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#idk if this is already common knowledge but hey
nex-ture · 7 months
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Hi, could I solo a Mikey with a shy reader at a Toman meeting? Please
Manjiro (Mikey) Sano x gn!reader
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2-year-old asks!! I post every blue moon. I also took creative liberty cause, idk wtf I was supposed to write
I might have accidentally put "He" somewhere in here for the reader, but I'm illiterate so don't come for me
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Y/N was always so quiet. They weren't an ordinary member, but they never stood out like a sore thumb. The only person attention they ever seem to steal was Mikey and an ever so curious Takemichi. Whenever Takemichi didn't know someone or their position, he would ask his trusty, right-hand man, Chifuyu.
"Who's the kid, the one leaning against the pillar." Takemichi turned towards his partner with an egar look on his face.
"That's L/N Y/N. They're not the most talkative, if I'm being honest. But they show up to just about every gang meeting and division captain meeting." Chifuyu mentioned off as if this should be common knowledge.
Takemichi looked at Y/N, now talking to Mikey. They were deep into conversation, yet they would only ever talk to Mikey, maybe on the rare occasion would they be caught talking to another founding member.
Chifuyu leaned closer to Takemichi to mention something in a loud whisper, "There's rumor stirring that they're actually dating, or at the very least crushing."
Takemichi continued to stare at the two as Mikey left to officially start the Toman meeting.
Y/N seemed to be keeping to themselves throughout the whole meeting, every once in a while people would usually turn to talk about what their captain said, but Y/N didn't seem to have interest in that.
When the meeting finished, Y/N hoped on the back of Mikeys back as they went home. Takemichi was dead set on uncovering their relationship. Why would Mikey be so interested in someone who barely spoke, and why would anyone be into Mikey...
Takemichi walked over to the few remaining captains, which consisted of Draken, Mitsuya, Smiley, and Angry. They all left shortly after Mikey, aside from Sanzu, who left the exact second Mikey did.
"Hey Draken, can I ask you something?" Takemichi walked closer to the group who were previously lost in conversation. "Does it have something to do with Y/N?" Draken questioned like he already knew.
Takemichi was taken aback by his response, begging to know how he knew... was Draken a timeleaper, too!? Takemichi was quickly brought back down to earth when Draken spoke, "It was kinda hard not to notice how intently you were staring at Y/N almost the whole meeting." Takemichi was a bit embarrassed by this. He knew he was staring, but he didn't know it was that obvious.
"Yeah, do you guys know what's up with Y/N? They don't seem to talk to anyone but Mikey." Takemichi let out in what seemed like one breath. A few in the group looked at him dazed, others with a curious look to hear the answer. "Well, I think it's normal to feel most comfortable around you, partner." Draken uttered like it was the most obvious response in the world.
Takemichi looked at Draken dumbfounded with his response, though he's not shocked, Drakens acting like he knows every last thing about the personal lives of the Toman members. "Oh yeah, Y/N and Mikey are dating...if you didn't know." Draken says, still making direct eye contact with a dumb founded Takemichi.
Takemichi sighs, thanking Draken before heading over to wear Chifuyu had parked his bike so his partner could take him home. He made sure to tell Chifuyu that his suspicions about Mikey and Y/N were true, earning a loud yell in excitement from Chifuyu over his correct assumption.
As Takemichi was dropped off at his house, he made a note to himself to get to know the person dating his best friend.
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lyramundana · 9 months
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Hii, fellow poly Minsung whore activist here🥰 I’m nervous about using my account so I went anon, I hope you don’t mind. I have a little scenario here that I’m probably so wrong for but I’m delulu ash.
Maybe reader (whose a fan or a friend is dragging her along with them) meets Minsung (who’re already in a relationship ofc) in a city they’re having a concert in. Minsung are like “hey ykw she kinda fine, let’s spice things up and bring her back to the hotel.” During their night together, the boys use degradation, praise, grips hard enough to bruise, and soft touches just to make her head spin.
Now I love me some a sprinkle of angst. She has a moment of overthinking after Minsung fall asleep and escapes?? Sort of lol. Minsung do not like this, no no no😔.
That night, she ends up at their concert with some good ass ground floor tickets. While she doubted they would see her and if they did, they probably wouldn’t recognize her (girl like they weren’t giving you the best dicking down of your life the night before), they do in fact see her and you just made this easier for them bbg. They told the other members and security guards to bring her backstage after the show.
Oh babe they mad as hellll. They don’t even wait to get back to the hotel as they drag her to an empty room and destroy her. We’re talking hand prints on her ass, more prominent fingerprint shapes on her hips, arms and neck, tears streaming down her face, the whole 9 yards.
Idk where to go from there tbh. Anyways I hope you enjoyed my delulu thoughts <3
Okay now, honey. First of all, there's no such thing as a "wrong" scenario. Everything that it's discussed in this blog is acceptable and very much not-delulu, so don't brush off your scenarios. Specially when is so FUCKING GOOD AND DELICIOUS like this one. Like, excuse me🥵🥵🥵?? You came up with this masterpiece and brought it to me for free?? Sweetie, you should post it in your own blog and let the world see this jewel of yours. Don't feel nervous of using your account. I always make my horny, unhinged requests displaying my username. This is Tumblr. No one here can judge you for your thoughts
You bet I enjoyed every line of this delulu side of yours.
Reader doesn't really follow the group, but her friend is a Stay and this concert is the lifelong opportunity they've been dreaming off, but they don't want to go alone, so they drag Reader to accompany them. While the friend is resting in the hotel/house, Reader decides to take a stroll around the city and comes across MinSung at some point. Maybe they meet in a shop, where they struck a converstation about common interests, and seeing they get along well MinSung agree and say "fuck it, can we join you?" and that's how they get to know each other better.
Reader doesn't know who they are, but their faces are familiar, and they're just happy to chat with someone like normal people. They've wanted to explore the city a bit before the concert, as the weather looked great for some alone time together, but they encountered the language barrier issue and the lack of knowledge about the place. When Reader appears and helps them out, being so friendly and nice about it, their first instinct is glue themselves to her for the rest of journey. Also, they find her really attractive and can't help but admire her discreetly and exchange appreciative comments that she can't understand. And that's how they spent their day hanging out, just the three of them, while Reader acts like a guide and they start to be bolder with her.
At some point they're sitting in a bar together, drinking a bit, and they have privacy to talk about anything. It's also then whey they begin to make their attraction clear. They've been so fucking stressed with this tour, sex recently hasn't been enough for them, and she's just so gorgeous. So cute. The way she speaks, moves, even the way she dress is driving them mad slowly. It doesn't help that she returns every bold gesture from them. She's not blind. She finds them hot too and it's been a while since she had some "fun".
So, after a while of wandering hands, spicy "jokes" and suggestive comments, the tension feels too thick and they throw the question in.
"We should get going back to our hotel room. Want to come with us and see it?"
She's not drunk enough to miss the intentions behind that question, but she's tipsy enough to accept.
The flirting doesn't stop and when they set a foot in the elevator, the tension snaps. They jump at her like hungry wolves, biting and grabbing every piece of skin they can get their hands on, and Reader welcomes all of it like a submissive lamb, ready to be devoured.
They struggle to open the door, being so occupied feeling her up under her clothes and leaving marks already. Once they're inside, one of them closes the door with a kick without taking his attention from her. They leave a path of clothes behind them that ends up in their bedroom and then she's thrown to the bed. She doesn't have time to recover before they're on her again, exploring every inch of her know naked body with their mouths and hands. Her brain is all mushy from the intense pleasure and adrenaline she's feeling. MinSung unleash all the pent up frustrations and desire they've been dealing with on her.
The entire night was filled with her moans and whimpers while they took her roughly, leaving their hands printed on her hips and inner thighs, as they groaned and cried out of sheer pleasure and relief. Sometimes they went at her at the same time, others they took turns while one watched.
"Such a good girl for us, isn't she, jagi?"
"Damn right she is, so eager to please us, to let us play with her body."
"Look at her, so obedient and cute for us. What a good whore, letting herself be fucked by some men she doesn't even know"
"Go on, use your mouth like the little slut you are. Nice job, kitten"
"We'll fill you up so much it'll be leaking out of you for days"
Her mind turns blank, the world spins, and her body starts to shake uncontrollably and tremble with the amount of orgasm she had. They grab her legs and torso with such force it feels they're trying to press the imprint themselves in it, moving her body as they please to find the right angle. When she cums again, she's half-unconscious and the boys are tired too, finally spent. They clean her up, massage the bruises the left and watch her fall asleep while caressing her face and kissing her skin. They chat for a while before the tiredness consumes them too, Reader safely kept in their arms.
The morning after, she's the first to wake up and doesn't take long to realize what happened. She remembers enough of it and feels her face get warm at the memory, but also gets giddy at it. She stretches a bit, careful to not wake them up, and supress a hiss of pain when she feels the marks they left. She reaches for her phone, reading the messages and calls from her friend, who's worried sick, at which Reader calms them down by giving them a "censored" version of the events. Then the friends reminds her of the concert and sends a photo of one of the promotional posters, featuring all members.
Reader feels her blood freeze inside her body.
She turns around to look at the boys in bed, then at the picture on the phone, then at the bed again, and she feels faint.
Maybe it's the remnants of the alcohol, maybe it's the weight of the revelation, maybe it's the lack of sleep she got, but Reader has to fight off a panic attack and the only thing she can think of at this moment is running away from this situation. So she gets dressed, grabs her stuff, and leaves hurriedly without waking them up and full intention of not looking back. When the boys wake up, they expected to see her in their arms still and maybe get another round, but imagine their shock when they see she's not there. Ohh honey, they're seriously mad. Why the fuck did she run? How could she after they night they had? They try to brush off the anger because they know chances of seeing her again are slim and there's no point.
Meanwhile, Reader's friend notices she's not quite the same since she came back and she's even more reluctant than before in attending the concert. To get her friend off her back, she admits she saw MinSung during her walk and chatted with them "a bit" and now she's embarrased to see them. Her friend, obviously, has a fangirl moment at first and chastises Reader for not telling her first, bombing her with questions, but she avoids the spicy parts of the story. Her friend finally tells her to not worry, that although their seats give a good view of the stage, it'll be very hard for the boys to spot her in the crowd anyway. Reader relents and goes to the concert, having dressed prettily at her friends' insistence because "they have to look their best for the occasion!". When they arrive, Reader feels more at ease with the amount of people surrounding her and thinks her friend said the true.
However, when the group comes to the stage, she feels her heart stop at recognizing the men she had that glorious night of sex with and becomes shifty. They don't make signs of having spoted her, even when Jisung came near their zone, he didn't seemed to notice her, and she allowed herself to enjoy the performance, convinced that they was safe. But she didn't know Jisung had indeed spoted her, hence he aproached their location to confirm. He didn't hesitate in telling Minho, and when they overcame the shock, they former anger came back again and they agreed to a plan. Stays could feel a shift in the boys' performance, they seemed more brutal, harsher.
When the concert ended, Reader was about to leave with her friend until a security guard stopped her and told her she was demanded backstage. Both of them were shocked and confused, and Reader's friend even acted worried, refusing to ler her go in fear she got in trouble for something. Reader calmed her down and asked her to wait in the hotel, since the man told them it wasn't anything bad. While she was leaving, the friend winked at her and exclaimed "tell me all the details when you sign the NDA".
A staff members takes her to an empty dressing room and tells her to wait, leaving her alone there. She's fidgeting, not knowing what to expect but having a small suspicion. Suddenly, the door opens with a slam and she jumps in the place. When she sees the two boys enter and locking the door behind them, she knows she's fucked.
They let her know exactly how pissed off they are, interrogating her and even accusing her of being a fan pretending to not know them just to get her wet dream come true. She argues back and denies it all, returning all their yells, until a hand grabs her painfully by the jaw.
"You don't fucking get to talk back to us, whore. We should've put you in your place from the beginning"
"I think she's a little too high up there, jagiya. Let's remind her exactyl what her place is"
All the gentleness they showed the first night is gone. Her clothes are ripped in shreds and thrown carelessly around the room, as she's pushed forcefully on the ground.
They don't hide their satisfaction and pride at seeing the faint marks they left previously, pressing them enough to make her whine in pain.
"Don't whine, slut. We're about to give you even more of them."
They go at her at the same time, no turns now. They edge her until she's sobbing and screaming, first with their fingers and then with their tongues. She gets spanked by one of their belts, feeling the bruises starting to form in her ass cheeks and thighs. She's then gagged with the same belt because "way too fucking loud, kitten. you're not allowed to make a sound".
When she's spasming, eyes rolling back and begging through the belt for some release, anything, the boys exchange a knowing glance and untie the gag, letting her breathe through her mouth in relief. But her relief doesn't last when they position her in the middle, with both of their dicks inching to her cunt. She knows they're up to something, but her brain is too fucked to guess what. When she feels both of their cocks entering her at once, she's about to scream again but a hand quickly covers her mouth, and they both start moving agressively inside her, leaving their dicks printed in her walls. The feelinf their cocks rubbing against each other and her clenching almost makes them cum again, but they control themselves.
They fucked her back and forth across the room, moving from the ground to the couch to the chairs to the make up tables, etc.
"That's what you fucking deserve for leaving us, baby. What the fuck were you thinking with that dead brain of yours, hm?"
"Look at her, so cockdumb already, acting like a desesperate bitch in heat. Aren't two cocks enough for you?"
"Is this what you wanted? Being fucked by two celebrities to share the experience with your friends? Of course you did. You're nothing but an attention seeking slut, only thinking about having a dick inside you"
"We'll make sure you can't even walk after this. You're not going anywhere this time, darling. Let's see how can you run away then."
She can no longer tell if what she's feeling is pain or pleasure, but when they cum inside her and she feels both of their cocks twitching inside her, it triggers her own orgams and her vision turns white. She faints in their arms, muttering and having spasms. They pause to recover their breaths too, checking on her worriedly and chuckling softly when she replies gibberish. One of them lifts her up bridal style and lay her down in the couch, both caging her with their bodies.
"You were ours from the moment you entered our your bedroom"
Tagging @channieandhisgoonsquad @2chopsticks2eyes @sweetracha because they gave me ideas for this. Feel free to add something or give your own version of it. The more the merrier.
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jupitercomet · 5 months
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I hope getting the biters goes well!!! Anyway, as much as I love boxer Bradley (don’t tell them but he’s my fav), SURFER BRADLEY!!
Surfer bradley and reader (I’ve decided Sharky or Atlantis would be good nicknames.. idk) going to the Aquarium and tellling eachother fun facts about the different marine animals, and eventually they start having a very competitive challenge to see who can say the coolest marine animal facts, and they get mayhaps a bit hot and heavy 💔 NOT IN PUBLIC JUST LIKE… maybe in Bradley’s car (Jake’s car?)
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thank you! I'm a lil nervous but I think it'll go okay. and I already had the name bubbles picked out for her so I hope that's okay :) anyway enjoy!
Bradley night
“Did you know there’s over 2000 different species of starfish?” Bradley points at the tank in front of you, drawing your attention to the rusty orange starfish sticking to one of the rock-like decorations.
You glance at it. “I do. And that’s a common starfish, by the way. They can live for 35 years.”
“Wha—” Bradley trails after you as you move onto the next exhibit. “You’re supposed to be impressed that I know that.”
“Why would I be impressed that you know basic knowledge?”
Bradley squawks in offense. “That’s not basic knowledge— Jake, tell her that’s not basic knowledge!”
The blond who had, up until this point, been talking quietly with his girlfriend rolls his eyes. From what you understand, the two of them make frequent trips to the aquarium that Bradley usually tags along for—though you can’t tell if he’s actually invited or not. It was your day off and you didn’t have any classes so Bradley suggested that you come along too, to witness the aquarium as a “civilian”. 
“Leave me out of your weird foreplay, Bradshaw,” Jake glares at his friend.
Jake’s girlfriend Nemo—you’ve learned not to ask—giggles quietly when Bradley throws the finger up in response. “It’s not foreplay!” He protests. “And don’t act like you knew how many species of starfish there are.”
“I did!” Nemo raises her hand quickly and it’s almost adorable how Jake’s features melt at the sound of her voice.
Still, you turn to Bradley with a smug look. “See?”
“That’s different,” Bradley argues.
“How?” When Bradley doesn’t respond, you jut your chin up proudly, continuing through the aquarium to look at the next tank of fish.
From behind you, you hear Bradley whisper harshly. “You’re supposed to be my wing-woman, Mo!”
“I do not know what that means.”
You hold back a laugh, reigning in your features when Bradley makes his way back over to you. He throws his arm over your shoulder, to which you make a noise of protest but no actual attempt to get out from under his bicep. He points at the jellyfish in front of you, pulling you closer to his side when a young child rushes over to check out the jellyfish as well.
“Did you know that seeing jellyfish in groups like this is actually pretty rare in the wild? It only really happens if they’re following the same food source or traveling in the same water current.”
“Okay,” you hum. “That’s more impressive that you know that than the starfish thing.”
“See? I told you I’m a smart guy, bubbles. I’ll blow your fucking mind with how much I know about the ocean.” Bradley puffs his chest out proudly.
You have to admit, it’s a little strange how many facts he’s been dropping throughout your trip to the aquarium. It’s not that you think Bradley is stupid, far from it, but his obsession with sharks seemed to end at sharks and you didn’t really expect him to know much more about other sea life. But this entire day he’s been spitting out facts at you and then looking at you expectantly.
You let your gaze fall from the jellyfish exhibit and Bradley’s hand hanging off your shoulder catches your eye. Your brows furrow when you realize it’s covered in blue streaks and without thinking you grab his hand with your own to get a closer look.
“Hey—” Bradley tries to pull his hand away, but you don’t let him as you read the words scribbled on his skin. “Look, this isn’t—”
You look back up at him finally. “You wrote marine biology facts on your hand so you could impress me?”
“Well, I mean—” Bradley scratches the back of his neck with his other hand. “When you put it like that—” The words die on his tongue when you suddenly release his hand in favor of grabbing the collar of his shirt and dragging him down to your face.
“You’re gonna take me home now and put that hand to better use,” you tell him quietly.
Bradley audibly gulps and then nods against your lips. “Yes, ma’am.”
The two of you don’t waste a second longer in the aquarium, quickly scrambling towards the exit without even a thought spared to the two people who came with you.
Jake watches the two of you leave with a wrinkle of his nose. “I knew that was weird foreplay.”
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Hey hey! Idk if you’re up for headcanon requests or if you have a limit but if you’re vibing with this, I’d like to humbly request a headcanon about your 6 JJK characters realizing they’ve caught the feelz for someone! Please and thanks!
Requests are always welcome, I'll get to them all as soon as I can, always!
Thank you for requesting, I had a very traumatic day today so this gives me something to focus one :) I did my best, sorry if they're awful.
As requested, headcannons for Nobara, Yuuji, Megumi, Gojo, Nanami and Sukuna catching the feelz:
Kugisaki Nobara
She hadn't thought much of (Y/N) to begin with; She's not at Jujutsu tech to make friends, but it happens anyway in the most unexpected of places.
(Y/N) is someone who gives gloriously few fucks about what people think, they live by their own rules and they do not apologise for it. It's usually something Nobara would find infuriating in someone, but the way (Y/N) carries themselves with poise and dignity just isn't something she can hate.
It doesn't take long for her to pick up on her feelings, she wants to be close to (Y/N), hopes to be paired with them on missions even though (Y/N) always seems to end up dealing with the worst curses.
Seeing as she's not exactly one to be silent, Kugisaki outright comes out to say it.
'Hey, you're pretty cool.' Her tone was an attempt at casual, but (Y/N) knows that blush on her cheeks isn't from the makeup. 'We should, hang out, outside of class.'
(Y/N) can't help but giggle, Kugisaki isn't as subtle as she thinks she is, the older sorcerer has noticed that crush, mostly because they return it. 'Sure, Saturday, there's a restaurant I want to take you too. Six?'
'Seven.'
'It's a date.'
Fushiguro Megumi
What the fuck does he do with this? Feelings he can't control? This is not what he calls fun.
He's known (Y/N) for years, ever since Gojo rolled into his life, (Y/N) had been around. His age, the unwanted child of a powerful family, they couldn't be any more like him, and yet, they were night and day.
He's quiet, (Y/N) makes their presence known without fear, a beacon of light in his world of shadow.
It's only now that his feelings crept up on him, but in truth...he's loved them for years.
Does he know what to do with those feelings? Absolutely not!
It's up to (Y/N) to pick up on the lingering stares, the warmed cheeks, that smouldering look in his eyes. Suddenly, he's concerned about what missions they take on, suddenly he cares about how many hours they spend training, how well they sleep... it's obvious what's going on, but it takes them time to decide what to do.
With (Y/N)'s mind made up, they knock on Megumi's door after curfew, and the moment he opens the door, they pulled them in, and kissed him.
'You could have just told me, you ass!'
'Would you have kissed me like that if I had?'
Itadori Yuuji
Sunshine ball has no shame, none. When his feelings started, you'd have no idea, because he's always so damn kind.
He knows (Y/N)'s favourite foods at every restaurant they've ever gone too. Café order? Knows that one too.
He knows that their right knee hitches when the weather changes suddenly and he knows that extra training makes them crave savoury things, and yet, he can't remember what the hell he had for breakfast that morning.
He's at their side every chance he gets, lavishing them in attention or just being with them in silence. He's learned which is needed and when.
It's (Y/N) who's convinced they fell in love first, not with what he does, but the way he does it all with a smile, determination. He's hosting the King of curses in his head and yet he doesn't let that horrendous curse drag him down.
Itadori confesses shamelessly after a mission, declaring his crush after a mission like it was common knowledge, even though he's already wincing for a rejection.
The blush on his face when (Y/N) kissed him was pinker than his hair.
'D'aw, you're so cute!'
'Nah, you're cuter!'
Gojo Satoru
Him? Feelings? Like...real ones?
He hates it. Borderline bullies (Y/N) over it. Or he would, if (Y/N) didn't nip it in the bud. If he even thought about having an attitude they'd kick his ass, verbally at least.
Feelings break sorcerers, feelings are the reason curses exist at all. Make no mistake, it takes months, months for him to come to terms with himself.
Loving (Y/N) means someone he can't lose, someone who could stand to be yet another failure if he did lose them. Loving (Y/N) means putting a chink in his armour in a world where special grades aren't so special.
Most of that time, he spends trying to talk his stubborn heart out of love. He can't care again, he already cares too much, but (Y/N), gorgeous, stubborn creature, kicks his ass at that too.
For a straight week, they have the worst luck known to man, meeting special grade after special grade, and every single time he was called in to back them up, they'd exorcised it by the time he got there.
There is an infinity between them...hell of a slim infinity.
'Hey, are you flirting with me, seriously?' (Y/N) drawls playfully over breakfast. Was that hope in their eyes?
'Sure am, what do you say, are you madly in love with me yet?'
'Wouldn't tell you if I was, Mr Ego.'
'Well, I am the strongest. I'll just try a little harder next time.'
Nanami Kento
He is a grown adult, a grown man, he does not have a crush... but if they bite their lip like that one more time he will have no choice but to smile.
(Y/N) is nothing short of adorable, every little mannerism and quirk, he knows them all and spends copious amounts of time wondering what causes them.
They roll their eyes whenever an assignment comes in at an inconvenient hour (or when Gojo talks). They wrinkle their nose at the sight of literally any raw meat or bad coffee. Honestly, their face is a catalogue of their day written in a code Nanami is eager to decipher, bit by bit.
Small tokens of his affection pop up in (Y/N)'s life at random. Late night? Coffee's on your desk.
Skipped lunch? There's a sandwich waiting for you.
He never asks for thanks, never admits to doing it, but (Y/N) knows precisely who it was, and the moment he knows his feelings are reciprocated, he's made a reservation at a restaurant he knows they'll love and has a rose in hand for the invitation.
'Would you like to join me for-?'
'YES!'
Ryomen Sukuna
God, help, you.
Sukuna does not have feelings, he has wants, and he wants (Y/N). Broken, obedient, quiet. He's done it before, he's done it a thousand times. Hunting from a body not his own is a mild inconvenience at best.
The only thing that gives him pause is (Y/N) being more powerful than he gave them credit for.
They lash out without fear, they fight with their brain, not in blind panic.
All it is, is a chase. The longer they make him wait, the more he will enjoy breaking them apart, piece by piece.
'Keep running, little rabbit, look forward to the day I catch you.'
'Dude, you are creepy!'
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kingg-of-avidya · 7 months
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hey so ik saw that post about the panel where jouno is referred to as king of avidya and as a desi person that really really intrigued me. I did some really quick research cuz ik the antonym of that word which is 'vidya' it's a sanskrit word for knowledge and its a pretty common word but the word avidya is not something that is heard often. So I was wondering why he was referred to as that and what it means for him.
Basically I dont think it's used in a negative when referring to him? I don't think it was used in a way to insult him by calling him ignorant(?) Cuz mainly no one uses it like that and also idk the og japanese translation of that so don't mind me anyway.
Idk if you are desi or a hindu/Buddhist and neither am I an expert in indian religions but I did some but I did some research and found some pretty cool stuff
and here goes my rant sorry for infodumping on you
so vidya means knowledge avidya is the antonym of vidya it literally means ignorance, misconceptions or incorrect knowledge.
But this is mostly used in religious contexts (its not really used in non religious contexts and ive never heard any word in indian languages which is derived from it so thats why i found it interesting this is my first time hearing it actually) and its a key concept in indian religions including Hinduism and Buddhism. It's been mentioned in many religious texts.
Basically according to indian religions, avidya means ignorance in the context of metaphysical reality. The usage is different based on the religion.
In vedic literature, avidya means illusion, spiritual ignorance.
Hinduism considers denial or misconception of Atman(soul/self) as avidya (aka the primal ignorance of who we are) and Buddhism considers denial/ misconception An-atman(non-soul)(aka in sentient beings there is no permanent substance called a soul) as avidya.
And since bsd happens to have a lot of references hear and there to Buddhism regarding certain things and characters in the manga I wanna focus on Buddhism.
Basically it is the misconceptions of the basic essence of nature/reality.
In Buddhism. Avidya is the root cause of Dukkha(sanskrit for pain, suffering) is the first link to rebirth. (you could say that that's kinda a not good thing in Buddhism ig cuz)
[In Buddhism (and hinduism), it is believed that a living being once born dies and rebirth and so on this endless cycle is called Samsara and the main goal of a being in these religion is to stop this cycle and achieve salvation(called Nirvana not the band lol in Buddhism and moksha(hinduism) this is achieved by enlightenment of one's soul. Anyway I digress]. Removal of avidya causes to overcoming dukkha (which is part of the Four Noble Truths in Buddhism) the concept is sound in many Buddhist traditions and in most contexts it is specified to be the thing that bonds us to the endless cycles of life and death via dukkha and breaking this bond one can achieve Nirvana.
Buddhist teachings aims for cultivation of wisdom(idk what context in particular) so the ignorance ceases.
ANYWAY one thing I specifically wanna mention is the Twelve Link Of Dependent Origination (dvādaśāṅga-pratītyasamutpāda) also referred to as the Twelve Nidanas: they explain the Dependent Origination which is a key doctrine in Buddhism ig kinda means everything has been caused into existence. (Idk how to explain) kinda like "if this exists, that exists; if this ceases to exist, that also ceases to exist". Twelve links are the cyclic processes that explain the Dependent Origination they are: ignorance, mental formation, consciousness, name and form, the six senses, contact, feeling, craving, clinging, becoming, birth, and old age and death.
I'll only talk about the first one which is ignorance (avidya) and I've already explained in detail about it so I won't repeat all that BUT BUT GUESS WHAT
acc to the 12 links avidya is symbolized by a blind man or a man wearing a blindfold groping for his way with a cane.!!!! That's interesting cuz jouno is blind!!
That's very very interesting and i wonder how else it applies to jouno cuz we know even if he's blind his other senses, including his smell and hearing, are incredibly strong that allow him to sense people's body processes like perspiration, body temperature, muscle sounds, heartbeat, breathing, and even their resentment and inner emotions. This also enables him to "hear" the secrets of his targets and apparently he is also immune to illusions and he can also sense ones location by touching the ground and sensing it.
Basically he's very very aware of all the sense and everything around him but idk much about him or his personaltiy/analyzed in the past so I can't really say much but it does make me wonder what the parallels are. And his name "king of avidya" maybe there's something deep or maybe I'm just thinking too much and if it's connected in anyway to the irl author but I couldn't find anything about irl!jouno by a quick Google search wiki showed nothing anywho this is getting long already.
I'm soo sorry for the long rant I just needed to talk about it to someone, ik all this is complex and new and many things hear mightve gone over your head I tried my best in explaining it properly but I'm no scholar or teacher so it might not be best but again so sorry for wasting your space agian idk all the parallels btw jouno and the religious stuff maybe it ain't that deep idk lol but agian the context might change based on thebog Japanese word used for this and idk that but yeah.
oh my god this was just so interesting to read, and don't ever worry about it being too long i was fully immersed in it
you see, despite the fact that i found jouno being called "king of ignorance" funny, i agree that the liutenant probably wasn't using it to refer to jouno in an insulting way. i originally thought that "the king of avidya" was some sort of ironic nickname, considering jouno being blind but also being able to hear and understand many things about people despite that, even the way the feel.
but when i read your thoughts about it, it all became much more interesting.
if we look at the word avidya in a religious context, mainly Buddhism, it is the first base of the condition of life that gives way to other conditions such as "formation" or "consciousness", and first of the twelve links that chain us to "samsara", the life and death cycle that causes suffering, which we want to escape from by achieving "nirvana" (enlightenment).
Literally translating to "ignorance, misconception, false knowledge, not-seeing", avidya is understood as the basis of suffering (a root of all evil kinda way) and as you said, it is described as a blind man holding a cane, VERY interesing detail considering jouno is also blind as you pointed out.
basically it is the misunderstanding or ignorance of the basis of our existence, and the delusion of perceiving a "permanent self" in the ever changing nature of existence.
now, in the context of jouno.
him being called "the king of avidya", avidya as in "misunderstanding or ignorance of the basis of one's existence", it may refer to jouno misunderstanding his own nature. think of the cruel, sadistic monster originally he thought he was. he just "wants to hurt people in the name of the law, corner them, and hear the sound of their destruction", in his own words. but that may not reflect his true self at all.
remember the words of tecchou; "no one understands jouno. jouno is cold, but in his core, he's a hero that despises tyranny and wants to protect the weak." it may be true, and jouno may not even be realizing it.
and when it comes to avidya as in "the delusion of perceiving a permanent self in the ever changing nature of existence", think about the moment when he talked about the appreciation that one old lady showed him that day. he was deeply affected by it, and it is clear that the way he saw his job (and himself, to some extent) changed that day, "punishing the criminals" became "protecting the innocent". but even with all of that, one can argue that despite feeling so much different about it all and now craving appreciation more than causing suffering, deep down he still believes that his nature is not good, and falsely holds onto his past self despite everything, still thinking of himself as that criminal, that sadistic and cruel monster from six years ago, before fukuchi recruited him, thus holding onto a permanent yet false self in his head, despite the ever changing nature of his existence.
i hope all of that made some kind of sense, it's 2 am and i wrote all of this in a whim haha i just find jouno's character so intriguing and the possibility of this nickname revealing many more things about his character and this little rant we are having over it just has me excited
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spoops-inliyue · 2 years
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grrr its 4am too warm and im feelin petty SO im rollin in w a request for a hc😤😤😤
what abt zhongli, raiden, and/or childe act w an enby s/o who has kinda-not-rlly-chronic-illness and they constantly make jokes abt it and tries placing bets w ppl abt what will cause em pain that day if ur fine w it
mwa dont follow my example sleep and hydrate
| S/O who constantly makes jokes about their chronic pain condition
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Character(s): Zhongli and Raiden/Ei
TW: Chronic pain, chronic condition (generally unspecified), mediation mention, betting, Xiao spoilers (? - Minor, if it isn't already common knowledge, idk)
Notes: Non-binary reader || We're not gonna talk about the fact that I went to sleep at 7 in the morning the day that you sent in this request m'kay 😌 But make sure to take care of yourself and hydrate too!!
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Zhongli
He tries his best to joke along with you but he's struggling
He's already aware of chronic conditions because he makes quite the effort to learn as much as he can about humans in general and various area of study such as medicine and is more than aware of things like Xiao's karmic debt in regards to which he already finds himself very concerned about so it's very alarming to have you joking about it all of the time
He ends up developing a habit of noting what hurts and when and how often for you and will otherwise learn how to respond quickly if your pains are sudden and irregular
He's not actually too fond of the idea of you joking about your pain but, if it makes it easier to deal with, he'll leave it be but he does make an effort to try and lessen the pains with the help of anyone he can find
"I bet it'll be my joints that screw me over today. I bet 500 mora on it. Hey, Hu Tao, what do you think?" Yeah he's definitely not too on board with the fact that you manage to rope Hu Tao - and very easily for that matter - into betting mora on it but what can he do against the two of you when you're... The two of you?
He never stops you from betting on it - not that he could - but he puts all of his skills to use in ensuring your comfort. If you don't want him coddling you, then he's doing it discreetly but Baizhu will wring Zhongli dry of all of his mora and Zhongli will be more than willing. You will likely never know this
Unlike his mora, he'll never forget things like medication when he's out with you
Raiden
She has not been out in the world for a WHILE so hearing you joking about your pain throws her off no matter how many times she's heard it
She has her plane of Euthymia to remove her from feeling things like pain - physical, emotional, the pain of loss - so she's more alarmed than Zhongli at your constant jokes
Not to mention that she's emotionally inadept and most definitely is not accustomed to the idea of people using jokes to mask their pain
She can't really comprehend the idea of pain having no cause, or none that's visible at least so she's at a genuine loss of what to do and constantly asking Miko for advice which consists of both really good advice considering her being an immortal familiar but also just "Perhaps you should lock them in their room so you can monitor their condition."
Ei doesn't but she does consider it for a split second
She's almost painfully aware of your mortality so, while an immortal would be able to get used to it and just live with it without much issue, you're life was much too different and she's definitely rubbed the wrong way by the fact that you're having to spend your life with the pay and have it getting in the way of basic activities
She gets a lot more defensive over you in general and does tend to be rather straight forward with how she'll treat you and your condition but she doesn't stop the betting. She doesn't even realise that you probably shouldn't do that until Miko keeps denying your encouragement to place bets with you
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altraviolet · 3 months
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Hey hey! Just wanted to clarify on that ask from before. I know it seems like a wild concept that people won’t accept Lazerbeak as a drone when there are wilder concepts in your fic XD. However, from my knowledge, a lot of tfp fans watched the multiple videos on yt about Lazerbeak where the person talked about how minicons in the cybertronian society are often overlooked and are thought of as “lesser than” the bigger bots simply because of their appearance. This sentiment struck me and many others because I hated the idea of Lazerbeak being called a “drone” simply because he didn’t act or look like the bigger bots. The minicon racism (if I may call it that) is quite common in the tfp universe and ppl who watched tfp and rid, getting used to being defensive over minicons, might have also felt that it was wrong for Lazerbeak to be a drone. Yk at least that’s what I think is happening based on personal experience. Idk if maybe someone has already explained it but whelp…I might also be overthinking it tbh :3
NEVERTHELESS! I feel like I need to point out that I’m actually super glad that you didn’t know some aspects of the tfp lore because TEG remains the most unique (in the best possibly way) interpretation of Soundwave and the tfp universe that I have ever read. Honestly I absolutely love the idea with the 1st tentacle and how alien Soundwave’s cybertron is in comparison to the “normal cybertron” that tfp fans are used to. I know from experience that knowledge of context might hold back creative thinking and yk context is good but diversions form it can likewise result in something as legendary as your fic:))
Anyways sorry for the long string of text again ⁽ˊ꒳ˋ⁾
yeah no worries, I know about that video. I found out about it after people kept telling me Laserbeak was sentient. I watched it and thought, "yeah... but Rachet does call Laserbeak a drone." which is entirely what I had based my headcanon on. Ratchet's statement preceded that video by, idk, 10 years, possibly?? and in the absence of any other context, I was following what canon literally stated, heh
it just makes me laugh that people's brains reject the drone idea so strongly, as we've already discussed xD I'm not mad or anything when people bring it up =)
and thank you again for the kind words! woo woo 1st tentacle >D
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lieblingspulli · 1 year
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Covered in Love: SKZ
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Summary: Based on a lyric from Lost Me, “I want to be covered in all the love, I don’t want to feel lonely” (yea, I’m a sap) Seungmin comforts you after you have a rough day with feeling like you’re not enough in your love life. He’s always had a hard time admitting his emotions, but funnily enough, it’s easy to say what he feels to you. 
A/N: Originally, I was going to write this for Chan because he’s a big softie, but Seungmin just fits the story idea here beautifully. I feel like even though he’s silly with his friends, he gives off emotionally constipated vibes (sorry!) so I wanted to take that idea and run the opposite way with it. Is it just me? Idk, anyway, enjoy! 
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As soon as you got off the bus, you texted your best friend. You had been down in the dumps all day, playing into your invalidated needs and pitying yourself because a stupid song made you overthink. Usually, you try not to get in your feelings at your workplace, but your coworker had suggested a new song to you. Why not take a listen while filing? That’s where everything went wrong. The song was all about not finding someone to love you how you wanted. Welp.
Considering this year hadn’t been a lucky one for you in that department, the song really brought you down. Those files could wait another day, you just needed to get out of there. 
It was common knowledge to your coworkers that you were the only single one on the publication floor. Even your work bestie had tried to set you up with dates, but all of them ended with awkward handshakes and words that meant nothing. You deemed yourself hopeless after the last guy had admitted that he couldn’t see himself with someone like you. So who could? 
You sighed and texted while you walked. You half expected to see any sort of notification on your homescreen, but was met with a picture of your cat in a totally ridiculous party hat. At least you had your baby, Rosie, to always be there for you. 
Minnie -me 
Yes -mong boy
Are you free right now I wanna come over -me
Yea let me just clean up I was cooking lunch -mong boy
Ok. -me
Are you good? -mong boy
Yea, just a little down tell you more about it when i get there -me
OK. -mong boy
You laugh half-heartedly, thinking back on the time you changed his contact name to “mong boy” because of that one day he only answered your questions with the word mong to be annoying. Ever since then, whenever you ask your best friend what he deemed to be a dumb question, he’d only answer with “Mong.” God, he’s insufferable. 
You continue on your mopey walk home, sulking in the fact that if you had a boyfriend, he would be here comforting you when you were down. But you didn’t. 
Seungmin’s apartment wasn’t too far from your workplace, so you headed straight over, not even bothering to change out of your business attire. You secretly hoped he made something good for lunch because some food could really cheer you up right now. You arrived quickly, taking the elevator up to the 4th floor and turning the familiar corners you had seen for a couple years already. 
Thankfully, the apartment was silent as you knocked on the front door. You could never guess when it would be peaceful or not, with 8 guys living there after all. It was strangely even a little too silent as you waited patiently. Then you got impatient. You knocked again, harder this time. You heard some shuffling around and then a thud. You put your ear closer to the door to listen. Silence again. 
“Seungmin?” You semi-yelled, careful not to cause a disturbance to any neighbors. You strained to listen to any sort of noise that would indicate life in the apartment. Then the door swung open. 
The image of you leaning towards a door that wasn’t against your ear anymore must have been weird to look at. You instantly jumped back and your eyes widened. Seungmin stood in the doorway, his shirt drenched in water. 
“Hey, you were quick.” Seungmin simply stated, as if you totally didn’t just lose your soul from being startled two seconds prior. “Yea, work is down the street.” You recomposed yourself and walked past your friend, beginning to shuck off your jacket and shoes. Suengmin closed the door and practically beelined to the kitchen after you moved slightly out of his way. 
“Is everything good Seungmin?” You laughed and sat on the couch, relieved to be in a comfortable seat for once. You sighed deeply, losing yourself in the bliss that Seungmin’s couch had to offer. No matter how many times Seungmin threatened to sell it, you convinced him every single time to keep it, it was just too comfortable. Seungmin was muttering something to himself when you decided to peek behind you. 
You could barely see the top of Seungmin’s head over the couch as you tried to see what he was doing. 
“Seung?” You tried to catch his attention. You were way too tired to get up and look for yourself. All you wanted was some lunch and a blanket to shut the day away. Seungmin finally popped up and hurried over to his room, taking his shirt off right in plain view to change. You closed your eyes. Men. 
Sure, Seungmin was only your best friend. But you also weren’t blind either. Anyone could see that he was incredibly attractive, especially in his casual state of attire. You sighed deeply, pushing that thought far away from your mind, instead going back to those lyrics you had heard. You had never let a song dig so deep before. Why did this one hurt so much to listen to? 
Seungmin jogged out again. He seemed busy today. 
You closed your eyes and laid down so that you were looking out the window. The odd silence (save for Seungmin rummaging around the kitchen) of the usually full apartment made you even more thoughtful and you eventually tuned out everything except your own thoughts. Only when Seungmin yelled at you did you snap out of it. 
“Y/n!” He snapped. 
“Huh? Oh sorry Seung.” You replied, not really bothered by his tone. You knew he wasn’t really mad at you. Seungmin walked over to you, two mugs in hand. He placed them down on the coffee table and lifted your legs to sit under them. 
“You okay?” Seungmin settled and reached over to hold out a mug to you. It was tea. You graciously accepted and whispered a thank you before carefully sipping on it. 
“I should be asking you if you’re all good. What was all that noise about?” You laughed. He sighed and chuckled a bit before running his hand through his messy hair. Oh lord. 
“I was trying to finish making you some tea and lunch before you got here but you were a bit earlier than I expected. I ended up dropping the kettle.” He laughed. Your eyebrows shot up in concern. He quickly reassured you, “Don’t worry, I hadn’t turned on the kettle when I dropped the water on me.” You let go of your breath and laughed in response. 
“Aw, you didn’t have to, Seungmin.” You set down the cup and snuggled into the back of the couch. Seungmin tapped on your legs rhythmically and muttered, “I wanted to though.” You smiled. 
“Thanks Minnie.” You teased with his least favorite nickname. He scrunched his nose and huffed. All jokes of course. He then got serious. 
“No but seriously, what’s up? You seemed a bit down when you texted me.” He focused all his attention on you. The bright afternoon sun streamed in from the window and cast a soft glow on his face, highlighting the beautiful curves of his nose. You shook your head, trying not to get lost in his presence. 
“I just, I had a glum day. I heard this stupid song at work today.” You pouted. “It made me remember how terrible my love life is. It’s really pathetic, you know.” You laughed and hugged the couch pillow in front of you. Seungmin stayed silent, simply listening. You loved when he just listened. You felt like you could talk without being judged. 
“And then the girl who recommended me the song, you know her right? Her name is Jannice.” Seungmin nodded, remembering you talk about her. You continued while staring at the ceiling. 
“She said she doesn’t know how to help me anymore. I mean, the poor girl has set me up with everyone she knows and they all end terribly. It makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me.” You whispered the last sentence. It really did feel that way. Like there was just nothing appealing to you. Like you weren’t particularly special enough in any way to catch anyone’s attention, or at least hold it. You sighed and felt hot tears prickle your eyes. Seungmin instantly recognized those tears. 
“Hey, don’t be so harsh on yourself.” He wiped a tear from your face. His fingers lingered a bit longer than usual on your cheek. 
“Those guys just can’t recognize real beauty. Inside and out. You’re beautiful Y/n. The most beautiful person I know.” He gently reminded you and patted your leg. You sniffled. 
“You’re just saying that because you’re my best friend. You feel bad don’t you.” Seungmin’s eyes widened. 
“Hey! I really think you are. I think those guys are just some assholes looking for a quick one night thing. What a bunch of dickheads.” He muttered to himself. You smiled and wiped your face from tears. 
“Thanks Seungmin. I just felt like, I don’t know. Like, I lost a part of me that could have been attractive. I just want someone to have me and hold me. That special someone.” Your words tapered off to a sigh. 
“Y/n?” Seungmin looked at you hopefully. You stared back, waiting. 
“I know you brush off my words all the time, but I genuinely think you are one of the most intriguing and wonderfully brilliant people out there. Your personality and looks are wonderful to experience in person.” He leaned a bit closer to you. You rolled your eyes and smirked. 
“Since when have you gotten all sappy on me Kim Seungmin?” You laughed and punched his arm. He faked pain and laughed. 
“I just want to always let you know that it’s not your fault Y/n.” He blushed and scratched his neck. You blushed too. 
Seungmin turned a little more to you and you began to sit up, wanting to look at him better. Seungmin really was such a kind person to you. You wondered if you could ever have someone like him to love. 
Seungmin awkwardly smiled. You didn’t know what to do with the silence you held. It felt like you were holding a moment in time, right here, right now, right in the palm of your hands. The soft glow of the sunlight as the sun set made him sparkle in your eyes. 
You whispered, “I want someone to have me the way those couples do in the movies. You know the ones I like.” You slightly blushed and felt your ears get warm. Seungmin was slowly inching towards you, your legs in his embrace. You felt so close to him, yet like you were a million miles away. 
 “If you want someone to have you, then I will.” Seungmin whispered. The apartment was silent. The clock in the kitchen ticked at what seemed like the loudest volume. For a moment, all you could focus on was his beautiful chocolate brown eyes and his sparkly eyelashes. Seungmin literally glowed in the living room and yet here he was, saying he would have you. 
“I hope you mean that, Kim Seungmin.” You teased him and grabbed his shirt to pull him closer. Your noses were touching now. His warm breath on your face didn’t deter you at all. He glanced at your lips and smacked his, like he was preparing to drink a gallon of water. 
“I mean it Y/n. I mean it with all my heart.” He whispered and looked back at your eyes. His eyelashes fluttered as you blinked, drinking in the sight of your so-called best friend right in front of you. What were you doing? He looked at you for permission as you tugged his shirt. You nodded ever so faintly. 
Seungmin’s lips touched yours first. Technically he initiated it. You simply followed. His lips tasted like honey and peanut butter from his lunch. They were soft and pillowy. Seungmin kissed you gently, and held you face lightly, tracing your jaw ever so slightly. You sighed and deepened the kiss as he settled into the kiss. Seungmin’s nose bumped against yours and you giggled in the kiss, making him chuckled. The reverberation of his voice sent shivers down your spine as you grinned cheekily and ran your fingers through his soft honey brown hair. 
You finally parted from his lips, after a lack of air deemed it necessary. Seungmin searched your eyes, as if still wary of the feelings you both had left implied, but not spoken. His hand was still on your face as you whispered to him, even though no one was around to listen. 
“Does this mean you like me?” You said, teasing him even further with the most obvious question known to man. Seungmin immediately made a sour face and replied back, “Mong.” 
You laughed at the whole absurdity of the moment. You had just kissed your best friend and the first word he said after kissing you was mong. How on brand. 
“I take that as a yes and that I now have girlfriend privileges?” You laughed and leaned your forehead against his. He scrunched his nose up for the millionth time and pretended to think about it while tapping his chin, forehead connected to yours. 
“I’ll have to think about it.” 
You gasped and pouted. 
“You’re so stupid, of course you do.” Seungmin immediately countered and blushed. He motioned for you to sit on his lap, which you obliged. 
You giggled like a little girl. “Does that mean you’ll have me forever?” You teased. He kissed your nose. 
“How long is forever?” Another kiss on your cheek. 
“I don’t know, 100 years?” You laughed. Another kiss on your eyelid.
“I don’t know if Lino Hyung will let me live that long.” Another kiss on your neck. You hugged his neck tightly. 
“Well you better fight back, or else I’ll be sad again. Like today.” 
Another kiss on your jaw. 
“We can’t have that, now can we?” A kiss on your forehead. 
“No, I suppose not.” A kiss on the corner of your lips. 
“Since when did my Kim Seungmin become so sappy?” You said. His lips brushed against yours. 
“Oh shut up.” He pressed his lips firmly on yours and you let him cover you in all the love he could possibly give. 
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hgduo · 1 year
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respond this later if you want but any thoughts on the ending of the arc i guess xD
Okay I won't mince words- when I saw your post with the word "brainwashing" I was fucking. livid.
I felt so much despair when they got fucking memory wiped- like no way- I was just sitting there in absolute despair like 'oh is this how my friends felt watching Tommy's dsmp ending?' I was PISSED-
... and then I started talking to some of my friends on discord and calmed down and was like... hmmm... hmmmmmmmmmmm? hmmm!
I don't hate this! Yeah I feel a bit cheated but like- I like the horror aspect of this powerful being taking these two people who despise each other and clearly need a long time if they are ever going to overcome their difference if it's even possible at this point! Two people who he needs right now to help protect this forsaken land... and so he essentially resets them against their will... for the greater good. Back to before the elections...
And it's horrific!
Yes Luzu and Quackity are on good terms again! But you can't enjoy it... because you know it's artificial- they were forced against their will to be friends again, hell they could easily make all the same bad choices all over again without that knowledge of their mistakes/seeing the worst sides of one another! It's a lose for everyone- it's painful- there is no satisfaction for people wanting to see them tear each other apart- and no relief for those who wanted them to patch things up- it's terrible... but that's kinda why I like it? Because it feels like the intent in way y'know? Like we aren't suppose to be happy with this because this is a very fucked up thing that has happened... or maybe I'm doing a buncha copium talk idk-!
Also, I'm really really really getting the feeling this solution won't last- Quackity is already questioning a lot of things not adding up... I'm getting the feeling this is like a temporary fix that will only make things worse... If Luzu and Quackity find out what happened to them they will NOT be happy. And hey... maybe Sapo Peta will get what he wants... Nothing unites people like a common threat.
It also helps that we're both shown the amnesia being done, why it's being done, and the fact that memory wiping isn't something new to Karmaland- all in all- I do still have mixed feelings because I was super invested in this arc and Q and L as characters and REALLY wanted to see Luzu be forced to face and make amends for what he did ( Was really really REALLLY hoping he was gonna get all his k4 memories back and realize how badly he screwed up by following in Auron's footsteps) so I am still mourning all of that ;u;
... BUT
It definitely was nowhere near as bad as what DSMP did, not anywhere close! Unlike DSMP this makes sense and with KV I get the feeling it's more "this is fucked up! this will have consequences!" and not DSMP's "aw look they can be friends now :)"- in a way it almost feels like KV looked at DSMP and went "This is how you fucking do amnesia you stupid bitch!" LMAO!
... Anyway yeah these are my thoughts for now, I'm gonna take some more time to process it all but I'm not as mad as I thought I was for sure! Also MAN I WISH I WAS FLUENT ALREADY AUGHHHH- I WANT TO REALLY UNDERSTAND IT ALL AND NOT RELY MOSTLY ON TRANSLATIONS ;U;!!!!!!!!!
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alittledizzy · 1 year
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It's so nice to see normal people who understand normal fandom culture. Like seeing dteam post snaps then trying to figure out where they are based on the background is normal in other fandoms.
I just feel like there's a level of common sense that people here just blatantly ignore - both common sense from the public figure/content creator (they aren't going to post something they are genuinely keeping locked down) and common sense of fans. Most people are rational beings. Will there always be fringe people that don't ahere to common sense, or feel entitled? Yes. Will that be true whether or not the majority of fandom is discussing a transitory location that they've posted? Yes. No one is seeing someone on tumblr posting about dnf being at The Abbey and having an entire change of heart on their stance on privacy invasion. The people that would want to do that are already doing it.
And there's a level of common sense about what you can/should discuss publicly and what you shouldn't. A restaurant, a bar, a hotel room - transitory. Not a permanent location. Restaurants, bars, clubs - very public, too. Very recognizable.
When they're all going to Disney Springs to eat there are a number of people that instantly recognize it and say it and maybe this is just my limited exposure to the fandom but I don't see anyone screaming about that. For some people, The Abbey was instantly recognizable. A street in LA is recognizable. A shopping mall is recognizable. A hotel in Chile is recognizable. I feel like for most people one thing that happens here is familiarity breeds comfort. If you know what the inside of an IHOP looks like and you see them at IHOP, you have this feeling like because you didn't go looking for it, it's fine to say hey they're eating at IHOP. If you don't know what the inside of The Abbey looks like and you just see someone say "oh, they're at this specific gay bar" it feels Bad Wrong Danger because you didn't come into the situation with that knowledge, you were told it.
The same way with Disney Springs, like I mentioned - people have seen them there enough times that it doesn't feel wrong to say but if it's a location they're at for the first time despite the technicalities of the situation being the same it gets more negative response to identify the new place. And this fandom thrives on restrictive responses to things and public condemnation related to that, this sense of the division between two halves of fandom being so strong and people existing in such fear of being canceled or labeled if you happen to be accused of being on the wrong side of it.
It's a weird fucking situation, man. idk. Like I genuinely don't know if it's a response to the puriteen bent of younger fans or specific to Dream being doxxed in the past (which obviously I have a huge amount of compassion for, and is a much different and more serious thing than identifying locations based on voluntarily posted snapchats) but learning the ropes here feels much more dangerous than any fandom I've been in before.
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dragynkeep · 2 years
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Note that all of the following is good faith criticism. I don’t want to shoot this project dead in the water I just want them to learn & improve.
I take issue w the use of the Ainu in fixing Rwby, and no personal grudge to the other person who mentioned working on it but your team was NOT respectful or conscientious of what culture you were using.
The Ainu historically and currently face a lot of struggles bc of Japan’s racism and ethnocentric culture, one of the main stereotypes includes being barbaric- how did you guys thinking that using an indigenous culture and making them into bandits was a good idea? You said there were hours long discussions and feedback but did any of you bother to do research on Ainu culture and the stereotypes that impact them in modern day? Did none of you have the basic common sense to go “hey maybe using an indigenous culture and making them into a bandit tribe isn’t good”?
On top of that- the Vernal design doesn’t hit the mark for someone who is supposed to be Ainu, have any of them actually researched Ainu clothing & design? All Vernal seems to have is the tamasay/shitoki- which they don’t even refer to as such in the concept art.
Why does Vernal look so not warm? Do they know that the Ainu traditionally live in cold regions? “Well the Branwen Tribe moves around-“ Yes for their murder and banditry that you’ve decided to associate w a minority group- great reasoning.
Where are the patterns on Vernal’s clothes, Ainu clothing has very distinct patterns, where is it? This doesn’t look Ainu it looks like Rwby flavour weeb Japanese.
Why is Vernal’s tattoo is just stamped on her bicep? I’m assuming they took the diamond shape from traditional Ainu tattoos but that’s not where the Ainu put their tattoos, Ainu tattoos go on their mouth or on the back of their hands + forearms.
(Not to say her design isn’t cute, but in no way do I clock it as Ainu, the “inspo” is v little & overrun by etsy Japanese)
If FRWBY wanted to keep the bandit tribe Japanese in some way then how ‘bout idk- SAMURAI?
Samurai are literally right there and they’re already keeping Raven’s weeb samurai canon outfit so the most obvious decision is to make the Branwen Tribe akin to a group of rōnin, which actually has a historical basis for being wandering criminals with combat prowess! It makes all the sense without stumbling into racist stereotypes. Make them a warped version of the 47 Rōnin tale if you want an allusion for it too.
I don’t like being overly hard on the snap when it comes to giving criticism, but the way the other person pumped themselves up and claims that they shouldn’t be accused of appropriating / being insensitive bc you “did all the work” when you CLEARLY didn’t do ANY work here. If you did the work you would’ve known how to better design an Ainu character, if you did the work you would’ve known more abt Ainu culture & clothing, if you did the work you would’ve known that making the bandit tribe Ainu would be incredibly insensitive and racist.
I’m sure you guys DID have long discussions & brainstorming & feedback, I’m sure you DID care and put a lot of thought into your project- but that isn’t enough. You need to be culturally sensitive and research the cultures you’re including to guide your writing. If you cannot do that then simply do not include those cultures.
You failed here. You cared, but not enough to do proper research. Sincerely, with good faith, do better.
I’m not gonna add anything to this, rather let my friend explain it in this ask since they are far more knowledgeable in this than I am.
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windvexer · 2 years
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Hey Chicennn! So idk if you've ever heard of this thing called shifting, it's definitely getting more and more popular nowadays but not among witches, but non-practicioners. But to my understanding, the concept is quite similar to astral travel (altough I have no experience so definitely correct me if I'm wrong). So I was wondering: what really is the difference between the two? Have a good day!
I am not really familiar with the reality/universe shifting thing.
My understanding is that it is not mental magic/mindset shifting ("I am going to pretend I'm a character or spirit who would excel at my task, and then I'll also excel").
Astral travel is an out of body experience (either partially or fully) where one has the experience of moving through spiritual realms, either those fully divorced from our world, or the ethereal copy of our world (which is pretty similar, but not identical).
It is my understanding that reality shifting relies on multiverse theory, and it is the belief or intent that you can actually swap your consciousness between realities.
Of course, similar dimensions with minor changes are closest and easiest to achieve.
So I might have a belief that I swap myself out, in an extremely literal way, into a new multiverse dimension (I am curious as to their theories of what happens to the consciousness that was already there).
It appears to me that this is in no way an out of body experience, you never reach an altered state of consciousness and travel through spiritual realms. You instead believe you have moved into a new wholly physical body by scooting a dimension to the left. And I suppose this is a dimension where your boss respects you more, or housing prices are reasonable (a dimension we'd all like to go to I suspect).
Anyway, the reason witches astral travel can of course vary greatly. But in general, witches astral travel as a method to converse with spirits, engage in spiritual communion, gain knowledge, and work magic.
It is my understanding that reality shifters don't necessarily believe in magic at all, and may think we are all crazy for believing in the astral and magical powers. But it appears to me that the common goals of the witch in astral travel are impossible to achieve by shifting realities, since in the new reality you'd still have to sit down and have an out of body experience to achieve astral travel anyway.
(I am very open to being corrected if I've got any details about shifting beliefs wrong)
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mjulmjul · 2 years
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hey! i am consistently in awe of your work, i genuinely adore it (I’d love to get prints of some of your pieces if that’s available anywhere 👀) but im writing to ask abt your technique and brushes! Im new to digital art, and i wanna create the sort of effect you make and i cannot for the life of me figure out how to do it! you have these strokes that look sort of like charcoal but also paint? also refracted light???? idk what program u use or anything and im just a noob still learning how to get the most out of the brushes that come w procreate, but even if you’re using a different program and stuff, I’d love to see if there’s anyway i can translate that effect somehow to the tools I’m using. It’s really cool stuff!! im sorry if you’ve already answered this somewhere 😅
hey! ok first off take anything i say with a grain of salt because 1. i'm self taught 2. there are many many ways to do art, there's no One Right Way. experiment and settle on what works best for you!
atm I basically only use procreate on ipad with an apple pencil.
I've compiled the brushes I use most into this post click here, I'd say download some sets and try them out! this seems to be a bit of an unpopular opinion because I regularly see advice to stick to the basic brushes however if you were making traditional art you wouldn't unnecessarily limit yourself to the cheapest brushes/paints either (assuming you could afford everything), so. go ham.
the main technique I use is a pretty common one where I use a big textured brush and then use a base color layer + clipping masks (you can google how to use these) or selection tool to get sharp edges. so I'll make a selection of the shape I want to paint and then paint within that selection. i often do this with light strokes and/or the brush on lower opacity so i'll keep texture. if you look at concept artists on instagram you'll see this technique used a lot too :) 'edge control' is a term to google to find more about hard/soft edges and how they'll improve your art!
for the light, even for digital art I would very very much recommend james gurney's book 'color and light' because it teaches you almost all you need to know about, well, color and light, and you can apply these principles to digital art too. it's well worth the price but if you can't afford it then there are perhaps some copies to be found online ;) for the actual method in procreate, I like to use layers on the add and screen blending modes, sparingly, and NOT with white highlights but with the actual color of the light e.g. yellow, blue-ish, etc. for stuff like wings, it's usually multiple layers stacked on top of each other!
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as a final note i will add that i painted traditionally for years before starting digital art, so i do think that'll have influenced my approach in a couple ways because i basically took all that knowledge and methods into digital rather than starting from scratch.
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[sorry if you've already gotten many medical questions but it's interesting feel free to skip] So the Harkers could have gone to Jack and go ''hey doctor we don't want to deal with kids yet but also can't stop having survivor sex, help?'' and he'd be able to know/provide enough help despite his expertise being mental states?
i hear also it's a common belief that fertility can lower for a while after experiencing traumatic events but idk how accurate it is
Implantation is harder after trauma, but fertilization is not significantly impacted as far as I know (again, I want to emphasize my sidebar: I am not a doctor and this is not medical advice). The difficulty is statistically significant, but unfortunately, the fact that it's like 5% harder to purposefully get pregnant after trauma is often manipulated by shitfucking bastards who deserve to be flayed until dead as 'proof' that if a pregnancy occurs after rape, the rape was 'wanted.'
So I tend not to bring that up much.
It is worth noting that sex itself can be more difficult after trauma too. Myself and plenty of others become hypersexual as a trauma response, but equally many people lose all or most sexual desire, or lose the physically ability to be aroused, as a result of trauma.
So that also lowers birth rates too, in an abstinence-y way.
But yes, having Jack on call would allow the Harkers basically ready access to the contraceptives of the time. Which were not as effective or safe as modern methods, but did hugely improve family planning all the same.
Eg, early condoms were more fragile than modern ones and thus failed more easily. But even with failure rates being higher, a 60% chance of avoiding pregnancy on top of the only 1 in 4 chance that you'd get pregnant raw was enough to really improve the whole 'every child wanted and cherished' thing.
Jack being a psychatrist would make him not-an-obstetrist in the contemporary era. But in the 1890s, while specialties certainly existed, almost anyone who got an MD at all would have both general practice and surgical training.
Jack by all appearances is specifically a surgeon as well as an MD, given his obsession with using surgical tools as stim toys.
The walls between specializations were simply not very high then (compared to now; they were significantly higher than they had been prior to the 1800s).
I don't recall exact dates, but there was a slow slide from "there are doctors and surgeons" for the bulk of western history to "there are over 100 medical specializations focused on particular diseases, organs, injuries, life states, etc."
And a lot of that slide happened between 1800 and 1920.
Jack exists right on the precipice before the modern specialization of medical knowledge really took off (both in terms of Jack being around 1895, and in terms of Bram Stoker being the only non-doctor in his family so he would have been watching these change in real time).
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ghitathepanda · 2 years
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Digimon Survive 1st playthrough complete random thoughts
Non-spoilery version: I enjoyed the ride through roller coaster of emotions that is Digimon Survive, despite some characters defo making me really wanna SLAP em REALLY hard. Idk how common it is in tactical/strategy rpgs to have that bit in a fight where you're spending time just getting your characters to a specific far away spot but if it is a common thing, yeah it's here too, which is the only really negative thing in this adventure. I admit, I ended up doing a lil bit of save scumming near the end for certain things but it's just really engaging.
SPOILERS BELOW. WARNING. SPOILERS FOR AT LEAST THE INITIAL 1ST PLAYTHROUGH SO IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED AT LEAST THE FIRST PLAYTHROUGH AND YOU CARE ABOUT SPOILERS DO NOT READ FURTHER!!!!!
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Random thoughts 1: Okay so the writing leans very heavily in trying to get at least Ryo and Shuuji killed in the first blind playthrough right? Like you're still in the "wow new experience!" phase so you haven't exactly figured out what you're doing but Ryo's not doing well mentally after being transported into what would become the "Digital World" but despite your attempts to try befriending the dude, he mentally broke in Chapter 3 and died and BOY the blood splatter effect. And then of course this pushes Shuuji, who is already not hitting it off well with Lopmon, into pushing himself harder and while you're at the point where you'd realize that Shuuji is defo going to be the next to die with how things are going down with Lopmon, it's HOW he ends up meeting his death that will probably really rattle you. I'm pretty sure the shock of Shuuji being EATEN ALIVE by his own partner did numbers to me mentally.
Random thoughts 2: Anyone who isn't immediately in the "wow new experience!" phase early into the game probably realized the professor is the real Haru from the flashback bit at the start of the game as far back as once Takuma meets him in the shrine... or maybe not but a streamer who started his blind playthrough did. I was in the "wow new game!" phase so I was too excited at the idea of experiencing a whole new adventure to immediately connect the dots nor did I bother thinking about that bit although at the very least the game isn't exactly making it the real big plot twist since the game eventually shoves the pieces of that specific plot point into your face before the professor reveals himself as the true Haru. It's the sort of twist the writers deliberately wants to make obvious to players at the very least in chapter 6, where that plot point is properly put into the spotlight. I never bothered wondering what really happened to the real Haru was after the prologue (I assumed both Renamon!Haru and the silent Miyuki were at least some sort of weird ghostly versions of em initially before chapter 6) until the game very unsubtly tells me "hey the professor may be the real Haru", and I also lowkey assumed the flashback happened at least 1 or 2 decades prior instead of the 5 decades because kids in fiction just kinda wear whatever, regardless of era. Like... once the game actually bothered putting the spotlight in chapter 6 it does become fairly obvious because AGAIN, the game deliberately makes it obvious. The maybe(?) real hidden twist is Renamon being Haru in disguise, unless it's actually supposed to be obvious too. I was a bit more invested in other plot points to really notice if it is especially due to how quickly it happened and the idea that Renamon is just lurking in the shadows when things really get tough is just as plausible and you're more focused on saving your friends anyway, or if you have the folklore knowledge to basically spoil yourself. The whole thing can be summed up as "I'm too focused on the immediate main conflict to think about that that plot point" I guess.
Random thoughts 3: Despite the above thing, I was still at least on the money with the idea that the whole Haru and Miyuki thing happening MANY years ago, initial assumption going at least 1 decade so when the game blatantly suggests the real Haru is the professor in chapter 6 without confirming it, I was like "ah okay". Also, in chapter 8 when Miyuki and Takuma are in the real world, I find myself imagining all sorts of scenarios of Miyuki discovering modern tech, including Miyuki asking Takuma about that popular "fortnight" thing (deliberate mispelling because fortnight is a real word and the ignorant Miyuki's first assumption would probably think of Fortnite like that) or Miyuki being the poor victim of "ligma", "updog" or "deeznuts" jokes... or Miyuki giving a member of the main cast a bit of a slight panic by nonchalantly performing the various dances associated heavily with Fortnite. OR she could end up acting like a grandma with technology and thus become the victim of "ok boomer" jokes by other kids.
Random thoughts 4: Okay chapter 5 had that weird thing where Digimon partners that were initially given she/her pronouns suddenly having he/him pronouns so Renamon having he/him pronouns was weird but at least has the excuse of "none of the kids know em well enough despite the voice maybe". Then in chapter 10, Renamon evolves into Sakuyamon (even the game's description for Sakuyamon uses she/her pronouns) so that it must've meant that Renamon SHOULD be using she/her pronouns right? Well later, when Renamon finally joins the group, Renamon spends more time as Haru, as the form becomes more or less the "main" identity after decades of taking care of Miyuki so it sorta justifies Renamon going with he/him pronouns (at least chapter 11 onwards). Idk how things are in the Japanese script so it's hard to really pinpoint what exactly is going on there but I supposed Renamon in-universe for this game has always been referred to with he/him pronouns because Sakuyamon wasn't a form Renamon has access to and because gender as a concept is pretty alien to Digimon so Renamon had no reason to object to whatever pronouns is given. I guess Renamon in Survive can be considered genderfluid.
Random thoughts 6: So did Miyuki enroll back into school after returning to the human world proper? Because I can only wonder how much of a hassle that would be to forge partial lies about her identity. Or maybe she doesn't but has to bother with whatever other alternatives in Japan that puts her in a similar situation as Peter Parker after the end of No Way Home regarding higher education if she finally grows up. OR... she could just pretend to be adopted by her own brother or her own parents (assuming they are still alive and the siblings went to tell the story of what actually happened to em) and go to school under that identity.
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daisys-reality · 2 years
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URGENT ⚠️⚠️uhhh hi do you like um take things 2 ask ur spirit guides because umm i need a question but its p existential and IDK where to find it but jfc why do trans people exist ? why would any god or diety subject their people to hate their bodies and genes and chromosomes every second they live in em and regret the happenstances of being damn born despite having a relatively moderate self esteem ?? I need the answer to this because i cant accept it if im gonna spend the entire rest of my life suffering through all this for damn nothing while barely anybody else has to please help ?? Is it possible for you to just ask what i did to deserve this pls + thank yoi SORRY if this is considered trauma dumping i dont know what that is lol im 13
TRANSGENDER/LGBTQ+ vs religious beliefs/spirituality/law of assumption
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1. "hi do you (...) ask your spirit guides because (...) it's pretty existential and idk where to find it (an answer)?"
Hey anon💛, yes I do and can ask my spirit guides certain things. And it's quite common to use tarot and stuff like that to find answers to things where there seems to be no answer in this reality we're living in. However, when doing a tarot reading there should always be a disclaimer. The message my spirit guides give might be 'true' but I can never 100% guarantee that I read the message the right way. So, don't expect too much from me and don't take my tarot readings too seriously. You should believe what you want to believe.
But for your question I don't think doing a reading on it is the right way and I honestly wouldn't feel comfortable doing it either, I don't think I'm capable enough to interpret the answer correctly to such a difficult question.
2. "Why do trans people exist? Why would any god and deity subject their people to hate their bodies and (...) ?"
Ok, this is really a "heavy" and sensitive topic and I don't think I can keep my answer short. I feel the need to explain my situation first so that you see where I'm coming from and for you to judge if I'm the right person to give you an appropriate answer. Ofc you can just skip this but I would feel more comfortable if you'd read it.... I don't want you to misunderstand me :/
First of all, I want to say that I'm not really that knowledgeable about all that lgbtq+ stuff, so I'm not really the best person probably to talk about this. It's not that I don't take the lgbtq topic seriously (I do!) but more so that I personally never felt the need to identify or label myself as "something" regarding gender or sexuality. I've always been a freedom loving person and putting labels on me always felt like putting myself in a cage that slowly suffocates me. I used to hate myself too and always used to ask myself 'who am I? why am I even here? Why do other people think so differently?' Iwas confused and I felt like I had no identity at least not like others seemed to have. I felt like a "fluid being" lol... I was just there and existed.
But everyone around me would "build up their identity" more and more and openly say what they like and dislike and it stressed me out - even questions like "what is your favourite colour?". As a child I already was like 'why does that even matter? why would someone even think about this??' but everyone around me seemed to be doing it so I started lying about it. I remember researching what common likes and dislikes were and started remembering them to have a prepared answer to those stupid questions😭💀 Everyone made it such an important topic and it overwhelmed me. I hated discussions about (for me) useless things and I just wanted to be left alone, experience the world on my own and enjoy life without any strict perspective. But people want things to have labels and to put them into boxes to judge them more easily.
While growing up I came to accept that my way of being just doesn't fit into societies way of thinking and I learned to be ok with it. I don't care anymore! All these struggles.. for what?
I personally don't need labels, I just want to experience life freely without any restrictions! If I start liking a girl tomorrow and date her, fine. If I'm a boy in one of my desired realities and come to like another boy, fine. I don't care! In my opinion I would just make important and precious experiences and memories. I love learning and I love having the freedom to learn without being judged. (So for me, reality shifting and law of assumption saved me and I'm so grateful that I got to know about it.) Anyways, I hope you get where I'm coming from (even if its a little bit).
But being transgender is a whole other topic. (pls correct me if I'm wrong) You were born as one of the biological genders but you (your essence/soul/mind) identify as the opposite or just another gender.
Now you're asking why anyone would even get someone into this tricky/confusing situation. But the thing is that this whole "gender" topic is HUMAN MADE and not god/deity made - if you know what I mean.
Over the years people have made up the assumption/rules that 'being male is like this' and 'being female is like this' and linked it to the biological gender! (honestly they probably didn't know better) Ofc some things are influenced by genetics but it's less than we think.
No god said that if you're the biological gender A you have to like dresses or like hunting whatsoever. No god ever judged you for who you are or for what you're doing!!! The humans did it !! Society did !! Maybe even yourself started doing it unconsciously too. But no other being did that. Other beings like gods/deities also just see your essence, they just see you as "a being".
Now, you used the expression "why would any god/deity subject their people to..." - I assume you're religious or grew up religious. I don't want to disregard your or any other religion but from my point of view we are not anyone's people. Ofc certain beings protect us but at the end of the day we decided to be on this earth ourselves (at least that's what I think). And honestly, from a god point of view this whole gender discussion of our society seems probably really stupid and unreasonable. We human beings are probably the only beings that limit themselves so much because we're so "intelligent" and "evolved" - like come on pls. We created these labels and now we start arguing about them and judge other people for them. Like what the hell even ...
I'd also like to go a step further and add a bit of Law of assumption (LOA) into this discussion.
As I already said in previous posts, getting into LOA and making use of it is like stepping into your innate power and acknowledging that you are an eternal, omnipotent, conscious, and intelligent being. You learn to release "human" limits and find freedom. And in my view, gender is kinda one of the "human limits" too. You are the creator of your reality. If you choose to end this suffering, then you will do it because you can.
3. "I can't accept it if I'm gonna spend the rest of my life suffering through all this for damn nothing while barely anybody else has to."
I understand your mindset right now and I can only imagine what you've been through. The suffering must have been pretty hard. I know that society or rather human beings in general can be extremely ruthless, reckless and really hurtful without even realising it and ofc willingly.
I want to tell you that you don't need to accept this suffering and you don't need to suffer like this through all of your life !! I want you to know that you're not powerless, okay? It doesn't matter what other people have told you! You're still pretty young so you have the best conditions to learn about yourself and about your power to manifest what you want and what you deserve!
It's not like I want to influence you into doing something... It just breaks my heart seeing other people suffer and as LOA (law of assumption) has helped me tremendously, I want to recommend it to you too.
4. "Is it possible to ask what I did to deserve this?"
This question itself is heartbreaking as well😭 I'm not gonna do a reading on this. Don't even think you deserved this pls. It happened, yes but don't dwell on it or try to find an answer! Instead maybe work on manifesting the world you would like to live in. I'm sorry that I can't give you a better or more advice on your struggles. :(
Just know that you can identify as whatever you want. You can like whatever you want. You can be whatever you want and you can do whatever you want. You CAN because you have the freedom and power to do so. You don't need anyone's approval or allowance. This is your life.
5. "Sorry if this is considered trauma dumping (...)"
I don't consider it trauma dumping, so it's ok, don't worry. I don't really know what the real definition of it is either, we don't have that in my native language so yeah😂 I guess its kinda just talking to someone about your trauma and I'm pretty ok with that🥸
Anon, I don't know how helpful this answer will be to you but I want you to know that I wish you the best in life and send you lots of love. You are enough. You matter and you only deserve the best!! I believe in your ability to manifest the life you deserve! (Yes I took the time to color it😂)
The same goes for my other followers.
I'm no expert but you can always ask for help or for advice or just share you're struggles with me. I will try to help you as best as I can.
- daisy🌼
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