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#idk I can't think of a word example sigh this is so sad
sungbeam · 2 years
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HEY DUCKIE <3
this is my request for your open request event
a svt au/fic (w wonwoo if you can but I don't mind who it is tbh) where fem!oc is another members older sister and (im going to say wonwoo but I really don't mind who it is haha) wonwoo has the BIGGEST FATTEST JUICIEST crush on her and oc is the biggest flirt ever so wonwoos convinced she likes (any other member im just giving an example again) sungcheol, oc is also completely unaware of said crush and oc is just like really cool (idk why but I just imagine her being one of those people everyone wants to be friends w) so everyday wonwoo just falls for her more, until he asks her out on a drunk date and the other members end up tagging along (its up to you if you want it to be a happy or a sad ending)
I just made this up on the spot 😭
𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗮 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵
jeon wonwoo x fem!reader
1.8k words, wonu is whipped asf, hard pining, fluff, cursing, vernon makes an accidental double entendre lmao, scene by scene!, wonu thinks u like hoshi, drinking/drunk wonu doesn't make sense, kind of abrupt ending ? cries, not proofread ofc
a/n: tysm for sending in a request hua <3 i wasn't able to fit in the actual date im sorry :') but i might write a sequel where we can go into more detail abt the sebongs following the date 👀✨ anyways i hope u enjoy!! (also literally can't believe u came up w all of that on the spot i mean hOw TT)
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"I think you just need to tell her, hyung," Boo Seungkwan shouted to Jeon Wonwoo from over the sound of the loud bass blasting throughout Seungcheol's apartment. As per usual, the gang had all conspired to barge in on Seungcheol's place and throw a mini party for themselves. They called it a "stress reliever"; Seungcheol preferred "stress multiplier". 
Wonwoo's eyes flitted across the living room to where you were stationed at Cheol's foosball table by the window. You were partnered with Hoshi, and played against Seokmin and Mingyu. The two of you—you and Hoshi—had been jostling each other around with playful punches to each other's arms, hands covering each other's to play their handles, and so on. It was a splendid affair of flirting, and it made Wonwoo gulp his cup of beer down hard. 
Seungkwan went on. "I mean, noona's just flirty like that to everyone, y'know? Everyone except for me—"
"And me," Wonwoo muttered under his breath. 
Seungkwan pretended he didn't hear it. "—so you never know! You just… air it out. What harm could it do?"
What harm? Wonwoo loved Seungkwan (to a private extent; he wasn't about to tell the kid outright or he would never live it down), but even he had to admit that there was bound to be some kind of harm in confessing his massive crush on you. It was strange at first, the way his heart always made a little skip when he saw you, or the way his breath hitched whenever he heard you say his name. And when you made conversation with him? He wondered how on earth he could even choke out the word "hi" back. 
A presence appeared on the other side of Wonwoo, settling onto the leather couch with a bottle of soju in hand. "Yah, what bullshit are you trying to tell him this time, Seungkwannie-ah?" Jihoon sighed, then pursed his lips against the bottle and took a drink. 
Seungkwan gaped. "Bullshit? Hyung! I'm literally Yn's brother; I know best!"
Wonwoo tilted his head in begrudging agreement. Seungkwan definitely had a point there. 
He glanced your way again, in time to watch Hoshi pick you up and spin you around after the two of you managed to win the match against Seokmin and Mingyu. 
Wonwoo's heart sank, but he was glad you won—even if your smile was so pretty and happy it made his chest ache; even if Hoshi got to smell that nice perfume you wore all the time; and even if your eyes found his in the midst of the chaos—
Record scratch. Oh fuck. 
Wonwoo wondered if he looked as calm outwardly as he wasn't inwardly. Dear god, you just waved at him. 
He couldn't help but smile back at you, in that soft, fond sort of way he had unique to him. Maybe he couldn't scramble the words together to tell you his true feelings, but maybe the universe would send you a message in that private way of his. 
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Wonwoo definitely wished the universe would just speed up in its "working its magic". It was taking an awfully long time to give him a sign, but it was terribly good at continuing to make him fall faster and harder. Falling for you was falling into a bottomless pit, but it was freeing and frightening at the same time. 
He didn't often believe in fate, but desperate people found faith. Not that he was desperate or anything. No, definitely not. 
"Wonwoo!"
Well, there went his heart. 
A small smile found its was to his lips as he turned to greet you. You and Seungkwan had just arrived at the restaurant, and you happened to greet him first. Coincidence? Probably. At least, that was what Wonwoo thought. 
"Hey, Yn-ah," he said lowly, softly. 
Your smile softened at its corners and in the crinkle of your eyes. You stopped behind his chair with one hand propped on the back. Oh good god he could smell your perfume— "Good to see you! I feel like it's been ages since I last got to talk to you. Still running that book club?"
His eyebrows shot up like the speed of his heartbeat. "You remembered?"
"Of course, I did! You can ask Kwannie; it's all I talk about."
Seungkwan made a face, his nose wrinkling. "Yeah, it is," he confirmed. "If she didn't have to work, she'd be there, hyung. I'll tell you that." He sank into the seat next to Vernon and Chan, the two of whom were hogging the paper checklist for All You Can Eat sushi. 
Wonwoo couldn't believe his ears. He'd known you loved to read, but he didn't realize you actually cared about his book club. When he looked at you, he could've sworn there was a smattering of pink on your cheekbones. 
Cute. 
He tugged out the empty chair next to him. "Here, please, you should sit—"
"YN-IEEEE!" Hoshi screeched from the other end of the table like a hyena. He waved his arms around wildly. "I saved you a seat!" He smacked his hand down against the empty seat beside him, beckoning you over. 
You chuckled to yourself. "Ah, sorry Woo. Gotta go cater to our tiger cub. But we'll have to catch up on book talk soon, yeah?"
"Of course," he promised with a small nod of his head. 
You bit your lip through your smile, your hand grazing his shoulder, and then you were gone. Wonwoo kind of wished you'd sat down next to him instead. 
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Wonwoo was drinking again. Why? Well, the reason he would say was because Seungcheol was paying. The actual reason was because you showed up to Joshua's promotion celebration in a killer little black dress. No, it was not killer, but rather murderous. As in, he was murdering his throat as he threw back shot after shot, trying to erase the delusional little fantasies popping up in his head. 
"I think you need to chill," Vernon said with a hand over Wonwoo's to stop him from reaching for his fifth shot of the night. Vernon's eyebrows creased in concern. "Like, respectfully. But drinking isn't gonna erase that dress—I mean, you probably wanna erase the—"
"Jesus, Vernon," Wonwoo swore. Now he'd done it. Delusional just got ramped up a level. What was it? Was he a simp now? 
Wonwoo dragged a hand down his face. It wasn't like he wasn't dressed nicely either. He thought he looked pretty damn good when he'd walked out in the slightly unbuttoned black button down and suit jacket, tailored suit pants, the works. He'd even tried his hand at the slightest bit of black eyeliner, and at this point, it was just gonna end up smudged. "I'm not trying to forget," he enunciated the latter word very carefully against Vernon's megawatt smile, "I'm just trying to… distract myself."
"It's just a little sad, bro. You and Yn used to be really close before…"
"She and Hoshi got close," Wonwoo finished half-heartedly. That called for another shot. 
"No, I mean, before you realized your undying love for her and decided to be melodramatic about it." At Wonwoo's scowl, Vernon's hands shot up in the air in surrender. "Respectfully."
Both of the men's eyes wandered over to where you and Hoshi were currently taking pictures together to the side. It was like a miniature James Bond-esque photoshoot, and even Joshua had ditched his celebrators to join you. He had practically stolen you from Hoshi, the latter of which pouted while he watched Seokmin take yours and Joshua's pictures. 
Wonwoo grabbed another shot glass from the bar counter behind him, and just as he did so, Vernon joined him. 
"We might as well finally test who's got the higher tolerance," Vernon said with a shrug. 
Wonwoo laughed and clinked his glass against Vernon's. "Cheers, my friend."
And in the end, Vernon had ended up being the one passed out on Joshua's shoulder in the back of an Uber. The night had dulled as the friends all slowly became either too tired or too drunk to continue partying. With Joshua and Vernon gone, Seungcheol began plucking off the rest to make sure everyone had a ride home. 
However, Wonwoo remained slumped at the bar, his chin propped on his arms as they laid on the bar counter. He drew aimless hearts on the surface of the polished wood, mind somewhere in the realm of rose-tinted sunsets. The alcohol was definitely hitting him now, and even if he didn't become ape-shit crazy when drunk, he did become a little more… lovey-dovey. 
He felt a hand clasp him on the shoulder. "Your lucky night, Woo," Junhui said to him with a slyness in his voice. "Yn-ie wants to make sure you're okay."
Wonwoo hardly registered Jun's words or his departure, but he did realize that you were sliding onto the barstool next to him and calling the bartender for a glass of water. The water glass was pushed toward him, and you nudged his arm. 
"Sit up, Wonwoo. Come on, let's drink some water for me, hm?"
Wonwoo did not move; except, his eyes slowly adjusted to fix upon you. There was this sort of… flushed glow about you that made you look like an angel in this hazy daze of his. "Mm-mm," he hummed with a miniscule shake of his head. 
Your face contorted into an adorable confused expression that made him smile. "Everyone's leaving, Woo. We gotta sober you up."
"Are you sober?" He murmured. His words were slurred slightly, but he spoke so low anyway that one couldn't tell. 
You chuckled, shaking your head slightly. "Not really. But I'm a lot more sober than you are. I saw you drinking earlier, mister," you teased, wagging your finger at him. 
He giggled—yes, giggled. 
"Were you drinking so much for a reason?" You asked offhandedly as you nudged him to drink the water again. 
This time, Wonwoo slowly sat up and took the water cup. "Mhm," he said into the cup as he took a little sip. "You."
You blinked. "Me?"
"Mhm." Wonwoo drained the water cup and set it on the table. "If I drink more water, will you take me out?"
"Take—" you stammered, eyes wide, "—take you out? You want me to like… take you home? Take you outside? Take—"
Wonwoo shook his head. "Mm-mm," he slurred again. He propped the side of his head against his fist this time, viewing you from a slightly different angle that made your cheeks look rosy and your expression bashful. Or was that reality? "Take me out on a date. You owe me for drinking water like you wanted me to."
Okay, so maybe he was really drunk. He was gonna slap himself in the morning for this.
You laughed, but it wasn't the kind of laughter where you thought he was being hilariously ridiculous. Rather, you found him so endearingly adorable with his shameless words and goofy grin. You kind of wished he smiled like that all the time—without restraint. 
But you were nodding, and Wonwoo was grinning from ear to ear like he'd won a million dollars. 
"Okay," you said, your lips curling upward as you stood up and offered a hand to him, "I'll take you out, Wonwoo."
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cronenfag · 9 months
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"choose violence" asks: 3, 8, 9, 10, 13, 23?
(homestuck spoilers btw)
3. screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr?
i don't wanna give a screenshot cuz i'll feel mean (i know for a fact i can find it but again i don't wanna be mean) but it was that every single human ship in homestuck is creepy and incestuous because mom lalonde and dad egbert had a brief romance. sigh.
8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about?
nepeta wasn't done dirty by the writing and i don't know why i've seen so many people say this. she was written to be a fun side character and was written off like one, nothing about how she died was really a disservice to her because she was never that important of a character to begin with y'know what i mean? sure it may be sad that she died but c'mon man it's homestuck ofc she's gonna die. also just nepeta in general, sometimes i wish people would quiet down about her.
9. worst part of canon?
aside from like. problematic things. all of the loose ends, especially at the end, are so.. ough... like homestuck is built on these characters and their relationships and at act 7 we don't get much satisfying closer? like the most we got to the alpha kids figuring their shit out was when they were on the quest beds (favorite scene for them hands down btw). so many things were started and then the writing just. got lazy, use the retcon for a famous example. it's just introducing conflicts and going "lol you figure it out"
10. worst part of fanon?
there's def worse things in the older fandom but currently people who act like there's no bigotry in homestuck or people who take the fandom discourse so seriously... think that dav‌ek‌at-s‌uc‌ks person (fandom discourse-wise). i'm not in the fandom much outside of the tumblr bubble and occasionally silly youtube things so i haven't had as many bad experiences with the modern fandom as other people i think, there's probably so much discourse i have never heard of.
13. worst blorboficiation?
june because people are soo weird about her being trans. i made a similar to this with a different focus but people portray her way different from how they'd portray cis egbert, i can't for the life of me put this phenomenon into words. changing a characters whole personality the moment you draw or write them trans rubs me the wrong way. let june exist without making her dumb and overly bubbly just bc she's a girl.
23. ship you've unwillingly come around to?
idk if this is unpopular, rosejade. no hate to people who like it, i just don't think i'll ever like them romantically. I READ THIS WRONG SORRY!! IGNORE!!
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emmaandorlando · 3 years
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Hi there, idk if youll answer but I hope youre ok wrt Brian's post. The reaction to it has been so exhausting. Ppl shouldn't baby him, and ppl shouldn't act like he's a horrible person who deserves to die of a heart attack. The sad reality is that even decent people can be ignorant and fuck up, and it's disappointing when that happens. but it's made worse when people just (1/2) explode and the fandom can't have serious conversations. sigh. I hope everyone including Brian learns from this (2/2)
Exactly. It always ends up derailing the conversation from the actual problem and it’s just plain painful to see how people react when you tell them their words have a racist impact.
I’ve had DM with people who were outraged and called me entitled for ‘accusing’ them of racism.
How many white people during this debate have told me ‘I am far from racist’ and asked me to Never accuse them of such a thing.
That cannot, I repeat, cannot be your first reaction when a black person tells you your words have hurt us.
Like deakys-chesthair, please be open to hearing how your words have impacted us.
If you are not a racist, your reaction to someone explaining how you (intentionally or not) contribute to racism, should be open and willful of learning. NOT immediate self defense.
It’s ok. I have done racist things (what??? U might think) I am a lightskin individual and I grew up in a Western European country. I have benefited from being lightskinned. I have contributed negatively to the black community sometimes, sometimes without knowing. (Examples: Using colonial language, not defending poc people when racism happened in front of me, normalizing stereotypes). And I learned. I admit I made a mistake and it was racist and wrong, and I can learn. And be better.
Your reaction to someone saying you did something racist should not be self defense. That prevents you from growing and becoming better.
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