#idk I can't decide

[sadbeautifulttragic]

should I make more eras tour costume edits like this or switch up the styles to different things (ex. polaroids...)

#Tessa talks #my polls #idk I can't decide #I want to switch it up but also really like the color palette vibes #hmmm #you decide lol

[illgiveyouahint]

okay finished the audiobook, and now I'm looking for a next one. Is there an audiobook you'd recommend? I find it to be quite nice to listen to them on my walks

#hana's random text posts #I was listening to the terry pratchett ones but then I read they are remaking the audiobooks in better quality so I'm waiting on that #should I try the neil gaiman ones? #are they good? #idk I can't decide #I mean the essays were good in audiobook form 'cause you could easily stop in the middle

[becaexists]

I'm having an internal debate so I'm turning to you the people: should I have the situation at the docks and Sebastian ending up in the hospital be a canon thing that happened in Like Real People Do? (for those that don't remember, it's my Peace-Message/SebAngelo + Styx and Quin all together as roommates fic) I'm very conflicted as it does add spice but also jumbles the timeline sort of

#Idk I can't decide #very annoying :/ #night shift podcast #angelo volta #sebastian fen #fanfiction #night shift pod #sebangelo #night shift fics

[phoenixcatch7]

Dp x dc twin au where Danny and Damian were in fact conjoined/siamese twins, but the most dangerous type - one head, two bodies.

Their early removal from talia being because their shape would not have allowed for natural birth, they were written off but talia begged for the chance to send them off in the lazarus pit.

By some bizarre miracle, before she turned to leave, two small bodies bobbed to the surface - identical in every way, except for the eyes. The previous blue eyes now split in two, one left, one right, and the new eyes, pit created, a bright green.

She took her child, her two children, and together, they survived.

Being removed prematurely, their early years were tough, but soon they blossomed into promising heirs for the league. In sync with every step, the closest of brothers, the league was certain the old fairy tale of twins being telepathic had been granted by the pit that separated them, the remnants of being born as one mind, one brain, one skull.

But then Danny had to flee, and leave his other half behind. Stretched by distance for the first time, the bond grew thin and stretched, and Damian grieved his brother as dead. When he started being sent on public missions, he hid his distinctive heterochromia, choosing the green in memory of the pit that had given him and his brother life.

Danny, hiding his pit aura in the ocean's worth that was Amity park, took to blue, the colour that he and Damian were born with.

Damian moves to Gotham, and continues to mourn his brother as dead, right until one day when he is twelve, when he learns what the death of your other half truly feels like.

-

Their reunion is a thing of family legend. Violence runs hot in both bloodlines, ghosts are highly emotional and prone to fighting a the drop of a hat for bonding, playing, testing, every reason under the green sun. Their training and play often consisted of friendly spars, competitive spars, furious spars, venting spars. Both have been exposed to unhealthy amounts of ecto since before their birth.

There is a long, long minute of staring, before they rip themselves away and lunge at each other like wolves.

The bat family are horrified by their brutally efficient youngest suddenly barreling towards a clone (?) and trying to claw his throat open with his bare hands while openly sobbing.

It ends with them wrapped around each other crying into the others shoulder as their minds finally meet again and relax from the painful stretch for the first time in years.

But nobody else has any idea what to do.

#Idk I just really like slightly codependent twins #Talia and ras had to put so much work in to prevent them from developing separation anxiety like dogs from the same litter #Also I like Damian thinking Danny is dead until he very abruptly finds out he is now via soul mate agony. Someone did a fic with that idea #It was really good. Let's dial it up to eleven #Danny and Damian having different eye colour and it being the fault of Damian's extra exposure to the pit is awesome too #But I wanted to see if there was a way they could both have the same eyes. Well. Close enough. #Same eyes + twin telepathy + the birth complications people like to give Danny = siamese twins #Also the portal accident happens two years early so there's that #I can't decide whether I want the first meeting to be alive Danny or dead Phantom #Or whether it be a summoning or something #I just need Damian and Danny to lay eyes on each other and immediately go feral #They still don't want to share a room though #dc x dp #dp x dc #dpxdc #dcxdp #danny and damian are twins #twins #twin au #dp x dc crossover #dp x dc prompt #dc x dp prompt #dc x dp crossover #It's not like telepathy it's more if one twin has seen it so has the other #It's not conscious on their part. They don't choose to share things usually. It's been that way since they were born. #That's what they think twins are for the longest time until talia realises and explains #Ras genuinely thinks Danny died because of how devastated Damian was and how he stopped knowing things he shouldn't #1k

[welcometogrouchland]

I've been binging Batman Beyond recently (Terry ily so much) and thought about how- bc of the JLU twist which I think isn't even canon to the comics BB verse but shhh bare with me- he'd technically be Damian's half brother??? Which is just so ridiculously soap opera to me. I need them to interact in a silly time travel adventure so bad you don't even understand (ID in alt)

#dc comics #damian wayne #terry mcginnis #batman beyond #batman and robin #mine #also feat the mild damian uniform redesign i like playing around with. it's fun i like her. i love u classic robin colours #the backstory for this image in my mind is that Terry knows of Damian/has maybe met him #in the future (whether we're going w the rebirth ''damian rejoins the league'' angle that i. don't love conceptually but can't judge- #-bc i haven't read. or if we go w/ some other potential future route for damian) and Terry is like. experiencing whiplash at meeting him- #-as robin. like you are 5 feet tall why r u so bossy. where is your dad good god. this is why i don't have a robin (?this is pre matt-robin) #but Terry's in an unfamiliar time trying not to cause a paradox so he puts aside his indignitude(?) at being bossed around by a kid #just long enough to make sure nothing goes horrifically wrong. hence this image takes place #<- i could've been a lot more eloquent explaining this but it's very late and i should've been asleep ages ago #anyway. absolutely crazy to me that Damian has had multiple flavours of secret brother plots and terry is a potential addition. rip damian #(also in my ideal future damian took up the nightwing mantle (EVERYONE READ NIGHTWING MUST DIE!!!) before retiring( #idk what his future career is. lowkey hes a webcomic artist in my brain but that's so horrendously self indulgent i can't condone it #also i decided to try my hands at lineart again. evil. how are you so stiff looking and difficult to do. waughh #anyway if things look weird. no they don't

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

happy mother's day lmfao

bonus (the girls are fightiiing):

#and thus eddie caused a category 5 neighborhood disaster bc he tried to flirt via sandwich questions #which is a totally valid way to flirt. Totally. #what's more romantic than being able to bring people their favorite sandwiches without having to ask #idk im not a romantic. almost wrote tomantic. i dont like tomatoes either #welcome home #scribble salad #welcome home fanart #welcome home puppet show #in all honesty during last night's festive breakdown i had the doodled Thought above #and scribbled it in my phone notes #it feels good to not only have an Idea but to also Get It Out #yaknow? i dont get that often #brain usually has half a thought then fizzles out and decides to go lay down for a full week #also here's a niche concept that is incredibly funny to me: #a neighbor swearing and wally immediately being like NO!!! THE RATINGS!!!! #he has to snipe them before they can get the full word out. how sad :'{ #alsoX2 special thanks to these doodles for keeping me awake #i had decided not to sleep when i drew this and i can't fall asleep before ten otherwise ill wake up 4 hours later wide awake #with no hope of getting back to sleep #and another s/o to barnaby for being incredibly pleasant to draw. he does not fight me like the others do

[endlesspaint]

"I had to save them"

Rest in peace, Liam. Your sacrifice will never be forgotten. 😔✊

I finally finished this, YAY! This animatic is a mix of digital and traditional art. I definitely learned a lot of tricks while making this (also, can you notice the slight difference between art styles??).

This animatic singlehandedly explains what happened to JD after his mom sacrificed him. He was definitely ready to accept his faith until he discovered Branch's was with him (which almost gave him a panic attack). It was a good thing that everyone decided to help him, and Liam (a troll around his age, maybe older?) helped him escape.

For more context about my au check this post!

I obviously don't own the audio, only the animatic. "Bruno is Orange" by Hop Along featuring Francis Quinlan, so credits to them. Here's the link

#Idk why I gave Liam a name #but I think he deserve it cuz he suffered #he might live #maybe #idk #also-- the running animation is SO hard to make HAHAHHA #I legit had to use my brainpower for this and constantly check if what I'm making is okay #but even with the challenges I enjoyed making this #the result is very satisfying and I can't believe I did it #I swear to you guys this animatic has been stuck on my mind for WEEKS so I finally decided to try my hand on this type of animation and #bring my daydream to life #trolls #dreamworks trolls #john dory #trolls band together #trolls 3 #trolls au #trolls john dory #branch trolls #trolls branch #Beyond Reach au #BR!JD #BR!Branch #BR!Liam

[khaotunq]

First Kanaphan as Alan (Moonlight Chicken, 2022)

#moonlight chicken #mlcedit #mlc alan #first kanaphan #alan anantachai #userjamiec #tuserrowan #tostrangers #boyslovesource #asianlgbtqdramas #my edits #my gifs #mine: moonlight chicken #mine: alan #mine: thai bl #i don't gif mlc so idk who to tag sdflkajd #full intention of giffing every alan scene btw this is who i am as a person recently #look at this sparkly eyed fuck #he's so pretty #can't decide if i fucked up the colouring or i like it so~

[duskvortex]

what if AI-ball... but kiwi

#ai: the somnium files #ai the somnium files #aitsf #oc #lmFAO can't believe im making aitsf ocs that's how deep this rabbithole goes #artists on tumblr #fan art #digital art #i kind of have an idea of a personality for this fella but it's hard to get it down when i don't have a psyncer for him #and yeah decided to make him a little dude #also idk what to name him but i want it to be punny like the other AI-balls #ringo (aitsf oc)

[noirrelite]

assorted older warframe stuff dot jpeg (with some touch ups) also old sierra fashion

#warframe #warframe fanart #mesa prime #ballas #garuda prime #wisp #volt #excalibur #my art #mesa sierra #some of these are unbelievably tiny holy shit #i'm talking about less than 200px tall or wide #been making an effort to work in bigger resolutions but idk how I was okay working that small before #exams are kicking my ass so I can't finish wips rn TT have some old ones in the meantime #i am torn between deciding on electrolyst skin and prime skin for my unnamed volt oc tbh but i love base volt helm so much. so baby

[yesokayiknow]

okay so you know how it goes: fourteen comes to life in thirteen's clothes. and they're both too short and too loose and entirely too bright for his frame of mind. they worked with a doctor who hid everything behind a too wide smile; not so much with a doctor whose pain and tiredness is written across his face

he needs to change. obviously

and then the star beast starts, and fourteen leaves the tardis, and he's still in thirteen's clothes

he just. he doesn't know. how does he choose new clothes? he feels wrong. how will wearing something else change that?

(donna tells him that it's christmas, mate; it's bloody freezing. maybe wear longer trousers, yeah? also he's both too young and too old to wear braces. just a friendly note)

he doesn't have to explain who he is to the unit scientist, not with those clothes. instead he talks about how he doesn't understand why he looks like this. why he is this. why this face? why isn't he someone new?

actually. maybe he is someone new. was he ever this open before? hm

why do you look like that, sylvia hisses, trying to hide him from the daughter he destroyed ruined left

it's a lottery, he replies, purposely ignorant

he still has his thirteenth self's screwdriver. it's too small in his hands

(the whole time they were her, her hands were too small. she didn't like touching anyway, but whenever someone took her hand, it felt wrong. they were too small. sometimes it felt like if she worked fast enough, tinkered about without stopping, she wouldn't have to look at them)

everything goes wrong. his fault, like always

(blimey. of all the things to carry over from the first time he had this face, it had to be the guilt, didn't it?)

you shouldn't look like that, the doctordonna says, and he runs a hand down his face with a tired laugh

no, the doctordonna says, not the face. a hand reaches out to grasp at the collar of his shirt, at the dangling earring chain. this isn't you. who are you, doctor?

like he knows. like they've ever-

she dies.

she lives. he doesn't deserve it. it isn't about him. he still doesn't deserve it

we're letting it go, donna says, and he looks down at himself, at another him's clothes, another him's screwdriver

well, she never was subtle, his donna

the tardis is gorgeous, though when isn't she. he tries to show off his new console to donna, and she rolls her eyes, and drags him off to the wardrobe

unlike normally, where all the clothes are scattered about, the new tardis wardrobe now also has a line of wardrobes stood against the wall. fifteen of them, to be exact

the last wardrobe is open. and empty

he goes to the second to last, and opens it to reveal a wide array of rainbow patterned shirts. she probably would've hated for her things to be organised like this. always creating mess so she wouldn't have to think about anything important. he laughs. and he takes off the sky coloured coat and the worn boots and the earrings and gently places them inside. tag, he thinks, as he closes the doors

and then he moves down to the eleventh wardrobe, full of brown coats and blue suits and neatly pressed shirts and pairs of converse. and he stands in front of it. and he wonders

after a moment, donna's like wait do you want me to leave?? you never cared about nudity before, did you? and he's like oh actually i do feel more self conscious. huh. weird.

he doesn't have to say, i think i'm a different person. not to donna. she just gives him a smile, and a shoulder nudge, and tells him she'll see him in the console room

the last wardrobe is empty

he takes a breath, and then goes to rummage about in the rest of the clothes

#13 🤝 14 (🤝 12) -> dysphoria 😔 #doctor who #the doctor #fourteen #my fanfic #i mean ig #the tardis is including war. and so am i #the fugitive doctor's clothes are around somewhere also #then he leaves the wardrobe and donna's like literally all you've done is change your colour palette #and he's like oi i've only been me for a few hours! give me time to get a fashion sense! #and she's like well how long were you your last face #and he's like idk. bout a century? #and she's like i saw your clothes before this. that one had decades & never found a sense of fashion so i'm not holding my breath with you. #it's the new year i've decided to write about things only i still care abt probably dsakjlaskjl #why isn't this a proper fic. because i can't be bothered. hope that helps #bye im gonna go make brownies

[thatswhatsushesaid]

great job on probably not failing your first group project (unless you signed up for jin zixun or wen chao's respective groups I guess). if only university professors were kind enough not to assign each of us multiple group projects each semester! if only.

also, you can't join the same group twice. you know what that means. so:

same deal as last time, put your rationale for your preferred group in the tags if you feel so compelled.

#mdzs #cql #the untamed #mdzs university au #or something #idk #no power on this earth could compel me to be in the same group as 3zun #I don't want to be in that blast radius #so do i want to be on board the struggle bus with nie zonghui doing the work of four people between the two of us #or do i want to endure wen chao with jc and wq #i can't decide #i've met with a terrible fate (of my own making) haven't i

[2btheanswertothequestion]

Okay hear me out.. this: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYmB1Vj4/ as Steve actually agrees to sit down for once at Hellfire

"... he picks you up by your breastplate straps and pushes you against the wall. He screams in your face; bits of spittle hit your chin."

Eddie grins, all his teeth on display, as he describes the scene, but he's the only one. Everyone else is fidgeting in their seats or grimly contemplating their next actions.

Tension hangs thick in the room. They're nearing the end of the session and were so close to exiting the catacombs when they ran into another enemy encounter: ghouls, four of them. Their party of nine will probably make it out mostly unscathed, but it's still an obstacle between them and aboveground.

And worst of all? One of the ghouls just grabbed their least experienced member.

Steve stares at the miniatures representing him and the ghoul, listening to Eddie with a furrow between his eyes. For someone who needed months of aggravating pleading to even sit down at the table, he's been really serious about playing. No one would fault him for showing up merely to be a nuisance in the quest of teaching them to accept 'no' as an answer (well, actually, they would fault him, but they'd also, like, understand why he'd do it). But he hasn't done that! He's put in the effort to be a model player and has barely partaken in any shitheaded shenanigans.

Which is why it's a bit of a surprise when, once Eddie finishes, Steve looks him straight in the eye and asks:

"Can I flirt with him?"

Splutters and groans erupt from around the table. Eddie himself barks out a shocked laugh. Steve simply raises an eyebrow in question, coolness personified.

Still snickering, Eddie shakes his head. "No, man. You can't do that."

"Why not? I'll use my charms and convince him to let us pass."

"Ghouls are immune to charm spells-"

"Hey, it's not a spell! S'all natural!"

"-and why would you want to flirt with it?"

Propping his elbow on the tabletop, Steve rests his chin on the palm of his hand and smiles, almost coquettishly.

"Maybe being pushed into a wall by a strong man turns me on?"

More groans, louder and more dramatic. Heads tossing and eyes rolling. Which might be why none of them notice that their fearless dungeon master has turned the deepest shade of crimson.

No one except Steve, who's yet to break eye contact with him.

Eddie sighs, burying his face in his hands out of frustration (and only out of frustration). He says, voice muffled, "You still can't do that. There's no reason for him to be affected – his goal is to eat you. Persuading him to do anything is a waste of time."

Steve hums. "So, he won't be affected?"

"Exactly," Eddie says after a moment, peeking through his fingers. "He won't."

"Hm. Guess I'll try to push him off me, then."

Nodding, Eddie removes his hands. He's still slightly pink, but that could just as well be due to the basement's stuffy atmosphere.

"Do an athletics check."

And if he's casting semi-distracted glances toward Steve for the remainder of the session, his players are too absorbed by the game to notice.

(It's not until the next morning that Dustin jerks away from his Lucky Charms to exclaim "That's what that sonuvabitch meant!")

(Claudia immediately scolds him for swearing at the breakfast table.)

#Steve: In WHAT way does he want to eat me? #Eddie: *can't decide whether to smack him or kiss him* #Idk if they're dating or not here #it's up to you #I would like to clarify that I know nothing about DnD #steddie #steddie fic #steddie ficlet #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #my writing

[ddarker-dreams]

Finally got covid.

#idk how but this is gojo satoru's fault i know it in my bones #one like = one prayer. #i avoided it for over three years but it wanted me so bad it seems .... #my brain feels like literal goop but i will try to respond to some asks today #i can't work until it decides it's done with me so i'll be lurking for a while #lock.txt

[paron1a]

So uh i have something

Since i'm equally obsessed with both TLM and FNAF so uh.... You see....

#Emmet either be Abby or Garrett but i can't decide yet so draw him as Abby first #might change in the future idk #also Rex surname instead of “Dangervest” change to “Brickowski” instead. #can't still think of lord business name though😭 #woohoo Lucy get to be Vanessa. #cringe but free #FINE this is a crossover au. #okay i'll stop with the rambles. #rex dangervest #lucy tlm #wyldstyle #Emmet Brickowski #lord business #president business #the lego movie #the lego movie 2 #tlm

[clown-eating-pig]

One thing that I really appreciate about martin as a character is how you can observe him becoming more open over the seasons. Specifically with how he expresses himself, I like the way he noticeably becomes more vocal in his anger and pettiness by season 5. There are several things that I think contribute to this, and all of them make me varying levels of sad and happy all at once:

Obviously being part of the magnus archives in any capacity is enough to make someone more openly angry (as evidenced by pretty much everyone), and martin isn't excluded from that general "I'm being held captive by an invisible entity and the world is on the brink of collapse" rage.

Job security. This one is probably silly, but I can imagine that part of the reason that martin's season one, people-pleasing personality eases up slightly as time goes on could genuinely be because he literally can't lose his job. He's canonically stated to be manipulative, and I'm sure that one of his main reasons for him being so is that it was one of the only ways to assure that he and his mother were taken care of. Once he has the assurance that the only way he'll lose his job is via Death or Dismemberment (and also maybe once his mom died oop) I'm sure it was a lot easier to ngaf.

Comfort!!!!! Again! Martin is a manipulative guy! Not maliciously! Maybe not even consciously sometimes, but to me it feels like he's more likely to put on the gentle, friendly face with people he doesn't trust or isn't comfortable with. Come season 4 and 5, though, he's actively more petty towards and around jon (notably in how he reacts to Jon's gouging suggestion and just his general demeanor come apocalypse times). Part of this could certainly be bitterness leaking over because of The Circumstances, but I also feel that it has a lot more to do with the fact that he isn't necessarily trying to impress jon any more. In fact, at this point jon is the one actively seeking him out. He's beyond the point of needing to prove himself or make himself smaller for jon. By season five it's clear that jon loves him and that he'd go to the ends of the earth for him, so martin lets loose. He holds a grudge and he makes jealous requests and he snaps at times. He's a little bit bossy, and he ignores requests, and he sets boundaries. And all of this is so so beautiful because this is a person that, for years, has had to make himself as passive and small and as serving as possible - if not to appease his mother (who hates him) to keep her taken care of. So slowly watching him find people that he doesn't feel the need to act small around or to act as a caretaker to (unless he WANTS to) is a wonderful wonderful thing that I love.

#the magnus archives #tma #tma spoilers #martin blackwood #Little bit of #Jmart #Idk #character analysis #????? #Idk it's been a while since I've felt comfortable just chatting about a character #Can't remember the etiquette #I'm sure that this is very long and drawn out and unnecessary #As these are certainly all things that have been discussed before #But as a person who holds it in real tight sometimes #It's cool to see a character of a similar disposition Let It Out #Ok this is going in the drafts for a bit #Until I decide if it's cringe or not #G'bless #ok I sat on it #who care #post!