#idk how I function but likeeee

[dimidarling]

Also re: my prev reblog abt tone tags

I understand for some people they’re helpful bc it helps to not worry as much about being misunderstood/helps people stop overthinking/etc but like personally? I wasn’t worried about people misunderstanding my tone UNTIL I started seeing extreme and frequent tone indicator use. Everything has positives and negatives so I’m not condemning them! But I now have to stop myself from using them too much because being in spaces with their overuse has genuinely made me MORE paranoid about my tone online. In other words, it’s created a problem where I didn’t have one before and I have to catch myself from overusing them too when I just needed to rephrase. Or even add something like (sarcastic) or (most joking tone possible) to the end because to me that’s a better way to indicate tone ANYWAY because people don’t have to already know all the abbreviations. Shrugs I just feel super mixed on how they’re being used on the internet rn and wish people didn’t see them as the ideal and perfect solution when they’re just another tool with pros and cons like any other form of texting

#dozy speaks #i personally don’t really like them #but I respect they help some people so it isn’t fully NEGATIVE or anything #just. sighs #rephrase or add smth in parentheses idk…. #if ppl don’t kno the tag it defeats the point in the first place #or again the over use of them CAN IMPACT TONE NEGATIVELY #whatever. just my thoughts atm #ok to rb #also I do feel they can function as likeeee #a way for people to not improve in texting/tone understanding? #like I feel if people see it as a one and done solution they won’t work to improve their communication in the areas needed #like how people will put positive tags on something they say that’s mean af #tone confusion is understandable. but it’s also an improvement area idk!!! #struggling w tone doesn’t mean u shouldn’t work to improve how u communicate if it’s hurting feelings repeatedly or smth #this is obvs a simplification and not a judgment for ppl who genuinely r doin their best #but yknow what I mean

[pepprs]

likeeee i know i do this literally every month but it fills me with such despair. making this bullet points (cringe) bc it’s so long lol

first of all why do i live in a household where… like i get it i know it’s not good to over-rely on medication and pharmaceuticals but when we don’t use them or seek them out AT ALL except for emergencies and an emergency is only when you’re so sick or in pain that you cant function… except i have BEEN in so much pain i have been unable to function (e.g. bad cramps… and wisdom t**th pain…. and ear infections!!!) and my parents still hedged and stalled and delayed me from seeing a doctor and getting meds which made my nightmare oct 2021 ear infection worse and created complications i have to suffer the consequences of every day!!!!!! like when i don’t get to decide the goalposts and every month with my period im in pain that isn’t like… too SEVERE to function but certainly makes it hard. idk how to articulate it but like… when i don’t get to decide the goalposts. when i am made to doubt whether the goalposts are actually goalposts and whether im actually in “enough” pain to warrant taking “extreme” actions. that is very dangerous and a problem. it is not good to regularly suffer pain and to not have what i need to get through it. and be the only person i know who is dealing with that kind of thing like nobody else’s parents are like this 💀

SECOND of all… and this is something i have said before… if a huge portion of ppl on earth regularly experience this pain to various degrees of debilitation then why… like i know why. but why isn’t society set up to make it easier to experience it. to let you take what you need to experience it. like you can’t walk around and go to school / work with a heating pad. you can’t lie down with it or plug it in. there are strict attendance policies a lot of the time so if you come in late or miss a day you’re fucked (thankfully that’s not the case for me at work but it was when i was in school). it just sucks and is so fucking stupid. why isn’t it understood that some ppl need to take a break once a month to ride out the pain and discomfort and whatever and then return and be fine. why have to work through it. ugh

#purrs #related to point 1: i got a h*ngnail at the beginning of the week and didn’t get it out right and so it started to hurt and possibly get inf #infected on wed and i told my parents and asked if we had neosporin and they were like 🤨 neosporin is an antibiotic. use turmeric paste #instead bc it’s an anti-inflammatory! so i put fucking turmeric on it and you know what? all it fucking did was stain my finger yellow 😍😍😍😍😍 #and i had to ask my colleague bestie to sneak in some neosporin into the office and i used it and you know whst? it made the infection go #away 😻😻😻😻😻😻 and i didn’t have any adverse side effects 😻😻😻😻😻😻😻 the joys of modern medicine 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 #delete later #menstruation tw #medical tw #ask to tag #also when i asked for the neosporin i felt like i was doing something illegal. like using dangerous prohibited substances or whatever. i #don’t think that is a normal thought that normal people have about using neosporin. lol

[jinkicake]

I can’t keep letting these 5”5 men have a chokehold on me, it’s getting unreal bc if I go this con in February and see a rly pretty albedo I will FOLD ON THE DOTTED LINES😭 like I was thinking about how kazuha looks cute but he’s unhinged and I’m like the opposite kinda💀 literally people think I’m the one in charge of the relationship but he’s so sadistic😭 and he’s has HUGE Simon vibes,, cute police and smiley,very good w words, a fugitive, super strong- like they’re a lil too similar💀 my friend pointed out that I do have a type and I can only sigh. Kazuha will smile in your family’s face at a function like he didn’t rearrange your insides like 3 hours before and is gon do it again as soon as y’all leave, Simon will sit at the dinner table laughing w Lucifer and diavolo while he’s making eyes at you like “I am going to send you straight to the celestial realm” they’re both super into bondage, like kazuha will tie your arms behind your back and take you from behind outside. I’ve heard he likes to have sex w nice scenery and I agree he will take you to a cliff for a picnic and you’re like aww romantic but he has rope in his sleeve. Simon would invite you over to study(Bible study) but he doesn’t even let you put your stuff down before he’s pressing you up against the door and feeling you up. Here both definitely sex feinds😭 like it’s a regular Wednesday morning and they’re asking you to bounce on their cock💀kazuha is BOLD bc like he lives on the crux and who’s gunna beat his ass?? Like if he walks back on board w a pretty little thing on his arm all starry eyed, Beidou already knows she’s gunna catch a glimpse of him balls deep😔 fortunately there’s a rule about sharing whatever you bring on board bc it’s her boat💕 (it’s me I am for the streets and Beidou is so damn fine, ik she has a custom jade strap, she wields a claymore she could hold me up w one arm) she doesn’t look the least bit surprised to see kazuha bending you over in the captains quarters. And he don’t look like he’s been caught w his pants down😒 “I see you’ve been busy” “you were taking too long for my liking, I was just keeping them nice and warm for you” and it’s like ooohhhhhh y’all planned that💀 someone sent this to me and said it was kazuha

Like this would be him😭 rocks your world but he goes where the wind takes him so he’s out the next week. But I’m build differently I’ll prove myself by out fucking him to when he taps out he can get some sleep, and by the time he has to depart Inazuma he has to take me w him bc I have him under my thumb🥰🥰

no literally... how many times must we have this conversation! theyre 5'5!!!! guys under six foot are friends (not xiao tho)! one day i'll help you overcome this, i promise!

but also folding bc of albedo is so reasonable i understand it like idk what i would do if i actually saw one of these kaeyas out in real life... i would act like a complete and utter fool,,, begging for an ounce of kock or koochie loooool

now that youve brought it up.... we need more rough kazuha smut in this world! he is written so delicately and to be such a sweetheart but like where is fierce and crazy kazuha huh? where is he!!!!

naurrrr see if i were at a table w lucifer, simeon, AND diavolo... i would take lucifer and simeon to another room. diavolo can watch i guess smhhhhhh im inviting everyone!

dont- no beidou- im gonna go feral like that woman is so..... im drooling ugh i need her bad! oooh but a kazuha and beidou threesome now wait a min i really like the trust between them! that would be good-

NO THAT TWEET COULD ALSO BE ALBEDO TOO LIKEEEE THAT FANART I SENT YOU YESTERDAY... you can't tell me he wouldnt hit and then dip the next day and ghost you for life.... but back to kazuha i would cry if he ghosted me like that would hurt real badly huh

you just gotta follow kazuha w the wind... get a glider... kekeke that's how you keep him

#sarahandoikawatalkshit #xiaos spicy almond tofu #sorta

[selfcarecap]

stark!reader is only good when they actually do something important not just the “i hate my dad he loves everyone else but me” 😭

i read smth awhile ago about how the reader donated billions to charities and homeless shelters bc mr t*ny st*rk the capitalist king made a comment about how money doesn’t equal happiness 😭

yeahhh like if it has an actual.. function within the plot okay, but likeeee idk why stark!reader is such a big thing??

hsmdhsksjjsjs omg 😭😭😭

#bae