#idk just my take :p

[stuckinapril]

I’m happy for the little life I built for myself

#there’s a lot of ways to go #i am nowhere NEAR the dream life I really want to attain #or the dream person I want to be #but high school me #hell even freshman in college me #would GAWK at the life I have so deliberately made happen. #the solid network of friends I have #the confidence I’m slowly but surely growing into #the discipline I’m harvesting bit by bit. i do not claim perfection but I am 100% improving #I’m just happy idk! i don’t compare myself at all now bc I know I’m on the right track #especially compared to where I was like 5 years ago. such a different mind state from now #and no one can take that away from me #there’s a lot more to go. a lot more. but I thought I’d pause and be intentionally grateful for what has been accomplished #bc it actually puts things into perspective to look at the past rather than just look to the present. it creates contentment #i get so caught up being hard on myself for not accomplishing certain things yet #that I forget I pulled myself out of such a deep rut by the skin of my teeth #and that’s important to keep in mind even as you progress to your goals #anyway <333 happy content in my own lane etc etc #p

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

Expect clip posting to slow down due to irl nonsense.

Also from the 11th to the 18th I won’t have any computer access and very little internet access but I’ll schedule a couple clips beforehand for that week 🫡

#idk how often the posts will be. maybe 3-4 a week #12 hr workday + no real privacy in my room #means I could only edit late at night #or on the weekend #and it feels like such a waste of my tiny bit of free time #to be sitting at my desk pretending to do something as I wait for my mom to gtfo of my room #I think all the typing makes her suspicious idk man #it made what should have taken 45 mins take up to 2 hrs sometimes #so I will be attempting to do all my editing on friday/saturday and queue the posts #what I’ve been doing is scheduling 2-4 days of posts at a time #but like I said. doing it during the weekday is extremely time consuming due to being watched :p #on the weekends she’s less nosy and I can just wait for her to be asleep lol #if tumblr didn’t have an audio upload limit then I could just go all out for like 3 hrs and have a big queue lined up #it will actually take me less time to edit on a friday/saturday just cause I won’t be interrupted at all at nignt. lol. #tldr: I have very little free time and am interrupted constantly during the week #it will be easier for me to edit late at night on the weekend #and schedule the posts throughout the week #at the cost of no more daily posts (blame tumblr audio limit) #non voice post

[waitineedaname]

greedling are soulmates not in a romantic sense or even in a fate sense, but rather in the sense that their souls were put in a blender and now they're stuck with each other

#fma #<- im tagging things p liberally bc a friend has just started the series and idk if he's blacklisting things for spoilers #ANYWAY. i love my guys #do NOT separate them #taking ling's friends of the soul speech VERY literally

[reggiestein]

Interesting licorice cookie fact: he loves food. Any time hes shown with it its generally treated as a big deal for him (and that 1 time he literally cried happy tears over it)

(for the first one its too long to add but this whole bit he goes on to talk to his fans on his story but he keeps getting distracted by the food🙏)

In the Cake Shop event, every time he asks for a cake, he always asks for a lot of toppings. Never a little, never a specific amount, always a lot.

(i have a point abt all of this but i think its cute and in-character that hed always go for the overzealous choice of just adding a bunch of something rather than a sensible amount. also side side note i think its a cute contrast to pomegranate, who always knows exactly how many toppings she wants)

In ovenbreak, when you give him a Licorice Skull Candy, he responds with "This is all for me, right? I'm not sharing!" (Something ill ADD once i find a SCREENSHOT OF IT😡💥)

In the Cake Shop event, (again, in the story) he's really stingy with his cake, and hates the idea of sharing it with anybody

Also licorice is canonically noticeably skinny

Sad licorice cookie fact: when people don't consistently have food (due to neglect, poverty, etc.) its typical for them try to hoard food when they do have the opportunity to get it, even if they're no longer in a spot where they need to do that. Its common for them to take more than they need if its available, usually in an attempt to save what they won't eat now for later.

😶.........idk💀

#source? me. #my therapist brought this idea up to me like a year ago and its literally changed my view on how i treat food forever💀 #anyways this isnt as good as my other analysis type post i just feel like posting licorice content :p #licorice cookie #slrry if some of this doesnt make sense im a little tired #i think aout him a lot #hopefully ppl also get this 1 idk i think its too long #sorry 4 taking up the licorice tag🙏🔥 #i have a kot of thoughts #hopefully this makes sense :p #whrraaaggh explodes

[alliebirb]

Had to cut the title slide so: welcome to vol. 2 of brainrotted ygo fan assigns character styles, boys edition!

#if you disagree on any of these #i do not want to hear about it #ramblings #otogi and atem are my most fervent takes i will NOT being accepting any criticisms for them #my apologies for not including rishid 😔😔 #i just could not come up with anything particular for him #he’d probably just rock a black sweater and slacks every day idk #also want to apologize for jono’s #but i stg he makes it look p good #k*iba on the other hand #wants to look cool so bad #and he just isnt #so he overcompensates with whatever the fuck that style is #yugioh #atem #jonouchi katsuya #malik ishtar #marik ishtar #ryou bakura #thief king bakura #yugi muto #honda hiroto #otogi ryuji #seto kaiba #mahad

[sillyabtmusic]

(240209) dOpamine - KB

#flashing #onlyoneof #kb #shin kyubin #lyonet #kpopstages #kflops #malegroupsnet #* my gifs #nkd.gif #ooo.gif #ooo.kb #okay these are okay quality wise BUT they're also a milestone for me because i figured out gif panning #but i use photopea not photoshop so i had no tutorial just math and stubbornness :P and i'm super excited abt it!! #it's not that hard you just have to calculate how many pixels it takes to reach your start motion to end motion then figure out what #interval to move your frames by. and you have to do it pixel by pixel naturally #but it's really not that hard!! a little time consuming. but now that i know how i'm sure it'll be a little faster in the future #anyways it's bottom left in this set that i panned and honestly i can barely tell so i consider this a WIN #the only reason you can really tell (imo) is because his features blurred a little during the motion and obvs that's kept even if you pan #anyways this footage was 4k but it also sucked a little idk. no i've never touched a ts file in my life i have no access to them and failed #my own searches. but noentheless i'm done rambling. if you read all this hello o/

[13eyond13]

Not that anybody asked, but one of my favourite headcanons is that L was actually kind of a bad influence on Light. I think Light often mirrors the behaviours of people he looks up to a lot, both consciously and subconsciously. And I think he was often mirroring L's childish competitiveness and shadiness and turning everything into a game way more whenever they were together. And that then he was sort of terrified out of it and sobered into acting way more seriously again by his dad pretending to execute him at the start of the Yotsuba arc. And then Light starts mirroring Soichiro's ideals and behaviours very closely in that arc instead. Maybe just because he lost his Kira memories, but I think also because he really wants to appease his father and get back into his good graces again. And I think that Light suddenly stopping mimicking L and instead often scorning L's bad behaviour in the Yotsuba arc is a big part of the reason L gets really confused and depressed at that point. He relates way more to the mindgamey Kira Light that he half helped create and inspire than he does to the very serious and straitlaced Light that he actually ended up handcuffing himself to.

#this is what i mean by saying my L takes often match with the people who dislike him more sometimes #but idk isnt L just more spicy when he's not 100% perfect and heroic and good #light yagami #l lawliet #soichiro #headcanon #p

[puppyeared]

fighting tooth nail and tail for the puppy url

#wish me luck #just picture me opening and closing my hands in a strangling motion. current puppy i could treat her so much better. i will usurp you #idk how faulty tumblrs url releasing is because. they said on the guidelines. theyd release any dormant/inactive accs #but when i went to send my report on the quick faq they said they. dont release any terminated/dormant account urls. so #i attached a screencap of the blog and a picture of that specific line on the guidelines page so they can see where im getting it from #am i taking this too seriously? is it really worth it to have the puppy url? am i being petty? #if it means taking less than 5-10 min to write my url because there are seven (7) p's in my username and i keep losing count. well #anyway i just asked them to check the accounts activity and give me a solid answer. if its not open its fine ill just clench my fists #and then forget my rage and bitterness in a week #yapping

[the-unconquered-queen]

Because I'm seeing cakegate on my dash again, let's stir up some old drama

#playchoices #the freshman #choices tf #the royal romance #choices trr #I'm gonna say it—Drake's was dumb as hell but you can't deny it was p in character for him #them rewriting it + trying to make him out to be a non-toxic masculinity icon later on was what wasn't consistent #(& you cant say the latter was character growth because they never presented it as a journey they just pretended the other never happened) #and see if he didn't want a pink cake just because he doesn't love the color that's valid #it's that he specifically said it was because it was girly that makes it a fragile masculinity thing #and by extension it's also a sexism thing and even a homophobia thing if you wanna view it that way too #the Abbie thing made people mad enough to give it a name (cakegate) and it sure is the icing on the cake for an already loathsome character #anyway I'm voting Abbie cause I hated it but I still think the fuss about the Drake one wasn't really warranted #like yeah I maintain it's a problematic comment but idk what to tell you man that's just the dude you romanced #like what aspect of his characterization leading up to that moment makes it take you by surprise or think it's ooc #and I say this as someone who originally married Drake and had him as one of my favorite LIs but that was Drake being Drake honestly #unconquered queries

[torithehoshi]

Oh look - it's him the Whole!

I think I prefer Whole as a concept more than a character, and I've certainly thought of that more. However, it doesn't mean I dislike the idea of Whole as a character. There's a lot of cool and interesting interpretations and as usual - people are really creative. Though I wasn't thinking too hard through my album listens about Whole as a character which is why it lingered with me but I didn't have too many of my own thoughts.

. And then I started listening to Pathological Facade by GHOST AND PALS again which led to something really clicking. So I've drawn Whole!! Tbf I actually have drawn him before in my sketchbook 'cause of another song I was listening to but the lyrics are me kiind of stretching it? I'll see what I do with it later - though I wanted to share these ones I did since like I said before - traditional drawing and digital feel different for me and it'd been a while. There aren't a lot but I like 'em!

[More ramblings under the cut 'cause this is getting long]

I just knew I wanted him to have a fusion (the word I intended to use but hadn't noticed until now???) of some elements in my HMS designs hair and face wise. And while I only have two frame redraws from the video (which are my favorite frames btw), it's something I've been thinking of a lot 'and... hope I can better articulate? . Although the lyrics really made me think of that 'cause I think about the lyrics of Pathological Facade a lot 'cause of its lyrics...

Although who knows - I want to finish the second drawing as something more fully-fledged but I have like... a few other WIPs and ideas I'd like done before the end of the year just personally before I start something new. I think this doodle looks really nice on its own though - I had fun drawing it. That song's really good.

#Chonny Jash #CCCC #CCCC fanart #Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium #CJ Whole #CJ Soul #And a cameo from Heart and Mind at least symbolically? #Tori's Doodles of Mellarky #I think about these guys so much but my brain is faster than my hands #So I don't draw as fast as I could as I'm always thinking of misc stuff. Some of that being new stuff before I even draw things #You guys have no idea how much these guys take up my brain rn #I could probably fix that if I drew in my sketchbook more (still gotta fill in pages) - or even showed more of my notes like this #Idk! just some tag rambling for anyone whose reading :p I'm having fun drawing CCCC stuff at least #Also I can't get through one of these without some kind of wording error on my part

[lord-of-the-bundle-of-sticks]

drew me yesterfay

look at that it's a fucking nerd ewww!1!1!!1 point and laugh!1!1! /j

#:p #art #my art #me!! #genuine question but do people actually have light in their eyes? #cuz when i look at myself i dont see light in it yk #maybe im just taking the phrase literally idk

[stuckinapril]

might have a parisian girl era soon. we’ll see

#uncle who lives in belgium knows i graduated a year early + currently studying for the mcat #and he’s practically begging me to visit him in belgium and study there #and belgium is only around 2 hours away from paris so you best believe id be taking the train there every day #the thing is i study full time & only have a minimal part time job on the side so he and my mom would have to foot that bill #and idk i’d feel so bad. i’m already so spoiled. like i never had to work a day in my life but im 21 #it’s very much in arab culture to spoil the daughters like this but still !!! #it just feels like i have to put my big girl pants on and start saving + relying on myself more & more when it comes to that #so that’s probably what i’ll be doing. plus i have research + my neuro internship here and i cant just drop that #but once i get a research publication in a few months + save up my own money im seriously considering j putting myself on a plane & going #i’m sure he and my mom would have no problem paying but it feels wrong. this is one thing i rly wanna pay upfront myself i think #but if i do manage to pull it off it’d be so cool bc i rly wanna see him #and i rly wanna bust out the 8 years i have in french #p

[cozymochi]

TWITTER HAS BEEN DELETED 💕💕💕💕

😌 first step of healing can begin.

#cozy texts #not my account just the apps rn… idk what to do with that account tbh #its only there for formalities i guess….. #such a bad idea to start with #im exhausted from all the bad takes and ppl up their asses over everything #they just thrive over negativity its been hurting me for a year in the background :/ #p sure twit t er is what affected my perception of my work anc my willingess to post

[deus-ex-mona]

looking on at the ✨hype✨ about last stage like

#i wanna be excited about it too!!!!! lemme in~~~~~~~~~~ #maybe it’s just bc i didn’t listen to the ‘loid version on the koishiteru album but i think im not as excited about it as i should be lmaooo #on jp twt there are fans screaming about last stage and i. feel kinda left out ngl??? fomo’s hittin’ like a truck and idek w h y #but me? im just clinging to meoto to ✨carry on✨ #idk why but it kinda sounds like that song aka***ki enstrs sang to beat r****ts to a pulp in the anime #i dont even like enstrs anymore so idk why that song was the first thing i thought of when i heard the preview help #in any case!!!!! i hope the rest of the new songs get mvs!!!! especially meoto!!!!!!!!!!!! #going by the love chuchuchu(chu! kawaikute gomen—) im p sure that’s gonna be the moge mv lol #wont be surprised if their outfits in the mv are the same ones that they’re wearing in the moge-ilustrated album standees… #if that is indeed how the oshi no mahou mv is gonna go… all of you will now owe me tree fiddy >:) if not nothing happens idk #im very much looking forward to seeing where the completely new direction of upcoming lxl songs is gonna take us though #(p r a y i n g for lxl falling for each other in 4k hd p ls—) #g o d i should really get some sleep my innate state of crabbiness is creepin’ in the tags here too aaaaaa

[retconomics]

babygirl you are my EVERYTHINg..!!.,1!1!

#attollo #in the tags because he's mary sue af and its embarrassin... #i've said it before but her power is p much transferrable healing factor so like. can take other peoples ouchies or give his to others #and then heals really quickly as long as there are enough excess calories to burn through #side effects often include light headedness or fainting if its a big job. #also like. she tends to transfer any big cuts or injuries that would result in visible scarring.. only exceptions are the piercings and #the edgelord tattoos he got on his fingertips to warn people about his fatal cheese touch (ie touch of extreme wound generosity) #oh right yeah can only transfer wounds through direct contact #like skin to skin #shed still die if like. shot to the head. but everything else theres a chance of survival ESP if shes touching someone or smthn else living #uhhh what else what else. #hangs out with sysba and suha for the clothes probably. #still has medical training.. maybe is an underground doctor or smthn idk #my art #and YES thats his natural hair yes its bleach damaged no idk how to convey that. next. #.. oh yeah lol works with ovo. like not FOR them but. might as well. #oc: alice #EDIT: I want it to be more balanced and less. multifaceted (u get ONE power) so: #instead its just status transfer like maybe a suuper mild healing factor because of how the transfer works - #-can spread trauma to other cells in other areas to minimize overall harm' #-and its semi-automatic so the IS potential for a ned the piemaker situation #so like if alice is freshly dead but the cells arent.. boom transfer #ok i think thats better.

[skitskatdacat63]

Orb...

+ process kinda

#istg lineart is just a horrible terrible thing LOL #i sketch and it goes very well and i am very happy and i feel very creative!!! #i have to do lineart and it makes me want to give up the piece ..... #i get to paint and im like omg i could do this for hours !!! this is so fun !!!!!! #thus: orb #im very happy w it so thats why im posting #idk how long the actual piece is gonna take so might as well post a little sneak peak ig #lmfao i gave up on the crown bcs it was too complicated and then drew this. maybe the crown will come back. prob not #im surprised w the process of this. i usually struggle a lot w accurately referencing real life things #and i usually end up tracing them just to understand how the form works #and god ive drawn so many complicated things for this piece and havent had to trace at all???? okay????? #i mean ofc its not entirely accurate bcs the craftsmanship on the original orb is actually insane #but i think ive got it down p well :) #ill have to try to make the gold look a bit better at some point later on but for now its !!! #i like how half my art i post here is either chibis #or just the most brainrot intense historically detailed shit ever #yes no one i talk to probably knows what a globus cruciger is but GOD DAMN IT IM GONNA DRAW IT ACCURATELY #had this thought ^ when i looked at my top posts and my last post was those nando chibis #and then after a week of not drawing after that im like yeah let me draw several imperial relics #catie.art.