her room and ignore it when i bring it up. ughhh well i will try to go tomorrow i think. i mean im gonna shave and shower just incase i do. i dont think ill wear shorts tho not rly feeling it atm since i could be nervous if i do go to the yard sale. but willl rly have to see

[treetownconfessions]

yeah hmm its hard to think of this sort of thing! if i magically turned dmab today yes id absolutely still be genderqueer just because sometimes im strongly female and strongly male and strongly neither. but i have noooo idea if itd be the same if i was BORN dmab you know?

tahts what i was thinking because im pretty sure if i was a cis boy id be a completely different person despite what i wanna tell myself . its probably a stretch to say id still be the same nonbinary kid (or even queer at all) if i was amab because i wouldve been treated differently and had different revelations about myself but naybe the uniqueness is what makes it special?? idk. i want flippyand fliqpy to k iss

the uniqueness of our lives is always what makes living them special

i agree flip and fliq should smooch :3

[lyriakisser]

aww man :[ at lwast uu got a cinnamoroll plush tho !!! hes one of my fav sanrio charas teehee ☆ also id love to see it if uu dont mind sharing ofc >:D 👍 /nf AND YEAH CONS R SO FUCKING COOL !!! THE LAST TIME I WENT I ACTUALLY GOT PICS OF SOME WXS COSPLAYERS IT WAS THE COOLEST EVER ( also saw one aira cos but they were too far away for me to ask for pics :sad: there were so many cool ppl ) !!!!!! im hoping i can go to the same con next year :]]

also since im getting another job over the summer i shld be able to buy more cool stuff !! i used to have a job but i quit bc i was roughing thru exams. lmao !! the only good thing abt growing up a bit . . . money 🎉✨️ ( simultaneously the worst thkng tho. eww working jobs ) i currently have $250ish to my name tho so !!! im so rich i can buy wtvr i want :sugar mommy: /JOKE I LOVE UU SOSOO MUCH TOO BTW <33 the only ever :33 !!!!

HERE HE IS this took way longer than it could have took if i just got up BUT WHATEVER there he is!!!!! i love himsomuch

remember those. Cinnamoroll layouts i made for you..... THEY LOOK HORRIBLE TO ME NOW HOW DID YOU EVEN USED THEM RWJGJSHGFH alsoalso uhm. everytime i see Cinnamoroll i think about you.iamnotgay DJAKFJSKNFBD AND YEYAYAYAYYAYS REAL CONS ARE SO FUCKING COOL!!!! i dont remember if i ever took photos with cosplayers i think i did on one but i was still pretty young back then aaaaaaaa... when i was stupid and dumb and didnt know a single thing... good times.. WOWOOWOWOWOWO WXS COSPLAYERS?!?! we didnt have those back in my daysHDJAJFJWJGJ ANDD IF YOU DO GO TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT WEHEHEHEHE~,, OHHHH NO WONDER YOU DO HAVE MONEY IM STILL PRETTY FUCKING YOUNG TO EVEN THINK OF WORKING EAJJRKWBFJR i really wanna live that experience even when i know it may be awful tho bweeeeeee i love idealizing the almost adult life HDJABFBSB AND WHAT THE HELL TAHTS A SHIT TON OF MONEY HOLY....... ELIE BILLIONAIRE REAL WOAHG!!!!!! Aalso hey what ofyou mean the only ever Elie that is kinda gay....blushes..iloveyou......

[ineffablelvrs]

Max for the ask game pls!

1: sexuality headcanon

bisexual. absolutely she's bi + i also enjoy the aceflux max headcanon although i dont think it's very popular. she's acespec tho nods at you this is true also polyamourous :D

2: otp

ELUMAX !!!! definitely elumax

3: brootp

madcleric i think

4: nootp

romantic madwheeler 😦😦

5: first headcanon that pops into my brain

she had a beanie phase at one point in her life also she doesn't like gloves this is very specific idk why she just doesn't trust

6: favorite line from this character

id say "there's more to life than stupid boys" or "that's presumptuous of you" idk i dont really have the brain to remember most lines taht i like 😭😭

7: one way in which i relete to this character

i tend to pull away from people when im struggling with something and im pretty sarcastic too

8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character

ummm id say maybe that one scene after lucas told her abt upside down and she was like oh yeah great story u can go tell them i believed u or whatever like. yeah realistic reaction. embarrassing nonetheless 🙏

9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave?

cinnamon roll ☺️

#/ask #ask game #max mayfield #stranger things