#idea brain

[fruti2flutie]

the parallel between han yooha running away & han jiwoo leaving seojoon is perfect in the most heartbreaking way.

after a rocky pickup from school seojoon offers to buy half the store to yooha, tells her she can pick anything & he'll pay for it all at once. so she looks, she browses, and then the store owner recognizes seojoon - how could he not? kang seojoon is a celebrity, with those signature sunglasses & a seemingly limitless credit limit. seojoon gives the man an autograph, takes a picture to commemorate, and he turns back to call for yooha, except.

she's gone.

seojoon had looked away for a moment to perform, to be the cheerful celebrity, and the person he was looking after disappeared from his sight like a flame snuffed out by the wind. it happened so fast. it was just like before.

he only had one job this time, and yet it's so easy to leave him behind, isn't it?

seojoon screams her name to no avail. rifles through bushes & fences. the village is both foreign & vast; he'll never find her alone. he has to tell dakyung that he lost her only sunshine, that it was his fault. she doesn't have time to blame him, though, but sungyoon eyes him in the meantime. the women run to the house to find the note yooha had left behind, a goodbye before her disappearance.

a single piece of paper can be something so devastating.

there's so much pain in seojoon's chest when he goes to jiwoo for help. it's cruel to do this - to himself, to them - but he must.

they search tirelessly for her, him and jiwoo. seojoon rambles, "why are the hans so troublesome in this village?" because it helps to remind himself that because he found one successfully, he can find another. he must. he yells her name, pleads to the sky to bring back the kid who'd much rather have her hardworking mother than some dazzling stranger that wears a smile too wide.

the sun has set. it's so dark outside. seojoon remembers the buzz of studio lights. shattering glass. his hand reaches out unconsciously, doesn't even register that he's done it, but he finds ground that doesn't pull away, warm against his fingers. he's distraught. he's trying. he's doing all that he can.

"was it because i called her hair weird?" he asks jiwoo. it's rhetorical. maybe he's saying, it was all my fault, wasn't it? he's talking about yooha, but maybe jiwoo's breath catches anyway.

they continue searching. seojoon rambles more. the road feels longer. all of a sudden jiwoo asks, "are you hungry?"

seojoon doesn't understand. he doesn't understand why during this time of crisis jiwoo can ask about food when there are more important things than that, than himself & his wellbeing. but then jiwoo tells him.

the young girl is discovered at home, hidden away, desperate to leave but begging her mother to remain at her side. the men had walked kilometers in the cold, seojoon had shouted until his voice was hoarse, jiwoo remained expressionless, and yooha stayed right where she wanted to be found.

it's a relief.

seojoon loses the strength in his legs. he's tired, so tired. he throws some words about the lack of emotion to jiwoo, and jiwoo responds so wittily that it feels like an easy tease, feels like comfortable banter. jiwoo offers him a hand to stand; seojoon pulls at jiwoo's arm so they're sitting together, side by side. he's so tired.

they rest. it's quiet.

"how can you be so honest with everything?"

jiwoo's question sounds like air. seojoon doesn't expect anything. he'd stopped a year ago. he's stopped hoping for full nights of rest, of meals that didn't feel like sand on his tongue, of beds that didn't feel too big, too empty. he sees jiwoo looking at him, and his heart breaks all over again.

"because of that, i can't ignore you."

it's a kiss. a thousand times before, they've kissed. but what does it mean now? what does jiwoo's hand on his cheek mean? what does the press of lips chapped from the unforgiving cold mean? what does it mean when the man who wants nothing to do with him anymore makes him feel so full of joy & peace, makes him ache for the calm & love?

seojoon doesn't know, but he holds on.

#to my star #to my star 2 #paraphrased this & that bc my memory is shot #my writing #idea brain #eating my fist & crying as we speak rn #i believe in director hwang daseul supremacy u absolute woman i Love u

[saints-who-never-existed]

“In the war film, a soldier can hold his buddy—as long as his buddy is dying on the battlefield. In the western, Butch Cassidy can wash the Sundance Kid’s naked flesh—as long as it is wounded. In the boxing film, a trainer can rub the well-developed torso and sinewy back of his protege—as long as it is bruised. In the crime film, a mob lieutenant can embrace his boss like a lover—as long as he is riddled with bullets. 

Violence makes the homo-eroticism of many “male” genres invisible; it is a structural mechanism of plausible deniability.”

–Tarantino’s Incarnational Theology: Reservoir Dogs, Crucifixions, and Spectacular Violence. Kent L. Brintnall.

#Another day another quote that's been rattling around in my head for an age #Which again sums things up better than I ever could #And of course it's not just about the physical deterioration at the end of the story allowing for intimacy #The idea permeates the whole show #Tozer holding Heather as his exposed brain freezes on the deck #Crozier and Hickey reaching a state of psychological intimacy but only through the violence of the lash #You could argue a link between Hickey and Goodsir too through the intimacy and violence inflicted on Irving #Both his killing and his autopsy #The Terror #The Terror AMC #Meta

[emedeme]

Let Luffy do the poster thing, he deserves it!!!

#one piece #one piece netflix #one piece live action #monkey d luffy #i i love this boy so much i'll protect him with my life #nami #roronoa zoro #usopp #sanji #fanart #comic #long post #one piece spoilers #this was actually my boyfriend's idea because he has a huge galaxy brain

[artrealla]

#yall have no idea how long it took to do the colors on this #i feel like my brain melted out my ears #but im SO happy with this theyre so cute god #my art #stranger things #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #st fanart #steddie fanart #please rb with tags they make me so so so happy and i screenshot them and show my friends and its so cute

[venator-signum]

kamala khan would have the most horrendous ao3 author's notes known to man

"hey guys sorry the update is late i switched places with an avenger (ajdgrhsh literally crying) and a really cool space scientist lady and then got into a fight and some alien dudes wrecked my house and then I met Nick fury and I was literal space it was crazy and I had to help save the universe and saw said scientist lady give up her life to save all of us... anyways hope you like the new fic, branching out with an arranged marriage au for this one!!!"

#rosi shitposts #marvel #mcu #the marvels #kamala khan #carol danvers #monica rambeau #ms marvel #captain marvel #the marvels spoilers #marvel spoilers #i want to read her fics #all of them are multichapters #somewhere between 5k and 10k per chapter #tries to update AT LEAST once a month #all of it is some of the best shit you've ever read #girl is insane for that and i love her #alternatively #she has so many au ideas rattling around in her brain and so many started fics but they havent been updated for at least a year #and then turns up with this AN and you know its about to get real #ao3

[ivaspinoza]

not me writing this giant synopsis of my own wip to myself so i can understand what i am actually trying to create

#and then my brain starts to give me lines #but it turns out they are for this other story that is not even a wip yet #shut up brain- oh wait thats actually such a good idea *writes it down #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writing

[somerandomdudelmao]

I made some colored refs for my comic ~ And also some sketches because can you guess who is my favorite haha

#marble sky #marble sky comic #still have no idea how to tag this #art #looks at the comments under the first marble sky post #wow Tumblr d o e s like aliens more than twitter #ahaha #I had a great fight inside my brain and at the end decided to put this watermark on the ref #because all my character desighs and refs always end up on Pinterest. Imma need all Pinterestians to know who made those #👍 #marble sky refs #i guess #Marble sky ref

[uselessnbee]

you know i think it would be absolutely hilarious if after some time Percy would get so fed up by Mr. D never calling him by his actual name so Percy would just decide to do the exact same thing to him and start calling him anything but Mr. D/Dionysus

like mr. D would be like "Hey Peter Johnson" and Percy would turn around and with a straight face be like " yes, Dave?" and everyone else is just watching horrified like wtf Percy? do you want to be turned into a cockroach????

or Percy would be talking with someone and be like " Derek told me-"

" who..?"

"you know our camp director? god of wine and all that?"

"......you mean mr. D./Dionysus "

"yeah Dylan...so anyways he told me-"

and then it would become this thing between Percy and Mr. D where they would always try to come up with the most stupid and outrageous wrong names to annoy each other as much as they possibly can

everyone is horrified at Percy and just waiting for Dionysus to smite him but Percy and Mr. D are secretely having a fucking blast

#i meant to post this months ago but i forgot 👍🏻 #anyways if you saw someone else already talk about this idea no i'm not copying because i didn't see anyone talk about it #if you did please be my friend cause we both have a galaxy brain <3 #percy jackson #mr. d #pjo dionysus #pjo #hoo #percy jackson and the olympians #i'm enjoying the fandom for the last time before the show comes out #and the fandom becomes even more frustrating and toxic than it already is

[ratwizz]

From a Snake Queen to a Solitaire Peasant <\3

#In my brain I had to give Sam nasty frosted tips #I think in uni Alice convinced him it was a good idea and he's either still growing it out or he keeps it up #Either way nasty white tips #I hope I can post my Alice sam and Gwen doodles soon!! #tmp fanart #tmp #redacted tmp #the magnus protocol #the magnus protocol fanart #my art #wizzart #the magnus archives fanart #the magnus archives #tma #tma fanart #alice dyer #samama khalid #tma comic #tmp comic #Tmagp

[gunpowdercarousel]

OKAY WAIT WHAT THE FUCK I JUST NOTICED THIS

You mind link

with every origin character

when you meet them

except

for

fucking

GALE

#baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate iii #bg3 memes #gale #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #bg3 gale #this probably means nothing #but i'd like to think it means something #i would like to propose the crackpot idea that gale never actually got a tadpole #and he was just fucking around this entire time #he was just pretending #or he even thought he got one or ACTUALLY got one #but like it couldn't handle his big wizard brain and just died instantly #astarion #karlach #shadowheart #lae'zel #wyll

[saewokhrisz]

swing with me

#ops personal tag ramble upcoming did you know my tablet pen has been dead for the past month i had to draw this on my laptop #w my small kamvas pro 13 (i use a kamvas pro 20) #had to cuz the idea was rotting at my brain <3 #shuake #akeshu #persona 5 #p5 #persona #joker #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #goro akechi #my art #illustration

[fruti2flutie]

i HATE tms2 rn. not a hate as in, "this is a terrible plotline & i can't stand it," but a hate as in, "this is brilliantly done & i continue to be emotionally devastated!!!!!"

because seojoon was always the one chasing, was always the one accommodating, was always the one taking the extra steps to meet jiwoo. because jiwoo never expressed himself as much as seojoon did, never revealed more than he needed to, and yet seojoon was fine with it, loved him regardless. seojoon found his happiness in just being with jiwoo, in moving into an apartment with him, in getting scolded about hangers & other mundanely domestic things he'd never thought he was meant to have. seojoon believed in their shared happiness.

when jiwoo left, seojoon remained to search for answers. he wanted to know what he had done to make jiwoo leave. he wanted to know where jiwoo had gone, and he wanted to know if he was alright. yes, seojoon found jiwoo, but he still couldn't make sense of his partner's sudden disappearance & why he would leave to the countryside of all places. jiwoo was cold, distant, unreadable. but seojoon loved (and loves) this man, knows how hard jiwoo struggles to bare his heart, so he had to keep trying.

seojoon saw how much jiwoo cared for ti aspetto, so he befriended the townsfolk & offered them hand-scribbled coupons jiwoo would never make. seojoon watched how kind jiwoo was to dakyung's daughter, so he shared fire noodles & invisible tea with the young girl, giving yooha advice he wished someone would've told him way back when. seojoon kept his distance, and he prodded jiwoo as much as he could afford without getting pushed away again.

and then, seojoon saw jiwoo's story with sungyoon unravel. small town love. matching bracelets. five years. a disappearance. a reunion. when jiwoo tells seojoon, i was lonelier with you than i was without, it breaks his heart. bittersweet memories. overly sweet cookies. i thought about you a lot, too. share sentiments. i missed you. when he pieces it all together, it shatters him.

because that's what it all comes down to, isn't it? jiwoo's happiness. because, at the end of the day, seojoon wants jiwoo happy. even if that means throwing himself away. even if it means he's not the one jiwoo was waiting for.

#to my star #to my star 2 #my rambles #idea brain #seojoon & yooha's ramen sharing scene is EVERYTHING to me 🥺🥺🥺 #paraphrased dialogue yadda yadda tms brain rot etc etc #i know for a fact this is all just an emotionally constipated jiwoo refusing to acknowledge his renewed happiness but #sungyoon attempting to rekindle(?) their romance is throwing me off 🤔

[ultimatedirk]

you have no idea how happy i am that floyd is voiced by troye sivan

he's so eepy

#dreamworks trolls #trolls band together #trolls floyd #fanart #doodle #trolls 3 #the idea of floyd singing one of your girls is running inside my brain

[crabsnpersimmons]

I got my hair cut the other day and of course I had to draw the dca boys running a hair salon:

Sun would be so effortlessly charming. Always chatting away with customers, explaining each product he uses and how to best maintain and style their hair.

Moon I can see being popular with the less chattier customers (like me) but over time they begin to open up. I imagine he hums while working. Otherwise, he's all ears for the newest gossip.

(The clipped up hat idea came from @bamsara's solar lunacy doodles!)

Also I love the popular headcanon that the dca can speak other languages, so I can imagine them being a hit with the aunties.

The full sketch page under cut! And some of my other thoughts

Other thoughts about this... AU? Can I call it an AU? Feels kinda small for an AU, but whatever:

Eclipse works there too! Haven't decided if it would be canon or fanon Eclipse, though I really like the image of 4-armed Eclipse working on 2 clients at once (plus, the nickname Clip is perfect for this scenario)

of course they're great with kids! They'd be able to console kids that get scared of getting their hair cut. Sun would do a little trick and tell them how good and brave they are all the way through. Moon would console them and hum a soothing song (or hey maybe they notice the kid's wearing a disney shirt and starts humming some showtunes). Every kid gets a candydrop and a balloon on their way out.

y/n works at the hair salon as a part-timer and does tasks around the salon like sweeping, arranging bookings, washing hair, etc. They don't really care too much about their own hair, but the boys are always offering to style it, dye it, braid it. With y/n's permission, the boys always toy with their hair—patting it, combing their hands through it, brushing it over y/n's ear, ruffling it.

#fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf dca #dca fandom #this idea has been running rampant in my brain while I've been trying to focus on my modules these past few days #I can't take any credit for their outfits tho these were literally just what the hairdressers at my local salon we wearing that day #this all started because my hairdresser was wearing a delightfully yellow sweater #and just ohmygosh hairdresser sunny popped into my mind #this was also an experimentation with colouring with markers #need more colouring practice especially with shading #also learned the hard way that none of my fineliners are waterproof #or at least they don't play well with my markers! they seem to work with my watercolour paints just fine #sighhhhhh #crab art #New Do Same You AU

[lest-we-forget-the-lamb]

#i’m sorry #hannibal #nbc hannibal #my brain is something else at this point #i’m not saying actually eat people but the idea of cannibalism is inherently romantic #don’t actually eat people #ok? #1k #beetle shells #10k

[hellspawnmotel]

meow

#had no idea the sequel was gonna update today when i started drawing these. i just had them in my brain #homestuck #nepeta leijon #equius zahhak #nepquius #meowrails #art tag