#idk tho just its weird right ??

[klonoadoortophantomile]

uhhh drawing from today =] love these two sm

#scribbles #pokemon #pokemon kieran #pokemon carmine #idk how to tag pkmn stuff i hope im doin this right XD #pokemon dlc #pokemon scarlet and violet #eyestrain #<- just in case.?????? genuinely idk #furry designs cuz uhm…… its fun 🙃 #pretty much the only reason ive ever had motivation to draw humans over the years is for. making object gijinkas #and over the summer i got like realllyyyyyy insecure over my Human Drawing Abilities + lost interest in that stuff for the time being #(does that make sense? my interest in object shows will probbaly never leave but its not like smthn im actively into / thinking abt like #how it was just a few months before. so im not as invested in drawing the characters or making gijinkas…….. plus furries are just more fun #to draw (for me at least XD #uh theyre coati nd badger hybrids or whatever cuz i just picked coati randomly and my sister really #wanted carmine to be a badger for some reason #sorry for the massive paragraphs uhmjhhbhh i never know how much to say on individual art posts #it feels weird posting on here whenever i randomly manage to pop back in . idk why it just does #like its weirdly nervewracking even tho it really shouldnt be?????? #lately ive been realizing i fucking hate most formats of posting art. maybe that has smthn to do w it #idk sorry im ramvling t try and get myself to actually ppst this stupid thing cuz i like how it turned out #but also the thought of posting it is making me weirdly nervous i could just Not Post It but i like sharing stuff =( #okay whatever this sounds really stupid now that im typing it out bye

[starheirxero]

My personal question: Can Lunar be considered an age regressor? He actively reverts into a younger mental space as a way to cope and feel comfortable.

Cause if he Is, Gemini pretty much just shamed him for being a regressor, and that's NOT okay.

Honestly, I think they can be considered an age regressor, yeah!!

I actually remember watching the therapy episode and thinking like, "oh sweet, big day for agere Lunar truthers!" bc it's a headcanon I see a lot and it's also a headcanon that doesn't require a lot of changing of Lunar's character. It just Makes Sense!

On top of that, you could also read Lunar as having autism and/or adhd (< which was actually canon at one point but I think it's retconned now 😔) which is honestly how I always interpreted Lunar from the very start bc... motions at them. yeag.

But regardless, Gemini did still shame that part of Lunar and whether it's because of age regression or because of neurodivergence or even not because of anything other than They Want To, that's still is just. kinda flat out rude!! I don't think it's causing any problems so like. come on man. 😭

#asks #anon #idk it just. really irked me?? #like. i'm worried abt getting way too in my feelings #and deciding its weird just bc it bugs me personally #but i think a lotta ppl (especially ppl who act childish forwhatever reason) know how lunar feels #to have to sort of... moderate how you act #because otherwise ppl will treat you in ways you don't like #and to see lunar get jabbed at for that is like. owch! yk??? #what an undeniably human way to judge someone. #it's okay tho bc in my heart they are having an indestructible friendship and having the time of their Life right now 🙏 #lunar and earth show #the lunar and earth show #tlaes #tlaes spoilers #laes spoilers #i feel like this needs a warning of some kind of but idk what so #ask to tag #age regression

[nerves-nebula]

hi guys im having a normal one again (looking at the part of the 2015 transgender survey about trans sexual assault rates) shoutout to all my transmascs & nonbinary fuckers we are SOOO FUCKED

#sa tw #transphobia tw #trans #rape tw #nnstuff #rambling #ppplleeeasseeeeeeee #they really do just think we're weird girls who need to be correctively raped huh #side note ive skimmed a few of these studies #and trans womens SA rates go up a lot when they do sex work. which is obvious to me but idk if y'all are aware of that #though i imagine anyone's SA rate would go up when they do sex work what with how sex workers are treated #other side note: why dont we talk about the rates of SA among trans men and nonbinary people holy shit they are insane #which like i already knew dont get me wrong- ive seen this report before. but i feel like its not focused on a lot #maybe im just not following the right ppl tho idk #suicide tw

[coridallasmultipass]

Bros only. You're not invited.

#idk lol i was in my dirk shirt all day and like #it takes 2 seconds to put on the shades and gloves #why not do a casual lol #i just restuffed my pillows after washing the cases so i was like... man lets get some brodirk up in this home #(dont forget cal in the equation tho brocal is 4lyfe) #(i just havent gotten around to remaking cal yet so pillow will have 2 do) #fuck what if i threw on bro and took another brobro pic #homestuck #homestuck cosplay #dirk #dirk strider #casual cosplay #me #selfie #striders #413 #its awk lighting bc my lightbulb right here is orange (i have pink and red also in other parts of my room lol) #i dont feel like burning my eyes w the ceiling light #ramble ramble lol idk what to tag this bro #brodirk #stridercest #(implied ig just tagging bc ppl are weird about it now) #brocal #mmmm what tag uhhhh #cosplay #even tho this hardly qualifies lol #bro #lil cal #i still wanna do a full dirk cosplay again its just.. the hair.. i dont wanna gel it.. it takes a blowdryer to get the zero grav lift #...and thats too much effort when im the only one who cares lol

[francy-sketches]

the family lean lol

#plate of corn moment #its kinda cute idk #tommen with the forward lean ok girl ur so quirky and different we get it 🙄 #why is joffrey in targ colors tho lmao #this is why your dad doesnt love you #'my idiot flop son keeps wearing my arch nemesis' colors hope he dies right now' #maybe its just dark red #its so weird seeing robert alone with the kids wow its almost like he's their dad???? or something?????

[seariii]

Hum...

#im just thinking... im okay tho /gen #just thinking about the words the bestie said to me after I told him about my mental health... #particularly a phrase... he just said 'you are already committed' and when i asked what he meant he said 'to life' #its just... idk... it was impressive and had such a weird feeling... sadly i guess i am committed........ 'sadly' huh.... #sigh another important thing was that it was crucial i went back to therapy... i dont really want to tho... #but 'youve been feeling like this for a long time you need help' ... sigh... what i need is... #the future is so scary... sigh... okay #ill put an alarm to wake up earlier tomorrow and work on that! #seari talks #what i need is adderall- jsjsjsjsjs yeah... alr im sleepy time to mimir #tomorrow ill catch up with everything i missed too #also if anyone reads this dont worry pretty person! i got a bit scared/upset up there but its okay #im quite stable right now! at least enough to survive for a couple days! so yup! #miiiight have to look up a new therapist tho... since aside from help i wanna get a diagnosis.... #sigh... but okay that's not for rn seari it's for future seari. rn seari has to go mimir because shes tired #a mimir a mimir pat pat pat

[hearts4juzi]

"Of course the moment you left, you died. You know I'm alone now, right? To pick up YOUR mess. And knowing you, you're not coming back as one of those freaks. you're leaving me to deal with this. It should've been you to go, Afton. Your brother would've had more sense."

#for an au i havent posted much about but #basically its michael dies from the big scUp and cassidy #who survived being attacked by will #has to finish what he started #bc i love cassidy she deserves a final girl moment #doodles #cassidy fnaf #fnaf au #idk what to call this so no tag yet lolz #bc originally they were workingtogether but they had a big fight abt what to do #which was just poorly hidden grudges #“we should fix whats going on right now instead of going after someone we dont even know is still alive” -> #“I want to fix my family before i go after my dad we dont even know hes guilty” #and cassidys “we need to stop your dad now and fix everything instead of just your family” -> #“you fucked up with your brother and you're going to help me because YOU ruined everything” #michael left bc he got upset and his dad called him to the bunker #he saw it as an oppurunity to prove his dads innocence even tho he knew deep down already that it was fruitless #and then he died #and cassidy fount out when his weird situation was recorded in a newspaper

[infizero]

every time i so much as think about that scene where light looks at porn magazines while scowling i go into hysterics its genuinely the funniest thing i've ever seen

#the funniest thing is is that i truly believe he thought he was being 100% convincing. that that's normal behavior for a completely straight #completely allosexual man #light is fucking awful and i hate him but also there's nuance to him. and sometimes i can get a little like. oh thinking about his life #before the series. specifically factoring in my headcanons about him being gay aroace and autistic and stuff. ppl have written some rlly #good fics surrounding those topics.... but yeah thats not even canon stuff but i dont care #anyways its not in a way of making excuses for how he is i just think it adds more to his character #hes total garbage but i think theres really interesting stuff with him when it comes to how he's.... VERY disconnected from others #just in general. he's like aware of how to act ''normal'' on like the most textbook surface level without being like. Aware enough to #be able to make it more convincing. and as ridiculous as it is i do see some of myself in him in that sense #also that person who said light and L is just autistic guy who's been masking his entire life vs autistic guy who's never masked in his #entire life. LITERALLY EXACTLY. genuinely perfect way to describe them they are both so similar when it comes to this #but the ways they go about it are very different. light has been playing the part of the perfect son his whole life. L doesnt try to change #himself for anyone and doesnt care when people think hes weird. both of them arent very socially aware and havent had any real friends #their whole lives. its such a fascinating parallel between them #i could go on a whole fucking thing about how light was pretending to be someone he's not around his family and at school and everything #long before he got the death note BUT. i wont. at least not right now #jesus christ how did i go from laughing about him with the magazine to this. my bad #derailed my own damn post. idk swagever #will say rq tho. watched a vid on youtube that pointed out how light expected his family to think nothing of the fact that he's gone to #such drastic measures to hide his diary when making the plan with hiding the death note which is like #that level of dedication would NOT be normal. so the fact that light expects his family to think nothing of it...... #i mean you could read that as light just once again being socially unaware. but it could also imply that light's family kind of Knows #he's hiding something and just doesn't address it. (he's gay. im talking about him being gay) #the video also referenced this comic that i didnt rb cause the actual premise of it (lawlight wedding) is um. #not at all my kind of thing. BUT it was light describing himself as a house with a basement when his family sees him as a one story house #and i thought that was such a cool analogy #ANYWAYYYSSSS i need to go to bed. thanks if you read my ramblings #serena.txt #death note posting

[recallback-art]

Day 29: Treat! Got mega distracted and almost forgot, but managed to keep the streak going. I'd have liked to do something better quality, but regardless, here's some OC themed novelty foods! As a treat <3

#oc tober #inktober #bweirdoctober #food #recall draws #my ocs #laid out in lavender #arion karst #lucero ardenti #raffail gallus #ive actually drawn guys as cookies before i should post that. bc i dont think i have #just bc it was cute #god i havent felt like i can draw right lately tho idk whats wrong with me #had to do it weird in class on monday once and now its weird forever

[todayisafridaynight]

Bro last night was so much......... I'm still reeling...... What even.... They gave us so much. I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready. I didn't KNOW.

Hear me out... Poundmates Jo........ Not a party member but maybe helpful. Him looking soft has me so fucked up. Why is Akane alive. Why is she alive bro. Why does Jo know she alive. Why would he- FUCK dude I'm trying to work but all I can think about is 8

i hope we get poundmates jo and we have to do it pokemon style where we have to beat his ass and then catch him <- delusional

#snap chats #SOOOO many questions.... #we were all right akane IS In Fact a bamf for slipping away from the yakuza #why do i feel like she's going to die tho. women dont last long in this franchise and if they do its a miracle #but idk no woman died in y7.... auspicious things me thinks... #please ichi cant lose anyone else. tho i am sus of jo's longevity if solely just because of ttm's career goals... #i mean if jo was willing to research arakawa its only logical he'd stumble upon akane and info about her so #jo's morality is weird. he was cool with putting a baby in a locker but the second he realizes the consequences he spends his life atoning #tho that kids gone now aint it.... guess he's trying to mend the damage he did to akane and ichi ?? #or at the very least wants to try to make up for the fact ichi didnt get to be raised by arakawa because of his dumbass #idk i dont know how his brain works we'll just have to see !!!!

[bangcakes]

.

#personal #lmao around this time last year i decided to give up on him n LMAO girl if only you knew #i should have just talked to him but djdjjdjdjd idk it felt weird. but he even like. complained one time that we didnt talk all summer #like LMAO..... bro its two ways. u could have messaged me too xjdjjdjdjdj #tho to be fair i think he did show up to a dinner but i wasnt there bc i had just had wisdom tooth surgery n was 1. blown up like a balloon #and 2. so high on pain meds i couldnt function JFJDJJDJDJDJDJ #n e way whatever jdjdjdjd im just laughing at myself bc how did this man become my closest friend from college Zhfnnddnnd #our relationship is so weird. not in a bad way but in an unexpected way #we sat beside each other an entire semester n never talked til the last day like thats so FUNNY IDK #i even said to him that time. bc we were talkin in the hallway n went to sit for the exam n sat in our regular spots of being one seat awa #y and i was like... you know its so funny that we sat beside each other all semester and only talked today #and he was like.... hahha yeah #i was gonna introduce myself but it felt so stupid JDJJDJDJD #i didnt even know his name LMAO #i had him narrowed down to 2 names. bc he was one of like 2 guys that Always showed up in another class' zoom #and LOL i was right. he WAS one of those 2 shjdjsjsj #n e way. then the next sem came n i didnt know whether to say hi to him or not bc we talked ONCE #and i was still wearing my mask at this point and so id try to smile at him with my eyes but never got a response HDNJDJD and so i got soooo #annoyed with him. and even more so bc i kept making friends with ppl and they KNEW HIM??? and i was like WHO IS THIS???? #then one time he came up to me n my friends before class n we just talked and i was like o lmao this annoyance im having??? its a big ole #crush BDNNDNDND #and in community college its hard to like. know ppls ages and that day i found out he was 2 years younger so i was like o ok 26 n 28 isnt #bad at all #but thinking back.... first things we exchanged that time was age and i think he was also trying to fish for whether i was single bc he was #talkin about this other guy havin a baby n a wife n i was like o wow !! i didnt know!! #jdjxjdjdjdk god when he found out my age he was like... oh i never would have guessed you were older. you look young ZFHJDJDJDJDJD #oh so you were Looking is that right HJXJXJXJZJZJ GOD LMAO #i look back on so many moments n im like oh duh... he must be interested #but for me its like. i will literally more easily believe literally any other theory so i thought he just liked one of my friends Zhjxjx #ya i dont think so anymorem but i thought that up until like mid january HDHXJJXJDDJJDJ

[girlwithfish]

Loll I kinda wanna track how long my last dating situationshipz lasted like I think my thing w the aries (ewwww) lasted around 5 weeks. and then thing w the leo lasted like 4 maybe. Im almost at 6 weeks w aquarius. Lolllll serial dater vibesss no im just picky and don't stay w ppl I don't like or who do my wrong whcih is a good thing 🙏🙏🙏

#i passed the month mark w him its getting serious guys #No like the last ppl i dated it was never official idk #I guess it was kinda official w aries like we werent seeing other ppl but i was sooo hesitant to call him my bf i didnt really want to #even tho he kinda thought i was his gf idk........... #Like something in me kneww. my intution etc #🙄and then w leo guy i was just kinda hesitant abt him idk #I thought i was nervous around him but i think i was nervous bc i felt unsettled around him cuz of incompatability etc #Idk.......its weird #And im still not entirely sure abt aquarius like #Its still early i only met him 40 days ago right so . #I dont want to rush into anything #So im still not entirely sure abt him like i like him soo much but thats just my heart... I need to wait longer

[p0patochisps]

Something something I spent half an hour of my life scrolling through a character tag and the vast majority of them were like

THIS CONTAINS _____ WHICH YOU FILTERED OUT BLAH BLAH BLAH.

because I do not like the fandoms specialest little ship. Nuh uh.

Shits tragic, I just want to see silly fanarts of a silly little guy dammit tumblr!

#in case anyone was wondering #it was the sidon (zelda) tag. #i do not like sidlink #i dont really like sidon ships in general #they all feel off ig? idk why. #not much of a shipper tbh tho #sidlink just feels double weird because imagine seeing your dead older sisters fiance that you havent seen since you were a really small #child and just being like. i want to go out with that one #not to mention that half the time shippers dont actually appreciate sidon as a character and just treat him like 'sexy shark twink bf' #idk most of the ship stuff gives me the ick #no shame if you like it ig but its really not for me #still sad i have to really dig for anything unfiltered though #(this wont show up on ths ship tag right? I really hope it doesn't because there's nothing i hate more than clogging up tags with critisism) #Anyway apologies #ig we fandom posting tonight

[guinevereslancelot]

i am unknowable and incapable of love goodnight <3

#romantic love i mean #against my will tho bc i want love so bad #but tbh i never feel anything more than awkward when i date 😬 #i only feel comfortable with people when there's no romantic pressure idk #would genuinely love to build a platonic life with someone why do i have to be in love to marry someone and have a family w them 😭 #love is real im just never going to experience it btw #but i still would like companionship and i really want kids tbh #i dont want to settle for not love in a relationship where thats expected or wanted and the other person loves me #but if it was an entirely platonic no pressure relationship that would be nice #maybe that would grow into love but the pressure of romance right off the bat kills the romance #in need to be close friends for like a decade first #sorry sorry im rambling insane thoughts its 11:30 and i just decided to break up with someone #and he's staying at my home so im even more painfully aware of having another person so deeply involved in my life that they become family #sorry you're not family i dont know anyone but my family well enough to let them be family and i never will please get out of my house #i make no sense but basically i love my family and want kids of my own but i dont want romance in there just platonic family love #romantic love is too hard to find and scary and weird i basically want to live with my actual family and adopt some kids someday sorry #this might change if i met the right person but i would need to be friends with them for a long time with no pressure first #and looking for that person is too forced and weird #anyway #its 11:30 in my 20s a week before valentine's day so naturally i am going insane that's all goodnight