#idk i feel weird

[redladydeath]

#redlady speaks #hyper specific poll #idk I feel weird #two straight days of wiki stuff will do that to you #god I need to work on my finals stuff tomorrow

[starved-vyka]

it’s my birthday i’m 18 woohoooo

#idk i feel weird #weird as in i don’t feel any different #i still feel younger than i am #and look older :( #why does everypony keep asking me if i’m going to have my first drink #i mean yeah i get it but no i don’t want to #also weird thought that i keep having us that i can legally have sex with any adult now #thats crazzyyy #wow i’ve really made it #if anybody has any ideas for stuff i should do now that i’m 18 lmk #everypony autocorrect

[p1f1]

so apparently lizzo is controversial..

this is a sign for me and you to stop trusting celebrities...that means any celeb...yes, yes, even Alex G....( :( )

sigh

but yeah um never back down never give up never make your dancers do weird things and body shame them...

yeah i kinda just wanted to let ya know that um with recent celeb drama, (colleen, lizzo, prob another i missed) celebrities arent your friends, prob never will be, so dont trust them or try and talk to them online (in person at a concert is diff, dont even)

but yeah uh celebs arent your friends, being famous doesnt make you more than a human, and dnt trust celebs. thanks

#pifi rambles but its an actual ramble #kinda #idk i feel weird #i want ibuprofen

[justmemarceline]

i feel like recently i've managed to be mean and horrible to the people i care about at least once every single day

and even though i tell myself that tomorrow is a new day and i promise myself to do better i still end up being mean and awful

idk if i finish these 2 months with at least one friend left i'll consider that a success

#vent post #mine #idk i feel weird #very anxious for some reason #probably the lack of sleep #but coud be also the meanness #which i can never tell if it's real or if I'm making it up #but I can't be that bitch who asks everyone everyday id they're mad at them

[ondt]

today is a very “you have to forgive yourself again and again and again..” day. I need to be better but I also used to be worse. You have to weigh the bad and the good. Two steps forward and one step back is still one step forward. and so on and so forth. mantras

#idk I feel weird #Hi

[daftysaph]

ok so

For some reason one of my new verbal stims has become barking at things when I'm excited at them

Like *attractive individual* BARK

*beautiful art* BARK

*extremely cool concept/idea* BARK BARK!!

U know???

#autism #stimming #stims #new stim #idk i feel weird #but like i hope this makes sense too others #bc ive had to stop myself from barking in tags cuz ik. this is weird behaviour #but i just like #really excited about something #idk maaaaaan #maybe its bc im a fucking furry lmao #chatter

[theunemployedrogue]

It feels like someone pulled up the cheat menu in the Sims and set all my needs to highly met. I reached out to some people today after some upsetting news, and it was much easier to be emotional and write long messages or talk. Pretty sure the increased energy and talkativeness is not normal. Past three days have been weird with a mostly elevated mood, though I also had a crying spell earlier. I'm not sure what's going on.

#i kinda suspect a manic episode but im too old to just now notice symptoms. might be related to drug use ig #tho i haven't been using anything heavily in the past week #idk i feel weird #personal

[edgydadster]

Y'know I wrote a song yesterday and

why is it catchy

it's not meant to be

but i like singing it now

but when i do i'm just reminded of "it"

which would make me panic

but it's really catchy

Yes I vent through music call me cringe

#theeggspeaks #don't mind me i'm just complaining #does like anyone else do this? #i've done it since i was a kid #i just broke out into song and freestyle rapped my problems #wasn't too bad usually #idk i feel weird

[awjust-girl-up]

Okay i may have needed a longer therapy session i feel kind of deranged in a calm way

#idk i feel weird #marti.txt

[littlemuppetmonsters]

I got my ears and nose pierced today and my hair is purple and im trying eyeliner again and wearing chokers......😳🤔🙈

#Emo era 2.0 incoming #funny bc i was never really 'emo' #i dyed my hair and wore mostly black/dark colors and listened to fall out boy #but that was about it #Idk i feel weird #Like im finding and losing myself at the same time #I like the piercings though they look good #I want more 😈 #even though it did kind of hurt a lot more than i expected it to #new sparklies on the face is just so fun i get excited every time i look in the mirror ❣️❣️ #maybe septum or helix next😈😈

[kobonus]

i wanted to post this on twitter but i felt like it was too mean

#funny #idk what to tag this as but i feel weird leaving no tag

[lavenite]

new meds might be making me manic eek !

#getting all restless and shit again. feeling a bit bluhhh which is usually a sign that the Mania is setting in #and its only been two days but google tells me it can take a few days to two weeks to set in #but i might just be paranoid. or bored. since i finished my daily allotted tasks < which is also. usually a mania thing um ok #well i think ill keep taking them for now just to make sure and if i go manic oh well ! #i probably shouldnt do that ummmm #idk i feel weird #probably the mania LMAOOOOO

[nottobegaybutmen]

GENDER IS SO CONFUSING AAAAHHHHH IM GONNA DIE BEFORE I FIGURE ANY OF THIS SHIT OUT

#i know i don’t really gotta figure it out #i’m just scared to come out before i do #cause my head’s tellin me i’ll get more accepted if i can tell them something #instead of just saying this is my name and pronouns don’t know the specifics yet #could just be im on my period rn #idk i feel weird

[b0ngwater69]

Maybe my brain is feelin fucky bc ive been off t for a minute nyao hmm

#wheh #idk i feel weird

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[imsosocold]

Don’t take this as an insult but every time anyone likes my work or follows me I instinctively go “ who the fuck are you.”

#memory problems #memory bs #mental health bs #i don’t even know #personal #vent #not noelle #love you all #i promise #honest #idk i feel weird