#idk what's gonna happen to this country

[jemmo]

ive just been lying in bed, thinking about the eighth sense, this whole morning, trying to figure out and put together my thoughts and my conclusion is I just can’t do it. bc everything i read, all the dream theories and hallucination theories and meds and alcohol and when does it stop being real, I just can’t figure out in my head what I do actually believe. bc that’s not far-fetched, I know it. I mean look at that sequence in blueming where dawon has that whole imaginary sequence with his parents and siwon. that was all very clearly a dream sequence, like with the context of the scene prior and how people interacted, I could tell it wasn’t real right away. this, i just don’t know. bc I believe very easily that this is something jaewon would do. after the conversation with his therapist and his night of drinking and what taehyung brought up, how angry it made him, Jihyun’s words of comfort and then what happened in the morning, the camera breaking, his father. all of that is reason enough for jaewon to snap and do something spur of the moment and kind of crazy but actually seek out that escape and relief he needs. his emotions are so heightened, this isn’t just something he can just cover with a mask and get on with, he needs release. and jihyun’s words are a lifeline that he clings onto hoping their genuine.

i love that scene where jihyun is bringing up the logical things about having no clothes and not preparing to stay over and jaewon just reiterates that line. you said when I’m having a hard time, i can contact you. he is so used to being nice to everyone and never wanted to cause a fuss or upset or disagree. He doesn’t want to be a burden, but the way he then says that, kind of pathetic and kind of desperate and kind of defensive yet he states it so clearly. Bc so often when someone may they go about their trip and decide what to do next, sleeping on the beach only to then get a hotel room, surfing then sleeping together then surfing again. it’s all very erratic bc i think that’s how jaewon feels and is acting, and jihyun is just along for the ride. idk how to judge how jihyun feels in all of this bc if we take everything at face value it kind of is a lot to take in and to then be intimate while jaewon is in this headspace feels fast and not smart, but then again jihyun doesn’t have to be smart. he has been shown to want to do crazy stuff, to try things, to get out of that country bumpkin bubble and when he loves and cares for jaewon, i don’t think anything he does on this trip either is out of the realm of possibility. and I think that plays very well into the ending. they are both being kind of reckless, especially jihyun bc it’s established he can’t swim, or at least can’t swim wellc, so an accident could easily happen, and no matter how bad the accident is, it’ll be horrific to jaewon. a person he cares for getting into an accident with him in the sea, it’s a perfect, horrid mirror, and for him it’ll only reaffirm what he already believes. idk what that thing is yet, whether it’s arbitrary ‘bad things happen around him’, or he’s irresponsible or can’t trust himself to do something or powerlessness that he can’t do anything or feeling inadequate bc he can’t help, nevertheless he puts all the burden of the accident on him. After all, he was the only person there. He was the only person that could’ve done something, could’ve changed the outcome and he didn’t, or more likely, wouldn’t.

But with these kinds of accidents, what jaewon needs to see is that that burden is not his to bare, at least not alone. so many other things and factors lead to things happening, and ultimately an accident can be just that; an accident, something he can do nothing about and has to deal with grief but not guilt.

All this is to say, I do ultimately think this happens. Choppy cutting and dreamy looking camera work is all something that yes while you can analyze it for meaning, is also an artistic choice and can be read a number of different ways, one of them being that jaewon does see this time with jihyun as a dream. it’s closed off and private and secluded and quiet and he’s with someone he loves, he can see that as perfect, as dream-like, and then that final scene is a sudden, terrifying change that is amplified to him. and I think it actually happened bc I think it needs to happen for the story. the most natural progression of this plot is for an accident to happen and for jaewon to distance himself because of it. And it bodes well that this is happening at the end of ep 6 and not ep 8, bc nowthe aftermath and and the repercussions of this and an eventual reconciliation can be given the time it needs and deserves. this isn’t just about a thing getting between jaewon and hugging only for them to overcome it and be together as happens in many other shows. if anything, the relationship is secondary, it’ can now only be a result of jaewon making progress mentally in whatever form that will take.

#i don’t even know how messy this is but I’m tired and my thoughts are all over the place #I just needed to ramble to clear my head #but yeah this ep was… a lot #and in all of this I really can’t place where jihyun is gonna go in these next eps #idk what his story is gonna be bc the path jaewons character needs to take is clear to me #but jihyun idk idk what his plot or growth is #and how this country mouse do city boy thing plays into what’s happening with jaewon #maybe I need to sit and stew for a few more hours on that but ideas are welcome #the eighth sense

[reye-chan]

bros and dudes alike, i'm so damn tired

#sometimes the world is so shit and you cannot manage to keep peppy despite it all #i like being a pillar of strength irl but it's not going good rn #i hope it improves but idk when and i'm kinda scared of what's gonna happen with me medical wise #this country really wants me to die sadly

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭 #so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-] #unrelated

[imaginarianisms]

more asoiaf comparisons, parallels & antiparallels to the first dance of the dragons vs the second & final dance of the dragons (& possibly the sixth blackfyre rebellion): the blacks being daenerys i targaryen's supporters, the golds being aegon vi targaryen's supporters, tommen baratheon being a close equivalent to gaemon palehair & his mother essie & sylvenna sand which may be interpreted as a parallel with queen cersei lannister & taena merryweather of myr, trystane truefyre being a close equivalent to aegon/young griff & perkin being jon connington & the shepherd being the new high septon the high sparrow, dalton greyjoy being euron i greyjoy's ancestor & the latter surpassing him, alyn waters later alyn velaryon resembling aurane waters later aurane velaryon & finishing what their ancestors started. history repeats itself.

#out of the galaxy. || ooc. #LIKE!!!! LOOK AT THE PARALLELS BRUH #it kinda makes me wonder who the hightowers would support this time... #its literally so wild how history repeats itself #i think the lannisters would support aegon after he takes king's landing bc they're lowkey fucked either way. #cersei lannister's probably either in hiding at casterly rock or will end up as aegon's political prisoner. maybe jaime too idk. #i have no idea who would lead the lannisters on the side of the golds now that kevan's dead killed by varys tho... maybe genna lannister? #cersei jaime & tyrion's aunt? to parallel johanna lannister who attacked the ironborn like a boss bitch?? #i personally predict aegon'll marry sansa who would have the north the riverlands & the vale at her back—it'd be arranged by baelish & varys #i also think it's possible he'd take arianne martell as another wife to parallel aegon & his wives visenya & rhaenys. #so by taking sansa & arianne as his wives & queens both of whom are well beloved in their countries he'd restore honor to their houses. #bc aerys & later the baratheon dynasty was a terrible time for the starks & the martells so he brings the north & dorne back into the fold. #so by marrying sansa he honors & respects her given her past betrothal to joffrey & forced marriage to tyrion & mending what aerys did #particularly to her grandfather rickard stark & her uncle brandon stark & to her aunt lyanna stark. #& by marrying arianne he's restoring honor to house martell considering all the bs his mother elia martell experienced in king's landing. #(whether elia actually Is his mother or who he perceives her to be) & restoring the line of succession again in dornish hands #& they'd probably marry him on the condition that the northerners & dornish gets special rights & privileges that others don't. #& not to mention that the targaryens starks & martells have a common enemy. #polygamy's a big nono in the faith of the seven but that didn't stop aegon & his wives & im sure after everything w/ the faith rn?? #w/ cersei & the sparrows?? & considering aegon's actually a decent person & he'll be foreshadowed to be popular & loved?? #i don't think most would bat an eye tbh. i actually think daenerys would wanna talk to aegon first tho. #then everything & everyone around them goes to shit & they end up fighting bc like. daenerys wants SO BADLY to have a family. #so like i don't see her immediately perceiving aegon as a threat. #the starks & most of the north would prolly be wary of dany @ 1st due to aerys & having a MASSIVE army w/ three dragons until the long night #except for like. maybe jon. but anyway the martells could be slightly wary of dany bc of what happened with quentyn in meereen. #idk maybe there's a division in the north & dorne. i think sansa & arianne would actually get along personally. #anyway im presuming stannis is gonna be at the nightfort & i personally don't think he's ever gonna come south again. he'll die at the wall.

[didsomeonesayventus]

Hey Brodia fans do we think there's a nonzero chance some fuckhead noble ends up thinking the Morion Incident was a covered up/conveniently timed coup so Diamant could take over

(This is, ofc, Bullshit™️, and it makes both Diamant and Alcryst understandably incredibly upset)

#katie rambles #spoilers #engage spoilers #fe 17 spoilers #just a little political drama #because i dont think Diamant doing a 180 on what his dad did as a ruler is going to go over smoothly #might be an unpopular opinion because diamant seems well liked at least but also like. nobles be noble-ing #its probably also reduced because Alear was there and like. who the fuck questions the Divine Dragon #you're gonna walk up to jesus and tell him he's lying? ':/ #but idk i think about diamant's patience finally snapping when someone gets bold enough to even suggest the idea #and he just grabs them and throws them out of the council room #because like hey man what the fuck is wrong with you you think anyone wanted morion to bite it like he did #you think diamant really wanted to finally have the sword over his head drop so mercilessly?? #like people are unfortunately assholes and most of the country was not in the room where it happened so to speak #so i think it's really only reasonable for at least one person to press x to doubt the whole 'dad got zombie-d so we had to put him down' #also sad over alcryst being the one to do it because i think like. #part of what helps him follow through is feeling his rep is already shit what does he have to lose compared to his brother he loves so much #so like he really does become the black sheep of the court when what happened is explained #idk something something sudden family death intersecting with the politics of being the successors of a kingdom #alear is just here vibing because alcryst is his boyfriend and needs the emotional support and is just (pikashock) if/when diamant snaps

[baekhest]

"I hope 2024 is better!" and then I remember it's a presidential election year

#super cool and fun how i have to have discussions with my family members about maybe leaving the country #since if there's a red wave it is gonna get a lot less safe for me and my dad and stepmom and others #especially especially especially with a trump or desantis presidency #i really hate how the choice is between ''guy who's funding war crimes abroad'' #and ''guy who will also fund war crimes abroad and also likely ramp up the genocide at home against my community'' #hell country #sometimes i worry i'm overreacting and then i remember that like. anti-genocide watchdog groups have called what's happening here a genocid #and idk if living in a blue state is enough against a republican congress + president + supreme court

[local-magpie]

i think i just really go feral for media that analyses human motivations and behaviour that doesnt just run with "humans are inherently evil/beasts and need societal structure to not fall into violence/selfishness," because like... ill tolerate that, its the dominant undercurrent in most media anymore, but its just flat out untrue. its so wildly untrue. humans are so clearly inclined towards generosity and communal care, like, its how we evolved!! civilization began BECAUSE humans are inherently caring and nurturing, not the other way around. so when media goes "ok, given that humans arent born evil, what MAKES them do violence or atrocities?" i go apeshit bc YEAH BOYS LETS DIG IN

#selfishness and violence are twisted mirrors of natural human tendencies and its FASCINATING to explore the means by which it happens #from individual levels to societal influences to cultural pressures #rapture is like what if we took a handful of greedy people and locked a small countrys worth of people into an underwater citystate #what would they choose to do #how would they impact each other #how would they shape the citystate's society and culture and how would that in turn corrupt its people #it drags this out to a very messy horrifying end and i love it for that #it humanizes the splicers in so many ways #like im not gonna claim its perfect but like #to me its such GOOD horror because it forces you to face everyday atrocity #like oh you want violent drug addicts as dime a dozen enemies? #better be ready to hear about their hopes and dreams and fears from Before #better be ready to find out how they were abused and exploited and manipulated into what you see now #better be ready to find out theyre normal ass humans and GUESS WHAT so are the real life ones #idk i want to stick it in my teeth and chew on it forever and ever #yelling at the void

[jamesmaddisons]

ashgdahjsfdkas the one girl who’s always awkward when we’re trying to organise holidays is being awkward again

#so everyone pretty much agreed we're happy for it to be a chill thing like last time and was happy with bournemouth because its easy to get #to for everyone #and we found some accommodation we were just waiting for a couple more people to say they were happy with that one #and now she's piped up like 'i dunno if i can come for the whole time so can we go somewhere thats near where i work' which is surrey #like okay fine but the girl that lives in plymouth is also only able to come for saturday and sunday and she's not asked for us go down to #the west country you know #and now she's like 'can we go to brighton or kent' i mean idk where the fuck she's thinking in kent #but apparently that might have 'more going on' that bournemouth #but like yeah okay if you do the research because i think the person who has the bestbooking.com discount is getting a bit sick of doing it #all themselves #like when we went to Portugal we had it all figured then she was like 'oh can we go somewhere else where there's surfing' and we all said #yeah sure but you find the hotel #and she never did! #anyway thats exactly whats gonna happen here lol #stacey speaks

[pepprs]

this week has been so fucking horrible. genuinely

#purrs #i think the roe v wade stuff like. Idk. everyone in my house is triggered by it everyone in the country is triggered by it and im not saying #TRIGGEREDDDD like how ppl will yank that word out and be cruel with it im saying it is triggering and putting even heavier weight on trauma #informed dynamics and shit that are already hard to bear. btw my mom told her story to a fucking cnn reporter and now im scared we’ll have a #anti aborti/on protestors at our house lmao. but anyway. everyone is triggered in my house right now. and now no one in my house has counsel #counseling. so when other shit happens outside of the house onto which i project dynamics that happen inside the house (everywhere. #constantly.) i am utterly unable to deal with them and the only thing i can focus on is trying to be quiet and not start sobbing #hysterically. which did just happen btw just not to me and i want to sob like that too. the weight of all this despair and the weight of #having nowhere to put the despair. not to mention redacted redacted redacted unrelated dynamic that ngl has made me a little bit sewerslidal #this week on multiple occasions. i always forget how bad summer is im always like yeah i can work with another clinical intern! and i don’t #regret it while it happens but then they leave and summer comes and redacted redacted dynamic happens THAT I THOUGHT WAS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN #AGAIN BUT ITS HAPPENING DESPITE MY FUCKING PROMOTION AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO *** UNIRONICALLY! happens and im like oh god. right. summer is #a nightmare. so what im trying to say is.. there is a lot going on all at once and it is hard to live a) at all b) in this house and i dont #know what to do about that except finish cleaning the dishes and try to find some nice work clothes and maybe collage if i have time. lole #abortion tw #pregnancy tw #suicide tw #delete later #ask to tag #like the e VISCERAL feeling of wanting to not exist. VISCERAL. ive felt that every day since this happened and im scared. lol #and again i love working with clinical interns and i love the place i go to for counseling it’s just the fucking 3 month hiatus (and the 1 w #week hiatus in february during one of the genuine lowest points of my entire life) is um….. very bad. i understand why they have to do it b #but it is not good and every time we’re in the final few weeks of sessions and my counselor asks if i’ll be ok imwlike yeah totally! school #will be out and i can do it! and then they go and things happen in the ways that things happen and im like oh right the agony. forgot about #that and forgot how it is so much worse to survive it without counseling! lole 🥰

[bellwitchfaggot]

I never lost the fucking plot. I never ever did. Gn forreal ig I gotta go check on one of my niblings to make sure he actually went to sleep cuz he hates taking his psych meds on account of how they're crazy fucking sedatives but he can't sleep without waking night terrors on account of everything my fucking family and church did to him for daring to be a toddler who wanted to paint his fucking nails

#how bout a summer wedding instead #gd i cant wait to see all my coworkers again im so fucking tired of being in this evil fucking haunted ass house #i do not believe this man has a psychology degree at all !! #if im choosing .. next ones a cringe ass mcr fanfiction i think its time we revisit our roots . the second half of twenty ninescene that #was supposed to fucking happen commences this time with significantly less incestuous corrective rape on my bday #look what happens when you treat your kids like dogs and you treat your dogs like shit. sometimes they grow up to be crazy fucking #transgender faggots anyway! i never fucking forgot i told anyone who would give me the fucking time of day over and over throughout my life #no matter how many times it meant i died no matter how many times it meant i went crazy no matter how many times i was punished for it #24 is gonna be a great fucking year for me and everyone else can do whatever the fuck they want forever #the dog is going back inside soon. trans bimbo cousin greg won you fucking idiots. i love you all very much and i hope to see you soon #sry for refernencing rpf on main esp considering information i have abt myself and my friends now but that one cringe ass mcr fic king and #country or whatever. its kinda like that #christ i can't wait to be soft again . im gonna teach you how to be literally soooo fucking normal #i will have sex with you in a catholic confessional ONLY if you wear the priest collar. #they were right btw trauma bonding us all was the best way to keep us finding each other no matter what so ig in that regard maybe its like #literally fine or whatever #AND SALEM IS MEETING MIKU SOON AMEN !! #ok gn im gonna like. idk maybe see if theres any fucking alcohol in this house for one last harra before i force myself to sober up again

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#ay ay ay. now that the soul crushing project is done ive elected to spend the week managing data #which is decidedly more chill than what ive been doing for the last month but also isnt not doing anything and it isnt getting stuff done #for when i have to move. so thats annoying. and ive been drawing again at least but i can feel the escalation in my controlling behavior #so its now very frustrating trying to draw anything. coloring is gonna take a million years rip. #also suddenly everyone wants to b social rn? like tomorrow my boss is organizing a thing with an old lab mate and this weekend a #collaborator is having a retirement party. and next week my lab mates wanna do a trivia night. and i kno that i should go to these things. #and i will try but i really dont want to go to any of it. mostly for driving reasons but also im a husk of a person rn. but the more #devastating thing is that uh next week one of the kids i grew up with is getting married to a rich girl lol. and like we werent that close #bc i was and am such an asocial freak but after the wedding my parents r picking up their new camper and camping their way across the #country with my sisters. and im sure someone probably told me the dates of these things at some point but if u tell me dates i will #instantly forget them. so thats. ya kno. happening over basically the next 2 weeks while i have to kill myself over measurements for a #different study i dont care abt. and like. its fine. ill see them mid may for a different planned trip. it just makes me kinda sad #a product of living halfway across the country i guess. im just inherently more disconnected to everyone. i would suspect thsts semi #intentional subconsciously. u cant b upset abt not being able to connect with ppl if you create enough physical distance that u never see #them in the 1st place. u cant misunderstand me if i make myself absent and unknowable. idk. i was explaining to my mum that i didnt realize #the timeline and she was like. understandable whatever u wanna do! and idk y that upsets me so much. i guess its just that i dont want to b #doing this. its causing me pain but dont kno how to articulate it in a way that makes sense. whatever. my mouth hurts. my lips r so chapped #that the irritation is spread past my lip line. probably doesnt help thst i keep rubbing at it lol. anyway things r still annoying #less soul crushing thsn last week but still frustrating #unrelated

[iamtrappedinsideasnowglobe]

Just found out my boyfriend's surgery was glanced at from across the room by an out of network doctor during his surgery so his insurance is refusing to cover any part of it 😥 would any of you be mad if I made a donations post 🥺👉👈

#i would like to continue living together not have to move back home so we can focus on paying off his massive debt instead of chipping away #at it for the next 20 years of our life #and never buy a house <3 #and live an hour away from each other again #but we are doing whatever we can to get it covered for now so... idk. we'll see how things go. does anyone know what to do 🤪 #us insurance #hospital bills #what if we changed identities and moved countries 🤪🤪 jk jk unless?? #oh and the woman who hit him with her car thus requiring this surgery also may be trying to sue him now 🤪🤪🤪 #but thats definitely a problem on the backburner for now. just. dont even look at that one unless it happens #snow❄️ #and yes update this is illegal where i am so yeah. theyre not gonna charge him for it thankfully

[bixiaoshi]

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#if i don't get this out of my system i may explode lmao #but man the fact that im not a uni student anymore is getting more and more real with each passing day n the fact that i have to start #searching for a job is getting more and more real each day and it's giving such huge amount of anxiety bcs im scared abt what's to come #i'm terrified of getting a job i hate. i'm terrified of losing my life in something that drains me. i'm terrified of getting stuch where #i am. of seeing my life pass and not accomplishing what i want. of everything i've dreamed of stays as that. a dream. #i'm terrified of being stuck in this country. in this city. bcs all i wanna do is leave but i dont have the means to do it!!!!!! #i dont have the money. my mom doesn't have the money and im scared. terrified of dedicating my life to working for it to be all pointless #i wanna travel n i wanna leave n i wanna land a job that i like!!!!!!!!!!!! #i don't think i'm fit for capitalism bcs routine bores me. bcs i don't want to lose my life in a job i hate #but then again i don't rlly have a dream job. i have smth i want to do but it doesn't rlly allign with my degree #and i'm scared!!!! of not being able to accomplish it!!!!!!!!! i'm so terrified of never doing what i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i'm terrified of staying here bcs it's easier and less scary. i don't want to live a life of it is what it is!!!!!!!! #but everything at this point overwhelms me and idk where to start!!!!!!! idk what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i feel so silly by #asking other ppl bcs they don't have the answer n i hate it. bcs i need an answer i need to know im gonna be okay #life is unexpected n that alone makes me dread it. bcs i don't have full control of what's to come #sure i can do things to get me where i want to be but it's not 100% guaranteed it will happen the way i want it to #like. i dropped out of a major i thought i wanted n loved. i got a degree in smth that isn #isn't rlly a passion of mine #i dread the unexpected. i dread not having full control. i dread not knowing stuff #i dread things going out of plan n sure i do have a life plan #but i'm terrified of it just being a life plan #peace n love on planet earth #jo.txt

[oddcorecunt]

kinda hard to accept that your country must fall but i dont wanna suffer but also im just a cunt and i dont deserve to live more than people in the places everyone is okay with bombing and again, this country more than deserves it lol

#idk whats gonna happen to this country in the future but its fuckedd in every way like there is no good outcome #oh well im just chillin waiting to die anyway #i dont got no kids so i dont have to feel bad abt bringing anyone into this <333

[brigatebajor]

like i get indoctrination n brainwashing esp if yr a child but how do you get past the age of 20 and think having children take a PLEDGE OF ALLEGIANCE to the fucking. flag. to the country. is normal??? it is NOT. thats straight up fascist regime bullshit like straight out of a dystopian novel or smth you were just BORN on a piece of land that does not mean you have to treat it as if its your king and yr a medieval knight what is WRONG with you people

#how can anyone consider this normal its driving me insane #yall see some fucked up shit and go like oh yeah the pledge #THE PLEDGE????? WHAT THE FUCK DO YALL THINK IS GOING TO HAPPEN OH MY GOD #YALL LIVE YOUR LIFE AS IF THE COUNTRYS GONNA BE INVADED EVERY DAY BY FUCKING #IDK ??? MONSTERS OR SMTH #all those zombie movies got to your fucking head this shit is like. centuries old propaganda thats fucked your brains #ITS WEIRD AS HELL!!!!! BUNCH OF FUCKING WEIRDOS YOU LOT ARE #sorry. i think all levels of patriotism are insane

[cookiescr]

Well okay, I see. Kinda satisfying to see the progress line coming closer and closer to the finish line haha

Those ppl mainly read conservative news, so I’m unfortunately not surprised they act dense. They’ve been raised to be this way. The other half are hippies who kinda don’t take up many positions of power in society

Nah only one job, I’m still go to uni too (sometimes)

It’s my 7th year working now, started a job instantly after finishing school because I was bored studying full time 😗

Yeah! And also I’m including the whatever i need to help pay for da month but I made like a gsheets of my monthly gf meeting goal so I know if I’m making progress because kofi goal i sometimes forget to update kdjdkd

Very frustrating to see people like this ngl but for the sake of mental health i just don’t engage like i see a lot of people like this on twt comment sections and stuff

Oh is uni like a non regular thing :0?

Ok that’s p long time then is it a thing where u get a raise if u work in a company for longer? Idk if this goes for any industry tho

#thanks for the ask #anon #osa #speaking of money uhh taxes! thinking of maybe hiring an accountant if i can afford it? #gonna ask shit about taxes because i still have no idea like what happens if i take a brwak for a month and make 0 #would i still pay taxes? who knows dkksks #also just so i could get the benefits of paying taxes which is maybe i can fly somewhere #but there’s been a lot of immigration horror stories recently #so idk how useful it’ll be but you know tax paying citizen and all that #there was one woman who got asked if they brought their yearbook by immigration 😭 like they kept asking more questions and she ended up #missing her flight #so ye immigration in other country is probably not that bad but ph can just be by luck sometimes ngl