#idk how u guys r faring in school during this pandemic... but its fucking hard

[kissryuwuji]

In the final 5 weeks of this semester woooo

#idk how u guys r faring in school during this pandemic... but its fucking hard #i have literally no routine/motivation and too much time on my hands #no words of encouragement actually.... do anything to me. i just feel numb #like my face is literally 😐 ok. when someone says anything positive or negative idk idk i just cant pick myself #back up to where i was even a decent student who actually did hw bc im surrounded by so many things i want to do outside of edu #but the future is so. so THERE and then i feel like im falling behind my peers. like the ones i knew from hs and idk!!! #this was a long way of saying i rlly miss the library. i miss the nice librarian. #i may not have gotten work done some days but at least it was a work space that i could rely on #jay clowns around #i mean ik the conveniences of having online school but it just :/ #i cant feel it idk #anyway ignore ignore ignore lmao #if u read this far pls drink water rn 🤪