#if other people like it im thrilled!

[marcmorrigan]

According to the artist, when it was suggested that a smile might benefit the look of the finished portrait, Attaché Nohell reportedly replied, "I thought the purpose of this was to be honest."

Super fun commission of @waterloggedsoliloquy's OC Sicely Nohell (they/them) and their terrible, horrible, no good, very bad lusus figure Commanding Officer.

#star wars #grand admiral thrawn #thrawn #homestuck #fantroll #sicely nohell #my art #commission #waterloggedsoliloquy #other peoples ocs #THIS ONE WAS SOOO FUN TO DO I LOVE CECILS CHARACTERS SO MUCH #AND YALL SHOULD ALL GO LOOK AT CECILS WORK. TRULY ONE OF MY BIGGEST CREATIVE INSPIRATIONS. CECILS WORK KNOCKS ME ON MY ASS!!! #oughhh. comicse... please all go read the guardians dilemma i CANNOT recommend it enough its a masterpiece #and!!! sicely is also in cecils nuzlocke per aspera ad astra!!! which is ongoing and SO PHENOMENAL #just like. wow. a remarkable storyteller who creates some of the most delightful characters ive ever encountered. #this comm was also super fun bc i got to badger one of my boyfriends about niche star wars lore which he was THRILLED ABOUT #between the three of us (rayce cecil and me) im pretty sure we know Literally Everything there is to know about SW & HS lol #really just the ultimate intersection of our various special interests on this one #ANYWAY. THANK YOU CECIL FOR LETTING ME DRAW THEMMM THIS WAS A DELIGHT AND TRUST. I WILL BE DOING IT AGAIN. #alternate sicely dialogue is the “nothing to smile about in my life” meme obvs

[screaming-oak]

the ellis debate has gone on for so long “hes not dumb hes just silly” “hes not silly hes just stupid” here is my take. hes just dedicated to The Bit above all else. hes a lil dumb but more than that he is just off the shits simply for the fun of it. my man is just here for a good time not a long time and puts all hes got into it🫡

#also major undiagnosed autism vibes but thats another conversation LOL #basically i think hes no genius but hes definitely not as utterly unintelligent as everybody percieves him to be imo #we know he loves chasing thrills and prioritizes it over his and others’ safety #(and others’ sanity lol) #i dont think hes actively playing a role but 1) extreme dedication to having the most fun time ever #and 2) being in major denial (poor guy💀) #foster a fuck it we ball type attitude lmao #oh and also ik the fanbase typically characterizes him as this innocent ball of sunshine but people often forget that he can be kinda - #- snotty snarky and out of pocket sometimes💀💀not to the degree of nick obviously #but to the point where rochelle has a line calling him a complainer #and theres a few misc bits of dialogue along those same lines which is so funny to me #im probably waaay overanalyzing this but its fun to me !! i like when the curtains arent JUST blue #they probably were intended to be but they arent to me ^.^ #all this is lighthearted btw i dont give a shit that much interpret him as you want have fun w it !! ^_^ #l4d2 #l4d #left 4 dead #left 4 dead 2 #ellis l4d2 #headcanons #left4dead #ellis left 4 dead 2 #l4d2 ellis

[swamp-chicken]

the best part of my day job is very politely and calmly eviscerating people

#some days im like nooo why did i choose this line of work its so stressful #other days like today im like OH my god what a thrill people are running in terror from me #txt

[mobydyke]

not to vaguepost but not everything is a symptom of ADHD or autism! some things are just normal human experiences!! get off of tiktok and have a conversation with irl people!!!!

#literally we're like a millimeter away from someone genuinely telling me that heing dehydrated is a sign of adhd #or that doing crossword puzzles is a sign of autism #SOMETIMES YOU CAN HAVE SHARED EXPERIENCES WITH OTHER PEOPLE THAT DON'T REVOLVE AROUND YOUR IDENTITY #sorry im just angry ventposting bc someone was being dumb in my notifications and it was the first thing i saw today #ace txt #listen. im thrilled that we have expanded our understanding of these conditions #and that more people are feeling comfortable to recognize they may have them #that is good!!!! stop gatekeeping medical diagnoses 2k23 #but also.... some of these 'symptoms' people be citing are WHACK

[jrueships]

SHUT!UP!!! people using the gainnis (GIANNIS sorry im shaking with rage) (not rlly im just stupid) picking dame over jrue for his all stars team as ammo that he's always wanted dame over himSHURUP!!! that he's already moved on, that he encouraged the trade as soon as it could be done and that's why it happened so quick and unexpected (for us)SHUT. UP. SHUT UP SHUTUP SHUT UP!!! THEY DIDNT CONSULT WITH HIM BEFORE THE TRADE! THEY DIDNTa theyDIDNT

#but it could be the pr just protecting his already very protected image #i feel like theres two starting points people take with media #roll with it or disregard it #and it's like idk which to take #usually i do a combo bcs while i dont like going 100% with i also hate going 100% against unless it's an understandable circumstance fortha #but it's like #..im waiting for the goodbye post is all #IT'S LIKE #idk #like while allstars is cool with ur teammate n all i think theres a thrill when it's going against him #and playing with guys u usually dont #to see whose team is better #it's like when the jays faced off and it was a massive highlight #giannis doesnt play with other teams stars on the offseasons #allstars is his only accepted time for that so naturally hes gonna want to take that opportunity #plus his allstar choices have been laughed at so #ppl dont do defense on allstar week. thats just fact now #but at the same.. it's a little #it's a little eerie #but like #mann idk #why cant i just be into what all the other ppl are into man #i NEED some gray matter i NEED some gra

[craycraybluejay]

I realize there may be something Wrong with me, not in the fact that I'm kinky but because I actively and knowingly put myself in real danger for sexual reasons. That's kind of crashing on me right now mentally.

I feel like a disgusting person, but rationally, I understand I'm just being all depressive spirall-y, and that thinking badly about myself cannot and will not change my recklessness. I want help and support toward being a less risky person and learning how to draw the line and get my rocks off in a way that doesn't leave me feeling like I just Mega Fucked Up because I forgot to think or perhaps just ignored my thinking. Thrill seeking is one thing, putting myself in actual obvious danger is another.

I need to address this with my therapist, but first, can anyone else who experiences hypersexuality or other addictive and/or compulsive tendencies tell me any tips on making yourself slow down to think things through and battling compulsion and addiction in general?

I know I cannot change or "fix" that part of me, but maybe I can learn to manage it in a way that minimizes harm to myself

#give me advice #advice #advice wanted #hypersexuality #hypersexual #compulsion #compulsive #mildly venty #addiction #sex addiction #thrill seeking #personal #mental health #i know its ok to be slutty so for awhile i thought i was ok #but sluttiness isnt the problem #the problem is i don't have the kind of self control over things that harm me as opposed to others #with other people i take a lot of measures to be kind and not harmful and whatnot #with me its just like well its not like im hurting anyone 🤷‍♂️ #bro i am someone #tw s3lf harm #non traditional self harm #my therapist says i seek after these bad situations because i want to hurt myself #and is probably right- again

[local-magpie]

sometimes its good to re-evaluate what the way someone treats you says about how they see you and your relationship with them. doesn't always feel great. but still a good idea

#i need to stop putting so much effort into a relationship where i am so very obviously taken for granted and/or seen as replaceable #like #fucking whatever man #what does it say about the fact that i clocked in 5 minutes that i was getting stood up again and turned out to be fully correct #at least i didnt waste my evening waiting #yelling at the void #actually im gonna add to these tags bc im in my feelings about it #this ALWAYS happens when its just me and theres no specific activity planned #like its almost predictable at this point because i get stood up infinitely more than they actually show up to this type of thing #in contrast if we have an activity planned (read: multiplayer videogame) they USUALLY show #and if other people are involved 99.9% of the time they show or at least say something ahead of time #literally one time in years that it didnt happen #so yeah im not thrilled about how blatantly obvious it is

[brucespringsteendotcom]

I'm like if an anecdote was a girl

#the other day i learned that two of my friends are constantly telling people about me for more.or less this exact reason and i was like #you know what. if my purpose on this planet is to be a funny anecdote i think im thrilled about that

[seth-shitposts]

We finished the Obi-Wan Kenobi Series

There were a lot of things I was/am endlessly frustrated over

But there are also many bits and choices that were made that I have an appreciation for too.

#i am never going to forgive them for doing the pau'an like that #or for just how utterly underwhelming and unintimdating they made The Grand Inquisitior (and im holding a chunk of that onto the actor+ #himself because he even had to open his mouth&state that he chose not to watch rebels to “respect the character”. im salty.) #but also how they wrote obi-wan engaging with others and have him be tatters of who he once was #and little quib bits with leia #and how he cares for luke #how guilty he feels over what he thought were his own short comings #and then reva #stars i love her and i need more. i want her to struggle finding her way to the light of the force and learn how to reliquish herself to it #and trust it again. i want to know wjat she does i want know what she chooses #i can count on a single hand the number of people that im aware of that hated Anakin Skywalker #and she fucking should. andxhdkdjjejdjfjfjdjejwjdhc #i wish i had more from Roken #loved him dearly but stars i want more pls- #im thrilled with so many bits from this series #i have so many ideas and dbksjdbcjwkksjd

[pissfaggit]

Thinking about Innie Mark vs Outie Mark. How Innie Mark finds the courage to give a shit about things and Outie Mark doesn't. How Innie Mark can express his feelings and Outie Mark can't. How Innie Mark can fall in love again and commits to a woman who isn't Gemma. How Innie Mark gives himself away to Cobel at the party even before he calls her the wrong name. Because she confronts him about acting weird and in response he does what Innie Mark does to come off as normal: he straightens up, he laughs, and cracks an uncomfortably large smile. Something that would work at the office but comes off as almost downright bizarre at a social event. How each of them cared about Petey. How Innie Mark read Ricken's book and Outie Mark didn't

#how innie mark gets to save his wife and outie mark doesnt #<<<<<<manifesting that into existence #it was just such a thrill to see innie mark in the outisde world omg #meeting his sister. trusting her to help him. telling her his secret (outie mark doesnt cough cough) #actually being able to support ricken #the party also makes me wander about rickens friends #if its supposed to be a commentary on people who treat life like work #clawing over each other to see who is the most intellectual at the table. the guy treating finding the baby like a contest and declaring he #was the one who found it #idk idk idk #crazy stuff and im really high eating top ramem god blessssssssss the world #severance #severance mark

[skylilac]

im sooo

#so ill over dean and what fitz couldve been #ily kotlc mutuals dont unfollow me yet #but BUT #that scene where dean is talking abt how it was in hell #how he kept getting unimaginably tortured so when he got his chance to do it he took it #he tortured others and he ENJOYED it and it horrifies him that he enjoyed it but he kept doing it #the thrill of rage and vengeance taking over you…. hurting people just like they hurt you….. taking back your power and your pride #he couldnt stop it he was so mad it blinded him it took over #he doesnt have any control suddenly its like all the anger is blinding him hes taking it out on the souls maiming and killing and #and then it ends. and hes looking around and he cant believe HE DID THIS #and he suddenly wishes he couldnt feel anything #we couldve had a corruption arc like this for fitz…….it wouldve been so good i swear #anger blinding him he does unforgivable things he doesnt know how to come back from it the same….. #im making sense in my head i swear #avery rambles

[altschmerzes]

did i ACTUALLY just see someone self-describe as sapiosexual in all seriousness in 2023.

#gav gab #don’t mistake me here this isn’t dunking on microlabels #i don’t ascribe to or use them but that’s a self identity thing im thrilled other people find meaning in them!! #but THIS is a whole other thing #this isn’t a microlabel it’s like……. ableism and a superiority complex had a baby and it’s this term

[ikihtoe]

HELLO MY LOVES

it's been so long and I've finally got the time to get on this app omg I missed this place.

i have a few words for my mutuals in the tags so I hope you read it a bit at least—I've decided to post this because, idk sending them to you one by one is a bit time-wasting.

#i missed you guys truly #so i wanted to patch things up between us. me and you. because it feels like the follow and follow thing is just a status and not us— #—really being mutuals. i truly love you all but as you all know ive NEVER bring up a conversation let alone hold one and therefore— #—im very sorry #i dont know what and how you guys think of me during all these times but i hope not all of them are bad things #having mutuals was actually something i really wanted but now that i have you guys i dont know what to do because— #—the thought of talking with people online and getting to know each other was so thrilling but it made me realize how poor my— #—social skills are and also made me realize that im a big fat wuss #seeing you guys interact so effortlessly was something ive always envy put until now and it makes me think #“how can i be like them” #so i hope that i can go further into this making friends thing instead of looking for mutuals and i hope you guys can tolerate me as— #—i will try my utmost best to communicate #ill also try to send asks frequently so i can stay online on this hell site (im searching for miguel content as well) #also like i said i want to be more than mutuals i wanna be friends to you guys so hopefully youll see me as one too #thank you for reading this far i truly appreciate i #lovies .* ˀˀ #by the way #i hope this post doesn't rub off the wrong way i just really hate being like this and i wanna fix everything😭

[theforgottendaydreamer]

i can't sleep bc anxiety's gnawing on my guts rn... i really don't think i deserve this

#so much going on in my life #and i've spent the past week in a very anxiety-inducing environment (combination of my parents + my sister. no one's ever chill) #and now i'm back home and my brain's screaming at me and idk what it's saying #i have to study bc exams start in a month + i have to write my thesis + #+ get into another uni for my master + find a place to sleep once i move out for said master #and i have to get surgery in like 3 weeks and im not too thrilled bc it means having to stay in a hospital surrounded by others #and while i dont mind being with other people i hate hate h a t e them touching me and talking to me. i cant escape #fun fact surgery was meant to be tomorrow but they postponed it bc the surgeon is unavailable atm #he got sick or something #i need my xanax #i need to scream and punch some shit

[scourgadow]

@junokami replied to your post "not human anymore (never was)":

holy shit this is so good sorry I'm finding this like 2 years later!!!

dont apologize for reviving old art of mine fr the fact posts never truly die is one of my favorite things about tumblr lkjhgfd

#i hate other social media like twitter or instagram for how older posts just Die and will never be seen again #also i am still proud of this piece ive considered redrawing it tho since i draw dave better now #though i Will say youve gotta be pretty far down in the jdate tags rn have a fun adventure there !! #when i first get into fandoms i will dive into the tags until i hit the last post. im so serious i will take days to go through a tag until #theres nothing left and i Have to go back kjhgf i did that with jdate as well #including going through other peoples jdate tags to find posts from now-dead blogs. im peak insane. you will never bother me- for real #replies #junokami #rambles.txt #delete later #besides my own insanity there. the no.1 reason i make art is to make other people happier or feel understood :] so genuinely i am thrilled #when older art of mine resurfaces again with people enjoying it ! like hell yeah brother thats the intended use!!

[cyberdragoninfinity]

coining the phrase “Dartz’s Law” in regards to how, without fail, every time there’s a yugioh season/arc that everyone hates it ends up Being My Favorite. i swear to god im not doing on this on purpose.

#ygo posting #named of course because s4 of duel monsters is my beloved #but also now with me ending up having more fun with s2 of 5ds than s1 it has happened Again #AND LIKE. DO NOT GET ME WRONG THE WRITING IS BETTER IN OTHER SEASONS. #DISLIKING IT IS FAIR IM NOT A COP DO WHATEVER U WANT LMAO #it's just endlessly funny to me that the yugioh stuff that always makes me go particularly apeshit #is always in the seasons or arcs or whatever that are most divisive and most people dont like. i have very specific tastes #(i love the rest of the series as well. is also the thing. i love to watch yugioh i get to see yugioh) #anyway thrilled to see if the law is still in effect with the other series!!!