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frigginconfused · a month ago
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New character fellas, it's just a bunch of eyes and three skeletal hands.
While it is reminiscent of a biblical angel, it's actually just an overdramatic bitch that will pose as one to scam people into purchasing it a slurpee from 711 because it's always broke
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fitzroythecreator · 2 months ago
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okay i watched some videos explaining the walten files and now im even MORE confused boy what da hell boy 
#ignorance cloud on#also yeah it was better to have someone else go through it i get scared very easily#i kept having to click away from the tab i was getting freaked out#BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON#OKAY SO LIKE. FELIX KRANKEN GOT IN AN ACCIDENT AND KILLED THE TWO KIDS#AND THEN BURIED THEM OUT IN THE WOODS TO HIDE THE EVIDENCE#BUT WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO JACK WALTEN?????? WHY DID HE DISAPPEAR#WHY WAS FELIX ABLE TO JUST LIKE. OPEN UP THE STORE WITHOUT CONFRONTING JACK#/DID/ HE KILL JACK??????? IDK IF I BELIEVE THE YOUTUBERS EXPLANATION#i just dont think itd be like. reasonable to assume he had like a fuckin Hitlist#esp if jack was already gone#BUT YET AGAIN. HOW DID JACK OR ROSEMARY NOT REPORT THEIR MISSING CHILDREN TO THE POLICE#okay so like. the accident was on the 2nd i think???? and then jack disappeared on the 11th#so it makes sense to assume that Maybe felix killed jack bc jack tried to confront him#but that still doesnt explain how rosemary doesnt file a police report bc NOW BOTH HER CHILDREN AND HER HUSBAND ARE /GONE/?????#i cannot suspend my beliefs that fucking far dude you cant just have ur 2 kids and husband go missing and then be like 'lol anyway'#SIGH. im probably gonna have to watch the videos myself huh. goddamnit#im gonna be so paranoid if i do i just know it#BUT LIKE I DONT GET IT#ALSO THERE ARE MORE CHARACTERS TO THIS LIKE. WTF IS CHRIS DOING??? HE'S BEEN AROUND LONG ENOUGH TO KNOW SOMETHINGS UP#chris was around long enough to play the video game And to send that miles guy out to the k-9 facility#so he has to know somethings up#he has to be involved#and like. Obviously bon is the one doing all the murdering and shoving corpses in suits#but WHY#WHO IS BON????#my Assumption is that its a malevolent spirit but WHOS malevolent spirit#idk the youtuber i watched said bon was a robot programmed for murder but that 1. doesnt make sense given the time period and#2. doesnt seem like something felix would Do like. bc bon doesnt just step out on stage and stab a kid. it specifically waits to get people#alone and then kill them bc theyre snooping around
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littletrumpetcat · 13 days ago
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i don’t think i’ve ever witnessed so much chaos and aggravation in one small room as i did when i went to urgent care following my recent bad abdominal pain. i did not know that that place was one of the few places that did covid testing in the area, and because i go to school in a bigger city, it was uhh pretty damn busy to say the least lol. i got there at ~12:40 but i was vibing as long as no one sat near me because i was just chilling on my phone or drawing in my notebook tbh. but once it got to the hour or hour and a half mark for some people, there was definite frustration. for some people, they’ve been there for a few hours. upon realizing that and the waiting room filling up, i just decided to get out of the waiting room because they’d call me when they were ready for me, and i decided to take a trip to the mall in the same parking lot. got myself a really awesome aang from atla keychain. vibes. got food after that from the burger place right next door and it was so damn good but it hurt so much to eat. while i was calling my mom and telling her what was going on, i got a call saying that they were ready to check my vitals. man i just felt bad for the poor staff though because they were clearly just super swamped and yeah there were things that could’ve been done to help like putting a sign quoting the wait times on the door considering it’s a walk in clinic or not taking the co-pay up front in case people want to leave, but waiting for 4 hours is nothing compared to the kind of stress and chaos those workers have to deal with damn. i mean yeah there were plenty of better things i could be doing as a busy college student but getting super stressed and frustrated wouldn’t do anything to help the situation
#it was just uh#an experience compared to my home town where#we have a lot more covid testing centers#and urgent cares for that matter#had i known that they had so few covid testing centers i wouldn't have walked in#because covid is obv a lot scarier right now#also fuck even though they were doing curbside covid testing some people didnt want to wait in their cars the whole time and i don't blame#them too much because of how much fuckin gas that'd take idling for 3 hours#but i still did not wanna b in a room with those ppl and im actually like#pretty scared of going home now#like fuck#the second half of my wait i was pretty much either wondering around the mall where like#no one else was or#i was idling in my car and turning it on and off#but if i kept idling i would've def run out of gas lol#older cars just guzzle gas#and man that urgent car was hard as fuck to pull into i wasnt about to fill up then try again#ok i should clarify i dont blame them at all like i knew the risk coming into the place#it's just. idk#didn't think it'd be THAT much of a covid fest#didn't even fully set in til the NP who came into the room said it was refreshing to have a patient that wasn't there because of covid#ahhhhhh#ok there was even a point while we were waiting#where some1 was complalining about the wait and the lady at the front desk said 'we are all trying our best ma'am#complaining* how tf did that happening#and i just felt that like#y'all are dealing with much more than i ever could p r o p s#but i also feel for the customers who do get frustrated like#some of those people have kids and work full time like#one lady waited 3 hours and had work after
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oflgtfol · 10 months ago
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i listened to get to heaven by everything everything a lot in january i think? or maybe late last december, idk. it was last winter and so now it gives me such weird vibes.. like idk, this album already had strange vibes to it, but add on that weird, liminality? that comes with winter and its just really so... eoehgghg in my mind now LOL
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roaringheat · a year ago
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Just unlocked Mirage in apex and im so excited oh man. In titanfall 2, i played the equivalent of Mirage a decent amount and it was always really fun so i think i should be able to pick up how to play him pretty fast
#acro posts#in titanfall 2 multiplayer you had like options for the type of pilot you wanted to play#there werent any actual characters in multiplayer but the pilot design would change depending on which ability you chose#one of them was called holo pilot and pretty much did what mirage can do#even mirage's ult was in the game but for some reason it wasnt tied to the holo pilot#you could like choose what kind of ult you wanted and it didnt matter what type of pilot you were playing it was wild#i never used it tho because i liked the turret ult a lot lol#while im talking abt this tho im also really really excited to play octane#the stim character like he is has been around since titanfall 1 and its a lot of fun#being able to use your ability to fuckin boost your way across the map or close distance with an enemy is great#idk if octane's stim boost is as powerful as it is in the earlier games but im still looking forward to it#i know they fuckin ruined the grappling hook in apex lol#in titanfall 2 the grappling hook was insane you could basically slingshot yourself#sorry im rambling huh#i really just gotta make an actual post instead of talking about how much i love the titanfall series in the tags#titanfall is like the only series ive been there since before day 1#like i played the beta version before the 1st game came out#its honestly wild how long it took me to play apex#i was a little bitter that they were pushing back a 3rd game so they could work on apex im ngl#but seeing all the similarities to the past games but in actual characters is just so fuckin cool#pls for the love of god if you play apex play the titanfall 2 single player campaign it worth it 100%#the apex predators are a group in the single player campaign like i assure you its worth it#apex legends
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junipeach · a year ago
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#sighh i was rly tryin 2 avoid venting bc i am being a huge baby abt everything this week but here i am on a *spins wheel* scoliosis rant#all day ive been beating myself up for not doing any digital art for the past 2 weeks esp when ive got deadlines coming soon#and ALSO ive been sick of being so exhausted all the time so i was lookin up shit abt why am i like this#and ontop of the normal stuff abt like 'aha mental illness who? you just need more water!'#(disclaimer: ik water is super great esp w mental illness but also pls mayo clinic im like this even when i was at my physically healthiest)#one of the things was like 'dont b on ur bed unless ur sleepin or ull not associate it w just sleep'#which is all well and good but this goes hand in hand w why im not drawing: my back fuckin hurts after not tht long!!!!#since i got diagnosed i was always like phew well its only mild so i dont need surgery so im FINE!!! which? no????#like. i shouldnt b bedridden after 3 hrs of sitting at my desk and methinks i should like. do smthn abt this lol#like its not even like it rly hurts its just like a weird feeling where its uncomfy and makes me fidget unless im lying down#idk i just feel like w every problem i and everyone around me keeps goin 'wow thats shitty' and then i/they offer nothing helpful#and i just keep saying 'wow thats shitty' for years and years and on and idk when itll just kill me#sry im a total buzzkill today its been a rough week :')#unhappy hour#ask 2 tag#sry idk how to tag this at all
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bopit-twistit · 9 days ago
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i just have to make it to the end of this month without a body ending up in my backyard like i THINK i can do that but my patience is really being????? tested????
#twist n shout#like i feel like im goin crazy lol????#like there are sometimes i just cannot wrap my head around my new reality??#or like how i came to be in my new reality??#no it’s just her#like i can’t wrap my head around how someone could be so twisted lol?????#like i just#cant comprehend the selfishness??#or just the complete ignorance#or lack of awareness maybe is a better way to put#SEE#I JUST DONT FUCKIN GET IT#I CANT EVEN PUT A WORD TO WHATS GOIN ON LMAOOO#idk maybe this is that closure people are always talking about?? bc i want it to just go away i want to just forget about it#i just wanna bury it down deep deep where im never gonna see it again but like#like it’s just the one thing i get hung up on is what the fuck even happened??? like what even was that?? what is this??#and the worst part is is like i don’t think i ever am gonna be able to understand it??? like every single one of our fights#i just never understood why they happened or why they kept going#i don’t understand how she can call me like such a horrible person and shit try to talk shit about me to be friend of TEN YEARS#and call me toxic say she wants to get far far away from me this that and the other thing#LIKE PLEASE I WANT YOU FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME TOO#but how’re you gonna say all this stuff and then drag ur feet about moving outta MY HOME????#like#i just truly do not get it every time I try to think about it#i just get so confused like??? is this a mind game to her?? is the trying to confuse me?? and you know that’s what it’s always been#all the fights and everything were just going round and round and circles and was that just it???#was it always about jsut spinning me enough to get so confused I think hey maybe this is dumb and then just give up on it??#woah not me figuring out my bullshit in the tags AGAIN#and people say i need therapy man i got this on LOCK#no one knows this stupid lil head the way i do 😌
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bibbleboo · 2 months ago
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god i rly do think the only way im ever gonna be happy or have a life im not miserable dedicating to somebody else is if i find a way to live alone. but i literally dont know if thats possible shdfsdfhs i cant drive i cant do dishes i make $500 a month im like. so fucked and honestly if i wanted to i could probably solve Some of these problems but im not. even given enough time to work on honing my adult skills. 
yall not to sound bitter or whiny but straight up since my early teen years all ive ever known is being forced to take care of other people. i was never given the unconditional care and support system it takes a teen to learn how to grow up without worrying abt failing bc i was too busy being roped into caring for other people and fixing all their problems and they in return would help with my disability issues. so i never Grew from that or rly i grew at a snails pace bc i had to barely squeeze in time to work on myself. all my progress was halted by that and i was just stuck in that spot. cuz like for them its only ever an exchange to accommodate me and anything less is unfair and they just stop doing it. and part of me feels guilty and cant help but feel like, ok how can i expect more than that though. like how can i expect accommodation without balance. ppl need 50/50. but also literally, how am i supposed to take care of myself and grow when i am constantly trying to pay off a debt to others just for existing with needs. 
and then they fucking complain im not doing enough for them or for myself and like i!!!!! ok shit or get off the pot then!!! i WANT to do this im just scared if i fail yall wont take me back in bc i stopped being ur fucken slave and then im gonna go back to 11 yr old me attempting sui.ci/de twice bc thats how i look at rock bottom apparently and i dont trust her!!! and its YOUR GUYS FAULT LIKE.... i love my family but . they ruined a lot of shit for me with this fucked up cycle. telling me ‘you just need to push yourself’... when do i have the time when im playing ur fuckin mommies. literally. where am i expected to pull the time or strength or energy or motivation . fuck off like. im needy bc yall didnt give me enough time to learn not to be and i feel like intentionally or not part of it was to keep me around to help them out like uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh i hate this oh my goddddd yall didnt give me the tools to be an adult and now just to escape u im gonna have to jump the shark with Nothing and hope i dont end up homeless or forever fucked in bad credit debt land , while knowing if i got evicted or smth i would literally right away try to kms , again because i waSNT GIVEN PROPER CHANCES TO FAIL OR SUCCEED OR LEARN BC I WAS TOO BUSY KEEPING YALL FROM FAILING LIKE I----- AAAAAHH WHATT DID U EXPECTTTttTTTTTTTT i wanna scream. i never wanted to be a hyper dependent idiot that asks for this much w.o being able to return the favor well enough but yall didnt give me the fucking care i needed to learn how to do anything else so good luck w/o me babes when i figure a way out of here xoxo . but no honestly part of what pisses me off most tho is that when i leave they WILL be able to figure it out, theyll be angry and struggle a little at first but theyll adapt. i rly might not be able to figure this out, itd be my first time adapting to relying on myself and filling Only my needs. its so ufcking wildly unfair i just wanna cry and punch somebody
#vent// /#neg/ //#d/.on.t re.blo//g#tldr;;; if yall got adulting advice i am very down#my main issues are that i cant drive and i keep tryna work around that one and wrap my head around trying it and i just. rly#dont think i can. way too much going on w/ that way too much responsibility like i could literally kill somebody tahts a Vehicle#im not fuckin around with that if i dont think i can do it and itd be irresponsible and inexcusable to me to otherwise try atm#just bc its a common thing that everybody else seems to utilize like. idk i just cant shake it. maybe somebody but no not rn#and then also. like. rent dude.#everywhere rn is 'you need to make 3x the amount rent costs' ........... 500 A MONTH FROM SSI#i could do section 8 but bro by that time id lose my mind. i could just try going off ssi to get a job but like. hhhhhhhha#1. how do i get to the job w/o car 2. i dont think. if i cant even drive i rly dont think im able to work either#and im so scared ill line up all these ducks in a row and then try to have a job and realize i cant fuckign do it and then#wont be able to sustain any of this shit and then im stuck there#like i just. oaeiuraeourauuhiah#everything i struggle with most would be easier if i lived alone except for a handful of the things that are most important#dishes? i could 100% do those if it was just my dishes. rinse em as i go. or buy paper plates lol. np#if i could find a job i can walk to? perfect awesome. make enough to pay rent And cover groceries AND delivery of said groceries?#thatd be not just 'perfect' but the only way i could probably do this and like. how tf. lmao#ik lifes hard but like. literally holding on by a thread here and so scared to fail bc i know thatll be the final straw gjgjjhshsh#uuuuuUHGHH#may delete later lol/ ///
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