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uchihaharlot · 3 months
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Hello! I hope you are fine <3🤲💗
I wanted to ask you about some Uchiha HCs as parents (especially Shisui haha). Idk, things like "How they would react if their Y/N told them they were going to be parents" or "How many children would they have if they had them and how would they treat them?"
🥹 mmm Shisui. Yes. 🙌🏻 Since I’m in a fog, I’ll choose Obito and Shisui — I will probably add more later and reblog then. Focusing more on Shisui though.
(I sort of expanded on this a bit. Leading up to birth etc).
Suggestive themes — mostly N/SFW; pregnancy reactions; and some other cute shit idk how to categorize. Ok yea, I went a bit crazy on Shisui, he’s my blorbo.
Obito:
• Even if it’s planned, he’s going to spiral. It worked on the first time? Duh, Uchiha. Really just stupid luck.
• ‘Already?’ — Obito; ‘….I mean…that’s what happens when you have sex..’ — her. She’s so patient though with him.
• Obito will spend the next few days not necessarily moping, but in minor distress. The whole thing about having a baby this soon, even though it was planned. Has really got him thinking.
• ‘I need to get my shit together.’ He’s not wrong, but they’re not in a bad place. All the financial matters were sorted out before she even went off the pill. She’s going to spend a lot of time easing his worries when he should be settling hers.
• He thinks they can’t have sex anymore 😂 ‘I’ll hurt the baby.’ This woman will have to coax him to satisfy her needs and being hormonal, he’s going to get scared and cave.
• Every time she’s sick, he’s sick. lol. Obito is one of those husbands that are sympathy ill when their wife is unwell, pregnant or not. Though the morning sickness he had worse than her.
• When she actually starts showing, the tables are turned. Obito can’t keep his hands off her. This is amazing! ‘I put that in you…’ —🫠 👈🏻 her. Yea, he did, that big dummy stuffed her good.
• When she is too big to do anything for herself, Obito takes center stage in everything. He matured rather quickly, strange how the prospect of becoming a dad alters an individual.
• 😅 Hit it from the back too rough and ultimately the orgasm she had made her go into labor (I know this is false advertisement but it’s Obito, he’s that guy).
• Nearly passes out as his wife is sprawled up on the stirrups, looks anyways and dear lord, ‘are you recording this?’ She says. Yea, he is. Unintentionally the sharingan populates and he might as well.
• Holds his son for the first time and cries. I think most men do, he’s the most precious thing in this world. Obito didn’t think he could ever make up for what he did in the past, but this one human. This tiny, itty bitty baby boy might just be his Hail Mary. That he could even bring something so good into the world makes him soften even more.
Shisui:
• Family man. 100%. They’ve been trying, and it’s not taking. Not because they’re incapable of it, both healthy and young. He’s just so busy. The days they end up trying don’t line up with her cycle and I mean they’re not just going to not have sex. Any chance he gets to put a bit of him and a little Uchiha inside her are precious moments.
• Firm believer in holding her legs up for a half hour 😂 ‘it has to marinate.’ Big eye rolls from his wife, who just lets him do things his way. After a few months, she finally begs him to just take a week off when she’s the most susceptible of his seed taking root.
• The mere idea that she is rearing and ready to go has Shisui taking his wife at the most unexpected of times. Maybe a week off was a good idea. Needless to say, the house chores are piling up. She wasn’t particularly fond of being shoved head first in the dryer either.
• ‘Making baby is the fun part…’ is his excuse when she chides him for it. Dear lord, this man shooting blanks and still trying.
• Then the unimaginable is announced, well not unimaginable but it felt like too long to actually confirm they were successful. Shisui from this point forward makes sure his pregnant wife gets everything she wants and then some.
• There is no shock period. This was all planned, Shisui is eternally grateful that his wife will be ushering their next of kin into the world. All the hard work is on her now and he is going to make sure she is treated like royalty.
• Though he questions some of her cravings, ‘…really? Ok….’ He won’t judge her, but goddamn it’s not something he’d eat.
• Copious amounts of pampering. Spends ridiculous amounts of money to have her swollen feet pedicured once a month, if she doesn’t want that he will do it himself. Her care is nonnegotiable and she is getting big with life inside of her! She needs some reprieve from the constant drain on her body.
• We aren’t even going to lie, they pretty much have sex up until the baby is born, though not like how Obito did. It’s maybe twice a week, which is less often but enough. If she’s not in the mood for it herself, she would offer to relieve him. Though he might feel guilty, so he would just use his mouth in return if she wasn’t opposed to something less invasive on her aching body. She’ll agree, Shisui is talented in those regards.
• She was making tea in the kitchen when her water broke, Shisui was out on a mission!!! She had to get Itachi to send word of bird and less than an hour he’s back. Exhausted and tired, he made it for the birth. He knew that he shouldn’t have taken that mission but she was adamant he do what he felt necessary for their village. Such a understanding woman!
• Is planting kisses to her forehead, cheeks and lips whenever she starts pushing. Holds one of her legs when the baby is finally crowning, and watches the miracle of birth. The fruit of their passion and love is wayfered into this big world. So beautiful and precious. A son, I often hc Shisui would name his first son Kagami. (I’m pretty sure the series alluded them being related).
• 🥹🥹🥹🥹 👈🏻 shisui 👉🏻 🥴😴 his wife after labor. He is wholly enamored at the tiny being in his arms. Takes the time to figure out which features their baby got from who. Undoubtedly this kid has his mop head of curls. Her nose and eye color, his eye shape and ears. 100% them.
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jojo-schmo · 1 year
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Have you ever considered dedede’s little beak bump thing to be part of his top lip rather then directly above it? Idk sometimes when you draw him from the side it starts to look like a nose- giving him a weird human face(I love your dedede all the same it’s just an observation )
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I mean maybe my first problem is that penguins do not have lips, but I constantly make Dedede pucker them out or give his family smooches hahaha /lh
I’m gonna level with you here. I have no idea whether to consider that little bump part of his top lip, nose, or just a shape above his mouth. I have been drawing Kirby characters on and off for like a decade and I only got my Dedede design down a year ago, haha! 😅
Dedede is such a squishy guy in-game- I mean whenever he does an inhale move his entire body shape can change, just like Kirby-! So his beak just does whatever it wants, right? I stick with the OwO face by default to define that little bump because I think it’s cute, but I also like breaking my own rules and just making him go >:O
I’m still learning a lot, haha! I’m happy with how I’ve improved the past year too. For a variety of reasons in my real life I wasn’t able to improve art-wise the way I wanted to in my late teens and early 20s. But at least I have the chance to resume that progress now! So I’ll take it! :P
Thanks for the ask! It’s good for me to critically think about these kinds of things. :)
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lupizora · 3 months
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For the past year or so, I've been listening to a local person reading his entire collection of Sherlock Holmes (although it took me until recently to figure out he's been going about it by publication order lol).
It's been fun, considering audiobooks couldn't really keep my attention for long in the past. Maybe it's easier since this time it's in my native language idk.
Funny thing is that the reason I give most people about choosing to listen to Sherlock Holmes, now of all times, is that "Well, I haven't read it before and it's a staple of classical literature in general".
However, this is only part of the answer.
Sure, I do like a good mystery novel and I didn't want to appear unknowledgeable(?) to other booklovers, of an older generation I guess haha 😅
But no. The true reason, deep down, that I jumped at the opportunity to read Sherlock Holmes when it arrived was that I thought it'd help me understand Kudou Shinichi better. Is this the case of one fandom obsession bleeding to another similar interest? Like you can figure out a lot about other people from their die-hard interests irl. Why not fictional characters too? lmao 🤣
The Sherlock Holmes books are certainly a product of their time, but they are quite interesting nonetheless. I'm already considering which editions I wanna buy 😁
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I come bearing questions!
Given what you clarified the other day about Liam's age: did he actually go to uni at 14 and start teaching at 19? (If so, no wonder he's Like That, geeze, imagine a kid barely into adolescence getting thrown in with a bunch of college kids. They're screaming "Down it fresher!" at a literal child.)
Does this mean that Sherlock (assuming he did a bunch of research on Liam fairly early on...which I do assume 🤣) thought that Liam was two years older than him until he was given his birth records?
Any theories about Liam's actual birthday? If we assume that Louis WAS full term (though I still like the preemie idea), and he was born in Feb the next year, that would narrow Liam's birthday down to the first few months of the year, right? What are the chances it will be yet another significant date on the liturgical calendar (I grew up Baptist so all we had was Christmas and Easter and I don't know what other ones would fit haha.)
Not to be all Sherlock-coded about it but you would be amazed by how quickly my thoughts derail when I try to sort out ages. Numbers are hard. 😅
I don't. Think. Takeuchi-sensei thought about the fact that Liam is actually two years younger than OG William when they decided how old everyone is. It seems very unlikely to be able to completely fake how old OG William was, especially as he was about to finally enter society publicly ("publicly"). So in a Watsonian sense, I assume Liam must have been 14/19, but as a writer, I'm just not sure it ever occurred to them. The timeline of the series is already very wobbly.
As for Sherlock...maybe? It's not like a 24yo and a 26yo really look all that different physically.
My main theory about Liam's actual true birthday at this point is that we're never, ever going to be told what it is, much like his birth name. Is it relevant? IDK. I think the relevant part was that he shared his past with Sherlock, not that the reader knows his past. But we'll see how it shakes out.
As for important liturgical dates it could be....Pentecost (the birthday of the church) is in May, usually, but sometimes June... if their mom got pregnant again like immediately and Louis was maybe a couple weeks early he coulda been born then and still be full term. The color of Pentecost is red (like, it's one of the major symbols of the holiday; just, red), and there's a little Flame story involved there with the Holy Spirit and marking the new Christians and stuff. My church growing up always swathed the entire place in red and people would wear red and it was Confirmation Day.
So using Pentecost as the absolutely latest it could be...
Ascension Day is a couple weeks before Pentecost, although I never remember celebrating that one. And I'm not sure it fits Liam, although I don't know that that matters.
All the Holy Week days (Palm Sunday, Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, Black Saturday) are technically up for grabs. Hell, he coulda been born on Easter himself two years later which makes his birthday something else entirely.
Ash Wednesday. Shrove Tuesday (Mardi Gras).
Man, I just want it to be Pentecost now. It is one of the more major holidays in the church, and one of the ones that doesn't really get much awareness outside of it.
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torturecave · 4 months
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it seems that a lot of your ships have shifted to top/dom boys mostly, bottoms/subs girls mostly. its interesting, i feel like its reflective of your relationship with avvy and such... its sweet, to see you two grow into yourselves and others like that !! but i wonder if you have any feelings for dom poppy at all ? if yes, what are they... if NO, why do you think it doesnt appeal to you anymore :o ?? i love dynamics n hearing peoples opinions on them
[personal sex-life talk so, a read more as a courtesy for you guys 😅]
Haha, so much has changed over time due to our relationship (and us) growing together... I can't help the way I do ships now — I need to connect to it and see it as 'us' in some essential way. The gender skew isn't necessarily always boy/girl (though it often is) ; more importantly, we define things by being 'Birds or Avvys'. And Bird is the seme while Avvy is the uke, such is the way we are built. We didn't always do this though, and so you had a middlezone where we both sort of related to characters... like I think Branch was a kind of 'shared' form of expression for us. It's funny to look back on now, but also cute, we were still playing together...❤
This is why I say, even if I feel embarrassed about some old stuff, I have to understand that it embodies what I felt at the time, and there's unique euphoria in the past. [scratches nose] Especially considering that once we were getting more 'serious' than a couple hook ups, I became Avvy's sub. (Though I was still like, in the role of fingering / humping etc., that's just always been the preference lol.) Even if that changed eventually, the early parts of our dynamic was reliant on Avvy taking charge and moving us forward.
Back then, I wasn't confident to be in the position of dom, as around when I met Avvy I was in quite a low place with my self-esteem and mental health. In a state of recovery, as I was still coming out of some bad times.. I needed a lot of caretaking and encouragement, which I would say isn't so dissimilar to what our 'bb branch AU' was focused on — being taken under a cool older girl's wing haha, helped from depression and isolation, kissed better. <- Not to get too fiddly with details, but this art actually came before my subbing... wait, maybe before we ever had sex kfkfjhg so... I wasn't self-aware how much I was expressing my desires at the time.
That being said, it means when I made that art, I lacked a lot of tangible experience, so I didn't really know what my preferences would be. A lot was 'hypothetical'... I knew I liked things, nebulously, but maybe not sure whether I'd prefer to be on the receiving end or not. [glances...] And when you're a soft-spoken, passive, people-pleasing guy IRL, it feels like the most logical conclusion would to being dominated or something? Sure, I will be good boy, bark bark.
The funny thing is HISTORICALLY... I've actually been a dom in past relationships, and Avvy's been a sub — so I think we headed towards our natural conclusions, over time. As I recovered and became more confident, and had someone to figure myself out with, a lot clicked. Things became less 'maybe I would be into that? idk' and more defined by, this is something I'm absolutely into. In fact I'm so into it, I want to do this, and nothing else...
ALL THAT TO SAY!! I can't get into a dom Poppy, as that is no longer what I want to see from her. Part of the 'why' would be that it's not something I can inhabit? Which is key in shipping and art for me, I need to connect to it, as I mentioned. It's almost like... if I saw a depiction of a dom Poppy nowadays, I'd be like 'eh I don't see it'... Genuinely just can't grock it.
But I want to clarify, I'm still attracted to all her playful rowdy traits, I like the way she pushes Branch's buttons, all that good stuff. She's wonderful, she's forward, she still overwhelms and steamrolls, she's a whirlwind of energy. I think it's all essential aspects of Poppy still. It's just that the 'conclusion' I see for those behaviors has shifted.
Basically I feel like, a girl can be all those things, and subsequently be a manic excitable sub. Which is fun to think about!! In fact, it's quite enticing to get a girl like that on her knees. Reduce her, have her bent over and whining... [Sorry to take you into my basic straight guy brain.]
She can still give Branch a run for his money, like yank his chain around a bit, that's fun. That's like the core of their chemistry you know, Branch needs to be challenged... It's good for him lol. But I suppose I see it now as being baited almost, spurred to be forward in response. My wife vibes the term sasoi uke and I'm often like [nods stoically.] It's.......... fun to be tempted, you know? lol...
Anyways that's enough rambling, hope this was an interesting read. 😷
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freedomfireflies · 4 months
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sorry that i wrote that in spanish didnt know u were going to read me 😅
but for real, im so into your fanfic
to the point i cant stop thinking about it, the characters, harry himself like im in love with him all over again, after all these years lol
and believe me, i know this is fiction, that he's just the face of ur character but i guess u understand my point, haha.
also u kinda broke us with the last chapter, but it was such a masterpiece 🥺👌 the final kiss got me blushing and all.
and thank u, for writing, sharing ur art with us, i really appreciate it 💕
since i discover ur fanfic it's like i found something real good to distract myself from these past weeks (and the next ones) im having my finals and it's kill1n me lol (actually today i had one, and idk if ur going to post a new chapter tomorrow but im waiting for it like some kind of 🎁? haha dont mind me if u dont, it's not like im trying to tell u to post something but im expecting the next chapter so bad haha)
stay safe!
OMG NO DON'T APOLOGIZE!! You can write whatever you want in whatever language or way you want!! I am just honored in general!! 😭💞💞
This is literally SO nice!!!! I'm so incredibly grateful that so many people have been so kind about this story but especially the last part because I know it was maybe frustrating 😭 So this was so fun to read and SO nice, and I absolutely ADORE YOU!!!
OMG GOOD LUCK, YOU GOT THIS!!! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU AND YOU'RE GONNA CRUSH IT!!!! Sending you all the good vibes this finals season!
Also, yes!! The new chapter will be her in about an hour and a half?? 12 p.m. EST!
Thank you again so much for being so nice and taking the time to say this!! LET ME KNOW HOW THE FINALS GO, AND STAY SO SAFE 💞💞💞
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fairycosmos · 2 years
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Idk if this will help at all haha, but if I can't bring myself to wash my face I use wipes instead. Does it do as an effective job as actually washing your face? Probably not. Is it overall healthy? Also probably not. But does it do it's job of getting my face clean and making me feel a little better to have my face "washed" in the morning? Yeah I won't lie. Also if I don't the energy to stand and brush my teeth in the bathroom I try and find a place to sit in my home and do it there. Use whatever materials you need (I usually just grab my toothbrush, paste and a cup with little bit of water to spit in), a small towel and water bottle to rinse with also helps. It's basically the same experience in the bathroom except you can sit a little and try to make yourself as comfortable as possible (you deserve to do it the 'lazy' way). Final thing I can think of is if you can't bring yourself to have a normal bath or shower, try a two-parter way. Only have the energy to wash your hair? Just wash your hair worry about your body later. Only have the energy to wash your body? Wash your body worry about your hair later. If you have any sort of energy for one, do it. There's always time to try and get the next part done. Will it give you the full bathing experience? No, but that's okay we do what we can to make it a little easier on you when everything is already hard. And that's it! Idk if ANY of this will actually help, but I'm hoping some might 😅. Also don't if any these "cheats" are actually gross or stupid but they help me so I kinda don't care haha. I hope you have an easy week and feel better! Thanks!!
thank you!! <3 it's the magic of a job half done. this often really helps me as well, but i usually forget about this mentality entirely and start seeing things in really black and white terms of do it or don't, so i appreciate the reminder. think i'll be using this to get moving when i can. mwah sending you a huge hug, angel!! hope you've had a good day today. x
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wanderingpages · 1 year
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hi I’ve come across your dark au quite a few times in the tags and I’ve been thinking of reading it for a while now and I finally decided to do so but I was a bit confused about which version to read first? or can one just choose whichever? Since I read a bit of the beginning of both and they were kinda the same so I was also wondering what the difference was between the two versions?
Hi! You can read the first version if you want but it won’t be completed, hence the second version 😅 I got a bit side tracked in the first version and realized it wasn’t going the way I had initially intended. Most of the plot is the same so far but Jude is far more gray in character…dark gray even haha and neither her nor Cardan spill all their past trauma with each other within the first few chapters 🥲 I’ve tried to spread things out and add more (hopefully) personality.
Mainly I started Dark because I wrote smut for it and as I was writing the smut, I kept adding background information to the point where it just made more sense to write a whole fic rather than the one shot I intended. Still, I was kinda going with the flow mostly. I just knew how I wanted the smut to play out, and how I wanted it to end so I was pretty much winging it. I took a hiatus and when I went back to reread everything before I started the next chapter, I realized there were just so many parts that felt thrown in and in your face (bc clearly I was rushing to get to the smut 😔) so I started a rewrite where hopefully the pacing is better?
Idk I’m not the best writer so it still might be crappy hahahaha but yeah version 2 is your best bet but version 1 is the blueprint 😅
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boxofbonesfic · 2 years
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Any deleted scenes from this fic that didn’t make it into the final story?
a) Office Hours
b) Judge, Jury
c) Knife Point
Was there an alternative ending for this fic you had in mind?
a) Office Hours
b) Judge, Jury
c) Knife Point
Was there a scene/ part you enjoyed writing most from this fic?
a) Office Hours
b) Judge, Jury
c) Knife Point
Was there a scene/ part you enjoyed writing least from this fic?
a) Office Hours
b) Judge, Jury
c) Knife Point
“Any deleted scenes that didn’t make it into the story?”
A) Nope! that one was done as a request, and so because it was so fast, i didn’t really have any other additional scenes to add/take out during the (mega fast) editing process!
B) YES OH MY GOD. This was one that took me a while to write, mainly because i spent a lot of time building out Steve and the Reader character’s relationships with each other, and mapping out their past. i had SO many other scenes where Steve tracked down other people who’d wronged and hurt her, but i decided to leave it at the two most important people, her foster mother, and her foster mother’s ex-boyfriend.
C) YES YES YES YES YES? i had an ENTIRE cult angle planned that i ended up cutting because i was running out of time to meet the challenge deadline, but essentially i was going to have a bunch of key figures in the town be part of this Baal worshipping cult. it was gonna be fun haha
“Was there an alternative ending for this fic you had in mind?”
A) Not really! Office Hours was one of those fics that i knew exactly what i wanted from it as soon as i started writing it.
B) Not so much an alternate ending as a segue into a longer fic, but i decided to cut it because it would have taken a lot more time to build out, and Judge/Jury was a request that i’d been sitting on, so i wanted to get it out ASAP. essentially, i was thinking of having the reader discover that Steve was behind the killings (of which i’d originally planned for more) and him gaslighting her into assisting him with others.
C) Nope! that ending was the one i’d always planned for, even though there were other cult angles i didn’t really get to explore.
“Was there a scene/ part you enjoyed writing most from this fic?”
A) weirdly, i liked the intro a lot, where the reader is sitting there worrying about her grade, not knowing the entire thing’s been orchestrated by her horny professor 😭
B) …this would probably get me thrown in a psych ward if i said this in person to regular, non fanfiction people, but… i really liked the murder scenes 😅 i don’t typically write a lot of fighting or violence, and it was really fun to play with Steve’s character in those moments. also it was HELLA therapeutic.
C) …wow, again with the murders 😭it was just… idk, super fun to write those really tense, agonizing scenes in the beginning where the reader is fleeing from a demonically possessed version of her best friend. i just really love writing horror, and it took me back to watching Friday the 13th for the first time when i was writing it.
“Was there a scene/ part you enjoyed writing least from this fic?”
A) honestly, not that i can remember! i think i slowed down around the smut, but that’s really normal for me, lol
B) that part just before the smut where the reader is conflicted about her feelings. idk that part just dragged a little while i was writing it 😅
C) the therapy scene! less because of the content, and more because it reminded me of some of the worst therapists i’ve ever had, lol. also because that was where i started to leave breadcrumbs for the cult, and ended up having to take them out, so that was annoying lol
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vizthedatum · 5 months
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Hey I sent you the ask yesterday but I absolutely don’t mind you just posting it normally on here! Sorry if this is really long <3
my whole life I have felt like I couldn’t cope with things or do things in the way that ‘most’ people do & I am grateful that I have the things I’m really good at or enjoy but I still have times when I just can’t keep to the same schedules or cope with certain situations like others and finding out this is directly because of autism is a relief honestly 😭 I know a lot of people don’t like the church or Christianity and for real, I understand why especially when I think of things for me lately but I guess you could say I found my own beliefs on my own and I want everyone to be included in everything and be loved, happy and supported & I found this church that seemed to go outside the box and want to help and include everyone (also I felt like I belonged somewhere) but the more I realised they were almost pressuring me into doing stuff that I didn’t want to do but would almost get weird or angry w me if I couldn’t make it or didn’t want to. I have been really sick the last few months and couldn’t make it to literally anything or barely get out of bed some days and literally none of them reached out to me or would talk to me like I should make an effort even though I was so sick, sad and alone and the one day I actually felt good enough to attend, I signed up to help on the team and they deadass took me off and told me I’m ‘unreliable’ and can’t not be there for weeks and expect to just walk back in and be part of team after that. I was so hurt I felt like crying. I have tried to open up to people about things in the past there too and honestly most of the time I get a reaction like I’m to blame and like if I ask for help I get this weird reaction like ‘WeLL SHiT DuDE maybe you should just do this and not ask us?!!!!!’ And it takes me by shock every time :( but yeah I’m so sorry for the rant but it makes me feel like I’m such a burden for struggling w stuff and now I don’t want to even bother offering up my time to help them especially speaking on autism bc they treat me like I should still be able to cope with things idk it’s just hard and it makes me wanna have a breakdown sometimes 😅
Hey I sent you the ask yesterday but I absolutely don’t mind you just posting it normally on here! Sorry if this is really long <3
Hi!! I wanted to take my time with my response to be able to respond appropriately and to show myself care as well (I've had a rough week). I will respond in line to your message.
I don't mind long messages! I send long messages too haha <3
my whole life I have felt like I couldn’t cope with things or do things in the way that ‘most’ people do & I am grateful that I have the things I’m really good at or enjoy but I still have times when I just can’t keep to the same schedules or cope with certain situations like others
I think we often get bogged down with "how we should be" instead of checking in with ourselves with how we actually are.
Similarly, I have felt like I couldn't cope with a lot… and would kinda just struggle through it or force myself through it (burning myself out in the process). It wasn't until I got more support in adulthood from my therapist (and I've cycled through a couple!), psychiatrist (I am thankful I found a good one - I've been seeing her for the past 3 years or so), medical team (I have chronic health issues but assembling a good group of docs has been a challenge), my community (asking and receiving help is really important, I'm finding out), my NEURODIVERGENT community (it's been immensely helpful/validating to be vulnerable and to LISTEN to other people who have a wide range of neurotypes to observe how they do things or what they enjoy), spirituality practice (which is something I've been in and out of my whole life (was very atheist for a long time) but now I'm reclaiming this on my own terms), etc.
I'm glad that you have things you're really good at and also things you enjoy!!!
I think many schedules or even constructs of how to be human… can be really restricting because they're often not customized to your needs and abilities.
However, figuring out what your needs and abilities are (especially since they're dynamic) is NOT TRIVIAL.
and finding out this is directly because of autism is a relief honestly 😭 I know a lot of people don’t like the church or Christianity and for real, I understand why especially when I think of things for me lately but I guess you could say I found my own beliefs on my own and I want everyone to be included in everything and be loved, happy and supported & I found this church that seemed to go outside the box and want to help and include everyone (also I felt like I belonged somewhere) but the more I realised they were almost pressuring me into doing stuff that I didn’t want to do but would almost get weird or angry w me if I couldn’t make it or didn’t want to.
I'm happy you found a group and a set of beliefs that help you lead your life. Interpersonal relations within a community can be hard, especially if they do not understand or empathize with your needs.
I have often felt pressured by previous friends and family members into doing stuff… and then guilted/shamed about it if I couldn't do it or didn't want to. I think it is important to stand up for yourself and advocate for yourself in ANY SETTING… even if it disappoints others. Even if you're in the wrong. At least you're speaking up. (But I get that that's really draining, too... and sometimes not possible. I have often been non-verbal or didn't even know how to express what I was feeling)
I used to not stand up for myself because I assumed (or had a very unfair assumption) that people should just know! But people didn't know how to interact with me. And I think this is maybe autism because I felt like I was supposed to "know" unsaid rules of society for other people. I spent so much emotional energy trying to "intuit" what other people wanted… and didn't even realize how drained I was getting, how much I was masking who I was, or even who I was.
If things you can't or won't do disappoint a person or a group of people, then that could be a starting point for y'all (or even that person) to figure out why that's bothering them. A discussion needs to be had and reflections need to be made. If there is consistent harm or abuse that's being done (which I'm not saying there is, in this case, necessarily), then you may need to set some boundaries.
I have been really sick the last few months and couldn’t make it to literally anything or barely get out of bed some days and literally none of them reached out to me or would talk to me like I should make an effort even though I was so sick, sad and alone
I'm so sorry to hear that. I know what that's like. Long-term illness or chronic illness can be so isolating. And some people don't even know what to do to support.
Have you told your friends or community ways you'd like them to reach out to you when you're sick/sad/alone? It may help to say "Could you message/call me if you haven't heard from me this week?"
and the one day I actually felt good enough to attend, I signed up to help on the team and they deadass took me off and told me I’m ‘unreliable’ and can’t not be there for weeks and expect to just walk back in and be part of team after that. I was so hurt I felt like crying. I have tried to open up to people about things in the past there too and honestly most of the time I get a reaction like I’m to blame and like if I ask for help I get this weird reaction like ‘WeLL SHiT DuDE maybe you should just do this and not ask us?!!!!!’
Yeah that's highly inappropriate and ableist TO BE QUITE HONEST.
I feel like that's why we have to advocate and push back a little. Not a lot of people know enough about neurodivergence or disability needs. Or even human needs. I hate that the onus of that education and advocacy falls on us (the ones who need the help or support!)… :(
And it takes me by shock every time :( but yeah I’m so sorry for the rant but it makes me feel like I’m such a burden for struggling w stuff and now I don’t want to even bother offering up my time to help them especially speaking on autism bc they treat me like I should still be able to cope with things idk it’s just hard and it makes me wanna have a breakdown sometimes
I want to validate your shock and disappointment and hurt. That is a valid response to what you've been through.
You can rant and vent!! I do it on my blog and to my friends/partners a lot - but I'm trying to also be mindful of how much bandwidth they have for it too (my friends/partners are not my therapist or anything - and that's such an important line). Emotional expression is a really good way to help us regulate, in my opinion.
And your autism and neurodivergence is valid too. The way they can cope with "Thing X" is JUST AS VALID as you not being able to cope with "Thing X." I understand that a lot of people don't get that.
Final thoughts: Feel free to vent either to me or trusted friends/supports. I may not always be able to respond in a timely manner, but I'll try to let you know.
You shouldn't have to repeatedly assert your boundaries and needs in environments where you're supposed to have human connection and bond. That's not fair to you.
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Yess that’s true! I knowww I do find law interesting. at first I was thinking I might do my under grad and then do a 5 year law thing but then as I researched and studied a bit of it i thought it was a lot and like you said the exceptions are crazy soo now if I do choose to pursue law then it’ll be post grad but idk let’s see how it all goes haha 😂 yess and also the vibes of old songs just hit different!!
Ooh I’m definitely team Jess all the way !! I know we’ve not seen THAT much of them but they were so cute!! Like I love how he had the whole idc about anyone but her tbing but then eventually we see that he starts caring for Luke and all too plus I think they were good influences on each other like how he brought out a bit of a more adventurous side from her and they both liked the same type of music and books and stuff and did I mention they were CUTE TOGETHER!! in s1 I did like dean because he was this cute, sweet caring bf but as the season passed I just liked him less specially after the whole cheating thing and Logan is nice so far but Jess and Rory >>> what about youu who do you ship the most with Rory? (Phew that was long 😅)
Ooh that’s good that you could find that mistake, you’re already having a great start !!! And that all sounds very lawyer esque, is this by any chance a part of corporate law ? Or some other kind of law ? Anyways I hope that it’s a good ,fun and learning experience for you💜 !!
Also omgg you’re working on the Vettel!reader fic I LOVE that series so much and I’m looking forward to reading the new addition whenever you publish it 💖🌟
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it takes 5 year there??😭 girl that's a very long time if you don't include undergrad, you could go to med school instead😭 postgrad could be interested if you want to pursue it after psychology though!! you can focus on criminal law and sentencing👀
I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE TEAM JESS😭 i think he is very misunderstood but also a very realistic portrayal of a teenage boy?? i saw a tiktok which said that when they are younger rory is too good for jess, but towards the end jess is too good for rory🫣 i love his character development so much and i hope you like it when you see it too💜🥹 logan is too iconic in my opinion, he is a rich douche at the beginning but as you watch he's a really cute guy😭 i can't choose between jess or logan, but my fav definitely not dean🙃
thank you for your good wishes bestie! it is kind of, i would say! we are dealing with companies and their affairs, but it's not purely corporate as it deals more with investment bankin and stuff like venture capital etc🥲 it took me a while to realise this this morning though, i should probably go over my notes😂 did you have any interesting internship opportunities ,n the past??👀
it's taking me way too long, but i hope to finish it soon🥹💜
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taleasnewastime · 1 year
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hii from your bookish anon again ~~
jimin in growing pains is so incredibly hot, but oc in the wake of your leave? that's a whole different story. her determination and drive is so attractive. the way she behaves is so cool. I love oc. if I were her, I'd never really come back, but she's so strong-willed and determined. role-model worthy, I tell you. and the way you made us FEEL the angst, heartbreak and the yearning-to-be-understood that the oc went through was just 😩🤌. fucking amazing, I swear. I rarely find fanfics or even books with such badass female ocs, and this is the perfect cup of tea for me, I didn't even realize i needed to read about a character like this.
I wouldn't say it's really E2L, for jimin and oc, but I get the tension between them, and their past. it's so.. how do I say it, full of tension. they way you described e2l from your reply on my latest ask would be fitting in their situation (given that there's a happy ending). i am loving this.
- dark romance books aren't everybody's cup of tea, the topic can be a bit heavy at times, because there can be a LOT of triggering stuff. fantasy's really fun to read tho, I loved almost every fantasy book I've come across.
- omg you have the whole shatter me series?? you should read it as soon as u can, it's actually good. i actually finished the first book of the series, you might not like the writing style, but that's what it's like inside the character's head, how she's thinking.
- the invisible life of addie larue is just on a different level than other books (at least for me). the way it's written? poetry. magical. amazing. I loved it. the plot? so intriguing i had to take breaks to take everything in. and the smut wasn't really smut, ik, but the way it focused on her emotions and the things she felt. loved it. bc you see a lot of authors write smut but some are just.... luc I found frustrating, but I can't blame you for liking him. he IS hot and attractive, the way he acts. and Six of Crows is actually on my tbr!!
- my book bf? have a few, but def cardan (cruel prince series). loved him in wicked king, but at the last scene tho... anyways he owns my heart.
- I'm really not a fan of colleen hoover either lmao. read it ends with us and was majorly disappointed with the writing style. you write so much better. idk the hype any her tho. and please I beg of you, if you don't want to come across really really really bad smut and an even worse plot, no development for an imp character, do not even TOUCH the sequel. traumatized me fr. but did u hear abt her wanting to turn the iewu book into a coloring book 💀 like what are we gonna color 💀 the stairs or ryle's fits of rage that didn't end well 💀. also have you heard of the movie adaptation?
- I actually haven't finished any Emily Henry book 😅, but I started/am almost through a few, book lovers, beach read, people we meet on vacation. love her writing.
- I think I prefer a series over a stand-alone. because it has more depth and keeps me busy for a long time (I get bored very easily). but when I just want to read to get my mind of something, I go for stand-alones, when I don't have enough time. what about you? which do u prefer, or does it depend?
-still waiting on the next part of the jimin mafia series tho, it was so good, I will wait forever if that's the time you need, can't imagine drifting away from the series, I keep rereading it!!
have you heard of jimin's online fansign for his new album (I love it I love it I love him)? do you read one book at a time or do you start a lot of books at the same time? what series/stand-alones are you reading now? anything more from your tbr you wanna share? how do you write so well? who is the most admirable/role-model worthy character you've ever read about? which book got you into reading? reading online or physical copy? paperback or hardcover? (if u read online) pdf or epub?
haha it's okay you responded late, you have things to do/going in your life. how was Dublin? I hope you had fun ^~^. anyways, have a great day, and good night, from wherever or whenever you're reading this ask. hope it wasn't too long hehe.
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Yo! Firstly, thank you so much for your kind words about Growing Pains and In The Wake Of Your Leave, it made me smile. I'm diligently working on the subsequent parts and let me tell you, there's lots more angst to come. Hopefully it'll be out in the not too distant future!! I am a little worry my 'twist' is going to upset some people, but you can't please everyone. I tried to make her as strong willed and someone who doesn't need anyone else as possible, so I'm happy that came across.
Dublin was great thanks! Have you ever been? I drank lots of Guinness and beer. Always makes for a great weekend! I went to Brighton the following weekend so I'm looking forward to some weekends at home chilling. Have you got any holiday plans coming up?
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I agree about The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue. Have you read any other books by V E Schwab?
Oh yeah Carden as a book bf is a good choice. He was a bit rough in the first book, but he redeems himself.
Ah I'm so glad you're also not a fan of Colleen. Not that there's anything wrong with liking her stories but sometimes I feel alone in not enjoying her stuff. looool your comment about the colouring book had me creasing. I have heard about the movie, they have Blake Lively playing the main character? I'll be interested to see how they make the film.
Oh yeah, I do love a series and getting attached to characters and learning more and more about them. But I do also find stand alone books quicker and easier sometimes. It's a tough one because sometimes I want to learn more about characters and I get upset when a book is over but then with series I can find I get too much and I get bored or tired of the characters. Guess it ultimately depends on the writing and whether it's good and keeps me interested.
I tend to only read one book at a time, mainly because I know I'll favour one over the other and the one will go forgotten. I'm not one for DNF'ing, I try and push through no matter what. What's your preference?
I've just finished Icebreaker. Have you read it? I kind of loved it, kind of hated it. lol. I don't want to spoil anything and I would say it's worth a read if the synopsis appeals to you. I'm now onto Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow. Only 50ish pages in but I'm loving it. Can see why people rave about it. What are you reading atm?
My tbr is never ending. I am one of these people that views buying books as a hobby in itself, which is not good for my bank balance. I can always see my mum side-eyeing me when I tell her about another book I've bought. Some books on there that I'm excited about are The Kingdom of the Wicked series - I've read books 1 & 2 and I have book 3, might re-read from the start when I come back to it. Half a Soul. The Roughest Draft. A River Enchanted. And I've read Things We Never Got Over and though it wasn't my favourite I do want to read the next one in the 'series'. Have you read any of these? Or anything you think I should be adding?
I've always kind of being into reading, I used to love Twilight and The Hunger Games at school. When I went to uni I didn't read much, I think because I was having to read so much academic stuff the last thing I wanted to do was read in my spare time. It was the pandemic that got me back into reading again. All that time and nothing to do! Was there a specific book or thing in your life that got you into reading?
How do I write so well 😂 Thank you, I'm happy you think I do. Honestly, I don't know. There's lots of things I'm proud of when I read back but I've written but I also think I sometimes go into too much detail and it gets a bit boring. What I'm trying to say is I tend to think up ideas and then just write and hope for the best. I do honestly think reading a lot helps too, seeing writing styles I like and don't like and different ways of plotting a story. Do you write or are you interested in it?
I read both physical and digital books. I prefer paperbacks because they're lighter and I love holding an actual book, but I also have a kindle which is great for holidays. I've never really read pdfs or epub books, do you recommend? Where/what do you read them on?
The boys have been killing us with content recently!! Jimins online fansign!!!! I mean imagine! I can't even imagine what I'd say. I mean I don't speak Korean so I would feel awkward/bad about that. I'd probably plan for ages, stressing about what to say and then not be able to get a word out in the minute I have with him and regret it forever. But, we can dream right - think that's why I write fanfics, just trying to put out into the world everything I know I would never actually do but wish I could.
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yes yes !! it is i, squirrel anon!! i've just been lurking around every month or so and saw you had a few gaps on not posting so i wasn't sure if you were that active anymore !! (glad you still are active though)
i'm doing great! i'm not sure if i ever revealed my age group?? (oh well) college apps have been quite stressful and the thought of after hs scares me 😭 jacob and i are still together! i actually gave him a nickname cobbie bc i was like why not with tbz jacob too HAHAH. i was supposed to visit my family in the north so i can experience snow again but sadly they said the tickets were too expensive ㅠㅠ. how are you? any life changing events? oh remember about my new year's resolution last year? i've made it to 8k!! while i've been slacking a bit i'm so proud of myself :D
oh no was whisper bad? i mean i watched and listened to the song but like i don't remember anything at all 😭 thought it was an average kpop song i guess... still love tbz though !! but yes i did watch wednesday! ever since i saw the trailer i promised myself to watch it... and i finished watching it in the same day... i also love one of the actors tyler 🫶🏻🫶🏻 i haven't really seen any special stages (• •;) aside from that one han jisung part and yuna stage. i hope you know what i'm talking about HAHAH.
awww i'm so glad my message made you happier! hope you're having a good day cherry <3 (btw idk if the spacing is going to be weird for you? but the spacing on here seems so wide 😭) -🐿️
haha i wouldn't say... i'm too active on here :') like i'm pretty much out of material to post for now until i finish one of my long wips or until tbz's comeback next month magically sucks me back into the fandom LOL
ohh are you an 05 liner then? ah i figured as much!! college apps are indeed a stressful time and picking a major even more so 😭 the fear is understandable, i guess it's kinda hard to picture your life until you get there? hopefully it'll be a smooth transition for you! aHHH that's good that you and jacob are still together!!! omg you nicknamed him cobbie HAHA that's cute, does he know tbz at all? and yeahh everything is so expensive these days, i hope you do get to visit family and experience snow again one day!! it's been a fairly warm winter here so far so it hasn't snowed much, but it's been soooo gloomy all the time 😔 oooh your resolution was clearing photos right?!? 8k is decent progress!! i probably said i had like 2k last year but... here we are at 7.5k this year (it's the many concerts i went to... i wanna keep svt and ateez on my phone forever, they're beauuutiful HAHA)
i'm doing well but life is kinda boring atm 😅 hmm in terms of life changing events... i got a job!! also did a bit of travelling and went to 8 kpop concerts within the past 6 months, and a few of them were life changing (skz, svt, ateez). also started a kpop album/merch collection which was unintentional but... here's where my newly earned money is going LMAO
whisper was... well, i think they were going for thrill ride 2.0 but it didn't meet expectations? i personally didn't like the song and thought that the concepts they teased weren't really related to the song 🥲 but hopefully next month's comeback will be better!! ahh i still have not watched wednesday but... will start... one of these days :') ooh is the actor you're talking about hunter doohan? just googled him rn LOL. the only thing i know related to the show is that emma myers is a huge svt fan HAHA. and yeahhHH i know that stage, the one with han's iconic hockey uniform that everyone went Wild over!!
and dw the spacing looks fine!! not surprised that it might look weird bc tumblr always does things like that, also i think they went through a recent update? things are a bit wonky HAHA. anywayyy hope you're having a good day too and that everything goes well with college apps and acceptances!! <3
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finally we/I played true colors (i was owning this for a time, because we played this in August,and now it's already December😅💦) the text is some reactions and thoughts that I/we had while playing the game
"jeez,comparing alex to sean,sean actually sounds like a genuine nice person (she is a jerk😒) now i know why i liked/like sean (i will no longer complain about him,ha-ha😂,no, just kiddin,i will)"
"for someone with the power of "empathy"alex sounds more like a manipulator than an actual empathy person,she uses other's emotions to get what she wants/make they say what she wants,that feels wrong"
"what this game/franchise have against reserved people?!💢alex is so jerk with that diane,and i hate it!she so jerk with her💢(the woman is just keeping/doing her job😒)"
"i thought that alex was starting to become more likeable on ep3, but then i read her diary(diane's part)and the laptop part (at the ending)no,no, she still jerk😑"
"the cop looks like cody from "it takes two" haha😂,(diane is may😂😂😂)"
"i didn't understand nothing of alex past life/the old phone messages😕 (and by the way whata heck was that with that isaac guy!!?that was weird, was very obvious that the guy want something more with her, it's not possible that she couldn't read the guy's mind and sense that he wanted to hook up with her(I doubt that she can't sense lust💢)i mean, i think she kinda wanted too😒,but,idk why but the impression that i have of this situation is that alex and the guy were hooking up and in the middle of that, alex reads/feels the guy emotions during the s*x, and the thoughts were kinda wild (but in a red flag way)and that made her kinda uncomfortable,and she gets weird with the guy,and then she blocks him,ugh~😑,fuckin weird situation"
"almost faint when i saw that mexican letter (and not in a good way)i was worried that would be something do to with sean and daniel💦 and thank god that was not💨"
"the ending super coherent with us😂, were the olds that stayed on our side, me and ana have something that we always have more affinity with older people(and vice versa)"
"it even gives me a little feeling to look to this menu image, I remember the day that we finished the game, it was even a little melancholy to look/get out of the menu, I like the menu song, the music is nice✨(i like the instrumental/menu version more but the voice version is ok too) , and by the way no one gonna talk about the fact that the group that plays the song has a Portuguese name "novo amor"maybe cuz is nothin important😂😂😅 its just a name😅💦,but i find funny cuz this game seens to have a "big" brazillian fanbase so i thought someone would say something, but no, no one says nothin(i don't know if is the brazillian portuguese now thinking can be the portugal one) just an useless funny fact😅😂(at first a thought that "novo amor" was the song's name, but the songs name is haven, "novo amor" is the singer)"
"I didn't find true colors a copy of the others "life is stranges" like people were saying at the time(of course, that some of concepts are very similar from the preview ones😅,i do noticed that, but they did in a different way), for me it's kinda different from the others, it's not like the first or the second and neither to before the storm (which I thought was more likely because both were by decknine)"
"i thought that after i liked the second one if i played another game of the franchise, i would like it too(cuz i'll be honest i never really liked this franchise, i find the concept interesting, but i didn't like the characters very much) but after that I liked the second one, I thought that maybe I would't roll my eyes with the franchise anymore, but no, I roll my eyes with true colors as the same way as I roll with the others, it's reallys only the second one that I put up with/the one that has the spark, it's as if the feeling that I feel with this franchise always still the same, it's only the second one that I like/liked,like imagine that you are someone who doesn't like coffee, but one day you drink a certain coffee and you like it , and with that you think, now that I liked this coffee, maybe I don't have problem with coffee anymore, but no, you drink the other coffees and you still don't like it, it's just that one coffee that you like/liked(crazy example but its the only one that could think about it😅😅😅)"
#not gonna lie actually liked tru3 c0lors a little more than i expect#me and ana wanted to play tru3 c0lors to know if would be better than li$2 or li$2 would be better than tru3 c0lor#In the end i really don't know cuz tru3 col0rs is less clueless than li$2 the story flows a little more...ok#but the second is the one that i like so🙄#and just like me and ana talked one day is funny that even though that the second is kinda poorly done😒💢#it seem that he has something that tru3 col0rs don't have but idk what it is ???#but it has something about him that he's sounds a little more... interest? than tru3 col0rs#(Hmmn i don't know if interest is the right word but it has something)#I'm sure that the answer of some people would be😅#*neither of them are good because both are kinda bad*#*neither of them compares to the first so in the end they're both shitty and the first remains the best💅✨*#and you know what!!!😡... you not wrong😤💧 I will accept that#because if the person compares they two none of them is as good as the first#(to be fair I think that maybe even the first is kinda bad/clueless i feel that the first is very loved cuz of people nostalgia by it#and cuz of the year that the game was released#the game was released on 2015 that year this kinda geek/tumbrl aesthetic was going trending helping the game stand out#and also the mysteries/theories involving the game helped the game reputation)#still needs to play the eps again cuz tru3 c0lors plays some cool songs that i need to look up#i remember on a quiz of *which character of l1s franchise you are* i gotted steph#not gonna lie that seeing her on tru3 c0lors she does have the vibe😅😂😂#and on another one about l1s2 i gotted sean not sure if i look like sean😕?#i feel that i only gotted sean just because i said that i like to draw😑#and doing again i got finn not sure either😕😕😕#(well better him than lyla😒i don't even know if had her on the quiz😅😂)#talking about tru3 c0lors is complicated😑#because I don't want people to think that I like tru3 c0lors in the same way that I like the second one#but I also don't want people to think that i disliked the game#I had fun playing it✨ it was fun to play with ana❤✨#random things#personal
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first off i just want to say i’m extremely sad bc i didn’t manage to get the ‘21 birthday solomon card and need to get this sorrow out of my body 😭 (I had 5850 points out of 7500 im literally so sad 😭😭)
i hope you get those holidays soon then and enjoy them a lot 🥰
I loved Shakespeare’s rout SO MUCH it was so intense all the time! But idk overall I feel like IkePrince’s writing is weak compared to IkeVamp (not to be harsh lol, also promise i’m not biased just because i am a vampire fan too) so i don’t want to expect a lot from their new routes either. Keith actually did scare me lol he seems like such a red flag 😭 and this is coming from someone who chose Chevalier the second the app was running 💀
I’m sure Faust’s route will be great tho i do have faith in that, I wanted to finish Saint Germain’s route before moving on to Vlad and… the one that looks like an emo Isaac lol i can’t remember his name rn but you get who i’m talking about 😭 but i ended up replaying Mozart again ): i love him too much ):
Oh no!! That sucks, I'm sorry :( yeah the birthday cards are so hard to get. I always end up overspending my resources to just barely make it in the end. I wasn't even able to get Beel or Belphie's birthday cards this year, fell short on points. I'm glad they at least bring the past birthday events back, even if the timing is always horrible lol.
Regarding the writing, thats fair, everyone has their preferences. The story itself was alright, I do think they do decently with character development (part of why Chev is my favorite, and Clavis' development was pretty good too). Yeah Keith is a red flag for sure, but I'm unfortunately drawn to him 😅
And Charles-Henri? He is a bit like an emo/punk Isaac 😂 he's a tad much for me, I'm not into the extra clingy types, but he seems like a sweetheart. I also enjoyed Shakespeare's route a lot once I got past my saltiness haha. And oooh I loved Mozart's route! He's such a sweet dork haha. I am redoing Arthur's rn and I'm reminded how much I love him too. IkeVamp definitely did better in getting me to love all the characters compared to IkePri, so it is my favorite of Cybird's games for sure.
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psychelis-new · 2 years
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Yeah I’m sure your great intuition definitely helps your art turn out better than it would for most people lol. For me, it was a goal of mine but I haven’t dedicated any time to it because I’ve been feeling pretty unmotivated these past few months and haven’t been doing anything outside of my schoolwork tbh 😅 but it’s fine and I’m hoping to get out of this rut and start working on my goals next week:)
Haha Idk my head still say a thing but my hand doesn't always follow it properly so... I need to practice and let go more ;) but I'm glad someone likes what I do, so thank you again. I think that, much more than my intuition, one of my Guides is kinda good at this and I should just let them take over
Yup, there're still months left before this year ends, and you can make it your next year resolution as well. The right idea or inspiration that will help you get out of this stagnation will arrive, don't worry. Creativity requires also the right mindset, and sometimes we just don't have it for various reasons... and that's okay, as you said! ...Maybe a one week challenge could be of help? I tried one some time ago, I only dedicated as much as I could/felt like everyday (which was even less than one hour at times) and... well the result wasn't so special ofc, but I have worked on my weakest point so I knew I couldn't expect too much in such a short time (despite some parts turned out to be better compared to where I started from which made me feel good anyway). Sometimes is all about the goal you set for yourself ig :D
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