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[high-warlock-of-brooklyn]

champagne problems (ao3)

He said no. He can't-

He begged on both knees, and he said no.

He said no.

For @magnus-the-maqnificent happy belated birthday, sorry for being an angsty emo nightmare in your dms, and thank you for being an absolute treasure of a friend. I love you and appreciate you and you're amazing 💙💙💙

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He said no.

‘No’. 

‘No’ — he can’t.

‘No’ — he won’t.

‘No’ — it’s not what they are going to have.

No no no no

No. 

The Dom Perignon in his hands makes itself known as he tries to catch the subway rail, and opening it with his teeth. The cork is lost somewhere down the subway platform, and he can’t bring himself to care. The first swig hits his throat like fucking velvet, and he tries to swallow the bubbles burning his esophagus on their way up. The old woman sitting two seats ahead gives him a barely concealed dirty look. There’s something in the back of his head about public intoxication, but there’s no fucks left in his body to give.

He said no.

He asked him. Dinner, cake, candlelights, down on one knee. Then on both. Asked him. Begged him.

He said no.

His phone is ringing in his pocket, the caller ID illegible through the tears burning his eyes. He blinks it away, then turns on ‘do not disturb’. His family is going to worry, he knows he should let them know, but there is nothing in his power to do right now except sit in this night train and think, but—

He said no. Didn’t even give a reason. Just a no.

The phone screen brightens for a few seconds to tell him about the battery running low, the lock screen crushing the already broken pieces of his heart. It’s the last day the two of them ever spent in their old dorm room. He once joked how it was made for the two of them, both the madhouse full of their colourful friends and the quiet loving blanket of safety at once.

His car is still in the hotel parking, and he hopes Magnus brought his copy of the keys to the chevy. Not exactly the car of a hotshot lawyer, but Alec couldn’t bring himself to exchange it for a Mercedes or an Audi, or whatever it is that his colleagues drive. It’s the car the love of his life saved up painstakingly to buy him, working all the way through college. It’s the testament of their love.

The love currently wilting like the bouquet of roses in the restaurant garbage can.

He said no.

The handkerchief is still in his jacket pocket, he remembers suddenly. His fingers brush over a solid shape as he reaches for it, and he gets a clear jolt of memory at the familiar velvet box.

He left the ring in the champagne glass back at the table.

He can see the headlines tomorrow so clearly— America’s sweethearts no longer, scandal or publicity stunt? A senetor to be rejected by the most beloved face on public television, what a story.

Which again reminds him— he said no.

What a fucking shitshow.

Alec downs the rest of the Dom Perignon in one go, trying to swallow his destined share of champagne problems. 

Fuck him. Fuck his life. Fuck Magnus. Fuck this.

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[youngreckless]

“we are all the pieces of what we remember. we hold in ourselves the hopes and fears of those who love us. as long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss.”

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEM CARSTAIRS

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[rinadragomir]

GRACE BLACKTHORN

𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑎 𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑. 𝑇𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙

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[prrcyjacksons]

anon asked — Jace x Clary or Emma x Julian

“ Stay and make me forget my nightmares. Stay and sleep next to me. Stay and chase the bad dreams away, the memories of blood, of dead parents, of Endarkened warriors with eyes like dead black coals ”

Emma Carstairs & Julian Blackthorn

[The Dark Artifices by Cassandra Clare @cassandraclare]

(want one?)

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[tojixzenins]

Happy Birthday Will Herondale

There's plenty of sense in nonsense sometimes, if you wish to look for it.

#will herondale #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles #tid #the infernal devices #cassadra clare #fictiondaily #shadowhunters #herongraystairs #jem carstairs #tessa gray #idrisnnetdaily #**r

[fictiondaily]

Boy, you got me hooked onto something

Who could say that they saw us coming?

Tell me

Do you feel the love?

Spend a summer or a lifetime with me

Let me take you to the place of your dreams

- Dhruv, double take

Alastair Carstairs and Thomas Lightwood || The Last Hours, by Cassandra Clare

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[canvashearts]

I dream sometimes, of a boy with green eyes, a boy who was never poisoned with demon blood, a boy who could laugh and love and be human, and that is the boy I wept over, but that boy never existed.

City of Heavenly Fire by @cassandraclare

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[lgbtqialitsource-archive]

@lgbtqia-litsource event 01: queer women in literature

week 02: queer women of colour — KAMALA JOSHI.

“you will have to be delicate with me, then,” ariadne said very softly.

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[wylanvnneck]

↳ @writeforjordelia asked Cecily Herondale or Isabelle Lightwood?

“I will stay,” Cecily said. “I choose the war.”

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[pocnnet-archive]

ALINE PENHALLOW || The Shadowhunter Chronicles

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[alexandergideonslightwood]

WILL HERONDALE “Life is a book and there are a thousand pages I have not yet read."(x)

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[high-warlock-of-brooklyn]

take my hand, wreck my plans (that’s my man)

Chapter 4

With great acquaintances, Alec learns, comes a great power to take big decisions.

Side effects, however, may include nicknames that last a lifetime.

@magnus-the-maqnificent

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[youngreckless]

“every student, shadowhunter and mundane alike, knew the name herondale. it was jace’s last name. it was the name of heroes.”

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACE HERONDALE

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[rinadragomir]

“𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡’𝑠 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ,” 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝐿𝑢𝑐𝑖𝑒, 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑚𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝐽𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑒𝑟. “𝐷𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑜𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝐷𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒.“

“𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡, 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑤𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑀𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑤’𝑠 𝑏𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑀𝑎𝑡𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑤 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑘𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑐𝑒.”

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝑶𝒇 𝑮𝒐𝒍𝒅 - 𝑯𝒆𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒆 𝑺𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔

𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐝

@our-insentient-touches @throughtheinterstices  @stupidbeautifullife  @neo-lightchild-decafineator @runecarstairs @ninacarstairss @darklingswhxore @livvyheronstairs @magnus-the-maqnificent @riatatouille @axoloteca  @alexandergideonslightwood @asphodelmeadowss @rey-herondale  @notquitepunk-rock  @juliettecxi @spooky-drusilla   @herondalesunsetcurve  @megs-readstoomuch @kit-herondale-blackthorn @necromancerlucie @pink-party-dino @min-unicorn  @thewolfnephilim @hidethebreakables @cordelia-cardale @writeforjordelia @tessacarstairs  @lucie-blackthorns  @lightwood-di-angelo-hargreeves @arangiajoan @thefoxandthefound  @anarmorofwords @hotdog-frenchfries @shadowhuntingdemigod @icycoolslushie @nnazyalensky @lysakirova @inahandful-of-dust @maricaroon @starlight-in-my-eyes @tiredassbibliophile @snorlax-is-my-spirit-animal @montagov-benedikt @khaleesiofalicante @moyadorogayas @radisv @dustandshadowsworld @fortheloveofthecarstairs  @books-and-wonders @bookologist @suckitlikeavampire @stxr-thxif @tsccreatorsnet @noah-herondale-lightwood @dar-lington  @theresaherondalecarstairss  @totalbookmaniac @mf-means-matthew-fairchild @lescahiersdesable @blackthorn-cardale @my-archerboy @jxmesfarrow @revvs-trash

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[prrcyjacksons]

@idrisnnet'S 2021 SECRET SANTA EVENT ->

Merry Christmas to Beer! @blackthorn-cardale / @gem-carstairs ✨

#hope you like it! #jem carstairs #james carstairs #the infernal devices #tid #tidedit #the shadowhunter chronicles #tsc #tscedit #idrisnnetdaily #litedit #yalitedit #bookedit #chaptersnet #novelsnet #booksociety #storyseekers #*bell.tsc #had a mini heart attack when i couldn't find your url lol

[vcnka]

"it would be a mistake to think of the seelie court as safe ground where we can rest. there is an old saying that the only difference between seelie and unseelie is that the unseelie do evil in the open, and the seelie hide it."

:the seelie court

for @idrisnnet 's halloween week!

taglist:

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