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cerealmonster15 · 21 days
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[TWST OC TEMPLATE SOURCE!!!]
wip shots of The Lads.... my twst ocs that haunt my brain...
i've been goin back and forth on what they should be wearing cause im trying to go a lil dif from the just straight copy from the dwarves' rsa uniform lol, and to show a lil personality....... but if there's one thing about me it's that i do NOT know how to design clothing LOL
the bio is also in progress, i'm just jotting ideas down and may switch some things around as i try to flesh out their interests more in my mind palace... i think i ended up drawing a much bigger height dif than 5cm lol. maybe ill fudge the numbers or maybe youll just have to forgive meee <3
i'm also gonna do a second one w/the scarabia background for dañarte for his... post expulsion/transfer to nrc 👀....
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qigabyte · 3 months
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gimbappe wrapped or something lol...yea ! 😌👍
so um. im gonna ramble a bit here lol...you dont have to read but if you do well. i appreciate it ! lets get stuff off my mind for the end of the year i guess. its mostly boring self reflection but. everyone should do it tbh its always good.
sorry in advance for my english. the more i write the worse it seems to get lol
balling wise well. its been a year since i got into fut n my knowledge of it is still shit as ever but ay. means that i still got room to learn more so i'll def won't complain about that lol ! i'd say i know 0.2% more abt foot so. that's a win in my book if anything lol.
im smitten with how football brings people together and yet rips them appart at the same time lol. ive never quite experienced something as intense but isn't that the fun part in sports !! lol ive only had interactions w sports in fiction before (just say sports anime now lol) but ever since i got to see a game in real life...and man... shit hits different lol!!!! thats the real deal!!! its fun to get thrilled and scream your lungs out!!! lol
so far im still a casual enjoyer and no clubs have yet stolen my heart (i defo feel like a fraud lol ngl. wont even complain getting dunked on here lol) but honestly it changed my view altogether on sports. ive always been the annoying ass nerd so ig i got to discover my inner jock or whatever the hell...lol. well. everyday i discover new things to read and learn about and im enjoying it very much ! im thankful for that.
now art wise. mmm! even though my mind still refuse to acknowledge it im still an artist at heart and have been so for years now. yea i can't believe i wrote this down thats damn embarrassing when you have impostor syndrome wtf lol!
a bit before i got into fut my relationship w art had seriously soured if im being honest lol. i had lost my touch, and not being able to draw was like loosing a part of me for real aha...... i blame it on adult life ig. my love for art and creation is immense but it is not compatible w what it takes to live in the current system ig! so fuck me lol. it may be a form for me to escape bc im very bored with my own life...but aren't we all.
well. gay football is certainly not the wisest choice to invest your creative groove into i'm well aware of that lmfao. but thanks to that i got the courage to pick up the pen again tbh.......idk why my brain decided to only cooperate to draw again under the condition of. gimbappe but honestly. its fun n ill take it lol ! noticed some improvement in my art surprisingly as well so. whatever works at this point ! i guess thats the price to pay w rpf lol im gonna be real here.....weird moral but you do see results. sorry to them multimillionaires ballers kings lmfao! thats gimbappe n its wonders ig
it's def been a positive addition to my art path. here plugging my non-fut art as well lmfao fuckall. i swear im not completely braindead w gimbop...(ok maybe i am lmfao bc i finished more gimbap pieces than other fanart/original art...man be for real now lol)
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(well theres still one kyky but. whatever LMFAO)
ok now lets talk abt. gimbappe.
uuuuuh! well in all the circles ive been into ive always been kinda reserved! i contribute the best i can and fuck off lol im mostly the type to enjoy stuff on my own
but somehow this time its been very different...and in short i havent had this much fun in a while im gonna be honest now. idk. im super thankful to all the wonderful people i've met here, the sharing, the talking, the confessions/asks of many anons lol... the experience here have been joyful and somewhat enlightening.... ofc got my ass whipped a few times but ill take it tbh. it might be a super small branch of the footy circle but i still enjoy the vibes here nonetheless!
PHEW well yea thats it lol...i could say so much more but its getting long as always when i start idk how to shut up. well tah-tah for now lmfao. lets scram onto 2024 gang
peace be upon you all lol. bisous love!
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xen-blank · 1 month
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idk what im doing
yesterday i just kinda. did nothing. no likes, no posts, did nothing on discord. most i did online was respond to some dms cuz it felt rude not to. i think recently i just feel like my presence doesnt really matter. not like ill do anything drastic ever, but i just decided to...not be anymore. maybe it was to make a point to myself. i can try to lie that it was a "break", but it was really just my mind trying to find proof that people wont care if i just left. its really no one's fault, though. i shouldnt be making my issues be other people's problems. (or lack thereof since i just didnt do anything ig lol)
recently ive just been feeling weird and im just gonna try chalking it up to hormones since my period started lol, but idk. i hate saying things because the tiniest sign of judgment or rejection makes me cry and i havent even been crying much recently. or idk my name doesnt even feel like my name anymore, people refer to me but it just feels like theyre talking about a person im meant to represent rather than i actually am
i kinda wanted to keep staying silent honestly. my initially idea was to just stay this was until someone expressed concern about where ive been, but thats just selfish. though, idk if im sure i even wanna come back yet. it feels like forcing myself to be verbal after being nonverbal and observing for the past 24+ hours. because i still have been here, seeing posts, reading discord messages, but ive just been unable to bring myself to do anything past that
i guess i just kinda feel replaceable, unloved. not in a "crying myself to sleep way" though, but like idk i feel like ive accepted it but i still want it to be proven wrong. i'm used to the feeling, but i wish i wasnt, if that makes sense. but it's not anyone else's fault, i shouldnt be a priority in anyone else's life. its just kinda empty when im not even a priority in my own life ig lol
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jessisajackass · 2 years
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Hc idea: crew member reader being recruited for jackass, and what made the boys decide you should join the show individually?
jackass hc's!
thank you for requesting! <3
this was kinda hard to write because i really had to sit down and think (i even used my friend for help, thank u ry lol <3), but it was fun to write too! i'm sorry if it's bad/not exactly what u hoped for but i hope u enjoy it anyways!
i also decided to do more members than last time, but it still might be a bit short. anyways, lets get into it!
johnny knoxville
your pain tolerance
like i’ve said before, i feel like knox is more of a “walk it off” type of guy, so when he sees how you can just deal with pain, i think he’d be impressed!
hes also like…the boss of everything tbh so even if he liked u a lot and everybody else was meh, you’d get the part LMAO
i could def. see some duo skits with absolutely crazy things since you both deal so well with pain LMFAOO
bam margera
he’s known you from the past
OKAY LISTEN
IMAGINE YALL SKATED TOGETHER IN LIKE 00-03 ISH
AHHHHHH
and hes all talking big game all like “oh yeah i know this one amazing chick”
and they’re (the boys) r all skeptical like “hmmm :|” but hes PERSISTENT.
“no no fr shes funny she can do anything shes good at skating” LMAOO CUTEEE
steve-o
your willingness to do things
okay like imagine this
u walk into the audition or whatever and they make u do any stunt from previous jackass media, and ur like “cool great” AND THEN DO THE GOLDFISH STUNT?!?! (pls go see that if u havent)
STEVE-O WOULD BE BAFFLED LMFAOOO
he’d legit just be like “holy shit dude”
IN THAT RASPY VOICE PLSSSSKSJSHFBRJENW
anyways…he’d just be so shocked and like would talk to the other guys “omg we gotta get this person on here”
would even try to get u on wildboyz maybe ;P
chris pontius
your looks
this is maybe my weakest point but let me explain
pontius see pretty person
pontius like pretty person
pontius want pretty person on show
(you are very good looking)
LMAOOO IDK I THINK IT WOULD WORK
esp since u look so good u could do like party boy stuff AHAHAHAHAH
2 devils in california >:) OMFGGG
ryan dunn
your overall personality/friendliness/boldness
I GOTTA EXPLAIN THIS ONE OK OK
so basically i think like ryan is so super chill right and he just is always kinda being dragged around right
so i think he would like someone like bam! that is bold yet kinda friendly (of course ur friendler than bam LMAO) and would be a big help on the cast
i think ryan would just want someone that could entertain him tbh LMAOOO
i just think he’d be super chill with anybody, like a “if everybodys happy then im happy” situation LOL
dave england
your patience/responses
i feel like in some skits dave is always like “is that good? yeah?”
so like maybe at first hes a little iffy on if he wants u around
but then you’re always like “that was hilarious!” or “that was so awesome!” and he appreciates it!
i think it would make him like u more teehee
danger ehren
your knowledge of painful things/dangerous acts
okay since he is “danger ehren” of course
i think if you were always there being caring, he would love it and really want you on the cast
you’re always standing by with medical equipment IM SOOOOOO NFEJWQJK
i can even imagine at some points ur like “nuh uh ur not doing that” and hes panicking cuz he doesnt know if he should or not
CUTEEE ISH <3 :P
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weeeeblr · 10 days
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Me again! This time my own curious mind has led me to ask this question, I remember that your survivor and Hunter were a couple, which made me think: What are your favorite slugcat ships? Would there be a top of which one you like best? It's just curiosity and gossip about this stupid girl who is bored with anxiety, nice night/day :3!
hope you have a nice day/night too!! i love getting asks like these, it makes it easier to share my headcanons and stuff without having to make a post "hey btw i think/my headcanon is..."
i honestly like a lot of ships, its kinda hard to pick a favorite, though here are some that are in my AUs and ill try to pick my tops:
list below, its long
inv-survivor = Reversal!!!! im absolutely feral about these two you have no idea!!! -inv-survivor-rivulet = i dont know if they have a name or not, but i call them PvP and i need propaganda spread!! im still deciding whether i want to add this ship to my main AU or not. they are so dear to me.
gourmand-spearmaster = CreamSoda!!! or better know as kebab, i just dont like kebab, sry. the first ships ive drawn! -theres also Ramune [riv-gorm-spears] but its not really one of my tops anymore :,<
Gourmand-Artificer = your honor, i love them!! ive also added spearmaster in their relationship in my main AU, the relationships in that AU get complex i feel. im sorry but i dont really like barbecue as a ship name, i might call them singularity[bomb] if that hasnt been used yet!!
Hunter-Survivor = Candycane!!! my candycane actually arent in a relationship anymore, they are through some part of my main AU, but they break up :[ i love them to bits though!!
hunter-inv-saint = this is a pretty big ship in one of my other AUs, omg, theyre awesome, angst angst angst. i think this ship is called virus, but i want to find something better for my AU.
some notable ships not in my AUs/still deciding if theyll be in an AU:
Spearmaster-Hunter = I freaking love Loveletter!!! i was going to add it to my main AU or at least have them be QPPs, but i think hunter angst is better hehehe. still havent decided if ill add this to another AU, since i really like CreamSoda, but i dont think it would work to add hunter, since gorm and hunter dont really like eachother.
Artificer-Rivulet = Bathbomb!!!! actually love these two, maybe ill draw something for them!!!
Artificer-Saint = 0-0 [hehehe]. idk what their ship name is, but i might make my own if i add them to an AU, which i think i did plan to.
i like error 404 [inv-night] i just dont really ship them that much since i headcanon them as cousins.
and lastly: monk-saint qpp and monk-night qpp for the win!!!
[sorry this is long lol] and now for my top ships!!!
CreamSoda, Singularity, Reversal, and Virus
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risetherivermoon · 10 months
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hey there babe
ik it was a while ago but requesting info on the cowgirl dorlene au? please, thank you, have an amazing day
ah yes!
dorlene is a ship that i don't write about often which is saaad, and i really want to write something with them as the main couple at some point,
but anyways, cowgirls!:
this au is one i don't have too much about just because i dont read or write western aus much, but i love the aesthetic and everything, so yk
id imagine this as being Marlene is a criminal who's been wanted for a while for theft or what not and she has a reward for her capture all that,
Dorcas owns a saloon down the road, and works as the bartender there, she's pretty well known around town, she lives in the space above it,
Marlene, probably running from the sheriff, breaks into the saloon after hours and hides somewhere, Dorcas wakes up from the noise and goes downstairs and catches Marlene,
they argue back and forth before Dorcas decides that Marlene can stay for a bit only if she doesn't cause any trouble her way and never comes back,
but, the sheriff finds where Marlene is staying and suddenly Dorcas is dragged into being a cowgirl on the run, and they go through a bunch of adventures and stuff while running through from the police,
oh and they kiss, because gay people <3
if this was a fic id probably add some background/minor ships too, maybe James as the sheriff and Regulus is a bartender at one of the places that Dorlene stops at (he and Marlene know eachother maybe), which ends up with Jegulus meeting and all that,
Wolfstar as regulars at the saloon and they just have a lot of tension, all of that,
maybe Rosekiller as some other criminals they come across, maybe Marlene has worked with them in the past, etc etc
idk id have to think more about it more, but i like the idea i have now lol
my girls <3
anyways, thanks for the ask! and dw abt sending this a bit late i still enjoy ranting about all of these lol, and there are still more of the ideas i haven't gone through entirely, i might edit the list to say all the ones i havent talked abt yet we'll see
but in conclusion, dorlene is definitely a ship i want to write and make more content about, 100%, i love western aus, i hope you have a good day, and thanks for letting me spill my brain juices on the coffee table,
(original post/list: socks fic ideas )
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i have another au idea and i havent even drawn much for logical error and this ones so cool and D:
the gist is that its a swap au - gregory and cassie swap places. to what extent im not exactly sure (was she controlled in gregorys place, or were they simply in each others place at this one point in time?), but they do swap games, which is whats mostly important.
security breach - cassie
cassie does not use the animatronics to upgrade roxy (yeah shes with roxy fight me), but ive decided that its basically a twisted destiny thing - monty will always fall from the catwalks and break. chica will always lose her beak. roxy will always lose her eyes. freddy will always lose his head. they will ALWAYS wind up in the state they are in ruin, regardless of who does what.
and this is also going with the most popular theory/most likely canon that princess quest is canon in ruin. although i would absolutely plan to explain the other endings’ paths! but this is focusing on ruin and were just going to go with princess quest. (cassie working with roxy makes the ending go a little differently, but it doesnt change much, ultimately).
ruin - gregory
ruin, admittedly, is a lot easier, because it.. literally wouldnt change much. instead of being chased through fazerblast by freddy - who is now nice, if terrifying (and not a prototype in this) - the roxy section involves a chase scene. maybe with a glamrock foxy (or mangle?) they tried to reuse for the area post-roxys disappearrance? not sure yet!
freddy can talk to gregory through the fazwatch, which he gives to gregory in an attempt to not scare the hell out of him. who doesnt like a gift? ill be honest, i havent decided if gregory uses the vanni mask. if he does, i dont think itll affect his speaking, even if it does give him a fake head like it did with roxys casing. he doesnt have a voicebox after all.
the rest is pretty obvious. deactivate freddy (who you fortunately dont have to look in the eyes, god) to save “cassie”, end of ruin plays out much the same. freddys speech is different from roxys obv - he doesnt know gregory like how roxy knew cassie - but he is very nice and treats gregory with kindness, saying he shouldnt have to be alone here and other stuff. idk i havent thought that far lol. maybe he mentions cassies birthday party (its still her birthday in this au, which really pushed gregory to go find her), and how kind-hearted he was to cheer up a stranger on their birthday. idk im spitballing now.
also yes, cassies with vanessa post-3star in this.
and freddy can see just fine. i have an explanation for that but i cant promise it doesnt make him vaguely eldritch/biblical horror.
no au name for this yet oops </3 name ideas welcome and also asks about it! id love to flesh it out a bit or just discuss ideas!! i love talking abt fnaf!! :D
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motorcity-thoughts · 7 months
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motorcity disney ride idea(s?)
IVE BEEN THINKING ABT IT FOR SOME TIME NOW SO HEAR ME OUT..
for the queue environment (and the entrance), im not rlly sure what exactly it’d look like since it depends on what the ride will rlly be about (and i havent decided on that yet).. but if it involved the burners hq, i think itd be fun to sprinkle bits of dialogue between the burners preparing for what would happen in the ride. yknow, just tiny things to listen for while waiting. think star tours ^_^
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okay, so how would the ride function exactly? im thinking itll be like rise of the resistance. a trackless dark ride that’ll transition into a motion simulation (maybe a drop at the end?). the darkness could help contrast the environment with more of those kickass lasers & explosions (+ add to the atmosphere cuz mc is already pretty dim) AND the motion sim screens could possibly with immersion when transitioning between deluxe and mc.
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or actually maybe it could be an half indoor rollercoaster ride, like the tron light cycle run coaster. And also have the riders move alongside the burners in which they would be seen via actual car props built to move with the viewers in the distance but like not too far to be hidden with the environment. same goes for kanebots (if theres any)
im still thinking of a scenario but so far i have two ideas: youre all deluxians who get caught in a battle between the burners and kane (the burners expose the truth and manage to get everyone safe into motorcity) or youre all motorcitizens and its basically a driving lesson for like the first minute UNTIL kane interrupts.. (yeah im not sure abt these but idk IM NOT A RLLY A GOOD WRITER TBH LOL)
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metukika · 1 year
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ok you needing a second to understand that tumbel in tumblr saved me from my embarrassment for having misread your message xD hell yeah haha
maybe you could write us a lil post about your favorite character & why they are that :D (soz for not doin it myself i‘m not feeling like putting anything out there today)
and don‘t decide that you won‘t ever contribute to a bigger project that touches people yet !!!!!! YOU‘RE SO YOUNG you‘ve got the whole world waiting for you and you‘re ALREADY so good at art though. your art is already touching people, no reason why that shouldn‘t work if you should ever work with others on a bigger project!!! GET OUT THEREEE i mean also take your time but IF YOU WANT THAT ABSOLUTELY SHOOT YOUR SHOT KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN FOR OPPORTUNITIES i‘d personally love to see your work in something bigger :D nothing‘s set in stone <3 <3 <3 !!!
aww thank you so much anon! idk who you are but youre so kind to me... thats so nice!
about the whole future thing... i know i have a lot of time but i think because of some stuff coming up soon (when i leave school) im stressed about the future and my decisions in it entirely. idk what im gonna do if i need to go to the military lol like what job to take... i havent started driving and i dont understand shit about all the other stuff thats attached with going to the military im just stressed in general. i dont wanna end up staying in my parents house forever ig.
but i have a lot of time and i know that even if my connection with my friends fade away when they get recruited (which is... also something that could happen... oh god i dunno how to make irl friends) i still have my family, and probably the online world too. if i open commissions im pretty sure id get some work, but i dont think i could do that too much cuz i hate drawing things i dont wanna draw.
but, again, who knows what will happen. ill be fine haha, especially if there are people like you who care enough to write messages like these. most of my online friends are from twt so its always nice to see a tumblr fan <3 thank you anon.
(im realizing how depressed this is all making me sound like i promise its just my school hammering in the importance of the military signs up like i dont even know what part of the mess ill be in most of the time theyre teaching shit that doesnt concern me. im okay, im not dying!!)
now to actually talk about my favorite character! woohoo! happy topic change!
for the two people who read this and the one thats actually gonna read till the end, im putting a cut so this isnt annoying on ur dash (note to anon: this post is so so fucking long i know u prob asked me my fav character to cheer me up but dont force urself to read this whole thing just to be polite lmaooo but id appreciate it if anyone did cuz holy shit)
something that ive realized a while back is that usually when it comes to favorite characters of media, i have a type.
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when i made this the character i had in mind where souda (danganronpa), aiura (saiki k) and teru (mp100).
after making the tweet i also thought of denji (csm) who fits right in, and also bakugou (mha) who doesnt, but he looks like half of the characters i did mention lol.
i think the whole social but nice thing came to because of all those shows and stories where the popular kid in school is the mean bully.. maybe i dislike this trope cuz i havent personally experienced any kind of bullying in my school, even as an observer so i cant relate to the experience of having this type of antagonist. the worst it ever got for me was when in fifth grade a girl made fun of me for crying and no one laughed. (shes still in my class over six years later and shes really nice not ufhduh were not friends but were friendly and i dont hold a grudge). maybe its just cuz im wholesome so i dislike any type of negative character. maybe.
that might sound stupid cuz i said i like bakugou, who i used to think of constantly, like for the entirety of 2021 he was in my mind it was annoying. but idk man not all my favs fit into this category ((shinguuji, saihara, yuuko, tweek (who also looks like them! what the fuck!) yuudai from sakana (why are they all blond?!? and men. more female characters what the fuck) barf bag (yes im an object show fan good morning)))
anyways. i like the popular but nice trope is what im saying. why are they all simps? i dont know honestly only one of the characters that i mentioned at the start is simping for someone i ship them with (terumob) (but the reason i even like teru in the first place might be cuz i saw terumob art, thought it was cute, and decided to search more art. i do that with a lot of characters when i dont watch the show (from the original list ive watched all of saiki k, watched playthroughs of the first 2 dr games, watched like a season of mp100 years ago and watched like 2 seasons of mha even before that. i get my filling of plot and character from meme videos, fanart, and fanfics. i understand enough.) and i get hooked on the ship (more examples include akiangel, kiribaku and the two gay boys from evangelion. a lot of homo happening. also whatever the fic version of this is but with denji and yoshida).
about the simping and the bakugou being mean-- i accept my character's flaws!!! i dont erase them!!! bakugou is an asshole and thats why i wanna see him get punished and learn from his mistakes, even if its a little hard! a great fic where this happens (but isnt the main storyline) is quirk: knife! which is probably my favorite non ship heavy fic, check it out!
my fav characters have flaws but just like how you need to embrace flaws in the people you love, whether that means helping them get better or accepting them, i embrace these flaws cuz it makes them who they are! souda, denji and auira wouldnt be themselves if they werent pushing the lines with their crushes and idk what the fuck bakugou would be if he wasnt what he was.
alright lets actually start talking about my favorite character now.
so, right now, my favorite character of all time is-- ding ding ding-- kazuichi souda! who i already mentioned.
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look at him! idk if the one and a half people who are reading this know him, but if u know denji, who is a more popular character atm, then imagine that but more wimpy.
the first time i encountered this character i was watching game grump's playthrough of the second game. i watched their first and enjoyed it but didnt really join the fandom. i didnt know anything about the second so i was going in blind like arin and dan, so theres a chance that whatever i thought about the characters was biased and connected to how they feel.
at first i really liked his design. a lot of the characters have small and complicated details but souda is probably the most simple design, not including hinata, but unlike him souda has a lot of bright colors that draw the eye in! i dont particularly prefer designs with sharp teeth but i think its a pretty nice quirk, since its another part of him that makes him look intimidating. theres a headcanon that he filed themselves but i honestly think he wouldnt do that, and prefer the headcanon that its genetic, even if it makes less sense. but danganronpa, and their designs, dont make sense. i think these little strange quirks are better when they arent thoughtout or have reason. he has sharp teeth becuz. just cuz.
if u dont know what happens in the game im just gonna say that the plot doesnt really matter, cuz really the only growth souda experiences is with his relationship to hinata (the main character) and his trust to his survivor friends that makes him stronger and convinces him to leave the virtual reality. im not gonna be talking about the plot in detail. i also havent watched the anime so im not gonna get into whatever he does there. i do know that he makes some cute faces in it, which is pretty awesome.
but, yeah, besides his design, at the start i truthfully didnt really like him lmaooo he was kind of stalkerish towards sonia (ill prob get into their relationship later), he is also a wimp but honestly... i get it hes stuck in a killing game i would be scared of anything too. i feel like of all of the cast, from all the games, souda is probably one of the best depictions of an actual teenager that might exist. of course he has his obnoxious moments, but in a way that a dumb teenager would have. i dont know when i started liking him, maybe after discovering soudam? hmm.
kazuichi is the ultimate mechanic, which is one of the talents in the game that actually gets used? he makes the communicators in chap 3 and fixes the elevator in chap 4. besides that, he is also important to the second chapter since he helped tie up komaeda and he also brought hinata to the diner, though that has nothing to do with his talent.
he learned to be a great mechanic from working at his dad's repair shop or garage or whatever its called. its mentioned that their family is pretty poor, and i think the concept of a character being at one point or another un-wealthy pretty interesting (did that come strange? sorry). he worked to help get their family money he is a good boy, he mentions being better than his dad too. he doesnt look like the typical mechanic, except from the greasy hair and jumpsuit (im talking specifically about his color scheme) and thats another one of those quirks that make no sense but i just like haha
speaking of his parents, lets talk about a popular headcanon that fans have of souda's dad (before we start i wanna state that my opinion on this topic and the topic of souda relationship towards sonia and his trust issues were all stem from an analysis video of him on youtube, if u know u know, so if i want someone more competent talking about it go there, but if u dont care enough to research it or ure only reading because u like me and wanna hear me talk about something i care about dw im gonna go into detail about these anyways
the hc is that souda's dad physically abuses him. i wanna talk about why dont agree (if u wanna skip this part ill put *** when it ends so just go there <3). this hc stems from a story he tells hinata in one of the free time events where he didnt go to his previous school trips because he wanted to save money for his family, even though he really wanted to go, and he says something along the lines of how his dad "beat the crap outta him" when he didnt go.
do i think his dad hit him? probably. i dont really know how common this type of discipline is in japan, or in places with more un-wealthy people so this might be normal to them. does that make that okay? obviously not. but if the only example we get for him hitting souda is after souda does something good for the family in his own expense, it wont make sense for his father to be mad about it, right? i think he was upset his son had to give up his happiness for them, even if it was to save money. the analysis vid said it might be souda just using more dramatized words for it. He was hesitant to tell hinata that he was picked on at school, i dont think hed just admit to being abused so casually. i think his dad might have smacked him from time to time when he was younger but probably stopped the more souda grew up. if his dad really hated him he wouldnt beat him after doing something that would benefit the dad, is what im saying.
also i think that the way souda acts doesnt reflect someone who would be regularly abused... its not like im an expert, but if we for example look at tsumiki, who was canonically abused and bullied regularly, we can see a great difference. yes, souda tends to be caught off guard or scared of stuff, but usually its less of other people and more about the situation around him. he was scared of monokuma and the monobeasts and the morning after the killing gama announcement. he's also generally not that apologist about his stupid behavior... for example he doesnt feel remorse for tying up komaeda, and even threatens to tie up kuzuryuu too. i also think he said something about wanting to punch one of the other guys? this might be cuz he tends to blurt out his thoughts stupidly and doesnt know how to hold his tongue (something that, if he was abused, would probably get him in trouble) but he never recoils from what he said. he whines about being judged, like after letting slip that he was thinking of sonia in a creepy way, but he never goes back and is afraid that someone might punish him or hurt him. like how tsumiki apologizes for the smallest thing at claims that she'll take any punishment.
it might also be because i generally dont like hcing characters with abusive parents haha. i know for a lot of characters its a part of what makes them who they are, but if thats not the case i feel like its always to excuse the character from some frowned upon trait they have.
its a bit difficult to explain so ill take an example from a different character from a different show. todoroki from mha was abused as a child, and its a part of what makes him him, and its a big part of his character, even if hes not in that situation anymore. i wont deny it. now, theres a hc that some people like to believe about bakugou's parents, specifically his mom, being abusive. this isnt canon. first of all everyone is entitled to hc what they want but a lot of the time i feel this is a way to explain his asshole behavior (also i just love mitsuki). i dont like excusing his fucked up actions and blaming his parents. i think that him being an asshole from the ideals that he himself made is kind of what made him interesting. he believes in what he learned from his own experiences that he and only he had. his stupid child thinking made him the gross person he is, and thats way more interesting than blaming his parents' behavior, like we can do with reason in todoroki's case. todoroki acts antagonistic at the start of the show because of the pressure his dad put on him.
now going back to souda, by making his dad abusive a lot of people linked that to him being a creep towards sonia. while i do see how his parents and their expectations might be a motivator, i prefer to blame souda himself for his wrong actions. i dont want to excuse his actions like that. its more interesting to see him grow from the ideals and reasonings he made himself.
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now let's talk about his relationship with hinata! woo!
canonically, hinata is the person souda is closes to in the game, even though most of the time hinata is just tolerating his stupid behavior. except in his free time events maybe. their relationship is probably the biggest character development souda gets.
lets talk about his past a little more.
souda tells hinata that he used to be picked on for looking like a nerd. he had black hair (but i hc it more like dark brown, because reminder this is a post gushing about my fav character first and an canalization second), brown eyes (in hc world dull pale brown cuz a lot of the char's eyes are dull and pale colored) and glasses (hc: thin and rectangle shaped). he's not really a nerd... except that he's probably good at math and that type of things, since he builds machines and all. if i remember correctly, he says his bullied got away with what they did because he tends to be naive and trusts too easily. he was also used by his best friend that cheated off of his test, blamed souda for it (which he didnt really mind, showcasing how much not a nerd he is if he doesnt care about his studying and tests like that) and then kinda ghosted after feeling bad. but at the time souda was really heartbroken and felt betrayed, this whole situation gave him trust issues because that his naive heart cant tell when someone really wants to be his friend or if they'll drop him when they dont need him anymore.
souda and hinata start off being friends because souda didnt like any of the other guys enough (fair enough, hinata is the most normal one lol) and he tolerated him enough to go to the diner on the second island to spy on the girls with him. at the time kuzuryuu was still an asshole to everyone, but the two do get friendlier after the second trial (survivor boys bff agenda. i did say "bff coded" didnt i?)
souda tells hinata that after his ex best friend left him, he kinda went through something-- he dyed his hair, put in contacts, and pierced his ears (which i like to think was really scare to him) (and i assume this is when he started to wear bright colors, but i like to think he was always a fan of them (aiura and teru kinnie)) to make himself more intimidating (like i said in the list! remember the list?!) so that he wont be picked on. i assume the bullying he experienced was more emotional that physical, and he was probably called names for his nerdy appearance and was made to do tasks for toxic friends and somethings like that. tsumiki was physically bullied and she has bandages all over her design while souda rolls up all his sleeves and has his collar bone exposed while there is no marks on him. maybe he's have some scars from beginner's mechanical mistakes but thats hc territory.
anyways, because of his appearance change, he got some attention from flirtations girls and said that it had intimidated him. i imagine that while he was in his nerd looking mode, he didnt get much attention from the other sex so when they only started approaching him with the assumption he's some punk badass, that was probably a bit overwhelming for him and thats why he has a strained relationship with the female sex. he does kind of sexualize the girls, specifically in the second chapter, but honestly its not really that bad. it kind of even feels a little forced, like he said nanami had "huge jugs" and wonders if this "is what moe gap is" or something like that but he doesnt even say anything about wanting her lmao. the only girl he really shows any interest is sonia, and he mostly gushes about her beauty, instead of her body. not that thats really any better ofc.
he does get along with some of the girls or at least acts normal and not incel-y towards them, like whenever he's angry at saionji, when he felt awkward next to tsumiki or when he made minimaru for owari (though he did mainly do that to impress sonia). when alter ego enoshima suggest putting him between her boobs or whatever batshit crap she said he just yelled he's get crushed, so like. good for him for not being toooo bad. so yeah i do think there are reasons why souda's best friend woudlnt be a girl (for now, at least) and thats why it really is hinata.
and while hinata has other friends, his and souda's connection is special <3 some examples: he is friends with nanami, but they dont really get each other, or at least hinata doesn't feel too connected at her at times cuz shes like a robot and doesnt really get emotions to the full extent. canonically, his and komaeda's relationship is just not... bros, yknow? whatever it is its not "bros". he and souda are bros. i know that he and kuzuryuu consider each other brothers but i feel like while the friendship they have is great, hinata would be more comfortable just letting loose and being stupid with souda. they could connect by being stupid together and distracting one another from the bad in the world by being fun. cuz souda can be fun when he isnt stressed.
but since souda is an emotional character (i dunno if i mentioned this, if u didnt know souda beforehand hes emotional as shit and cries constantly, my beloved) they can get close the two of them emotionally and are empathetic enough to be able to comfort each other. that is, when souda trusts his enough to do that.
thats right. as much as id like to say souda is loyal like a dog, he doesnt really show that in the game lol. because of his experience with his ex friend, souda has trust issues, which i think i already touched upon (idk this is so fucking long im tryna go thru this one topic at a time but good god) and these issues come up in his and hinata's relationship, mainly chap 4. to put it simply cuz honestly the plot doesnt really matter in this context: souda suspects hinata to be a traitor, and because in chap 4 the characters are not allowed to eat, this probably makes him more stressed and causes him to think even more rationally. after the chap is over, in souda's last free time event, he invites hinata to the beach and order him to punch himself.
his actions are really silly here, but basically: hinata shows in souda trust, which makes souda feel like a bad friend, because he couldnt bring himself to trust hinata even though hinata didnt do anything wrong. he feels that their friendship is unfair and that he's the cause of this problem. so i guess he knows he'll get into an argument or a fight because of it, or maybe he wants to give hinata a reason to not trust him so he bring hinata to the beach so they could fist fight. but souda doesnt like to harm people cuz soda is a good boy tm so he asks hinata to do the work for him (which he does not do lol. they communicate and talk like normal friends). this is where souda tells hinata about his past being bullied, after in the last free time event hinata said he could see souda hanging out with the cool kids, so this is where he confides that hes not a cool kid. anyways souda comes to the conclusion that hes more scared of being a bad friend and a coward because of his trust issued that actually being betrayed, and tells hinata that he'll trust him. hooray!
in my mind they are suchhhh good friends. i dont mind shipping souda with a lot of the characters, but it think their friendship is the most important to me. i love them!
now lets get into his relationship with sonia!
i do, in fact, think that his crush on her is fake. i do think he believes in it. but he does not realize that the created a version of her brought on by her general politeness, her status as a princess and her beauty, in his mind that every day strays farther away from the real sonia. he denies her liking of the occult and other scary stuff that turns him off and he acts shocked when she admits to being a virgin (yikes. at least he doesnt really shame her. i think it just ruins his image of her-- again, yikes-- but he ignores it mostly. like he ignores her, the real her, most of the times)
i dont know why he needs a romantic relationship specifically so desperately, but i can think of why he wants that puppy love admiration that he has for her. she, or at least the way he makes her in his mind, is wildly out of her league. sure he wants a girlfriend, but deep down he knows hell never get her. thats why when she turns him down again and again he only gets hurt for like a minute. she even suggests she would rather he be the blackened in the 4th trial and he gets over it pretty quickly. this is the reason he wants to like someone out of his reach so much-- because he cant get hurt from her. he isnt being betrayed or heartbroken like his ex best friend did to him (yes this is about the trust issues again) because he never expected to be with her in the first place. by expecting failure by chasing a girl that is so so out of his league (a pretty perfect princess) he knows what he gets when hes turned down. to him, this is better than actually making an effort with someone he is genuinely attached to because in that case he might actually get his feelings hurt. we see this with his relationship with hinata, though it isnt in a romantic sense. sadly, after they become close friends, he still chases after sonia, but that might be because the player isnt guaranteed to play all of souda's free time events.
this stuff probably will take time for souda to understand. ofc this doesnt really justify his actions and creepy behavior towards her... i like to think that at some point (i constantly forget that dr is a game about killing each other and the apocalypse, but ig this can take place in here too since they both survive) he understands where his problem stem from, maybe with a conversation with hinata or kuzuryuu and he learns and he asks forgiveness from sonia and changes his behavior. the long and hard way!!! my boy did something stupid and he has to make up for it!!!! he will take responsibility because thats what good character writing is!!
itll probably be difficult to come to terms that the girl in his mind, that i do believe he actually fell in love with, is not real. he will cope <3
briefly i'd like to mention souda's and kuzuryuu's relationship i think they are bffs #2 honestly i feel that the both of them plus hinata could be the best trio they are such wholesome guys from all corners of the bro spectrum let the be friends<333 idk maybe even add owari. owari and souda sibling energy <3 this is just hc territory at this point. mioda and souda sibling energy!!!!! for more kuzuryuu and souda friendship read the fic Fuyuhiko and Kazuichi's Guide to Despair Disease: A How-To Take Care of Your Friends(?) Without Spiraling Out Of Control Story. still a wip.
hmmm that was a lot. lets talk about some hcs cuz believe it or not i dont just think of his as what he is canonically, but also what he could be!
ok lets talk about appearances (still canon atm:) he is short-- one of the shortest guys in the cast cuz fuyuhiko and teruteru dont count (thats a plus) and he is, sadly, pretty ripped. it makes since cuz he prob carries heavy stuff and moves his arms a lot for his talent of being a mechanic but when a (male) character is TOO ripped and not for a good reason (for example theres a good reason why nidai or oowada are physically strong cuz of their talents, and some characters are just himbos that deserve it like momota) i just look at them like :|. but it think souda deserves some strong arms <3 he is a cuddler. he would. i just dont think he's impressively ripped. like i think he could sprint fast, but not for long, and that girls wouldnt flawk him for his arms (if they already knew who he was) cuz all in all he is still a wimp loser and he will stay as such, please and thank you.
im a big fan of his narrow eyes. theyre just. dont make sense on him i love it. just like the sharp teeth, he is blessed with looking the opposite of his personality.
now lets talk about post canon appearances! in the world of canon, where the most tragic event in history happens and they were a part of the despair refinements and they live the neo world program (i always forget they dont live in my lil modern day normal aus, ugh), i think he would wake up still looking like how he did in his depair era. idk how long theyre like that but this is my personal hc: hair that reaches his chest, some ugly dulled down pink still sticking to the tips of his messy hair, no hat </3 but his hair is long enough that he doesnt have that hedgehog thing going on </3, no contacts, no glasses, probably scars over his arms and one over the side of his lips like that rio penguin from madagascar (also curse that show for making my tiny stupid child brain think there are penguins in the desert. at least there are such a thing as beach penguins... hmm). i think he would cut his hair to be shorter that it is in canon, a bit longer than hajime's and would resemble saihara's except brown, parted and no ahoge. he wold be dispensation by the length. he would also wear a cap (the normal way) and with his natural colors back, he would look very snuggble :)) he would hug everyone he would be the comfort giver at least to the survivors (this is the part where u realize how insame i am for him lol)
in a world where the end of it didnt happen, i feel like he would feel kind lonely for a while after school, and wouldnt care enough to wear contacts and would go back to glasses, and he wouldnt dye his hair (i just really like his naturality okay i know i said i liked him at first for his colors but this is character growth! he is learning that he doesnt need to be intimidating to get friends!!!) his hair would be a little longer than canon but not by much. i just have this au where he works in an office and there he meets kamukura (who, personality wise is just hinata but depressed) and they become bffs dont at me, and this is how he looks in that au, wearing a button down without the tie and the sleeves rolled up. i do think hed wear obnoxious colors in his free time tho <3
maybe i should get into ships a little? mostly i shipped him with tanaka because i love me some rivals to lovers that isnt angst filled and is mostly just petty. theys either be salty towards each other or tanaka would be very intense in his friendship and souda would be tsundere-ish, not the obnoxious type tho. imagine how denji acts towards yoshida. (denji and souda are actually really alike. before i knew anything about csm my twt mutual told me id prob like denji cuz i like souda and.. well he was right)
but recently i dont really focus on shipping souda with anyone as much as i focus on his friendship with hinata (am i the only one who watched gg compilations and put their faces behind the silly conversations? like i imagine their sprites laughing while the video plays. is that weird? them and also saihara&momota. cuz theyre the same relationship!!! tactful mc and their friendly dumb bro! they!!!). also if u recall i made that drawing of souda with a bunch of ships so its not like loyal lol.
also why are souda and tanaka together constantly in the anime... i think its the end song where theres a slide show of all the characters in class in places like a picnic and the beach and stuff and the two of them are almost together. theyre at the very least friends. that dynamic where they both look intimidating but theyre both so fucking stupid. frienemies. <333 they are so <333 theyd be friedns at least!!! thank you for the anime for realizing that.
i also like to imagine that he and tsumiki would be friends <3 they were both bullied, they both cry a lot and arent really taken seriosuly, at least when it comes to their emotions. i think theyd hug and cry together and be friends :) also as couple they could be very cute.
i dont really know what more to say... i think this is it! i dont know what about kazuichi souda makes me love him so much. he is flawed but not to the point of being unlikable. he is unique but can easily be related to! i care about him so much... the amount of aus i come up and put him in... i dont post so much about him, but know he is my love. ofc i dont have romantic feelings for him some ppl just thirst over their favs i wanna preface that aint the case. not cuz of his age (im close to him in age) but cuz i just... dont feel and romantic or thristy feelings towards anyone so istg if anyone says something stupid to me about that.
thats all! i think this is the longest post ive ever made? when i got this ask last night i thought id write about all those characters i mentioned at the start but then when i went to bed i thought about my answer and realized i have a lot to say lol.
to the one person who actually read until the end, if u even exist (who knows myabe this was for nothing, i still had fun), you're insane. and i hope u have a great rest of ur day. if u didnt know who souda was before this... well u certainly do now (also why did u read this?) sometimes i just gotta rant about something i adore haha. its been a while since i went all out cuz me and my irl dont watch the same shows. i hope i made whoever read this love souda! at least a little!
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videostak · 9 months
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am doing some cleaning and am like yayy organizing n shit yayy but also genuinely have so much stuff that i dont kno where to put T-T like ughh neeed more shelves... but also need that takc piano in my room fr... ill def be able to make do with the space i have. like i can totally make it work since i do have like a legit spacious room. maybe i can get a different nightstand with shelves or smthn idk theres still LOTS of options. also stilll dont kno wht to wear 2mrw T-T like it could be freezing in the morning (literally leaving like at 5am) but is gonna be hellishly hot during the day. think i will wear these jean shorts that i seeldom wear often and havent worn out yet but make my butt rly look nice and firm :) and just like that generic red and blue striped sshirt lol. or a generic shirt like that. just a lot of outfits are out of the question cause of not being able to wear docs tho also might weaer that striped top i posted yesterday wait was it yesterday or two days ago i cant remember lol. but like that one idk its v risque for a male like me to wear out but have been feeling sort of confident lately and might wanna try it out. lol. tho ill seee. could jusst decide last second to wear the most non androgynous short outfit i can muster if i feel a lil too nervous to go out like that . tho idk. also rly wishing my sisters car had a cd player cause the next sogn on shuffle is from cocteau twinsss head over heels album and like i wish i could just listen to that whole album on my 5 am drive like that would be the most healing thing ever. i have the cd thats that and also the sunbursst n snowblind ep on one cd and its one of my fav albums.
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you said senju rebirth and got my full attention
ok it's still being worked on bcz i got the idea like, this morning 😭 so the idea exists as a bunch of questions but basically:
in the bonten timeline senju dies in drakens place - july 7th 2008. reincarnated that same night (?). 10 years later, kanto becomes bonten. sanzu and kakucho are assigned on a job to negotiate with some sort of mob family (?). the head's daughter is referred to as a 'princess' because her birthday is 7/7 (on the lunar calendar, this day is a festival celebrating the folklore romance of 2 deities, one being the princess, orihime) (also a reference to senju being called the 'princess' of brahman lol).
im still deciding on the following:
does senju remember her past life? (i think it would be more interesting if she did, but i sort of want to have the memories come in bits and pieces over the course of the story rather than knowing everything from the start. maybe as dreams? also senju is a character who wanted a good life, but circumstances barred her from that and a lot of people were taking advantage of her power; so having another shot at life but still being in a situation where she can't be free is rlly tragic T-T i want to give her a happy ending. i havent decided on the end or whether i'll write it or if ill just draw a few comics or smth)
^(another thing is that her personality and character in general will likely be dramatically different from who she was before. like, juggling fragments of a stranger that is you, but also decidedly not-you. there are a lot of directions this could go in!)
how she got reborn... (idk how much i want to lean into the supernatural part of tr with this one bcz i don't want to think abt the rules of magic here.)
but these i think i will add in the story:
senju haunting her family really bad, accidentally at first then a little bit intentionally later
i wanted to have the major characters revolve around a one word idea, ex. mikey - death. senju's would then be vengeance. (not revealing sanzu and kakuchos yet). idk i wanted to explore what each character thought was fair/just, bcz bonten is usually seen as the worst corrupted versions of the characters.
i digress lmfao, the next part is hard to explain but: mikey killed the person who (though not fully intentionally) had senju killed. senju's death was unfair, and it seems that having the opposition killed was an act of revenge, but there was no intent of revenge. south's death was an arbitrary act of violence brought on by a 'curse'. what did shinichiro's karma from killing an unrelated stranger have to do with south? the conflict was about people, their wills and desires, the human justice; but it's execution was more like a random act of nature.
unrelated: i wanted to give senju a friend or smth bcz shes literally all alone in the world, and she does later consider kakucho friend/family-ish but thats in development still
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I have a confession as a recent keita stan lmao, ive never watched him at all before Boys Planet and I was only familiar of his group because of his leader since he is in PDX101 and i was a very huge OneIt(x1 stan) BUT MAN the reason i stanned him is not because of his rapping lmao, Don't get me wrong I LOVE LOVE LOVE his rapping, heck i called it at his AUDITION that he'll definitely be THE main rapper of Bep1er (if mnet does fuck him over istg) he also killed it in the KTL stage but damn i fell inlove with him during the dance battle stage lmao, HE IS LITERALLY WAS JUST STANDING THERE (insert the *he's just standing there. menacingly. meme* but like him just standing, hands in his pockets(is this his habit? cause i noticed he does it a lot in BP and ITS HOT) , and vibing to the song, SMIRKING?!?!? I knew as soon as i saw him that ep, i love him lmao and the fact that he also decided to match Woongki's energy? He could've go full on popping, locking, whatever dance style to beat Woongki but he decided to match Woongki (although after seeing some Ciipher vids i wasn't surprised that much anymore). So yeah, I knew people were literally drooling and foaming in the mouth with just him standing there cause wtf why is he so attractive? But yeah that's my confession lmao.
ALSO SIDE NOTE? I looked up Ciipher profiles and HE'S NOT THE MAIN RAPPER??? 😨 HELLO??? HOLY SHIT THEIR MAIN RAPPER MUST BE REALLY REALLY REALLY FUCKING GOOD IF KEITA IS THIS GOOD ALR
LMAOOO but I feel you so hard!!! the hands in the pockets had me feeling some typa way.... is that why we're called pockeitas? gjjfgk . I thought his visuals were really unfortunate in the ktl stage actually, he did a good job but stuffed turkey styling notwithstanding, his face looked super fat in his ending fairy. I mean, I love his fat face so much I want to bite his chubby cheeks, but doesnt go well with many kpop fans to have that type of face lmao ㅠㅠ more keita for me~
god his fucking smirking will be the death of me. likkkkeee helllooooo??????? how the fuck is he literally just standing there looking hotter than the most erotic kpop performances what the fuckkkkkkk??? honestly I think that might have been when I fell for him too, I just waited until zoom to fully consummate my love because I thought he was too young for me (he isnt at all lmao)
lmaooo I was also surprised that he matched woongkis energy and then unsurprised after watching ciipher content hahahaha, I dont think he is great at being sassy though even though he loves it, it just doesn't come as naturally to him as it does Woonggi who definitely deserved the win lol. but I still find it endearing he tries and I love love watching him having fun~
idk, he is the main rapper of ciipher and main dancer and main anything he really carried the group ngl. no hate to the others, won who I guess is the main rapper then is seriously skilled and I love love love his tone so much, but keita... keita......
also idk if he does have a habit of standing with his hands in his pockets a lot. he might be doing it a lot on bp because I think they might have tried to change his image to be a cool guy in bp. I mean, youve noticed the difference between bp keita and ciipher keita, altho in more recent episodes they're starting to grow closer together lmao he gave up. his MBTI also changed in bp which ok maybe he has just changed and he probably was just showing a different side of himself that was still him, I just wonder how much he was holding back/mnet's editing influenced how he appeared in early bp/if they purposefully changed his MBTI to match his new image or not. either way he is an absolute cutie gremlin boy who is also ridiculously hot and if you havent watched his fame fancams yet.. youve got something to look forward to
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baylardo · 1 year
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one time i wrote this post halfway out and then was like mmmmm nevermiiiiind and deleted it bc i didnt like my formatting so ive decided to do it AGAIN and just have 0 format hahaha
and im gonna hide this one so i can just be messy and bullet point it but TO PREMISE just MYYYYYYY thoughties on the triplets and nicknames and whatnot hahaha :))))))) just stuff pertaining to names lol,,,,, keep it broad,,,,,,,,,, (YOU GUYS DO WHATEVER!!!!!!! dont stick to this reliably or anything for a guideline i just ponder it every so often LOL)
i actually dont think id considered chakotay naming them when theyre lil salamander nymphs or anything when i'd started the au and jellybeans doing that was SUPER CUTE :) i love Starlight for amelia more than my original idea (which was that kathryn would nickname her that) and i heckiggn ADOREEEEEE him calling philippa Pip. i love both junior AND wanderer for ed im not really set on one or the other hahaha, both make sense.
i think chakotay would be the only one to call philippa Pip and shes VERY fond of him calling her that. (greedily fell in love with this nickname because its the same name John gives to Chiana in farscape and when she asks "why Pip" he explains it's because she's his favorite traveling companion heehee)
with amelia as Starlight im like mmmm MAYBE kathryn would call her that,,, but i think it'd be kinda like using "darling" to her or "precious" :3 definitely chakotay still calls her that though
same with Pip for philippa like MAYBE kathryn slips an "oh, Pip" every so often but its rare or late in the game
most people probably nickname philippa as Peppa
i think alice had the idea one time that amelia would be nicknamed mealybug (meeliebug??? meelie???) i thiiiink by philippa, kinda derogatory but playful, i like that one :)
love that da vinci calls amelia Mia :3 very on brand with her mother
edward is very Ed-zoned by most people, very casual about it, probably doesnt vibe his full name very much lol.
ummmm admittedly i havent read any books pertaining to Chakotay's name culture all that much, supposedly it exists i just havent gotten to it yet, but MAYBE edward would have an inherited name pertaining to that. i'm not sure though. put a pin in that one haha.
ummmm my weird take on kathryn is that (at least in the beginning) she lowkey loathes the shortening of her children's names so she'd pretty strictly refer to them by their full names. like her son having her father's name, philippa (maybe) being the name her and mark had wanted to potentially name a daughter, amelia being AMELIA. like IN TIME i think she'd come around to stuff like Peppa and Ed, but for a long while there's a formality she upholds about her children's names. likeeee idk in some book canon it talks about how kathryn hated when phoebe would call her Kitten (something her father would call her in the Autobio canon,,,,,), shed subsequently call her sister Phoebs which she hated, but there's also the kathryn nicknaming of Goldenbird by her father in Mosaic canon. BUT she always refers to herself as kathryn and rarely do we see any deviation from that,,, likeee with Q calling her Kathy,,,,, and all her silly holodeck names which are equally as lengthy as her own name lol.
philippa HAAAATEEEEES hearing her mother's stern scoldy mother voice call her by her full name, its grating and irritable and doesnt help matters when they quarrel constantly
like they idea that tom calls philippa Pumpkin specifically. :) just as i want to kiss the brain of whoever came up with the idea that he'd call miral Peanut... BRILLIANT... i can see chakotay Also calling philippa Pumpkin though,,,,, head empty on the other two in regards to Tom,,, maybe Honey for amelia idk lol
chakotay gets papa/dad/daddy zoned to the kids, Tom is Tom :) b'elanna is b'elanna
kathryn gets all your typical mom variations but lol i think philippa has AT LEAST once referred to her as Kathryn out of spite <3 maybe amelia calls her captain/admiral more than she should :')
im sure SOMEONE would refer to philippa as Eyebrows,,,,,,,
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galarfiend · 1 year
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For the character ask, Volo or Larry
Take your pick xD
thanks! i’ll do volo since i actually havent fought larry yet in my scvi playthrough so i dont feel qualified lol
first impression: i immediately thought he was very pretty (0/////0;;;;) and i liked the expressiveness of his mannerisms, but i also thought he had to be hiding something. i also really liked his outfit design, especially the huge backpack. good shape language yknow
impression now: HES STILL PRETTY and i still hold all the same opinions of him, with an added appreciation for the foreshadowing in his dialogue, like where you can spot where his mask is slipping at times. him as a twist villain was really cool, and its nice that it was a good enough event that even when i know the twist it’s still sick as hell
favorite moment: a difficult choice, i love all of his scenes. (like when he jumpscares you to give useless advice for example) but i think my favorite is when youre getting the plates and he starts just. laughing maniacally. like that was one of the biggest few signs that something was really and truly off about him, and there was more to him than just being an eccentric and mysterious researcher. which really got me engaged in wondering What The Fuck Is This Guy About To Do. everything else he did was ALSO iconic but thats my favorite
idea for a fic: BRO i have one hundred ideas about him. hes in all of my little stories fr fr. i have a ton of fics in my google docs about him but i think maybe my current favorite of my ideas is the one where he goes to kalos and xerneas gives him immortality, and then decades later he and az meet, and then that timeline eventually goes into hiker theory. i like the vibes of it, i would love to turn it into a comic.
unpopular opinion: have you SEEN the discourse around this bitch? i dont even want to get into it, that sounds tiring rn. all i have to say is that he was responsible for what he did but also he deserves to grow into a better and more optimistic person. and have friends. yknow
favorite ship: i think him and adaman is really sweet (love grows where my rosemary goes is their song btw ive decided) and fun, but within the context of the immortal! volo fics i like to write, i think either him being aro or trainwreckshipping is what i go for. though crazytrain/blackmarket can also be super interesting. idk it really depends on what the fic’s narrative calls for
favorite hc: WHORE (but seriously, the hiker theory is one of my favorite things anyone has come up with and its probably my favorite)
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skyfarering · 1 year
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if you're the main character then who's djeeta or do you both exist in parallel timelines? does gran have any other cool nicknames besides singularity? is there a lot of sailing in the series (why do i feel like they're always flying or going somewhere)? explain to me how collabs work logically in-universe (i remember touken ranbu collab...swordboys in GBF was neat). where the heck is the canon storyline now? ?? i thought they defeated the big bad already or am i wrong... OUO
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according to gbvs both djeeta and gran are from different universes! same plot and everything, tho tbh can really remember who the "true" protag is tho (as it really matter lmao)...think gbvs implied jeeta was mobile game while gran was solely gbvs. any gbf character can hc that either jeeta or gran is their true captain though, i don't mind!
singularity is the best nickname, lol in all seriousness there arent too many nicknames that characters call gran at all. ig percival calls gran his vassal but in game he always just calls him captain and siete calls gran captain-chan...literally nothing special LMAO
THERE IS A TON OF SAILING NOT EVEN A JOKE, but a looot of it is off camera w the noise in the bgm...reminds me of the transitions from star wars.
OKAY SO....basically characters from other franchises just get yeeted into the sky realm usually by a primal or some mysterious force, it made more sense in the code geass collab, but others its like....bro what are u doing here LMAO. most characters go back to their own world in story but im p sure the code geass collab is the only one where they dont go back (and fixing over 10 years of miscommunication). just gonna pretend rengoku is chilling w me in the sky realm tho
main story gbf makes me go so incredibly insane and im caught up w all of it, the recent update really tore my heart out i was actually upset w it. so no they havent defeated the big bad yet (implied to be captains father), it's still very much ongoing but cygames decided that we will get maybe 2 chapters a year (im suffering)
in other words, IDK WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON LMAO
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stitchthesewords · 1 year
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Here's some fun, non-to-lightly spoilery Rift AU thoughts for everyone!
So Ren in Rift AU is inspired by the faon interpretation [maybe closer to canon? I havent watched s7] of Mayor Scar mixed w the Red King from 3rd Life - Specifically, Ren is inspired by @mochiwrites's Scar in her Good Crimes AU [Which if you haven't read you ABSOLUTELY should]. I just love how she wrote Scar to be publicly one way and Privately another, and while I certainly don't imagine that Ren the King is quite as beloved, the inspiration is there.
Originally, Rift AU was tagged w Watcher Grian but I changed that because I want to mess with the Rift as it's own separate force and leave the Watchers for something else. I think the Watchers [And Listeners! *looks at Martyn*] function more as an ancient, ANCIENT religion, maybe even older than the ancient cities.
Also another original idea that's been put to the side for now is that the Warden was a watcher - I don't know where I was originally going with that idea, but it was my first pivot after deciding Grian wasn't going to be the watcher.
For anyone curious, and because I don't know if I'll name it directly in the stories or just leave it more ambiguous, I'm basing Scar's mobility issues and chronic pain off my own experiences with Cerebral Palsy, among other things. I have a very mild for of Cerebral Palsy that left me with a weaker right side and mobility issues and I absolutely wanted to make sure Scar was still disabled even if he isn't wheelchair bound. I imagine that he certainly has a wheelchair for bad days, but those would be like. Really bad days. The staff - to - cane that he has, made out of the same magical wood as his tree, is probably good for most of the sort of bad days.
Rift AU actually started as a way for me to explore sculk and ancient cities in fiction, which is funny given that we are now 17k in and counting with no mention of either. I have plans for it, but the story needed more work up than I was originally anticipating, which is great! I'm really enjoying returning to my roots with fanfiction, which is the whole reason I started writing Rift AU in the first place
Obviously I'm sort of picking and choosing what elements from hermitcraft [and the life series] I want to include in Rift AU but I am a little bit grumpy that I started writing it before I really fully understood the king plot [When I started, I had only watched Grian and Etho. Now I've caught up on Ren, Impulse, Mumbo, and Cleo, with plans to watch Pearl, Tango, Zedaph, and Doc next. I also really want to watch Beef and Iskall lol] because now I really wanna jam the whole royal council shenanigans in there and I'm not gonna be able to without probably retconning Scar and Ren's relationship which I refuse to do!
Obviously, Mumscarian and Treebark are in the story, and there's also going to be platonic Soup Group and platonic Team ZITS [bc. Skizz deserves to be here. I love him]. I won't tell you ALL of the pairings that end up in the story because a. I feel like we're be here all day but b. some of them are spoilers but I AM planning on having Solidaritek [Apparently team ranchers is only for platonic or something???] and ZedBeef and also Ethubs all make their own appearances. There might even be some like short stories following a few of the other couples in the story because I have attachments to Ethubs in particular. IDK if you can tell but Etho is my favorite hermit and I used to watch him all the way back in 2011 on his singleplayer world. I remember the boat dispenser. My baby girl.
One of these days I will genuinely type up an essay about my latent energy theory but in case anyone else is interested here's a very short tldr version: Redstone, Glowstone, End Rods, debatably sculk [I havent decided if it falls into the same category yet tbh], etc etc all power themselves via latent energy. That latent energy is compatible with electricity in some way, as evidenced by the fact that lightning rods can be used to power redstone machines, but it's different. More in between electricity and magic - either because it actually is or because it's not as understood by the people who work it. That same latent energy is the stuff magic feeds off, like is seen in Changing of the Season to help rejuvenate Scar. Whatever it is is old. Older than the Ancient Cities since they knew to build redstone machines to distract the Warden. It's older than the end cities, too, since end rods exist. Arguably it has always been and will always be around in some way.
Also this might not interest anyone else but thoughts on vampires and elves. Vampires are more closely related to Zombies, whereas Elves [Who are Fae, which means the Vex are included here] are more closely related to Endermen than anything [<- that will come up again] - and then the Warden and sculk are like. Very distant cousins of vampires. Sort of. Their trees connect somewhere.
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