#if I'll set pelle ohlin as my icon pretend you do not see it too

[saint-gerard-of-arc]

Today I just remembered that Depressive Suicidal Black Metal exists and I can already feel it becoming my Special Weird Interest for the next few weeks

#witchy.txt #if you see me reblogging black metal bands in the next few days or talk about lords of chaos or silencer...... no you didn't lmao #if I'll set pelle ohlin as my icon pretend you do not see it too #I'm like that basic white girl who thinks she's weird because she watches serial killer documentaries but with black metal personalities #I heard maybe two songs of mayhem and nattram scares me too much to go listen to his music but they ✨fascinate✨ me #so I'd go down rabbit holes and search in obscure forums about their history at 3 am #and then get scared bc my paranoid ass thinks burzum is inside my closet #and I know this particular metal subgenre has a very passionate following so if an actual real bm fan happens to stumble across this post #first off hi how's it going #just don't mind me lmao I'm very aware that I could make you cringe bc I'm treating these bands like bugs I want to study #I don't mean to disrespect any of the musicians (except for varg bc fuck that guy) I'm just interested in their stories #because I find the suffering of human race very relatable apparently #if you wanna talk about them I'd be really happy to learn from you or get song recs too #but I know how tumblr is so all I'm expecting is hate lmao so I don't really have any hope for a constructive conversation #however I won't shut up about it anyway #but yeah at least I know what I'm gonna do tonight. lords of chaos and piping hot tea at midnight sounds like a good plan tbh