#idk its just neat writing

[luck-of-the-drawings]

my TWO FAVORITE THINGS IN THE WORLD, VAMPIRES N COWBOYS... deacon keller is SUCH a fun character, hes charming and funny but ALSO formidable and STRONG when he feels he needsta be. i hope him and arthur can get a chance to talk more and be better friends. l ike really good friend s. . like. like really good f. hangon i gotta go i think i hauve rabies.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #deacon keller #arthur bennett #OOUGUGHHAAOGUguguhh i feel so cringe whenever i ship two characters. like theyre not even REAL #why cant i be more 'hyperfixated' on getting bitched or something. CHRIST. anwyay i want em to hold hands or smth. yknow. freak stuff. #SO DEACON KELLER!! HE OVERHEARD ARTHUR TALKIN ABT THIS PLACE GETTING ATTACKED.. WE SAW HIM APPROACHING #AND THEN THE WHOLE FEAST PORTION OF THE PARTY HAPPENED N HE GOT STUCK #BUT HE KNEEEWW HE OVERHEARD ARTHUR SOMEHOW!! i just think thats neat. hes dedicated to protecting his people. hes respectable!! #GOD he doesnt even have that much screen time but i LOVE HIMMM n his silly lil shadow steed named Sunshine.. like cmon.... ugh..... #hes sweet n hes funny and he CAARES about the things hes in charge of on some levels. he certainly does his best to look after his own. #god idk what else to write here other than how much hes been on my MMMIND lately. the doctors are still running diagnostiscs #i just think hes so neat... also i think its funny that hes afraid o snakes. OH YKNOW lemme just talk abt my damn art. first o all this too #SSSOOO LONG. WEEKS EVEN.IVE BEEN WORKIN ON IT SINCE EP 5 WAS ON PATREON.it was sposed to be justa buncha doodles but then it Evolved #idk man...cowboys are just so cool...especially w VAMP POWERS..fastest shot in the west for a REASON BABY...n with the red smoke #n the glowing eyes..CMOn thats so cool i hadta get my visions into reality. the eyes were inspired by the music video for RATTLESNAKE (kglw #that where the IM THE SERPENT lines come from.lyrics from tha song.ooh yeah i love kglw so much...i also have other hidden messages here #i like to hide things...ALSO ALSO. I HAD SO MUCH TROUBLE W SO MUCH O THIS. the two bits with arthur n deacon biting eachother. AGONY #POSES ARE SO HHARRDDD SAME WITH THAT doodle o arthur slammin deacons head into the ground. WEEKS to get that pose RIGHT. I BLED SO MUCH #OHH AND GUNS???COWBOYHATS?? HIS GAY LIL JACKET? W THE DANGLIES?? AGOONYYY IT TOOK SO LONG TO PERFECT IT..especialy guns. OUUUHH #i also dont draw mustaches enough... which sucks bc im weak for a good mustache... BUT i think im doing pretty well on that. #it was hard but yknow what!! i think i did good! i rly like how this all turned out!! EXCEPT FOR THA FUCKIN RIBBON BOW THING I FORGOT TODRA #IN THE TOP RIGHT... THAT I JSUT NOTICED...its fine its fine i dont care that much. this is good enough to FEAST upon so im content n happy. #anyway i gotta leave ina few hours to start TRAINING for my NEW JOB!! CHEER FOR ME!! TRUCK IS A BLACKJACK DEALER NOW!! IEAAAHHH BABYYYY!!!! #thanku for reading my weird lil scrolls i bury beneath my posts. if u leave tags i WILL absorb them. and feel joy.

[transcicle]

who up getting autistic over a podcast theyve never seen

more under cut idk if theyll format or not... beware

some of these i just did some of these are old

some of these are the drawing style thing i did sooo.... in order... : FIRST THROUGH FOURTH IMAGE peter drew those :-) FIFTH rumi drew that one :-) SIXTH exandroth drew those :-) SEVENTH peter drew that one :-) self portait EIGHTH rumi [bad at art edition] both NINE and TEN i dont remember if they were ment to be peter or just me goofin... so picjk ur poison LOL ELEVEN thats peter LAST THREEEE meeeeee :3 9-10 and 12-14 are the older ones everything else i did last night / this mornin'

#jrwi #jrwi apotheosis #angelstone #sqlumi #................i prefer sqlumi.... why did name it angel stone thats like exandroth + peter not rumi + peter its confusing to me #im sorry i watched the angelstone cut like half a year ago #IM SOOO AUTISTIC ABOUT THEM YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA MAN YOU HAVE NO CLUE SOSHAKSHLSXHLDHDJDJKRKFKF #i cant contain it anymorw im going to post my cringe #quite a few of these ones are from my little handwriting drawing things where i make up their handwriting and art style tee hee #i think rumi either SUCKS ASS at drawing or can decently draw in an anime esque style #i imagine peter has a lil bit of artistic abilities... he did paint a ton of mug paintings if i remember right???? #he aint the best but he can do it #thanatos has 0 skill because he has never drawn anything ever until this hypothetical situation where theyre drawing and writing this all #exandroth adapts peters skill to an extent #peter tries to follow the rules taught to him about writing as a child to a T soooo he has generally neat handwriting if hes thinking abt i #but if hes tired or just out of it idk #you cant get one word man that shit is just complete chicken scratch even he cant figure it out sometimes LOOLLLL #rumi also has very neat handwriting HOWEVER i love the idea that she hams it up to be really swirly like that one girl in elementary #thanatos is very stiff and neat might as well just be font... #exandroth is either writing in full caps or alternating between whatever ver of a letter he wants to write at any time #VERY heavy handed and goes over every line like 3 times #when writing his name EVERYTIME he writes exandroth archangel of retribution everytime #if you guys wanna see what i have so far.... you can ask.... hehe #theyre my ocs at this point man i havent seen the damn campaign #i would just make them my ocs but my brain immediately loses interest whenever i do that uuuuggghhhhg #i mean i have a beast moomin furry thing peter and an object oc peter bur #*but like idk #btw i have like waaayyy more to say but i reached tag limit <////333 tumblr hates autistic people real #ill just retype it all in the next post ^.^* #archive

[gobstoppr]

and btw im in my hater arc rn. as time goes on the more i find a lot of 'fandom' stuff insufferable (i like art n stuff. just the way that fandom refits every media to fit a single mold and set of boring archetypes is exhausting.)

i just get really easily annoyed lately. and have been unfollowing people on a whim a lot. its not personal i promise

#fandom culture has made me actively dislike shit i was fixated on a year ago. looking at your ninja turtles #its not even like what they were doing were particularly offensive it was just exhaustingly boring #im sorry i just really dont care about ur 2 million fics about leo being a sadboy. or one million seperated aus. #theres definetly a part of the whole situation in general which has been me coming to terms with my own internalized misogny #actively re-examining my tendencys to gravity towards male characters #idk maybe its making me dislike art more. but idk. ive always analyzed why i react certain ways to certain things. this isnt new for me #anywaays. i had been following a bunch of ninja turtle blogs and they sorta kept messing around with shows like ninjago too #and at some point i was just like. i dont know if these shows are actually that good guys. i think youjust like shows for little boys #and fandoms tend to shaft female chars so it sure helps that their casts are 98% male . #maybe theyre not your blorbo maybe theyre just Guy McAverageMan. thats not inherently bad but you have to consider it. #guys rottmnt is isnt even that good . its not that good ok. its alright/pretty good. and the movie does a few neat things #i feel like ive become one of those people that turn 18 and then immediately go 'minors dni'. im not there yet but i just. #we're watching kids shows. its ok . you can say it. #you may have noticed ive been reblogging a lot of dungeon meshi stuff. i read it all over the past week. #but here's the thing. i thought it was mid/good for like 70% of it. #i think its got some really really cool worldbuilding ideas and stuff #but i think a lot of the writing was sorta. uninteresting to me. #my discord friends have been raving over izutsumi for months. #but i found her presence in the story to be weird and underdeveloped. she felt out of place and her introduction felt clumsy #i felt when the story was ramping up the manga got a lot better. because again theres some rlly cool ideas at play #all the shit with the lion? incredible. the way all the infighting led to more problems bc the elves refuse to explain anything? rlly good. #marcille landing in power? reallly good shit. (i still thought it was a lil undercooked still tho) #i cant stop thinking about laios in that climax scene. i think he shouldve been feral a lot more often #uhh. i got distracted. fandom bad and annoying. #saw a post talking about marcille realizing izutsumi is only 17 and then describing how 'omg shes a mom now' and i wanted to throw up #im done. i swear. im done talking for real. aagh #text

[violasmirabiles]

working on my thing for the dollars fandom event activity 1 but . got a real bad case of my brain is fucking mush and thoughts are coming So Slow and also my hands are so goddamn cold i gotta take breaks all the time to wash them with hot water or to make myself a cup of tea so i have a hot mug to hold. and also this thing apparently wants to happen in finnish before it wants to happen in english so thats slowing things a bit too. ah well at least its not gonna be a long one

#were talking like. <500 words in english probably. max 350 ish words in finnish. #both versions are 100% happening btw i just think its... important might be too strong a word but. neat. to write fanfic in finnish #especially for tiny fandoms #im bringing us more niño/indio. we deserve it #but idk when ill be done. tomorrow evening hopefully since rn brains not cooperating and i have Errands tomorrow during the day. #and did i mention my hands are fucking freezingggggg its not even -30 celsius anymore its like +2 celsius...... why this why now

[strxngerbxtches]

ok yknow what i wish we got to see in the finale? flashbacks of eddie and chrissy’s interactions over the years. because you know my boy remembered all of them.

the iconic ‘chrissy, this is for you’ and then we’re whisked into a memory of the two of them talking at the talent show, maybe one giving a pep talk to the other?

the next memory would be eddie’s eighth grade graduation, and we see a sixth grade chrissy sitting with a grin in the audience, she has a front tooth missing and a pink ribbon in her hair and there’s soft music playing over the scene, cut short by a teacher’s voice shouting ‘edward munson!’

this segways into the next memory, eddie sitting in pe class his junior year, staring out the window at the football field, where chrissy is at cheer practice. she’s on top of a pyramid, and as soon as she does a high kick, his attention is snapped to the annoyed looking gym teacher who’s been calling his name for the past five minutes, he shakes his head and joins his class to run laps.

after this a montage of lunch periods cross the screen, focused in on pretty, bright chrissy cunningham as she chats with the other cheerleaders, she’s without her missing teeth and pink ribbon, but just as radiant as he thought she was back then. every day she has a new outfit, matched with the same warm smile as always

chrissy’s voice starts to echo, a cacophony of greetings and goodbyes, with the growing sound of his name coming up behind it before we see chrissy approach him, now a junior, and her clear voice breaks the white noise it seems like his brain created, it’s just a simple ‘hi’ but it clears the noise we’re hearing in his head instantly. she just asks him if he knows what the homework in one of their shared classes was, and he stutters out that he does, trying not to come of as the freak he’s sure she sees him as, though her genuine, kind smile would say otherwise.

after he gives her the synopsis on the homework, jason calls for chrissy and she thanks eddie quickly, offering an apologetic smile before she runs over to him, quick to settle jason’s demands and calm him down about why she was speaking to eddie in the first place. we get a close up of jason’s glare as eddie retreats to the rec room to set up for hellfire, breathing deeply as he watches the door for the blonde boy to appear

in the next scene, chrissy is yet again stopping him in the hall, but now she looks small and scared, eyes darting around her as she slips him a piece of paper, running off shortly after. we get a close up of the note, scrawled in loopy cursive is a note asking to buy weed, along with a request to know where to meet him. he takes a pencil from his jacket pocket and writes the location of his selling spot before sliding it into the locker he knew as chrissy’s.

then memories of chrissy’s last day from eddie’s perspective flash across the screen, ending with a shot of him sobbing over her body before sprinting from the trailer.

#idk i just think its neat #and by neat i mean id cry #put me in the writing room duffers u cowards #anyway yeah this #eddie munson #stranger things #eddie stranger things #stranger things 4 spoilers #eddie munson headcanon #eddissy #stranger things 4 #st4 #stranger things season 4 #eddie x chrissy #chrissy cunningham #chrissy x eddie #edssy #joseph quinn #st season 4

[rhywhitefang]

Also it's so funny to me that ppl pretend that visual art is somehow more meaningful than writing biiiitch I draw when I don't have enough concentration and focus and capability to think deeply to write

#writing just takes more brainpower to dissect so you devalue it #because its easier to look at a picture and go 'oh neat!' than to analyse and appreciate writing #its lazy its anti intellectual #honestly sometimes i contemplate stopping drawing alltogether to stop feeding into that bullshit mindset #maybe i should just learn how to crochet instead idk #i do essentially do it out of laziness #when i dont have the energy to write but still wanna be creative

[unfortunate--moth]

i for real need to stop getting new interests my brain can only have so much space in there.

anyways. reverse 1999. is a pretty cool game. i wish i decided to hyperfixate on it AFTER all of my other projects but now i just wanna draw these silly characters. sigh. someone help me.

#reverse 1999 #moth speaks #its just ROUGH #i have my fic to work on #then i have a secret santa gif #then i might join a writing competition #then i also have a different original story ive been loving #rain code and milgram and other shit also in my brain #i wanted to draw some aoyama operetta characters too #find me dead on the floor by next week /j #already thinking about doing a crossover #between rain code and reverse 1999 #how would it work? uh! idk but itd be neat #girl help im hyperfixating on too many things

[dreamsy990]

thing i wrote down about roxas in class today that i wanted to share: a lot of the time when he tries to articulate a feeling he uses something physical. like roxas has a kind of bad understanding of emotions so he links them to tangible changes or physical feelings.

#when he thinks axel is dead he doesnt say hes sad or grieving he says he 'has a weird choked up sensation' #when xion dies he says 'who else will i eat ice cream with'. #when HE dies he says 'it looks like my summer vacation is over' #he doesnt just say how hes feeling because he doesnt really know how hes feeling #he describes the sensations and tangible changes but never the emotions #<- i mean he might outright mention emotions at some point but idk i cant remember any #anyways i just think its good character writing #he doesnt understand emotions well so of course he doesnt articulate them in a normal way #i just think hes neat

[pinoruno]

spn poetry month - day 6 - shadows: blood in the backseat

a tribute to anna for today's "shadows" prompt! wanted to explore the angels'-deaths-as-wing-shadows sort of idea, & this odd dissociative-grace thing sort of just. Sprung Forth.

@spnpoetryrenaissance

#played with the fire motif a little bit too bc of course inherent to a burned shadow is the flammable exigence. but tried to focus more on #the ash of it all. idk. i like the idea that anna was cognizant the whole time i feel like that was sort of. Touched On w the whole early #childhood psych evals thing but (as is the case with most things in spn) tragically under explored. #i also like the idea that when angels go out they can sort of See it happen? like they end up in the empty obviously but when their eyes do #the shooty grace thing its like Expelling them from their vessels so they are momentarily sort of Suspended above everything #before the metaphorical lights go out. i just think its all very compelling #i'm not really explaining all that very well but [meme voice] i just think she's neat. anyway. #spnpoetryrenaissance #spn poetry #day 6 #FUCKING HELL JUST REALIZED I QUEUED THIS TO THE WRONG BLOG. whatever its whatever i'll just self reblog in the other direction #i'm not writing all that again

[dekupalace]

guess who's joining the isat font club and thought it'd be funny to read back on their own fic

#things that hit different when written in the source's font #also reading some of this when im trying to stay as close to the games writing as possible is kinda nice. like hey those are my words #and now it looks official.....idk maybe thats weird to think i just think its kinda neat #busy.🐝

[sojourner-between-worlds]

Alright, friends, it is time to dispel yet another 5Ds myth!

Everyone once in a while I hear "the writing in the second half went downhill because all the writers left to work on BBT." Which would be a convenient and understandable excuse -- if it were actually true.

May I present this handy-dandy chart (made by yours truly) as evidence:

The only person credited with writing BBT is Shin Yoshida, whom you will notice was still actively writing for the series at the same time, though less than in the DS arc. You'll also notice that he wrote quite bit of the WRGP arc -- yeah, the arc that gets the second most flack for the writing. Huh. Interesting.

You'll also notice that of the original five writers, two of them worked on the entire series. (It's also worth pointing out that one of them only wrote one single, solitary episode for the entire series, one wrote one episode in the first two arcs and then came back later and wrote more, and another only wrote for the first arc.)

You may also notice that only one episode of the pre-WRGP arc wasn't written by one of the original five or one of three that joined for the DS arc. While it's true that there were more writers for the arc that gets the most flack for its writing, the people responsible were still the exact same ones that brought us the FC and DS arcs.

Additionally, it bears mentioning that the stellar finale was half written by writers who were not present at the start of the series.

Conclusion: it was a choice -- one most of us aren't keen on, but all of those things we dislike were NOT due to staff changes. Love it or hate it, that's just the way it is.

#yugioh 5ds #ygo 5ds #yugioh 5ds myths #i had more fun than probably is normal putting that chart together #(hey i'm autistic what do expect? lol) #as a side note i find it absolutely fascinating how the writing is distributed #there are two people who only wrote episode and a couple more who wrote one in one arc and then a bunch in the following arcs #idk i just think its neat

[quicktimeeventfull]

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#also i think that although not including the disabling aspect of autism is not in and of itself abelist #i think that as a widespread trend occurs as the result of abelism #not just re: L but re: characters in general #does this makes sense #like its not canon so its fine not to include it HOWEVER the fact that autistic characters en masse #tend to be presented as quirky rather than disabled #is the result of widespread discomfort with autism as a disability rather than a neat and cute trait #and said discomfort does not make any specific person ableist #bc autistic people often also have this bc we are consistently immersed in a world which discourages the presentation of autism as a #disability #so choosing to present it that way often is not top of mind #like its systemic not individual #(sometimes it also occurs on the individual level. everything is case by case & systemic oppression cannot be neatly categorized) #also i think it sometimes just comes from non-autistic people recognizing that he's autistic and wanting to show this #but being uncomfortable with writing things that speak on disability #which is a complicated issue idk #and another reason i wouldn't call the a single individual not showing him as disabled ableist in and of itself #or necessarily recommend that said traits are included every single time one depicts him #idk #again this is not prescriptive just some thoughts on things to consider

[mirrortouchedsea]

himeru is haunted by his past and his mistakes and what could have been.

word count: 342

HiMERU hates mirrors. 

Ever since he was a child, he would see ghosts haunting them. His mother would entertain his stories, saying that the people he saw just wanted to say hello before moving on, but once she passed, he began seeing her too. 

It wasn’t every mirror that he would see them in. Public bathrooms were safe most days, as were car mirrors and windows, though there were always days where he’d see them anyway. A ghost of a woman in the windows at the bus stop as she pushes what he believes to be her child out of the road, a ghost of a person from the Meiji era in the bathroom at the grocery store, lingering near what was their favorite place to nap. 

He couldn’t talk to them, though. He had tried as a child but had always been ignored. Even as a teenager, when he had begun avoiding mirrors in his apartment, he’d sometimes try to say hello. 

When he was 24 and watched his half brother brutally beaten on stage, he hadn’t properly looked in a mirror in almost six years. And when he decided to take his brother’s place as an idol, to protect his reputation and maybe have some semblance of a relationship with the kid who called him onii-chan, he knew he’d have to look in the mirror again. It was difficult to do makeup and hair without one. 

Still, he tried to keep his exposure short. Ghosts still flickered in the background, though often overtaken by the liveliness of his unit mates. HiMERU would always make a point to be the first one to leave so he didn’t have to deal with seeing the ghosts as the lights dimmed in their dressing room. 

The night before they debuted their most recent single, he lingered behind the rest of the group, choosing to confront the ghosts once and for all. 

And standing in the reflection where HiMERU should be, he instead saw his brother how he looked just before the crowd swarmed him. 

#idk what this is but take it #just a little piece inspired by some art lis sent me #reblogged it on main. goes insane a little bit ahahaa #im not writing a lot of longer stuff rn but i just want to keep writing so i dont get rusty #anyway #my wips #<- ? idk if i'll expand on this. its a neat idea but hmmmmm hmmmm #one shot #himeru #my writing #still figuring out tags but uuuuu #also it is implied kaname died yeah. sorry about that one

[devestatedutterlydevestated]

hi hello its currently 3 am a;most four am but i cant stop thinking about a spicynoodles aladdin au where red son has come of age just as demon season rolls around so all these demons are fighting for his hand in marriage but he obviously rejects all of them. the just like in aladdin he leaves the palace and explores rhe outisde world where oh em gee what does he come across but a quaint little noodle shop and loud gasp whos that its mk of courcese!! anyway fastforward red son cant dtop thinking abt the noodle boy or something, they fall for each other but since mk is just a silly little human who has no idea that demon courting rituals are different than human rituals mk thinks theyre alreading dating but red sons like "can he please just hurry up and kidnap me already???" uhhhh theres like a side plot where macaque is jafar and wukong is the genie and maybe shadkowpeaches or something there idk man im raelly tired ok thx bye bye

#lmk spicynoodles #spicynoodleshipping #shadowpeaches #spicynoodles aladdin au #idk if this is already a thing man #lmk #lmk macaque #lmk mk #red son #sun wukong #dbk #princess iron fan #i really like demon season man #its such a neat concept #person a is like wow i cant believe were this far in our relationship #meanwhile person b is like omg do they hate me ;;;; #its so funny dude #hey my hand fell asleep while writing this #everything is numb #shadowpeaches really dont need to be here i just like them a lot

[hanzajesthanza]

lady of the lake is like. nimue and condwiramurs join their autistic powers to summon ciri, the patron saint of autism

#this is literally what happens in ch 2 and 7… #this is an appreciation post for nimue in lotl #nimue is a representation of my loftly life goals: #live on an island in the middle of a lake in the middle of nowhere #spend all fucking day for the last 150 years obsessing over one single legend (special interest) #all else there is to do on this island is take long bathes and spend time in the sauna #and walk around by the pines rocks and waves #(hikes in nature are my second favorite hobby after the witcher but i dont always like going to different places i like the same places) #have strong sexy asf significant other who’s inwardly intelligent but is there primarily to fish and to **** *** **** #have neat and tidy room that smells good like myrrh sandalwood and mothballs #have awesome as fuck balcony that overlooks the lake #five foot by seven foot WOVEN TAPESTRY OF STYGGA CASTLE #you own ALL of the witcher fanart ever made and ALL of the witcher scholarly writing ever written #you have awesome asf hearty breakfast prepared for you every day #LITERALLYYYY my dream. this is what i hope i can achieve by age 40 or whatever #idk how she pays for all this or how she even got to live here (do you have to apply for housing etc) but the fisher king is a king so he’s #probably loaded and has the political power of a king too. right? #so amazing thats great #look how i didnt even mention being a sorceress or using magic or being beautiful (these other things that nimue has going for her) #its ok i can grow old and die or whatever id just like the sick island that makes you insane about the witcher cause im already half there #c: nimue #c: condwiramurs #c: ciri #the witcher books #book: lady of the lake #the elbow-high diaries

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i dont think any online friends know it about me a lot of people who know me irl do but i really like looking at people's handwriting & seeing how they like to write. like if people write big or small or how they space it or where they start certain letters & how many lines they use for them (ie do they add the lines on an uppercase i & if they do is it 3 or less total lines) do they mix cursive & print or do they mix uppercase & lowercase in the middle of words & is there a pattern in it or do they loop the bottoms of letters like y & g & j & is it consistent or only sometimes etc etc

#idk the personality assessment part of it i just think its neat #my mother HATES that i do this bc im always like yeah ik ur handwriting u captitalize whatever letter u feel like #but yeah if i have extra time sometimes i just stare at other peoples handwriting if its nearby #my own handwriting looks like im 12 but its fine.... #it also depends too bc people write differently if theyre upset or rushed. #but even then theres a consistency in the upset or rushed writings too #idk its a neat little window into someone elses life.