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#idk if I need to tag that because idk if anyone really really wants to watch it
I feel bad for Starlo. (pt. 2)
Had they just let him get Clover the badge (and literally finish the best day of his life since, again, Clover's gotta go) and then all sat down to chat, everything would have been solved in minutes. Because clearly Starlo's main motivation is making sure other people are happy, right? If they tell him they're not happy, he'd sure as heck care about that. Just look at how he tells the group to have fun with Clover:
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btw, this is a human they SHOULD be excited to talk to more since well... they're a human. It's a once in a lifetime opportunity, and they are SUPPOSED to be into the western culture almost as much as Star, or at least that's what Star thought. More on this later
But no, gotta act jealous instead, call Starlo's training lackluster...
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Then you make a better one, Ed, instead of complaining, Star's mind was too occupied with everything, as it always is. The town needs to be led by someone every day after all. It's all harder than it looks, you've gotta focus on schedules, new ideas, and most importantly radiating positive energy even in the worst of times
...say he's been throwing them around for human business...
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huh Moray?? He didn't force you to do anything, you all just went with it. If you hated the training, y'all never said it. Ed also says how he basically doesn't want to participate in the trolley problem which I found sorta.. weird. I mean, it's not very likely that in all the years they've spent roleplaying here, they've never done this before. And even if they hadn't, it really is logical to assume Ed didn't really mean he was terrified and was just acting to make the scene more "dramatic" The five of them ARE sort of actors anyway (why would he be scared tho? it's not a real train that's coming, no real danger here, just harmless fun)
... and apparently call him a meanie and a big-headed sheriff:
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HOW is he a meanie Mooch?? How??? He was just trying to be helpful and got too into everything. It's not the same as being mean on purpose. And even if he DID act prouder than usual, he honestly had every right to do it. After everything he's tried to do for the underground, his friends and family, he had every right to lift himself up. All you guys ever did was tag along with him everywhere apparently, never having to worry about anything but your own hobbies, had a secure AND fun job thanks to your boss, a place to live, nap times, PLUS Star was always a nice leader (Ed himself admits this; from my previous blog). How do I know he was nice? Aside from signs in the game, the gang only argued over trivial matters (IDK what exactly but Dina said this)
And Ace... wdym you're following them??
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Why??? Star literally praised you and thanked you! What the heck?? Yeah life dealth him a bad hand but you're not doing anything about this situation aside from leaving.
I love all four of them, but honestly, It's not like Star ditched any of you, he didn't ever act angry (besides when Ed insulted his mission, which IS frustrating because: 1) he tried his best to make it enjoyable for everyone 2) this comment Ed made contradicts everything Starlo wanted to feel that day: genuinely proud, happy, useful, important. He wanted to enjoy himself as much as possible and bring as much joy to others as he could. And he was right to want that... especially after all he's already done. Or tried to do. Even though he's too fiery, too passionate, *too much,* why didn't anyone let him know this? Why didn't they tell him he's NOT been making anyone happy, aside from the tourists? Why keep lying to him until his breaking point?
Better explained down here during a discussion in the messages here on tumblr in case ya'll have the patience to read it ↓
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Just... After thinking things through, I've started seeing things from a different pov. Yeah, the Four apologise to Clover in neutral, but Starlo STILL has to be the one to come to THEM for forgiveness. Forgiveness for what exactly? What did he do that was worse than what YOU guys did to HIM? (you too Ceroba, especially you, and I'll talk about this VERY soon, in a few days)
Forgetting to tie them off the rails (Ceroba forgot too) because he was too excited to well... feel like a somebody for the first time, like a real sheriff with a real deputy? Putting his needs and feelings first for once instead of walking outside his house at night and whispering to himself and thinking about every single problem he has on his plate? (I think it isn't the sheriff stuff he thinks about) Thinking he was doing the right thing by doing what he thought would be fun for everyone? Being kind to Clover? Not ditching his posse and just... idk, not running off to have an imaginary adventure with the human kid, with just the two of them? What the heck, guys.
Now, I'd understand if he'd been saying stuff like "Alright y'all, you better listen to everything I say, you understand!? Clover is the greatest thing since sliced bread, while all of you all nothing but a drag! Tch. Losers." Or "If you don't do this and that, you're fired for good! Clover will replace you! You're all lame anyway!" Or "Clover, get over here and join me on this and that! Right. NOW."
Starlo literally never said something even CLOSE to this. Only after Ed left did he let him and everyone else go, then blurted out "I was considering firing y'all anyway!" Honestly what I know about Star is that he's fiery and passionate and just snapped because he didn't understand why they left. He had done everything right.. right? He couldn't, no, wouldn't comprehend that his whole life in the Wild East has been a big fat lie. It hurt emotionally and his coping mechanism were always distractions. So he refused to see what he had (accidentally) caused.
In short, what bothers me is that all blame is put on Starlo and he's the only one who has to say sorry when he genuinely didn't know any better. Some folks just aren't introspective enough to notice people's true feelings and Star's one of them. And even if he's good at that, he's been so foused on this whole Wild East thing to think about that too, on top of everything.
He literally had to just stare off into the distance and rethink all his life choices that led him to this point (based on his letter), when instead he could have been a lone entertainer from the start. I mean, he carried all the comedy and charm on his own anyway (imo). He'd get to live his passion, plus entertain the tourists, plus boost his own confidence, PLUS none of his friends would be stuck at a job they hate! PLUS Ceroba, while still staying at Star's, could have gotten a better night's sleep with only the two of them being roommates! It would have been a win win win win win kinda situation if only they hadn't been lying to him for such a long time and just spoke up openly. Simple as that!
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relaxxattack · 5 months
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wait are you anti endo :((
i had to look up this word to make sure i knew what you meant because for some reason i mixed this up with emeto and thought you were asking me if i was anti vomiting??? 😭
anyway no
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pompurumi · 1 month
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Heehaawww ovulation is causing me to draw salad with baby birthing hips heeehhaawww 😋 this usually is art I'd never share cus im probably gonna hate it in a week but who cares!!! Salad fingers in fashion he'd never actually wear!!!
uuuhhh he got distracted on his way to the airport and now he's confused... shouldn't have worn heels that day ‼️‼️
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In the end, they're all very relieved.
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n0heart · 16 days
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mishapen-dear · 9 months
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people can use this site however they want but there's something almost- idk, sad? about how few people are actually using their blogs. you can turn themes on and have skeletons dancing in the background. you can make everything hot pink. your blog is your scrapbook and you can put whatever you want in there. tags are okay at organizing things so you can have just a whole archive of cool shit to look at later. i know people complain a lot about people liking stuff about reblogging for engagement, and on one hand i get that- it is WILD to see a drawing i spent hours on get only 12 reblogs and 60 likes. Absolute culture shock compared to my previous fandoms. but i don't think you should reblog anything to make artists happy. i think you should reblog things so you can find them again. i think you should queue things to appear on the dash at specific times on certain days. i think you should reblog things so when you're talking to your friends about xyz post you saw you can look in your blog's archive and find it again. i think you should reblog things so that your dash is filled with one really sleepy cat. with the loss of reblogs there's the loss of engagement, which Does hurt the community-focus that makes tumblr so appealing, but idk i just wish people were more excited about the incredible amount of customization that tumblr allows and took advantage of that more
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THEY BOTH BELIEVE NO ONE WILL COME FOR THEM
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meep--tm · 1 year
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scattered-winter · 7 months
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tj-crochets · 7 months
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Crafting update: 10/14 rows sewn and sewn together for the rainbow quilt top! One more row sewn but still needs ironing before I attach it to the rest of the quilt top This productivity on a project I am rapidly losing steam for brought to you by the fact that I want to make a rainbow snake and/or dragon with that improvised piecemeal technique I used for the gargoyle, but I want to time how long it takes me, but I only have one timer and I'm using it for the rainbow quilt so I need to finish that first
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girlyliondragon · 1 year
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Venting anger and shit through memes. The other Aggie doodle I'm posting now. Sorry the the bg is crap, I did this quickly compared to my sai doodles. Lizbert would absolutely do this so I'm letting her and it is deserved. lol
Get the fuck AWAY from Eggabell!
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It's not perfect ofc. Very much not, but that's how doodle sites be
Yes ik I'm supposed to be on hiatus but guess what I drew art in aggie for the first time and you shall look at it.
Art: Mine
Do not steal/crop/edit/etc. Do not tag as kin/me
Please do not reblog in general if you ship them or reblog anything shipping them or like the idea of that ship thanks.
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beedelia · 2 months
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i know healing is a process with ups and downs, but sometimes it's just hard. some realisations, while good on the long term, are really hard to handle. today is a day like that. it's a process, i have to remember that.
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bin-uwu · 10 months
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i love you so much bin. thank you for the happiest time of my life. you will always be my happiness, my everything, my all. i’m going to miss you for the rest of my life. i hope you find peace and happiness wherever you are now. till we meet again 🤍
#idk if anyone cares enough to read this but if u do pls dont reblog..?#i just need a space to talk about my feelings#man………. this is going to be a long post tags wise#i don’t remember if tumblr has a tag limit but i’m going to say as much as i can here#it was really hard bringing myself there i was just really a bunch of nerves i tossed and turned the whole night before#i didn’t think i could do this bc just looking at photos of the memorial has been making me cry uncontrollably#but how could i miss this#i’m so thankful and glad that i got the chance to get him flowers esp sunflowers which ive always associated with him#and of course nesquik too#it feels weird to say this but i do feel a little bit lighter esp after leaving him a letter#of course it couldnt contain everything i want to say to him theres too much . but it feels enough for now#ive accepted the fact that im never going to be completely okay again. and thats okay.#also visited his bench in seoul forest.. it was really nice and peaceful there . im glad such a place exists for him and that he could#go there whenever hes feeling tired#i have So Much Feelings i can’t even put them into words properly#this is barely coherent and i still have a lot to say but my minds a mess rn lol#also i left him a little bookmark i saw that reminded me of him with a little fern that vaguely translates to our radiant days#because he loves words and poems#and also because this is not the end to our story just a little break in the middle#we will definitely meet again i know it in my heart that we will#im always going to love him and i cant wait to meet him again no matter how long it takes#bin#okay now for the silly little tags 18 year old elly came up with in an attempt to profess her undying love for a boy#elly loves binnie#💞💓💗💖💘💕#the love of my life!#bin love post#🌿#❤️❤️❤️
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redysetdare · 10 months
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every time i see a post like "Society is telling us we need to use the split attraction model" like no my guy, society doesn't even know what the split attraction model IS.
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wyrmswears · 2 years
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hello demonata fandom (/nonexistant)
(CLICK FOR QUALITY)
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you know that one scene from blood beast / demon apocalypse where grubbs is protecting bill-e from juni? yeah ok that, but grubbs is fully wolfed out because it looks better in art^_^
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toothmarqed · 9 months
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fallen prey to saying stupid shit on the internet without thinking and coming off as incredibly rude and insensitive. i feel sick to my stomach. never commenting on anything else ever again. deserve to be squashed under someone’s shoe and ground into powder. in all seriousness this has shocked me so much that i am quitting every platform but tumblr for however long it takes for me to get some sense knocked into my dumb fucking skull
#actually considering deleting the clock app rn#what i said was so so bad and it could’ve been avoided if i’d fucking READ WHAT I WROTE and thought abt it FOR ONE GODDAMN MINUTE#i genuinely feel like i’m going to throw up being seen (fairly. justifiably) as mean is like the worst thing#and i don’t deserve to be wining abt this bc i’m the one who hurt someone but good god#PLEASE make sure that when you say something online you would SAY IT TO THEIR FACE#ive gotten to used to this brusque rude dark humor on the internet that i don’t relaizw using that humor INDISCRIMINATELY WITH STRANGERS is#Not okay#they made a video on it but the video got taken down so i deleted the comment. which might have been more selfish. i don’t know what’s best#-to do in that situation? i’m going to change my fucking username and pfp atp and go off the app entirely because i’m so fucking adhd ames#**ashamed don’t know why is autocorrected to that#ok just deleted the app ‘and all of its data’ so idk if that means my videos (edits) too but atp whatever#maybe it’s impulsive but at least this way i will not know what’s going on ! and never hurt anyone again hopefully. i really hope he saw my#-comments before his response was deleted because i want them to know it was not intentional and i am truly so so sorry#i don’t know how i’m going to function for the rest of the day. i’m going to think about this when i go to sleep for the rest of my life#i feel sick#i’m evil#and being evil isn’t fun silly times it literally makes me want to throw up from how bad i am#too much ranting in the tags and i deserve to be fucking shot in the mouth#but i need somewhere to put this that no one will see this but that is also public so that someone might see and know how sorry i am#feel like fucking bojack horseman#unironically how am i supposed to go on living. how can i live knowing i’m so bad. if i don’t kill myself im being selfish because i’m mak-#-omg everyone deal with my presence and live with a bad person.#i think i’m going too social media entirely except for tumblr maybe bc i can’t or don’t rly talk to anyone on here#i need someone to like give me a good meaning but not in a cathartic way in a way that it genuinely hurts so bad and makes me feel the full#suffering i deserve
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pearl-kite · 2 years
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WIP Whenever
Happy Saturdaaaayyy it's WIP time. Thank you @ejunkiet for the tag (✿◡‿◡)
I have FINALLY finished a completed draft of that silly fighting thing so now I'm running through it for revisions that it definitely needs, so in the meantime the thing I've been chipping away at for a while.
Doing a character sheet of sorts for my Darlin and trying to figure out potential tattoos. Not entirely sold so far? But maybe? idk, it's tough to think of tattoos apparently v_v
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I've been doing small adjustments overall and since my first post of them I've added freckles and a teensy bit of sectoral heterochromia. Because I can (〜 ̄▽ ̄)〜
I.... don't feel like tagging anyone specific right now o3o;;; But if you've been tagged or want to be tagged, feel free to tag me for it I want to see things and read things o3o
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