#idk. i for a little side tracked

[welcometogrouchland]

IMPORTANT UPDATE FOR BATMAN AND ROBIN (2023) FANS!!!...he eat a burger [ID in alt]

(taken from Nicola Cizmesija's insta, who's on art for B&R issues #5 and #6)

#ramblings of a lunatic #batman and robin #damian wayne #dc comics #''ladel are you gonna get obsessive about the character again and hunt down any and all official art of them-'' no what makes u say that #nikola cizmesija was the artist on the recent red hood gotham wars tie-ins btw! same colourist as those issues too #...idk how much dc tumblr is actually in to the production side of comics. i know i am but i have a feeling that's not universal #anyway i actually really like to know the individual artists colourists and inkers on stuff if i can it's fun! #anyway i quite liked the art in those red hood issues so i am :] excited for issues 5 and 6! #there was also a cover(?) defs done by cizmesija that has damian and bruce in like underwater batsuits? like they're wet suits #and they're fighting orca on it! and cizmesija mentioned getting to design new suits so! it seems like we're getting an underwater adventure #for that arc at least! the writer joshua williamson said that he's trying to focus the structure more around shorter arcs this time #so it seems like in the shorter breather arcs we might get little artist changes to break it up?? neat imo #i like a book w consistent art if I'm really vibing w the art but i get that a lot of ppl have mixed feelings on di meos art for b&r #so I'm interested to see what the reception will be to cizmesijas when it comes out in...i think January? same month as the annual #i saw a solicit that said the art for the annual was by Howard Porter but i could be wrong #god this got way off track. ANYWAY! he eat a burger #(also williamson has said before that damians a vegetarian so I'm assuming it's a veggie burger)

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#i was looking through old photos today. they where from wjen i was like 1 and it made me so sad #bc my mum would have been like only a year or 2 older then i am now and she looked so young #and now she has an abdomen full of tumors and blistered hands and feet. theyre prob gonna hsve to remove her bladder #but shes still very pragmatic abt it. but she grew up in a house where no one really cared about her feelings so she made them small #and now her mother calls and doesn't ask how her grandkids are doing and doesn't ask how her daughter is doing. im cursed with terrible #grandparents on both sides but i resent my mothers mother worse. though my dad said i probably wouldnt have survived his upbringing #and hes right. my nana has like zero empathy and cant cook for shit. idk how my parents r so normal but the fact i had a good upbringing is #probably the only reason im still here. and thats the other thing that made me sad abt the old pics. just looking at this little baby with a #fucked up head and thinking: in 25 years that kid is gonna b so broken down their not gonns kno what to do or how to fix it. idk whats wrong #with me. ive always been some stage of miserable but i used to b able to get things done. and now i cant seem to force functionality #and it sucks. bc im home now and i still feel like im cringing around this open wound in my chest. but whatever #as of today ive started taking ab1lify. hopefully it helps in the long term but in the short term it triggers my 0cd. which is not fun #its so frustrating. whatever. i also found out my eyes used to not work together. not enough to have a lazy eye but it was hard for me to #read and apparently my eyes were tracking at like double the speed of a normal person. wtf is wrong with my brain? also also my mum was like #yea i never would have guessed bip0lar but we thought it was something. autism i could see 100% but yea didnt see that coming. ao i guess #i brehave like a bit of an oddball. ans my nana would bother my dad to try to make me participate in church and my dad was like no. she #clearly don't wanna b here lol. ay. they did the best they could which i appreciate #unrelated

[gibbearish]

I've put this in the tags of a previous reblog but feel like it deserves its own post so PSA to tall people: your short friends likely have shorter legs than you and therefore physically can't walk as fast as you without exerting way more effort, they're not going slow on purpose or exaggerating/joking when they say they're more tired than you after an outing. your casual stroll is a speedwalk for them and doing that for extended periods of time is exhausting. also you will lose them in crowds way less if you make a conscious effort to match their pace rather than just assuming theyll keep up

#ive never fully understood how people accidentally leave walking companions behind without noticing #like even when we're not talking i can still hear you Moving Around next to me and like. want to stay near you? so i automatically #am checking every few seconds that youre still nearby and im not leaving you behind #and idk i guess thats such an ingrained part of me that i just. dont get how other people dont #my bf i get bc hes deaf on one side so he has no directional hearing to track me with #but even then I'm like. bro i am 15 feet behind you and it took me a While to get this far back #he be like tunnel visions thinking about playing city skylines when we get home KWNFLJWBFANFKSJ #thats /lh he only did it for a little while and got way better about compensating for my walkspeed since #i think i only had to point it out maaaaybe 5 times before it stopped coming up

[crownrots]

hattie’s thing went off the rails but whatever ig.

🦎 gecko springs — a nice little town that was always getting infested with those pests. not anymore, tho. it’s turned into a resort hub of sorts; cheap accommodations, good people, high acceptance rate (just don’t cause any trouble and don’t provoke the geckos tho bc they only have to deal with them once a year now), a mini trading scene.

🌵richard ‘ricky’ steele — the only authority figure in gecko springs, sherif of sorts. only got the job bc he’s seen as the person that did the most to clear the place out so they could live in relative peace. total pushover. loves music. family man. nice to everyone, but watch out.

🦂 reno steele — best friend and adopted brother. hot headed and charismatic. has expensive tastes, wears gecko hide boots. swindler. always on the run from someone or something. ricky’s right hand man, definitely the muscle. loves to start trouble.

🪳cricket — ghoul gal. pre war college student. super smart and super sharp. makes herself useful by hacking terminals, turrets and annoying robots, too old for this shit. owns the saloon / country store / inn. besties with reno.

🪙 aster ‘creed’ madden — baddie, but he has a good reason ig. despises ghouls. leader of the crusade. searching for his ghoulified son and tearing apart whoever stands in his way to do so. good guy gone bad. needs to reevaluate his life choices and move on.

#oc txt. #idk. it got crazy and i couldn’t stop so. #but anyway! #so much TJ lore to sift through bc he IS the ghoulified son creed is looking for. #no. hattie is not going to give him up. for anything. #very much you’ll have to kill me if you want him and creed is the kind to 🔫😁 okay. #gecko springs plays a big role bc that’s the one place hattie and tj stopped that was actually SAFE #other towns and settlements don’t want problems with the crusade so they tell ghouls to beat it #gecko springs will get ransacked by the crusade bc they have little spies everywhere #need to sit down and think beyond that tho. #hattie is still looking for the colony (or the collective of eden as ricky tells her it’s called) #but gets side tracked after ya know. her mom does and TJ gets snatched up by the crusade. #TJ > some people she’s never met obviously #even though i’m sure ricky — cricket — reno are definitely going to be like … siding with her to get him back idk yet. they need to #rebuild before the geckos see it as free real estate. #ricky and reno were also kids they used to run with dante’s little group of runaways / orphans #so. lore cross connection.

[danidoesathing]

I agonized over which to pick because I just want to ask about all your fics in progress!! I narrowed it down to two and that's just going to have to be ok

the world is staged and the script is set (you cannot change the ending)

Jukeboxes and Maple Syrup

its very funny you pick those two because those like. two of the only three on that list that ISNT lord huron related lmao. those are both hatchetfield fics ive started in secret. regardless those are the main ones im working on right now SO

the world is staged and the script is set (you cannot change the ending) is a fic based on the ending of TGWDLM where like. you know how in the credits where Emma starts begging the audience for help? and like. you know how in TTO how the audience is also referred to by Bliklotep's title? soooo the fic is the ending but i throw him in the mix and ramp the already existing horror of "begging for help and being ignored a cheering crowd" by going "realizing said crowd has been treating your suffering and death as a source of amusement right before you die". only fun times in hatchetfield

"She stumbles to the edge of the stage. The stitches in her leg have come undone and there’s blood seeping through the bandage. That is real. Emma is real, and she needs to help right now."

Jukeboxes and Maple Syrup is a fic that takes place directly after the end of Yellow Jacket that focuses on Daniel and Sophia like. right after the ending. we dont really see them after the Otho fight and we still have no clue is Sophia is even ALIVE and also i miss them dearly. the fic mostly focuses on Daniel trying not to have a panic attack in Miss Retros because one friend is missing after almost dying and the other is in the hospital after also almost maybe dying and he doesn't really know what to do. Not a whole lot of plot it's mostly him trying to deal with that whole. mess. luckily he's got Miss Holloway and Duke to make things a bit easier (responsible adults? in MY hatchetfield? its honestly only these two but its better than nothing)

"He feels so stupid. Sophia is in the hospital and she might never wake up. Hannah is missing and could be kidnapped or dead or worse. And he’s just sitting here in a cozy diner with pancakes and orange juice, and Hannah’s Jacket but not Hannah and not Sophia."

#you're always welcome to ask again if you wanna see the other ones <- please god im desperate for attention #unfortunately. ive been infected by the alien blue shit (hatchetfield brain rot) sorry #slap my ass and call me paul matthews cause i dont even like musicals but. the silly horror comedy with a side of eldritch fuckery got me #and all the silly little characters got me too. hannah paul holloway duke ethan lex richie emma pete daniel sophia my beloveds #idk how but they managed to make an exact copy of me in 2017. hate his weeb ass (deeply agonized yet deeply affectionate) #i have lots of feelings on hatchetfield but i dont post about it much. or like at all lol #im actually almost done with the world is staged. like really close. just need to finish up the beginning and then clean it up #dani speaks #asks #ask #also fucking with the nmt2 timeline by making miss retros still a thing in yellow jacket despite it taking place after killer track #i want daniel and the kids to have some actual good adults in their life. my timeline now. #(god bless ethan is trying so hard but he is. not good at being responsible.) #i wanted to write about Sophia too but she's like. in a coma #if i ever get a burst of inspiration then i might write a second part following her waking up and being ok and getting panacakes with danie #(and dealing with hannah just. having left hatchetfield overnight without a word) #might be fun who knows

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

appalled and disgusted to report the two (2) very manageable, very time-sensitive, very doable tasks that i've been putting off for two (2) weeks took ten (10) minutes total

#text #personal #adulting #i guess lol idk how to classify this #they were Bird Related Tasks #Bird Science Related Tasks #you'd think this would be right up my alley but. i didnt get a tutorial on the tech side of things lmao #and i feel like i shouldnt NEED a tutorial because im 20 if not 30 years younger than everyone else who's participating but. guys. #it's my first time lol #anyway i logged a new nest attempt (hopefully) and i sent An Email #OH AND I FINALLY PUT MY NEW CAR STICKER (THAT IVE HAD SINCE MARCH) ON MY LICENSE PLATE #legal again babeeey #(okay i had until the end of may so i was never not illegal but. i definitely lost track of the registration for a hot second there) #adulting really is stupid little check marks of tasks that arent as painful as you psyche yourself out of huh :( #i ALMOST let them bounce another day but.i Did Them #(hence why its almost 11 and im just shutting down the big internet lmao) #im gonna read about it i think i deserve that

[arklay]

because i’ve made some new mutuals recently i’ll post about it again: i track #userarklay and you are more than welcome to tag me in your gifs and creations!! i’d love to see them all and reblog them for you ​​♡

#leah.txt #also not limited just to like gifs but mutuals you can also tag me in your art and writing (and really any oc creations) if you’d like to #because i do want to see them all and sometimes miss them!! i haven’t been as active on here in terms of scrolling through the dash so i’ve #definitely missed things. but also just a side note with this please do not tag me in hp stuff ever or i’ll flat out block you. and please #trigger tag spiders/insects/pregnancy/infertility/child death/incest :) if that’s not so much to ask ofc #(can't believe i even need to say that last one oof) #just a little reminder if you post those things and if i don’t interact with them then that’s why!! i am not just ignoring your things i #promise!! also if you make oc things and don't feel comfortable tagging tracked tags because i know the idea of doing that makes me a bit #oughgh then you can always send them to me in dms because i love to see them!! with some filtered tags (mainly pregnancy) i will brave the #storm at times cause most times i'm okay with it if i know that content is being talked about but if it hits me out of nowhere and i wasn't #ready for it or if those topics are talked about particularly insensitively then i will get a bit weird about it idk #oh and i also never like and don't reblog just so creators know!! if i do like something and don't reblog it (which i rarely ever do) #then it's in the queue!! and same goes for if i don't reblog something for a few days. it's either in there or my tag ate it and in that #case you can send it to me and go hi hello hiiii. same goes with writing. i might just need a bit cause i'm a slow reader so it will take #me a bit to get to it!!

[akkivee]

SO BAD ASS TEMPLE IS MADE UP OF THIS MONK VKEI ARTIST AND LAWYER AND THE MONK KUUKOU IS A VERY GOOD BOY LIKE THE LITERAL INCARNATION OF THE SUN BUT HE ALSO HAS THE BURNING RAGE OF ONE THAT MANIFESTS WHEN HE SEES SOMETHING WRONG IN THE WORLD AND JYUSHI THE VKEI ARTIST IS ALMOST KUUKOUS DIRECT OPPOSITE HES THE MOON TO THE SUN A BIG CRYBABY BUT THE THING ABOUT THE MOON IS THAT THERES A DARK SIDE TO IT AND JYUSHIS DUAL PERSONALITIES MIGHT BE AN ALLEGORY TO THAT BUT HE ALSO HAS A HIDDEN ANGER ABOUT HIM AND THEN THE LAWYER HITOYA IS SHOWN TO BE GRAPPLING WITH HIS ANGER TOWARDS INJUSTICES TOWARDS THOSE HE REALLY CARES ABOUT SO BAT HAS A SUBTLE THEME OF ANGER AND THAT JUST ONE OF THEIR—

#vee queued to fill the void #i like dropping hints i overthink bad ass temple 🙂 *is not fcking subtle lmao* #lol i knew i wanted to make this post but because i think too much about bat i could not decide what even to ramble about #but i don’t think i rambled about this topic!!!!!! #i like to think kaigen was a little bit of a manifestation of bat’s collective anger 😌 #jyushi’s anger manifests differently from kuukou’s and hitoya’s #but it’s there lol like flat out stated in bat debut drama track #and like???? i said the anger is jyushi’s dark side but what if it’s actually the light side because he’s no longer bottling up his anger #like he blames himself so much what if he like??? didn’t and directed it elsewhere???? #but there’s some futility in that so it’s probably jyushi’s dark side of the moon lol #i wish i could connect hitoya’s anger to stars lol #i think the goddess hitoya named himself after is also a goddess of stars???? themis of justice and stars???? #but idk i’ll think up something lol

[junkandstuff]

Our encounter in LB7 chapter 2 confirms that the Chaldean is someone other than Romani that’s just using his body

And bringing up Mashu makes him visibly angry (uhh angrier)

and finally seeing him forward facing really makes his eyes look like

#Fate Grand Order #fgo #Fate/ #Grand Order #spoilers #potentially #a thought I had earlier this week that I cant get out of my head so I'm throwing it out to the world #I dont follow the theorycrafting side of the fandom a whole lot so idk if this is a thing #I also just think it'd odd that Galahad hasn't shown up at ALL in the story despite his absence being a major plot point #The chaldean shows so little respect to Guda which also tracks with how Galahad treated him in Moonlight Lostrrom

[fitzrove]

Feeling like ken tbh... my job has been beach it's been the summer holidays for about seven months now

#xD i know i'll look back on it w increasing amounts of nostalgia once i have a ONE MONTH SUMMER HOLIDAY next year #but omg idk how to readjust to a life where keeping track of the date is important oajflslföd #ramble #i'm so glad i've never done an actual gap year. a gap half year plus a little extra on the side is more than kenough

[orcelito]

I need to go on. A forest romp. With my dslr camera. So I can take pictures under leaves and flowers, moss on fallen logs, petals fallen into the dirt, the shimmer of flowing water, and maybe even little mud men I find along the way

I haven't gone on a proper hiking trip in a While. I miss turkey run state park

#speculation nation #all of those r examples of things ive taken pictures of. yes even the mud men. #they are just sooooo #idk i love nature. and i love capturing little details about nature that ppl often miss #it's ultimately hobby photography so theyre not masterpieces. but i still enjoy it very much #and some of them do end up turning out pretty decent sometimes! #i'll have to post some of my work here. i dont have the pics on my current computer tho. hmm #turkey run state park is my fav place to hike bc it's got River it's got Rocks it's got a section of Wooden Ladders #that r always so muddy bc the bottom of this ravine has a stream (also fun to romp in) so ppl track mud all up them #but if you hold onto the sides it's fine. mud generally only tracks on the rungs. #i REALLY wanna go stream romping. sinking my feet into cool flowing water... there is nothing quite like it #i love the river but the river is Forbidden Land. bc it is. a big river. ya kno. #though i did almost fall into it at one point hfkshxkd #im a chronic boulder climber when im hiking. if i see a rock that looks climbable then i climb it #this includes the time i decided to go down onto some rocks along the river. below the path's level #... and yes. they were mossy. and yes i slipped. #i ALMOST fell into the river. my feet took a lil Dunk. but i held on TIGHT to the rock i fell on #bc i had my phone on me and like HELL i was gonna let it go to. so i took a bruised leg in my desperation to not fall in #small price to pay for my phone not being fried lol #anyways i rly miss nature. proper nature. as much as i love my occasional visits to the river here it's just not the same #it's a sample of nature. but it's Nothing when compared to the grandeur of a state park...

[notdingalingalingalingrita]

why am i becoming a catgirl now

#sorry for showing this side of my life but. #im six months from testosterone and i suddenly wish to have long hair and thigh highs and little paws #but i think its more of a silly role to play than a charlie role to play #like daydreaming of an occupation i dont actually wish to persue #or of being a person i am not #i wish i was like a fake background png and i could change the image at will #i also feel like the me inside is too big to be just one person #but i talk about that enough #wish i had more bodies #id spill anlittle personality into each #and it would be much more orderly #they also kindof relate to eachother though #but not in a way i can exactly condense into one picture of myself #too mang qualities to keep track of #and i am frusturated that people might not see all of it and get the wrong idea #if i can take a second to see myself from an outsiders eyes #well its wrong i guess and kindof annoying #i usually end my vent with how i might fix it but idk #ill keep thinking #also. btw. testosterone in six months. #hide your wives

[anothermonikan]

Girl help, I'm having thoughts about Dear Sunshine again

#Me when. Me when bonus track from DDLC+ <3 #I was listening to it on the bus home and I had a weird little thought. #I think me and many others assumed that the vocals in Dear Sunshine are supposed to be Sayori. I mean. It makes sense #Dear Sunshine is practically the perfect piece of music for her as I've ranted about before #But... What if its not? In paticular. What if its Monika?? #I know it doesn't really sound like Monika at all but. Monika's Piano is the only character instrument that's missing #At first I thought 'Yeah that makes sense. In base game Monika's piano is often used as a subtle way of representing her omnipotence #'And she's not omnipotent in side stories so having the piano in this bonus track for DDLC+ makes sense' #But it is weird. For a track representing Sayori and her friends. To not include Monika. Right? #She's the first person Sayori opens up to about her depression in side stories #Monika is the only one of the main cast to have a canonical voice so. Idk. It's a possibility that it's a replacement for her piano. #Idk it's just an idea ahaha #Crack theory: Paula is the one who sings in Dear Sunshine #I have no evidence dude just trust me /j #DDLC+ #doki doki literature club + #Android.txt

[mochapanda]

maybe i need to be medicated after all..........

#too many instances at work where one little thing goes wrong and it fucks everything up #and i get so stressed i just keep fucking up more while looking like a lunatic #idk i just need to not forget things immediately after they happen and get side tracked so damn much #and then freak out on people muttering to myself like a nutcase

[neverendingford]

shoutout to the lady at work who came through the checkout line, asked for ten percent off, and showed me a business card that said "good for diskont"

#color says shit #before you ask. of course I gave her the discount. #it saved a dollar and sixty cents. you wouldn't begrudge an elderly sunburnt woman a dollar and sixty cents would you? #I think everyone should be allowed to get away with a scam once. second time? then I'm asking questions. but first time is free #she was like “I want you to keep your job. it'll be our little secret” I hate to break it to you but we have nothing between us. #my favorite customers are the ones where I can be like “hmm. I don't think my vision is very good today” #and they immediately brighten up and start to chat with me more once they've decided I'm ally not enemy #joining the class war on the side of the people. #idk. not a ton I can do with my level of emotional energy and personal preoccupation with fixing my own life. but every little bit helps #people track store metrics and yada yada this quarter is bad last year was better I don't give a FUCK bruh #if I sell a single credit card I'll take it as a personal moral failing.

[legoflowers]

im going thru that thing where u start to get grossed out by eggs but my brother just bought a big bag of eggs last night to last me until the end of ramadan so i guess i just push through???

#the eggs in pakistan are super like. fresh out the womb or whatever too so they have little bits of feather #and whatever else stuck to them sometimes #not helping the situation #how many days even are left in ramadan?? #7? 8? idk #we dont have the little calendar thingy on our fridge lol so i lose track #anyway #my mil2be called the other day and she was talking about my engagement party and how she was having her sister whos here in pak buy a bunch #of stuff for it. including a suit #which had i known i wouldnt have dropped 40k on a dress lol #i guess i still have to learn abt the like. politics of all of this bc i thought the guys side just does the mehndi and walima dresses #and im not gonna do a mehndi so it would just be the one dress #im hoping that since we're already here my inlaws will just tell me to pick my own walima dress lol but i still havent bought my #wedding dress yet so i havent brought it up w them #if not then ill just have my pinterest open everytime im around them in the hopes that they peer over my shoulder and get the hint #but whatever its not a big deal im sure theyll get something nice