#idk... somting to think about

[nott-gay]

Truly some of the best comments I could get :,,,)

#I’ve sitting on this project for months at this point so any tension and just...feeling (?) I felt towards it really faded #as I had to relisten and rewatch and reedit and caption and etc etc basically go through this video dozens of times before it came out #so to me it now just looks and feels so boring?? like I’m still very proud of it and of myself for completing it #but like...you know what I mean right #so yeah to see people commenting that this was still scary and that certain moments gave them chills or gave them the same feeling they had #when they first watched this scene...that is EVERYTHING to me so thanks :’) #every day I think about making an animatic for the scene in hell with Kalina but that scene is 23 minutes (before trimming) and ... #idk... somting to think about

[pluetopia]

i think i could text you just to tell you that in crying again that I'm doing bad that I'm going down with scaring you away and you would actually help and we would end up laughing and you would come to see me and bring me skittles god i miss you i fucked up you were my bestfriend amd I fucked it up idk sju im with him i3shouldve shjt up about it it's not gonna last another month i dont like this i hate it it hurts it's going bad again i dont have anyone this time i have no one i somt have anyone at all anymore where did they all go idk everyone's gone idl how i lost them at what point im forgtwttinf people I'm forgetting everything i domt wanna be here i need help at what point did it get this bad you cant help me you wont talk to me you woildve been the one person i could go back to you're not with me anymore how do i keep doing this why wont you come back please please please please i promise I'll be better ill do better I'm sorry im really sorry the one time i shoildbe shut up why did i tell you that shit FUXKING I MISS YOU I WAS ALWAYS FINE WITH WHAT WE HAD TOU WERE FINALY HAPPY I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO TOU that all i want is to talk i wish you knew that i dont have anyone anymore maybe then you would come back I'm sorry i dont think i can do this where does this darkness come from when i think im doing fine and i have my life together and then i realize i have nothing at all idl how I'm still even typing this is stupid God im sorry come back i love you too and I miss you

[ladyideal]

Love Fires

Pairing: Fili x reader

Word Count: 1152

Warnings: uhhh none.

Request: So I saw that you were taking request for tolkien fandom I'll love a fili x reader she is pretty shy so when shes close to him she get all flustered ? Mayby a awkward scene were she bumb into him while hes removing his shirt to change it or somting (idk if you already did this type of story I just discovered your page :) ) by @scrapper394

Summary: You meet Fili again after 20 years.

A/n: Frustration at customers brought this out. Thankfully, this was a lot better.

When Erebor was reclaimed and Thorin was made King Under the Mountain, you were part of the first caravan of dwarves that returned back to your homeland. Many repairs and cleaning were needed, and thus you and your father were the first dwarves that set foot upon your homeland.

You were a blacksmith by trade, and always down by the forges. It wasn't this hard. Most times, you and your father made barely enough money to keep food on the plate. It was a business and you swore that you'd help as much as you could.

The forges was your home, and it was only there that you got to relax and be able to freely think. Although you'd grown up poor and with the disappearance of your mother, life was messy. While your father struggled to keep his business running, you helped wash dishes, clean the streets with a broom, sold and fixed weapons.

Like now for instant.

Bringing your hammer down onto the anvil, your thoughts strayed to one of your most cherished moments. It was a brief coincidence meeting the prince. A fleeting glance, and your eyes met Fili.

He was handsome, and for a moment, you felt his affection and love in just a glance. You were certain he was your One, but before you could, fate separated you and him, this time for a good two decades.

It was late at night, and no one else was at the forges this late. Perfect time for you to relax without having other dwarves gossip about drama. King Thorin and his nephews were returning back to Erebor, for good this time, possibly in the next few days.

The kingdom buzzed to life at the prospect of regaining their normal life. It was a joyous celebration, and yet you didn't want to be part of all the hurrah. Somewhere nice and quiet away from all the hubbub of festivities.

As the flames roared again, and sparks flew to the side, a shadowy figure darted in from the entrance. For the most part, you paid the stranger no mind, focusing on finishing the last of your job.

"Wasn't expecting someone else to be here," A voice called out loudly, barely audible over the roaring of the forges.

"What did you say?" You shouted, setting your mallet to the side.

"I said," The voice spoke from behind, making you jump at the sudden proximity. "What brings you here to the forges this late at night?"

You whipped around, only to come face to face with a familiar beard. Slowly you raised your eyes at the jawline, the familiar smile, the moustache, and twinkling mischievous eyes watching you. 

Briefly you remembered the memory. He was there at a celebration of someone. Your father was in attendance, and you'd ungrateful allowed him to pull you towards the festivity. The then Thorin got to the stage, and before you knew it, two small dwarves, both were the same height as you were then, toddled beside their uncle. 

You had observed the ground for the entire time, only looking up when the cheering started. It was then that you happened onto an equally unhappy Fili and Kili, both wanting to be held by their uncle. A brief meeting of the eyes, but you knew that he was someone special.

"I-," You took a step back away from his personal space, nearly bumping the sword you were fixing into the flames. "Prince Fili?"

There he was, a sword in hand. His carefree smile was set on his face, yet this time it didn't quite reach his eyes. For a moment, you wondered how hard his journey was to retake Erebor in order to not to have his innocence taken away.

"Have we met before?" Fili asked, placing his sword on the forge next to yours. "You look familiar, like we've seen each other before."

"A long while ago," You breathed out. " We met twenty years ago."

Thus that was how you came to know the prince, and occasionally his younger Kili. While you weren't working, you were as thick as thieves with the two brothers. They had tried to give you money for your father's business, but you pushed the gold away, saying that no matter the business was successful or not, it was an experience.

You hummed as you entered the forge once more, only stopping in your tracks at the sight in front of you. There was Fili, sans his brother, slowly shucking his shirt off and onto the ground. He was fixing his axe this time, and you watched in fascination as he strike the mallet onto the axe, and throwing the blade back into the fires once more, over and over again.

Almost in a trance, your jaw slackened, as you observed the prince working away at his weapons. As the drops of sweat glistened down the length of his brow and dribbled onto his chest, you continued staring as the light of the forges illuminated him. No other dwarves could rival him and his beauty.

"Fee, I-," You attempted speech, suddenly shy that you caught him.

"Y/N," Fili straightened up, smirking at you as though he knew that you'd been watching him all along. "Like the view?"

You cleared your throat, trying to form words. But none came.

"You do, don't you?" The prince approached your still figure, gently framing his hands across your surprised face. "Only for you, amrâlimê."

You peered up at him. "I can't Fili. Your uncle won't accept it. I don't have noble blood."

"I don't care. I just want you. Do you understand?" He spoke softly. "Rich or poor, tall or short. I loved you when we first met eyes. I loved you when Uncle, Kili, and I took back Erebor. Mahal, I love you."

"Fili, I-I-I loved you back then. I thought you would never be interested in little old me. No important heritage, no noble blood. But I knew then, and I know now," You spoke, gently running your fingers through his beard.

He took your hand in his, and with a free hand gently pronounced a small bead. "You are my One and only, Y/N. Will you allow me to braid your hair with this?" 

In the fire light, you could see the noble crest of Durin on one side, and the rune on the other. Slowly, your hands trembled as you searched for your bead, rolling it onto the center of your palm.

"Only if I can do the same to you. I made this with the earnings when I finished my first job at fixing a mallet. Father was furious, but I did it even before I met you," You stared at the bead. "It's simple looking, but this is me."

A hand wrapped around yours, and you looked up in time to see his face lit up in happiness. "Of course, amrâlimê."

Permanent tags: @asraime @mournthewicked

Tolkien: @aspiring-ginger

#fili durin #fili #fili x reader #tolkien #the hobbit #deb writes

[mylivicusus-blog]

drarry meet klance

keith:are u doing somting to day lance

lance:no why

keith.bc so we can go out on a date

lance:..

keith:yes or no

lance:y-y-ye-ye-ye-ye-ye-yes

keith:iam so happy

lance:i love u

keith:i love u 2 babe

harry:draco what are we doing today

draco:idk u choose

harry:lets go out

draco.kk l love u

harry:i love u 2

me:at the place but 10 min later lance and keith was kissing until harry and draco came harry and lance had meet befor so back to the story

lance’s mind:he is the boy i meet som day’s ago

harry:u are the boy from the club

lance:oh ya harry right

harry:ya iam harry

lance:iam lance nice to meet u agine

harry:this is my boyfriend he is shy

lance:this is my boyfriend keith

harry:hi keith i’m harry

lance and keith:what is ur bf name

harry: it’s draco when we was in school he was not nice but now he is shy

lance:hi draco

keith:hi draco

harry:babe plz say hi

draco:h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-hi

harry:thx u so much babe i love u

daco:i-i l-love u-u 2

keith:draco do u want to get ice cream

draco:babe can i go

harry:yes u can go if u dont com runing back to me

draco:O-O ok babe

harry:be carful

draco:ok babe

me:keith and draco got ice cream and draco com runing back to harry bc he is afrid harry well leave him

harry:draco what happend

draco:...

harry:keith what happend to my boyfriend

keith:well he thinks you left him and started crying and run to u

harry:draco is it true did you think i would leave you

draco:...maybe

harry:babe come here

draco:*walks over to harry and lay on his lap*

lance:harry can we talk in priv

harry:sure but first i need to get draco off me

lance:kk

harry:draco plz get off me~

draco:*get off as fast as posebol*

harry: thx babe

lance:harry ready

harry:yes

draco:keith what do u thing thay are takling about

keith:idk maybe about marrying us

draco:no harry will never if iam not ready

keith:ok let’s go close to hear

lance:harry what are we gonne do when u leave me and keith

harry:idk but give me ur phone lance

lance:kk here

harry:*tap in number*

lance what did u do

harry: i giv u my number

lance:thx harry let’s go back and i know draco and keith are lisening to us on 3 1-2-3 *harry and lance do abackflip and stop keith and draco and harry kiss draco,lance kiss keith and stop keith and draco from speking*

me:keith and draco is trapt by lance and harry iam saying good luck boys like for part 2

i love u all so much

#klance #drarry

[kindly-gourd]

Sometimes I forget some people actually support Trump so when my one friend mentions supporting him I immediately think it’s a joke

#i mean #nothing against trump supporters #i think #i personally really somt like him #he’s not a good person and he spreads a lot of false information #he constantly sounds like he’s trying to bullshit his way through life #and never has any idea what he’s talking about #but i guess he’s done some good things? #my dad likes what he’s doing so #idk #i would feel more comfortable if he wasnt in office #but admittedly i dont know a lot about politics #or what trump has done other than constantly sound like an idiot #so yeah #i dont like politics #every time i look into politics i lose faith in humanity #so i try to stay away from it

[the-phandom]

soooo i was tagged in a couple of those get to know me things! first one was by @sparklingphil​ and the second was by @yourfriendlyblogstalker​ thank you guys <3 ((also im too lazy to properly tag people or i dont have enough friends to tag so if u wanna do this and need an excuse feel free to say i tagged u)) 

who are you named after? nobody in particular my mum and dad just liked the name bc richard and judy named their daughter it too lmao 

last time you cried? like a minute ago bc i was watching one of those faith in humanity videos and some people are just really good people 

do you like your handwriting? nah man its so messy lmao

what is your favorite lunch meat? i dont really eat much meat but i dont mind ham???

do you have kids? nope

do you use sarcasm? all the time lmao its apparently my worst trait 

do you still have your tonsils? ya

would you bungee jump? no thank u 

what is your favorite cereal? its totally dependent on mood sometimes i want sugary or chocolate or even just plain maybe cheerios they’re a good all round cereal???

do you untie your shoes when you take them off? not unless i have to

do you think you’re strong? lol no i am so weak 

what is your favorite ice cream? ben and jerrys cookie dough 

what is the first thing you notice about someone? usually either hair or a facial feature like eyes or somt 

football or baseball? neither pls 

your favorite sorting metrics? idk what that is 

what color pants are you wearing? black

favorite smell? fruity or cakey smells

who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my mum i think 

favorite sport to watch on tv? gymnastics

hair color? blonde

eye color? blue

favorite food to eat? pasta or crisps probs

scary or funny movies? funny i am a wimp

last movie you watched? la la land

what color shirt are you wearing? purple

favorite holiday? christmas always

wine or beer? beer is so bad i dont really like wine much either but its the best of the 2

Name: Chloe

Nicknames: Chlo or a variation of that 

Star sign: capricorn 

Height: 5'7ish

Sexual orientation: biromantic ace ((i think idk its hard to pinpoint)) 

Favourite colour: blue and purple 

Average hours of sleep: it ranges all over the place sometimes its like 5 and others it can be like 12 

Cats or dogs: dogs

Favourite fictional characters: all the harry potter characters lol, mrs hudson from sherlock, stitch ((tbh all the disney characters)) 

Numbers of blankets I sleep with: sometimes just the duvet sometimes i have a blanket on top of that bc i get cold easily 

Favourite musical artists: p!atd, fob, ed sheeran, one direction, bieber, dodie, the 1975, troye sivan and probs more that im forgetting 

Dream trip: any disneyland or japan 

dream job: i still dont even know lmao 

when was this blog created: june 2012 yikes 

number of followers: i never like to say specifically 

when did this blog reach its peak: probs the early days like 2012/2013, a lil in 2014 but it has fizzled lol 

#about me