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rotisseries · 7 months

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God's Country, Ethel Cain

#got bored was thinking about wolves. specifically muzzle grabs. felt like trying something new #hey do you guys know how difficult it was to find a picture I liked of muzzle grabbing?#i ended up settling for that second picture I used and that's not even a muzzle grab #cause they don't have each other's snouts in their mouths #but like. every picture is one dog looking mildly annoyed while the other one has their whole snout in their mouth #but like. when MY DOGS do a muzzle grab it looks like this animalistic approximation of a human kiss #which is what I would've really liked. but whatever #anyway I really like this song guys I really fucking like this song do you know that. top ten songs of all time #ethel cain #ethel cain typography #I guess???#idk what you should tag these with

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sonknuxadow · 1 year

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hi i like sage a lot

#sega was so real for making the new sonic character a weird little girl #still trying to figure out how to draw her her hair in particular is hard to draw for me #sonic frontiers spoilers #sonic frontiers #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sage the ai #< idk what the agreed upon tag for her is but ive seen people use that so. using that #not gonna bother tagging the other characters this isnt about them #also had to throw in some sonknux crumbs. partially to prevent people from assuming it was so.namy but whatever #sonic spoilers #frontiers spoilers #spoilers #using as many tags as possible on yhis one #my art #i guess. i guess this is art. ive barely been posting art lately so might as well put Something in there

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zebratimw · 11 months

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Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it...#I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀#irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living...#just the ol regulars yknow?#and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want?#I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what?#whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate?#so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it?#that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk

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raiiny-bay · 2 months

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new character page wip

#i edited the shit out of this code ngl #idk what i'm gonna put under the music section yet #the picture is just a place holder #i definitely like this layout better. not looking forward to having to do new pictures of everyone. again.#i'm also rewriting everyone's bios. again. bc i want them to reflect their current selves more #rn they're like a weird mix of their canon & post-canon selves & they just don't feel very. cohesive. ig #like. most of my edits take place in post-canon so i think their pages should match that?#they're not accurate to the versions of them that i share on here. that's what i mean #mm i just confused myself trying to think about it #ok. i'm gonna go have lunch & then i guess i'll write or something #i had something else i was gonna say but i forgot lol #rainyrambles

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puppyeared · 6 months

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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing #i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though #at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself #as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed #escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date #although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL #ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting #workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety #i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back #AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO #im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts #i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem #in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material #and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school #maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess #only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard #hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms #i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work #not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall #anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh #yapping

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luxtoony · 11 months

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Dont get on a mystic's warrior bad side.

Hey buckos, I'm on the train with people who believe that Mikey with his powers can be soft and beautiful and amazing as well as TERRYFYING and chilling. Especially once he gets to grow older in the middle of the war, many aspects of his personality will level out and my boy will be able to snap and when he does, oh that is impossible to describe (ok some amazing people describe it pretty well I'm jealous, and in awe and I thank everyone who describes Mikey in this special special powerful way cough cough @personne-writes f.ex)

I guess it is becoming a lil PNG series?

Oh btw today is World turtle day! 🐢

#Idk I guess I felt like trying something new with this one #sketchy painting style something #not fully polished with blobs in places... seemed to fit Mikey?#rottmnt fanart #unpause rise of the tmnt #rise of the tmnt #michaelangelo hamato #rise mikey #png series?#my art #luxtoony #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #I FINALLY DREW MIKEY FOCUSED SOMETHING #Mamma mia I gotta catch up. my perfect boy deserves so much #I'm so respectfully not minding if ppl share some mikey thoughts in coms or something #I love him so much and other ppl thoughs ab him👏👏👏

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nuclearanomaly · 1 year

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Perfumed Eves

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luck-of-the-drawings · 3 months

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AND AS IT TURNED OUT, THE THINGS THAT WERE ALONGSIDE ME FROM THE START, REMAINED THERE FOR ME ALONG THE WAY. [inspired by my stuffed rabbit, violet. also inspired by the sunrise of a new day. and inspired by this crazy cool album art]

#luckys original content #IDK WHAT CAME OVER ME HONESTLY..#i smoked a new weed and got hit with Random Potion Effect: NEW ARTSTYLE #and this beast spawned in i guess. the idea is that the head and arm are replaced by something else #something more free. the rest of the form is slime. bc i wish i was made of slime. the sword matches the green plant life #my momma really loves peacocks and all the colors that come with them. i really love my momma.#all the little doodles are just coagulated feelings. i like painting my thoughts in abstract little ways. this was a fun challenge.#i love just drawin whatever the fuck... makes my soul feel better #i have a job interview tomorrow and im NERVOUS bc ive been trying to jam my foot into the door for like a month #someone on the inside has been trying to help me aboard but UUUGHHHH its still been a swan chase of reschedules #wish me luck lads im going in

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b4kuch1n · 5 months

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I'm not gonna screenshot it bc 1/it really doesn't matter that much and 2/the person who made the comment is a kid but: a while ago I made a comic that's supposed to be a genuine study and reinterpretation of someone else's sprite comic (made in the spirit of authenticity too - to recreate the vibes of the sprite comics from that era, iirc very specifically because it's funny) and I got a comment on that comic's post that's like "glow up"

which is a compliment obvs. and the commenter probably didn't mean anything by it, it's a common expression. but I've been trying to find a way to gracefully put that comment away ever since it appeared lol

I just very much don't want my art to be taken as trying to one-up someone else's art when that's not the piece's intention. especially when the piece that inspired my art is perceived as "low effort" or "shitpost" or stuff like that. I did mention in the tags of that post that my considering it a study is entirely genuine, and I can legitimately write pages about the cool stuff I find in it other than and inherent in the haha funneys, but that's not for you guys that's for me. I just think that approaching art competition-first like that is a miserable way to do it, and (tipping into overthinking here if the whole tiny-comment-got-stuck-in-my-brain-for-almost-a-month part hasn't given that away yet lol) I really don't want that to be the takeaway from my own art. at least generally. if I actually think the source material is trash and what I'm doing is genuinely categorically better I'd just come out and say it lmao

#bakuspeech #yeah it's the darkhog sprite comic #honestly I don't love comments that put my art and other artists' art in a hierarchy in general. wherever my art lands on that scale #especially when it comes to character writing and trans 'representation'#which like. idk man I'm writing One character. he's NOT gonna be The Trans Experience. he's gonna be one character.#but yeah I'd guess I'm writing it all out in a post bc it's not really a race that anyone opts in #I don't actively participate but by virtue of how my art is perceived I just end up on the scale anyway #so uh. I'm suggesting that we do not bring the scale into my house at all lmao #there's also the like. Don't Yuck My Yum guideline of looking at art that's like #I like the things I'm aping! most of the times! if I don't say it's shit and I'm drawing stuff from it usually that means I like it lol #and then you kinda come in like wow what you're doing here is better than the thing you like. and it's not like yknow.#really anything. it's extremely trivial comparatively. but you are in fact yucking my yum there #tldr please try not to think abt art u like vs art u don't as ''better'' or ''worse'' and #have grace for the things that don't please u personally. anyways I'm omw to finishing the frog now. just need to fell all the seams down #and put that boy in da spinner for a ride. and then it can live in a gift bag until the day #I really enjoy holding it actually... maybe after this one I'll make something else. tbh slick stretchy fabrics are superior to fuzzy fabri #doesn't pill And cooler to touch. stuffed toys for the subtropical population #I'll get a combilation of pics once the thing's at its new home. but for now. we must finish the job

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carp-esh-ove-lem · 8 months

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#elbow music #elbow the band #im pining too much for a 'newer' fan #(since 2020)#i just think it would be an excellent depression gift is all #if my puncture repair playlist was a physical object it would be the bleeding shreds of a ragdoll at this point #i listened to lost worker bee ep earlier (yesterday? man idk time) and got Very Emotional over usually bright lol #wreck me with something new elbow sirs #or give me something to live for thats good as well i guess #man.......#hotel in my hometown—#the saddest room i ever woke in #“try to enjoy yourself out there” the saddest words youve ever spoken..#guys im Not Okay is that apparent at all #the taxi cab; usually bright so hollow #aaaaaaaah

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steelthroat · 5 months

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"Anger is not enough"

Why can't I have the kind of anger that makes people take me seriously? The kind of anger that makes me break things and scream and appear big and dangerous? Why am I stuck with the kind of anger that makes my body itch, that makes me lose my breath and my eyes swell with tears?

Why can't it last? Why do I want it to be over so soon?

Thanks to my anger, I can reach impossible heights, but then the fall is so sudden and painful that it just leaves me desperate for the warm embrace that only this soil can give me.

Why does anger work for others but not for me?How can I make it work for me? What will it take for people to notice this pain when neither floods nor fires are enough?

What will it take you to listen to me when my battle-cry or my pleads for help go unheard? What will it take you to acknowledge my presence and to change the way things go?

What will it take you to respect me? How can I become the detail you won't be able to ignore anymore? When will I cease to be the thing you try to hide away from the rest of the world?

What kind of monstrous act of violence will I have to commit to please you- to get your attention?

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How can I make you to fear me?

#I decided to try something new #so like I guess I can tag this as a character study?#I've kind of started writing short monologues as if I were a specific character #like this one I though about Megatron #I'm not super happy with it but I have to keep writning something even if it's small #maybe I'll make.a.new tag out of this #it's also kind of cathartic ngl it's fun #so hm #transformers #maccadam #megatron #fanfic #character study #tag yourself #but also your oc #or other canon characters?#idk just experimenting new things around here #steel monologues

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princesscallyie · 5 months

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Me when I'm listening to the most stupidest story about my mom giving my brother $1500 for a down payment for a 2nd car while his in the shop for a deer hitting him and him losing the nonrefundable $1500 cause he drove 2 hours away to a scummy dealership and he didn't get approve for enough credit from the bank

#like... idk maybe cause I don't have a son but does anyone else have experience with a mom acting delulu for their son???#like... 1st she paid $17k for the brand new 2022 which he traded in behind her back so he can get a 'fast car'#he got in an accident in the fast car mom put the parts to repair on her credit cards #since now the fast car wasnt pretty any more with mixmatch parts he traded in that car for a lexus for payments #which is dumb cause the whole excuse on why he traded in the 2022 cause he didn't want payments #he hit a deer with the lexus and i guess he thought they was gonna total the car cause he was already looking for a new one #but they gonna fix the lexus but he still went to try to get that car...#and that lady just agreed to it...#he owes her thousands of dollars...#she keeps on saying 'oh well he got a new job making $17 an hour and plus he's working a part time he's gonna pay me back #he's been saying that since he traded the 2022 and he barely paid you anything...#like why are you enabling his impulse purchasing???#he thinks these cars are like toys or something and you just letting him use your cash and credit like that...#then she's like... 'well I would do the same for us' referring to us other daughters #but like... we're not idiots that would purposely put you in these situations...#why on earth does he need a 2nd car??? he only making $17 an hour plus a part time job??? you live at home??? why did you agree to this???#just tell him no for once????#idk I feel like I'm going crazy or am I just super stingy with my money and credit score?#callyie chat

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bleakbluejay · 1 year

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so. like.

we're gonna assume din was about 10 when he was adopted as a foundling.

given that pedro pascal is nearly 48, i should assume din is probably in his 40s, too. we'll say 40 to keep it round.

so that's 30 years, three decades, of nobody saying his name.

everyone is calling him din djarin now, including paz and the armorer.

for the past 30 years, what the fuck else did they call him? and why didn't they call him din before now?

#eli talks #this has been bugging me #like at first i wondered if we just dont refer to each others names in the covert culturally #i mean we can identify who everyone is by their armor #youd only need names if you're talking shit about someone but that doesnt seem like something the covert would do #and also theyve started just using the viszla name and din djarin's name and bo-katan kryze's name #MOST likely this is a plothole or something #but im trying to figure out a way to make it make sense bc thats what i do #i guess you can just make wild shit up if you really wanted #like you could just say “din is trans and was experimenting with new names” or something #idk it doesnt make sense #what are YOUR guyses thoughts?#mandalorian #din djarin

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gregmarriage · 2 months

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art therapy, but it’s me writing my shitty little fics

#i say this as i vaguely have writers block imao #idk i think i just need to focus my manic energy onto something #and it may as well be something productive i guess #i had a idea for a new fic the other day actually #and i did a little work on it #just cause i was bored #so maybe i should continue that trend #or at least try to #i have hours to kill with manic energy and i need to do something about it #i need a distraction for when it’s late/my friends aren’t around #bc my friends can’t sit with me 24/7 so i gotta deal with this myself!#like a grown up!!#which ewwww #but eh has to be done 🤷🏻‍♀️#gwen rambles #gwenposting

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werebutch · 2 months

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Why does my sister crush all hope of having a good time with her when we’re out. Like she does it on purpose. And I keep believing that the next time will be better 😭

#either she doesn’t say a word to me and is angry for zero reason #or like today.. stands 2 inches from me at all times. constantly talking but it’s not fun talking it’s her saying the same fucking sentence #over and over again. for like an hour until she latches onto a new one. she also does this thing where I’m trying to walk or look at #something and she just doesn’t move. stands in my way on purpose in the most annoying way possible. she thinks it’s funny I guess #idk I know I’m just complaining but I honestly had kind of a mini breakdown moment a while ago #she’s so frustrating and I also frustrate myself. I wish I didn’t keep trying to be friends with her so bad after she treats me so horrible #especially the other day..if u know wat I’m talking about

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something-about-sunflowers · 8 months

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And if I said my one wish from season 2 was to see Jim stab Ed (serious goose style, with full - real life - 'being stabbed' consequences). What then. What if I tagged Ed when I said it. Should be fine, right? Not like you're ONLY allowed to post worshipful simpering praise of the characters in the tags, right?

Better yet, I want Izzy to cut something off of Ed and shove it down his throat and THEN let Lucius toss Ed overboard in the middle of the night.

Is this the kind of shit yall wanna see in the Edward Teach tag? Cause we can play that fucking game. BELIEVE me, we can play that fucking game.

#the dork is being a dork #not tagging edward teach #because i got some FUCKING manners #but i WILL tag #ofmd #the izcourse #i guess #idk #just #stop fucking tagging izzy in your fucking 'i hate izzy' 'i want izzy to get punched/stabbed/killed' shit #we - categorically - do NOT do that shit to yall #just leave us the fuck ALONE #(DISCLAIMER: i don't even actually want this shit. i am literally just trying to prove a point.)#(i want him to go thru his little character arc and to feel regret for hurting the people he cares about)#(and i want him to be happy and safe with his loved ones)#(because i can recognize that a character that did something to hurt people because THEY were hurt)#(doesn't resolve that hurt by being hurt MORE)#(and i can recognize when a character does something wrong without dehumanizing them into a flat - mustache twirling - villain)#and before some chucklefuck says 'just block them' I DO #THERE'S A NEW ONE EVERY DAY #THIS IS A TWO WAY STREET #WE ALL OCCUPY THIS SPACE AND THE ONUS IS ON YOU *TOO* TO NOT BE A DICK IN THAT SPACE IN THE FIRST PLACE #IT'S COMMON FUCKING COURTESY AND TAKES *LESS* EFFORT TO *NOT* TAG CHARACTER HATE #IT'S LITERALLY *FREE* TO NOT BE A DICK

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