I’m Sorry (Five x reader)
A/n Ok so honestly I don't know how I feel about this one. You and Five are 15 and will sorry but once again the apocalypse never happened. Sorry if this brings you mental and physical pain
Warning Um cussing I guess and shitty writing but that’s it
You and your 5 siblings were running around the house getting ready to leave for a mission. You were currently hopping around on one foot looking for your other shoe. In the background you could hear Klaus and Diego fighting about something stupid and Five jumping around for his mask.
“Hey Y/n have you seen my mask?” Five said jumping into your room.
“No, why would it even been in here.” you said still looking for your shoe
“Wow what kind of question is that I’m always in here. Bestfriends, remember” He said playfully annoyed
“Whatever” you said chuckling a bit before he jumped away.
You were still searching around for your shoe. ‘Where is it’ you grumbled in your head.
“HAS ANYONE SEEN M-”
“Y/n, honey I found your shoe” Grace said calm and sweet like always.
“Thanks mom.” you said, walking over to her grabbing your shoe and giving her a quick hug.
You put your shoe on while running out to join your siblings.
“Y/n, you need to be prepared. All of you do, now into the car.” “Father scolded, herding us into the car.
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As all six of you arrived at the robbery, you all ran into the bank. Following your usual routine, you all fought flawlessly while being sarcastic shits at the same time. All the robbers were in bloody heaps on the floor or hung from the ceiling with vines, courtesy of your doing. You all started to help the hostages out, making sure they were all safe. Words of congratulations went around, the last hostage making their way safely out of the bank. Looking around you felt like something was off, scanning the area one las time you noticed a streak of blood across the floor, as if a body was dragging themselves up. Frantically looking around for the missing criminal, until you spotted him limping and dragging himself to the receptionist, the noise he was making masked by our talk of success. You spotted a silver glint in his hand, a gun.
“No.” you whispered accidently gaining the attention of your siblings.
You called on the earth for more vines but you already used all your energy in the battle. So you started running towards them. The man had the gun aimed at the girl, he smiled a malicious smile when he saw the frantic way you were running so you could save her. His finger was around the trigger there was no way you could stop him by physical contact, so you made your way in between the two just has he shot the gun, you were ready to take the bullet. You could hear the yells of your siblings and the scared shout of the woman behind you. You braced yourself for the pain but you heard the sound of Five jump, then you felt arms snake their way around your waist. You felt five shaking from the energy he was using. Your body felt like it was contorting to fit through a small gap between space and earth. You felt nausea taking over you but nothing could be worse than the agonizing scream and thump of the receptionist. As your eyes went back into focus and your feet steadied you saw your siblings already crowding around you.
“Y/n are you okay?”
“Y//n, what were you thinking?”
“Are you okay?”
You could barely hear their word over the blood and guilt pumping through your ears and the red clouding your eyes stopped you from seeing their concerned faces. None of the words mattered to you anyway, ‘She’s dead. She’s dead. She’s dead. She’s dead. She’s dead.’ the word kept repeating in your head. You pushed passed your siblings to the man dying on the floor. You looked at him with hate
“You killed her you dick go burn in hell” you yelled rage lacing your voice before snapping his neck like a twig.
Then you turned from him quickly rushing to the woman’s side. She’s dead.
“It’s my fault, I could have saved her” you said your voice escalating from a whisper to a strained cry.
“No, Y/n” Allison said placing what was supposed to be a comforting hand on your should.
You shrugged her off, turning quickly to face them.
“No it’s all of our faults, I could have saved her you assholes!” you yelled and watched their faces change to ones of guilt and sadness. Tears were streaming down your face, guilt washing over you like a tsunami. Anger built up in again and you turned to face Five. “You should have let me save her!”
“And let you die!” he growled back.
“Yes! No one here would really care if I died. I would just be another pitiful soul gone, another power lost. She had a REAL family! ” the words left your mouth harshly, as if they could actually cut skin, you had to turn away so you could mask your tears.
“Well I’ m sorry I saved you” Five spat at me anger and annoyance but also guilt evident in his voice.
You laughed roughly before turning in a matter of seconds. Your glare could have made Five piss himself. Your fist clenched and just as fast as your turn you punched Five in the nose. A sickening crack was heard, which brought a slight smile to your face. A pool of blood already forming from his nose.
“What the fuck Y/n!’
You turned away and walked out of the bank, ignoring all your fans and the curious reporters, rushing quickly to the car. As everyone entered the car, they all glared at you and told Mr.Hargreeves what you did, but surprisingly Five said nothing or it was the pain, you never really know with him. The drive home was silent and angry. ‘obviously they’re mad at me for trying to save someone’s life, those fucking dickwads’. The second we got home, you ran up to your room and locked yourself in your bedroom. The guilt started to weigh you down and the tears turned into sobs.
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You’ve been in your room for hours, missing lunch and dinner. Grace would come up against “father’s” wishes and would bring me food but I would refuse. ‘I don’t deserve food, she’ll never eat food again so why should I’. The words would guide me to refuse the food and lay in bed, huddled in a pitiful ball of hate. The tears never slowed, you couldn't save her, the innocent woman died because of the hate of a criminal. You’ve never not saved someone before. Sure you've killed but they were evil, she wasn’t.
Just as you were almost asleep, from the exhaustion of fighting, crying, and debating if throwing yourself out of a window would help at all, you heard a knock on the door.
“Go away.”
“Y/n, let me in.” an annoyed Five said through the door.
You were shocked, I mean he didn’t even sound that angry even though you broke his nose. Your curiosity almost got you to open the door but you decided against it.
“Go away Five”..
“Fine.”
You looked back at the roof before seeing a flash of blue out of the corner of your eye.
“Get out, I’m not in the mood” you said, sitting up.
Five rolled his eyes before walking over and sitting on your bed. HIs annoyed look morphed into guilt as he settled on the bed.
“I’m sorry.” he whispered.
“What” you responded shocked.
“I just didn’t want to loose you. You said no one would care if you died, but I would” Five talked choked, almost like he was holding back tears. “You’re my bestfriend and because of me you’ll feel the guilt of death on yours shoulders, but it's not your fault and I’m sorry.”
You were completely shocked, your cocky Five was apologizing. The usually so sarcastic and carefree nature was replaced with guilt and complete sadness. You looked over to his face again, he was looking down at his twiddling thumbs. Then you saw it, a tear fall from his eye. You crawled over to him and wrapped your arms around him. His tears still coming down, causing you to cry and relive the past hours all over again.
“I’m sorry for breaking your nose.’ you sobbed into his shoulder.
He didn’t respond, just hugged you tighter. His tears stopped already but he still hugged like his life depended on it.
“You probably feel bad too, and I’m so sorry. You were only keeping me alive”.
“It’s ok”
Five let go you and you looked at him.
“Hey, your nose looks completely fine”. you said surprised. It was still the perfect and normal way it always is just with a nose casty thing.
He chuckled a bit, “Mom got to it in time. By the way, if you ever do that again I swear. My eyes felt like they were shaking around in my skull, you ass.” he grumbled.
His words caused you to giggle. If it were anyone else, you would have never forgiven them that quickly but like Five said he’s your bestfriend and you like him a lot little. His demeanor dampened.
“Y/n can you promise me something?” Five asked seriously. “Will you never do that again, I can’t loose you.” he mumbled the last part quietly.
“No” you answered without hesitation “they’ll always be people who I’ll die for if I have to.”
Five looked at you with admiration
“Y/n, there’s another reason I couldn’t let you die” Five cupped you chin “I love you. I love your hope, laugh, smile, humor, sarcasm, dedication and selflessness.” He was looking into your eyes before realizing what he just did, and dropping his hand from your chin.
He loved you. You set your hand on his chin, lifting up his face and smashing your lips on his. He instantly responded, you could feel a grin spread on his face just as wide as yours. When you pulled apart you both rested your foreheads on each others.
“Y/n, we can get through this together, the guilt.” he said gently.
You hummed back in response. Everything will be okay.
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