#id understnad

[birdricks]

rick song btw.

#sorry im the lyrics guy you will come to find this. #im that guy like. (listening to any song) omg my fav character #ANYWAYS. this is like post citadel building i think. you understnad me. #OR LIKE MORE SPECIFICALLY. duringgg the building adn the like formation of the council #up to. him leaving to crash in primes universe #if i cld draw fast id say id make an amv or smth w this. but i am oh so slow. so im sharing my wisdom here #song is sleep by mcr 👍 very good

[xoxoxoogoinimsane]

AT 2AM TOO SHHUT UP SHUTT UPP

#xoxo music tag #IVE ALWYAS #REALLY LOVED LATE NIGHT SATUFF #WITH PEOPLE I TRUST #I DONT KNOW IF I TRST MYSELF AS MYSELF BUT ME AS A CLONE ID PROBABLY TRUST THEM #I KNOW THAT MAYBE DOESNT MAKE SENSE BUT #IF I HAD SOME WISHES TO SPENMD #ONE OF THEM WOULD PROBABLY BE A CLONE #a me best friend. somebody to talk to me #and get eveyrhting i say #someone to hold my hand and hear when i rant and understand undertsand understnad

[latestagebirdmask]

I only watched Eraserhead once and I was 16. I should rewatch with my adult brain to Understand

#i remember i liked it but i dont think i 'got' it even though it had an impact #henry setting up the dehumidifyer for the baby even though it looks that way #i read a lot into it #henry caring if the baby got well even if it was Like That #ill probably rewatch and realize that has little/a different significance than my teenage understnading of it #but my first interpretation is gonna stay and even if its innacurate #its like a time capsule for my headspace at the time #i was truly Struck by seeing a monsterous baby hurting and its normal parent offering appropriate (?) care #raised in The Church moment #but yeah id like to watch it and understand/remember themes and shit #because ive aged nearly a decade #im better at watching movies now lmao

[pizzapizzadickz]

I hope I'll be okay tomorrow.

#diary #personal #i work tomorrow. and im probably burnt out. which means id rather die than work #but i force myself. bc idk why. if i could talk it out with someone maybe id understnad #ugh. work makes me feel like shit. and just knowing i have to makes me feel like utter shit #god. i just. hate living. like. im so useless. #idk. i dont have energy to make lunch. so i guess ill starve tomorrow? #disordered eating

[socksandbuttons]

i love ur bloodmoon thoughts sm and i agree with all of them ‼️‼️

they squandered his character sm and theres barely been any development since he got brought back to life… especially on the KC side. id love to see how youd rewrite it tbh- or if you want feel free to just use this ask as a bloodmoon thoughts dump

ALRIGHT SO We can run along with bm2 But also them going 'no their NOT the original thus we dont need to think about their charascter' as they seemingly established a bit with that but also not? Like that kinda furthers BM's whole arc of being treated like a murder machine (he was LITERALLY rebuilt for that, nothing more than tool!), and yet instead of USING THAT (which like.... we kinda got a bit of that with Eclipse, no i wont get into that.) they go 'HMNNN no, we dont wanna develop this further hes just villain' LIKE. SURE. ALRIGHT. BUT... YOU LITERALLY HAD SO MANY SET UPS WITH LIKE... His weird attachment to monty that one TIME yknow the 'hes my dad!' even tho hes not and its very debatable with Eclipse and KC depending how you wanna go about it (In terms of WHO made bloodmoon its Eclipse whos derived from KC and Moon and SUN.) Where was I YEAH HIS THEME OF NO ONE IS FAMILY BUT BLOODMOON. Only THEY understand that theyre not a tool or worthless! (Yknow just completely missing a way to use their codependence to help further their own coping of SEVERAL THINGS.) Yet he still STILL seeked out and called KC father, he still somewhat has thoughts on family. He's going after EARTH who's just vibin' trying to be accepting, even jealous of LUNAR for 1) being brought back and two) survived Eclipse and lives happily (sorta) and while begrudgingly i must say forgot bloodmoon. (WHICH LIKE. THATS THEIR OWN FAULT FOR NOT DRAGGING LUNAR INTO THAT PLOT EVEN THO HE HAD ALL THIS BLOODMOON INFO DURING THAT WHOLE THING. not used it ONCE. they purposely left lunar out of that and thats annoying. chaos sibligns 4 lyfe) Anyway you COULD so still use that in regards to Sun trying to reach out to them ('I wouldve loved another brother' will forever be brought up. also literally in the same convo sun does admit hed kill em again but WE'RE FOCUSING ON THE FAMILY PART GUYS) I'd have to scrap some like... lets see here.... UmMM i CAN use the attacking lunar thing still. Cause whole jealous thing they didnt understnad their own thoughtS (THEY THOUGHT MONTY WAS THEIR PARENT WHICH LIKE??? a stretch honestly. cmon we know this. theyre definitely making their own excuses) iDK ABOUT attacking earth, cause by that point everyone is kinda dead set on murdering them its actually pretty bad by that point unless KC comes back jesus style and goes 'NO. I'll handle this' proceeds to drag bloodmoon off into the desert for family bonding time (and rehabilitation.) Which he wont but we also gotta remember Bloodmoon is deliberately being used a scapegoat (despite yknow... he did DO all that by his volition still like he WOULD NOT have gone after kc like that if not for ruin going 'hey u wanna see ur dad who totoally didnt care for ur ass' or 'you should totally go kill a bunch of people. and then threaten lunar and earth BUT WAIT no killing ill shock u!' im losing focus but THEY WERE... sort of going somewhere with Bloodmoon not wanting to be a tool. AND having solar interfere (I still hate that whole 'he reminds me of my moon thus he must die'. Retcons... everywhere. Remember when he wanted to save his moon?? yeah? cool cause ill never forget that actually.) KC dying actually WOULDNT have been so bad (aside the... suddenly being an ass about it. But he was direct to bloodmoon about 'BRUH UR BEING USED.' and them never actually... bringing that up too much) angering BM enough to kill KC is actually pretty solid way to use the whole 'Bm not satisfied with Killing' as a very direct way KC's words last on BM especially BM's whole unstable emotions of NOT understanding the feelings theyre going through because of that other than anger (denial, grief, confusion and conflict of how Hurt that mustve been they wanted more family) oh this is getting long and im losing focus.

#anyway. love the idea that u could USE the fact theyre not the original as a whole them coping with their emotions 'we are better!' but like #hes got more trauma than the og by this point #already IMPLANTED the moment they were made #sams bloodmoon #ill... we'll come back eventually

[eelmachine]

t told some guy his neck looks frail and id evicerate him on the spot if i was a mountain lion. he did not like that.  no one understnads my transexual aura.

[treetownconfessions]

go ahead buddy. thats literally what this page is for

oaky. well. whenever other ppl in the fandom talked about how they first got into htf i always felt stupid about it because of the way i went about things. i, like many others, got into htf when i was a teen (it was more like 12 but close enough) but i hated the gore and the suffering of the characters so so much it was insane . it was a weird interest because htfs whole thing revolves around that stuff but i didnt like when they were hurt. i was a really sensitive(???) kid, and even in regular cartoons just seeing my favorite characters in distress would scare me and i have a lot of crying memories when i was 6-7 because of that (theres this episode of wow wow wubbzy where wubbzy hurts his tail or something and he has to go to the doctor and i have an IMPORTANT memory of running to my mom over it and needing a hug and uhhhh i dont think i ever finished that episode) i liked the htf characters and fanart more than the gore and what i used to do was watch only the first halves (sometimes less) of htf episodes before all the bad stuff happened bc that was when the characters were doing regular cutesy stuff, and right before the disaster struck id just click off to another one and repeat the process. i took a lot of comfort in pretending all these soft animals were living happily and normally and not being brutalized because i was stupidly attached to them. i thknk flippy-based episodes had it the roughest because id click off WAY faster bc a lot of his episodes are about him flipping out and i did not like fliqpy in the slightest because him being there automatically meant someone was gonna get hurt and i was like ":(" i also didnt like nutty because his crazy attitude made it so hard to predict if he was gonna get hurt or not so anytime he was on screen i was always so stressed and on the edge of my seat. and i felt really weird about it becyz nearly everyoen liked htf BECAUSE of the injury and shock but i despised it with a passion

ANYWAY im almost 19 and that was years ago and im fine with gore and my favs being in tough situations now but it was. rough. when i was younger.

oh anon, thats not something to be like- ashamed of or feel strange about! its perfectly natural and understnadable. everyone feels differently about gore, or violence, or difficult things in fiction. the whole point of fiction is that youre able to choose when something is enough and you arent having fun anymore.

youre not silly for feeling this way!

[wheredidthepeepeego-mp3]

im really tired. all i want is for everyone to be happy. at the end of the today i don't have any hate in my heart and there's nobody i actively want to be in pain and yet i keep pissing people off an i dont knjw what im doing winrg. what am i donig wrong. nobody likes me and everyonr gets mad at me when i just try to work things out so everyone ishappy i don't understand. i just want it to work out for everyone and i knw it donesnt work our that way but i want it to and id ont know why people are so mean tom e about it idont understnad why i keep doing everything wrong even thogh im trying really ahrd

#actually autistic

[aropride]

now b4 i say this know i do fully understnad the concept of gravity. HOWEVER. i think if i lived in australia/the southern hemisphere in general id be so fucking nervous about fallling off. like what if gravity stopped. even for a second. id be so fucked. or like what if i got a headache from being upside down allthe time. doesnt that fuck with peoples blood circulation n shit

#text #I AMNOT A FLAT EARTHER BTW. IM JUST QUITE STRANGE

[boinurmom13]

(same anon) no bro trust me i am SWEATING entering anyones messages but im trying to be more brave. lance would want me to not throw rocks with notes at people. uhh if you want i was writing up another post about her as i saw your reblog.... also. reaches across and hands you a chocolate. same braincell with imagining lance petting the dragon. (also uhh if you wanna chat more id be down just. yknow. shy)

lance WOULD want you to throw rocks with notes at people because he rejects the internet hardcore (just dont hit them in the head)

your messages are always welcome in my inbox, if that makes you feel any better!!! i understnad being nervous as hell cuz i still get them damn shakes whenever i post on here sometimes

YES WRITE MORE ABT THE DRAGON AND SHOW ME ALL OF IT IM ALL IN FOR THIS IDEA ITS SO COOL OMG

#thank yoi for the chocolate mmmnmm chocoalte #dont feel pressured to chat with me cuz im horrible with 1v1 chats tbh #nothing against you its just as soon as i get a stranger in my dms unexpectedly i go into panic #wouldnt be opposed to chatting #dm or ask inbox or reblogs or comments idrk doesnt matter to me #but i warn rn that eventually i will go dry anx its cuz of anxiety #nothing against you i promise

[caruliaa]

okay its suddenllyyy midnight somehow😭😭😭 so i neeeed to sleep rlly badly so im sorry if this is short but i wanna say!!!! i hope ur sleeping rlly well rn beloved and i want u to know that you are suchhhhh an incredible friend im still thinking abt how nice it is to b in the same timezone again and w u on tumblr and stuff like!! ur prescence in my life is just so wonderful and makes my whole world sm better and warmer and i hope u know that and know how good of a friend as well as how incredible and good and lovely of a perosn you are jules!!! tysm for being here for me and pls know im here for u i love you sooooo muchhhh (hugs u v much if u want! 💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻)

NO I GET THE IT SUDDENLY BEING LATE SM pls dw abt the ask being short at all i completely understnad and ya i. did not FHDFHDF sleep well that is i infact spent most of the night coughing and not getting much sleep and threw up<3 but u saying tht u hope i did sleep well is very sweet j like u always r beloved nd esp w this ask !!! ;; iim rly glad to be in closer timezones again too and back on tumblr too since it means we get to talk more beloved bc it rly is so wonderful to talk with you and spend time with you and to hopefully maybe get to call u this weekend ? :> (ofc though i understand if u cant ik youve got a lot going on rn and honestly id spend a decent chunk of the time just coughing bc thats were im at rn GSDGSD) bc spending time with you in any way whenever we can is always just so wonderful my dearest you really do just fill my life with so much warmth and light and happiness knowing you and you really are jsut such a wonderful friend to me whos so kind and thoughtful and understanding to me and makes me feel just soso loved and cared for dearest and are such a wonderful person in the world and in my life and im soso glad that i can be the same to you in any way becuase you really do deserve it sm and i really do want to soso much becuase you really are just soso very special and dear to me beloved and i love you soso much i really do<3 *hugs you back soso much if u wish* !!! 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

#I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH LUCE i rly rly do :'> #flappy rambles #asks #fave #lucy !

[cig-gore]

One day I'm not going to be worth staying with and I'll be alone again and that's the cold truth I'm just waiting on borrowed time.

#.vent #ventcore #im so tired #i dont want to be alive #what will i do next #i wont have anything #or anyone #it wouldnt be worth it #id understnad #Id respect it #i cant go eithout you again #and thats selfish of me #im always asking so much of you #jm sorry #i wish jw as more #i wish everything was okay #i dont want to go #your sll i have i dont want to fuck it up #traumacore #abandonment issues

[devilbombers]

its funny but i also gives me secondhand anxiety having my brother ask me ‘you think it would be weird if i asked x friend out for drinks?’ and then weeks later forgetting about the whole predicament until x friend told me ‘your brother asked me out for drinks isnt that weird?’ lmao

#never thought id personally understnad this meme but now i do #i feel bad bc my twin asked me did you know about this and i just smiled and said what no??? #im genuinely kind of worried about this but its outta my hands lmao #i feel baddddd bc i didnt have the heart to tell my brother shes only interested in dating women rn sadjsadlaskldsaldjsakd #my friend didnt sound creeped out or anything but mostly confused abt the whole thing

[aalhaitham]

Ppl that sell urls and are like don't lowball bin $200 like u realize this is tumblr right

#sunnie.text #like okay maybe MAYBE id buy a url but if u want more than 10 dollars ur insane #<- im insane dor saying id spend 10 ik but like UNDERSTNAD? #imagine paying 200+ for a HP url lolllll

[urmomsstuntdouble]

🌐 (languages you can speak and/or are learning. which are you fluent in.) 📻 (favourite song currently) 📖 (fave book) 💕 (your two top fave fictional characters) !!!

english is my native language, and i can talk like a 5th grader in spanish. i can understand but not speak italian and portuguese

favorite song currently is rebel girl by bikini kill

favorite book is uh idk at the moment maybe the ballad of songbirds and snakes? 

top two fictional characters are currently hws lithuania and gimli son of gloin

#does the understnading but not being able to speak make sense? #like im able to get what my dad is saying when he talks in italian but id have to reply in english #like when u know what a word means but couldn't give a definition #idk if im describing that well but oh well #anywhomst #ask #ceros posting

[autisticstarseed]

dude i feel like a lion pacing in a zoo bc its been kept in a cage for 10 years why cant i just do something like i literally cannot fathom what fucked up combo of mental conditions i could have that makes me so fucking Viscerally Agonizingly restless where i feel So stagnant and the thought of going another second without getting off my ass and doing something Anything makes me wanna scream and yet, i have 10000000000000% executive dysfunction where you couldnt get me out of a house if it was on fucking fire like how is it evne... possible for me to feel this way i literally cant understand

#neg/ // // / #d//ont re//blog #like!!!!!! id ont know how to stress just how Bad i want to do things it K i l l s me every single day #its like bc this has been going on my whole life ppl just assume #lol if you really felt that way youd just be doing it like you'd have done it by now #but like i............................ ca n n o t #and i CA N T FIGURE OUT #///WHY/// #things i LOVE to do things i NEED TO DO FOR MY LIFE TO MOVE FORWARD things i ONLY HAVE A CHANCE TO DO RIGHT THEN #and i just!!! DONT FUCKIGN DO ANYTHING LIKE #i live like im in a fucking coma i dont understnad i want things so bad and its like im a ghost inside my body who hasnt #figured out how to take the controls yet #HAVE YALL SEEN GET OUT #ITS LIKE IM IN THE SUNKEN PLACE 24 FUCKGIN 7 #LIKE IM IN THERE SCREAMING TRYING TO DO SOMETHING BUT I JSUT FUCKING.. SIT THERE #what old white lady hypnotized me at birth and made it so i cant function #cuz i want to have words with her