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stay-tiny-ville · 3 months
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Han Jisung
Summary ~ Delulu thoughts of baby gurl Han Jisung and why the hell can’t men like this exist where I am (Or just my head going wild with dating head cannons of Han Jisung)
A.N. - I have heard your pleas for more Stray Kids before I move on to Ateez and I come to deliver DONT WORRY BABIES I HAVE 14 DRAFTS
A.N. 2 - I haven’t really checked word counts my brain just kinda goes on and on so if ones are longer than others I deeply apologize 🧎🏻‍♀️
A.N. 3 - also I’m genuinely confused if I can actually consider them head cannons if these are kind of mainly blurbs in each (if you can’t tell idk how to classify these)
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Dawg, dude, sweetheart, baby, babe, angel are names he’d call you
Def the best friend boyfriend
That’s probably how you got together was from being best friends because he’d probably be too anxious to get with someone he had feelings for that he didn’t know on a deep level
You two are on top of each other at all times
Like laying on top of each other when one is already laying down
Full weight where the other can’t breathe
Or laying full body weight on them while they are doing stuff out and about
One only gets out of bed/off the couch if the other carries them
You’ve seen the nonexistent legendary baby photos
If you like to wear baggy or big clothes he would wear your clothes and you would wear his and all of a sudden you both have one giant closet with double the clothes
Would def watch marathons of movies with you when they should be watched
Like nightmare before before Christmas, horror movies, and Charlie Brown Halloween movies around fall
Star Wars runs in May
And def the classic Christmas movies such as Harry Potter, the Santa Claus movies, and even the original and classic stop motion movies
Year without a Santa Claus is the best
I imagine on one of your rare coinciding days off you don’t go out, no matter how long it had been since you had, instead this was the superior alternative
Maybe it was even a special occasion like an anniversary or birthday or even just an accomplishment but you spend the day on the couch
The beginning of the day consisted of the classics you had to get out of the way like the Studio Ghibli movies I know everyone agrees on him loving so much or just things that recently released you had been dying to getting around to watching
After a collection of movies was watched you would break for food
Most of it consisted of not the healthiest stuff a man in his field should be consuming in such quantities
Like pop tarts in the morning, hot pockets for lunch, macaroni for dinner
Just a lot of processed things but man were you two adorable and just having a fun day so who can be mad at you
As the day slowly got darker, Hannie built a nest of blankets he nestled around him, but there wasn’t a blanket on top of him
But that’s where you come in
You lay between his legs, head on his stomach, turned to wach intently the movie that played
one of his hands holding yours while the other ran along your head
As the movie pulled to a close you turned to rest your chin on his stomach, his own dark, large, quokka eyes bore into your own
His hand falls from your head to your cheek and he held it gently
His gaze softening as much as humanly possible as his eyes closed the more he smiled at you his gorgeous smile
You felt your heartbeat quicken
No matter how many years you had known this man, through childhood or not, no matter how old you were, you were just a teenager madly in love
You were lost in your adoration for this beautiful creature and you think he could tell since he giggled before he untangled from you and stood, pulling you up by your hands
He mumbled “come on” with a smile as he pulled you to the kitchen for snacks
You knew the drill at this point in the night
Popcorn
He got the bowl ready while you had put the bag into the microwave/started heating it on the stove
Obviously he got the quicker job and by the time you sat back and waited he was already waiting and leaning against the kitchen island behind you
You turned around and barely took a step before his gentle hands grabbed ahold of your forearm and coaxed you into his arms
His arms securely wrapped around your shoulders and thus pressed your head into his shoulder and neck
Your own arms wrapping around his tiny waist
The only noise was the hum of the microwave/hiss of the popcorn on the stove as you relaxed into who you called your home
After making your way back to the couch for what would be the last movie of the night with the snacks, you once again found yourself attached at the hip to your boy
This time you were tucked into his side, head on his shoulder while you two laid
you lasted all but 40 minutes of the two hour film before your eyes fluttered
It didn’t help that his hand was on your waist and was softly brushing at the open skin and made you feel safe
He watched you as you lost the fight to your eyes and brushed strands of hair from your face
(If you’re a heavy sleeper) he gathers you into his arms and heads to the bedroom, leaving behind the snacks and blankets to be cleaned up tomorrow
(If you aren’t a heavy sleeper) he moves all items off of you (phones, popcorn bowl) and falls asleep to the sight of you in his arms
Han deserves so much love and I love love baby girl Hannie
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http-tokki · 2 years
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You're my dream
~ bakugou katsuki x reader ~ tags/cw: fluff, katsuki proposes ~ wc: 400
Okay, so early on in your relationship with Katsuki, you have a marathon of all your favorite movies (mostly Disney, studio ghibli, and the occasional superhero/action movie thrown in). Still, your reaction to Tangled’s boat scene is imprinted on Bakugou’s brain. The way you clutched at his arm and mouthed along to all the words, smiling wide as Eugene and Rapunzel leaned in for the kiss. Everything about you being completely absorbed was beyond adorable, and that’s when the idea popped into Katsuki’s head.
Two and half years into the relationship is when he pops the question. Setting up a boat complete with flowers and lanterns (he even calls in a favor from the local council to recreate the endless amount of lanterns in the sky). He is again staring at you so full of love that he almost just blurts out the question.
“Hey, so remember when I told you about wanting to be the number one hero?” his voice is thick as he swallows the lump that forms in the back of his throat.
You turn your attention from the sky full of lanterns. “Is that why we’re out here? Did you get the spot?” you bounce your knees excitedly.
“Well, no, but… remember how it was my dream?” Katsuki could feel his cheeks blushing.
Your eyes narrow, and he can practically see the wheels turning in your head as you connect the dots.
“No, you’re not- Bakugou, I,” you shake your head as you finally register what is happening. “you’re not going to do this and make a joke, ‘Suki, that’s mean.”
“Can you shut up and let me talk, please?” the words are soft as he reaches into his jacket pocket.
Your eyes follow his hand, tears start to roll down your cheeks.
“I had a dream which I honestly thought I’d never reach, and I was always second guessing everything each time I was beat out, and you know how upset I get over it, but I don’t care about that anymore,” fingers grip the small box. “I don’t care about it because I have a new dream. You”
You sniffle and grab onto Katsuki’s free hand. “‘Suki…”
He shakes his head, knowing if he deviates from his planned script, he will burst into tears. “My new dream is to be with you and live with you and love you until we’re old and have a million grandkids. I don’t care about anything else, you’re it, and I- fuck, this is so hard,” his voice breaks as tears start to fall. “I love you so much, and I never want to be without you, so please, marry me.”
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a/n: Okay, so one thing everyone knows about me is that Tangled is my ALL time favourite movie. like it’s number one, and the boat scene has me crying every single time but I just watched the little mermaid, and that boat scene had me giggling like a five-year-old again so I think I've got a thing for romantic boat rides, idk. this just popped into my head, and it’s v unedited cause my computer is fucked, and I'm lazy I’ll write it properly one day, but for now, please enjoy some Bakugou fluff
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willowcrowned · 1 year
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That’s awesome! Glad the music idea worked for you. Def one of my fav ways to trick/help myself into doing things; just like you said it gives your brain something to do and focus on instead of the yuck stuff. Like giving a toddler something shiny to distract them tbh.
Idk if you like studio ghibli but those are great sound tracks for this too :)
Yeah! Thanks again for the help! I figured out a while ago that one of the ways to hack understimulation for me is to always have some sort of story I’m invested in that I can listen to or watch while I get basic tasks done. Recently that’s been D20, it’s just that I finished a season of it yesterday and didn’t start another one before I went to bed, so I didn’t have anything right there to get me going and everything I kept trying didn’t immediately grab me in a way that I knew would last longer than half a minute, so I gave up on it. That’s why the music tip was so useful! I just decided to pick something that would do it for maybe ten minutes or so and use that time to get myself moving
and I love ghibli! I’ve actually got a couple soundtrack playlists but I use those mostly for studying because I generally need something more engaging than music while I’m doing stuff like chores
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mrskurono · 3 years
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a/n: this is the first installment(?) of the Nori brain rot from ages ago w/a Studio Ghibli vibe, idk man this just happened word count: 2.2k tags: post!Shibuya arc, possible spoilers, blood, violence, cursing(?), heavily Hoizer inspired, kinda edited character(s): Noritoshi Kamo, fem!sorcerer reader pt ll
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Curses stank. 
In a metaphorical sense yes. But also in a literal sense for you. 
These twisted beings permeated your senses like a rot that you could never rid. Unless exorcised they stuck around in your nostril for days. Each one a different smell but all of them stuck in your craw all the same. 
Beasts of rancid nature in behaviors and looks. Nothing more than to be exorcised by sorcerers. You learned quickly that exorcising the curses was no different than taking out week old trash. 
What you hadn’t planned on was someone doing more than dumping trash on the world. Whatever had happened. Suddenly you were faced with more than just dutiful tasks of keeping non sorcerers safe. A monsoon of trash had been dumped not only on you. But every human in this world. 
Your nostrils burned. And you couldn’t be rid of these things quick enough. Each one you exorcised only meant two or three popped up in their place. Never ending. You couldn’t stomach this smell though. It wouldn’t kill you before you got a breath of fresh air.
Glancing around you take a deep breath. Mountain air on the outskirts of Kyoto during this time of year always meant a refreshing break from the city stank. What you smelled wasn’t refreshing. It was that same vile smell you could clearly recall. 
A curse. One that was close too.
To thread carefully was to perhaps save your life. Every aspect of daily life ripped from you. As well of millions of others. You had done your part to try and protect those around you. Soon finding it in slight vain as you sought out some place to find your own breath of fresh air in this madness. 
‘It’s close....I feel like I’m gonna hurl.’ Thoughts toying with where the curse might have hidden itself. You keep a firm grip on your hilt with every intent to draw it the second the creature made the mistake of slipping up. 
Where you could smell it lurking. There was something else. Almost metallic in scent. You ignored it though. Nothing over powered the scent of a curse. You longed for just the sight of these things. Told over and over again how handy it was to have more than one sense open to curses. Each and every time you took a whiff of one, it made you wish nothing more than to just be able to see these creatures instead of smell them as well.
‘Wait-’ Every alarm in your body went off. Snapping around you couldn’t smell the rancid putridness of the curse anymore. That same metallic scent hung around though. You couldn’t identify it. It was something you’d never smelt before but also so familiar. 
Each hair on the back of your neck rose. This was an old deserted Buddhist temple. No one should have been here except you and the curse ransacking the place. A safe haven or so you thought. When your instinct told you to step behind one of the structural beams. You were suddenly glad you did.
Mere inches from your face, the gust of an arrow whistled past you. Weapons were not used by curses. Now you understood. That smell was human.
Quick to defend yourself, with sword drawn, you didn’t expect the same arrow to make a hard one eighty back in the direction you were. No wooden pillar to save you now. You raise your sword just quick enough to sheer the object in half. Rendering what ever power it was imbued with useless. As it had sped past you though the faint smell of iron suddenly became strong. Whatever it was from had a source. Likely human.
Not ready to give up your ideal hiding place to some interloper. You take only a second to focus on the unfamiliar smell. Faint. And not like a curse. There was something towards the back of the temple though that hinted that they were lurking where you couldn’t see them.
With an idea of where the attack would come from. When another arrow came flying by you from a faceless source, you were ready. Smacking it down before the enchanted weapon could turn on you like the first had. This time though you’d seen what angle the projectile was fired from.
‘Gotcha,’ No shortage of ways around a deteriorated temple like this. You duck down through a few broken beams and make your way up to where the attack came from. 
Expecting to have but a lowly sniper sitting with no way to guard themselves. You find no one. But the scent lingered. Scrutinizing it closer you decided maybe to use a different sense, “...Hey, I know you’re not a curse! Neither am I! Maybe if you just-” Words cut off by another arrow whizzing past you. There was nothing ruder than being interrupted. Glowering in the direction that the arrow came from now you tightened you grip on your sword, “Ok! I get it- Strangers we might not-”
Another arrow. This time too close to your head for comfort. You lost your patience with the third one. 
Recklessly charging towards the assailant was clearly enough to throw their game off track. Swinging your weapon before seeing what it was to lie before you. It was a surprise when your blade met with the dull thud of the wooden limb of a bow. 
“What the-” You attack deflected for the moment being. Your first instinct is to jump back from whoever deflected your attack. In close enough range you thought you had the upper hand to avoid the bow. But that was purely lazy thinking on your part as the cause of the stank of iron became clear.
“Slicing exorcism!” This nobody who reeked of iron shot what looked to be a shuriken made of blood at you. 
No time to be disgusted. An overwhelming scent of blood made it apparent what you’d been smelling. It wasn’t a simple metal. It was blood.
“Oh- Oh!” You raise your blade up in the nick of time to just get the splatter of cold liquid on your cheeks. Disgusted in passing you have no time to dwell as the stranger before you makes to dart away. With their head of dark hair in your line of sight, you weren’t ready to try and re-find them once again in this maze of debris.
Lurching forward you feel the upper hand stall when they stopped your attack once more with the brute of their bow. Clear view of them now. The man who’d clearly fired the arrows was all but composed when shaking off your attack. No way to not suspect another sorcerer caught up in this giant trash heap of curse attacks. You still have no time to play nice when they hurl another blood conjured weapon at you.
In such suddenness you are less lucky than you have been. This one catching your cheek and causing a sting to spread throughout the skin of your face. Fed up with this game you don’t care if he’s a sorcerer or not. This was a one for all situation now that you intended to win.
Firm foot hold found. You realize the man has cornered himself at this point. Range attacks out of the question. Undoubtedly giving you the upper hand now. With a hefty swing of your sword and the first time you’d channeled any energy into at all. You bring it down like a guillotine. Ready to strike flesh. Instead the snap of the bow is your first sign of an upper hand. 
All but trash the man throws it aside but too slowly. You’re on him before the range attacker can pull that weird blood trick again. Slight intent to kill as if he were a curse. You swipe your foot down and knock him down to the temple floor with a hard thud.
You waste no time between the moment his head hit the ground and your above him. Tip of your blade pressed to his neck. One breath too deep from him and the sharp tip would pierce his pale skin. Eyes fixated down on him you realize in the moments after your adrenaline fades that he’s staring right up at you.
Sharp tongue your words come out curt only to be interruped right away, “Who are-”
“Another sorcerer-” His eyes open from the slits they’d remained in the skirmish, “What are you doing here? How did you-”
“I get to ask the questions!” You snarl, jabbing his throat with your sword just enough to watch a crimson bead peak from under the tip of your weapon, “You attacked me, what are you doing up here? Why were you-”
“...you’re so pretty-” Suddenly his eyes open wide realizing what he said, “Wait I didn’t-”
“Shut up or I’ll cut your throat out!” Your sword pressing uncomfortably into the side of his neck now, “I asked you a question! Why are you up here!?”
“Kamo-”
“What? What are you-”
“Kamo family!” He quickly sputtered, “Head of the Kamo family!”
The name rang a bell somewhere in your frazzled brain.
“I’m the head-” He suddenly registered really the blade to his neck, “I’m looking for stragglers-”
“In an abandoned temple?” You weren’t buying it. 
“My people live just down the hill,” He spoke earnestly, “I had to keep the stragglers safe when the curses released from their seals in the keep. Some where up here but-”
“I killed them,” You glared down at him, “I killed all but the one you shot. How long were you up here? Were you following me?”
A shake of his head even as he stared at the glimmer of your sword, “No. I was looking for anyone who came up here. I didn’t expect to find another sorcerer. I felt your cursed energy and assumed you were a curse.”
Eyes narrowing you didn’t like the sound of something so simple to this pretty face, “...I don’t believe you. Give me a reason I shouldn’t kill you right now or else-”
“Noritoshi-” He blurted out, “Noritoshi Kamo. Head of the Kamo family. I can give you some place safe to stay. I don’t understand what’s going on but-”
You lift the blade from his throat. Something about the diligent tone in his voice. Like he’d introduced himself like that a million times. You could kill him but it seemed a waste. Weapon retracted but no offer to help him up. You stand above him with a confounded glare, “...do you know what’s happening?”
His head shook and your stomach dropped. Noritoshi didn’t get up. Only propping himself up slightly when he realized the back of his head was thumping from the impact, “....A special grade curse released a powerful seal in Shibuya about two weeks ago...I saw but....” His face became somber and he shook his head once again, “...I don’t know what’s been going on. I just know things are in disarray and it’s my duty to protect my people.”
Once more you were skeptical but with how little rest you’d gotten in the past few days due to the tremendous increase in curses. This man’s words seemed as solid as any other theory you’d heard. More so than the plea of non sorcerer’s you listened to day in and day out about the end of times. 
“...Has the Jujutsu elders said anything?” You step off him completely. If he was speaking the truth maybe he knew what was going on as an actual heir to one of the clans.
Noritoshi looked up at you a moment longer, “No...there’s been a wide emergency notice to do what you can but our numbers....” He grew quiet, “...as many sorcerers seem to be dying as the rest of Japan.”
Perhaps the end of times were coming. You grip your sword hilt tight and take a deep breath, “....seems a angel of death is coming then whether we like it or not.”
“You’re a sorcerer.” He began to get to his feet, “Please, come with me. If anything to stay away from here. There is a grave yard on the other side of the thicket. More curses will come. No one should be here even as a sorcerer yourself.”
First hand you’d seen the influx he spoke of. From every direction. While out of the city provided some safety you knew that this place left you as vulnerable as any other if you stayed alone. With no words to be spoken of from the elders. And an age of curses threatening to crowd out humans. Like a trash pile reaching it’s capacity. You didn’t see much choice in this one.
“...I will kill you if I find out you’re lying to me.” Voice firm without breaking eye contact with him as you sheath your sword, “I smell one curse in this safe space of yours and I’ll-”
“Kill me, yes,” Noritoshi nodded with both busted ends of his bow in his hands as he looked on at you, “I am not lying but if you see fit, I’ll accept you as my angel of death then.”
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a/n: I have one wine cooler in me as I finish this. This might be a multi part if the inspiration finds me. Anyways, um, yeah! This is an old idea coming so pls let me know if you liked it!
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nightglider124 · 2 years
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So I asked for a bunch of the numbered Studio Ghibli dvds for Christmas and i got like 10 of them (thanks mum and other fam members) but i was like oh cool i can get the others myself then.
4 days later and they arrived and I had this OCD fear that they weren’t gonna have numbers and basically fuck up the whole reason i wanted all of them on dvd. They did have numbers so its all good.
But, some of the newer ones have card sleeves making them look sleek af but majority don’t and it is upsetting my brain bc whyyyy. But, i digress. Ima just remove the sleeves and maybe flatten and store them or smth cos i dont wanna just throw the sleeves out obviously.
Buuut, the best part?? All the cases are white bar two of them which are black. -_-
Idk maybe im just weird but my God that makes me uncomfortable 😂 but im forcing myself to just not care. I have all the dvds and they’re numbered. That was the main thing.
I just really wish dvd stores would put an accurate picture of it up. Like i would have gone in store but the nearest one is in central London which yes i am on the outskirts of London but not close enough which is why i did an online order.
Overall, my Studio Ghibli shelf is looking cute af so im not that mad. I just wanted to express what my evening has looked like 😂
Standby for a picture of my Ghibli shelf so far 😘😂
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rosy-wooyoung · 3 years
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🎄 Day 11 of the Christmas project🎄
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pairing : san x fem!reader a/n: ngl i’m quite happy with this one. maybe bc it’s kinda personal? idk
You had just arrived at the cottage you inherited from your grandparents when they passed away, and, after driving for so long, you were happy to finally cut the engine. Months had passed since you last visited this small house filled with beautiful memories, and you had this strange feeling of happiness mixed with nostalgia overrunning in your body. The cottage was a small wooden house at the edge of the forest next to a lake, now frozen, the ground and the naked and lonely looking branches of the trees surrounding it covered in snow. You parked your car in the driveway and slightly shook your best friend's shoulder to wake him from his slumber. After a few minutes of constantly shaking him, San finally stirred up, softly rubbing his eyes as he looked around him.
"Are we already here?" he mumbled and you bitterly chuckled, unbuckling your seat belt and opened the door. "What do you mean already? You've been sleeping since we stopped at the gas station. It's been two hours dude," You poked his ribs before stepping out. San shook his head and got out of the car as well a few seconds later, letting out a sigh before helping you clear the trunk filled with things to get comfortable enough for the long weekend you had planned to stay together. 
The end of the year was coming, so that meant a lot of things to do at work: closing cases, checking details before sending files to your boss, preparing some others for the new year, it was everything but calm when you entered your workspace each morning. Fortunately, you had worked quite hard during the week, so today before lunch, San and you took your leave of work and hurried to your car, getting ready for a few hours of driving to get to this beautiful place where you had just arrived.
"Gosh, I've missed this place so badly," you said as you looked around you, eyes roaming as you observed the trees and your surroundings. You started getting a bit emotional as you recalled the hazy yet wonderful memories you had collected while growing up until it was time for them to leave.  
You remembered spending some of your Summer holidays here with your siblings when your parents grew "tired" of the three of you. They always claimed to need a break from being parents for at least a week, and so did you from them. When you were at your grandparents' house, more fun was allowed than when you were at home. It was an exciting feeling, and you were always looking forward to coming and visiting them at every opportunity you had. You never truly minded because you loved your grandparents and spending time with them. But for your younger siblings, it was a whole other story: they were constantly yelling about missing mom and dad, while you were just loving being there, catching up with your granddad
You had your little secrets with him, things that you hid from your family and your siblings. For example, you and your grandfather would secretly take two easels, always feeling that rush of adrenaline before escaping from the yells of your siblings to find a good spot to start painting for a major part of the day, hidden in the mountains hovering above the cottage. Each time, you came back from your getaway with a brand new piece of art, and a memory to cherish for the years to come. You entered the cottage, and a wave of nostalgia crashed onto you, a sense of comfort wrapping its arms around your shoulders. In the dark, you could still distinguish some of the pieces of art your granddad did when you were together. You opened the shutters and drew out the curtains your grandmother had sewed by herself, making the natural sunlight warm up the place. You then went behind the house and opened the electricity and water conducts while San took care of putting all the things your truck you carry inside the small house.
"It's a gorgeous little place that you hid from me," he teased, and you gently smiled, elbowing him in the ribs as you kept on putting everything in the right place. "It's my sweet escape," you replied as your best friend rested for a few seconds in the middle of the entrance, hands on his hips as he took in the decoration of the place.
When you had some rough times in your life - which happened more often as your grandparents fell sick one after the other -, you came to this little house in secret to unwind and spend some time alone, crying or just chilling. It was a bit like your secret garden, the spot that you had indeed kept hidden from everyone. Even your parents didn't know that you frequently visited here and spend some time in nature. That's why it wasn't as dusty and dirty as one can imagine an abandoned house to look like. Yes, it was a bit straggly, but to your defence, you haven't come to this place in weeks.
As the day went by, it was finally the afternoon, and it had started snowing as soon as you finished setting in the cottage house. You were quite tired from driving for a few hours, only being used to run a few errands for maximum 20 minutes, so you just wanted to chill and maybe take a nap on the burgundy, corduroy couch. San, on the other hand, since had slept a major part of the journey there, was just a human dynamo. Looking around, all smiley and excited as he watched the snow falling from the sky.
"Do you wanna do something outside? We could make a snowman, have a snowball fight or go for a walk?" he suggested as he let himself fall next to you on the couch, tickling your side with his left hand as the other remained against his chest. You stifled a giggle and squirmed, trying to escape from his touch. He stopped for a while, his eyes lingering on you as you were getting your breath back. "And what about going sledging? I just saw that there's a hill on the other side of the lake, we can go there," your best friend offered, but you shook your head with a pout. "San, I'm too tired for all of this," you whispered, and his eyes widened, taken aback that you declined his offer, again, "and where did you even find a sledge?" you added, not even knowing that your grandparents owned one. "There was two in the small storage unit, but don't try to change the subject. Why don't you want to go sledging?" he said while sitting up, laying a hand on your knee, shaking it a bit. "It's the best thing you could do when we have a type of weather like this!" he exclaimed while pointing outside, making you sigh and as you looked out the window. Yes, it was still snowing, and it looked quite consistent enough to sledge on it, but you could see some patches of blue sky appearing here and there, telling you that the good weather wasn't as far as you thought it was.
"Come on, Y/N, just for me," he said as he watched you stifling a yawn, happy that he managed to catch sight of a small nod in your actions. "Really? Let's go then!" he enthusiastically got up, not even waiting for you to run into the bedroom to get dressed. "The things I'd do for him," you whispered to yourself as you tiredly got up from the couch, making your way up the small stairs as well. Once you had slipped on your fleece-lined pants and warm coats, you made your way out the door, San trotting to the small storage unit behind the house to get the sledges. Those were made out of old wood, a thin rope attached to the tip of it. They looked quite old and dusty, but they would do the trick.
"So Y/N, since you're the expert of the region," San teased as he looked over, only to have you staring back at him with a fake bored look, "how can we reach this side of the lake?" he said as he pointed the side opposite the cottage, and you smiled. That is where you used to go painting with your grandfather. "Come on, follow me," you said as you confidently started walking, the memories colliding in your brain as you trusted your guts to get to this side of the lake. In the course of your walk, with San by your side, you told him some of your memories while pointing at different things.
"You see that tree over there?" you gestured to the naked weeping willow a bit further into the stroll, San nodding as his eyes followed your finger, "when it was getting either too hot or too noisy because of my siblings during Summer, I'd take a book and spend the entire afternoon reading underneath that tree," you explained with a soft smile on your face, remembering the great souvenirs as the leaves crunched under your moon boots as you stopped. "And my grandma had a whistle, and she would blow four times when dinner was ready, and I needed to come back," you told your friend, who had a sincere smile on his face. "This is adorable, it sounds like a Studio Ghibli plot," he said while taking your hand, making you walk slightly faster to pass the tree. San knew you well. He knew that if you spent too much time in front of this willow, you'd start getting emotional and probably cry, and that was the last thing he wanted to see.
You silently thanked him with a faint smile as you understood his sudden change of behaviour and you cleared your throat, keeping on telling him happier souvenirs as you finally arrived where San wanted to go. "I can't imagine how beautiful it must look here in Summer," he mumbled as he stared at the cottage on the other side of the lake. "It's even more incredible in fall," you said with a smile, "I came here mid-October and you're just surrounded by yellow and orange trees, you can really feel the fall vibes," you giggled with your friend, letting go of his hand, feeling suddenly nervous. You hadn't even noticed that San had kept your hand in his the entire time, and you were even hotter when you realised that he didn't even look bothered or shy of it.
You took a few pictures of each other going down the sledge, laughing and pushing each other around as the other took an unflattering photo of the other. The powder snow eased your falls every time you pushed the other too hard, sometimes shrieking as you could feel some snow slipping under your clothes and reach your skin. At some point, you were too tired to get up, so you stayed well muffled in your clothes, looking at the sky clearing above your heads. San was also in the snow, ignoring the freezing sensation of water against his neck and the goosebumps travelling his entire body. Instead of staring at the sky as you did, he seized the fact that you were too busy getting lost in your thoughts to stare at you. He loved seeing his best friend at peace like you currently were, it looked like all of your worries had vanished as soon as you pulled up by the house, the stressed Y/N getting replaced by the one that San imagined was the Y/N of your childhood.
The young man shifted in the snow, close enough for his hand to grab yours. As you felt pressure on your glove, you turned your head to the side, looking at him. He was already looking at you with a fond smile decorating his lips, and you raised your eyebrows, silently asking him why he was staring at you like that.
"I wish for this moment to never end," he spoke softly, the density of the snow under you two muffling his words, only for you to hear. "Me neither," you uttered, and San squeezed your hand as an answer, shooting you a wink before looking at the sky like you did just moments ago. He felt your gaze on him, and he started rolling towards you, miscalculating the number of rolls he had to do to come near you, resulting him almost crushing you as he was about to land on his back. You clutched your abdomen, anticipating his weight landing on you, but he swiftly moved around to land on his stomach, his mouth arriving millimetres away from yours.
None of you recoiled, getting lost in the other's eyes. Your breath had quickened up, something going noticed by San. He gulped but kept staring at you, your breaths forming one trail of steam above your heads, unhurriedly vanishing in the atmosphere. San pulled his thoughts and doubts to the side for an instant, his mouth colliding with yours in the gentlest way possible. Despite the dryness of his lips, the kiss released millions of butterflies in your stomach, sending warmth straight to your face. With your mittens slightly covered in snow, you cupped his face, and he groaned into the kiss, the cold against his face attempting to bring him back to reality.
But it wasn't enough to make you two stop kissing each other. You had both been secretly waiting for this for too long, and you didn't want to end the kiss right now. Making the most of it was the key point of the situation, and you let your lips linger on San's as if it was the last time before pulling away. The man gave you mere seconds to catch your breath before pulling you in another kiss, your hearts beating furiously against each other as your tongues danced together, head spinning and getting mushy due to all the emotions you were experiencing.
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cas-rivaille · 3 years
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@reinertiddiejuice
hi there! i saw your matchups were open and i couldn't stop myself </3 so i'd like an aot matchup!!
before i start i want to say thank you for doing these matchups :( even though theyre literally matchups with people who dont exist 💔💔  they comfort us so much so thank you for taking the time to do this and i hope you have a wonderful day :D
now hi! im katie! or katherine, (literally no one has ever used that though), i'm straight, afab, and use she/her pronouns. i'm 5'2, have shoulder length dark brown hair with face framing pieces in the front. basically a wolfcut but more with a more 70s feel, i have an overbite and a slight tooth gap which means i can never fully close my mouth </3. i have dark brown cat eyes, tan skin, and plump lips. the best way to describe my style is a tamer phoebe buffay! eccentric!
my mbti is enfp-t, my enneagram is 7w8 and my big 3 are libra sun, gemini moon, and sagittarius rising!
as for my personality i'm a generally upbeat and giddy person! with people im not that close to im usually laid-back but with people i know i can get really loud and just really let loose! i LOVE using cursing at people im close to. its a form of endearment for me. dont ask me why i dont know either but i just know that i feel safe around someone when i start cursing at them. im a scatterbrain like ive rewritten this so many times just so everything is easier for you to read RIPPP i get insecure at times and im kinda stubborn too its hard for me to get out of that mindset without someone realllyyy pushing me to do better dont ask me how im getting over it now...im not. which is why id like someone who is patient with me </3 and doesnt get mad at why am feeling a certain way. but id like to say im optimistic cause even though im feeling bad, i know in the future ill get better, i just have to work through this.
now im an artistic and expressive person. i love singing and acting! especially with acting, for some reason, pretending to be someone else grounds me in a way? i have no idea how to explain it but after ive finished a monologue, i always feel so calm and so in tune with myself. i also LOVE getting to know peoples little quirks and interests. no matter how "weird" they deem it (within reasoning ofc) i love getting to know what makes people happy! i also get really excited over little things. both literally and figuratively. i love tiny objects which is why the secret world of arriety is my fave studio ghibli movie hAHAHA theyre just so cute and tiny :( and the way you have to handle each item with such care because theyre so small just warms my heart. i also want a ferret. like as a pet. theyre literally the perfect animal theyre so small but theyre energetic MANNNN THATS ALL I WANT THEYD BE SO MUCH FUN TO PLAY WITH. i also adore handmade items. whatever it is, from a cake to a stuffed animal, i love handmade things cause you can see the love and care they put into making it. it doesn't have to be perfect, hell it's better if it isnt because you can see the humanity in the item, you can see that a human being actually made this and it rly does warm my heart :(( 
now for relationships, its the little things that matter the most to me. if they remembered a small detail i told them, or if they make sure to do something because they know i'll like it, it's just the small details that get me because that means they're really listening and really do care about me.more often than not you'll find me spaced out and find that ive slipped into my imagination again. i do love my little world of scenarios ive created in my head but thats cause i like it more than the present but i know i only do that cause i dont have someone who im reallllyyy close to and someone who i can talk to and be present with so i think once i get into a relationship ill want to spend most of my time with them because they make the present a little more bareable :)
i hope that was enough info for you to work with!! pls take your time!! i'm not in a rush but also if you don't want to do it that's fine :D i wish you the best <3
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HI OMG THANK YOU FOR THE REQUEST !! ITS MY FIRST AOT ONE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT !!
also this is my first time responding to a submission i hope i did it right !!
on another quick note, i love doing requests n matchups n hcs so feel free to ask anytime !! also i totally agree ik me personally i always love fictional character stuff and when i get matchups that i asked my serotonin goes NYOOM
okay so i'm assuming you won't hate me because based off your username i don't think you will, but i got SERIOUS reiner vibes from you. and here's why:
- ik you said you like small things and this totally counteracts it bc reiner is just huge in every aspect,, but like you'd be the small one now and idk i feel like the size difference is s o cute
- reiner loves that you let loose around him and as much as he's a kind loving doting himbo when it comes to you, he would so be down to have a roast war
- HE THINKS YOUR TOOTH GAP IS SO CUTE AHAJSHSHS
- knows you can be scatter brained so he leaves you little notes in places you'll find them and sometimes it's just like "remember to drink water :)"
- he would get you a ferret and the two of you would name it together🥺
- reiner knows you like handmade stuff and he would literally take EVERY opportunity to do smth for you
- hungry ? suddenly he's made your favorite food. tired ? oh look at that there's a knitted blanket on your bed with your name on it that reiner started making whenever you left because he took it up as a hobby and wanted to make you smth
- MUSIC DATES
- everything from playlists to singing and dancing in your room
- if you need an acting buddy, you got one, it's reiner
- PLEASE GIVE HIM CUDDLES HE WOULD BE SO HAPPY TO BE SNUGGLY W YOU
- mmm falling asleep on his chest
- if you spaced out w him he'd let you be in your world or he'd smile and hold hands w you to bring you back :)
- he's such a good listener and is v patient w you
- overall, giant good boi and smol energetic bean duo
- he loves you sm
a/n: I HOPE I DID A GOOD JOB AND I HOPE YOU LIKE IT ITS MY FIRST AOT REQUEST BUT I HOPE I GET MORE AND HAVE A GOOD DAY/NIGHT AND REMEMBER TO DRINK WATER <3
- cas :)
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susuwatari-kompeito · 3 years
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Getting to Know You - Tag Game
I was tagged by the awesome @rinielle!! Thank you for the tag, I had fun doing this. <3
1. Why did you choose your url? 
I chose my URL because I’m a fan of Studio Ghibli films. “Susuwatari” refers to the soot sprites that are in Spirited Away, and “kompeito” refers to the colorful star-shaped candy they are fed.
2. Any side-blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them. 
So I started a 2ha sideblog, but I only have one post on it so far and its just a housekeeping one haha. It was in anticipation for the release of HYX/Immortality. However I don’t think I’ll have the capacity to manage two blogs so I decided to just save the URL and have all my mess on my main blog.
3. How long have you been on tumblr? 
So I created my blog years and years ago, probably in 2010? But I never used it, and had only a few things posted. In June 2020, I wiped everything and started reblogging The Untamed content. 
4. Do you have a queue tag? 
I do, but it’s really boring. It’s just “q” because it’s quick and easy to type.
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place? 
No clue haha. I think it’s because I liked anime and wanted to look at gifs? But again, I never used my blog so I can’t really say for sure.
6. Why did you choose you icon/pfp? 
My icon that shows in the dashboard is the manhua version of Jiang Cheng. I chose him because he’s my most favorite MDZS character (since this is a mostly CQL blog) and also my favorite fictional character in general. 
I also have an icon on the sidebar of my desktop theme, which is circular gif of HuaLian. I chose that because I love that pairing so much (third-most favorite) and also I wanted TGCF representation on my blog.
7. Why did you choose you header?
I have two headers, one for my dashboard/mobile, and one for my theme.
I recently changed my header (it used to be Jiang Cheng gripping Sandu) to a gif of the Twin Jades from the MDZS donghua. I chose that because I love the character design of them in the donghua. I think they are really ethereal and I love how graceful they are in that scene.
My desktop theme header is a BingQiu gif from the Scumbag System donghua. I chose that as my header because I love that ship so much, I love that scene, and I love SVSSS in general. They are my second-most favorite ship so I wanted to represent them on my blog somewhere. 
8. What’s your post with the most notes? 
So I just started making my own content like a month ago, so I haven’t had that much time to build up notes (and none of my text posts got particularly big at all). The post with the most notes is this Nie Huaisang birthday edit which has just over 1K notes. Honestly, I was shocked when it reached that number because I didn’t feel that good about the set when I posted it. But the comments in the tags have been super encouraging and I am thankful that people like the set.
10. How many followers do you have? 
More than I could imagine! I’m still a growing blog, so I don’t have a whole lot, but I’m thankful for each and every one of my followers. 
11. How many people do you follow?
Around 200! I feel like that’s not a lot....but I’m following new blogs pretty consistently.
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
No, my brain is not big enough for that. Though I have an idea for one...but I don’t think it would be very funny or anything. 
13. How often do you use tumblr each day?
Too often. I use it as procrastination. 
14. Did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? 
Never, because I don’t really get a lot of asks and I only use messaging/askbox/tags for saying positive things. I don’t believe in starting fights, and if someone were to try start one with me...I think I would probably try to diffuse it as quickly as possible. 
15. How do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’? 
I don’t feel one way or another, I just simply scroll past. If people choose to reblog it, that’s up to them. 
16. Do you like tag games?
Yes! It’s a fun way to get to know others.
17. Do you like ask games? 
I’ve never done any because I don’t think I would get any asks...haha. But I do think they are fun, and would consider doing them in the future as I grow my blog.
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? 
Hmmm....not really sure how to answer this question. A few of my mutuals I think are popular within the fandom, but idk what ��famous” means in terms of Tumblr.
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual? 
Not in the literal sense! Just “their content is super nice I look to them for inspiration and they seem to have a nice online presence.” 
20. Tagging some newer mutuals: (don’t feel pressured to do this!)
@yibobibo @purplexedhuman @candicewright @huigusu @suibianjie
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Thanks for the tag @bubblegumnebulaa! I’m not tagging the full 30 people but I’ll tag @wrenchinator-central
Name/Nickname: i sometimes have it in my bio and i know it’s floating around there on my blog but i’ve had it down for like a month bc i’m not feeling super comfortable with that rn for some reason. Just know that my siblings make fun of my name with miraculous ladybug jokes. i am sort of going by PBJ online right now. the B stands for butter, which we all know i could eat by the spoonful.
Gender: Female
Star sign: aquarius. idk what it means but i think it means i’m sexy
Height: 5′5″ (bubblegumnebulaa is so short.... 5′2″...... big L)
Time: 4:46 pm
Birthday: next month!
Favorite Bands: I am so picky..... the Oh Hellos, Cake, Audioslave, the Black Keys, Vampire Weekend, Grouplove, and, at the risk of sounding like an insufferable hipster, Hippo Campus
Favorite Solo artists: Valentina Lisitsa for Beethoven, liszt, and Rachmaninov, Rubinstein for chopin. Bobby Darin, and i’m ashamed to say i really like michael buble. Mon Laferte owns my soul.
Song stuck in my head: the spectacular spider-man theme song bc i was watching it with my brother and it has NO RIGHT to be that catchy
Last movie: ummmmm i watched KFC’s A Recipe for Seduction for the third time last night
Last Show: the mandalorian but i’ve seen a total of one episode this season
When did I create this blog: I think it’s been like 2 years? but i like it :)
Last thing googled: i don’t google. i’m a paranoid mf so i use duck duck go. i searched “what do law schools look for” but what i really meant is why tf is the official application website so confusing and unusable.
Other blogs: I have 2! one’s a secret, and the other is my hawks and nostril stan blog @pbjamas
Do I get asks: when i ask for them lol. on my anime blog i apparently have some pretty galaxy brain followers who tell me their cool ideas.. I also get angry ppl whenever i make any sort of comment about the MCU (which if you’ve notice i’ve stopped doing lol) or when i say dabi canonically murdered 30 ppl and is trying to kill his brother or when i make fun of racist stereotypes in hallmark movies.
Why I chose my url: I was like, “hmmmm i should make it some sort of pop culture reference” but couldn’t think of one lol
Following: 217???? which is more than i’ve ever been following at once. it’s usually around 140. (i think it’s because i followed like 30 stim blogs for soap content)
Followers: 797
Average hours of sleep: there is no average.... it’s hit or miss. but if i get 5 i’m fine.
Lucky number: 12 <3 my OG soccer jersey. Also 23 bc that’s christen press’s uswnt number and i want to be her.
Instruments: I freaking love the piano. I can do basic stuff on a guitar. I played the clarinet in high school and i was actually really good at it. Organ which is freaking hard. Ukulele bc it’s fun and i can take it with me just about anywhere.
What am I wearing: jeans, mismatched socks (oops) and my nightwing hoodie
Dream job: 1. judge (supreme court justice at a state level) (this is why i’m going to law school). 2. english teacher. 3. writer for DC (LET ME WRITE AN ORACLE SERIES FOR YOUUUU) 4. I just want to have kids and play with them all day. Stay-at-home mom. the dream.
Dream trip: i have weird feelings about traveling and tourism, but i’ve always wanted to see the Great Wall of china. i also would kill to see the museum of anthropology in mexico city.
Favorite food: tamales, minestrone soup, anything with butter, weirdly really like pbj sandwiches, anything sweet, enchiladas, anything with chicken
Nationality: U.S. of A.
Favorite song: always changing, but the constants are always “The Good Life” by Bobby Darin, Chopin’s Ballade no. 1 in G Minor, and “Giving up the Gun” by Vampire Weekend (plus the 2 weeb songs: the first shippuuden opening and also samurai heart from gintama. even when i wasn’t a weeb i still loved them)
Last book read: Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe, Return of the Thief by Megan Whalen Turner, and I am dying to read The Burning God by RF Kuang but am hesitant to start it even after i spent $27 on it bc i know i will be plunged into heartbreak and unable to hang out with my family over break bc i’ll be too obsessed.. rip.
Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: um probably something studio ghibli except definitely not spirited away bc it’s so unsettling to me for some reason. Howl’s Moving Castle (i’ve never read the book, feel free to bash my head in or whatever), DC so i could yell at bruce, Breath of the Wild bc even though there are monsters everywhere it’s v pretty.  Fourth is wyoming, which doesn’t exist.
This got very long but i had a lot of fun answering!!!! I didn’t tag anyone but do it and say “pop-culturereference tagged me” on the post and i will add it on this so it looks like i did
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adorablele · 4 years
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describe all your mutuals and then assign them a position in a kpop group :)
i took a nap and then woke up to this in my inbox. that’s hot. idk who you are anon, but I like your brain.
OKAY MOOTS! i asked you guys what positions you would be in a kpop group to see if you saw yourself the same way I did lol,, and I got majority right! lowkey proud guys. I love talking to you all and I’m so happy to have met each of you.
ALSO YOU SHOULD FOLLOW AND TALK TO THEM AND READ THEIR WORK CUZ THEYRE COOL BEANS BRO
Claire - @shimmershimmernct
so sweet she gives me a toothache
she’s considerate (throwing that keyboard question at me made my heart melt) 
renjun loves moomin, she loves studio ghibli
she reminds me of ten
multilingual queen and a main vocalist
i sense that she’d be a lil savage
and that she’d do acoustic covers
fans would admire her lower range
and ask her to sing in that tone more
would also help a lot with harmonizing
Dahlen - @jisvngy
alright lilick  🤮
I LOVE TALKING TO YOU
so supportive!!
we talk about the randomest things
and i’m here for it
the way you use emojis
✨ amazing ✨
we moving to cali together and live off of maruchan since rent is expensive
you’re the hidden gem bby
like felix and minho
you came back!
most improved member!!
you worked hard for main dancer/rapper/singer (i see you in any of them tbh)!!!!
it’s not the same without you and everyone is happy you weren’t eliminated
Denise - @renjunlite
my fellow overachiever that procrastinates
i relate to that on so many levels
we’re new moots but she seems like a hard worker
has a kink for feedback and we love an improving queen
such a chill person
has exquisite taste (we stan flipped, atla and rice)
in terms of position
I would appoint her as the leader
she’s a well rounded person and honestly would be so good at everything
possibly like stray kids’ chan where she doesn’t get sleep
and regrets life choices of raising (how ever many number of people are in the group) children
at times the madnae 😌
i think she would be a main/lead vocalist
releasing covers here and there
and possibly original songs??
cuz girl your fake story used in the lecture in i can see you part 2 slayed
Eiko - @jeonginks
MY TWIN ILY
her humor is superb
and her perspective on literally everything are always wonderful to listen to (or read lol)  
her brain is *chef’s kiss*
i love talking to you omg
she’s so supportive too
would totally binge watch movies/shows with you
i picture her as a main rapper who’d produce some bars
could be chaotic with her members
and loud when it comes to cheering them on
but otherwise relatively chill
good at keeping her emotions in check
and she’s the friend that tells you to shut up because you’re too loud
kinda reminds me of doyoung in his relay cam at like 5 am
super chill and literally minding her own business but has to interrupt her sleep at five am because, oh right, she’s an idol
Leyna - @jisunqsgf
we share one braincell
so easy to talk to
could talk about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING
for DAYS
super kind
makes me bust uwus all the time
would most definitely scream together in public because we’re chaotic
^^ that us when we meet on the street in the philippines
i see her auditioning as a vocalist
but getting casted for a lead rapper and a sub vocalist
would appeal to fan service!!!
would do a lot of lives and love interacting with fans
popular, so the face of the group!!
Louna - @glossyjaems
I LOVE YOU
okay a ball of ENERGY
and has CONFIDENCE that is GOALS (reminds me of jin)
super uplifting and hypes up everyone!!!
someone i could turn to if I’m feeling down
would adore going on walks with you and hanging out in the park
or waking up early/staying up to see the sunrise 
you’re THAT friend
I see her as the face of the group
cuz gurl you’re like tagged by everyone
and you lowkey remind me of jackson wang because of that
i also see you as a dancer, probably main since you’d be the face
kinda think you would secret date too ngl
but don’t worry i got your back if you ever do
Qiu - @juyeonzz
idk why you say you’re awkward
conversations with you are easy going omg
she’s so light-hearted and adorable!!
could see me talking to you late at night while looking at the stars
cuz our conversations be that chill and could go that deep
and possibly you could teach me more about astrology 👉👈
i picture her as a sub vocalist
definitely main dancer (I’m so glad I asked you if you had dance experience cuz I could’ve sworn that you did)
known to be a fangirl of a certain group (cough the boyz cough)
and fans live for their interaction
Yara - @kwantified
international baccalaureate 🤮🤮🤮
she’s so fun omg
would love to hang out with her late at night and clink our glasses filled with the strongest alcohol,, water
it would be filled with crackhead moments and serious moments honestly
a beautiful mess if you ask me
thought of her as vocalist
but also as a rapper
and then I thought of wendy
so she’s a vocalist
who’s lowkey good at rapping
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baek-byunies · 4 years
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tag game;
tagged by @and-you-found-me ♥️
how are you feeling today? okay? emotionally not great, but it’s been a rough week.
what is the best thing that happened in 2019 so far? my internship in sao paulo, bts concert, graduating from college, making some amazing friends here.
fave song at the moment? twit by hwasa.
last movie you watched in the cinema? joker.
fave movie? so manyyy... harry potter movies, avengers movies, disney movies, studio ghibli movies... i could go on all night!
fave tv show? chuck, buffy, got, new girl, stranger things, daredevil... probably more but my brain is dying atm.
tv show you’re watching currently? friends.
fave season? winter!
dream job? singer, but since i’m a vet, i dream to make good science!
fave anime? nana, kuroshitsuji, naruto, orange...
fave color? black, white, purple, turquoise, pastel pink.
what languages do you speak? portuguese, english, a bit of spanish, can understand a bit of italian.
what languages do you want to learn? korean, japanese, arabic... i wish i was better at spanish too xD
dream vacation? everywhereeeeee!! let’S Go eVerYwHeRE
if you could listen to one album for the rest of your life, which one would it be? city lights by bbh, light me up by tpr, stripped by christina... idk man 😭
what song got you into kpop? gee, i think.
are you watching kdramas? what was your last kdrama? i’m currently watching 100 days my prince, the last drama i watched was my only love song.
your ultimate kpop party song that brightens up your mood always? fantastic baby, ALWAYS.
last song you listened to? twit by hwasa heh.
what is the one thing you have most in common with your bias? we share the same zodiac sign so i think a few things... we’re always joking around to lift everybody’s spirits, we’re both indoor kids, we’re both very hardworking... and idk i feel like baekhyun hides a lot of his negative emotions cause he doesn’t want to be a bother/doesn’t want to worry people, so he’s always fine on the outside — turns out nobody’s fine and happy all the time, so that’s why i think he conceals a lot of his true emotions. and i do that a lot too. don’t get me wrong, i do think he’s a natural ball of sunshine and energy, especially cause he’s an extrovert, but everybody has their bad/sad days and i think he doesn’t want us to see those.
further tagging: @baekhyunbitz @chogi-wae 🥰
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ohmygoat-in-sorry · 2 years
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Questions that need rephrasing:
I want to know so many things about him that I forget about myself.
I want to know:
how you feelings?
What are you thinking?
Hows your family, friends, work?
Any plans this weekend?
What are you up to right now?
Do you miss me?
I need to ask myself these questions instead of asking him. I want to love myself because in the end that's who I have. Me.
I am feeling really sad. I constantly wonder what I could’ve done different. What could I have done to keep us together. 
I feel like the feeling and thinking are similar questions. But what I am thinking sometimes does not correlate to how I am feeling. While I feel sad, I think that this will be a good opportunity for myself to feel free, to grow, to discover healthy habits, and old passions. I miss him a lot, I think about him everyday, but at the same time i missed myself. I need to always put myself first and I am. This is what needed to happen to keep becoming a better person. I need to learn how to be alone but not lonely. I want to discover who I am as a person. 
My family is doing well I think. My youngest sister just got confirmed woohoo no more church classes! I remember that feeling. It felt relieving. I hate being forced to do something. My friends are doing well too. We are all going through the motions of growing up, being an adult, trying to discover or rediscover the type of person we are. Work is going well! I feel like some days are busier than others but that is just life. Everyone at work is great and we had our first friday lunch yesterday! It felt great to sit down with everyone like a family and just talk and eat. 
I don’t have many plans other than take care of myself. I might go to home depot today with Kabenzie which will be super fun! I want to look at plants and get some plant stuff to make moss poles.
I am currently sitting down drinking a lukewarm cup of coffee with studio ghibli in the background. I was going to start cleaning around my apartment to make my space more comfortable just havent found the motivation to start. Thats why I am writing. I found myself stuck. I wander through my thoughts but my brain only thinks of him when its free...free from work, family, and friends. I found a counselor! She sent me some links to practice self affirmations. Kinda funny sometimes but it helps reroute your brain? Idk, i think i need something stronger but for now this will do. 
I do miss you. I miss you everyday, and I feel like I’ll keep missing you till the day I die...dramatic i know but thats just how i feel! He is my best friend and still to me. He makes me happy. Even when we are just sitting down watching tv, listening to music, or just existing together. I love doing that with him. Just existing. But, in reality we aren’t together. I moved away. I found new opportunities, and experiencing a different life. I guess this new found adventure I have to do without him. Its scary but i think i can do it...just give me some time.
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1 - What kind of magic would they have? If they already have magic, would they prefer another kind?
Logan would have ice magic.  Cryokinesis - They can create small balls of ice and snow. When scared she can shoot out small icicles, much like a porcupine, this is an automatic response that they have little control over. They can't do anything massive, as that takes a lot of energy. If Logan’s still an angel in this they would also be able to freeze their wings and use them more like blades and be able to shoot feathers made of ice out from their wings. Ace would be excited to finally have powers. They are a low demon so they don’t really have anything powerful as the demon brothers. Ace would be able to blink, as I call it. They would have teleportation powers but Ace wouldn’t be able to harness their full power so they are just able to blink. They are jump to whatever they can see but only a few feet ahead of them. They can have others come with them if they are touching them, but this takes more energy to do. I feel Ace would only be able to use their full power if they were scared and it was on accident, and it would take them a long time to be able to fully use their power, but they would be training with everyone and that would help. Ace also accidently uses the powers the first time they kiss Cal, since their emotions are rushing through them and accidently poof Paris.   (Coming up with powers makes me wanna power rp bksbks but i think that’s just cause im gay af and writing another au also looks good, like idk if I want another human au but like they are on this team and learn how to use their powers and train, idk what they are training for cause maybe secret agents but like everyone comes together as one big team and im kinda getting ideas for what the bros powers would be and i just need to post this so we can talk it out in the discord bskbsks )
8 - What Studio Ghibli movie are they?
Logan: Howl’s Moving Castle  I just look at LoLu and it made me think of Soph and Howl a bit
Ace: Ponyo maybe? Or Totoro  They both have playful children who get into trouble and magic so like Ace?? I’m not sure tbh but they would like Totoro a lot as their fav Ghibli movie so 
9 - What Disney song are they?
Logan: Won’t Say I’m In Love - Hercules  Just look at the lyrics like how is it not?
Ace: You Got A Friend In Me - Toy Story CalAce vibes :)
15 - Do they associate a certain food with a memory?
It’s not a certain food but there are times where Logan is slow to eat when having dinner with the demon brothers. The first time having devildom food and it being so different from what they were used to in the Celestial Realm is a little damning. And then also Solomon’s food and almost dying from how sick she got.  Ace loves strawberries from the human world. They just make the demon be filled with happiness and warmth. They have no clue why the berry makes them feel this way but it does. Some memory is triggered but they can’t say what it is at all, they just love them a lot. The first time Lucifer brought them back and Ace tried one, they cried as they ate it. Some repressed memory deep in their mind got through but Ace couldn’t tell you what it was about, just the strong emotion. 
25 - Do they like being out in the rain?
Logan likes the rain a lot. They enjoy sitting out and just watching it, unless its a storm and then they are going back inside. Unless Lucifer is there with his arms around her, then they are a little more willing to stay out and watch the rain. especially if its just them and they are getting away from the noise of the others
Ace loves playing in the rain and will stay out in it as long as they can until they are called in before they get sick. 
26 - How do they flirt?
Logan isn’t the best with flirting when she thinks about it. Its awkward and she stumbles. Yet when they have made off handed comments when they aren’t paying full attention to what’s going on and it comes off smoothly. When they are little under the influence to shut off the smart part of their brain they also are pretty smooth. They also have no filter and will flirt with almost anyone.
Ace doesn’t know then they are flirting but they are very very smooth and the words just flow out of them. Also a very flirty drunk, they learned from Asmo so blame him.
39 - Would they hide injuries? Logan would and absolutely has. They don’t like having others worry about them or dote on them. They can take care of themself and doens’t really need help with injuries. Has she gotten in trouble when she’s caught? Oh yeah 100%. Finding out Logan is injured and has lied about it is one of the few times Cal and Lucifer work together. 
Ace could but they don’t. They don’t get big injuries but they normally won’t hide them just take care of it themself or let themself get babied. 
48 - How would their friends tell them apart from a doppelganger?
The amount of disappointment that is radiating off of them when they pick wrong and them just glaring. Logan would be annoyed because this probably happened because of Levi and Mammon fucking around and messing with one of Levi’s games. Also if they ask personal questions about them that only Cal and Lucifer know the correct answer to. Even things about the Celestial Realm they’d also be able to answer those and the others would know. Ace would be easy, get them in demon form and put them with Cal. If their tail is wagging that’s Ace.
50 - What au do you put them in when their story gets a bit too dark?
Logan would be in the darkest timeline of their own story. But more of a tag than au, major character death :) (And that’s all I’m giving) But maybe also the zombie/just apocalypse au. Ace would be in a forgotten or amnesia au. 
54 - What kind of dessert would they be?
Logan: Cream puff Idk why but just cream puff Ace: Cupcake  Small but packed with flavor (i know they are tall but still it works)
56 -  How would they fare in the zombie apocalypse?
Logan would be perfect in a zombie apocalypse. They can fight and think of a plan before hand and can use their surroundings to help them with shelter and weapons. They would take the role of leader and would be Cal’s protector and do their best to make sure they both get out safely. Ace would take over first aid and food. They wouldn’t be a main fighter or out in the front but they would be able to take on stragglers and any lone zombies that get to close to camp. 
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hiii! i finally have time to sit down and properly thank you for the amazing present, even though all i can think is “bdjnvcjfbvfjbvfuv” because my brain is all messy and my heart is still pounding. first of all. thank you. thank you. thank you. you know i just don’t like my bday, and i also don’t celebrate it in general, so i always try to keep it as normal as possible, but i cannot deny the fact that your gift got me all excited about today. like, i genuinely thought “wow, maybe this won’t be a bad day after all.” and i was right! but i think it’s because you brought me good luck as well. admit it, you used some of your magic. i even managed to hold back from crying for like, the first minute. then i reached the last sentence of the first page and sobbed a little. idk why, but the idea of somehow reminding you of characters who hold a special place in your memory makes me feel so.. weird? in a soft way? it boosts my ego a little, to be honest. i mean, maybe not my ego but it does make me feel proud? because i’m getting compared to stuff that brings you comfort. i’m gonna confess something though.. don’t k-word me but... i literally have only watched one (1) studio ghibli film and it’s howl’s moving castle.. haha.. so i’m only familiar with sophie :o but now i MUST catch up and watch them all. omg speaking of sophie. i have to admit that her part of the carrd is what got me straight up SOBBING for minutes. i obviously love everything about it and the fact you put in so much work and effort for ME is insane, but what you wrote on that page... </3 all i know is pain </3 IN A GOOD WAY OBVS. expressing myself is so hard when i just wanna cry and laugh and keyboard smash ughhhh. but when you said i’ve made flowers bloom in your life.. that destroyed me. literally knocked me out. i don’t think i’ve ever heard anything prettier. everything you tell me is so pretty and makes me happy but that one sentence got me all excited, y’know? i hope we will be able to make more flowers bloom together. omg quick break to cry again, brb.
and the way the garden talk linked to the camellia.. you literally planned and executed everything so well, i’m so so so happy. i want to say more but i’m getting sleepy and i have to wake up early so i will probably continue tomorrow!
nanite oomfie! let me flex my chinese real quick :D
再见,宝贝。 我很爱你。 :*
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