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yuujism · 3 years
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Sun and Night. (gojo satoru x reader)
Chapter 1: Hate
chapter 2 →
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| PAIRINGS: gojo satoru x reader x getou suguru
| WARNINGS: ⚠️ SPOILERS FOR HIDDEN INVENTORY ARC AND VOL. 0 IN THE MANGA ⚠️ explicit language, nsfw (next chapter will have tags), plot, too much writing, kinda modified so it can fit the story but nothing out of canon, grammar errors
| WORD COUNT: idk lol i’ll count it later
| A/N: so uhhh, i’m back i guess ??? this came to me after re reading the manga and kinda yearned for some angst between gojo and reader because they both loved suguru so much 😽 and i love suguru a lot too and i miss him dearly anyway !! please check the post before this one to know what will go on with my other series !! right now i’m taking my time to write :( anyway hope you enjoy!! i hope it’s not kinda half asses though sorry ):
summary;
You and Satoru were in love.
You were both so deeply in love, just not with each other.
Where you and Satoru found comfort in each other after the accident happened.
Chapter 1: Hate.
You were in love.
To you, Getou Suguru was the bright moon in your dark sky.
Long and silky black hair, sly yet serious dark eyes and the soothing voice of reason, drowned your thoughts almost every day. He was really in every thought and dream you could have and you didn’t mind.
He always looked at you with a sweet smile adorning his features, raising his hand and waving it at you whenever you walked into the room. The sound of your name slipping through his lips made you realise you did like your name, but only when it came from him. The faint touch of his hand on your shoulder that sent shivers down your spine, face heating up reflexively as he leaned down to your ear to say some silly joke about Yaga.
Even to this day, you could still feel the ghost of his breathing in your neck.
Getou Suguru made you feel welcomed, and you loved him for that. You deeply loved him.
You knew you weren’t the only one who had their heart squeeze with adoration whenever Suguru came into view. He was just better at hiding it, an expert in sweeping his emotions under a rug and masking them with a cocky smile. But not for your observant eyes.
Gojo Satoru was also in love.
To Satoru, Getou Suguru was equal to him. The strongest sorcerers. He was also an annoyance.
Contrary ideals and constant bickering never failed to appear when these two were put together. They seemed so different: white and black; water and oil; the sun and the moon. Yet they always found themselves with each other.
Satoru hated the way Suguru could look through him so easily, calling him out on his bullshit whenever he was getting out of hand. Satoru didn’t mind as long as it was him and only him. The way they could almost read each other’s minds as if they were connected, only needing one look from the other to completely understand what were they thinking. The memory of Suguru still made Satoru’s stomach fill with butterflies, recalling the first time he saw his best friend through the eyes of a person in love.
Getou Suguru made Satoru feel everything he didn’t want to feel, and he became his one and only since the beginning.
You were both in love with Getou Suguru, but never admitted it. Not to him, not to each other, not to anybody. Everyone was oblivious to the way you indirectly fought against Satoru over the black haired sorcerer’s attention.
But then, it all came to an abrupt stop and everything shattered into a million pieces. It came as quickly as an unexpected projectile to both of your stomach’s guts.
“Getou Suguru is now to be executed on sight as a curse user.”
And you tried your best to stop the tears from coming and forget. Forget his sweet smile, his soothing voice, his touch and everything he made you feel. And Satoru did too. Because Getou Suguru was now a criminal. A murderer.
You wished it was all just a bad dream, that the charges against Suguru were just a complex plan from another terrorist group. Hope was something that you didn’t believe in and right now it looked like the sweetest of options. Ignorance is bliss after all.
Until Satoru came one day after an apparent encounter with Suguru thanks to Shoko’s aid. It was all true. You still remember the tremble in Satoru’s voice confirming every single event that was described in the announcement. His parents, the village, the hatred against humans. It was all real and, sadly, everything was clear now.
Getou Suguru was no longer the one you both knew and loved.
You also remember the discussion you had with Satoru after everyone left the room, asking him why he didn’t stop him, why he didn’t do anything to bring Suguru back to the school just like everyone expected him to.
“Would you have been able to do it?!” His yelling made you jolt before you looked at him with regret as his cold blue eyes showed his true and raw emotions for once.
And you knew. You knew that question had a deeper meaning than it appeared. And you also knew Satoru was well aware of your own feelings towards Suguru when his eyes looked through all the barriers you built to hide the pain you were in. To hide your love and broken heart. You could almost see his own dispair deep within himself. It was just too much and you couldn’t help but look down at your own feet through your tears.
Turns out you weren’t the only one with observant eyes.
“No.”
After that day, you and Satoru never exchanged words that weren’t about the students or the missions you were given through those months. You also never talked about the not-so-hidden feelings you both had towards the sorcerer that was once your friend and acquaintance.
It didn’t get better either but, somehow, it wasn’t worse than those days.
The memories of his smile still haunted you and your heart still felt as broken as that damned day. But at least you hadn’t heard of him for a long time. None of you had.
Satoru seemed to had forgotten completely. Or that was what he wanted to show. You knew he was as broken—or even more—than you were. How could he deem himself the strongest when he couldn’t save his one true friend and love after all. However, Satoru was sperfect at everything, even hiding the pain.
And everything did look better for you and Satoru in the path of forgetting Suguru. And, just like last time, destiny just couldn’t leave you alone.
Getou Suguru was back.
The way your body petrified under his gaze when he was finally in front of you after a long time was pathetic. You couldn’t move even if you wanted to, mouth slightly parted in an attempt to call him out for the first time in what felt forever. Was it fear? Was it shock? You didn’t know.
What you did know is he was the same Suguru but different. His smile wasn’t sweet anymore and his hair was longer. But the way he said your name still made your heart flutter in adoration and yearning for him.
No. No, this can’t be.
No, no, no. Getou Suguru was a criminal. A curse user. You had to stop him. You had to do something, anything!
Move.
Flashes of Suguru’s touch came into your mind as he walked towards you, calmly and confident as you stood there, a trembling hand trying to make its way to fight. Suguru didn’t stop.
Move.
Satoru’s words during your discussion resonated in your mind over and over again. Are you able to stop him? To risk it all and kill him if needed? Your hand stopped.
Move!
But you couldn’t. Not when he placed his hand on your shoulder, thanking you for not putting up a fight. Not when he walked past you, his familiar scent filling your nostrils for a brief second. And certainly not when he spoke from behind you, telling you how much he’d missed you.
You almost felt like laughing. You were truly pathetic.
Pathetic for not forgetting him. For thinking that, maybe after all this time, you would’ve been able to stop Suguru if the chance presented in front of your eyes. Unlike Satoru who couldn’t do it.
Oh, how wrong you were.
You crumbled down to your knees, hands holding your aching head as tears filled your eyes and memories of Suguru came to your mind. You weren’t strong at all. You could hear the rumbling far from your spot now, announcing the start of a fight.
Time passed, slow or fast, you didn’t know. But the tingling sensation of Suguru’s touch on your shoulder lingered until everything was silent once again.
It wasn’t until Satoru was next to you, that you finally got out of your stance of shock, looking up at him and his bandage-covered face. His demeanour was different once again, even if you couldn’t see his eyes, you could sense something was off, something happened just like that day.
Satoru didn’t even make the effort to face you as you stood up, still slightly shaking for the past event. He couldn’t. He didn’t know how to break the news for you because, once again, he couldn’t save Suguru. And this time, forever. His heart felt heavier than ever, his hands clenched into fists as he tried his best not to show how he was also shaking.
God, how Satoru wished that everything was different.
When you finally came to his senses, Satoru finally faced you, a small smile appearing in his face. His mask, you thought. His mask was crumbling in front of your eyes and he still tried to hide it. How cynical. Your eye twitched with annoyance as you saw right through him.
“Let’s go! The higher ups are wa—“
“He’s dead.” You cut him off and Satoru’s smile dropped, staring at you.
It wasn’t a question nor did you hesitate when those words came out of your mouth. You didn’t need him to confirm your statement as he once again faced away and the sound of the wind filled your ears.
Satoru could almost hear the sound of both of your hearts breaking even more, this time, until dust was the only thing remaining.
You didn’t have any more tears to cry as you grew tired of Satoru’s silence, taking it as the answer you weren’t even expecting before walking in front of him towards your next destination, leaving him behind. You disliked him more than ever right now.
Satoru limited himself to stare at your figure getting further away, jaw clenching with anger. Anger directed at you and himself. How could you look right through him? Did you even care about Suguru’s death as much as he cared? Did you even love him as much as he loved him?
That day, Satoru decided he hated you.
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saintheartwing · 3 years
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The Continued Targeted Harassment Campaign from the Troll Mundo De Bee, aka Debtoons, Aka Dedehbee
I'm sure this particular person I'm thinking of who recently sent me some VERY unkind guest reviews on my "The Pigshit Troll" tale on FF.Net will find out about this. I didn't WANT to talk about them anymore but then they kept sending more and more vitriolic reviews. Not just to me, but to my friends.  
See, here’s some of the things they said along with accusing me of trolling their fic, which I didn't, my critique was that their story seemed to be overlooking the fact Zim had done the mass slaughter of innocent humans and enslavement on top of that, and was Dib and Prof. Membrane hostage and can kill them at any time...all to make Gaz love him. So there's an inherently abusive power dynamic. But this person who I...at FIRST...was reluctant to name disregarded these very real issues I brought up and just told me, and I quote, "Go away, then. This story is happening whether you want it or not. :/"  This happened months ago. In fact, I brought attention to what they said back in OCTOBER on my DA account. So now you’re getting an idea of what they’re like. In response to a reasonable critique about problematic undertones, they just basically told me to get lost, then blocked me before I could respond to that. I tried to reach out to her friends after she complained about my review, and then she got mad about my "Jeremy" story, seemingly thinking that because I did a story about dark subject matter, I was being a hypocrite for complaining about what Zim did. 
Uh...that’s NOT HOW IT WORKS. 
The issue was the story wasn't addressing what Zim did as bad, my story made it REAL DAMN CLEAR what Jeremy had done was a tragedy and horrible, and that what he'd been through WAS VERY BAD. 
But YOU? YOU didn't do that in your story, it almost came off like you were putting Gaz in Stockholm Syndrome and going a kind of "Twilight" route of sort of glorifying a very problematic relationship. Now, I didn’t SAY specifically that in my review, do I actually think that what’s happening IS Stockholm Syndrome or exactly LIKE Twilight was, but it’s problematic in a SIMILAR VEIN. And THAT  was my problem. Not the dark subject matter, but you not caring about the implications...at least, that's how it looked to me. Or at the very least, not, in-story, treating Zim like what he'd done was wrong when it was. 
Anyway, that was months ago. I had basically forgotten about them until just I got these three anonymous guest reviews. I'm guessing that because they blocked me, they had to do it that way, they don't want to unblock me to leave a normal review. The reason why I'm pretty sure it's them is because they said, in their review, AND I QUOTE...
"And if my story had ANY grammar/spelling mistakes, that must be because I'm... not from U.S.? And don't speak English fluently? As a matter of fact, if you speak "only" intermediate English in my country (like I do), that's already one hell of an accomplishment. That's already getting xenophobic, ok?" Okay one, me criticizing spelling errors isn't xenophobia, how am I supposed to know you're from another country unless I actually go to your webpage or the like, and I'm not going to see that if I'm just replying to a review. So that's one reason I think it's her. 
Another is that she wrote, in her third reply, from "Opinadora (Guest)". Since that's Portuguese, and it happens to be the most spoken language (based on my Google research) in the home country this person says she's from on her homepage, i was damn sure it was her. She saw my Pigshit Troll story, thought it was about her even though the story was really more about addressing the...well, the actual, real life Pigshit Troll going around FF.Net, while also doing a critique both of common tropes in typical Zim story fare and also critiquing the common critique. It was me addressing issues with my own stories just as much, with Gaz forcing Dib to realize his own flaws. It wasn't really about this person who happens to be from Brazil (if her page is to be believed). They also said stuff like "I would say you draw like a 12 years old, but that would be a compliment, 'cause when I was 12, I used to draw at least three times as better than you" and "Also:I forgot, but if we're talking s*** about each other's works: not only you draw like a 8 years old, but the titles to your stories are also so f*** creepy that they make me nauseous even before reading the first chapter". 
So "Frost" is creepy? I can get why "The Pod People Invasion" is creepy, but a title like "Don't Read This Book" isn't inherently creepy. "Soft Hands" isn't. You're kinda just cherry picking. I made this journal pot on DA because she had decided to keep this "thing" going on going by leaving those guest reviews and assuming the story of “The Pigshit Troll” was about her, and she was just a total jerk about it. I had left her alone for weeks, MONTHS even until she popped up making those guest reviews again. And then she wrote "P.S.S.: If you give my name out to anyone who has nothing to do with this, and tell them to hunt me down, like you did to my watchers (which, BTW, wouldn't surprise me if you did), that just proves you're indeed a troll, and no better than PigShit here, okay? ". 
I was trying to be civil... despite how INCREDIBLY PISSED I am at you. And she also kept calling me a religious fanatic and other crap to her friends. I'm not, a simple look at my journals on DA or my posts here would prove that, so it amazes me that you couldn't be bothered to do research on me yet you expect me to instantly know you're from Brazil. So I find it interesting you expected me to look you up and find out things about you so I wouldn't leave a review you could find objectionable...but you couldn't be bothered to do any research about me. I mean, you seem very liberal, concerned about LGBTQ rights, worried about the deforestation in Brazil, those are big issues. And I sympathize also with having a fascistic leader in charge. You got Bolsanaro, we have Trump. I get how it feels.
That doesn't excuse how you behaved towards me. I'd stopped reviewing your stories, you're the one who brought all this back by reviewing mine. So if you want to talk, unblock me on FF.Net or here, and let's talk this out like adults. If you've got a problem with me, actually outright say it, don't leave it in a guest review.
Now, if she’d said "Look, ZAGR is just what I'm into, it's just a fetish of mine", then fine! FINE. She should have just SAID that to me. But don't just dismiss the moral questions I had by going "Don't like don't read". Because that's a fallacy. A story can start out great, but turn bad. Or start out bad, but turn better. And how am I supposed to know if it'll do either if I don't keep reading? Take, for example, Star Wars's sequel series. Started great! Amazing!...ended poorly. Star Wars prequels! Started bad! But the ending was pretty darn good! So don't just go "don't like, don't read/watch", because that's not a real, actual good argument. 
I had hoped, writing all this, she’d actually try and reach out. Or she’d stop.
But she didn’t. Let me quote what she sent to me next. "I was only mad because you plain trolled me on your review. Did you ever heard of "common sense" or "constructive criticism"?" 
Which my critique was. 
It was a critique of the character behavior of the main characters, not trolling. Bringing up the fact that Zim had taken Gaz's family hostage and could kill them at any time, but we were supposed to overlook that is a perfectly reasonable critique. 
But instead of responding normally, you just leave another guest review. I was willing to talk to you normally and to work things out fairly, but you keep being a jerk. Everything you've said hasn't been an actual, reasonable, fair criticism of any of my stories. It's just been 'ad hominem'. 
What IS ad hominem? That’s when you don't address the SUBSTANCE of someone's argument, you just attack the person arguing. Like if someone says "I think your story is glorifying abusive, unhealthy relationships" and you go "Yeah but you're into the inflation fetish so there"! That doesn't actually address the problem brought up about your story, it's just you attacking the other person. And she was doing that. 
For weeks I was nice enough to not bring up your name, but I said “if you keep it up, I’ll reveal your screen name because you're the one being unreasonable now by keeping this going, when I was willing to let sleeping dogs lie.” 
Her response? 
“Opinadora:I find it funny how you know you can't strike me back, because you know that I'm ten times more talented than you and that you're just jealous of me... u.u I'm not one to talk down on other artist's work, but that's what you get for being a snob. You're no better than me and you know it. In fact, you're no better than ANYONE, and I say that because you really are worthless. Yet you like to act superior and talk down on everyone to have some fun or... IDK. People like you shouldn't even be called "people". You're just psychos.”
She was engaging in the very behavior she said I was doing. I don’t get how she functions like this. This was getting insane. 
BUT WAIT! THERE’S MORE! 
She posted a of blog entry and I'll quote what they said. "I've been contacting a troll of mine" Anonymously, you did it via guest reviews on my story, you started all this again after I left you alone for months with three meanspirited reviews insulting me and my work when I'd been leaving you alone. And yeah, I responded by making the "fight" public, you refused to speak to me normally. I was willing to speak with you normally through notes or PMs on FF.Net or DA, you were the one who ignored that and kept insulting me in guest reviews because you still have me blocked. "He's not being civil enough to keep anyone anonymous." I haven't used either your real name (which I don't know) or your screen name. So this is just a lie. "He's going after my watchers to complain about me" I contacted ONE of your watchers who I knew that also made a story in which an entire chapter was deliberately invoked to insult me because an obvious villain character with my SCREEN NAME was used as an easy enemy for Zim to blow up. I contacted them to say "Can you please tell your friend to stop". Here's the full text, basically. "I’m sorry I keep sending these messages to you, the only reason I decided to note you to begin with was because your friend (NAME REDACTED) sent me three anonymous guest reviews, and called me a bunch of names like “douchebag” while insulting my art at the same time. I was willing to ignore her until she sent not one but THREE meanspirited shots at me. And I can’t reach her, so..." So it wasn't "your watchers" plural, it was ONE watcher whom I knew you knew because I couldn't find any other way to contact you, because, again, you childishly blocked me and refused my olive branch. "He should have enough common sense to know that his issue is with ME and none other." But you refuse to let me talk to you openly. On top of that, you're the one who blocked me, not the other way around. "He's such a lunatic he said he would give out my REAL NAME, if he knew. O.Ò" I never actually said that, I was clearly referring to your screen name. "I was nice enough to not bring up your name, but if you keep it up, I WILL use your screen name, because you're the one being unreasonable now by keeping this going, when I was willing to let sleeping dogs lie. " So now you're just lying. Plain and simple. I would say you should be ashamed of yourself, but it appears you don't understand shame. I know some people say "don't feed the trolls" but that doesn't always work. Sometimes shining a light on them is the only thing that does. And I swore to publish every word they've said to me if they kept doing meanspirited guest reviews done solely to insult me. 
What was their response to THIS? Well, they called me a retard. 
"Seu retardado:It isn't Stockholm syndrome...? And I KNOW that nobody will believe you 'cause you're just using ANONYMOUS reviews against me. Now, you've been quoting me on your tweets nonstop even after I blocked you. Just so you know, I ALSO reported you for abuse multiple times." "But go ahead. Do you really believe that they'll take your side of the story? I only gave out your name to warn my watchers about you ONCE, but you just keep quoting me when I blocked you, so we'll see what happens THEN." "VSF:Wow... You must REALLY be retarded. And here I was just saying that to insult you. O.Ò But I'm not apologizing for that when you didn't apologize for flaming my story, attacking my watchers, nor even trying to act superior, when... You're not. O.Ò And still you want to believe that you're a better artist than me. I should be laughing about that. 9.9 Seriously, what did you take? "
I’D HAD ENOUGH. Because they didn’t JUST call me all these names. They started going after fellow artists on FF.NET and friends of mine and leaving insulting guest reviews too. So...
What’s their name? I dunno their real name. But their screen name is Mundo De Bee. AKA Debtoonz AKA  Dedehbee. 
This is their page.
https://www.deviantart.com/mundo-de-bee 
This is their Twitter. Both normal AND NSFW 
https://twitter.com/Bee_Zorra
https://twitter.com/Bee_Zorra_Total
Their current FF.Net account (or at least I BELIEVE it is) https://www.fanfiction.net/u/8252861/Debtoons 
And their instagram.   https://www.instagram.com/bee.zorra/
They keep leaving really nasty reviews on my work. You can find some of their “samples” here. https://www.fanfiction.net/r/13241492/0/1/
Here's what they've also said. 
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They also said this on a friend's story in an anonymous review.
""Debtoons chapter 1 . 3h ago
You think Shaeril McBozo did all this? You're mistaken troglodytes. Shaeril McBrown is a stand by, she works for me, doesn't have a choice in the matter. Pigshit is an urban legend, he works for me. You're all such fools, you have yet to realize there is more to come, much more, and I will bring you all down. I have not forgotten what you all have done. I'm always watching, you're all my pawns, the game is mine, and I play to win. La Cefiera Queen Bee AKA Debtoons Also, stop copying my ZAGR ships, yours suck was."
I've tried to ignore her. But this has now been going on for MONTHS. I am done trying to be NICE, and trying to hold back. So I’m exposing her for what she is. She’s a bully. A hypocrite. A troll. She NEVER ACTUALLY RESPONDED to any of my actual problems about her story, instead just DEFLECTING and misrepresenting my points, then attacking the misrepresentations. 
I wasn’t even sure, at first, it was her  Even after getting another anonymous review from someone who said "I already know your name. Shaeril and little Debbie told me. Hi I'm Striberz. Actually, I'm anyone I want to be, but let's go with Striberz for now. Good to meet you b***!"
Little Debbie. Debtoonz.
She also sent THIS anonymous review to me.
The way  the review is written, the style, the little details, bringing up "Oompa Loompa" and the like and other little things that I never brought up publicly...this is why I believe Mundo De Bee, aka Debtoonz, is leaving me targeted harassment reviews.
But even THEN. After ALL THIS. My online friends suggested hold on, slow down. One of them said "I'll ask her about this". To try and get her side of the story. MAYBE it wasn't her. MAYBE it was just someone posing as her and trying to emulate how she talked. Months later, Mundo had written another story called 'Something called love', another ZAGR and DATR story. In the story, Zim was 20 years old, but Gaz was only 16. A friend of mine reviewed the story, making mention of the age gap and said 'Wait, that's illegal'. 
It was mostly a joke review but in all of five minutes, Mundo furiously spouted off not one, not two, but THREE pissed off PMs, calling my friend “Some Dude Who Likes To Write” on FF.Net retarded and the review retarded. Pretty horrible. Nevertheless, Some Dude wanted to be diplomatic, even after Mundo left a super nasty review of my story. Theyw  went to her Deviantart and asked if she left that revieand she said 'No', but the second they brought up the 'Oompa Lumpa' insult, a comment that Mundo had used directly to me in a note, well...she hid the comment and then ignored the other ones that were left and blocked Some Dude, pretty much indicting herself. 
Then, several weeks later, guess who leaves a review in which she accuses Some Dude of being a xenophobe, transphobe, misogynist and homophobe? Well, Some Dude knows someone who knows Mundo. They ask to talk. She PM’s them, she asks "What do you want to accuse me of now”. Some Dude says he’s not accusing her of anything, they just don’t like being called a bigot. Her response was to just deny leaving that review...and then to block them AGAIN.  Then we see a series of dozens of insult reviews, false accusations against myself, Zim’sMostLoyalServant and Some Dude along with others, all being attacked by her. She also evidently admitted to Some Dude that if she came across any review Nick and I left, even if it was positive, she would report it and tell the admins we sent the authors death threats. Which would be a LIE. 
And so...that’s what happened. Now you all know the truth. This woman from, I assume, Brazil, has been harassing me for quite a while. Me AND my friends. 
All this...because I wrote a bad review of her story asking why the story was glossing over Zim's cruel behavior and how much the story seemed to be like "Twilight" in a problematic way. I could have overlooked Zim falling in love with Gaz easily. My issue was why the story was overlooking his blatantly evil mass murder/blackmailing stuff and not acting like these were bad things at all. 
Her literal response was, and I again, I quote from her directly, "Go away, then. This story is happening whether you want it or not. :/" So no actual response as to why the story wasn't addressing the elephant in the room. Just that...and then blocking me when I tried to reply. 
I call that "cowardly". 
She's always responded like that. She never unblocked me, she just sent nasty guest reviews to me instead of reaching out to me directly on DA, or Twitter, or a variety of other methods. It can never be her directly putting her name on anything because she didn't have the courage to do that. 
She's a coward, she's a bully, she's a troll, and she's a hypocrite, doing all the things she's accused me of. What projection. How disgusting.
When I have an issue with a story, you know what my issue usually is? A moral one. And I'll say things like "This looks like domestic abuse, why are you acting like it's a you-go-girl moment for Gaz" or "Why is the fact Zim caused millions of deaths just casually overlooked". 
It's not "YOU SUCK!" or lots of swears or insults or all caps. Cuz that sort of thing IS a flame. That IS a troll. 
Saying things like "Why is the story acting like this character is a badass when their behavior's morally repulsive" isn't a flame. Or being a troll.
Anyway, now you all know. Mundo de Bee, Debtoonz,  La Cefiera Queen Bee, Dedehbee , whatever you wanna be called, this is what she’s like. 
SHAME. ON. YOU. 
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ssweet-perceptionn · 6 years
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Instagram and VMAs 2018 - Camren
I am using my unknown tumblr account when I saw a page that says “Update: Lauren deleted pictures with Camila on IG” When I saw that, there’s a familiar pinch that I felt on my heart. Yes, I am fine but whenever I hear or saw something related to the girl who caused so much tears on me, it just breaks me everytime. I was about to distract myself by listening to a song when my mom suddenly knocked on my door.
“Karla, Ariana’s here go talk to her”. My mom said eagerly and I just nodded.
I saw Ari sitting on the couch with her phone, she’s making cute faces. I know she’s updating her fans on Snapchat. I walked to her and she still didn’t notice me until I grabbed her phone.
“Hey! Fck off!” She said with annoyance.
“You came here to my house just so you can do snapchat?” I asked her with my left eyebrow quirked.
“No, well yeah snapchat is always with me but I heard something with Lauren and I know that you need me.” She told me confidently.
“Wow, do I owe you now?” I asked her with a laugh.
“Bigtime Cabello” Ari said while claiming her phone.
  While we’re at my room, Dinah and Normani joined us so we decided to order an extra-large pizza knowing that me and Dinah are pizza lovers.
“Mila, you know that she didn’t mean to do it right?” The thick blonde girl asked me.
“I don’t know what to believe Cheechee” I shook my head as I told her that.
“Come on Mila, we all know that she loves you and there might be a reason why she did that” The dark skinned gorgeous girl comforting me.
“Idk what else to say about Lauren because she’s pretty complicated” Ari added.
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It has been two days since Lauren deleted our photos on IG. Dinah told me that she will contact Lauren to know why she did that but I told her that there’s no need for that. Dinah is so determined so she still insisted. I’m all alone here in my room blasting the speakers with “God is a Woman”. I refused to take that song because I feel like it’s a perfect match with Ariana’s voice and it is a bop. I’m currently being drowned in my thoughts when I noticed my phone is ringing and saw Dinah’s caller ID. I immediately turned the volume down to take her call.
“Hey Walz! Chill” she said playfully.
“What? I haven’t said anything yet” I asked while I shook my head though she can’t see me.
“Lauren wants to talk to you and she will be there later, bye!” I didn’t get the chance to say anything at all and Dinah ended the call.
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My parents are having dinner plans with Roger and Sofi is with our grandparents. I am all alone tonight and I don’t have any idea if what Dinah said was true. I’m currently at the kitchen making myself a sandwich for dinner when I heard the doorbell rings. I immediately went to see who it is assuming it was the shipment that my parents are expecting but my eyes went wide when I saw the familiar waves and the piercing green eyes.
“Hi” She said smiling at me.
“Uh hey” I hesitantly said.
“Can I come in?” She broke the silence and I realized that we were staring at each other for the past 5 minutes so I motioned for her to come in.
“About the pictures Ca— “I cut her off.
“I get it Lauren; I know you wanted to get rid of me but I didn’t expect that you’ll delete most of our pictures” I let out my frustration.
“Look Camz, you don’t und- “I cut her off again.
“I do understand Lauren, I always do th- “This time, she cut me off
“Will you please shut the fuck up and let me speak?” She asked me with a sigh and I nodded.
“I don’t have any plans on deleting it, these hardcore shippers are leaving comments on our photos everyday. I can’t handle it Camz that’s why I decided to delete most of it because I hate myself not realizing what I’ve lost. I don’t take anything against our shippers but it’s me. It’s me who is always stubborn and denial. I’m sorry for all the pain that I’ve caused to you Camz, I really am. That’s why I’m here and I am glad Dinah talked to me about it and she told me to go after you.” She said with full of sincerity.
“Really? Are you serious?” I asked in confusion because this is overwhelming.
“Yes Camz, I’m serious. I made up my mind since I deleted those because I want us to start anew. Well, not all of it because there’s one photo of us that I left there and, I want to let you know that I still love you, I always will.” The green eyed orbs directed in my eyes with sincerity.
“What about you and Ty?” I asked concerning our career.
“We broke up a month ago. Also, that Matthew was cheating on you!” She furiously said.
“It’s PR Lo, I don’t care if he cheated because he doesn’t matter anyways and, I love you too.” I said meeting her eyes with mine.
“But your reputation Camz? The girl he was dating was so full of it. She’s acting innocent like she’s the only victim. Hell you don’t even have any idea that he was dating someone before this PR started” It is now evident in her eyes that she’s worried.
“I don’t care about what people thinks of me. All I care is my music, my family, my friends, my fans, those who believed in me and specially you.” I assured her. I saw Lauren eyes glisten when I said those words and I meant all of it.
“So, should I post a new camren pic?” Lauren asked with excitement.
“Calm down Jauregui, don’t spill the tea yet. I have to go to VMAs next week and as much as I want the world to know, let’s keep it low this time and I’ll be the one to tell other people.” I said with a bright smile.
Lauren hugged me and she decided to go to a restaurant. I am a little disappointed that she didn’t stay the night because she will have a meeting with her manager to discuss about her album. I am extremely excited for her because she received 2 awards as a solo artist and knowing the fact that she has not released a single yet makes it even more exciting.
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This week has been pretty tough because of the nonstop tour but I’m not complaining at all, I love what I do but it’s inevitable not to feel exhausted. Lauren and I are getting better. I don’t know what we are but we both love each other. I wish I can call her my girlfriend because what happened last week was so sudden. Now, I’m getting ready for VMAs and I thank the producers so much because I am not performing so I am one of the audience. I heard my phone rings and I saw the pic of a gorgeous girl so I immediately answered it.
“Hey Babe” the raspy voice said.
“Since when do you call me that?” I asked grinning.
“Well, you’re my girlfriend aren’t you?” She told me and I was caught off guard because I was thinking about that earlier and she answered my thoughts.
“Camz? Sorry, I should not rush things plea- “so I cut her off.
“Lauren babe, you can call me whatever you like. I just didn’t expect that my thoughts are answered immediately” I told her honestly.
“So, you’ve been thinking about me?” and by her tone of voice, it seems like she has a wide grin plastered on her face.
“I can’t get you out of my head Lauren, I guess I am so in love with you all these years” I flirted but meant it wholeheartedly.
“Stop Camz! You’re the one that I should make blushing not the other way around. It’s unfair!” She whined and it makes her cute.
“You will have the time soon babe, I gotta go now and I’ll call you after.” She wished me luck and I headed my way to the event.
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The VMAs ended and tonight was so incredible yet there was unexpected that happened. I thought Tiffany Haddish will say compliments about me but it does not satisfy me at all. Yes, I was nominated 5 times and won 2 awards but what she did was inappropriate and I don’t like it at all so I just shook my head with a fake smile. Later on when Nicki defended the girls, Tiffany was speechless and the crowd was crazy. I don’t have time for any beef at all because me and my girls are still in good terms. I’m here in my room right now checking some photos that I took from the show and HOLY CRAP!! Madonna presented the award to me and I just can’t stop myself for fangirling. I am done posting stuffs on my social media when I heard a knock on my door. I got up from bed and opened and I saw Lauren grinning widely and hugged me.
“Hey babe, I missed you” The hoarseness of her voice is evident.
“I missed you too. It’s late why are you here?” I asked concerning her.
“Can’t I congratulate my girlfriend personally? Can’t I visit my girlfriend late at night? Can’t I love you as much as I want?” with her words, I can feel the heat on my cheeks and now she’s grinning so wide knowing that it is obvious that I’m blushing.
“We’re even now Lauren.” I said while I cover my cheeks with my both hands.
“I know, you got me earlier so it’s my turn. And don’t hide your red cheeks, it’s cute” she said while laughing.
“Stop, I’m worried about us. What if people can’t accept us? What if they judge us? What about our career? What if I messed everything up?” I am so distressed and asked her.
“Ssshh baby, don’t think of those things. You know they already love us right? Put your worries aside. We won’t know if we won’t try. I know I am mostly the reason why you’re anxious because I was so scared before but let me catch you Camz. I’ll always catch you and you always have me. I love you so much” Lauren leaned in and now her soft lips met mine. It was a slow kiss with gentleness and all I can feel is love. I pulled back from the kiss to give our lungs air.
“Thanks Lauren, you know I love you more. I hope everything will work out” She hugged me and Lauren suddenly grabbed my phone and took a picture with me, her arms on my shoulder and she placed a kiss on my cheek. She took 3 minutes with my phone and when I got it, I saw my account on IG, Lauren posted our pic using my account and tagged herself with the caption: “She’s only mine. It’s real – L xoxo”.
  --OMG please forgive me guys. I didn’t proofread so I apologize if there’s any error with my grammar or any typos. I'm so bored rn so bear with me. Let me know your thoughts!!! Lol or not.
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Jealousy || Stiles Stilinski Imagine
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Request: Do you do one shots too or only imagines? If you do, I was thinking maybe an teen wolf x Riverdale crossover. Like the reader goes to Riverdale for the summer to hang out with her cousin that just moved there (Veronica) and she meets jughead and he reminds her of stiles the guy she’s been in love with since forever and she starts getting close to jug and Stiles finds out and gets jealous bc he’s lowkey in love with her too and he goes to Riverdale to get her and maybe there’s some angst and smut
A/n: I haven’t posted anything in months (probably 6 months? Idk) and I’m really sorry about that. I had zero motivation to write anything and if I did nothing would come to me, so I’m really sorry. But now I’m back with school almost being over, I have a lot of time now. So enjoy this imagine that I wrote and sorry if it isn’t perfect and sorry if there’s any grammar error. Love you guys x
“Do you have to go?” A sad looking Stiles asked from across the room. You sighed, nodding your head as you packed some clothes in your suitcase. Stiles let out a puff and got up from the chair he was sitting in and walked over to your bed. “I don’t want you to.”
 “Stiles, it’s just the summer. It would go by pretty fast.” You told the brown haired boy and gave him a smile. He gave you a forced smile and you threw the shirt you had in your hands at him. Stiles let out a loud squeak, making you burst out laughing. 
 “That was so not cool.” Stiles claimed, glaring at you. You stuck your tongue out at him and giggled a bit. “Tell me again why are you leaving?”
 “I haven’t seen my cousin, Veronica, in a really long time and she always lived on the other side of the states and now that she’s 5 hour away I can finally go and visit her.” You exclaimed, getting excited about the fact that you’re going to see your beloved cousin after so, so long.
 “What if a monster invades the town?” He asked and you stopped folding your clothes to look at him, raising your eyebrows at him.
 “Stiles, if anyone invades the town there’s always Scott, Malia, Lydia…” you started to say, your face feeling hot before finishing your sentence, “and they have you. If anyone can stop those monsters, it’s you..”
Stiles nodded his head, the room filling with silence. You put the rest of your clothes in the suitcase as before you know it, you’re done. You zipped the suitcase and put it near the door. “I’m going to miss you.” Stiles said after a while and at the moment you were glad that the boy sitting on your bed wasn’t a werewolf because your heart was beating so fast.
 “I’m going to miss you too.” You replied and you walked over to him, heart beating fast and your stomach doing flips, and you wrapped your arm around him. At first he stood still not doing what to do, but slowly he relaxed and wrapped his arm around your waist, bringing you closer to him.
 “I have to get going Stiles.” You whispered and you can feel Stiles nodding his head. You slowly pulled  away from him and for a split moment you could’ve seen sadness on his face before he covered it with a smile. You walked over to your suitcase, picking it up and ready to head out of the door.
 Before you can walk out of your room Stiles took the suitcase from your hand and carried it down the hallway to the stairs. “God, Y/N, what in the world do you have in this suitcase.” Stiles whined, struggling to go down the stairs with the heavy suitcase.
 “My clothes and some books.” You answered laughing at Stiles at how adorable he looks right now. “And maybe there’s a body somewhere in there.”
 “Ha ha very funny.” Stiles rolled his eyes at you and you couldn’t help but laugh harder. You were really going to miss hanging out with him this summer. Everything was loaded in your car and you were ready to leave Beacon Hills.
 “This is it.” You stated as you played with your hands. Stiles nods his head, not knowing what to say. You gave him a smile and started walking towards the driver seat when Stiles called your name, making you stop in your tracks.
 “I uh, i need to tell you something..” Stiles said nervously, playing with his hoodie strings. “Well uh, I-” Stiles looked up at you and you can tell there’s been something that was bothering him. “I want you to have fun there with your cousin.” He said and you nodded your head feeling a bit disappointed. 
 “Yeah, i will.” You gave him one last hug before entering your car. You looked over at him and he gave you a small smile and with that you drove away, leaving the boy you love behind.
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After the longest 5 hours of your life, you finally arrived in Riverdale. Riverdale was so much different than Beacon Hills. Everything here was vintage yet modern, which made it cool. You arrived infront of the Lodge household and you were in awe of how big the house is. You shut your car off and got out, taking a deep breath. This is were you’re going to spend all your summer. 
Your heart ache at the thought of leaving Stiles alone, but you know that he has Scott and the others.  You took a deep breath and walked infront of the house with your luggage in your hands. Before you can knock, the door flew open.
 “Y/n!!! You’re here!” Veronica greeted you, pulling you in for a hug at the same time. You wrapped your arms around her with a smile on your face. Oh, how much you actually missed her. “Look at you, you’re so grown!” Veronica said, making you giggle. You grabbed your suitcase and walked into the huge mansion that your dear cousin, Veronica, lived in.
 “This house is amazing!” You stated as you were walking towards your room that they has for you. “I would probably get lost in this house.” Veronica lets out a laugh before helping you settle in.“I missed you so much.” You said after a while of settling in. You walked over the raven haired girl and pulled her in for a hug, which she gladly returned. “We have so much catching up to do, V.” 
 “That’s why we have the whole summer, my dearest Y/N.” Veronica replied and gave you a wink. You shook your head and tried finishing unpacking. “I know you’re tired and all but we’re going to Pop’s afterwards, alright.” Veronica addressed, folding your clothes neatly and putting them in the drawers for you. You nodded and continued doing what you were doing when you realized that you didn’t know what the hell Pop’s was.
 “Uh, Veronica, what’s Pop’s?” You shyly asked, knowing thats probably a stupid question. Veronica giggled and walked over to the bed and sat infront of you. “I know it’s probably stupid, but i’ve never been here and I’ve never heard of the name Pop’ so i figured that i woul-”
 “Y/n! Stop it!” Veronica interrupted your rambling and you mumbled an apology, which she ignored. “Pop’s a diner, that’s where all the kids like to hangout after school. And  my friends are going to be there so i want you to meet them.” Veronica explained giving you a smile before excusing herself. You sat down on the bed and wondered how Veronica’s friends are going to be like. Are they just like her or are they completely the opposite? 
 After a few hours of unpacking you were finally ready. You took a quick and got dressed, when you walked downstairs Ronnie was already waiting for you. “Let’s go!” She chortled grabbing your hands and pulling you out of her house. She started walking, passing her car and that’s when you got confused
 “Why aren’t we taking your car?” You questioned her as you pointed behind you at her car that was sitting on the driveway. She chuckled at your question and continued walking with her hands holding yours. “V?” 
 She turned around to look at you and mumbled something that you couldn’t quite hear beforehand re answering you, “Sweetheart, this is a small town and everything is close to eachother. Pop’s is literally less than 5 minutes away, we’ll be fine.” You nodded at her, not entirely sure but decided to go with it. After all she’s the one living here and she knows her ways better than you did. 
 After what seemed like the longest 5 minutes of your life you could see the flashing sign that read Pop’s. You were amazed at how beautiful the building is. You kept staring at the place and how it was before Veronica stopped and looked at you. “They might be some evil bitches in there, but i will guarantee that everything will be fine”
 And with that she pushed the door to Pop’s open and walked inside with you trailing behind her. At that moment you wanted to run away and hide due to all the looks you were getting. Probably everyone asking who the hell is that chick. You held your head up high and walked confidently behind Veronica even though you were shitting yourself on the inside. 
 Veronica stopped infront of a table where five kids are currently sitting at. You looked over at the table and thought that maybe these must be Veronica’s friend. They were definitely different than Ronnie. You arrived at the table and awkwardly stood behind your cousin.Everyone at the table eyes fell on you and you looked down, not liking the attention you were getting. Veronica wrapped her arm around your shoulders and pulled you next to her. So you would stand next to her. “I wanted you guys to meet my cousin, Y/n.” She said as she introduced you to her group of friends.
 You looked up at them and gave them a small wave. Your eyes immediately fell on the boy with that strange beanie and a sort of sadness washed over you. He somehow reminded you of Stiles and how we was when two met eachother. You shook your thoughts out of your head and looked over at everyone. 
 “Hi, i’m Betty! Nice to meet you.” The blonde girl introduced herself as she stood up and offered you her hand. You gladly took her hand and shake it, introducing yourself. “And i’m Y/N, nice to meet you Betty.” Veronica slides in the seat next to a ginger, but handsome, boy as you took a seat next to Betty. The ginger introduced himself as Archie and you had to stop yourself from laughing at the name. 
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Weeks passed by since you arrived in Riverdale and you would be lying if you said you weren’t enjoying your stay. Veronica’s friends were the nicest people you ever met and they knew how to had fun. Especially Jughead. Jughead had a very different sense of humor and you liked that. He reminded you of the boy back home. Your heart flutters just thinking about him. Because Jughead reminded you so much of Stiles, you automatically clicked with him and therefore you two were the closest in the group.
 “When are you going back to Beacon Hills?” Archie asked you, while taking a sip from his milkshake. “I’m going back home in two weeks. I can’t believe its been almost a month.” You answered Archie and let out a sigh. You were happy that summer was coming to an end because that means you’ll be going home. But you’re sad because you’ll be leaving all of these amazing friends you made.
 “You better text and video call us or we’ll personally go to Beacon Hills and kill you if you don’t.” Betty joked and you laughed at her comment. “Ofcourse i will.” 
 You were chatting with Jughead and laughing at a joke he said when the door to the diner flew open. Everyone at your table stopped talking and looked towards the door. You looked up and your eyes widen in shocked. You couldn’t believe it. What was he doing here in Riverdale?
 “Stiles?! What are you doing here?”
 “Who is that?” Betty asked, confusion written all over her face. Everyone looked at eachother all confused at the boy who was fuming fumes right now. You stood up and walked over Stiles, putting your hand over his shoulder.
 “This is Stiles, my friend from back home and Stiles these ar-”
 “Yeah i don’t care, let’s go.” Stiles interrupted and he took your hand and started pulling you away from your group of friends. Before you can fight back, Jughead and the rest of the group stood up from the booth and Jughead pulled you away from Stiles. 
 “She’s not going anywhere with you, dude.” Jughead spat at Stiles, glaring at him. Stiles looked over at me then at Jughead and scoffed. You could tell something was wrong with Stiles. He was angry and hurt and you can’t tell why. You looked over at your new friends and all of them looked concerned.
 “Stiles, what’s wrong?” You asked him quietly not really wanting the whole diner attention at you guys. “You can’t come barging in here and demand me to go with you. This isn’t you Stiles.” You said to the boy infront you.
 “Oh yeah, because you don’t want me to see you with him do you?” Stiles exclaimed, pointing at Jughead. You stared at him confused, not knowing what got into him. Is this because of you? So many thoughts are going through your head that you don’t know what to do. 
 “Stiles -”
 “No! I was worried sick about you and you didn’t even bother to give me one call instead you spend it partying with him. What is he better than me?” Stiles asked, his eyes glistening from the tears. 
 “I know you have issues, but dont bring me into them.” Jughead replied before you could. You looked behind you and Jughead was pissed while the rest of the group was shocked and didn’t know what to do. Veronica layed her hand on you shoulder in a comforting manner and you let out a sigh.
 “You know what, whatever. I’m done.” Stiles said while looking straight at you. You didn’t know what to do so you stood there staring back at him. Stiles looked over at your friends and gave them a fake smile, “sorry for acting like such a bitch.” And with that he turned around and walked outside the diner leaving all of you stunned.
 “What’s that dude problem, think he can waltz in here and start screaming at us like were some kind of idiots, i swear-”
 You grabbed your bag, ignoring what Jughead was saying and walked out the diner hoping that you would find Stiles before it was too late. You looked around and you found him sitting in his jeep. You walked over to his car and tapped on the window, startling the poor boy. 
 “Can we talk?” You mouthed. You can see that Stiles was debating if he should talk to you or ignore you. He opened the car door and got out, fiddling with his fingers. “Stiles.” You whispered, putting your hand above on his own. He stared at your hands and then looked up to meet your eyes.
 “Look i’m sorry for the way i acted in there. It was stupid of me and i clearly embarrassed you infront of your friends and i’m sorry. I’m really,really sorry.” Stiles apologized, holding your hands into his. You gave him a sad smile and wrapped your arms around him, trying your best to comfort him.
 “Tell me what’s wrong Stiles, why did you act that way?” You questioned him while still embracing him. You heard him let out a big breath before he pulled himself away from you. He puts his hands in his pocket and shrugged, not really wanting to answer your question.
 “Stiles..”
 “I was jealous, alright! I keep seeing pictures and videos of how fun you’re having with him and i got jealous. That was suppose to be us this summer, but instead you’re here having the time of your life with someone else who’s not me.” Stiles explained and before you can say anything he walked towards the curb and sat down with his face in his hands. You walked over to him, sitting down next to him.
 “Stiles, you have no reason to be jealous. I will never replace you with someone else. You mean to much to me.” You stated and Stiles turned his head, a smile appearing on his face. 
 “I was scared that i was going to lose you to beanie boy over there.” He chuckle which made you giggle. He grabbed your hands once again and looked into your eye, making your cheeks turn slightly pink, “I like you a lot and i was clouded by my jealousy and i’m sorry.” 
 Your heart was beating really fast at what Stiles just said. He likes me? Stiles, the boy whom i been inlove with for years, actually likes me back. You moved your head closer to Stiles. Stiles sits frozen, from both shock and excitement. You lean in and kissed Stiles warm lips before pulling away quickly. 
 “I like you too.” You breathed those words out and Stiles had a grin on his face.  You two stared at eachother for what seemed like a long time. Unable to contain yourself anymore, Stiles holds your head in his hands and pull you into a fiery and passionate kiss. 
 Your heart was beating fast and your hands clammy, but you didn’t care. This was the best day in your life. You pulled away due to lack of oxygen and you gave him a smile. 
 “How about we go inside so you can apologize and I’ll properly introduce you this time?” You suggest and Stiles nodded his head. He stood up, pulling you up with him and you two walked hand in hand into the diner. You couldn’t wait to go back home and see what the future holds for the two of you
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iheartsurveys · 7 years
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What is your name and how old are you? Brianna, 23 Do you talk on the phone a lot? What kind of phone do you have? I talk on the phone maybe once a day, if that. It's an iPhone 7 Is your house ever creepy? What does it do? Not really Who’s your favorite rapper? And your favorite song by this rapper? I'm not sure if I have a favorite rapper... I don't listen to a ton of rap, I know what's popular basically. There's no one artist I know everything by. I Don't Fuck With You by Big Sean is my jam. I like some Drake. I can rap the entirety of Donald Trump by Mac Miller How about your favorite band? And your favorite song by this band? I like way too many bands to have a favorite. I am really into Glass Animals still, even after seeing them at Firefly. They're just so great. My favorite song is The Other Side of Paradise Did you do any drugs this past weekend? Which ones? Nope Are you hungry? Why don’t you eat something? I'm fine Do you have any cousins that you’re jealous of? Why? Nah What year will you be/were you a senior in high school? 2011-2012 Have you ever broken up with someone and then regretted it later? Nope Has anyone ever made a promise to you that they’d change? Who? Probably Do you have an online blog? What do you write about in there? You're looking at it Do you know anyone that has a multiple personality disorder? I know someone who says they do but I'm not sure if that's a self diagnosis or a real thing...not to discredit their mental health but like I'm genuinely not sure Have you read anything educational today? What was it? Nope Do you watch more of the Discovery channel, or MTV? Or neither? I don't watch either really...I'll watch discovery during shark week, and MTV if they're showing a movie or something Have you ever had the cops called on you? For what? Nope Do you hate your last name? Do you want to get married so you can change it? I actually enjoy my last name, it flows nicely. I don't want to get married solely to change my name lol that's dumb. Honestly I'd have to see whether or not I'd change it since I'm kind of content as is. If I married someone with an awkward last name I might not change it Did you wake up to an alarm clock this morning? What time? Nope I woke up because it got really bright in my room How old is your favorite teacher? Just guesstimate. I'm not in school anymore What’s the background picture on your phone? Do you change it a lot? It's a black and pink pattern, I change it whenever I feel like it Would you rather be home alone, or have people with you? Why? Either is fine honestly. I'm fine alone I chill with my dogs and do whatever. And when I'm not alone it's fine I hang out with my mom or whatever Do you live near a highway? Can you hear the traffic at night? I'm not super close to a highway, I don't hear cars at all at night Have you ever dropped a class in school? Which class, and why did it suck? I dropped this hard bio class in college because it was super difficult. It inspired me to change my minor Are you a MAC or a PC? My PC laptop is dead and I'd like a MacBook or the new iPad Pro so I guess that makes me a mac now Has the snow melted away in your yard? Did it even snow in the first place? It hasn't snowed in months, and when it did, it melted super quickly Have you ever taken someone back, who ended up just hurting you again? Nope Music is playing right now, isn’t it? What song? Not listening to music How many cell phones have you gone through in your life? 7 or 8 Do you have a little sister? What’s her name? I don't Do you need spellcheck in order to spell things correctly? No I'm a decent speller. I notice sometimes after I post a survey my grammar will be off and it's totally not on purpose like sometimes my phone autocorrects. Sometimes I fix it because I don't want people to think I can't spell but sometimes I say fuck it and leave it What was the last thing you printed? Is there even ink in your printer? A ticket to a beer and wine festival. We're running low on ink Do you go to concerts? What was the last one you attended? I love going to concerts. I was at Firefly festival almost two weeks ago, I saw a bunch of great bands. Technically the last one we saw was misterwives Do you shop online? With your own credit card, or someone else’s? I love online shopping, I use my own card Who’s your best friend? How long have you known each other? Britt, 5 years in like a month Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Why did you break up? Haven't had an actual "boyfriend" yet. The first guy I dated, he stopped talking to me out of nowhere, so I'm not really sure why. Though he's asked since then if I want to know why we didn't work out and when I said yes he was like ummm gotta pee brb. So I still don't know, boys suck lol Have you ever gotten your nails done? Or do you get them done regularly? I hate getting them done I prefer to do them myself Have you been outside yet today? What were you doing? Yep, going to and from the car to kick boxing and then back home Do you have or want any tattoos? Of what? I don't have any, I've wanted some in the past and I still kinda do but idk what I'd get or where 
Do you remember the first time you ever drove a car? Who were you with? Yep, I was maybe 15 with my dad in the parking lot of a church. My mom didn't find out about that until fairly recently Do any of your friends drink excess amounts of alcohol? Do you? I have a few friends that don't really know their limits... I've learned mine after trial and error How many pairs of shoes do you have? Are they under your bed? Maybe 20 something. Some are in a shoe organizer on my door, the rest are in my closet or in the closet downstairs What exactly is under your bed? Is it a mess? It's not too messy, just a little dusty. I have an art portfolio from high school, and a rolling duffel bag Have you ever been in handcuffs? Why, exactly? I haven't Have you ever had to be put to sleep at a hospital? Why? Yes. I had my tonsils removed when I was like 10 Do you actually have a calendar on your wall? What are the pictures of? No When are you planning on moving out of your parents' house? Hopefully in a year ish Tell me about your day today. It was chill, I was at home for most of the day watching tv, I napped for a bit, I fed the animals, went to kickboxing, showered, ate dinner, watched the bachelorette, flipped the channels for a little after and now here I am Have you ever been on a cruise? How many? Where did they go? I haven't. My mom and stepdad are going on one without me in a few months What was the last thing you purchased for yourself? Conditioner, shaving cream and razors, face wipes What was the last thing you purchased for someone else? Food 
Do you have a favorite author? Nope How about a favorite book? I like a lot honestly, get back to me on that Do you have a significant other? Nope Have you taken your Christmas tree down yet? It's been 6 months since Christmas so yes When was the last time you took a shower? Few hours ago Is any part of you sore right now? My nonexistent abs Do you have any clothes that are uncomfortable, but you wear them anyway? Not really How many people are currently in your home? 3 people 5 animals Is green your favorite color? Nope What kind of music do you mostly listen to? Alternative and pop Have you ever fallen asleep laying on your boyfriend/girlfriend? Single What was the last vacation you went on? Tbh firefly doesn't count as a vacation...it was fun but camping was stressful. So I guess, maybe last summer? When’s the next time you’re going on vacation? No clue How tall are you? 5'9 Do you drink coffee? I do
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