#if i was dean i’d be like

[werepires]

Fic in which Mary tries extra hard to bond with Cas to show Dean she supports him and their relationship, except that relationship doesn’t exist in the way she thinks it does and because none of them ever use their words Dean is now faced with the horrifying thought Cas might become his stepdad

#Dean Winchester psychological torture chamber #he starts to just retreat to his room whenever Mary and Cas hang out #trying to rationalise it like #of course mom would like cas he’s got the dark hair and piercing eyes and air of authority just like dad he’s exactly her type #I should be happy for them. for her #cas seems happy too I guess that’s all that matters #at least it’s not ketch anymore #and one day when cas is out he gathers his courage and approaches her about it #so he sits down next to her and Mary’s like oh he’s finally comfortable enough with me to tell me about his relationship #but instead Dean goes mom are you dating Cas #and Mary is like wtf Dean of course I’m not dating your boyfriend why would you think I’d do that #and it’s the spiderman meme of dating Cas #where both of them assumed the other is involved with him when neither of them actually are #txt

[spn2006]

posts made moments before disaster

#i’d been watching the show for like a week oh my god #the ‘okay fine wincest makes sense i guess’ to ‘sam/dean is the greatest love story ever told’ pipeline is real #crazy what happens when you take off the fanon goggles and Actually Watch The Show #rambles #spn #supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #samdean #sam/dean #wincest #kripke era #season one #season two #s1 #s2 #wincest wednesday

[sunforgrace]

you guys please understand they were going to say “CASTIEL’S PERSONAL HEAVEN” and paper the walls like a teen girls room with pictures of dean pictures of dean’s face PLASTERED onto the bodies of beefcakes all while cheek to cheek blares out. as brought to you by fucking metatron

#cutting an I love you because your actor who’s been kinning this guy for years thinks is out of character: #cutting part of me always believed you’d come back because same actor thinks that’s too gay: #cutting castiel’s personal half naked dean winchester heaven because tptb go hey maybe this is too gay and homophobic. as a bit: #I understand why we’re picking handprint. but I will put forth the argument that this is the bait rounds and that overall #the handprint is less bait and more so the weird boy besties behavior #listen you know I LOVE the handprint. but in terms of genuine great american queerbait #and I mean they put the handprint back on during the love confession at this point that one’s just textual we’re talkin BAIT #closest to bait here I’d argue is the fact they had anna palm it while having sex with dean #like actively pausing the sex scene to just show anna gripping it and dean reacting #but again that’s more. weird. than bait I’d say. Simply because that transcends bait into what the fuck are you guys doing #but at this point cas was hot off the scene by season 9 they KNEW what they were doing and they were DOING it maliciously in a POST YOURE #NOT CRAZY TWEET WORLD

[wigglebox]

Suptober [Extended] - Day 19 || Birthday 🥳

#suptober extended 23 #destiel #destiel fanart #dean winchester #castiel #spnfanart #spn art #wiggleart #sorry man wow I’m posting this pretty late in the day for me #idk why but this was so hard to focus on coloring #so this was a reimagined drawing based off a similar one I did last year #for suptober to see if I’d like the updated one more and there are things I love and don’t love about both so #I’m just gonna probably redraw this a little bit to reflect the previous one as well #for more coloring opportunities #also I just obsessed about this man’s fiftieth birthday

[kacievvbbbb]

The thing is that Dean and his abandonment issues wants Castiel to stay, despite the fuck ups and the blame and the anger, he needs him to stay as proof that he’s not toxic that he can have good things and not break them

But Castiel, and his guilt chose to leave because that is his penance. Why does he deserve to be happy when he has caused so much suffering? How can he look at Dean smile at him when he’s fucked up so much? He needs to leave because how could he be around Dean like he isn’t a living monument to all the ways his fuck ups hurt the ones he loves.

Cas wants to help the brothers, so he leaves. He’s caused them so much pain what right does he have to be around them, when he can be out there getting them information, finding things they need, helping fix their problems. This is his penance. Because no matter how hard he rebelled or how far he fell Castiel has an innate, almost primal need to be holy, to be absolved of his mistakes and sins. And he’s made so many mistakes where else can he find penance but in misery?

And in almost every episode Dean is in some way or form asking Castiel if he'll stay this time, and every-time Cas says no. And Dean can be mean, he’s s a deeply angry man, and so every no seems like proof that he’s pushed him to far that this is it this is when Cas says he's had enough. He's not gonna stay and be screamed or laughed at anymore. Dean’s finally succeeded in driving him away as he does anyone that’s ever given a damn about him. That this is proof of how toxic he is; after all Castiel is a creature with wings, all he wants to do is fly, and here Dean is trying to keep him in a cage.

The more Cas leaves on his own, the more Dean feels the need to give him a reason too.

The ways in which we punish ourselves; depriving ourselves of the ways in which we love.

The narrative’s doomed them from the start.

#throwing thoughts to the void #the narrative is not on your side but on the side of the story. #it will always do what is most interesting #Chuck’s not evil he’s just bored. #I swear I was only going to write a sentence then an essay came out #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #dean x castiel #supernatural doesn’t so much have good ideas as it trips and stumbles into the occasional earth shattering concept. #supernatural #spn #deancas #honestly Cas has a lot to feel guilty about isn’t he like atleast half the reason his species is almost extinct? #no wonder the angels hate him I’d hate him too

[deklo]

effervescent amiright :3c

notsfw link under read more!

LINK TO NSFW DECLAN/MR GRAY FANART

#my art #my trc art #declan lynch #mr gray #dean allen #the gray man #declan lynch x dean allen #the raven cycle #trc #i need to draw more of them #also couldn’t really fix the coloring how i’d like but that’s ok life goes on

[dykedvonte]

Yes-Man resents a lot of things but I feel like he kinda liked Benny. It’s never implied Benny had the knowledge to continuously upgrade or update him after Emily so I like to think Yes-Man respected Benny enough to adopt some of his opinions willingly.

Like personality wise, Yes-Man is like if Benny was forced to be a kiss ass; he’s equally pointed and jerky even if unendingly helpful. No matter if you spare the Great Khans, Yes-Man dislikes them and is kinda violent about things. What this says about Benny and the way he talked about things behind the scenes is one thing but the other is Yes-Man ingrained it enough to keep it.

I can imagine Benny mentioning Vegas was for them and while Yes-Man is logical, as any machine would be, I think it’s sweet if the personable part of his programming was looking forward to running Vegas with his “creator”.

#Benny would be a bad dad but not a bad whatever he is to yes man #cause like Benny was like You’re it pal the key to a better swankier Vegas >:) and if I was yesman I’d be like yep #Benny is my dad and I can’t wait to shoot a khan and Mr house for our future #next post probably about the WGS cause god I love them for some reason #fallout #fallout new vegas #yes man #yes man fnv #benny gecko #benny fnv #also can we talk I about how violent the chairmen were when roaming the Mojave???? #like Benny is just like I stabbed a dude in the next is willing to shoot you point blank and swank mentions how they scalped people #which is a horrifying experience and not inherently lethal and they did that for fun like???? #and they are the less unhinged of the families as the WGS were eating people and seem to see it as an embarrassing past experience #and the Omertas being violent pimps who are planning to like violently overtake Vegas in a way that makes you want to root for Benny #like I know the only other options were the fiends and khans but lord house no wonder you can’t trust them with heavy fire power to guard #the streets like look at these track records #to think I thought Yes Man was gonna be my fav #maybe he will be I have not gotten far into end game quests I’m on a dlc run #fuck honest hearts and Dean domino

[soullessjack]

hit the answer limit but of course others go in the tags or comments 👍🙌

#very rushed post bc I’m boutta go to work <____________> #spn #jack kline #spn polls #supernatural #billie the reaper #spn season 14 #spn season 15 #spn s13 #mary winchester #sam and dean #cas #tfw2.0 #very tempted to put up a ‘baby jack ppl do not interact w me I’d prefer ppl who view him as an actual person’ banner but like #I have to go to work and also that feels a bit extra #k byeee I go cog mode now

[cellophaine]

Me entering a Jensen Ackles phase was not on my 2023 bingo card.

#he’s hot what can i say? #all it took was ONE clip of him as Soldier Boy in The Boys #and i was HOOKED #didn’t think i’d like supernatural but it reminds me of ghost whisperer and ghost whisperer was my jam when i was younger #jensen ackles #the boys #dean winchester #supernatural

[seasononesam]

not to bring up # bacongate im sure everyone is tired of hearing about it but I don’t get how everyone doesn’t realize the problem wasn’t dean cooking bacon it was him telling sam it was veggie bacon when he knew it wasn’t 😭

#like yeah not the worst thing in the world but still shitty and no sam not being a vegetarian doesn’t excuse it 💕 #idk I think I’d be less annoyed if people didn’t complain about sam doing way less to dean (see EMF reader) but WHATEVER #personal

[starkskypines]

i love it when people go “why are you bringing up fandom now? it has nothing to do with this subject” WRONG. it’s called web weaving and my religious trauma has trained me to draw connections between everything. it’s either be insanely annoying about supernatural or become a conspiracy theorist.

#i do not have the brain that would allow me to consume media in a normal way #my sister banned me from talking about music in the car because every time I’d listen to a song I’d go ‘oh like Dean Winchester’ #i have essays in my drafts written on fandom #web weaving instead of conspiracy thinking #ky’s talking to the ghosts again

[theworstcreature]

Accidentally discovered that mxmtoon’s music is lowkey a VIBE

#saw they were opening for ajr #and I know I’d heard of MXMTOON so I decided to check out some songs #and like #very chill I rlly like it #the one opening for my tour date is dean lewis #his music is alright #not exactly my thing #sad boy 2010s music is what it makes me think of #I have so many things I should be doing rn #but discovering new music is more important

[ardentpoop]

i watched 9 seasons in 4 months btw. cone of shame

once I’m done with s10 I’ll be at the point i dropped the show in my initial viewing and that makes me NERVOUS

#we’re in treacherous waters here i was only able to stomach s8-s9 because I’d watched them before and remembered all the high/low points #I remember thinking the s10 finale was so stupid lmfao i was like girl I’m fucking tired why am i still here #going into demon dean arc with my teeth clenched bc it SUCKS

[not-that-cas-lives-in-my-ass]

He has Disney Prince hair 😩🥀🖤

#supernatural #spn #jensen ackles #dean winchester #supernatural family #Jensen #ackles #jib13 #jibcon #jus in bello #spn con #he is perfection #i love him your honor #can I have him please #I’d treat him like a king #and Danneel like a Queen #I’d throupple for them #and them only

[wigglebox]

Dean + Cas + Cats

Election doodle request for @squirrelsarecool

#spnfanart #destiel #destiel fanart #castiel #dean winchester #wiggleart #election doodles 2022 #I am NOT used to drawing kitties but #this was funnnnnn #KIIIITTTIIIEESSS #I wish I wasn’t #allergic otherwise I’d have like ten of them

[melancholictearz]

dean having and decorating his bedroom for the first time in his life is something so important to me

i’m currently crying on the floor btw

#spn 8x14 #there are so many things to say about this scene….. #we always say a bedroom is the reflection of someone’s mind #and the way dean put his special interests here and there like the zeppelin vinyl #he even put a picture of his mom on the desk #and the wall are covered with weapons and hunting tools like crucifixes because that’s the only thing he *owns* #i’m crying i want to buy him some cheesy ass teenager posters to put next to his rifles #i didn’t know i’d love the bunker so much but now that i saw it i don’t want them to ever leave #lune speaks #supernatural