#idk I feel picky but not picky idk idk

[rat-on-string]

My Voice Betrays Me- 4 page comic about being nonbinary.

#this ones very personal #is it just me or does page 3 look blue??? the lines look kinda navy #might put half of it under a readmore if i feel annoyed at the post length #i want to format the images 2 by 2 but i feel like this is a better reading experience #ughhhh im just being picky about the formatting. whatever #art #digital art #nonbinary #transgender #sona art #agender #genderqueer #dysphoria #tw dysphoria #<- i guess?? idk im trying to be careful #comic

[coffeebanana]

i love how optimistic i am when outlining long fics it's like "oh wow if i just plan this all out and then Follow. The. Plan!! it will totally be SO EASY. i mean i can have it all done so quickly!"

...ignoring the fact that this has never once happened 😂

#kayla rambles #writing thingsss #the closest thing is the time i did ladynoir july because like...i did write 60k in around 50 days #but i was a lot less picky about my writing then ajsfbkdsjf #like i COULD NOT write that fic now. and also i would write it so differently now 😭 but not the point #and i still updated the outline many times while writing that #also is 60k even a long fic? to me that's just medium. though i know that depends on who you ask #and i suppose by my standards i've never actually finished a 'long fic' (yet...but i have 4 in progress oops) #RIP to the shera fic that i only have one chapter of left to write asjfbdksjd maybe one day #on the plus side i feel like i'm getting better at outlining!!! #and i'm having fun which is the important thing!! #plus who knows maybe the break from actual writing will help #(if i manage not to cave akjfdskjd it's only been 4 days and idk if i'm strong enough to resist much longer)

[lauryn-order]

There’s a singles event at the zoo this weekend where 1,500+ people are expected to attend. I’m torn on if I should go.

#so like it sounds fun #but I hate that I’d be going alone #I’m so introverted #and picky #and only date kinksters #so like #how likely would I really be to find that there #idk I’m scared #but it feels like it would at least be a good story #and what I’m currently doing isn’t working soooo #ugh #I hate decisions

[aphel1on]

chiscara is funny bc like. there's soo much art of them that i love but for some reason it's super fucking hard to find chiscara fics that i really like

#maybe i'm too picky abt characterization idk #there also don't seem to be very many long or plotty chiscara fics #which i kind of get bc when u put them together they are the sillies. but i feel like there is soo much untapped potential #for angst and lore stuff #eyes the chiscara wip that's been languishing in my docs for 3mos now #aphelion.txt #genshin impact #chiscara

[surreal-duck]

treasure

#regularly scheduled mdyzs as the chokehold they have on me is . yeah #duck scribbles #doodles #midoyuzu #yuzumido #enstars #ensemble stars #from another drawing session w a friend hi ducky if u see this ily <3 #yuzuru fushimi #midori takamine #damn if theres one thing keeping me going lately its fake scenarios and random thoughts abt these two #my mental health has dropped Severely as of late ! god forbid a duck be happy and content i guess #okay now it also just struck me that huh i sure draw them a lot huh #i feel kinda bad but also who cares. i like them a lot and im making that everyone elses problem #though another kinda funny thing to me is that doodling them a lot kinda did make me like my art a bit more. idk makes me happy seeing my #own dumb doodles of them or whatever and im not really in a position to be picky so #thanks for that fictional characters in my brain

[xiaoluclair]

PREDESTINED | a NETFLIX production 

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#everybody thank shan for guenther appearance sjkffsg #charles leclerc #max verstappen #lestappen #xiao: gif #gif: mv1/cl16 #i love this and hate this #idk man there are just some parts that i feel so picky about but at the same time i just #really cannot be asked right now bc its late and hot and i feel seconds away from passing out bc HEADACHE YOU BITCH #dani you angel for inspiring this #there were a few episode names i wasnt sure about so have both variations instead hehe

[sunnibits]

I just asked my irl friends this too but I’m rlly curious to know so: can you guys give me any recommendations for new food to try for someone who is an extremely picky eater who’s trying to practice expanding their palette?? like maybe some really simple foods that would be a good place to start, or alternatively pls tell me what food you would recommend to someone who has never eaten food before lmao

#literally ‘food recommendations for a beginner??’ LMAO #if it helps uhhh I rlly like pasta and carbs (even tho I’m gluten free) and like warm cozy food in general #tempted to start listing all the things I don’t want to eat but like. that would take me all day and feel really embarassing LMAO #potential oversharing but uhh I’m starting to think I may actually have a legitimate ed and it’s rlly hard… #but it just occurred to me that because I’m so picky there’s so much good food I haven’t tried yet??? #like most people have tried way more food than me at this age #but I’ve barely tried anything #and if I could just magically get over my good issues it would be so cool to be able to just?? discover food for the first time???? #so idk that’s a really comforting thought #but for now. eating hard and scary. so I gotta start with simple things #tw ed mention #idk I’m not even 100% sure yet but also like… I know. lmao #pretty sure I’m past denial at this point #gem don’t look

[waroferas]

(standing in the middle of an empty room) i feel like people do not give green enough attention

#alternatively . they do and i am just picky #green link . like fsamanga to be clear #i just think they r supremely interesting #vio is the smart one but lacks emotional and interpersonal intelligence #in the manga green is kind of implied at the start to just be link ? but i personally don’t like that #plus i feel like they back off from that idea and establish them more as a specific facet of link’s #like the rest of the colors ^.^ #idk . green is very driven and not super book smart but Understands everyone when they can’t understand eachother #kind of the glue . tells off blue for bullying red . figures out vio’s plan . #i think a lot abt ​green’s challenge when they all got split up #but i don’t have words for it

[fitzrove]

[shaking and biting] but what does it MEAN. what does it SAY what is the THEME

#akkdlflf i watched this long lecture video abt austrian national identity and the researcher said 'the austrians are quite adept at #selling the austro hungarian monarchy back to tourists incl ones from former parts of the empire... but even in the imperial nostalgia they #don't want back multilingualism or multiculturalism or any of what it actually was' #(it was a lot abt the way in which austria deals with orban's hungary in and after the 2015 refugee crisis) #ajskgldo and that just made me think about... how pointless some things feel. both in fiction and in academic research #you CAN say meaningful things about almost any topic and with almost any argument! but in some strands of history trying to 'uncover events' #with no exploration of the context and what it all MEANS and what the things we think about it mean #is the most prevalent and popular type of research :/ like there's a reason i overrely on hamann's bio of rudolf because her central thesis #is that he wasnt a crazy murderer but someone with a forward-thinking political vision that went as far as suggesting a sort of 'proto-EU' #among other things #so like. she is looking at what it all MEANS!!! #and like. my favourite todolf fanfics are also like that 😂😭 perhaps not abt politics but about suffering and power dynamics and guilt #same for original fiction. i'm never happy if a book i'm reading isnt saying something #or then again - this is more personal pickiness but. they should also be saying something NEW AND INTERESTING #a lot of the time. sometimes if you have a fave trope you can just enjoy it over and over #but idk even tropey stuff can say things #ajlsldkfkf i'm just so tired of kitsch in all its forms and also of bad science

[nailgunstigmata]

i love macden but i rlly hope that mac stays away in dtamhd…they need to grow as individuals before doing it sloppy style full penetration imo. mac had his moment without dennis so dennis deserves his moment without mac. preferably with his shirt off too but that part is less important

#idk i feel like mac being there wouldnt feel right. idk #i dont mean this in a hater way and i ofc understand people wanting a macden moment but thats just not what i want at all #but thats just my opinion u know. im just a guy saying words here #theres a difference between dennis moment and macden moment for me #but im also picky

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

you don't have to answer this ask

but your comment about merlin being prettier than jalter

you're right and you should say it louder, I'M letting you cook

jalter is one of those designs where I can like…understand the basic reasons why people think she’s hot (big titty tsundere in black) but I don’t get why she’s regarded as being one of the objectively hottest fgo characters (disregarding the writing side, speaking just in terms of designing)

Like. Even when her outfit is good she has a mullet? And the long haired bit is just very weirdly shaped?

Or like, her weird ass dresses that make no sense-I’m all for sexy cut outs, but why is there just one small flap on one side? What’s even with the side support?? This this is held on with hopes and dreams and it doesn’t even add to it bc her back is the exact same color as her hair so it all blends together

LIKE WHAT IS THIS??? WHAT IS THIS STUPID FLAP??? It’s not goth and it’s not tasteful asymmetry like her swimsuit it’s just THERE

Also her sword looks like it was wrapped in a spiky pipe cleaner and i hate that, sorry

Honestly, even her bob kind of annoys me despite it being actually accurate for her. Why is it so misshapen and clunky (yes ik irl jeanne just chopped hers off, but jalter was made firstly to look attractive and this is not it)

she isn’t really even that goth in terms of what she wears despite the memes, she really just wears a lot of black (and her first two outfits are tattered at the bottom) other than the Brillo pad handle and the eye shaped pink details there’s nothing that really makes her goth other than her color scheme and I’m a pedantic little hussy so that annoys me

Like idk. I don’t think she’s ugly or partially offensively designed or anything despite my earlier ranting but I don’t understand the absolute death grip she has on so many people even independent of her character arc. Even for a black knight-type design she’s very mildly done

#*comes to ask 3 months late* ANYWAY #she should’ve gone all in on the satanic and draconic imagery and also had a pixie cut<- deranged #honestly this may just be my personal opinion. maybe she is goth and I’m just very picky #but I don’t think she’s particularly hot so the obsession does get confusing #also she sufferers from that early alter thing where they had to have light hair AND eyes which. makes her very low contrast outside the #black clothes. it CAN work but idk #she feels like she should’ve been my coworker at cvs. like that the unreasoning I get #she’s not hot she’s my cringe coworker #my asks

[kagoutiss]

can we have an update on your comic? :) really excited

meant to answer this earlier but yeah :-) i’m trying to finish up the final bits but here are some finished snippets i like

#ask #wip #undercover sheik au #i don’t feel able to give a definite date when it’ll be done sorry agdjsgfj #i’m like. extremely picky and want everything to be perfect. but i would say it’s like 95% done. i work on it off and on #i also don’t want to oversell it bc it’s just 10 pages of stuff that only i might find interesting aahdjsgfjs IDK #i dunno it’ll be ready soon! i want it to be done before totk releases at any rate #i want it to be off my fucking plate lmao i hate this thing 😭 like i love it but its the bane of my existence #who makes comics. idiots that’s who

[all-mirth-no-matter]

Ok but serious question, how many times has it been now that the Doctor has been to the edge of the universe? How many edges has it got?

Edit: Lol-ing at RTD acknowledging this and just be like “nah”. Love that for him 🤣 he’s the writer I aspire to be.

#doctor who #rtd #russell t davies #wild blue yonder #doctor who spoilers #not a critique of the episode #but I just feel like that’s just like a descriptor phrase at this point #and ya this ep made it more of a physical thing maybe #with the No stars and all #and maybe it’s bc I just watched the doctor’s wife and utopia #I just wish they’d use some familiarity phrasing #like ‘I’ve been to the edge of the universe before but this is something else’ #to make it feel more dangerous than all the other times maybe #or something like that #I still liked the episode #idk maybe I’m being picky #I’ll fuck off now

[bigkickguy]

zeta doodle !!

#kickdraw #granblue #zeta gbf #i keep trying to draw her and its so hard idk why im so picky with her vs the other agents #i feel like i can never capture her cool energy :( #trying more dynamic poses helps! #like this better than the last one so it gets posted lol #ONE DAY ILL DRAW YOU WELL ZETA!!! ONE DAY!!!!

[bookcrazybby]

I'm on episode 6 of the live action but I think it's funny how, despite the fact that I have seen the original several times over just as a kid alone, I am still avoiding spoilers to the best of my ability. Like I quickly scrolled past a gif set where Zhao is abt to murk the moon spirit like "omg no spoilers" BABE YOUVE SEEN THIS B4 A MILLION TIMES--

#avatar the last airbender #i appreciate this show for making me feel a bit like im watching the original again idk #like obvi not perfect but i like it for what it is idk im not picky #atla live action #atla

[fobnsfwdoodles]

Pete riding Patrick on the piano, just in the rose harness/his skirt. maybe he promised t Patrick this when he first challenged him to do the piano medley bit. and every night Patrick daydreamed about it while trying to play a song on the fly...

Me trying out several angles bc I'm feeling a bit rusty and haven't drawn a piano basically ever

#Patrick #Pete #peterick #piano #feeling SUPER rusty actually #i feel like everyday i struggle between wanting my art to be stylized and wanting it to be more accurate to them #like do i need a reference everytime i draw them idk #the more experience i get the more picky i get with accuracy #but!! i hope you like this and enjoy the multiple angles lol #i think the dialogue helps it feel kind of comic y #art #request #ask #anon