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deanandsam-winchester · 4 years

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Discipline (dean angst)

So i wondered on whether to post just the smut story but the angst was too good to pass up :) enjoy

You sat in the passenger seat staring up at the traffic light as it changed from a bright red to a light green Illuminating the road ahead as the car drove forward, neither you nor the driver spoke you both just sat there in silence after what you had done that night only on accident but still severly irresponsible on your part. Dean sat in the drivers seat eyes dead straight ahead never wandering your way once but he still could see you out of the corner of his eye and you knew it, that angered glare, the tenseness of his body, and his tight grip on the steering wheel told you he was furious at you for what you had done even though he ordered you to stay put and wait for their return however you didn't listen. Dean always got a little up tight when you didnt listen to him because he cared for you a lot more than he would say for personal reasons and wanted you to be safe and protected, you on the other hand were to worried and involved in the cases they worked which often made him put you on lock down forcing you to stay put and do research at the bunker where its safe. You hated how he treated you like a porcelain doll after all you were as good a hunter as he was and have saved his life plenty of times but he still felt the need to treat you like a child, although that angry glare he would get when you ignored his warnings scared you but you knew dean would never hurt you; would he?

You wondered looking at his face knowing he could see you staring since his jaw clenched and the grip he had on the steering wheel tighted causing his knuckles to turn white, as your eyes wandered down his body lingering on his black tie and button up shirt before moving to his hand that rested on his leg which told you he was stiff and made you feel like you should do something but what?

You decide to wait until you were at the bunker and out the car to say something to him in hopes that it would ease some of the intense atmosphere "dean im sorry for-" you spoke up as he had his back to you but he whipped around to face you "stop! Okay, just stop!", you could tell by the way he raised his voice that he was done hearing your apologies following your disobedience over and over again after he repeatedly tried to do nothing but keep you safe "what the hell were you think going into a place like that with no back up! I told you to stay put but do you listen? Fuck no!" he was fuming mad now. Your apology only seemed to make it worse even though you really meant it he didnt feel your sincerity as he took off the suit jacket he was wearing and threw it onto the couch you pouted since you adored when he wore suits because you would always compliment him and say a shitty pick up line and he would reply with a hilarious retort, but he was not in a happy mood and wasnt up for playful banter with you now after you had gone into a skin walkers den alone nearly getting yourself killed and then getting arrested for trespassing on private property after he deliberately told you to stay in the bunker and let him and sam handle the situation.

"You know," he started as he rolled up his sleeves "I'm starting to think you just dont like me, is that it? Or is just that you have a problem with authority and need to be taught a lesson" he narrowed his vibrant green eyes that seemed to show a glint of mischief before returning to their once dead look, you took a shaky breath still just trying to calm him and apologize but before you could speak he interrupted you "i mean its like you don't even care about your own well being, but i do" he gave a tired sigh "i care about you" he said in a low voice now seeming more calm than before. As he looked up at you his green eyes looked dim and tired but you could tell he meant his words but you were so shocked by them you didn't know how to respond "i care a lot and in this life thats a very dangerous thing, but if you want to be reckless and throw yourself in the middle of deathly situations," dean turned his back on you once more, you knew what was coming but didnt know why or what he was doing this for since dean wasnt the type to show deep emotions "if you want to just throw your life away im not going to watch you do it, dont know where your going but you cant stay here" that is the last thing he said to you before leaving you alone and going to his room slamming the door behind him.

#Discipline #dean Winchester #dean x reader #dean angst #dean in a suit #dean #supernatural #spn

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