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3416 · 2 years
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I kinda of agree with one of the anons there. I know no one can have all of someone's thoughts and feelings, but I think you gotta share as much as possible and I don't TK did that. Yes I would have liked to see Carlos hear every single thought in TK's mind or at least have that acknowledged on the show so we know that he knows, even if he can't do shit about it, even if it's painful. You have to. You can stay married to someone all your life and still don't know them but you can try and share as much as possible to make it so they can know a lot of you. They love each other, sure, but Carlos gives so much in that relationship and TK... not so much. Maybe we'll see some side of Carlos to balance that out but so far, nah.
you really don't think carlos has things in his past that tk doesn't 100% know everything about? you genuinely think that? like.. what the hell was episode 2x04 thenfejldksj. if 2x12 was the first time carlos was genuinely vulnerable with him.. how do you explain that then.. do you just think human companionship is about knowing every detail of another human being and their history and their brain (literally all impossible feats btw)??????? like REALLY? you're heavily implying that the sum of tk as a person lies in the worst of his thoughts and his urges and that carlos not knowing them somehow means he doesn't know tk? that's just..... not true. and no one is entitled to that information about another person, even if it's the person they love or who loves them most. tk literally does share that he's happy at the meetings and hates what happened to them, that his anxiety about this specific setback comes from the fact that his mom isn't alive anymore and it's hard, that he's feeling restless and he doesn't know why, that he misses his mom and feels like he'll never be happy again. honestly, on the contrary, a lot of carlos' emotions have to be pried out of him sometimes
i know i keep using this comparison but like. what is your genuine take on therapy? that it's someone's obligation to come home from a draining and emotional therapy session and regurgitate it all to their partner who isn't a trained psychologist and can't help? that you literally need to cut yourself open and expose everything, no matter how personally painful or unproductive it is, bc your partner just wants to know (like.. for no other reason to be selfish and childish?). that's not love at all, that's just controlling, and genuinely loving and healthy relationships shouldn't make you do that. when people love you, they want you to heal.. they'll prioritize that over their own possessive urges. they're human, they'll have feelings about it.. just like this episode shows, but at the end of the day, real love wants you to be better, and when it's as severe as tk's addiction, it takes genuinely selfless acts to help him. tk needs him too, just not in the whole and unrealistic way carlos wants.
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4giorno · 1 year
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yeah no wtf. valk rlly came to save music AGAIN
#somehow they do it everytime they cant keep getting away with thisssssss#are there tears in my eyes or is it just bc i didnt sleep last night HDJFHDHFJF HELP I LOVE THEM SM#oh my god did you hear some of shus notes there???#also im so emotional abt how much this mv and costumis is MIKAS STYLE#like the neon colors the shine the plushies the visuals that i cant think how else to describe as except electronic#and ESP THE CLOTHES like the neon colors on true black but still having the formal look#and the ruffle and the gears AND the patterns having both ornate and geometrical styles#like its sounds like a mess but it all looks so good together like i feel like this is their perfect harmony#and i obv cant read the story for another 2 years but just looking at this i feel like. in the story theyre#gonna be in such a good place in their relationship. like just looking at the outfits this is what comes to mind#and if thats so i really love that its been getting so slowly but steadily better it feels so natural and right#like.... 2 years!!!! seems so long but it feels so strong because of that#omg yeah maybe im completely wrong but this is just what these outfits look like to me#im excited to find out what the story is. aaghhh i cant believe i now need to save dia for 3 full uncap event cards 😭#oh and also they look so fucking pretty hdjfjdjdjf 💖 also the song is so good but who tf was ever in doubt#okay i love them go stream whatever the song is its in japanese so idk bye <3#WAIT EDIT i forgot to say another point why i think this is such a big positive leap in their relationship#is bc yknow we always say oh they never hold hands in their mvs or anything similar#and even being separated by glass in acanthe and shu is reaching for mika so emotionally#but now in this mv they reached out their hands to eachother so that there was barely a millimeter of air#maybe their fingertips even touched idk i have to rewatch to see#but i think its SO significant that after all their reaching their hands are now so close to being able to finally touch
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doctapuella · 1 year
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Roxx Gang - Kerrang, October 1987
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rouge-the-bat · 2 years
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i wish the switch let us make icons out of screenshots. crop them how we like and maybe give some editing/filter options too
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hhawkeye · 2 years
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finished todays tasks in record time (less than an hour) and i dont wanna be That Guy messaging everyone asking them to give me more stuff to do so im just Sitting Here. might start watching severance
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cyber-punk-rock · 2 months
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I think I have a new favorite Maneskin song.
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kimmkitsuragi · 4 months
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dangling "you can play bg3 tonight if you finish your application" over my head but also not doing anything the whole day
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foxstens · 2 years
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idk if ive mentioned this before but i’ve been reading the flowers series
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drunkhazed · 13 days
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seeing jake in person is so…i don’t even have the words for it. when it comes to things like concerts it’s not uncommon to hear about people leaving the venue being biased wrecked by both him and heeseung, and it makes complete sense lol. with jake the way that he carries himself in person is just not something that can be portrayed through a screen. everyone who meets them whether they be fans, interviewers, different staffs they’re working with has consistently described him as being charming and while that’s true i feel like that’s not even a strong enough word. the energy he gives off is insane to say the least. i feel like it could be a confidence thing that when he gets to speak english (i’m referring to us shows) he sort of just lets lose because he can better express himself. and mixed with the adrenaline of performing? dear lord 😭.
and i don’t doubt him being sweet, cute, kind, etc. just based off of how the members talk about him and how their staffs treat him. because every time they get asked who they’d recommend as a bf (lmao) the members basically always without fail choose jake because he’s nice and they say that he would treat you well. that and their families loving him like ni-ki’s family are basically all jake biased and jungwon’s mom was calling jake to tell jungwon to call her 😭. their staffs also treat him as if they’re taking care of a hyper kid who needs to be tended to even if it’s not necessary like they adore him lol. HOWEVER i definitely feel like there’s more to the stage persona than we see. and like you guys mentioned, once they start to mature and fully unlock their potentials…i’m terrified. they’re definitely all still testing out the waters and figuring themselves out but when that time comes a little later down the line i don’t think any of us are gonna be ready lmao.
also someone brought up 02z all being 23 at the same time and when i tell you my head just about exploded. like dealing with one is already gonna be crazy but THREE 😵‍💫
WHEWWWW THESE MESSAGES, YOU GUYS HAD THOUGHTS TO SHARE!!! I’m here for it🥲🩷
’with jake the way that he carries himself in person is just not something that can be portrayed through a screen’ YEAH THISSSSSSS. I’m like I write fic I should be able to articulate it but I can’t…..you just get it or you don’t. he carries himself, at least in America, as more the leader I feel, like he’s the one in charge and I think he’s really that bridge between them and the fans that makes their concerts feel really personal? like he’s so good at that…..THATS HOW I KNOW HE HAS MORE TO HIM THAN ONLY BEING A SUB, yes that too, but he IS charming. like he’s probably so good on first dates and really quick with picking up on someones energy. THIS IS A SKILL, he’d be great at customer service🤣 there’s tact and manipulation there too, because he really is selling an idea of himself and we’re 100% buying it you know.. so yeah I think he’s special in that sense because even idols with media training don’t have his poise. he’s reallllllly good, yeah, this guy would be amazing at selling cars😭😭
for example I saw two different journalists who interviewed enhypen acting like Jake wanted them after🤣🤣 like girl BYEEEE, HE’S WORKINGGGG. thats why he’s so good at the fuck boy thing, we can’t write him off as a himbo at all. he’s SMART, very smart. if that was my man… I’d have jealousy issues I knowwwww it.
ok I think his relationship with Niki is sooooooo cute? like even though they have a small age difference and Jake’s Aus/Korean, Niki’s Japanese I think Jake really took him in as a younger brother and made more effort with him because of those things. like neither of them are technically home, and Niki being younger/still developing I feel like Jake wants to be there for him to rely on. usually I’m looking at groups like ‘oh they dont really like each other…’ but idk when I watch enha they seem pretty chill around each other and some members are closer which is normal but I think they kind of have cute relationships….coworkers who turned into friends, definitely helps that they trauma bonded in a way.
should be interesting to see how much they change with age and maturity, they’re already experiencing life at lightening speed😩 my biggest wish for them is to never lose sense of happiness. I cant imagine being them tbh, like I think being an idol seems terrible, I’d be paranoid 24/7 :/ they deserve so much for everything they give and all the time they sacrifice to make us happy. so no matter what I hope they remain happy above all and do what is best for them.
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hotluncheddie · 28 days
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not to get political or anything BUT i can’t sleep so it’s time for gator legging thots teeheeebeee 👹
you have to start slow with him, despite begging for it multiple times a day like a needy slut he still thinks it’s a little bit gay (he’s just very scared and so you have a discussion about the difference between being scared and being bigoted). when you get him to settle into the idea, it starts with some fingers on his perineum as you suck him off. you help him douche, and the first time you actually get any fingers up there he stops you about two minutes in. after giving him ample aftercare and forehead kisses, you drop the idea completely until a month later you come home and find him with his own fingers buried deep inside of hole, whimpering and leaking with pleasure. although his hearing has gotten better since he went blind, he clearly didn’t hear you and so you left him to play with himself while you went to drop off some library books.
still not wanting to pressure him, you give him due time to explore and think on his own until one day you’re working your hand over his cock and he gets very upset. he asks why you haven’t asked him about anal since the day he stopped you, especially since he knew you had been there and was hoping you’d find him (so much for being sneaky). after a long and productive conversation about what he had explored and was comfortable with, you agreed to try experimenting again.
this led to his current predicament. gator was naked now with his ass lined up against a dildo that had been suctioned to a wall. for the last half hour, you had been guiding his hips on and off the plastic, fucking him deep and fast but never enough to let him arrive to pleasure. if he tried to sink back himself, he would feel your hard hand smack across his pale and luscious skin. tears were running down his face as you told him how pretty and well behaved he was, he was finally ready to take real cock. his ability to speak left him as you rolled him over, kissing along his neck and pressing extra lube to his hole. you grabbed his hand and he consented with two squeezes, ready to feel the stretch of your strap on. it was so overwhelming that he almost fully blacked out as you rolled your hips against him, unaware of the tantalizing and wanton sounds he was making each time you brushed his prostate. when he finally did come, it was with a silent scream as you licked the spot right below his ear that drove him so crazy. even though you were only away from him briefly while you cleaned the scene up and peed (no utis here), he could barely breath without your touch. he hadn’t slept as well as he did that night spooning you since he was a little boy.
RAAAAA IDK IF I LIKE IT BUT WHATEVA -🫚
i saw this while i was a WORK and i had to CONTAIN myself!!! it was very DIFFICULT!!!!
bc BARK BARK BARK BARK
like i’m obsessed with thisssssss!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
just him getting overwhelmed the first time and then WANTING to be found playing with himself!!!!! the little brat!!!!!
and the ughhhhhhh him fucking a dildo on the wall?!?! but only when you move him!!! no fucking himself!! you do all the fucking tonight!!! such a good needy boy!!! going so sweet and pliant, mind too foggy for words anymore 🥴🥴🥴🥴 and then he would need such close gooey aftercare!! he’s sleep so well!! loved getting filled so much!!!
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that night where you finally went there together. stretching him out and fucking him stupid on your strap. it’s all you can both think about. you want to see him whimper and cry the way he did when he was stuffed full and fucked stupid. you want to get him sloppy wet with lube again and see that flush go all the way down to his hip bones. want to tease him for being such a cock slut.
you both need it. as soon as possible.
a lazy sunday afternoon rolls around and gator comes over already squirming. you hope your guess is right as to why but you want him to say it. want him to beg for it.
when you greet him at the door he lunges forward for a already sloppy kiss, the kind he’d give halfway though a date, when he’s floating off somewhere, not right at the start.
you hold him gently by the throat, not squeezing, just using the loose grip to hold his face at an angle you can see him at. ‘want something baby?’ you coo, watching his pretty lips part, mouth wet and pink and wanting.
he swallows, leaning into your hand. ‘want, want it again.’ he says.
‘and what’s it?’ you ask, ‘be a big boy and use your words.’ the condescension makes gator shiver, flush pretty pink.
‘want, want the strap again mommy.’ he whispers. you feel the vibrations from his soft voice travel up his neck.
‘oh, good boy.’
he moans as you pull him into a hug, grabbing two handfuls of his ass and squeezing. finger searching for his hole through his sweats. ‘that why you’re so riled up already?’ you ask. circling his already loose hole, you gasp a little ‘did you already stretch yourself?’ and gator whines, nodding into your neck and grinding his cock against your thigh. ‘needy slut’, he wants it so badly, already so pretty and loose for you, mind half gone.
‘strip and sit on the couch.’ you command, going to get the strap and lube from the bedroom.
you come back to gators on his hands and knees across the couch. back arched and tongue lolling slightly out of his mouth. he’s beautiful.
you trace his back and the curve of his ass. slipping two fingers in easily, adding a third after he begs for it so sweetly, a bit of drool slipping out and falling on the pillows beneath him.
‘ple-please mommy.’ he whines, arching back into your fingers, easily taking three.
you smack his ass lightly. ‘up. baby’s going to ride it.’ and gator scrambles to stand, a little unsteady but you guide his hand to the strap at your hips, letting him feel the length again. holding his hand as you settle back in the couch, pulling him to straddle your hips.
his mouth is still pretty and open and panting. he raises up high on his knees and grips your hand harder as the other lines up the toy with his wet hole. his panting tuning into near constant whimpers and whines as you guide him to sink slowly onto the toy, holding his thighs still to let him settle once he reaches the base.
he breaths heavily through his nose, tears slipping out now and you swirl one of his hard pink nipples into your mouth. ‘move for mommy baby.’ you prompt.
and gator does, beautifully.
he lifts up almost to the tip, before gliding smoothly back down, increasing the pace quickly. rocking his hips and forcing the toy as deep as it will go. bouncing on it. holding onto your shoulders for support and you can’t help watching him, awed. your sweet, desperate boy taking what he needs, asking for what he wants and doing so good, being so perfect.
his cock in red and leaking, pressed between the two of you. you want to see him finish, he’s held out so well. ‘cum for mommy baby. cum on mommy cock.’ you need to see him come like this, above you.
he speeds up, letting it fill him over and over again. grinding on the toy and grinding his cock between your bodies, chasing it, building to his peak. you wrap you hand around his length and pump once. gator wails, cumming all over your chest and stomach, riding out his orgasm by grinding in tight little circles, moaning.
you pull his head down, licking deeply in his mouth, carding your fingers into his hair and pulling, relishing in his whine.
you guide him to pull off and lay on the couch cushions. taking off the strap to kiss him and whisper phrases between each peck. he did so well, fucking himself so good.
but you can’t take it anymore. ‘will baby do something for mommy?’ you ask, licking over his lips and tracing his jaw with your fingers. he nods, eager, cute.
you kiss him one more time, rising up to straddle either side of his face. ‘oh fuck.’ gator moans, pulling you down onto his eager mouth.
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🫚 what you sent was so good thank you!!! i enjoyed reading it so much fuck!!!
hope this was okay i think we mentioned mommy kink before but ye i hope it doesn’t make u uncomfy <3
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jennavalenzuela · 2 months
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omg omg omg i needed a place to rant and get all of my feelings out so, like, why not tumblr?? no one has to read this lol. hehehehahhahahaah i think i have the biggest case of imposter syndrome ever. so i just graduated w a bio degree last may and i’m trying to plan what to do next. after grad i moved back home and got a part time job at a math tutoring center and i’ve been there since like august. ive also been applying for jobs as a research assistant/technician in boston bc i need to get out of my hometown and do something lol. i’m lonely here ok.
and now like my part time job is trying to promote me and a couple of core people are leaving but i’m applying for other stuff and might be leaving soon too and i feel so bad bc like idk what to do at alllll. they’re gonna be understaffed and i know it’s not my responsibility but i still feel like an ass.
i have an in person interview in boston on monday and idk what i’m doing like i keep second guessing if this is what i wanna do and like idk at all. i had an interview w another position that really made me doubt myself and my whole life trajectory and ugh i hate this. idk what i want at all and i just wake up tired and sad and stressed every day what is thisssssss. i just feel like a loser and a poser. and i’m worried like should i be choosing a dif city, dif types of jobs???? i just don’t knowwwww
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terrifying-acceptance · 6 months
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dude, idk why i thought this was a good idea but i decided to binge all of adventure time over the weekend bc i forgot some of the lore and wanted a refresher and junk
i've been watching adventure time for, like, 10 hours straight and i'm only on season 3. THERE'S 10 SEASONS.
i just looked up how many episodes there were and there's fucking 283 of them????? IT'S GONNA TAKE ME, LIKE, 50 FUCKING HOURS R U KIDDING MEEEEEE
i feel physically sick rn, i'm practically melting into my couch. why did i think i should do thisssssss
but i can't give up now, the sunk-cost fallacy won't allow it! see you on the other side, soldier
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sequinhaze · 1 year
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idk why i’m sending this to you specifically but i got brainrot about a jegulus fic idea and i’m sharing it to you anonymously, do with this as you please.
Fashion Designer Regulus who mainly works with musicians, but does occasional projects for other famous people (actors n shit). But everyone knows he’s a bit of an ass and he’s hired generally as a “I can’t hire anyone else” type of deal despite making the most ground breaking designs because he’s known to knock some sense into musicians and actors.
And Musician & Actor James who everyone knows is dramatic and difficult to deal with. Typical childhood Disney star who went of the rails a bit. Every one of his fashion designers or make up artists quit, like no one wants to put up with him. Like he’s still sunny and cheerful but also not?
But after James’ last designer quit his manager (Im thinking Lily or Marlene for some reason???) decides to hire Regulus to get James back on the rails but James ends up really interested in him and keeps doing stupid shit in order to get Regulus to pay more attention to him.
BESTIE PLS DO WRITE THISSSSSSS
i love love love fame aus or anything to do with that asdfghjhg
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sttoru · 8 months
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THANK YOU THO LOVE YOU *SMOOCH*
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ALSO GO TO BED ???? IDK WHAT TIME IT IS FOR U BUT FOR ME ITS 5 AM SO GN POOKS
WHAT IS THISSSSSSS (he.. kinda looks fine in the second one) HELPPP
ALSO . karma. GO TO SLEEP????? 5AM???? WHY R U NOT KNOCKED OUT IN BED RN 👞💥💥 I JUST WOKE UP AND ITS LIKE 11 AM HERE GN BABY !!! sleep well :3333
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rinhaler · 2 months
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*ahem* luxe I’ve seen ur reblog about being a piss kink ally and idk if you are but I mean…
*blushes like a slut*
bully!megumi WOULD
recently developed a piss kink and I'm shy about it 😭😭 BULLY MEGUMI STOP THISSSSSSS
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missvivisx · 11 months
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starts around 3 mins & idk why it's not bright fuckin red like mine was but OOOOOUGH. I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THISSSSSSS
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