#id probably sucks but idk

[twigsyy]

been thinking about watching thru mlp recently

#art #anthro #mlp #rarity #last time i watched mlp was like 2014 idk if it holds up #probably does hopefully i feel like id be crushed if it just sucked at the end

[skitskatdacat63]

New Fernando outfit dropped !! He looks like a s'more....

#i really fuck w this one ngl #i reallllyyyyy like the cohesiveness of the colors!! #idk what i would say the vibe of it is but i like it a lot! #i wanna draw this one maybe 🤔 unfortunately im p busy atm #god it sucks looking at media day pics of him bcs his 'entering the paddock' outfit usually slays #but then the vast majority of the pics are of his changed outfit #where hes often wearing thw most horrendous shoes and sunglasses ive ever seen djkfkglg #well anyways. id probably wear this so :) #idk if anyone has posted these yet #so i might as well bcs i rly like the clothes! its so hard to keep track of the schedule during this gp cause the timezone is so far ahead #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #2024 australian gp

[autumn-may]

If shadow defines form then what are you.

#kingdom hearts #kh #my art #kh fanart #Kairi #kh kairi #Image id in alt #it probably would kind of freaking suck to be a princess of heart. Can you imagine the pressure #Especially since kh is kinda going into light/dark as morally equal and both bad in excess. Her job is to be the excess what the frick #Idk i think we should all overanalyze kairi

[automatonknight]

here's the prick i was talking about^ i have so many thoughts and notes about him but they're mostly incomprehensible so when i organize maybe them i'll post them who knows

#art #oc #id in alt #um ummm #idk. if you have any questions as always feel free to ask #ANYWAYS. geez making him has been so fun i love this asshole so much i'm going to put him through the horrors #salute to you Kordian if you see this if you hadn't shown me stalker i probably wouldn't be running in circles about patches now #more notes. i actually have no idea how magic works in-universe i just thought it would be cool. he's not good at using it he sucks. he's #shocked himself so many times probably. will that stop him? no #he practiced fencing for a few years so he actually like. knows how the fight flows or whatever. i think he definitely picks out targets wh #don't get their bearings quite as well and dances around them and shit like that he just likes to be mean i guess #idk idk. also he joins the lovelies at one point. that's like. semi-canon. it's sorta like with triumphant and normal walenty to me. like #they both exist but the. so to speak. evil one kind of doesn't in a way if you get me. i mostly thought it would be a fun thing to think #about. and also patches would do that and then he'd freak out like what the fuck am i doing and leave #another random thing about his pronouns. well i mostly use he/him for him. that 'any' is more in a way that if you referred to patches as #she or they or it or anything else he wouldn't care #but he usually doesn't mention it and stuff

[comradekatara]

one aspect of azula in the spirit temple i don't think i've seen anyone discuss (because it's largely conjecture) is the form the spirit takes when presenting itself as human to azula. back when book 2 of lok was airing, there were lots of theories circulating that azula had an unacknowledged cameo as the shaman who helped to heal korra in "beginnings." i've even commented on this theory in the past. now, while this hypothesis remained unconfirmed for years, it feels as if this comic is lending credence to that idea with its undeniable imagery. i think this comic is suggesting, however subtly, that the spirit is taking the form of azula's future self.

azula's hair is as crucial in this comic as it is throughout the show. it's been a while since her breakdown during sozin's comet, so her uneven bangs have grown to slightly below her eyes. the fact that she has done nothing to "fix" these loose strands recalls her introduction, wherein "one hair out of place" was enough to upset her for fear of not being perfect. through azula's disgrace, she has shed her perfectionism (born of ozai's abuse), but the state of her hair also illustrates how frazzled and disoriented she feels, and how in not caring about her own presentation here, just how debased she has been since her initial fall from grace.

now, notice who mirrors those overgrown strands of hair in their own presentation. the spirit reflects azula's inner turmoil, not only by projecting manifestations of her desires and anxieties, but externally as well. this spirit essentially functions as azula's mirror (shattered mirrors of course being a hugely significant symbol within azula's psychological landscape).

note who else is framed by these two loose strands of hair:

while this shaman in lok is hardly identical to the spirit's humanoid form in this comic, this crucial piece symbolism (retroactively employed, especially considering that the shaman's loose strands are smaller, perhaps indicating a calmer mindset if we extend the logic of what it signifies) feels like a deliberate allusion on the parts of the writers and illustrators of the comic. they clearly don't have the leeway to say what form azula's future will take (they can't even "redeem" her, since it could potentially interfere with avatar studio's plans for other projects down the line), but by addressing this largely baseless fan theory of yore, it feels like the comic is intimating that in the grand scheme of things, despite how abject her conditions (both external and internal) may be now, she's gonna turn out all right.

#this is probably the only lok fan theory that was floating around at the time that i dont fully hate #as opposed to theories of sokkas progeny or katara being relegated to aangs housewife or whatever. which obviously suck so bad #azula in the spirit temple #azula #id in alt text #analysis #i have a couple more posts left in me after this about the comic #but i think my prev post abt it and then this one covers most of what i wanted to say #though maybe i'll discuss the 'asylum' and zuko's figuring bc i've seen some cool posts abt that and i wanna insert my 2 cents #but idk. anyway . one must imagine azula happy

[c4n1d43cup1d]

so been thinking about bronev brother swap. idea is like, theo ruins the name swap plans so that real hershel gets adopted and then he kinda gets a little bit fucked up after that. ive got some lore for him after the name swap i just need to get it properly written out instead of a jumbled mess of thoughts.

anyway this is supposed to be theos version of descole, i need to give him a stupid fancy ass pretentious name but yeah here he is

#professor layton #fanart #art #hershel layton #azran legacy spoilers #theodore bronev #though i might give him a different last name #probably changed it when he made his fake id #yeah he does that btw #also steals a car #and lives out of the car while hes like 14 #i made his life suck LOL #tried to make his design have the same sort of vibe as descole but didn't wanna copy too much #so he looks like this now #maybe a little overdesigned idk #bronev brother swap au

[good-omens-heritage-posts]

Heritage implies age, these aren’t heritage posts they’re just posts you like

you aren't wrong, i've just decided that maybe that's okay tbh

#not a heritage post #ask #anon #i am fully aware of this. three reasons some of the posts on here are pretty new: #a) season 2 just came out and tumblr's search function sucks. most of the posts i'm seeing after literal *hours* of searching today are new #b) some of those^ posts have got like 20k notes in 24 hours. they may not be old but they're already iconic (ive seen them reposted already #c) it's my blog so im ok with some of the posts just being posts i like :))) #if u want to see older posts then filter the blog for “GO1” or “book omens” and you will get all the ones i've found so far!! #but yeah. idk if there are widely accepted universal criteria for what makes something a heritage post. until someone shows me the rulebook #i am making them up as i go :))) #anyway SORRY im rambling just thought id put that out there until tumblr makes it easier to search for stuff there will probably be at leas #some new posts on here and if u just wanna see the older posts then search for the respective tag on the blog :)))

[skunkes]

i keep wanting to get into reading books in spanish bc im a heritage speaker and was the only one in my family that didnt go to school in mexico past age 4 so my reading (and writing) skills are lacking, but theyre all either like. Non fiction historical, bilingual books specifically made for people just learning spanish, or just like, translated books that run the risk of being european spanish.... mexican authors of fiction are u out there. Save me. Save me.

#id go for the translated ones but i dont trust them also i am rarely grabbed by any book i see today...ykwim #would be one thing if there were some i already liked that i cld then read in spanish idk #maybe i should just crawl back to picking a fandom on ao3 with the spanish filter on and hope the writing isnt sucks bc #thats all I've got at this point LMAO #talkys #same with media where do i find media in spanish that is good and modern ykwim #all i have are my parents and family so i run into that problem where the spanish i speak is Old. i dont know current Slang #god i need to talk to my nephew more he could probably fill me in on that part #ffr

[puppyeared]

i feel shy talking here when i dont have anything worth sharing but i cant help feeling like ive said things in the tags that could be brought up in court

#im joking #i think i just get embarrassed saying smth that most ppl can see out in the open. its like when prey animals are grazing in a pasture #and then they hear a twig snap yk. im like that. but talking in the tags is more comfortable because it just feels more.. hidden?? quiet??? #its kind of like how i prefer responding thru asks than DMs.. idk if it has something to do with space or less pressure #i also use these as an excuse to ramble a little abt recent events so. ive worked a little bit on shuffle and prestos backstories ^_^ #i was thinking abt giving them a shared past where they knew each other as kids and forgot but i also though hmm.. idk if it would drive th #story i want bc i think itd be better if they bonded over similar experiences instead of the fact that they knew each other before. i get #that reconnecting and reconciling your idea of someone now and then is a good concept but id have to think abt it.. i dont want it to feel #like they owe each other to be friends again just bc they were as kids. ive experienced that a lot and all it did was make me feel guilty #so i think id want to write it as u can be friends with someone who had similar experiences and make u wish you knew each other then #i also know theyd hate each other but idk HOW. i suck at writing conflict so idk if theyd try to make each other eat glass and why #idk if itll ever come up but id also like to see if theres a way i could rationalize why they have animal ears.. normally i say aliens #but ive had an idea for a species and background for that too. although its very abstract and it probably has a lot of holes #smth abt peoples souls attaching themselves to smth they identify with.. although i dont know to what extent like if it can #be called a sona or if it can even be smth mythical like a unicorn or god itself.. its very weird rn #yapping #oc talk

[toastsnaffler]

okay can we have a new rule that if you're my friend and know I struggle with rsd from adhd + you're planning on hanging out with mutual friends but specifically aren't inviting me for whatever reason. Maybe Don't Tell Me About It

#id just rather not know man. even if I cant go or dont particularly want to im going to get stung by it and it rly sucks #its a TON of extra effort i have to put in to emotionally navigate that information without overreacting and making it an issue #wait actually maybe i do need to sit down with her and explain this more explicitly. bc she probably doesnt rly know abt it #even tho ive mentioned it shes rly terrible at reading ppl and i probably dont let on much abt it anyway bc im used to dealing w it #ugh. but also its rly embarrassing to talk abt and ill have to tread so carefully to make sure it doesnt get misinterpreted. hmm #but itd be worth it if she stopped so. ill give it some thought #it makes me feel so unreal sometimes bc i cant always tell if im justifiably upset or if im 'just overreacting' so i assume the latter- #most of the time to give myself space to work thru the emotion and minimise the damage i might cause if i AM just overreacting #but then sometimes later on i realise that it was justified but its too late to bring it back up and anyway ive worked through it #and idk. theres smth self disrespectful abt it all im tired of making space all the time and never taking any up myself #im not THAT upset rn like this is a v minor thing but still. might be time to start nipping this stuff in the bud #aaanyway #im procrastinating eating bc i cooked a nice meal but now im not in the mood to eat it 😭😭 but i gotta fuel up..... #ill find smth to watch hopefully thatll do the trick #yawns so loud bye for now #.diaries

[ollyollyaxe]

ooof fuckin Thinking about hoffman and angelina being orphans, maybe not from birth- but pretty young, 5 & 15 ish, spending a few months in an orphanage/foster care before angelina gets adopted, but mark never does, he stays in the system until he ages out, his only real human connection being his baby sister - anyway im cool im fime

#idk what the popular fanon for this is #i know ppl like cute things bc its a nice dichotomy but I love making mark hoffman a tortured bastard #this is canon.. to me #i think their parents died probably in an accident so like together and suddenly- and they had no living relatives to take them #so they were put into the system for awhile- id have to do more research abt orphanages in the 80s #but for dramas sake- mark has to protect angie from the other kids/mean adults which is why he starts to like the idea of protecting ppl #bc i always have to rationalize my man being a fucking cop - i fucking hate cops irl so this is a hard stretch #so like he gets into the police system and guess what it Sucks so thats why he gets down with jigsaw so quick #also bc he was already cheating the system for years lol #anyway #sawposting #hoffman #saw

[1hp]

nah bro im so sad Penguin's Detour got taken down though It was genuinely such a good song with such a cool music vid...i listened to it a lot back in 2020-2021 and miy_yuu's cover of it made me love it even more PLEASE COME BAAAAACK

#💬 #i found an internet archive link to the original and im super happy but not for miy_yuus cover :(so sad..im glad theres reuploads of it tho #the music vid isnt really lost but its only on internet archive which. sucks. a lot. id reupload it but PD got taken down by the OP cause #they didnt like their art in the MV so idk if itd be respectful or not to reupload it. probably not. RAAHHH.

[artoutoftheblue]

I'll consider both Wally and Digis ideas

#leaning a bit towards wallys tho #i kinda suck at naming shit like species so i wouldnt have known what to call the kind of fae id make bm #plus i did look at the unseelie wiki and idk #both ideas sound neat but probably gonna go with the fauna fairy idea #blue talks

[stressedjester]

Drawing has been so difficult for me lately. Kinda feel like all it does is stress me out when I try to draw

#like my art has not improved or its degraded over the last year #it just. sucks. and it makes me mad because i remember it being so much more easy and genuinely enjoyable #but now i hate it because nothing looks right and i forget shit like basic anatomy and composition #id give up but thatd probably just stress me out even more #idk man #vinny rants

[parasolids]

i really should go to bed i am so sleep deprived theres a decent chance im going to crash my car and die tomorrow

#my car alerted me twice on the way to work to stop driving and sleep bc i was clearly not conscious enough to drive #but i was already very late so i just kept going lol #and then i had precollision assist kick in on the way home and i absolutely would have crashed if that hadnt kicked in #bc even with me slamming the brakes i barely made it #and now im going to bed 5 hours before i wake up #idk dying would be pretty ok for me tomorrow probably but it'd suck for my parents and id hate to do that to my car i love her

[dockaspbrak]

Smart part of brain: Your ability (curse) to ruminate is literally ruining your life!!! Inaction is action jfc

Stronger more pathetic part of my brain: what if i just think about if more

#ill just keep waiting and die on accident or less than on accident having accomplished nothing #😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #i couldnt even be a lighthouse for my friends to eventually return to when the clown comes back #i dont know anyone from mt childhood except my sister shes nice #id probably throw up if anyone from my old town reached out again bc i had like. 4 friends and they mostly sucked #god also more realistically i was So pathetic to then id be humiliated if they saw how little ive ever achieved #i am so horrible im like a shell of a person good st nothing #oh lord im throwin a pity party i guess #i can draw a bit.....but idk. my style doesnt resonate w people i can tell from reactions its like #oh huh thats not very good haha theres just something there that isnt good #fucking. stupid loser ass emily fuck #i wish i smoked cigarettes