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1/18/2017

Today makes one week together.. one. whole. week. one amazing, unforgettable week! and the crazy part? its only the beginning baby! we have the rest of our lives to look forward to together.. ive honestly never been so 110% sure about anything.. like i told you earlier today..

“i’ve always loved the idea of a wedding ... but i've never been with someone that when I think of the word marriage or wife I think of them .. not until you .. like how ? It literally doesn't make sense because I haven't know you for long but from the second we started talking it was like an immediate connection .. I honestly feel like marriage is so real when I think of you . Like I said , it's crazy , but it's real and I love you and I'm so happy to be able to call you my girlfriend”

it just doesnt seem like it could get any better than right now. however we have the hockey game March 16th.. and this summer we move in together! remember our plans? Spicy chicken sandwiches, staying up all night, making chocolate chip pancakes at 4am. how did we click so well so instantly? ive known you for 2 weeks tomorrow and it feels like 5ever as youd say *inserts kissy face emoji* im seriously so crazy about you and the little things you do that i constantly tell you are just so damn cute. for example... as im typing this, youre trying to fall asleep and youre making that cute little noise that helps relax you so you can fall asleep, you asked me to rub your back till you feel better, i told you id do it all night long if it meant you got the sleep you so desperately need! you keep asking me to talk so you dont feel alone because we both know how bad we need to be next to eachother and hate LDR but we have to make it work.. just for a couple months.. it gives us time to get some more progress in our lives for ourselves. youve helped me decided to work my ass off till i move there and enroll myself into a phlebotomist training course. i want a job that ensures im home by 6pm when you get out of your latest class and get your cute little butt home to me and our two wonderful yet highly annoying children. Emmie and Mango.. i keep making sure i put specific details into this because i dont know when ill tell you about this blog im making for you.. what if we no longer have the kids.. im not going to let us forget anything. every detail is making our relationship what it is. back to when you find out about this.. should i wait till our 1 year? our wedding day? what about when we move in together? how am i going to keep this a secret? i dont know if i could, if you go through my phone or computer and find this then its no longer a cute little secret... but what if you dont? what if i can keep this going without you knowing.. i think the longer i can do it the better because there will be more and youll be even more surprised ive kept it up for so long. im rambling oh goodness.. i want you to know something tho. i SUCK at secrets babe.. i cant keep anything from you and youll learn that as time goes on and you may get annoyed that i tell you EVERYTHING but i hope you see it as a good thing that i dont keep secrets.. if i do its for a good intention i promise! i hate to break promises too btw. i know i tell you constantly that im lucky to call you mine. i know i repeatedly say that the little things you do are so cute and what make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. i hope you know that the way i feel about you is unlike anything ive felt before. its fresh and exciting and real and im blessed for sure.. so blessed! dont be scared.. youre my baby.. all mine.. and if we argue i guarantee you ill still write for you and if you get mad and break up with me ill continue this because you know what? as much as i dont do this break up get back together thing... i know youre my future. i can feel it. i love you Alexis! (id post your full name but what if you google yourself and find this?! i need to be cautious)

P.S. you fell asleep, your quiet now and i love it, i love knowing your asleep and safe and getting the rest you need. your well-being your happiness your life is the most important thing to me

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